Diabolical Lies - February 23, 2025


Lily Phillips & the Politics of Sex Work


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00:00:00.000 Before we get started today, I want to offer up what may be the first and last trigger warning
00:00:05.220 in Diabolical Lies history. This is specifically a trigger warning for two listeners that I found
00:00:10.580 out that we have, Katie. About a week and a half ago, I learned that there is a father-daughter
00:00:15.200 duo who listen to our podcast together. And in my head, the father who is a teacher, his name is
00:00:22.320 Elliot, and his daughter's name is Maya. And I have become very fixated with the fact that there
00:00:27.100 is a father and a daughter who listen to this.
00:00:28.700 It's just, like, awesome to me.
00:00:30.560 But if you guys are listening to this,
00:00:32.420 maybe don't listen to this one together.
00:00:34.740 Elliot, if you're listening,
00:00:35.760 I think Maya is totally old enough
00:00:37.560 to hear what we're going to talk about.
00:00:39.060 We're going to have a very wonderful conversation 0.93
00:00:41.280 about the politics of sex work in women's bodies
00:00:43.920 and how it fits into feminist discourse.
00:00:45.920 But you might be uncomfortable listening to this
00:00:48.100 side-by-side with your daughter in the car,
00:00:49.740 so you've been warmed.
00:00:51.040 I love that we're doing hyper-specific
00:00:53.240 one-on-one consent warnings now.
00:00:56.660 Yeah, how's that for Snowflake? All right. You've been warned, guys. Five, four, three, two, one.
00:01:04.800 Today's episode is brought to you by OnlyFans, Pornhub, the prevalence of the vulva in Stone Age
00:01:10.300 art, the human race's cherished history of telling women what they want rather than asking, 0.96
00:01:15.560 the mythical clitoris, the literal Roman Empire, and my raging desire to say gangbang as many
00:01:21.060 times as humanly possible in this deeply public forum. Today, Katie, we are finally talking about
00:01:27.500 the politics of sex, work, and sex work. And we are framing this conversation through the recent
00:01:33.340 cultural phenomenon of a British sex worker named Lily Phillips. You already, you missed one
00:01:39.880 opportunity to say the clitoral Roman Empire. Oh my God, that's so fucking good. Incredible. 1.00
00:01:48.080 Literally.
00:01:49.780 Incredible. Katie, what do you know about Lily Phillips? 0.58
00:01:53.760 I know that she had sex with 101 men in a single day for an OnlyFans challenge. I know that a man 1.00
00:02:04.320 named Josh Peters did a documentary about this challenge that went viral. And I know that I
00:02:11.760 have been gobbling Advil like Tic Tacs over the last four days because I currently have the flu.
00:02:17.800 So my brain is approximately 70% DayQuil right now.
00:02:22.140 And that makes me a little bit nervous about having a conversation about sex work.
00:02:27.760 But you know what?
00:02:28.680 C'est la vie.
00:02:29.420 Life goes on.
00:02:30.460 How'd I do?
00:02:31.400 Yeah.
00:02:31.760 My goal of this conversation is to have such a wide-reaching conversation about selling sex
00:02:37.660 that this feels like a fever dream to you about an hour after we end.
00:02:41.200 Well, you said the word Volvo within the first 45 seconds.
00:02:44.300 So, like, we're on the right track.
00:02:46.760 Okay.
00:02:47.320 So you were right. Lily Phillips is a 23-year-old white British sex worker. She is an OnlyFans creator, and she's a porn star. So if you log on to Pornhub, you will find her in porn videos. If you log on to OnlyFans, you will find her there for anyone who needs kind of like a quick deep dive on OnlyFans. 1.00
00:03:04.000 It's basically like Substack, but for sex work.
00:03:07.360 There are, of course, different types of influencers.
00:03:10.020 There are some people who do cooking.
00:03:11.580 There are fitness influencers.
00:03:12.820 But it is by and large known as the platform where you can access not-safe-for-work content.
00:03:19.440 And she is a very, very successful OnlyFans creator.
00:03:23.120 And I would assume there's men on OnlyFans, too.
00:03:25.520 Probably fewer.
00:03:26.520 But are there male sex workers on OnlyFans?
00:03:29.640 There are male sex workers. 0.92
00:03:31.420 But as far as I know, it skews very, very female, as does most forms of sex work. 1.00
00:03:38.420 So Lily Phillips has been on OnlyFans and on Pornhub for a while. 1.00
00:03:42.940 She's been doing sex work for a while. 0.50
00:03:44.400 But as you mentioned, she kind of became a mainstream name with this documentary. 1.00
00:03:49.560 When she announced that she was going to try to have sex with 100 men in one day, 0.78
00:03:53.980 that was covered by like a few British tabloids.
00:03:56.440 but it didn't really reach the acclaim that we saw after Josh Peters' documentary came out,
00:04:02.280 which was called, I think, I Had Sex with 100 Men in One Day, and it kind of documents the days
00:04:07.080 leading up to that event, and then the event itself, and then very famously, how Lily Phillips
00:04:14.000 felt after the event. So, Katie, you and I both watched this documentary almost a month ago now,
00:04:20.120 and when we first talked about potentially having a conversation about sex work on the podcast,
00:04:24.200 I think we both expressed a little bit of like trepidation about that.
00:04:28.220 Can you talk to me a little bit about that?
00:04:30.900 I think my nerves primarily stem from the fact that I have talked on the show before
00:04:35.600 about having a very puritanical upbringing.
00:04:39.340 It's not that I didn't learn about sex.
00:04:42.560 I think my mom put me in a class in like a hospital setting for 30 minutes
00:04:47.240 where they like explained what sex was.
00:04:49.660 I remember getting in the car with her afterward.
00:04:51.520 I think I was in like sixth grade.
00:04:52.880 and being like, so wait. He puts what, where? Like, ugh. And Cher being like, I know.
00:05:01.320 So I never had proper sex ed in school. We very much had an abstinence-only education.
00:05:07.320 And so from a young age, this concept of abstract physical purity and virginity were hallmarks of
00:05:18.360 my education, not just about sex, but about womanhood, I sometimes don't trust my own
00:05:25.020 instincts about sex work because I think I have quite a bit of internalized misogyny and purity
00:05:33.480 culture that I have attempted to exercise from myself. But it's something that I think if you
00:05:40.280 grow up in an environment like that, you understand just how hard it is to identify
00:05:46.300 that as being externally imposed because you internalize it to such an extent that it really
00:05:52.540 influences how you feel about sex. And so I think that coupled with the fact that there are a lot of
00:05:59.140 interesting perspectives in the Marxist feminist tradition around sex work and the commodification
00:06:07.160 of the female body in general and the sort of delicate relationship between selling sex as a
00:06:14.980 commodity and like whether or not that can ever not be dehumanizing. So it's just something that
00:06:21.560 I have complicated feelings about. Yeah. So I agreed with you when we had that conversation,
00:06:27.040 but I was like, God, we got to fucking talk about Lily Phillips. And so I've watched the documentary 0.96
00:06:30.600 probably eight times now. I've done a lot of reading on the topic and I have become more
00:06:36.260 and more excited to talk to you about this because I think the more I looked into it,
00:06:40.060 the more that I realized that this is kind of new ground for us on Diabolical Lies in that
00:06:44.080 the conversation of sex work does not split evenly between left and right. There is not
00:06:49.740 any sort of consensus between feminists. This is an idea, a concept that we are constantly 1.00
00:06:56.900 grappling with. And I found that really exciting. And then I rewatched the documentary for like the
00:07:03.200 second or the third time. And I started to pay attention to this Josh Peters guy. And I started
00:07:08.400 to sort of like take little notes. And by the time I was poking around with a third watch,
00:07:13.120 by the time I was mouthing Lily Phillips' quotes while she was saying them, like Regina
00:07:17.880 George's mom in the auditorium, I was like, okay, we have to cover this. And what I was
00:07:21.980 thinking about again and again is something that Michael Hobbs and Sarah Marshall, who
00:07:25.260 are the co-hosts for the podcast You're Wrong About, say a lot, which is, what do you not
00:07:29.320 need evidence to believe? And as I was watching this Lily Phillips documentary, I started
00:07:34.340 to notice how many assumptions that I was making without even realizing it. And so I
00:07:38.960 started writing down all of my assumptions. And so today we are basically going to go through
00:07:43.500 those assumptions one by one and deconstruct them until we get to a clearer understanding
00:07:48.160 of why a person like Lily Phillips causes such profound distress for pretty much everyone on
00:07:54.580 the left and the right. So the first thing we need to talk about is the person who filmed this
00:07:58.640 documentary. As you mentioned, it's a young man named Josh Peters. He's a YouTube creator who up
00:08:04.060 until this point, did a wide variety of Mr. Beast kind of videos. Katie, I'm going to send you
00:08:10.000 his YouTube channel, and I want you to read the titles under his playlist of the best videos.
00:08:17.460 Read like five of them. I slept with a hundred men in one day documentary. So that Lily Phillips
00:08:23.500 stock, and that has 9.4 million views. Running an official marathon in Heathrow Airport from
00:08:31.560 two years ago. We tricked Carole Baskin into giving us her first interview. Oh, that's sad.
00:08:38.120 I flew Katie Hopkins to Prague to win a fake award. What? I tricked the world with a fake
00:08:45.260 Ed Sheeran. I tricked reality stars onto fake TV shows. Okay, so his entire genre is basically like
00:08:54.820 pranking people into thinking something is real when it's not yeah we're gonna talk throughout
00:09:01.780 this conversation about josh peters i'm just gonna like show my hand i do not think he is
00:09:06.000 like an intentionally malevolent person but i think it's really important to highlight that
00:09:09.960 this is a person who had zero documentary experience whose experience is all about
00:09:15.220 basically trying to game the youtube machine to go viral and who has found some degree of success
00:09:20.660 to it, and who has, like, a pretty consistent track record of, like, a bait and switch usually
00:09:25.600 around women. Just keep that in the back of your mind. Yeah, yeah. And then, Katie, I want you to
00:09:32.120 read what he said in the comments section for his video about Lily Phillips. He gave a little bit of
00:09:38.780 context for why he made this video, which is kind of different than what he's done in the past.
00:09:42.780 Hello. As you can see, I am going in a new direction with the type of content I want to
00:09:47.400 create. This particular story is one that fascinates me, as does the art of documentary
00:09:53.260 making. I would urge you to watch the full documentary before passing judgment. I hope
00:09:57.800 you enjoy it and can take something away from it.
00:10:00.880 So we kind of get this framed up at the front. He's going in a new direction. He has never
00:10:04.660 done this before, and he doesn't want you to be judgmental. Reasonable, right? So you
00:10:10.920 watch this video. What you immediately get is this kind of montage where Peters is talking
00:10:15.060 about the world of adult entertainment as a billion dollar business. This is important because
00:10:19.740 I think we should always be paying attention to how people frame sex work. Something that I have
00:10:24.200 thought about a lot as I have been reading all these articles about Lily Phillips and just about
00:10:28.520 the politics of sex work is that people will talk about it and then kind of switch between different 0.66
00:10:33.900 types of sex work without acknowledging that they are really quite different. Of course, at the base
00:10:39.980 of sex work is completely non-consensual sex trafficking. Usually women of color, usually 1.00
00:10:45.840 based off of finances, often international. According to the U.S. State Department, East
00:10:50.840 Asia and Mexico are where most women are trafficked, and then they're often brought into the U.S. 0.99
00:10:55.320 or in wealthier countries. When you're talking about consensual sex work, that is a very
00:11:00.480 different demographic of women than non-consensual sex trafficking. When you're talking about
00:11:05.620 OnlyFans or Pornhub. That is a different demographic. And they have some overlap,
00:11:09.580 obviously, but we often are floating between these words without acknowledging that these
00:11:15.020 are like very, very different industries. It's like someone who is deeply involved in finance
00:11:20.320 being like, no, bro, like private equity is different than venture capital, but like this
00:11:23.780 actually matters. You have to really be specific about which type of sex work you're talking about.
00:11:29.320 So for most of this conversation, we are talking about consensual sex work. And so at the beginning
00:11:33.740 of this documentary, we meet Lily. 0.96
00:11:37.300 Hey!
00:11:38.660 Hi Lily, how are you guys?
00:11:40.040 I'm over here, how are you?
00:11:41.240 Oh, that's okay, nice to meet you.
00:11:42.900 Is it a shoes-off house, a shoes-on house?
00:11:45.160 No, shoes-on, honestly, I've got a dog,
00:11:46.600 but it's a total mess.
00:11:47.580 Do you want a glass of water?
00:11:48.520 I would love a glass of water.
00:11:49.880 I mean, you've been like...
00:11:50.860 Could I have a tea?
00:11:53.300 As a word, like, is that the right, like, terminology?
00:11:57.280 I'm a YouTuber, so I'm, like,
00:11:59.100 I'm a bit red-faced and new to this world,
00:12:00.920 but what do you feel like?
00:12:01.760 Yeah. People call me anything. Star, escort, OnlyFans girl, anything really. I don't really
00:12:08.220 care. It's not like a bother to me. You know, I don't drink tea. Oh, really? No. So this is
00:12:14.020 probably going to taste like shit because I don't really know how to make it. But just good for one 0.99
00:12:18.200 thing, me, honestly. Something I find really interesting about this is like pretty immediately
00:12:23.280 we establish these roles for the two of them. You have this like bumbling, sweet white guy who's
00:12:28.480 totally baffled totally baffled by porn and by adult entertainment he's like what do i call you 0.83
00:12:34.020 sure josh but he is the boy next door couldn't come across more harmlessly if he tried and then 0.99
00:12:41.180 you have this girl who is like very friendly very confident she doesn't give a shit what people call 0.94
00:12:46.280 her and she also has this tendency to like very much understate her own intellect like she'll be 0.97
00:12:51.280 like i don't give a fuck what people call me at some points in the documentary she kind of denies 0.93
00:12:55.180 being a businesswoman. She calls herself dumb, which made me personally way sadder than anything 0.99
00:13:00.060 she did with her body. Only good for one thing. So instead of describing to you why she joined 1.00
00:13:05.160 porn, Katie, because, wow, a lot of people feel very comfortable ascribing this woman's decisions
00:13:09.820 on her behalf, we are just going to listen to it ourselves. How did you get into doing this for a 0.85
00:13:17.740 career? Well, I started when I was at university. Very, very tame stuff. Hand bras, underwear,
00:13:24.360 things like that because i was at university i was like i'm being a anyway could make a little
00:13:29.360 bit of money what do you mean by you were being anyway that was just being a university like i
00:13:34.760 was just sleeping around with everyone but i feel like i know of a lot of girls who have done that
00:13:39.740 at university but then haven't gone on to become only fan stars yeah 100 i mean i just was like
00:13:45.500 already very not proud like very just um okay with doing that like um i've just always had
00:13:54.060 quite like a sexual nature yeah i just thought i might just make like a couple hundred quid can get
00:14:00.000 a few rounds of drinks and stuff like that just helps me out a little bit while i'm at university
00:14:04.340 i didn't think it would turn into like my whole career but i think as soon as i started on the
00:14:10.540 platform i kind of realized i guess how much money you can make and also just how much i loved it i
00:14:18.160 I was just like, why am I doing a whole degree?
00:14:20.540 Last week, I was like, 23 guys all at once. 0.80
00:14:24.480 And like, some people would be like, you're insane.
00:14:27.260 I would have to be paid to do that.
00:14:28.520 And I'm like, no, that's just fun to me.
00:14:30.900 Okay.
00:14:31.780 Thoughts, Katie?
00:14:34.160 It's interesting.
00:14:35.340 Certainly, it's funny to watch it back now in the context of this conversation.
00:14:39.900 Because when you talk about challenging assumptions, I think a lot of the time we talk about sex work as something somebody does because they are desperate.
00:14:52.240 Somebody who is already pursuing a college degree and basically just says, oh, I like doing this and I can make a lot of money doing this and so I just want to do it.
00:15:03.860 that very counter-cultural to the popular narrative about sex work.
00:15:11.140 I noticed that she said, not proud, but okay with it.
00:15:16.640 But I was like, it is interesting, though, to describe that choice
00:15:19.840 or your relationship with sex as something you are proud of. 0.90
00:15:24.240 That also feels very unusual for the way that women typically talk about sex. 0.99
00:15:30.280 Yeah, I'm glad you bring that up. 1.00
00:15:31.640 I mean, you brought that up right off the bat. 1.00
00:15:33.260 First and foremost, Lily Phillips is a middle-class white girl who did not have to do sex work. So that's where we're starting. And she says a few things in this early interview that she will say again and again in this documentary that she has said in previous interviews that she has said following this documentary.
00:15:49.420 I like doing this. I have always liked doing this. She says, I have supportive family and friends.
00:15:56.660 She says her parents know about this. And she acknowledges it's awkward sometimes. At one point,
00:16:02.480 she says that her dad's friends have watched it, and that's kind of weird for her to deal with.
00:16:07.020 But we also see that she talks to her mom on the phone every single day. We see these kind of
00:16:11.620 aspects of her life that she is presenting to us that appear to be, if anything, consistent.
00:16:16.820 She likes what she does. 0.93
00:16:18.100 This is not her first time having sex with a lot of men. 0.94
00:16:21.000 She mentions, I did a gangbang with 23 guys.
00:16:24.220 That's something that some women might not like to do. 1.00
00:16:26.700 I like to do that. 0.99
00:16:27.860 At this point in the documentary, when I first watched it, I was like, poor, dumb girl. 0.99
00:16:32.960 That is my honest perception. 0.98
00:16:34.720 That is like the machine that was running below my subconscious. 1.00
00:16:37.440 Poor, dumb girl. 1.00
00:16:38.240 We are about to find out how dumb she is. 1.00
00:16:39.860 I think that's also how the documentary is kind of set up. 0.97
00:16:42.020 So at this point, Peter's kind of spent some time explaining and showcasing what exactly Phillips does. I think he does this very well. He shows that, yes, she does do porn. Sometimes that's just having sex and having it be videotaped. But sometimes people will send in requests. They will pay hundreds of dollars for her to do specific videos for them. I went on to Lily Phillips' OnlyFans. Katie, have you ever been on OnlyFans?
