For The Wild - July 03, 2020


ANJALI NATH UPADHYAY, M.A.² on Radical Unlearning ⧸190

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00:00:30.000 Hello and welcome to For the Wild podcast. I'm Ayanna Young. Today I will be speaking to Anjali
00:00:37.940 Nath Upadhyay. Anjali is academically trained as a political scientist, philosopher, and educator.
00:00:45.520 She is the founder of the grassroots adult education program, Liberation Spring, and host
00:00:51.500 of the decolonial feminist podcast, Feral Visions. A recovered academic, her long-standing
00:00:58.080 Curiosities focus on learning and teaching as practices of liberation. Maybe if I'm feeling
00:01:03.680 rage, that merits attention. That means that I know that I'm worthy of dignity and I'm allowed
00:01:10.660 to have boundaries. Anjali holds an MA degree in political science from the University of Hawaii
00:01:21.620 at Manoa with specializations in political theory and indigenous politics, the only program of a
00:01:28.080 kind in the U.S. Additionally, she earned a graduate certificate in international cultural
00:01:33.540 studies from the only cultural studies program in the U.S. that explicitly centers scholarship
00:01:39.020 from the global south. Furthermore, she holds an M.A. degree from the oldest women's studies
00:01:45.080 department in the U.S. From 2010 to 2014, she was a fellow at the East-West Center in Honolulu.
00:01:52.140 This training combined with a lifetime of organizing, healing, and loving dignity animates Anjali's purpose.
00:02:00.460 It's her honor to support folks in making their impact as good as their intentions.
00:02:05.840 Well, Anjali, thank you so much for joining me today to discuss your incredibly restorative and fruitful life's work.
00:02:14.420 It's an honor. Thank you so much for having me.
00:02:16.820 So I'd like to begin in recognition of this precarious moment we are experiencing, a moment which is both emblematic of late stage capitalism, as well as piercing instance of clarity in which many are coming to consciousness.
00:02:34.680 So to begin, I'm hoping you can speak to how, while many of us are especially ripe to join
00:02:40.000 in congregation with communities committed to collective liberation, that we must first
00:02:44.860 commit ourselves to radical unlearning. So why is unlearning vital for liberation?
00:02:51.300 Well, since we're in an omnicide, it's important that we not waste time, energy, hope,
00:02:58.360 resources or vitality on false starts. And so if you ask me, capitalism doesn't monopolize
00:03:06.840 the possibility of being, say, efficient or effective. I support us being incredibly
00:03:11.940 efficient and effective in the service of collective liberation. But the thing is,
00:03:17.360 so many of us are swirling in illusion. Maybe that's lies that our teacher told us.
00:03:21.960 Perhaps it's propaganda. Could be algorithmic biases when we're online. Maybe it's corporate
00:03:28.340 media spin, for our loved ones that consume the corporate media, could just be our oppressive
00:03:33.680 socialization. So then here we are trying to make a difference in the world, whether it's
00:03:38.740 surviving in a crisis or supporting our community members surviving, wanting to be our best selves.
00:03:46.020 But if we haven't addressed all of those illusions, folks typically end up perpetuating them
00:03:53.080 unintentionally, which is totally to be expected when we reflect on the politics of knowing.
00:04:00.200 So the thing about unlearning is it helps us heal our perception. So then when we're together
00:04:07.320 in community and we're trying to vision solutions for ourselves, for our loved ones,
00:04:13.080 we're able to perceive more clearly. And that helps us make our impact more consistent with
00:04:19.240 our intentions. I know much of your work emphasizes the importance of decolonial discernment
00:04:25.560 in liberation pedagogy. And I really resonate with this call in terms of examining where we
00:04:32.460 draw inspiration and source information from. So can you speak to the importance of sourcing
00:04:38.100 or how we can recognize liberation pedagogy that has gone through the process of unlearning
00:04:44.340 versus that which sounds liberatory, but will ultimately commit more harm in the long run?
00:04:50.860 That's such an important question related to discernment. And so unfortunately,
00:04:57.280 if you ask me in a place like, say, the settler colonial US today, there's a real shortage of
00:05:03.540 those kinds of movement educational spaces where we can come together and be deeply decolonial in
00:05:11.480 our discernment. So in the absence of those spaces, folks are doing the best that they can.