00:17:05.740 I cannot say that I have.
00:17:07.880 All right, wink, wink.
00:17:08.880 Did you subscribe? 1.00
00:17:09.660 Katie's lying to the classmate. 0.97
00:17:11.020 Oh, please.
00:17:11.720 I did subscribe. I poked around. I poked around. Yeah. Look, I'm a journalist, bitch.
00:17:15.640 I'm blushing. 1.00
00:17:16.800 Yeah. I looked at her on Pornhub. I saw her videos on Pornhub. I didn't watch all of them, 0.98
00:17:22.040 but I was genuinely like I wanted to have an understanding.
00:17:25.560 Not all of them, Kara. It was like I was doing research.
00:17:28.220 I had not actually been on OnlyFans in particular before. And I will say it's a very interesting
00:17:33.700 platform. You have to go through a number of administrative procedures before you see anything.
00:17:39.920 The discoverability isn't very easy.
00:17:41.760 So if you log onto a porn site, there is very little protecting you from the videos,
00:17:46.560 which is why there is a lot of panic about the idea of young people accessing porn.
00:17:51.400 OnlyFans was not like that, and I thought it would be.
00:17:53.540 It actually really keeps everything behind a paywall.
00:17:56.120 And so I had to kind of figure out how the platform worked.
00:18:00.260 It took me a second to figure out, like, the usability.
00:18:02.500 It was not immediately accessible.
00:18:04.840 Which is why it's so impressive that they have so many people paying money.
00:18:07.540 Those people are so hell-bent to make user experience friction.
00:18:12.220 Exactly.
00:18:13.200 So I poked around.
00:18:14.600 I also tried to find a few other OnlyFans creators.
00:18:17.300 And what I found is that the numbers range quite a bit.
00:18:20.400 And an OnlyFans creator, it's completely up to them what they offer.
00:18:24.140 So Phillips doesn't give all of her numbers, but she does reveal that she charges several
00:18:28.460 hundred dollars at a minimum for private videos.
00:18:31.300 I think that number probably goes way up.
00:18:33.520 She said that in her first month on OnlyFans, I think which was several years ago,
00:18:37.520 she made $13,000. In recent interviews, she said that she made over 2 million pounds last year on
00:18:43.580 OnlyFans alone. So she's making very good money. She has nine payrolled employees, I think most of
00:18:50.420 which are part-time. But this is like not some young woman who's trying to make rent. This is 0.99
00:18:54.940 a capital B business. And it's important that we acknowledge that because I think that when you
00:19:00.960 talk about sex work, the implication is always about the financial coercion. And that just does
00:19:05.840 not exist here. We can have a conversation about the incentive to make a lot of money and how
00:19:10.380 people will bend their morals to make a lot of money across every industry, but we are not having
00:19:15.940 a conversation about a woman trying to find warmth and housing. That's just not what we're dealing 0.97
00:19:20.600 with right here. This is also a far cry from the average OnlyFans content creator. I think the
00:19:25.320 average creator makes a few hundred bucks a month. The average sex worker makes no money and is 1.00
00:19:30.020 trafficked. So these are kind of the scales that we're working with. The reason I bring this up
00:19:34.800 is because when I was doing a lot of reading about like how you engage with the politics of
00:19:38.820 sex work, the idea of consent is the most complicated conversation. And there are feminists 1.00
00:19:45.120 who will say there is no consent in selling your body under patriarchy. There are feminists who 1.00
00:19:50.320 will say there is abso-fucking-lutely consent in terms of having sex under patriarchy. But 1.00
00:19:55.140 some of the questions that you can ask yourself is, is the sex worker working with an agency?
00:20:00.120 Do they have to split their profits? Are they working underneath a john or a pimp? Do they need to afford housing and food? Or is their money going into savings? All these different levels that kind of give us an idea of just how strong their consent can be. 0.94
00:20:13.900 If you are a Black woman living in a rural town who has two children and doesn't have access to certain jobs and faces racial discrimination, the idea of you having consent into selling your body is very different than the idea of someone like Lily Phillips consenting to it.
00:20:30.360 So as far as we can view this, she is as consensual as it gets.
00:20:35.080 She's at the top of the consent pyramid. 1.00
00:20:36.860 She doesn't need the money. 1.00
00:20:38.220 She is generically attractive. 1.00
00:20:40.280 She was in college when she decided to drop out. 1.00
00:20:42.940 she has employees. She decides what stunts she can do. There's always someone nearby who's 1.00
00:20:47.840 watching the sexual acts. Obviously, the text of the documentary is that this is notable because
00:20:55.400 this person is going to have sex with a hundred people in one day. But I think the subtext of
00:21:00.960 the documentary is that this is notable because this is a person for whom sex work is incongruous
00:21:07.260 with their class status, the real draw of look at this person who you would not expect to be
00:21:15.080 doing something like this and look at them throwing away, quote unquote, throwing away
00:21:20.100 their respectable middle class life to do something that scans as lower class or degraded or what have
00:21:30.480 you. Yeah. And to a certain extent, look at her getting away with it. How fucking dare she? You're
00:21:37.000 telling me you're still in touch with your parents? You're telling me that you have friends,
00:21:40.480 that you have millions of dollars? Look at her insisting that she is getting away with it, 0.94
00:21:44.780 that she is not traumatized, that she actually does like it. I think that there is something
00:21:48.740 that is low-grade infuriating about that. Okay, Katie, if you were going to bang 100 men in one
00:21:54.180 day, what would you do to keep yourself safe? Oh, my God. What would I do to keep myself safe?
00:21:59.280 Yeah. Obviously, physical protection, condoms, bodyguards. We've got to stay hydrated.
00:22:07.000 I mean, electrolytes, definitely.
00:22:09.440 I would say it seemed a little bit herky-jerky with this STI testing,
00:22:14.420 but, like, I would think you'd want to have some sort of background check of the people participating.
00:22:20.900 Yeah. The bulk of this documentary is showing the days leading up to this event,
00:22:24.440 basically the preparation, the planning.
00:22:26.120 Peters goes with her to a lingerie shop.
00:22:28.300 They're walking around town.
00:22:29.680 They're kind of talking about how she's planning.
00:22:31.500 And there are moments where Phillips appears to be fully in control,
00:22:35.500 and there are moments when she is not.
00:22:37.000 So, for example, they're largely trying to get people who already pay to be supporters of her platform. So that's where they're, like, sourcing these men from. And Phillips says they're going to have people send a picture of their license and an STD test. Peters points out they can fudge that. Phillips is just kind of like, well, I'm not worried about it. I'm going to have a condom.
00:22:56.520 He asks if she's going to let them come in her mouth. 0.99
00:22:58.680 She says yes.
00:22:59.560 And he's like, what about HIV?
00:23:01.460 She doesn't really have a clear answer for that.
00:23:03.060 For what it's worth, there's a very, very low risk of transmission for HIV through the mouth, but it does exist.
00:23:08.780 And at one point, he's like, well, you know, 100 people, statistically, some of them are going to be violent.
00:23:13.940 Some of them are going to have infections.
00:23:15.140 And, like, yeah, I understand his point.
00:23:18.180 That's also, like, not really how statistics work.
00:23:21.360 Like, it's not, like, a guarantee.
00:23:22.900 That's not really how these population breakdowns work.
00:23:25.540 But I think that that question could very easily have been made in good faith.
00:23:29.560 You don't know these people.
00:23:30.500 They are strangers.
00:23:31.740 Something that he doesn't acknowledge that is really important that I've heard a lot of sex workers talk about is that when women are having sex, but in particular when you have a gangbang situation of a lot of men having sex with a woman, you always have, like, someone around who's basically monitoring the woman, making sure that what she wants is happening.
00:23:48.280 And Phillips does have that.
00:23:49.640 She has multiple employees who are at the apartment when it happens, and I just bring that up because that was totally not discussed, and it was something that I wouldn't have really thought about until I was listening to a lot of these podcasts with sex workers. 0.90
00:24:01.900 So that is one thing that she does well. She is never alone. She always has people around her. She is in control. It's one man at a time.
00:24:09.020 And as we approach the day of the event, we also get more context of the type of shit that Phillips does, and it is very much portrayed in a deeply kinky way. 0.99
00:24:16.940 There's this one guy who pays her 0.99
00:24:18.600 to coax him through his own ejaculation 0.99
00:24:20.800 where he then swallows his own semen. 0.99
00:24:23.320 Oh my God. 0.99
00:24:24.780 Yeah, and like, of course, again,
00:24:26.540 Josh is like,
00:24:27.740 I never saw nations.
00:24:29.740 This is shocking to me.
00:24:31.820 And we also have a few funny moments
00:24:34.780 with external voices. 0.99
00:24:35.920 There are two women whose opinions 0.94
00:24:37.320 that we hear outside of Phillips. 1.00
00:24:38.900 The first is a random woman on the street.
00:24:41.260 And she talks to Josh
00:24:42.560 and she asks him what he's doing
00:24:44.240 outside of the lingerie shop
00:24:45.480 while Phillips is inside shopping.
00:24:46.820 He's got his cameraman.
00:24:47.680 And he says, 0.99
00:24:48.580 I'm with a woman who's about to have sex with 100 men. 0.93
00:24:51.200 This is clearly intended to deliver a certain response, right?
00:24:54.700 And I don't know if you remember this, Katie,
00:24:56.260 but the woman who's probably like in her 60s or 70s.
00:24:58.760 She seems like totally unfazed.
00:25:00.460 Totally unfazed.
00:25:01.140 She's like, oh, good.
00:25:01.880 Like, I hope she has some snacks.
00:25:03.080 I hope she's going to be safe.
00:25:04.080 And he's like, yep.
00:25:04.740 And she goes on her merry way.
00:25:06.120 Yeah.
00:25:06.400 He doesn't know what to do with that.
00:25:07.540 That's the difference between Europe and the United States, people.
00:25:10.360 Yeah, exactly. 1.00
00:25:11.420 She's just like, oh, sick. 0.99
00:25:12.760 All right, well, have a good one. 0.99
00:25:13.660 And then the other person that we hear from is one other sex worker on OnlyFans.
00:25:18.780 Katie, do you remember this interview?
00:25:20.300 I actually don't.
00:25:21.440 Okay, we are going to watch this because I became kind of obsessed with this interview.
00:25:27.240 This is the one other perspective that we get from a sex worker on this documentary
00:25:31.700 outside of Phillips's perspective.
00:25:33.740 Hey, I mean, to his credit, at least he talked to one.
00:25:37.440 I feel like a lot of reporting on sex work doesn't talk to any sex workers.
00:25:41.420 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:25:41.940 Throughout this documentary, I saw a lot of signs of good intent.
00:25:45.320 I genuinely think he was trying to make a good documentary.
00:25:47.940 I left Lily's house with more questions than answers.
00:25:50.740 I still couldn't understand why she felt the need to do what she was doing
00:25:53.940 and whether it was truly what she wanted to be doing.
00:25:56.840 I thought it might be helpful to hear the perspective of another OnlyFans creator.
00:26:00.660 So I reached out to Alex Letizia, also known as the Queen of Southampton.
00:26:05.140 So now this is something I've wanted to know all day.
00:26:07.860 Do I call you Alex or do I call you the Queen of Southampton?
00:26:10.380 oh either no you call me alex basically i went into only fans because we were really really broke
00:26:19.580 it was really last resort i had never ever sent anyone a nude prior to this ever in my life so i
00:26:27.260 was so naive going into it i started off just doing bikini pictures and lingerie but it is a slippery
00:26:34.980 slope and the demand is more more more more more before you know it you're having sex on camera
00:26:41.320 and is that something you regret there's a lot I regret on there do you feel scared that you might
00:26:47.380 ever have to start doing things you don't want to do in order to keep that money coming in
00:26:51.000 it is scary yeah because people are starting to do the most outrageous things online I've seen
00:26:58.920 so much of it lately and I think my daughter's already getting stick for what I do and like I
00:27:04.140 said i don't really do anything controversial compared to all these other girls and it just
00:27:09.560 keeps being like leveled up and up and up of the expectations well on saturday i'm actually i'm
00:27:15.860 going to another only fans creator lily phillips is planning to sleep with a hundred men um in a
00:27:22.800 single day for only fans content have you have you heard about this yeah i have yeah what do you
00:27:30.220 think i think it's really sad i just worry about her mental health um i'm hoping it's a hoax and
00:27:39.020 it's not gonna actually happen i don't know from what i've seen of her i think she's like young
00:27:44.700 and beautiful i just i don't think she has to sleep with a hundred guys in one day for attention
00:27:50.400 i don't know it's like medically is she going to be in a lot of pain mentally um you're going to
00:27:58.100 be known as the girl that a hundred guys in one day and i think that's really sad the problem is
00:28:04.440 is that when you sign up to objectifying yourself it's like you're signing a deal with the devil
00:28:10.940 like no one is going to see you as a human being it gets to the point where everyone objectifies
00:28:17.160 you that's the reality of it you're like the cash cow do you think the kind of thing lily's doing
00:28:22.740 this weekend is the future of only fans i hope it isn't but we keep seeing so many sort of outrageous
00:28:30.200 stunts maybe people assume they have to do that in order to get attention and followers so it is
00:28:36.780 just gonna have to get more outrageous which is quite scary if you think about it okay thoughts
00:28:41.960 katie wow so many thoughts do you remember those dare presentations of like don't do drugs for sure
00:28:47.700 this felt like a dare ad for sex work a couple things that i noticed first of all she described 0.81
00:28:52.720 her entry into sex work as the last resort. 1.00
00:28:56.440 Yes.
00:28:56.880 I was so broke, it was the last resort.
00:28:59.380 Okay, that's placing her somewhere different
00:29:01.280 on that coercion-consent hierarchy. 0.71
00:29:04.540 Yes.
00:29:05.020 If you feel like you have no other options,
00:29:07.500 it's very different.
00:29:08.780 Also noted, she's basically describing
00:29:11.400 the accelerating demands of sex in the content machine.
00:29:18.720 That's the slippery slope dynamic,
00:29:20.800 how it starts off with this,
00:29:22.280 but you have to do increasingly dramatic things to capture attention, which is why it seems so
00:29:31.580 funny that by the end of the interview, she's saying, well, I don't think she has to sleep
00:29:35.220 with a hundred guys for attention. Well, on some level, you must recognize that that is the logical
00:29:41.080 endpoint of sex in the content machine, because you acknowledged the fact that you have to do
00:29:46.920 increasingly extreme things to maintain relevance and to generate income on these platforms. So
00:29:55.040 that jumped out at me. Yeah, I'm glad you bring that up because this to me is a prime example of
00:30:00.260 something that we're going to come back to again and again today, which is, again, mixing different
00:30:04.460 aspects of sex work to kind of get a point across in like the what do you not need evidence for.
00:30:10.180 If you talk to a consensual sex work who works as an escort or has sex with men in real life,
00:30:15.240 has sex with anyone in real life, they do not feel this creep. They have very specific services that
00:30:20.780 they provide. And most sex workers who are willing to talk publicly will say, yeah, I know what I do
00:30:25.600 and do not want to do. And I feel comfortable establishing those boundaries. What this woman
00:30:29.860 is talking about is exactly what you discussed, which is content creation. You and I understand
00:30:34.180 this. We are both influencers. Like there is a pressure to communicate something in a certain
00:30:38.780 way. You and I are people who kind of yap into a video. But even then, you and I both will think
00:30:43.820 about. How do I catch someone in the first 15 seconds of this video? And yes, the same is true
00:30:48.600 for porn. I'm sure that a porn star would feel that type of obligation. I think it's really
00:30:53.200 notable that every single aspect of a person's fears about pornography, about, I guess, a word
00:31:00.060 I would use that describes the fear would be prostitution, this fear of women succumbing to
00:31:04.700 this. She voices every single one of those fears. I don't want to say that this woman is not being 0.91
00:31:10.560 honest because I think a theme of this conversation is not trusting women, and I don't want to do
00:31:14.240 that. What I will say is I watched a lot of interviews that this woman is on. She talks 0.91
00:31:18.080 about sex work in very different ways in different interviews. Interesting. Well, and I think that
00:31:22.960 part of that is if you are a sex worker, part of achieving acceptance, I think, is performing your
00:31:31.240 own reluctance. And that's something that Phillips does not do. She's very open about her agency and
00:31:40.040 open about her choices and being confident and happy with them. And I think that's why,
00:31:44.520 as we've discussed, she inspires such outrage from people. It reminds me a little bit of
00:31:51.240 getting an abortion because of rape or incest. It makes the unpalatable thing a little bit more
00:31:57.380 acceptable. That's such a good analogy. It's so true. We'll get into this later, but this is
00:32:02.740 actually, it becomes true in our legislation that the legislation that we have made around sex work
00:32:07.340 is assuming that women go into sex work because they don't want to. That's how you 0.58
00:32:10.480 create these laws, which is why they are so problematic and controversial. But
00:32:14.920 so, yeah, it is a really important interview leading up to the day that Lily Phillips has 0.98
00:32:20.680 sex with 100 men. It really lubes up your brain to feel a certain way about this. 0.81
00:32:24.840 Incredible. Incredible.
00:32:27.960 So we get to the day where she's going to have sex with 100 men, and it's just a total 1.00
00:32:32.400 clusterfuck. They rented out this nice Airbnb. They're worried that they're going to get shut 0.99
00:32:37.520 down. Men are showing up late. She shows up late. They're pulling in men last minute. You know,
00:32:42.300 they're taking whoever will come. So she has sex. We don't see that, obviously. If you want to pay 1.00
00:32:46.820 for her OnlyFans, you can watch parts of it. Did you watch parts of it? I did not. I watched
00:32:52.340 some of her porn on Pornhub, but I did not watch her OnlyFans because I just kind of ran out of
00:32:56.240 time. But yeah, I watched some porn for this research and I'm getting paid for it. So take
00:33:01.460 that, mom and dad. You can't live your truth. So the final moment of this 40-minute documentary
00:33:06.540 comes in the moments directly following the end of this event. It is basically like a marathon
00:33:12.740 event. I think it takes like nine hours in the middle of the night. Oh, I think it's more than
00:33:17.240 that. Is it? I think they said it was like 12 or 13. Like, I think it went from like eight or nine
00:33:22.800 in the morning to nine or 10 at night. Right. So we basically go back into the apartment and Josh
00:33:29.420 sees Lily's assistant, one of her employees who was there. And her assistant says, I think it went
00:33:34.340 well. I think the day went well. I haven't had a chance to debrief with Lily. She's exhausted right
00:33:39.140 now. She's starving. She's taking a shower. And then she'll come out and talk to you. So the time
00:33:44.600 where she finished having sex with like the hundredth man and the time where she talks to
00:33:48.480 Josh is maybe 20 minutes. And so they go inside. We get to the point where she talks to him.
00:33:54.680 She shows him the bedroom. There are condoms all over the floor. The cameraman gags at the
00:33:59.220 smell which is like a thing that a lot of people have made a lot of we're going to talk about
00:34:03.360 she tells them how it went each man had about five minutes sometimes they had less 0.98
00:34:07.420 she would start with a blow job condom off then they would go to sex condom on she said she's not 0.98
00:34:12.940 that sore but then he asks her how she's feeling and we are going to play this section in full 0.99
00:34:17.940 and how are you feeling surprisingly downstairs is not too not really sore okay it's more just
00:34:25.400 tired my eyes sting like nothing else why because of all the cum in it i think i repeatedly said 0.57
00:34:32.200 you can't have facebook not in my eye and they just went right at the eyes i think like it might 0.90
00:34:36.920 have been an accident but no i mean i've definitely seen some spunk today jesus and it just took
00:34:42.360 definitely a lot longer than i thought it was gonna be i think it was when it was only like
00:34:47.420 40 and i was like i'm not even halfway yet yeah and 40 is still a lot of people like imagine 40
00:34:54.320 people and be like i'm not even halfway like done when was the last time you ate um i had a
00:34:59.840 i think i had a yum yum yum is that what they're called a little pastry
00:35:04.540 um and i think i had a sandwich and that was kind of and then the rest come
00:35:08.480 it's not for the weak girls if i'm honest it was hard
00:35:13.960 i don't know if i'd recommend it why not i think if you're a different type of girl it's very like
00:35:22.260 it's kind of like being a
00:35:24.960 in a sense of like
00:35:26.420 it's just a different
00:35:28.260 feeling I don't know how to explain it like
00:35:33.960 it's not like just having
00:35:37.140 sex with someone 0.86
00:35:38.100 yeah yeah 0.98
00:35:39.000 just one in one out like it feels
00:35:41.200 intense
00:35:42.700 like more intense than you thought it might
00:35:45.760 definitely
00:35:47.500 sorry
00:35:50.140 Okay, just take it, take it.
00:35:52.500 Yeah, one minute.
00:36:07.320 I think I was well, you know when I talked to you last,
00:36:10.340 like I was not nervous, it was like the day before,
00:36:12.440 I was like, oh, I'm so nervous.
00:36:15.240 But it was good, it was more,
00:36:17.540 I guess the interactions weren't like,
00:36:19.440 I'd have to stop them early and like you'd have to stand on business and be like I'm so sorry you
00:36:26.260 got to go and like the awkward interaction of like you feeling pressure to have to make them
00:36:32.080 calm if like you haven't spent enough time with them and feeling like they didn't like you didn't
00:36:37.960 give them a good time because like they only got two minutes and that and that's what that's what's
00:36:43.320 making you feel emotional is that maybe you think you didn't give some guys a good enough time today
00:36:47.400 yeah yeah and it's hard i think having the interactions with them when they're like
00:36:51.640 what you're not gonna make me finish i've come all this way like kind of like guilt tripping
00:36:56.360 me a little bit i felt bad like some people just travel so far like i didn't want to give them a
00:37:00.940 time and like come away from this and be like oh that's yeah i think sometimes like feeling so like
00:37:08.100 robotic like by the i think like the 30th you know like when we're getting on a bit i've got
00:37:14.380 like a routine of like how we're going to do this and like it just sometimes you'd like disassociate
00:37:19.820 and be like you know like it's not like normal things at all in my head right now i can think
00:37:25.780 of like five six guys ten guys i remember and that's it but it's just i don't know it's just
00:37:34.300 weird isn't it like if i didn't if i didn't have the videos i wouldn't have known i've done 100
00:37:38.400 you know but yeah i think that was kind of the hard part is like conversing with them
00:37:45.380 and like like when they'd kind of be like oh like we've only had two minutes or three minutes and
00:37:52.360 you said five on the message did someone say that to you yeah and obviously just makes feel so bad
00:37:58.720 do you think you should feel bad about that i guess when you've promised something to people
00:38:05.140 who support you it's kind of hard to let them down but it's up to you right like when you know yeah
00:38:13.380 yeah have you even processed do you think what's happened not yet god i won't forget this day jesus
00:38:22.880 okay katie thoughts i do so i'm actually going to take this in a different direction than you're
00:38:28.560 probably expecting. First of all, I think what we should do is separate the sex element of this
00:38:37.360 from the idea that she is a service provider or someone selling a product. Because to be honest,
00:38:44.720 part of what this reminds me of is, so I sell a wealth planner as part of Money with Katie.
00:38:51.440 I am going to relate this back to selling a spreadsheet, everybody.
00:38:54.520 I'm so happy you're going to do this because I was going to do this later.
00:38:57.840 Go.
00:38:58.440 Get it. 1.00
00:38:58.880 Get it, bitch. 1.00
00:38:59.840 When I sell the Wealth Planner, this is a product that we sell for $77. 1.00
00:39:04.100 Now, it costs tens of thousands of dollars to develop.
00:39:07.500 It is incredibly robust.
00:39:09.300 It is very elaborate.
00:39:10.940 But we sell it to many thousands of people, and people's financial situations are so different
00:39:16.460 that no matter what we do to make this thing as foolproof and amazing and elaborate as
00:39:23.380 possible. It's never going to satisfy everybody. People are always going to have questions or
00:39:28.740 complaints or, hey, it's not working for this one thing I want it to do. And the way that I feel
00:39:34.260 when I go through and do the customer chats every week from the questions that our support staff
00:39:40.380 can't answer because they're too in-depth, I badly want people to like this product. I feel
00:39:46.140 indebted to the people who purchase it and use it because they spent their money on it.
00:39:50.660 They want it to work for them. And so I feel like I owe them something. And I do think that you can kind of tease apart here the way that she's talking about each interaction and like wanting to make sure the person has a good time and while they've come all this way. These are her fans. She's describing it in a way that's procedural. It's almost bureaucratic. It's like very sterile.
00:40:14.100 She's trying to get these people through, but also make them feel special and also make sure they're having a good time. I can't help but think about the fact that if you take the sex out of it for a second, she is just kind of describing the natural challenge of being a service provider and feeling indebted to or like you owe the customer or the person on the other end of that interaction or that transaction something specific.
00:40:41.000 And I think that really jumped out at me that I think people are like making it definitely about the sex. And I'm like, I don't even know that this is about sex. Like the sex almost feels kind of secondary to me and the way that she's describing her emotions here.
00:40:54.180 Well, I'm glad that you said that because I was going to compare you to Lily Phillips. No. But I'm really glad that you said that because showing my hand a little bit, the whole outline for today's episode came after I watched this documentary. I think it was the third time.
00:41:10.380 And that week, which was, I think, like a week and a half ago, I had had, just randomly, multiple conversations with women who hate their jobs to the point of being, like, clinically depressed about them. 0.59
00:41:22.980 And I was watching Phillips talk about this, and I was just like, damn, if I haven't seen a lot of women talking about their jobs with the same way, except feeling that way every single day. 0.91
00:41:33.780 And then I got to the question that you're talking about, which is, oh, but it's sex, right?
00:41:38.600 And so you get to this thing, which is, it's kind of in the same way that we have, like, American exceptionalism, which is this idea that nothing ever applies to America.
00:41:45.900 Like, if you say, well, Australia got rid of guns, someone will always go, but that doesn't work for America.
00:41:51.440 American exceptionalism goes hand in hand with the American dream, the idea that there are things that work and things that don't apply to America in a way that don't exist anywhere else.
00:42:01.380 And it's just an effective way of siloing a country.
00:42:05.220 The same goes with sex and sex work.
00:42:07.180 We have this kind of exceptionalism to it, where if you try to compare it to any other industry, someone will innately say, which we're about to get into, but it's not the same.
00:42:15.480 It's sex work. 0.99
00:42:16.040 I don't care how much you fucking hate your job at Deloitte. 0.99
00:42:18.220 You're not having sex with someone for money, and therefore, the comparison is rendered moot. 0.99
00:42:23.100 Right, because working for Deloitte is clearly worse. 0.63
00:42:25.940 Right.
00:42:27.460 This is an aside, but I don't know if you saw.
00:42:29.400 I saw this amazing tweet that was like, the really cool thing about severance is that it dares to ask the question, what is it like to work at Deloitte?
00:42:37.180 So putting that aside for a second, this moment with her is the moment that launched a thousand
00:42:43.820 ships, right? This is the moment that everyone is about to latch onto. I want to note a few
00:42:48.080 things. Number one, Peters is interviewing her immediately after this event. If you watch any
00:42:54.420 documentary from any seasoned documentarian, you do not do this, or at least you do not do this
00:43:00.120 once. And so before I say anything else, Katie, I want you to read a quote that Lily Phillips gave
00:43:05.900 to Grazia, a UK magazine. She gave this two months after the documentary. And this is her
00:43:11.940 talking about that moment. I felt extremely bad. Some people traveled across the pond and I felt
00:43:20.040 they're not getting what they signed up for. She tells me reflecting that capturing her raw response
00:43:24.260 to this on camera was perhaps a mistake. I wish now I had set a boundary and given myself an hour
00:43:29.540 or two to recover before I started answering questions. Yeah. So I find it really interesting
00:43:35.360 that when she is talking about that moment,
00:43:37.480 her regret is not having a bigger boundary
00:43:40.020 with the documentarian.
00:43:41.940 It's not about the boundaries she set 0.92
00:43:44.080 with these men she had sex with.
00:43:46.140 It is with her decision that she made
00:43:48.220 to acknowledge any sort of negative experience
00:43:51.620 in public with what she went through. 1.00
00:43:53.400 And sex workers talk about this shit all the time, 1.00
00:43:55.700 that it's like, this is the exceptionalism. 1.00
00:43:57.560 You cannot complain about your job,
00:43:59.420 even remotely, even if it's bureaucratic,
00:44:01.760 even if it's with the admin of,
00:44:03.760 ugh, I don't want to go to work today.
00:44:05.020 I don't want to go to the brothel. You can't because you're a sex worker. And sex work is 1.00
00:44:09.380 inherently disgusting and degrading and unacceptable. And so you have to be a 1.00
00:44:13.220 spokesperson for sex work at all times. Otherwise, you are basically letting your industry down
00:44:20.160 because there is so much stigma around it. So I thought that was fascinating.
00:44:24.440 Well, it's like what you said about what do you not need evidence to believe.
00:44:29.160 Right. I do, again, find it interesting that her regret beyond the boundary—yes, she has the regret around not setting a firmer boundary with the documentarian. That is fascinating. But again, even two months later, these are her customers, these are her fans, and she wanted them to enjoy the experience.
00:44:50.120 And so to the extent she regrets it, she's like, I felt guilt and I felt badly because I felt like they weren't getting what they wanted out of it. And when you have, as I'm sure we all do, these ideas and biases about sex work, it's very easy to interpret her answer in that moment to Josh as proof of regret of the sex work itself. But that's really not what she's expressing.
00:45:17.840 Yeah. So just to talk about a few of the assumptions that I realized I was making when I first watched the documentary. First and foremost, the most important one, she is an unreliable narrator. That is the immediate assumption that I had, which is you can't trust her. You can't trust what she's saying. She says she likes sex work, but women just say that when they don't realize what they're actually doing.
00:45:39.200 Or, well, she says that she's upset because she didn't provide the service that she wanted, or she feels guilty for some unhappy customers, but that's just a smokescreen. We all know what she's really upset about. There's this assumption again and again that I made that people make in every single one of these reviews that both Lily Phillips and the men who signed up to have sex with her do not understand the implications of what they're doing. 0.85
00:46:03.860 And I find this really interesting because if you were to look at it from any other angle, she's an incredibly reliable narrator. Like, she says the same thing in interviews again and again and again and again. Like, she's a dream witness for any sort of legal case. She is so consistent. I like what I do. I love my family.
00:46:21.160 The biggest challenge to my job is the stigma. I feel bad that people traveled here and I didn't give all of them a great experience. Like, these are again and again and again in every interview before the documentary, during the documentary, after. She says the same thing. And there is just this very consistent belief that she is just not telling the truth.
00:46:43.880 Peters ends the documentary very shortly after that clip that we just listened to,
00:46:48.740 and he kind of narrativizes it in this way.
00:46:51.040 He says, I don't know what to believe,
00:46:53.500 but either we are seeing someone who's overwhelmed at the end of a long workday,
00:46:57.040 as she would probably say,
00:46:58.620 or we are seeing the true toll this career has in a person.
00:47:03.080 That is the final word he gives us.
00:47:04.960 Like, what is the truth?
00:47:06.460 Do we believe her?
00:47:07.740 Do we just know that she's lying?
00:47:11.300 So let's talk about the reception to this event. 0.97
00:47:13.880 As you can imagine, this documentary was fucking catnip for a certain group of deeply online 0.74
00:47:19.980 people whose affiliation rhymes with Carbright, but it also attracted a certain realm of more 0.97
00:47:26.700 mainstream media. And I'm going to kind of focus on that because I've been really fucking fatigued 0.76
00:47:31.200 with like a certain type of far-right influencer, and you can guess what they said about that.
00:47:35.620 But there were a bunch of pretty interesting, more mainstream media responses. And yes,
00:47:39.680 Today is the day I am including Ben Shapiro as mainstream media.
00:47:43.920 Weird.
00:47:44.460 Congrats, Benny.
00:47:45.360 You made it, babe.
00:47:46.140 Congrats, Ben. 0.94
00:47:47.200 In the case of Lily Phillips, what is sacred here?
00:47:49.280 Well, how about the individual human soul?
00:47:51.120 You do not own your own soul.
00:47:52.780 It does not belong to you.
00:47:54.220 You have duties attached to the stewardship of your soul.
00:47:57.280 How about your innate humanity made in the image of God?
00:48:00.760 You as a human being are sacred. 1.00
00:48:02.680 After all, whatever disgusting substances this woman has anointed herself with, 1.00
00:48:05.700 those can be washed off. 1.00
00:48:06.680 But her soul can't be washed off without repenting of what she has done to herself.
00:48:10.320 And she knows that.
00:48:11.080 Why do you think she's breaking down?
00:48:12.100 Why do you think she's upset?
00:48:12.980 It's not just because of the physical exertion. 1.00
00:48:15.100 It's because she made herself into a sex robot. 1.00
00:48:17.360 She made herself into something profane. 1.00
00:48:19.520 And she should be disgusted with herself. 0.79
00:48:21.200 She should be ashamed of herself. 0.99
00:48:22.740 And a society should be able to look at that behavior and say, that is wrong behavior.
00:48:26.460 It's not just a matter of moral apathy.
00:48:28.480 Because a society that greenlights this sort of behavior or celebrates it or pays people
00:48:32.240 millions of dollars for this sort of behavior gets more of it.
00:48:34.560 It reduces the humanity in all of us to the level of the animal.
00:48:38.080 And then all you're left with is the profane.
00:48:39.700 And you cannot build any community, any workable society on the profane alone.
00:48:44.720 Wow, it's so funny to me that immediately below that video 0.97
00:48:47.720 was a video about Blake fucking Lively. 0.98
00:48:49.660 It's just so consistent. 0.99
00:48:51.500 Content, baby.
00:48:52.800 Content.
00:48:53.300 All right, what do you think about what Ben had to say about the soul?
00:48:56.440 Oh, snooze.
00:48:58.020 I mean, it was, yeah, all right, dude.
00:49:00.580 That's about what I expected him to say.
00:49:03.000 But I do think that, to your point about Phillips getting away with it, she has money, she has internet fame, she has fans, she has friends, she has a supportive family, right? She's happy, she's confident. 0.83
00:49:17.000 She has all of the earthly things that supposedly women who engage in sex work or, frankly, if we're going just a little bit broader, women who engage in promiscuous behavior are not supposed to have. 1.00
00:49:31.820 We as a society want to punish women who behave in this way. 0.93
00:49:35.500 So a woman who is behaving in that way and yet gets all of the earthly spoils that she could imagine, well, what do you do then? You have to go to a different realm to exact that punishment. You say, oh, she doesn't have a soul. She might have all the things on earth that you could want, but she doesn't have a soul. 1.00
00:49:55.440 I mean, not to get too into it, but like this is literally what the men who wrote the Bible were thinking.
00:50:00.180 Peter sitting there like, yeah, and then Mary Magdalene. 1.00
00:50:03.480 Fucking whore. 1.00
00:50:04.400 All right, so let's go through a few of the assumptions that Ben Shapiro is making. For those who are just listening, I think it's perfect that he had this little fucking laptop visible that said facts don't care about your feelings. Here are some of the assumptions he makes that he does not provide any evidence for. 1.00
00:50:16.760 Number one, what Lily Phillips did is inherently shameful, okay?
00:50:20.980 Obviously, if you're not, like, as devout as he is, you're probably not going to agree that her soul is stained.
00:50:25.560 But I do think a large number of liberal people would agree to some extent with the ideological assumption that what you are doing is shameful and degrading and it is hard to come back from.
00:50:35.080 That, like, once you do that, it changes your relationship to sex.
00:50:39.260 It changes who you are as a person.
00:50:41.040 Another assumption that he makes is that Lily Phillips clearly regrets her decision.