00:05:17.160 Maybe they try to do consciousness-raising work, but in spaces that aren't very promising.
00:05:23.600 So here are a couple of forms of discernment around that. For instance, if some folks go to
00:05:29.580 passive consumption, maybe they're buying a product, say it got advertised as an online class.
00:05:37.380 So that kind of transaction, it might make business people money, but that kind of monetized commercial space was never intended to get us free.
00:05:48.900 And the thing is, liberatory education is an active process.
00:05:54.480 Or another example would be, say, call-out culture on social media, where strangers sometimes
00:06:00.920 are trying to delve into these incredibly intricate topics via tweets, via memes, via
00:06:09.300 comment threads.
00:06:10.680 And those are really recipes for harm, for false advertising, sometimes miseducation.
00:06:17.020 And it's easy for that to be obvious to me as someone who's trained in feminist and decolonial pedagogy for years, someone who's researched those areas profusely as an intellectual, but most people don't have graduate degrees in women's studies.
00:06:31.480 And so that's why it's really important, if you ask me, to focus on audaciously grassroots spaces, so spaces that are not censored by funders, right, spaces that are not solely monetized, but say in the sort of spirit of an amazing organization today, Cooperation Jackson in Jackson, Mississippi,
00:06:55.240 supporting a shift from transactional relationships to transformational relationships.
00:07:02.660 So say like in the container of Liberation Spring, a space where we can come together
00:07:07.720 collectively to unlearn, to remember, to imagine, so we can be more decolonial in that discernment.
00:07:16.840 And that's not hidden behind a paywall, right? I don't have some fancy foundation funding,
00:07:21.900 no familial support, no savings, no trust fund. And we've been 100% donation-based,
00:07:29.560 pay what you can. No one turned away for lack of funds since the inception of the project
00:07:34.580 five years ago. And that also ensures that the space can be more magnificently honest
00:07:41.280 because more folks are able to come through more expansively. And so then collectively,
00:07:47.440 it's not like we're just isolated in little echo chambers or silos of like-minded folks.
00:07:54.820 Our dialogue and our visioning can be kaleidoscopic. It can be that much more expansive.
00:08:01.680 I'd really like to now orient listeners to the perennial impact of freedom schools and
00:08:07.380 how their legacy informs your own work. So can you speak to the orientation of freedom schools
00:08:13.120 that flourished amidst the civil rights movement, as well as the simultaneous movements that
00:08:18.540 question the objective and authoritarian nature of knowledge production.
00:08:23.460 Totally. Well, you know, that is such an important sort of context to ground in if we're going to
00:08:31.020 take seriously that pivot that you just invoked. So as people are really deepening their awareness
00:08:38.700 of the crisis that we're in, which are actually multiple intersecting crises, it is non-negotiable
00:08:47.180 if we're going to get free, if we're going to make it through this, to learn with humility
00:08:52.320 from the folks that have come before that have always already known that capitalism
00:08:58.720 is the crisis, right?
00:09:01.100 So what are those precedents, right, where folks don't only show up if you're paying
00:09:06.480 them and then bail without any kind of relationality or accountability, right, that paywalls, right,
00:09:14.060 can be a sort of barrier to. And so one of the most famous examples of that in the American
00:09:19.680 empire, right, of movement-based education are the freedom schools. So learning that's done
00:09:27.800 to support collective liberation. So that's directly rooted in care for each other and
00:09:34.840 our principles. So this is also similar to, say, the consciousness-raising paradigm that came out
00:09:41.260 of the feminist movement in the 60s and the 70s, right? Or say popular education that's come out
00:09:47.800 of social movements too. Maybe some folks have heard of skillshares that have come out of DIY
00:09:53.240 or do-it-yourself organizing spaces. All of these different models remind us of that long legacy
00:10:01.960 of community-based learning that happens over kitchen tables, it happens in living rooms,
00:10:08.120 and then it's actually more accessible to everyday people also. So instead of, say, right,
00:10:14.500 presuming that institutions monopolize education in a way that's absolutely inaccurate,
00:10:22.140 remembering all of these incredibly nourishing examples so that then we can humbly do our part
00:10:30.600 to just carry on that legacy in this moment.