00:50:45.300 He makes this assumption in spite of a lot of evidence to the contrary, right? Shortly after this documentary, she said she was going to have sex with a thousand men. In every interview, she has said she doesn't regret doing this, but he makes this assumption, right? She made herself into a sex robot. He says that's why she was upset, right? Because she has degraded herself. Again, going completely against what she said about why she was upset.
00:51:07.540 And then number three is that what he's saying about sex work is that she did a reversion to the animal. And what makes us human is our desire to rise above animal instincts. I saw this take a lot in the comments section for all the articles that I was reading in like other right-winger videos about this that I watched.
00:51:28.080 This is an argument that a lot of people make, that it's like, she's just resorting to animal
00:51:33.500 instincts. And the whole thing about what makes us human is our ability to rise above these instincts.
00:51:38.480 Isn't that the complete opposite of what they say? If you ask all of these fucking 0.99
00:51:42.880 right-wing biological essentialist determinists what they say is that, well, women are biologically 0.99
00:51:49.440 inclined to partner up and be monogamous because it's in their best interest to have a partner who
00:51:55.740 will care for their young, but it's men who want to go out and spread their seed. How do they
00:52:00.340 reconcile what they say most of the time to defend or prop up the supposed differences in gender
00:52:09.660 with her behavior of wanting to have sex with 100 people in the same day?
00:52:15.880 Just really funny how this world of conservatives, I guess I would say, or like people who are
00:52:20.200 espousing conservative values without realizing it, when they do and do not want to associate 0.98
00:52:24.760 humans with the animal kingdom like all of these people are like the same people who circle jerk
00:52:29.200 to jordan peterson's grand unifying theory of humans being crustaceans and even the idea that
00:52:34.540 that is animal is just so interesting and i actually while i was doing research for this
00:52:39.280 outline i saw a video where do you know who mia khalifa is yeah so mia khalifa is a woman who was 0.96
00:52:45.560 you know very famous for the porn that she did who no longer does porn work she is like a human 0.57
00:52:50.480 rights activist she's lebanese she's been very outspoken about palestine and she designs jewelry
00:52:54.560 now. And so she was interviewed in a recent video, and someone said, what do you do? And she said,
00:52:58.440 I'm a jewelry designer. And all these right-wingers lost their minds, being like, oh, are you a
00:53:02.820 jewelry designer or are you a fucking porn star? And someone said, and I've been thinking about it 1.00
00:53:07.080 while doing this outline, isn't it so interesting that if a woman chooses to have sex in exchange
00:53:12.960 for money, she will never be anything else? But if men are convicted of rape, that is a bullet
00:53:17.280 point on their resume. That doesn't prevent you from becoming fucking president. But if you have 1.00
00:53:22.000 sex and someone sees it, you can never be anything else. So now let's move on to a criticism made by
00:53:28.680 UK commentator Tanya Gold. I would describe her as a sort of reactionary feminist, but what I
00:53:33.900 found interesting about this piece, there was an article in The Atlantic, there was another article
00:53:38.260 and everyone kept referencing as like the feminist argument about Lily Phillips. And so I'm going to
00:53:42.440 be curious to hear your thoughts on it, Katie. All right. Wait, this is purported to be the
00:53:48.560 feminist argument about it? People have linked this analysis as coming from a feminist.
00:53:55.840 Okay. In January, Lily Phillips says she will sleep with a thousand men in 24 hours for her 1.00
00:54:02.880 OnlyFans site. I have seen the flyer. To apply, you must send in a headshot and hold your photo
00:54:07.860 ID close to your face. This reads like a parody of the physical contortions Lily herself makes
00:54:13.020 for her cameras. Wait, holding an ID close to your face is a physical contortion? All right,
00:54:18.440 that's a bit of a stretch. She has just slept with 100 men in 24 hours, and what was close to
00:54:23.400 her face is unrepeatable. It made her cry. Did it? Did it? Perhaps the tears were for the camera.
00:54:30.000 Lily had a documentary made about the day. Because grief is as marketable as sex, I don't know. I
00:54:35.660 suspect she doesn't either. It's a parody of something else, too. What happened to Giselle
00:54:40.900 Pelico, who was drugged? Oh my god, this is a heinous parallel to draw. Giselle Pelico,
00:54:47.480 who was drugged, apparently raped by 51 men at the behest of her husband, and by insisting the
00:54:52.420 trial take place in public, has become a modern feminist heroine in France and across the world.
00:54:57.260 Pelico is 72, and she perfectly understands what happened to her. Phillips is 23, and I don't think
00:55:02.980 she understands at all. It's a truism that by the time women understand what sex really is, 1.00
00:55:07.540 men no longer want it from them. What the fuck is happening in this paragraph? 0.99
00:55:12.200 Thoughts, Katie? 0.99
00:55:12.780 That is despicable to compare these two things, first of all. But second of all,
00:55:20.000 your concluding zinger is that, oh, by the time women understand what sex is, implying that
00:55:26.880 Pelico understands, Phillips does not, that men no longer want it from you. But Pelico was raped 0.98
00:55:34.180 by 50-something men in her 60s.
00:55:39.880 So it's a little bit strange
00:55:42.000 to try to make this about male desire.
00:55:45.600 I find that abhorrent, frankly. 1.00
00:55:48.380 Yeah, it is fucking abhorrent. 0.99
00:55:49.760 If you accept at face value 1.00
00:55:51.060 that a woman who is consenting 0.96
00:55:52.800 to what you consider to be an extreme sex act
00:55:55.440 with a large group of men
00:55:56.420 is no different, functionally speaking, 0.95
00:55:58.700 than a woman being drugged and raped
00:56:00.300 by a large group of men while she was unconscious,
00:56:02.240 then we've got some pretty, like, alarming downstream consequences
00:56:05.660 about whether you think women are sentient. 1.00
00:56:07.760 Like, that is fucking crazy. 0.99
00:56:10.240 And Katie, if you can believe it, that is not the last time 0.98
00:56:12.700 we're going to hear a reference to Giselle Pellico with Lily Phillips.
00:56:15.620 You're kidding me. Ugh.
00:56:17.480 Let's go through the other assumptions, though, really quickly. 1.00
00:56:19.600 Number one, the fact that Lily Phillips having a bunch of dicks 1.00
00:56:23.000 close to her face made her cry. 1.00
00:56:25.040 I don't know where that came from.
00:56:26.480 Number two, this is interesting.
00:56:28.160 She had a documentary made about the day 0.55
00:56:30.920 because grief is as marketable as sex.
00:56:33.560 That really takes Josh Peters' role
00:56:35.260 and how he's benefited from this out of the equation.
00:56:37.640 That's pretty interesting.
00:56:38.460 Sure does. 1.00
00:56:39.280 She doesn't know what's going on. 1.00
00:56:41.600 She doesn't understand what sex is. 1.00
00:56:44.380 And she is apparently no different than a woman 1.00
00:56:46.960 who has been drugged and raped while unconscious. 1.00
00:56:49.540 So pretty interesting take by a feminist. 1.00
00:56:51.820 Damn. 0.99
00:56:52.640 So Katie, I'm going to ask you to read 1.00
00:56:53.960 two additional paragraphs from this woman. 1.00
00:56:56.340 So gird your loins. 0.95
00:56:57.760 Really putting you through your paces today
00:56:59.340 while you're on pain meds.
00:57:01.280 Thank God.
00:57:02.200 Thank God I'm on pain meds.
00:57:03.800 Takes by Advil.
00:57:05.220 Okay.
00:57:05.920 On Lily Phillips, the question is,
00:57:07.640 seemingly, who is to blame?
00:57:09.480 Oh, see, even that framing is interesting.
00:57:11.440 Interesting assumption.
00:57:12.680 In order for somebody to have to be to blame,
00:57:15.240 something has gone wrong.
00:57:16.640 Yep.
00:57:17.440 It's a curiosity of an era
00:57:18.960 where no one takes responsibility
00:57:21.000 that as soon as something dramatic happens,
00:57:23.820 the race to assign responsibility is off.
00:57:27.040 I think that Phillips is not very bright
00:57:28.960 and will soon not be very well. A thousand men in a day is a death wish because once you have done
00:57:34.440 it, your co-conspirators, having their own shame to process, will hate you for it. Pornography is 0.79
00:57:40.660 not kind to men either. Dehumanization goes both ways. I know Phillips only through her social
00:57:46.340 media. How could it be otherwise? And to me, posing poolside or by mountains, she is a study
00:57:52.220 in vulnerability. The loneliest, almost naked girl in the world. What a brand. She has a valuable
00:57:58.280 tale to tell, but she tells it obliviously, almost psychically, with her body. And we should listen.
00:58:04.540 Phillips is a pornographer, a sex worker. For too long now, two decades at least, women have been 1.00
00:58:10.100 told that sex work is benevolent, pain-free, if you avoid the chiding of second-wave feminists 1.00
00:58:15.760 who hate you more than anyone, apparently, and above all, an act of personal agency. 1.00
00:58:20.980 Phillips said herself, why not charge for what you give away for free? She does not seem to
00:58:25.640 Understand that there are emotional possibilities in every sexual, I cannot say romantic, encounter.
00:58:31.640 For recognition, for understanding, for love.
00:58:34.760 But not in a lineup and for money.
00:58:37.000 It is impossible.
00:58:38.820 Thoughts, Katie?
00:58:41.660 There's almost too much there to unpack.
00:58:44.000 Let's just go quickly through.
00:58:45.740 Here's what Tanya Gold doesn't need evidence to believe, okay? 1.00
00:58:48.720 Number one, that there is someone to blame.
00:58:51.080 This is just assumed.
00:58:52.440 Someone is to blame for what happened here.
00:58:54.120 What happened here should not have happened. 0.99
00:58:55.640 number two that phillips is not smart and will not soon be well that's a pretty like fucking 0.99
00:59:01.500 serious thing to say someone who wants to do this is unwell mentally ill hysterical we could even 0.99
00:59:06.740 say one thing she does say that i think is very interesting is that once you have done this your
00:59:11.260 co-conspirators will hate you for it i think that there actually is something really interesting in
00:59:14.980 the idea of men wanting sex from women but also kind of hating them when they get that i think
00:59:20.220 that that gets into like the internalized misogyny that we all have and i i actually thought that
00:59:24.420 that, like, I wish that that was a thread that she had pulled. But then she says, pornography is
00:59:29.500 essentially a form of dehumanization. We're going to spend some time with that today, later. But
00:59:34.180 the assumption, inherently, porn is dehumanizing. She assumes that Phillips is lonely. Again, this
00:59:40.200 is, like, against the evidence that we actually have. She's a lonely person, even though Phillips
00:59:44.280 says, I have relationships with friends and family. A sex worker would actually have a lot of reason 0.85
00:59:49.240 to not show her friends and her parents on their social media. Like, there's a lot of, like, safety
00:59:53.740 about that. Like, I am not a sex worker, but I am an online feminist, which deals with a similar
00:59:58.860 level of hate. And I am very conscious now about showing Riley. I just, I don't know, it's like
01:00:03.300 something that I just think about now in a way that I didn't before. And so if I had millions
01:00:07.200 of people looking at my feed, I would probably care about that. And then at the end, there are
01:00:12.440 emotional possibilities in every sexual encounter. Like the assumption that women should be always 0.95
01:00:17.860 searching for those emotional possibilities. That's an interesting take for a feminist to have. 1.00
01:00:23.740 Even if you don't want love, recognition, understanding. 1.00
01:00:27.480 Well, what if you just want to have sex and then make money?
01:00:29.960 That's not an option. 0.74
01:00:31.320 You know what I mean?
01:00:32.640 So now we're going to read a review from a more left-leaning perspective.
01:00:36.180 It's called Shame on the Men Exploiting Lily Phillips by a woman named Julie Bindle.
01:00:41.180 Have you read this?
01:00:42.320 No. 0.82
01:00:43.100 But it's fascinating to me that the divide is on the reactionary right, this is bad because she's bad.
01:00:51.160 But on the left, it's, this is bad, but the men are bad.
01:00:56.100 Someone still has to be to blame.
01:00:58.280 Yes, someone is exploiting or being exploited here. 0.99
01:01:02.000 Yes, someone is sucking and someone is fucking and someone is to blame. 1.00
01:01:06.320 100%. 1.00
01:01:06.880 Okay, Katie, go ahead. 0.99
01:01:09.600 Phillips is now planning her next endeavor, 1.00
01:01:11.920 to have sex with 1,000 men in 24 hours or 1 minute 44 seconds per sexual encounter. 1.00
01:01:18.600 Shouldn't be a problem. 0.77
01:01:19.680 nonstop for a day. Doubtless, this publicity stunt will increase her already substantial 1.00
01:01:25.700 annual earnings. But Phillips will pay a heavy price. I have interviewed women who have been
01:01:31.900 required to have sex with 8, 10, 12 men every day because they were under the control of a pimp in
01:01:38.300 a brothel and have heard the details of the terrible effects on their mental and physical 0.90
01:01:43.260 health. What this involves is too graphic and disturbing to share, but the physical effects
01:01:48.560 on the body of penetrative sex by numerous men in a short space of time is horrific.
01:01:54.120 Our bodies are not made for this type of punishment. But what of the men that wish
01:01:58.520 to join in on such a competition? Why would they want to have sex with a woman after so many others? 0.76
01:02:04.160 That's interesting. For me, it raises the image of those men queuing to rape Giselle Pelico. 0.99
01:02:09.880 It is akin to a spectator sport. There are mega brothels in Germany that encourage 0.86
01:02:14.780 stag parties, often with a dozen men at a time taking part in a gangbang with one woman.
01:02:20.660 It seems hard to believe that such exploits are allowed to take place in the 21st century.
01:02:24.960 Oh, wow. Okay. Struck by how similar the two takes are. You know,
01:02:32.380 is such a fascinating topic because you're right. It does not shake down easily.
01:02:41.600 Sure doesn't.
01:02:42.120 I think it's interesting. I can't remember the exact phrase, but there was something in there
01:02:45.380 about like, and why would a man want to have sex with a woman after she's had sex with so many
01:02:50.120 others? It kind of slips in this purity. Exactly. This purity myth idea, this body count hyper
01:02:57.940 fixation, this idea that men don't want to sleep with women who have slept with other men.
01:03:02.800 And it's interesting because typically that assumes that the woman herself is now dirty.
01:03:07.860 Right. But who's doing the dirtying in the situation? If you logically follow the implication, it's that sexual contact with men sullies you, that the men are the dirty thing, the sullying agent. And so I find that really interesting. 1.00
01:03:23.300 And all of these little Easter eggs in here of the disgust response, another notable one to me is when they break the fourth wall in the documentary, and they include the cameraman, like, gagging at the smell.
01:03:37.220 Not only did they keep that in, but it's kind of imperceptible.
01:03:41.300 Like, I didn't notice it until they called attention to it.
01:03:45.760 They were like, oh, he gagged.
01:03:47.040 The cameraman gagged.
01:03:48.040 there is clearly an implication that they are trying to make that the disgust response is being
01:03:53.540 activated. And the disgust response is such an interesting protective mechanism in evolutionary
01:04:00.380 history because it's supposed to protect humans against contamination. It crosses that barrier
01:04:07.160 between the physical and the abstract. And so the physical disgust response is being applied to this
01:04:14.220 abstract concept of a woman with multiple sexual partners.
01:04:20.480 I find that so interesting to focus on the men not wanting to have sex with someone who is
01:04:25.180 supposedly dirtied by interaction with other men. Because it's not just internalized misogyny,
01:04:31.180 it's like disgust with men. Men as like dirty creatures. 1.00
01:04:36.160 Yeah, the shame, disgust, the association with it being dirty and degrading. Nothing shuts down 0.99
01:04:41.380 curiosity faster than shame. As soon as you know that something is not acceptable, you're not going
01:04:47.440 to really ask questions about it. So a few assumptions that this left-leaning woman is 1.00
01:04:51.940 making. Number one, Phillips will, quote, pay a heavy price for this. Indisputably. She is going 1.00
01:04:57.460 to pay for what she did. Number two, what Phillips did is in any way comparable to women who are 1.00
01:05:03.920 forced to have sex with eight, 10, 12 men a day under the control of a pimp. That is pretty fucking 1.00
01:05:10.280 incredible to me. Number three, that the physical effects on the body of penetrative sex by numerous 0.99
01:05:16.560 men are always horrific. Even though Philip said, I feel fine. I'm not sore. The idea that
01:05:22.900 having sex is always going to be painful, not the type of sex or what the control
01:05:27.880 or power dynamics are in place. Number three, of course, the Giselle Pelico comparison again.
01:05:34.300 And then number four, this is interesting. We bring in another sexual encounter. We talk about
01:05:38.740 stag parties a dozen men at a time quote taking part in a gangbang with one women we compare that
01:05:44.900 to lily phillips without any clarity on like well what type of gangbang is it is it consensual is
01:05:50.040 this like the with the women in the brothel it doesn't matter they're all the same like any 0.64
01:05:54.200 scenario in which a woman is having sex with a multiple men at once or multiple men throughout
01:06:00.240 the day they're all the same even though the three examples she's using are all very different
01:06:04.760 examples. They're all completely different. And it's only in topic areas like this where there
01:06:11.340 is so much visceral cultural consensus that that sort of context collapse is allowed.
01:06:18.320 You can't really report on other things in this way where you're just sort of
01:06:21.820 mushing together a bunch of disparate things. There are more differentiating factors than
01:06:28.020 similarities, but here it just kind of works because everyone reading this piece has already
01:06:32.960 reached the conclusion that you want them to reach. You don't actually have to build a compelling
01:06:37.900 argument or really like draw the lines explicitly between these things or acknowledge where these
01:06:44.940 things are not the same because everybody already kind of thinks it's gross.
01:06:49.220 Right. By far, the most interesting thing about Lily Phillips is that she is in control. 0.99
01:06:55.100 And so by taking away her control or not even really wanting to interrogate it,
01:06:59.820 you're taking away the most interesting part of the story, too, because there is a lot to talk
01:07:04.540 about there. I would love to read a comparison of Lily Phillips in the age of Alex Cooper and
01:07:10.500 Kim Kardashian and these women who have built empires off of sex. Like, there is a lot there
01:07:16.300 that is complicated, but we never get there because women and men on the left and the right
01:07:21.580 all across the board are just so focused on trying to find their take on why it is degrading.
01:07:27.900 Like, we're stopping it before we even get to the starting line of this conversation.
01:07:31.380 So I'm going to ask you to keep reading this leftist review.
01:07:35.480 Lily admitted she effectively dissociated herself during the 101 challenge in October.
01:07:41.280 The 23-year-old says she can only remember the first five or so encounters and that after she attempted to blanket out.
01:07:48.440 This is no surprise.
01:07:50.100 Dissociation is a coping mechanism due to extreme trauma.
01:07:53.420 The sex was filmed, and the pornography will make those who profit from OnlyFans, 0.73
01:07:57.360 where Lily's videos have appeared, a lot of money.
01:08:00.060 Oh, weird. Weird to, like, remove her, like, make her passive in the profit. 1.00
01:08:04.320 Lily will also make a lot of money. 1.00
01:08:07.040 Yeah. 1.00
01:08:07.740 She's making a lot of money.
01:08:09.200 The story of Lily is similar to that of other women I have spoken to on OnlyFans. 0.97
01:08:13.420 The middle-class young women who appear on there tend to be those that have not previously been involved in prostitution.
01:08:19.140 Many of the others from disadvantaged and impoverished backgrounds gravitated to the
01:08:23.220 site during COVID when the brothels were closed. Make no mistake, whatever OnlyFans intention,
01:08:28.800 the site is prostitution behind a screen, but pimps and predators are never far away. 0.98
01:08:33.520 When women like Lily talk about being driven by a sexual desire,
01:08:36.820 this is all part of the fantasy constructed for men. Hmm, okay. No woman has a fantasy to end up 0.95
01:08:43.620 with the type of injuries that will occur from such extreme activities as having sex with multiple
01:08:48.200 men. Katie, you've had sex with multiple men. What do you think about that? I will plead the fifth. 0.97
01:08:58.260 You'll be so happy to know I was going to start out this podcast with an intro that just
01:09:02.120 asked you as many invasive questions as possible as a way of met a fourth wall breaking how
01:09:07.540 uncomfortable we are about sex. And then I was like, she's sick. And so I cut that part out. 0.99
01:09:12.300 The flu saved me. The flu saved you. So what do you think?
01:09:15.660 Oh, man. Okay. Immediately, the things that jumped out at me most, saying that the people
01:09:21.220 on OnlyFans are going to profit. Yes, the OnlyFans platform will get a cut, but the chief beneficiary
01:09:26.840 of the profit will be Phillips. Let's be clear. It's very noteworthy to me that we are excluding
01:09:32.480 her from the benefit pool. And then when women like Lily talk about being driven by a sexual 1.00
01:09:37.960 desire, this is all part of the fantasy constructed for men. Okay. So I feel like what's happening 0.92
01:09:42.700 here is because even someone who is as devout a practitioner or like believer in women's rights
01:09:51.380 as you can be, the idea that a woman could have sexual desire or appetite does not exist as a
01:10:00.860 possibility. It only exists insofar as kind of this, I feel like what's implied is this pick
01:10:06.820 me thing of, oh, this is all just part of the male fantasy that's being constructed here.
01:10:12.700 She does not have any actual sexual desire of her own. This is basically manufactured
01:10:17.680 for the cameras. There's that coupled with the removal of her agency or her control
01:10:26.560 in the business element of what's happening. It's kind of like on the right and in the right
01:10:35.380 leaning analyses. The women might be in control, but it's in kind of like a villainous, manipulative, 1.00
01:10:45.080 soulless, depraved way. They know not what they do type assessment, a lot of biblical language. 1.00
01:10:53.880 But on the left, it feels like this assessment is really leaning into this idea that, well,
01:11:01.100 she's not really an agentic participant in this they're acknowledging the profit and the
01:11:07.720 exploitation but they're kind of like sidestepping her role yeah in creating and controlling the
01:11:16.580 situation at hand so that you can like acknowledge the fact that those elements are there without
01:11:23.480 implying agency on her part it's weird in order to talk about it they almost have to
01:11:30.840 make her, like, a passive bystander in what's happening.
01:11:35.220 Yeah, I see what you mean. A lot of these arguments are very circular in, like, a snake
01:11:39.080 eating its own tail kind of way where, well, she can't have consent, so there's no point
01:11:43.800 talking about her consent. Or, well, women cannot fantasize about having sex with this 0.96
01:11:49.720 many men, and so if they claim to be fantasizing they're having sex with this many men, that
01:11:53.360 is just another symptom of the problem that we were talking about. And this is an argument
01:11:57.120 that is frequently made by feminists, so that's what we're about to talk about. But, like, 1.00
01:12:00.080 it is really interesting how the left and the right converge here into this argument and there
01:12:05.720 are just different arguments about why like I think Republicans would say oh well the world
01:12:10.300 has lost its way and women are the garden of Eden and we have always been tempted you have to rise 1.00
01:12:15.100 above and then people on the left would go patriarchy patriarchy is keeping them from doing 0.69
01:12:19.060 this but both arguments rest upon this assumption that she knows not what she says do not believe
01:12:25.180 her. Do not believe her when she says she wants to do this, even if she doesn't love it. Maybe
01:12:30.880 she just fucking wants to make $2 million a year. I know a lot of people who do a lot of fucking 1.00
01:12:35.240 degrading shit to make that much money, but it is not the same. And again, we're about to kind 0.99
01:12:40.840 of hop into that, but a few assumptions that she is making that we haven't touched on. Number one
01:12:46.200 is that what Lily Phillips went through was dissociation, that that is a sign of extreme
01:12:51.520 trauma. There's a lot of, like, really interesting armchair expert shit going on. I saw that in the 0.97
01:12:56.500 comments. I see that again on the left and the right, this idea that it's like, that is proof.
01:13:01.640 There's the proof. Don't listen to all the moments when this woman is sober, having slept well, 0.94
01:13:07.200 sitting on a couch, talking about her life. No, no, no, no. Believe her after she just finished 1.00
01:13:11.260 that fucking marathon and hasn't had a bite to eat and is exhausted and tired and overwhelmed. 1.00
01:13:15.960 That's her truest self. It's when she's dissociating. And it's framed that way in the 0.99
01:13:20.080 documentary. It's this moment of truth, right? Did we see the true toll of this? And it is just
01:13:26.260 further encouraging you to not believe anything that this woman says. Another assumption, her 0.99
01:13:32.560 sexual desire is not real. It is not organic. It is not hers. And then number three is that, again,
01:13:38.480 it is always an extreme activity to have sex with multiple men. And then another review I want us
01:13:43.320 to look over really quickly is one that Liz Plank did for her substack, Airplane Mode. I love Liz
01:13:49.480 Plank. She's a pop culture feminist. She does really funny videos online that are so smart 1.00
01:13:53.800 and edgy. And she did an article that before starting research for this episode, I completely
01:13:59.260 agreed with. And now I would say I probably have a different take on. But the article title is
01:14:04.420 Men in the Lily Phillips Experiment Are the Real Victims. Now, the majority of this post is
01:14:08.800 obviously about how men are covered or not covered in this documentary and how we should spend more
01:14:14.920 time interrogating the desires and the behaviors of men, which I largely agree with. But then there
01:14:20.800 was this one paragraph that I felt kind of differently about after doing research for
01:14:25.720 this episode. So Katie, I'm going to have you read it for us. To be clear, I'm not saying the concept
01:14:30.340 of anyone, regardless of gender, having sex with 100 people in one day isn't unsettling. The
01:14:36.300 documentarian audibly gags upon entering the room, filled with condoms, tissues, and other remnants
01:14:41.720 of the day's activities. Phillips herself admits to dissociating through much of it and recounts
01:14:46.720 how semen accidentally ended up in her eye, despite her asking for it to go elsewhere.
01:14:52.340 Yeah, so again, I think you can see how I would feel very similarly to this. I think that this
01:14:58.020 is a very modern take. This is much more mild and sex positive than the other reviews that we have
01:15:02.880 read. But I found it interesting that Liz still felt the urge or the inclination to clarify like,
01:15:09.240 well, I'm still not okay with this. Because I think that I would have had that exact urge
01:15:13.480 before I did all the research for this episode. This feeling to be like, well, I'm not saying
01:15:17.400 this is okay, because I think that there is such an instinct that what happened is wrong,
01:15:21.640 that someone is to blame. But obviously, like, I have been kind of deconstructing that throughout
01:15:26.120 this conversation. And I would be really curious to know if Liz changed her perspective, if she
01:15:31.680 cared as much about the smell. Like, who cares if things smell weird? Sex smells. The idea that
01:15:37.980 a weird smell is necessarily bad is not something that I think I agree with, but I think is very 0.99
01:15:43.040 common, especially with women, to convince ourselves that our bodies are unnatural, 0.94
01:15:48.400 that any bodily smells are things that we should hide. The idea of semen accidentally ending up
01:15:54.100 in her eye against her consent as evidence for this not going how she wanted. We have this 0.93
01:16:01.040 fixation on the end of the documentary without acknowledging, number one, that she has since
01:16:06.620 clarified how she felt in that moment. And without talking about like what we mean when we say
01:16:11.500 dissociation, like there are just like all these things that again, you don't need evidence to
01:16:15.240 believe. No one is backing this stuff up with studies, with asking questions about other sex
01:16:19.780 workers. And I should note that in that interview that we played a clip of with that other sex 0.59
01:16:25.680 worker who was very like dairy about sex, like it was awful. I slipped into it. I'm always doing
01:16:30.740 worse stuff. She talks about the smell and she says, I bet it's going to smell. And I only noticed
01:16:35.500 that on like the third watch where I was like, wow, that's another perfect Easter egg that we 0.68
01:16:40.020 are like prepping these people to be revolted by the smell of sex. And so after I was reading all
01:16:45.920 these reviews, I kind of wanted to spend some time just understanding like the history of sex work.
01:16:50.940 So what I noticed in doing research for this conversation is that both pornography and the
01:16:57.920 concept of sex work have been given like the old 1950s treatment. Like when everyone's talking
01:17:02.420 about it. It's like, society has run amok. Like, look at the way we're doing pornography.
01:17:07.700 Pornography is dehumanizing. One person in an article referenced this totally random Billie 1.00
01:17:13.360 Eilish interview in which she says porn ruined her brain as a child. There are all these associations
01:17:18.900 that we're making about porn and sex work being recent events that are now impacting humans in
01:17:25.980 ways that are unnatural. Isn't there some, like, Republican dad that has the, like, it's like
01:17:31.560 life lock but for porn where it's like you and your son have each other's passwords or whatever
01:17:37.080 where like it like alerts the your like dad if you like watch porn when people are talking about
01:17:42.680 lily phillips i hunted down as many articles as i could and the one thing i could not find in any 0.94
01:17:49.020 fucking article was an acknowledgement that sex work and pornography have been a part of human 0.92
01:17:54.940 society for as far back as historical records go. There has been this framing of sex work and 0.99
01:18:01.880 pornography as recent developments. There are paintings of fuckfests on the walls of Pompeii. 0.99
01:18:09.580 There are paleolithic paintings of genitals, many of which were of the vulva, which suggests 0.97
01:18:17.760 that tribes of people from thousands of years ago had a better working understanding of female
01:18:22.920 sexual anatomy than our congressional representatives currently do. There is a long
01:18:27.880 history of sex work, which is like, duh, when you think about it. But it's like the oldest job.
01:18:33.620 It's often referenced as the oldest profession. And there is like a whole argument over whether
01:18:37.700 it is or not. But the fact that that is an argument to begin with shows how old it is.
01:18:42.260 And in terms of sex work, it has always been kind of filled with contradictions. I was reading about
01:18:48.440 how some of our earliest records of brothels are from thousands of years BC. And there were like
01:18:53.780 hierarchical class structures. There were certain women who were authorized to have sex inside of 1.00
01:18:58.280 religious temples. Others were forced to sell sex to regular people on the streets. It was naughty 0.95
01:19:03.440 and complicated from the start. And what your race was, what class you were born into, all of 0.99
01:19:08.820 these things impacted how much you could sell your body for. Whether you worked for a brothel or
01:19:13.820 whether you just sold money on the streets. Like, there has been this kind of from the start. And
01:19:18.500 the fact that we don't acknowledge that is really interesting to me. One thing that was notably
01:19:23.080 different is that the earliest examples of sex work, so for example, during the period of the 0.97
01:19:28.180 Romans and the Greeks, the big difference here is just how little of a shit they gave about what 0.99
01:19:32.720 type of genitals you had. People did not have labels. Men had sex with teenage boys, didn't 0.99
01:19:38.900 call themselves gay. They certainly didn't call themselves pedophiles. These were just like people 0.99
01:19:43.300 who enjoyed pleasure, and that was about as far as these conversations went. And just like in
01:19:50.180 modern day, there were people who were trafficked into sex slavery and were literally sex slaves,
01:19:55.140 no consent whatsoever. And then there were people who had more agency in the situation.
01:19:59.200 There are a lot of parallels in the fact that we started, and the idea that even that porn is new,
01:20:04.360 it's not new, it's just found its latest iteration on the web, which is what we could say for almost
01:20:09.840 every single industry that humans have. And I'm going to share some links for this because we
01:20:14.280 could spend five fucking hours talking about the history of sex work. But like what you need to 0.87
01:20:17.460 know, the TLDR is number one, sex work has always been around. It is a fundamentally human act.
01:20:22.720 Number two, a big line in the sand in which sex work and just like the concept of sex became more
01:20:28.300 complicated and stigmatized is when monotheism rose to power. Christianity, Islam, our notions
01:20:34.200 of sex changed. Oh, interesting. I was also going to say, like, it's interesting to me, 0.99
01:20:39.940 something that this is calling back now when you say sex work is this ancient thing, but we are now
01:20:46.320 just almost watching it be refracted through the mediums of modern life. It's almost like we're
01:20:54.620 reacting to the technologization of sex. Like, remember the first sex robot? They made her a
01:21:00.420 sex robot. And it reflects our anxieties about sex and about technology. But it almost in that way
01:21:07.540 kind of feels similar to me to like the moral panics about like when the TV was invented and
01:21:13.860 everyone was like, oh my God, everyone's watching too much TV. It's going to rot their brains.
01:21:17.820 It's like that same sort of frenzied. It's this new thing, but it's not new.
01:21:24.260 Yeah, 100%. There has always been moral panic around the latest technological innovation.
01:21:28.400 There are so many moral panics around porn that we could probably spend a whole conversation talking about them. Just one I want to hit on that is really important to me is that I did a lot of research into trying to figure out if it's true that porn is in fact like rotting our brains and making us anti-sex in real life. And I don't know, the jury's out. I did not find a lot of convincing evidence.
01:21:50.680 It feels like it's a pretty indisputed topic, and it feels like all of the evidence about how porn impacts our brain feels very similar to me to all of the evidence we have about how the internet in general impacts our brain, around how social media impacts our brain, and I'm not interested in doing like a Jonathan Haidt Anxious Generation takedown on porn.
01:22:09.780 So that's another conversation for another day. But there is, of course, the moral panic ongoing that the types of porn that we view online impact what we think is normal or okay to do in real life.
01:22:22.080 So you might think, Katie, that yes, sex work is eternal. Yes, pornographic images are human, but a gangbang? I mean, that must be the definition of modernity, right? Like, that is a direct result of our scrambled, fucked up little heads. It's the end result of what happens online. This is what happens when people learn about sex through porn, through Pornhub, and this is how we get all fucked up.
01:22:46.140 There were cave paintings, weren't there? You're going to tell me about a cave painting? 1.00
01:22:49.620 I'm not finished with my little rant. And so you're seeing more and more little extreme sex acts and you need to watch them in order to like awaken and arouse. You're deadened. I phoned adult. Pleasure receptors. Wrong. The gangbang is eternal. And we're going to learn about that right now. Katie, will you please read this wonderful paragraph from a subsec I found that talks about a woman in the Roman ages? And I have since verified this from other articles, but I love the way that they wrote this in narrative form. 0.77
01:23:16.820 Valeria Messalina, killer name. Valeria Messalina was one of the most badass women of all time. 1.00
01:23:24.460 Messalina, I cannot believe her name was Messalina, was the third wife of the Roman Emperor Claudius. 1.00
01:23:31.620 She was born into a wealthy and influential family. Her great-grandfather was the consul
01:23:36.340 Lucius Claudius Marcellus, and her grandmother was the daughter of Marcus Licinius Crassus,
01:23:42.100 one of Rome's richest men. She was powerful, sophisticated, and uninhibited. Her sexual
01:23:48.660 appetites rivaled the most debaucherous emperors from Nero to Caligula. In a way, she made these 0.93
01:23:54.680 two look like schoolboys. Messalina went down in history as the woman who partied hard. She had 0.85
01:24:00.640 lavish feasts where naked participants would smash grapes under their feet, get drunk on wine, 1.00
01:24:06.240 and have incredible orgies. 0.95
01:24:08.480 Messalina was also particularly fond of gangbangs. 1.00
01:24:12.440 She loved having sex with multiple men on the same day 0.99
01:24:15.380 and many simultaneously, 0.99
01:24:17.020 but there was a dark side to her sexual appetites. 1.00
01:24:20.000 Messalina wielded the immense power 1.00
01:24:21.680 of the Empress of the Roman Empire. 1.00
01:24:23.820 If she wanted to have sex with a man, 0.98
01:24:25.760 his refusal was akin to death. 0.99
01:24:27.820 Turning down the Empress was signing your death warrant. 0.99
01:24:30.660 She was said to have had sex with many men in a single day. 0.92
01:24:33.520 In one famous instance, 0.98
01:24:35.140 she is said to have competed with a prostitute to see who could have sex with more men. 1.00
01:24:39.500 Messalina won, having slept with 25 men to the prostitute's 23. 0.93
01:24:44.600 Messalina herself was eventually killed, but not for her sexual appetites. 0.58
01:24:48.800 Rome hadn't yet become Christian, and such appetites didn't bother them in the slightest. 0.77
01:24:53.520 Wow. 0.94
01:24:54.720 She was killed for allegedly plotting to steal power from Claudius the Emperor and her husband.