00:10:34.460 When I was thinking about the simultaneous movements
00:10:37.500 that questioned knowledge production, 1.00
00:10:39.500 I'm thinking about Black power movements
00:10:41.460 that were incredibly critical of integration
00:10:43.720 in the United States,
00:10:45.180 raising the point that their communities,
00:10:47.040 children, and future were being integrated
00:10:49.240 into a system that inherently devalued their life,
00:10:52.300 that they would be adopted into a system
00:10:54.220 that would ultimately erase their being.
00:10:57.580 Now your work not only recognizes the feasibility of alternatives to the academic industrial complex, but it also exemplifies the importance of unlearning. So what is the history of Liberation Spring, if you wouldn't mind sharing that? And how was it started? What is the offering? And perhaps more personally, why did you feel the space was critically important for your community?
00:11:22.120 You know, when I was in a PhD program and sort of on the track to becoming a professor within academia, I was deeply unsatisfied with the sort of lack of intellectual rigor within academic spaces in the settler U.S. 0.98
00:11:42.360 And this is in part coming from having this amazing experience over the course of my entire 0.99
00:11:50.460 life of being an active participant in different, right, movement-based educational spaces.
00:11:57.740 So whether it was a DIY skillshares, consciousness-raising groups, having documentary nights
00:12:03.580 at a co-op every Sunday night that I lived out when I was an undergrad, right, doing
00:12:07.480 book studies for years on end and being able to be so animated by the vibrancy of folks coming
00:12:17.860 together consensually, not because they have to for certification, because they care, not just
00:12:24.620 because it's what they were told to do by their family or by their brother culture or sort of
00:12:29.440 socialization and directly rooted in the service of something that's meaningful in this moment in
00:12:38.120 history. So not, again, just because we were told that we need a particular diploma to be able to
00:12:45.480 get a career, but unto itself because it is important. And so five years ago, after having
00:12:53.220 done, a career of work within the academy, but then also always on the side, right, really having
00:13:00.960 my heart in these community-based sites of learning and unlearning that could actually
00:13:06.720 support our collective liberation, where people were in it because they cared, not just sort of
00:13:12.780 more for the careerism or because they had to feed their kids and that was the only way they
00:13:17.240 could imagine being able to pay the rent, I just really saw the way in which that was detrimental
00:13:25.780 to the process of knowledge production, of knowledge sharing, the way that academic spaces
00:13:33.960 and institutions, for sure in the humanities and the social sciences, so the specific realms that
00:13:39.800 I have experienced them personally, weren't holding their knowledge production up to the
00:13:47.940 level of scrutiny, right, of community-based spaces where you're going to hear it if you're
00:13:53.300 making something up about someone, if you're being inaccurate, right, if you're embellishing,
00:13:57.560 right, if you're just kind of tokenizing someone or being extractivist.
00:14:01.600 And so for me, sure, personally, intellectual rigor is important to me.
00:14:06.540 And so that wasn't satisfying as an unapologetic nerd who is very driven by curiosity, but beyond
00:14:13.760 myself personally, being in an omnicide and pretending at a job, like you're going through
00:14:22.240 the motions that are actually deep or intelligent, when you know that you're not actually scratching
00:14:28.240 the surface of the impact that we're capable of, was completely unethical for me. And so I was
00:14:34.720 committed to taking a leap to seeing, right, if some kind of grassroots alternative would
00:14:42.180 resonate with folks five years ago. And it did. Frankly, before I even left for that PhD program,
00:14:47.820 I remember before taking off, being on a beach once, and one of my dear sisters from college,
00:14:54.400 Niyali, sharing to me, I'm so excited for when you come back from Hawaii and you teach my children
00:15:01.660 what you learned. And so that, for me, before even starting this doctoral program, was a form
00:15:08.320 of accountability that meant so much more than, say, advisors on a committee signing off on whether
00:15:17.660 or not I passed a particular project. And so for me, it was in part around honoring our responsibility
00:15:25.000 to one another. For someone that was able to work my ass off and access particular spaces,
00:15:31.760 not just kind of hoarding that in a career, right, getting tenured, being cozy, myself in
00:15:37.920 isolation, but knowing that for those of us that know that we're capable, we can do better than
00:15:43.680 that, right?