01:25:00.020 Wow.
01:25:00.540 So, Katie, first and foremost, yeah, if anyone wants to, like, keep a little thing in their head, remember this after you listen to this episode, monotheism is what made us hate sex. That's, like, very, very important here. And just to put this another way, the gangbang is older and more central to human history than the Bible is, just, like, historically speaking, if we want to be factually accurate.
01:25:23.800 If I had to wager, if we had to give, like, liberals and conservatives alike, like, a little drop of Veritaserum and ask them what really bothered them about Lily Phillips, I would guess that it's the gangbang. It's a hundred men. It's not the fact that she's selling sex for money. It's not the fact that she's showing her tits in public. It's a hundred men.
01:25:41.780 And the theory that is posited again and again from, like, the articles and the commentators is that this obsession with this version of sex is something that comes from, like, a generation that has been ruined by porn, right?
01:25:54.960 And if you were to look into it, you would find out that, like, the stunt to have sex with 100 men has been done a number of times in the past 20 or 30 years.
01:26:02.600 Basically, as recently as we've had porn videos, women have been doing this, so it's not new what Phillips is doing. 1.00
01:26:08.600 but again the more important argument is that lily phillips could never want this the feminist 0.93
01:26:13.900 argument is that quote when women like lily talk about being driven by a sexual desire
01:26:18.200 this is all part of the fantasy constructed for men no woman has a fantasy to end up with the
01:26:23.840 type of injuries that will occur from such extreme injuries and then i was thinking like well josh
01:26:30.060 peters talked to a sex worker who backed that up right she said that sounds crazy but then i was
01:26:35.340 like, that's pretty interesting that he took on another sex worker who does another type of sex
01:26:40.060 and kind of just blurred them as like, well, they're all the same, right? They're all sex 0.98
01:26:43.580 workers online without recognition that like, well, different type of sex workers like doing
01:26:48.480 different things. Some only give arousal massages. Some are willing to do anal. Like the idea that
01:26:53.960 that woman was a representative was kind of interesting to me. I started to think about
01:26:57.840 this. And I was like, did anyone ask a single woman what they think about gangbangs? And the
01:27:05.900 answer is no. So today, this podcast is doing the very brave work of actually taking five seconds
01:27:10.840 to wonder if some women are, in fact, just dirty little freaks who want to fuck around and find 1.00
01:27:15.240 out. So, exhibit A. 2019 survey from a man named Jeff Lehmiller, an American social psychologist 1.00
01:27:23.140 at the Kinsey Institute, famously focused on the study of human sexuality. So Lay Miller surveyed
01:27:28.840 4,000 adults from all 50 states between the ages of 18 and 87. I should note that I was reading his
01:27:34.520 survey and he wrote at the bottom that he was like, this isn't a wholly representative U.S.
01:27:38.220 sample because these people are participants on social media. And I was like, we love an honest
01:27:42.080 king. But it seems like a pretty well-done survey. So he took these 4,000 people and he was like,
01:27:47.660 tell me what gets you hot. What are you into? Katie, can you take a guess at what percentage
01:27:51.820 of men in this survey fantasized about multi-partner sex, aka threesomes or an orgy? 0.66
01:27:57.360 Oh, I'm going to guess low, like 20 percent? 0.52
01:28:01.700 95 percent.
01:28:03.120 Oh, really?
01:28:04.000 Oh, wow, I was really off.
01:28:05.720 Wow.
01:28:06.160 Okay, 95 percent.
01:28:07.340 Oh, geez.
01:28:08.140 Okay. 1.00
01:28:08.420 Okay, now guess women. 1.00
01:28:09.800 95 percent. 1.00
01:28:11.020 87 percent.
01:28:12.180 Okay, so close.
01:28:12.940 So very close.
01:28:14.160 A lot of women, more than half of women, more than three-quarters, 87 percent.
01:28:18.500 Actually, I'll just use the statistic.
01:28:20.200 87% of women fantasize about multi-partner sex in this survey.
01:28:24.280 Wow.
01:28:24.860 Lay Miller did another survey via the Institute, this time with 2,200 people,
01:28:28.640 and he was trying to understand their porn appetites.
01:28:31.180 Because obviously, like, what you might be into with porn
01:28:33.540 might not be the same as what you like to do in real life, right?
01:28:36.440 So, Katie, I'm going to ask you to read the top five fantasies men have for porn.
01:28:43.420 Thrilled to do this. 1.00
01:28:44.560 Amateur, oral sex, big breasts 1.00
01:28:50.040 Men are so simple 1.00
01:28:53.580 Threesomes, anal sex 1.00
01:28:56.420 Okay, now do women with their top five porn video searches 1.00
01:29:00.820 Threesomes, wow 1.00
01:29:02.580 Oral sex, softcore, gangbang, large penises 1.00
01:29:08.060 Wow, we really are animals at the end of the day 1.00
01:29:12.620 So again, women search for gangbangs online more than men. 0.82
01:29:16.880 Caroline, oh my gosh.
01:29:18.640 Basically, I'm going through this information and I'm like,
01:29:20.880 on the one hand, I can see how the incentives for virality
01:29:24.540 would impact an OnlyFans creator
01:29:26.940 and maybe cause them to do something that they don't want to do.
01:29:29.500 But I'm also like, it seems entirely plausible
01:29:32.740 that Lily Phillips was being honest about her fantasy 0.99
01:29:35.320 because a whole lot of other women find this type of shit kinky 1.00
01:29:38.560 and we just don't ask them. 1.00
01:29:40.420 And then, Katie, I found the holy grail. I found something that you are never going to not know
01:29:49.080 about. There is before today and after today for you. I found one of my favorite podcasts of all
01:29:54.400 time, and I found one of my favorite podcast episodes of all time. Katie, have you heard
01:29:58.340 of the podcast Sex with Strangers? No. Now you have. So Sex with Strangers, I don't think is 0.52
01:30:05.340 currently active, but it ran for several years, and it was hosted by a Chicago comedian named
01:30:09.900 Chris Soa. It's like normal gossip, but for fucking. Kind of. Yeah. So I became listening 0.99
01:30:15.240 to this podcast several weeks ago when I was still kind of like figuring out what the outline
01:30:18.900 for this episode was going to be. I've listened to a number of episodes and it's wonderful. I
01:30:23.640 highly recommend. I am going to play you a part of the episode titled Gang Bangs. I think right
01:30:30.700 off the bat, you're going to notice a bunch of similarities to Lily Phillips, both in the
01:30:34.700 content and in the formatting, right? This woman is telling us about a gang bang she was a part of,
01:30:38.640 And this man is interviewing her in a kind of voyeuristic way.
01:30:42.060 Just so you know, this clip is going to be a little bit longer, 0.99
01:30:44.600 but it's the most entertaining shit I've ever heard in my life. 0.93
01:30:47.160 And so you're welcome. 0.98
01:30:47.820 And I'm not going to apologize for making us listen to it.
01:30:49.760 Okay. 0.96
01:30:50.100 Back in 2018, we released a show called Sex and Gay Bath Houses. 0.94
01:30:55.500 And at that time, Debbie was in the middle of a post-divorce sexual renaissance of sorts. 0.95
01:31:02.040 That included attending the sex party chemistry,
01:31:05.560 which was featured in the New York Sex Parties episode of this show,
01:31:10.220 and visiting the Las Vegas sex club, The Green Door.
01:31:14.480 She had fun on both occasions, more so in Vegas, 0.99
01:31:17.980 but neither one of those experiences provided her with as much dick as she craved. 0.99
01:31:24.540 So when she heard in our Gay Bathhouse episode that a venue in Portland called Hawks PDX, 0.99
01:31:31.260 hosted bisexual nights where women were allowed into the bathhouse she knew she had to check it
01:31:37.840 out though she was a little nervous about entering such an overtly gay space as a cisgendered woman
01:31:45.820 yeah i remember talking to the guys behind the desk and just being like you know like what's the
01:31:49.520 vibe are people really comfortable with women here and i remember being like yeah i think we
01:31:53.280 have a really cool vibe and like got my towel got the rules you know it was like you know not
01:31:59.820 everyone that was going to use a condom so like if you want people to use a condom be explicit about 0.82
01:32:03.440 that there's condoms everywhere great and yes I'd never been in a gay bathhouse before why would I 0.95
01:32:09.480 and kind of made the rounds and there were like men just sort of cuddling and hanging out 0.99
01:32:14.640 and there were like a couple men having oral sex and I think I saw like three women um having sex 0.96
01:32:22.600 with maybe like two other men so like a couple like three ways so I kind of did one round and 0.96
01:32:28.700 a guy came up to me and he said um hey are you here to play and I kind of checked him out and 0.98
01:32:36.080 saw he had like a nice thick dick so I was like yeah I am here to play and so we went to this 0.99
01:32:42.780 area that in a way was a little bit like a stadium it was sort of like it was up on a platform and 0.99
01:32:47.620 there were benches and sort of a u-shape and it was open at one end and as soon as we moved into
01:32:53.660 this area i looked back and there was literally like a line of guys queuing up behind me were
01:33:00.320 they lining up for you or they were like without any type of communication or sort of like
01:33:07.280 because that could be scary for some people if you haven't invited a line and suddenly there's
01:33:14.780 a line yeah i mean i i don't know like i had picked one partner and then there were another
01:33:21.420 like how many guys 15 i would say
01:33:24.900 we're kind of like eh me too and i mean yeah so i turned around and was like everyone wears a
01:33:33.960 condom and everyone was like okay and that was the extent of the conversation correct oh wow 0.97
01:33:40.000 how many women do you feel there were in the space probably it's like i said i saw three other women 0.78
01:33:47.000 So there were probably four women total in what otherwise was, like, a pretty normal, like, gay bathhouse situation, I would assume.
01:33:54.600 How many, I mean, obviously, you don't have exact count, but how many men do you think were in the space? 0.99
01:34:00.680 I would say at least 50.
01:34:02.000 Okay.
01:34:02.180 Because there's a lot of, you know, there's a lot of different, like, chambers and rooms in the actual, like, bathhouse section.
01:34:07.120 There's an outdoor section, too, that was, like, a totally private outdoor section.
01:34:10.500 There were private rooms.
01:34:11.940 There were glory holes.
01:34:13.000 It had it all.
01:34:13.760 um but i would guess probably at least 50 men were into space that night it being a sunday night
01:34:19.500 after all close to a third of them are in line for you yes yeah yeah that's a good point yeah
01:34:25.800 that just made me blush yes and so the guy that had asked me if i wanted to play like sat down 0.99
01:34:33.800 and i started giving him a blowjob with my ass and everything sticking out back and um you know 0.99
01:34:41.960 someone came up behind me and set a condom on and started having sex with me and kind of after that 0.99
01:34:47.420 it's a little bit like snapshots you know because it's a very sensory overwhelming event but I was 0.83
01:34:53.740 also just like so happy like there was one moment where I was booing someone having sex with somebody 0.99
01:34:59.100 and had a dick in each hand and I was just like this is wonderful this is so nice I'm having the 0.98
01:35:04.400 best time and I remember like they almost at that moment and there were always like two guys waiting 0.99
01:35:10.800 on the other side of the one guy was giving a blowjob too so like when one guy was done one
01:35:14.460 would just slide in um in front of me I remember someone like off to my left who was either waiting 0.99
01:35:20.620 or watching saying she is so beautiful I was like I am beautiful I was like just covered in dicks 0.58
01:35:32.740 and so touched i'm like i am beautiful and so it was a very affirming moment too um and i remember 0.95
01:35:42.040 like somebody fingering me and like using their hand to make me squirt and i do squirt
01:35:48.140 and someone else being like she's like a porn star i was like so proud that i could have this 0.83
01:35:56.260 moment because like at the base of it all i knew this was something i was interested in i can't
01:36:00.600 placed my finger on exactly when but it is a type of porn that i watched a lot and you know i've
01:36:05.900 enjoyed having sex in group situations but it had kind of then refined itself to like i'm not as
01:36:12.200 interested i'm not totally interested in sex with women in group situations but i'm more interested 0.90
01:36:16.720 in having sex with men like where's the safe how do i make that happen i can't just like send out 0.96
01:36:21.880 a group text to all my friends and be like hey dudes who wants to like have sex with me with
01:36:26.260 your other friends doesn't work I don't think I've never tried so I didn't know where to find
01:36:31.860 a safe space to do that and so then hearing about this sex club it was more than like this seems 0.97
01:36:36.800 like a good place to fuck a bunch of dudes not just because a lot of dudes there but because 0.96
01:36:40.580 I knew it would be a consent heavy space and that I knew it would be a safe space so I had a lot of 0.99
01:36:46.360 sex and I remember having this moment sort of towards the end like mostly I was kind of in 1.00
01:36:54.320 that position for i don't know how long like mouth on a penis butt in the air penis my vagina penis 0.99
01:37:00.840 is over here and then like it was awesome too because the guys were like making out with each 0.99
01:37:05.000 other and like touching each other too while they were waiting and that's super fun and i don't know
01:37:10.680 how i got there but i was sort of like straddling a guy who was sitting down and i just kind of like
01:37:16.340 opened my my eyes because most of the time they were closed and he was so hot he was just like
01:37:21.820 very fit and had silver hair and yeah probably if I saw him I'd be like that guy's gay but his hand 0.99
01:37:30.180 was in my vagina and he was making me squirt and absolutely loving it and I just remember like 0.99
01:37:35.340 running my hands through his hair and being like you are so hot yeah and towards the end like I 0.99
01:37:41.740 remember a guy going down on me and I sort of jerked another guy off until he came and at that
01:37:46.820 point I was really tired and dehydrated so I don't know how much time about an hour had passed at
01:37:51.880 least maybe it was more like 90 minutes and so at that point I like went to go turn my towel in
01:37:57.320 and honestly some of the most fun of it for me is leaving I don't have to deal with anybody's
01:38:05.560 bullshit after that I don't have to take care of anybody's emotions which is not always what I want
01:38:11.200 to do there is no obligation and actually when i was at the green door the guy that i hooked up 0.96
01:38:17.380 with there he asked for my number and it felt so freeing to be like oh i don't live here bye
01:38:23.060 it just it felt so nice to not have to do this whole thing to get sex to like just be able to 0.96
01:38:31.220 go to a place like a sex store for my 20 get to have a gangbang and then go have a cheeseburger 0.94
01:38:39.180 with my friends. That's like, I think all I want out of my life right now. Thoughts, Katie? 0.99
01:38:45.520 Oh my God. That is an utterly bananas thing to listen to after reading everything that we've
01:38:53.780 read. She's so happy. She's thrilled. She's like, oh my God, it was great. But what really
01:39:00.020 jumped out at me is how different of an interpretation that is of the dissociation
01:39:07.220 feeling isn't it interesting because she's describing something similar oh after the first
01:39:13.100 it was just snapshots because it's sensory overload sensory overload carries a different
01:39:19.080 connotation than dissociating which which is like you know is always used with paired with the words 0.59
01:39:26.220 extreme trauma and i want to note she says when i was finished i was fucking exhausted all i wanted
01:39:33.980 to do was go have a burger, a guy asked me out and I said no. And she was like, I just needed to go 0.80
01:39:39.520 sleep for 12 hours. And all I could think was like, what would have happened if Josh Peters
01:39:44.620 didn't ask Lily Phillips how she was feeling 15 minutes after she was done? What would this woman 0.98
01:39:50.240 have said if she was asked how she was feeling 15 minutes after it was over? Yeah. Wow. What a find. 0.81
01:39:57.960 Please like just for a second, take me behind the scenes of how you ended up listening to this
01:40:03.100 podcast i learned this tip from my husband whenever i'm looking for things i do like
01:40:07.500 best blank reddit because fuck corporations telling you what to think and so i was like best 0.76
01:40:13.600 podcast about sex workers reddit and i found a few different reddit threads about just good 0.97
01:40:18.640 podcasts and this podcast i cannot recommend it enough one thing i also want to know is
01:40:23.420 this man is like thoughtful josh peters he is genuinely very curious he will ask questions
01:40:31.680 similar to Josh Peters, like, were you worried when those men were queuing up in line? But at
01:40:35.480 no point does he ever indicate that he is uncomfortable. He is so interested in these
01:40:40.860 conversations. And there are a number of incredible episodes that he has done with sex workers.
01:40:46.900 He'll go to, like, learn about Grindr in Wyoming. I will keep listening to this podcast after we're
01:40:51.680 done with this episode. This whole gangbang episode was fascinating. There are men who talk
01:40:56.320 about how women are the ones who are in control at a gangbang party. I thought that was really 0.97
01:41:01.560 interesting where a man was like, yeah, once in a while you'll get some asshole, but like most of 1.00
01:41:05.940 the time the woman is totally in control of a gangbang at a consensual party. But all these 1.00
01:41:12.220 people are talking under like pseudonyms, right? Because there is so much stigma. And this woman
01:41:15.960 that we just heard said, I love my sex life. I love what I do. I don't talk about it with friends
01:41:23.080 and family because I know that they're going to judge me. So I listened to this episode. I listened
01:41:28.220 to dozens of episodes. I listen to them at the bath. I listen to them while I'm cooking. And
01:41:31.780 Riley will just like pass me while I'm just listening to someone being like, and I had two 1.00
01:41:35.000 dicks in my hand and one dick in my face. But as soon as I heard it, I was just like, damn, 1.00
01:41:41.540 it's so interesting how we predicate all these assumptions off of the idea that women don't 0.98
01:41:47.080 want this. And women are not allowed to say that they do. We are not allowed to dispute the record
01:41:52.780 and say, actually, no, some of us do. You can't have a sincere conversation about this.
01:41:57.900 kind of blown my mind a little bit. Dude, the gangbang is like now my obsession. I'm like,
01:42:03.980 you have no clue how many women want to do a gangbang. I want to connect the dot from gangbang 1.00
01:42:08.240 to Alex Cooper. Yeah. Because you mentioned two people earlier in this episode. You mentioned
01:42:13.420 Alex Cooper and Kim Kardashian. And I think it's fascinating that sex is constantly being discussed
01:42:24.060 in our culture, but hardly ever directly. 1.00
01:42:28.140 But Alex Cooper made a name for herself 1.00
01:42:31.420 talking about blowjobs on a podcast. 1.00
01:42:34.600 Yeah. 1.00
01:42:34.900 Granted, she's not showing herself giving blowjobs, 0.99
01:42:37.800 but the descriptions were quite graphic. 0.98
01:42:40.820 And part of why she became so famous with Call Her Daddy
01:42:44.720 was because it was one of the first times
01:42:47.160 that a kind of mainstream pop culture show
01:42:49.380 was so unabashedly openly sexual.
01:42:54.060 for women, two women talking about extremely graphic sex acts. But I do think it's funny that 0.51
01:43:00.640 if you can reference it more subtextually, if you can, like, weave it into your personal brand
01:43:07.720 a la Kim K, although I guess hers was sex tape, so it's less subtextual. But yeah, I mean, I think
01:43:14.400 about these people who, like, sex is part of their brand, but they're not porn stars. I mean,
01:43:20.280 they get to be on the cover of Forbes.
01:43:22.760 Culturally, we're very obsessed with it.
01:43:24.920 But then when you try dealing with it directly,
01:43:27.020 it suddenly becomes like shameful and degrading and horrific.
01:43:31.600 And I think that that's a really interesting
01:43:33.420 double-sided phenomenon
01:43:35.460 when it comes to sex in American culture.
01:43:39.060 Yeah, I think I'm gonna spend a lot of time
01:43:41.120 thinking about how Alex Cooper and Kim Kardashian
01:43:44.440 and similar women like fit into this.
01:43:46.460 And I don't think I'm like fully there yet.
01:43:48.260 But one thing I have thought about is that
01:43:49.680 they talked about sex, but to a certain extent through the male gaze, I think you could say
01:43:54.500 Kim Kardashian more than Alex Cooper. I don't want to take Alex's agency from her because I
01:43:58.560 think she did talk about like orgasms and stuff like that. And that's awesome. But I think it's
01:44:02.280 interesting how they both had to abandon that in order to become successful. Alex Cooper does not
01:44:07.220 do those episodes anymore. That's a really good point. And I think she has said in recent
01:44:11.380 interviews, like, yeah, I changed my brand. I was interested in talking about something else. So
01:44:15.100 more power to her. But it's hard to hold on to that and still succeed. And I think what I loved
01:44:20.440 about this woman talking about her gangbang is there is so much about it that's subversive. 0.95
01:44:25.680 Like, she is in a male space, but the male space is queer. She is experiencing something that is 0.85
01:44:31.860 very male-gazy, but it is also very much through her gaze. And then she even has this moment of
01:44:37.100 affirmation from, like, a bisexual man saying, look how beautiful she is. And she has a moment
01:44:41.660 of intense empowerment in this moment, not just of enjoying herself sexually, but as viewing it
01:44:48.020 as beautiful. That is very interesting to me. And I couldn't stop thinking about it. And then
01:44:53.980 there were a number of other revelations that kind of trickled through that episode.
01:44:58.180 Number one, some people don't like wearing condoms. I think that we didn't even think
01:45:02.860 about that part in the documentary. Like, oh my God, Lily Phillips is going to be having sex with 1.00
01:45:07.180 some men and what if they don't wear condoms. Some people don't like wearing condoms. And yes, 1.00
01:45:11.940 that puts them at risk of things. And people do things all the time that put themselves at risk
01:45:16.840 in the name of pleasure. And that is something that people talk about in this gangbang episode.
01:45:21.760 One of the men who is profiled later on will say, yeah, well, most people have PrEP, which is the
01:45:26.060 medication which prevents HIV, which is something like, I think, over 95% effective. Some people
01:45:31.580 like the risk. Some people can't get as hard when they wear condoms. Yes, these are all things that
01:45:37.380 increase risk, but I think it's really interesting that when we're talking about sex, that immediately 0.99
01:45:41.280 creates a connotation of being dumb. We are so much more comfortable, even in the feminist space, 0.93
01:45:47.160 like talking about the ways in which women and men suffer from porn and suffer from depictions
01:45:51.840 of sexual violence without having equally significant conversation that sexual fantasies
01:45:59.600 and sexual pleasure exist on, like,
01:46:01.220 a fundamentally different plane than political correctness.
01:46:03.840 And some of our thoughts and desires
01:46:05.940 cannot be blamed on the existence of porn.
01:46:08.620 Gangbangs existed before porn did. 0.99
01:46:10.680 Spitting into someone's mouth. 1.00
01:46:12.260 BDSM. 1.00
01:46:13.160 Fantasizing about rape. 1.00
01:46:14.380 Fantasizing about incest. 0.90
01:46:15.800 Fantasizing about body liquids.
01:46:17.520 These things have been documented
01:46:19.660 well before the rise of the adult entertainment industry.
01:46:24.100 And frankly, like, a husband and a wife
01:46:26.480 having sex in the 1700s was way more dangerous
01:46:29.120 than what Lily Phillips is doing now. 1.00
01:46:31.000 Like, we have medication. 1.00
01:46:32.680 They didn't have penicillin.
01:46:34.640 Do you remember that Ali Wong skit?
01:46:37.120 We used to quote that in college all the time,
01:46:39.300 that stand-up where she would be like, 1.00
01:46:41.280 if you don't have HPV, you're a fucking loser. 1.00
01:46:45.440 No, I haven't heard of them. 1.00
01:46:46.400 That's awesome.
01:46:47.300 I don't know.
01:46:47.780 I think it's worth noting.
01:46:49.480 STIs, STDs, whatever you want to call them,
01:46:51.140 are a risk, but like, 1.00
01:46:52.240 people also fuck because they want to fuck. 1.00
01:46:54.260 That doesn't make them dumb. 1.00
01:46:56.140 In the same way that it like, 0.81
01:46:57.060 Yet drinking alcohol puts you at a very high risk of getting cancer.
01:47:02.060 Not me, though.
01:47:03.660 Katie's better than all of us. 1.00
01:47:05.660 It's also okay to have fantasies that you never want to act out on, but some women do want to act out on them. 1.00
01:47:13.140 Some women do want to do this stuff.
01:47:15.840 Here's the thing that I think you're going to find really interesting. 0.94
01:47:18.180 There was one little part during this Gang Bang episode where one woman made the argument that women are actually completely biologically set up to have sex with men.
01:47:26.820 in rapid succession. Why? Because of how frequently women can orgasm. A woman can keep going all day 0.93
01:47:32.560 long if she wants. Some women can have eight orgasms in a row. 1.00
01:47:35.640 Jesus Christ. 0.98
01:47:36.200 Men need to take a break. Yeah. And this woman was like, dude, I had like multiple orgasms. 1.00
01:47:41.780 Men don't do that. I am equipped for a gangbang. I am equipped to have sex with multiple men in a 1.00
01:47:47.120 row. Just want to hear Jordan Peterson's take on that. 0.99
01:47:49.940 The lobsters. 1.00
01:47:51.960 The fucking lobsters. Okay. 1.00
01:47:53.560 Lobsters can't orgasm. 0.98
01:47:56.820 That's fascinating. Yeah, it's funny how women's biological quirks are always used to 1.00
01:48:04.920 hem them in in conventional wisdom and never to expand their horizons. 1.00
01:48:11.140 It's very true. And then the last thing I want to talk about in terms of sex work is that
01:48:15.840 we also make assumptions about the person purchasing sex. There is this assumption
01:48:20.060 of exploitation. If you are buying sex from a person, you are exploiting them. And I think
01:48:25.000 that when you imagine it, you imagine, like, a relatively nasty white dude with a violence 0.99
01:48:30.920 fetish. I feel like that's the visualization that people see. Yeah, like Tucker Carlson. 0.98
01:48:34.620 Yeah, like a guy who doesn't care about women. If you listen to this podcast, if you listen to
01:48:41.440 the testimonies of sex workers, that is not the case. A lot of sex workers require advance
01:48:47.260 appointments, which means that they have conversations with people before they come. 0.86
01:48:50.300 They find out why they're coming. Before they come.
01:48:52.600 before they come. C-U-M, baby. A lot of women have repeat clients. A lot of people want to 0.99
01:48:59.360 lose their virginity and don't know how. They have men and women who come. They have sometimes
01:49:04.080 couples who want to get better at intimacy. I've read numerous accounts of sex workers who work
01:49:08.960 with clients who don't even want sex. They just want to be held. This brings us against the power
01:49:13.880 of framing where it's like, yeah, you can have a conversation about sex in the digital age and you
01:49:18.440 could make these sound arguments about how a sexual coming of age by watching porn is probably
01:49:23.900 not going to give you a good education on how sex works. You could also make the argument that we
01:49:27.660 are living through like an insane loneliness epidemic, and sex work is an essential tool
01:49:32.260 for helping people deal with that. Another thing, this is just kind of an aside, but I listen to a
01:49:37.580 few different sex workers who work with people who are just really ashamed of their bodies,
01:49:40.560 and so they pay someone for sex to help them engage with these things. This is completely
01:49:45.820 dismissed because no one gives a shit what sex workers have to say because they are inherently 0.99
01:49:50.600 unreliable narrators because they are choosing to sell themselves for sex right now we're going to 0.98
01:49:56.420 talk about how sex worker fits into labor practices this is the really fun part so when people talk
01:50:02.600 about lily phillips they frequently end up kind of like nodding to the other end of the sex work
01:50:07.560 spectrum like all the women who are trafficked and work for pimps and have sex against their consent
01:50:11.760 Sex work is obviously everywhere. Sex workers are everywhere. And while this is largely reductive, I think that it's helpful to just, like, cut this in half between people who don't choose and people who choose. 1.00
01:50:22.180 For decades now, feminists have, like, been dealing with this dichotomy. How do you deal with sex work? Katie, do you have any guesses of, like, how feminists have generally tried to deal with this? 1.00
01:50:31.540 Oh, geez. How do you deal with sex work? 1.00
01:50:37.200 This, too, is what feminists have been doing for decades. 1.00
01:50:41.760 just like oh fuck next yeah let the record reflect that i'm staring blankly at the wall 1.00
01:50:47.800 i don't know making it about exploitation yeah do you remember that review earlier in this 0.99
01:50:53.140 conversation where she was saying like second wave feminists hate everyone but otherwise 0.99
01:50:57.320 feminists will say sex work is empowering so i wanted to look into that and this woman was
01:51:00.980 kind of correct like the idea of the stereotype of the man-hating feminist did come about in kind 0.89
01:51:06.880 of the second half of the sexual revolution. There was this surge of these women called 1.00
01:51:11.460 dominance feminists who basically argued that sexualization and sexual coercion was like the 1.00
01:51:17.760 linchpinch of subordination. Like if you want to talk about patriarchy, if you want to talk about 1.00
01:51:22.540 why women aren't equal, it's because men sexualize them. Huh. Okay. And it's very controversial. And 0.95
01:51:27.500 the whole idea was you could never actually consent to your own oppression. Sex work is
01:51:32.420 always oppression. There is no form of sex work that is really acceptable. Part of that oppression
01:51:37.560 was economic, but it was also kind of spiritual in a way that feels right-wingy now. So, Katie,
01:51:42.080 I'm going to ask you to read this quote from feminist Andrea Dworkin, who was like a pretty 1.00
01:51:47.840 hardcore dominance feminist. 1.00
01:51:50.100 Prostitution in and of itself is an abuse of a woman's body. Those of us who say this are 0.99
01:51:54.760 accused of being simple-minded, but prostitution is very simple. In prostitution, no woman stays
01:52:00.560 whole. Oh, okay. So we're doing kind of like virginity thing here. It is impossible to use 1.00
01:52:07.000 a human body in the way women's bodies are used in prostitution and to have a whole human being 1.00
01:52:11.540 at the end of it or in the middle of it or close to the beginning of it. It's impossible. And no 0.99
01:52:17.280 woman gets whole again later after. Yeah, this is like kind of distressingly similar to the purity 1.00
01:52:25.240 messages that we got in high school where they do those exercises with you where you pass the 0.96
01:52:29.960 rose around and everyone touches it and at the end they're like see this like wilty disgusting 0.97
01:52:34.300 greasy flower this is you after you have sex with multiple partners oh my god i love it so much 0.84
01:52:41.560 yeah it's really hard because the vast majority if you want to look at like numbers i think that 0.96
01:52:46.560 it would be safe to say that the vast majority of women who sell their bodies for sex do not 1.00
01:52:51.660 have control yeah i can see how feminists would potentially want to be like trying to create 1.00
01:52:56.280 arguments in favor of the majority and of the marginalized rather than the women who choose. 1.00
01:53:01.560 But like you are inevitably relying on, again, these assumptions, these things that you don't
01:53:05.440 need evidence for. Women are pure. Women need to protect their purity. You cannot come back 1.00
01:53:10.480 from something. Like even that, I'm like, do we talk to war veterans like that? Do we talk to like
01:53:15.840 people who do other intense things that they cannot return from it? There is a way that we
01:53:20.640 talk about sex work that is not like anything else. These feminists are like definitely in a 1.00
01:53:26.760 minority at this point, but it's their beliefs that have served as a bedrock for a lot of the 1.00
01:53:31.320 different legislation that we've seen. So again, this is a conversation we could talk about for
01:53:35.340 hours, but the TLDR is that there are three different routes that different countries have
01:53:39.020 taken to dealing with sex work. The first Sweden and Norway and Scandinavian countries do.
01:53:44.220 We'll do that one.
01:53:45.140 Well, wait, wait until you see what happened.
01:53:46.940 Oh no.
01:53:47.280 So basically what they have done is criminalize the buying of sex, but not the selling of sex. 0.77
01:53:52.080 So again, the assumption here is women who are selling sex are doing it because they have to. 0.96
01:53:56.320 Don't punish them. 1.00
01:53:57.460 Punish the people who buy it.
01:53:58.780 So if you ask Sweden how it's going, they would be like, amazing.
01:54:03.680 We've seen a decrease in sex trafficking.
01:54:05.740 Our streets are cleaner.
01:54:07.100 We are not seeing as many reports of women getting sold into sex trafficking.
01:54:11.000 Like, things are awesome.
01:54:11.980 Things are great. 1.00
01:54:13.000 If you ask sex workers, they fucking hate it. 0.99
01:54:15.980 They say that, yes, you have reduced the number of pimps, you have reduced trafficking victims, all these great things, but now the people who are still working as sex workers feel less safe. We have to go underground. We have to take our practice to shadier and shadier places because you have criminalized this. We have difficulty screening clients. We have difficulty negotiating because everyone is afraid of getting arrested. 0.99
01:54:38.440 So that's currently ongoing, is this idea of, yeah, you can criminalize it, and maybe you're doing like a dent in sex trafficking, but you're not stopping sex work.
01:54:47.940 You are never stopping sex work.
01:54:50.000 So the second of these approaches is called legalization.
01:54:53.760 The Netherlands did this with Amsterdam, that's an example, where you legalize it and you create all of these special regulations for the practice.
01:55:00.940 So the Red Light District is a great example.
01:55:03.200 So, in this circumstance, prostitution, which is what they call it, is legalized and regulated.
01:55:08.020 Owning a brothel is legal.
01:55:09.880 But that hasn't gone well.
01:55:11.540 In the last several years, there has been a surge of sexual exploitation.
01:55:15.780 Trafficking has increased.
01:55:17.280 You have this issue of people coming in from other countries who want to participate. 1.00
01:55:21.520 It's a fucking mess. 0.99
01:55:22.800 More recently, the Netherlands has tried to, like, address this by creating more laws. 1.00
01:55:27.460 You can't buy sex from someone if there's reason to suspect they are under coercion, quote unquote, which feels like a kind of useless law. They're looking into banning it for people under 21. And they've done surveys of sex workers and the sex workers fucking hate it. They aren't happy. They are more stressed out. They feel like they have to meet all these different rules and regulations from like the cleanliness of their location to what they're doing.
01:55:50.640 they have to file with the state or with the country as official sex workers. They don't
01:55:56.320 want to do that. They don't want to necessarily identify as that.
01:55:59.920 So the legalization just added a regulatory regime that they don't appreciate.
01:56:06.240 Right. So legalization is basically like if you want to take exceptionalism and turn it into
01:56:12.520 a legal structure. It's like this can't be similar to any other structure, so we must
01:56:16.560 create a new structure. If you were to ask sex workers what they want, or sex work organizations
01:56:22.080 or human rights organizations, what they say by and large is, we don't want you to legalize this,
01:56:27.120 we want you to decriminalize it. Which is to say, this isn't exceptional. Treat us with the same
01:56:32.280 health and labor laws that you treat any other industry. We don't want special laws. Treat me
01:56:37.640 like a nail salon. Treat me like anything. Don't give me all these other hoops to jump through.
01:56:41.500 just decriminalize this so this has been done in new south wales which is in australia and it's
01:56:48.060 been done in new zealand they love it they really enjoy it sex workers who are in new south wales
01:56:53.800 and sex workers abroad agree that this is by far not perfect but it is by far the approach that
01:56:59.940 they like the most the idea of treating this like any other labor practice don't require me to like
01:57:04.920 register with some state don't require me to have all these different hygienic rules
01:57:09.060 just let me do my job let me do my thing and don't worry about it which brings us to this 1.00
01:57:15.120 kind of conversation where I feel like this is where a lot of people worry that feminists are 1.00
01:57:19.100 going to be like sex work is liberating right like you and I talked about that when we were 1.00
01:57:22.560 talking about do we do this episode like are we going to talk about if sex work is liberating 1.00
01:57:26.380 and in that review with Tanya Gold she referenced that you have feminists saying sex work is
01:57:31.380 empowering yeah I have not found many feminists who say that I really I think that like pretty 0.85
01:57:36.780 much everyone knows that this is nuanced and I will just say on the record sex work is not
01:57:41.880 liberating not because it's sex work but because work is not liberating work is work work is by 0.96
01:57:49.740 definition oppressive most people work to survive like that is not just fucking sex work I just have 0.92
01:57:57.340 been thinking about how many people hate their work and who is allowed to receive empathy for 0.93
01:58:04.280 hating their job and who isn't. And then I was just like thinking about sex work and how it's
01:58:09.420 so similar to agricultural work. That industry is so based off of an assumption of exploitation.
01:58:15.920 But when people talk about like all the migrant workers we use to pick our fruits,
01:58:20.360 no one says we can't pick fruit anymore. They say, oh, no, we should make sure that people
01:58:24.980 get paid for their work. Everyone always wants to eat fruit. But with sex work, we never have
01:58:29.480 that. It's never like, oh, well, no, sex work is always going to be around. We just have to make
01:58:32.940 it a better practice, it's like, no, we have to eliminate it. And I'm just kind of like,
01:58:38.080 how? Well, I think that the preeminent means of elimination right now is people think that
01:58:44.580 stigmatizing it to eliminate it. Right. Or at least diminish it. But that doesn't work. That
01:58:52.700 doesn't happen. But I do think if somebody is commenting something nasty on that Josh Peters
01:58:57.020 documentary, in their head, they're like, well, she needs to be taught a lesson. She needs to
01:59:02.920 be stigmatized, right? And to me, it kind of brings up this question of when you say,
01:59:08.600 are we going to talk about is sex work empowering? Well, work isn't empowering. For most people,
01:59:14.120 work is not something that empowers them. It's something that oppresses them. And that
01:59:17.260 goes for regardless of whether you have sex for money. It makes me wonder, what does make work
01:59:22.800 empowering? What would make something empowering? And I do think that it comes down to ownership.
01:59:31.440 Yeah. I think that that is kind of like the antithesis of capitalism. Work under capitalism
01:59:37.260 is typically wage labor, meaning someone else owns your time, someone else owns what you create.
01:59:45.420 And in the U.S., you have to do it in order to have health care. That's a form of indentured
01:59:49.840 servitude. A lot of people who are earning, like, minimum wage, you are literally indentured. You
01:59:54.880 cannot leave your job. Think of all the people who come here on those immigrant visas that require 1.00
01:59:59.280 them to never leave their jobs. All the engineers in Silicon Valley, like, this goes up and down 1.00
02:00:03.920 across the economic spectrum that we are so beholden to our jobs in America.
02:00:09.160 So what is the sex work equivalent of workers owning the means of production? 1.00
02:00:13.000 Is it what Lily Phillips is doing? 1.00
02:00:15.100 Have you seen poor things?
02:00:16.520 Yeah.
02:00:16.800 I mean, I think about the joke Emma Stone makes in it where she's like, we are off to sell our bodies and we own the means of our own production.
02:00:24.240 Here's what I would say.
02:00:25.300 Something that I was thinking a lot about in terms of, like, the question about the empowerment of sex work is that the argument that people make is that there is something, like, inherently invasive about sex, right? 0.98
02:00:36.120 Like, you have a man's penis inside of you if you're a straight woman, right? 0.98
02:00:39.160 Like, Lily Phillips is taking a pounding, literally. 1.00
02:00:42.600 I think it's really interesting
02:00:43.860 that we never talk about neurological invasion
02:00:46.900 as something that is serious.
02:00:49.100 A la Deloitte.
02:00:50.140 Yeah, a la Deloitte.
02:00:51.180 Like, we don't talk about all of-
02:00:52.100 McKenzie onboarding.
02:00:53.880 I have a whole section here
02:00:55.160 that I'm not going to go to because of time, 0.99
02:00:56.500 but it's like me just fucking shitting all over tech bros. 0.99
02:00:58.900 But yeah, I think that like, 0.99
02:01:00.300 if I were to talk about how I would want to engage
02:01:02.840 with the idea of sex work,
02:01:03.780 I think I would say like,
02:01:04.600 the idea that we are not always engaging
02:01:07.200 in a marketplace exchange with our spirituality,
02:01:10.600 with our time with our very essence of being human that is always happening I have friends
02:01:18.300 who have jobs that they hate so much that they will like cry in the shower for 15 minutes before
02:01:23.580 and after work and see no way out like you have people who are financially taking care of other
02:01:29.800 family members you have people who feel so caught in a job and I think it's also true at this age
02:01:35.380 that like when you reach your early 30s,
02:01:37.740 people start to feel locked into careers
02:01:39.600 in a way that I think can create claustrophobia
02:01:42.720 of an order that is hard to even express
02:01:45.000 if you don't like what you do
02:01:46.580 and if you're not making enough money
02:01:47.780 to be able to imagine retirement.
02:01:50.480 And so I don't think that the goal
02:01:52.680 is to view sex work as somehow empowering
02:01:55.180 or like some Marxist solution.
02:01:57.540 I think the whole thing is sex work is work.
02:01:59.640 And more importantly, 0.99
02:02:01.380 the work of selling sex 0.99
02:02:03.220 is way more central to our humanity than most bullshit jobs under capitalism. 0.98
02:02:09.360 Sex work will be here long after open AI has solved for every engineer and every content 1.00
02:02:15.760 creator. And so the idea that we are viewing it as something exceptional when in fact it is like
02:02:20.740 one of the most central parts of human society would be like where I would start to talk about
02:02:27.020 it, which is like, yeah, sex slaves have existed for as long as human societies have. And that is
02:02:32.280 awful but to discuss them as something exceptional or as something that can be eradicated I think is
02:02:37.280 to have a false understanding of how central it is to this conversation and then the other thing
02:02:44.740 I was going to say is I think being really conscious about framing trafficked sex slaves
02:02:49.660 like women who are trafficked as like 13 year old girls from small towns have way more in common
02:02:55.440 with the African children who are working the mines in Congo than they do with Lily Phillips
02:03:01.440 Yeah. We talk all the time about class solidarity. Let's have some clarity about labor solidarity and, like, who we're talking about and why we are connecting them because Lily Phillips is not Giselle Pelico. And it is, like, offensive on a higher order to everyone involved, to Giselle and Lily both to connect them.
02:03:20.920 So I did all this research, and I went back and I watched the documentary a final time.
02:03:24.900 And the thing I kept thinking about is, what if Josh Peters is the unreliable narrator here?
02:03:30.200 Lily was pretty clear about what she was doing the whole time.
02:03:33.800 Lily was an expert.
02:03:34.940 Lily has done this before. 1.00
02:03:36.080 Lily has had sex with numerous men in the same day.
02:03:39.400 Peters had no clue what he was doing.
02:03:41.660 It was his first documentary.
02:03:43.560 This was his first documentary.
02:03:45.540 He was a documentary virgin. 1.00
02:03:47.040 He was a fucking virgin. 1.00
02:03:48.520 I don't think he's a bad guy. 1.00
02:03:49.960 I think that he is a very, very amateur filmmaker who did not know how he was doing something or
02:03:56.040 why he was doing it and operated off of instinct. I think that he was not aware of his own biases.
02:04:01.360 I think that he wasn't able to temper them or to utilize them. I think he was thoughtless in
02:04:06.100 where he ended it. And I kept revisiting that conversation with that sex worker,
02:04:10.720 the other sex worker, not Lily Phillips. Katie, have you seen Promising Young Woman? 0.92
02:04:14.940 Yeah.
02:04:15.600 So you know how Bo Burnham in the film is like Mr. Good Guy?
02:04:18.700 Yeah.
02:04:18.920 And then, spoiler alert, you find out that he's not as nice as you thought, but he's also not a villain. He's just a very prototypical guy who was exposed and engaged with sexual violence and didn't do anything about it. And I was like, dude, this fucking guy is Bo Burnham in Promising Young Woman.
02:04:36.720 Like, he is Mr. Nice Guy. We're all prone to believing him and defending him, and he stepped in with no knowledge of sex work, no knowledge of how pornography works, no knowledge that sex workers have been connected with the internet from the very jump, and just, like, interviewed another sex worker, thought that that was a good enough example of evidence, and then went on his way. 0.99
02:04:57.200 How much money has he made from this? Nine million views.
02:05:00.640 I would assume probably at least tens of thousands of dollars.
02:05:04.780 Yeah.
02:05:05.040 I was just going to say, if we're going to talk about exploitation, there is kind of an interesting exploitation linkage here with, no, you're kind of exploiting her, making a documentary about her and leaving all the comments on, aren't you? 0.98
02:05:19.060 Ooh, you're kind of fucking doing this. 0.98
02:05:21.320 Yes. 0.99
02:05:21.860 And here is where I will end this conversation.
02:05:24.320 So in my obsession with the Sex with Strangers podcast, there is an idea that the host, Chris,
02:05:31.940 says that has really like been in on my brain, which is the idea of the elasticity of human
02:05:37.640 sexuality.
02:05:38.640 And the example that he uses is Saudi Arabia.
02:05:41.540 Katie, are you aware of the...
02:05:42.860 Waste our Royco partners, Saudi Arabia.
02:05:47.520 Treasured economic partners, Saudi Arabia.
02:05:51.060 Katie, are you familiar with the cruising scene in Saudi Arabia?
02:05:55.740 No.
02:05:56.860 So here's a little interesting tidbit.
02:05:59.320 Saudi Arabia is notably a human rights offender. 0.99
02:06:02.760 Notably, you can be killed for being queer. 0.99
02:06:06.040 The cruising scene for men in Saudi Arabia is huge. 0.99
02:06:10.820 Really?
02:06:11.300 Absolutely huge.
02:06:12.320 More importantly, this is even more interesting.
02:06:14.560 there is a whole underground world of men who have sex with other men in Saudi Arabia who do 0.71
02:06:19.680 not consider themselves to be queer or gay. They're just having sex. Because women are under 0.99
02:06:25.100 such lock and key in Saudi Arabia that it is much easier for men to have sex with one another. 0.98
02:06:32.720 And if you ask the men who are in Saudi Arabia, what they would tell you is, 0.93
02:06:37.020 yeah, some guy gets stoned to death once in a while, but they're pretty
02:06:39.780 chill about it because they know if they were to actually crack down on men having sex with other
02:06:45.100 men, there would be no men left in Saudi Arabia. Pretty interesting, right? Chris describes this
02:06:51.060 as this unbelievable moment of the elasticity of human sexuality. And so I was thinking about this
02:06:56.300 and I was like, yeah, if you're sincere about wanting to solve some of the exploitation within
02:07:00.880 the porn and the sex work industries, then yes, you would want to solve the root economic issues
02:07:06.420 that drive people into non-consensual situations.
02:07:09.440 But you would also want to change
02:07:11.800 the material conditions in our culture
02:07:13.780 in such a way that inspire
02:07:15.140 healthy sexual behavior in communities. 1.00
02:07:18.020 Give people money and let them fuck each other. 1.00
02:07:21.000 And they will in person. 1.00
02:07:23.700 Like so much of this is about
02:07:25.220 the way that monotheism has restricted us 0.99
02:07:28.400 from fucking in real life. 0.95
02:07:30.040 It's not the internet. 1.00
02:07:31.220 It's Christianity, my dude.
02:07:37.300 And then I was thinking about prisons and how I said in an earlier episode how, like, male-on-male sexual violence is rampant in prisons. 0.99
02:07:44.660 But what if there's also a fucking shit ton of consensual sex? 0.99
02:07:48.780 Consensual male sex, yeah. 0.99
02:07:50.000 And what if I can't understand that?
02:07:51.860 Because to me, I'm like, well, that's a power dynamic. 0.94
02:07:54.180 It all must be rape. 1.00
02:07:55.200 You fucking Marxist. 1.00
02:07:56.380 Anyways, let people fuck. 1.00
02:07:58.720 Let women talk about potentially being into weird shit. 1.00
02:08:02.180 And maybe things would change. 1.00
02:08:04.260 Wow, Caroline. 0.99
02:08:05.760 Bravo.
02:08:06.420 Oh my God. Way to bring it full circle too. I am blown away. I am still a little pink. I'm
02:08:17.080 blushing a little bit. My Catholic school upbringing is a little bit rattled. Oh my God.
02:08:23.640 I just have a little question for you. Is there anything that I have said that you still feel
02:08:26.840 resistant to? I'm just curious. Oh, good question.
02:08:30.040 because I felt personally a lot of resistance going through this process well you're like 1.00
02:08:36.420 nothing I'm gonna say on air you bitch I came into it with a lot of resistance you and I had 0.99
02:08:42.540 had that conversation before I was like I just don't know if I can get on board with this but I 0.99
02:08:47.180 also again like I said at the beginning I'm aware of how much conditioning I received
02:08:52.180 and so I am not inclined to trust my own instincts on this but I do think you successfully convinced
02:08:58.300 me. I feel persuaded. I'm like, oh, okay, yeah, decriminalize, yeah, it makes sense. Let people
02:09:04.160 fuck each other. The single most compelling piece of evidence presented today was the gangbang 0.99
02:09:09.740 podcast. Like, was this person just openly describing their own positive experience doing
02:09:16.660 this? And I do think that in the past, I have been unable to view sex either not through the
02:09:26.680 puritanical lens that I was given, that I inherited with my Catholic upbringing.
02:09:31.880 And that everyone is given, I would say.
02:09:33.620 But also through this lens of economic oppression and, like, sexual violence. Like,
02:09:39.860 I think sexuality and violence are so intrinsically linked in my interpretation of both of those
02:09:47.360 things. Particularly when I think about, to bring it back to Tucker Carlson, remember the speech he
02:09:53.380 gave at that Trump rally that was like, when your 15-year-old daughter's acting out, but dad's
02:09:59.280 going to come home and he's pissed and dad is Trump and daddy's going to spank the girl because
02:10:04.300 she's been naughty. And it's such a sexually charged image, but it's also so reliant on 0.91
02:10:09.840 violence to make sense. And I think that this idea of sexuality as violence that men do to women
02:10:17.080 is probably a pretty American way because we don't really talk about sex for pleasure. We don't
02:10:22.160 really have a comfortable or open relationship with sex as this normal human thing, as a means
02:10:29.580 of demonstrating domination and power, often in politics. So I think that when I think about it
02:10:37.280 in that way, it's very hard for me to think about it as something that someone could be
02:10:41.600 consensually selling and just going through an ancient and fair exchange of value.
02:10:48.200 Yeah, and I would also say, I think the point of highlighting the ancient history isn't
02:10:52.120 to say that it's yippee-ki-yay utopian history. It has been complicated from the jump. It is
02:10:58.200 completely intertwined with subordination. It is completely intertwined with racism, xenophobia.
02:11:04.880 I should say explicitly here, like, if you are a woman of color, if you are trans, if you are queer, 0.95
02:11:09.780 you are way more likely to experience sexual violence if you're a sex worker. Like, the rates 0.94
02:11:14.300 of death and murder and abuse of these people are off the charts. The reason that I didn't discuss
02:11:20.600 that as much in this conversation is because that version of the story is everywhere we do not talk
02:11:27.380 about the fact that amidst all of that the solution of well we need to get rid of all this and we need
02:11:33.540 to reach a utopia where no one's ever fucking and everyone just likes monogamy like I went into a 0.98
02:11:38.660 huge deep dive that I just figured wasn't worth it today of how women's pornography is all like 0.96
02:11:43.740 soft core heavy kissing monogamous between a couple and it's like well what about women's 1.00
02:11:48.740 pornography that shows taboos. 1.00
02:11:51.280 Lesbian stepmom. 1.00
02:11:52.360 Yeah, lesbian stepmom. There we go. Like, you're joking, but I'm also serious. It's like this 1.00
02:11:56.840 idea of what women wanting, being inherently sexist. You have to just constantly sit with 0.99
02:12:03.000 these contradictions. Women are subjected to sexual violence. Women fantasize about sexual 1.00
02:12:08.940 violence. Women enjoy things that also might be perceived as sexually violent, but are not to them. 0.98
02:12:14.860 Women can engage in things, in sexual events that are not extreme to them or sexually violent to them that you might perceive as sexually violent.
02:12:26.040 I also historically have found that phrasing, I can't remember, Dworkin maybe?
02:12:32.940 Andrew Dworkin, yeah.
02:12:33.560 Basically that you cannot consent to your own oppression.
02:12:36.680 That like, consent does not transform something disempowering into empowering.
02:12:40.520 But I do think that the way that you approached that in this conversation, like, well, empowering is kind of the wrong question to be asking to begin with.
02:12:49.800 We don't ask other work to be empowering, so why are we asking that here?
02:12:54.860 That, I think, was the right approach.
02:12:58.440 And I would also just add to the Andrew Dworkin thing, you're conflating a political theory, consent and oppression, with sexual desires.
02:13:06.440 They're not the same thing.
02:13:07.380 And sexual desires don't really fit into that framework. Yeah, that's a good point. The other part that I found extremely compelling that I think is going to be sitting with me for a while is this idea about what we don't need evidence to believe and how that is a useful frame for engaging with some of this material.
02:13:23.820 Where are we not really citing sources? Where are we not really citing evidence? Where are we just kind of relying on conventional wisdom and our kind of like culturally acceptable beliefs and biases to do a lot of the heavy lifting for the argument? So widespread in coverage of sex work. That's going to stick with me for a while, too, I think.
02:13:42.680 Yeah, people don't feel obligated to share resources or links or even to like be clear about what type of sex work they're talking about and why. And I mean, I've been thinking about this a lot because every single Lily Phillips video I watched, I watched a lot of right wing shit that was just like, frankly, so rude that I didn't want to engage with it and vile. 0.96
02:13:59.980 Every single video that followed me was about Blake Lively. And I was like, dude, if that is 0.82
02:14:05.120 not the ultimate moment that doesn't pass the sniff test for anyone who's wondering what's
02:14:09.560 happening with Blake Lively, let that be your warning that this is not some feminist agenda 1.00
02:14:15.060 to take down Blake Lively. Every single video about Lily Phillips that was snarky and boring 1.00
02:14:21.800 and anti-intellectual was followed up with Blake Lively. So sit with that, whoever wants to,
02:14:27.460 sit with that. Damn. Well done. You killed it. So that's it. That was amazing. Thanks. 1.00