00:15:55.000 Those are the ways you end up by yourself
00:16:11.800 And back of your bones without a hand to help
00:16:18.780 Now Anjali, in preparing for this interview, I've come across so many beautiful accounts
00:16:38.720 of what it feels like to learn in community, something that is hard to come by in traditional
00:16:44.740 educational settings. So can you share the importance of reframing the educational setting,
00:16:50.440 the educator, and the student in terms of communal relations? How does intellectual community
00:16:56.520 nourish beyond the formalized academic experience? You know, something that is so incredible about
00:17:04.140 being able to do educational work outside of the academy is, one, we can be unapologetically out
00:17:12.920 of the closet in terms of our values. So, so often in the humanities and the social sciences
00:17:18.520 on campus today, folks are still sort of pressured into fronting as objective in a way that is
00:17:27.740 utterly unrealistic. So, for example, for me to even say, oh, I definitely have values and
00:17:35.380 principles, like I care about consent, decolonization, balance, reciprocity, fairness,
00:17:44.120 and so on and so forth, that would be seen as almost tainting you academically, as if somehow
00:17:50.200 that would mean that your scholarship would be less legitimate or less authoritative or credible.
00:17:57.620 And so to then, right, take education outside of those confines and to be able to be in a space
00:18:05.180 that is more audaciously independent,
00:18:08.360 then we can really go deeply into
00:18:11.400 what's at stake for us in doing this work.
00:18:15.060 Like if you're concerned about
00:18:16.560 your children's water being poisoned
00:18:19.000 and the land and the air and the food,
00:18:23.160 then we can pose questions
00:18:24.820 and we can engage in visioning
00:18:27.500 that is unapologetically centering those concerns.
00:18:31.380 And one that is not right
00:18:33.580 sort of problematically hierarchical but from a liberatory perspective if you ask me right say in
00:18:40.920 the context of liberation spring i'm not trying to look fancy talking at people but to me i see
00:18:47.880 it as an educator as part of my responsibility to support other folks in being able to feel
00:18:55.180 even more of an embodied sense of their agency, their power, their capacity, so that then in
00:19:04.580 all of the spaces that they touch moving forward for the rest of their lives, they'll be able to
00:19:11.320 know what the possibilities and the promises are and potentially really make the most of that,
00:19:18.540 as opposed to, say, in traditional academic settings and other industries where this kind
00:19:25.720 of careerist setup that really centers self-promotion and individualism is so often rooted in people
00:19:33.440 trying to look fancier than other people on a pedestal. It's about their names. It's not about
00:19:38.440 the community. And frankly, also for a whole lot of us, that's totally culturally incompetent. 0.86
00:19:43.920 And so that's also something that's so special about doing community education
00:19:48.060 is really playing with that power dynamic to be able to support people in their body,
00:19:55.360 in their voice, feeling into an expanded sense of their power together.
00:20:02.740 Wow. So powerful. It's hard to imagine what a different world we would have if our education
00:20:09.920 system was different. I mean, that's the easy way to say it, but yeah, I could imagine people
00:20:18.700 would really be changed if they had this type of care and engagement. Well, I'd like to transition
00:20:26.060 to a conversation that recognizes the appeal and pull that conventional academia has upon so many
00:20:32.520 of us. We pursue academia as a lifestyle, a place of respite or engagement, a pathway to
00:20:39.900 meaningful change. And in that process, we pour so much of ourselves into a system that is often
00:20:46.280 hostile and at worst, incredibly traumatic. As someone who has spent a great deal of time
00:20:52.200 in traditional higher education, I'm wondering where you think healing from this trauma fits in
00:20:58.180 liberation pedagogy and community education, does it go hand in hand with unlearning?
00:21:05.220 Absolutely. I see that healing is absolutely indispensable to everything that we're talking
00:21:11.180 about. And it's also super contextual, right? So healing our relationship with learning is
00:21:18.080 going to look different for different folks. It has a lot to do with our positionality.
00:21:22.760 So we know that some folks were disproportionately told in school that they were gifted, that they were exceptional, that they were special, especially, for example, say the super privileged tech bros in Silicon Valley that partially feel emboldened to act like gods upon the rest of us because of that kind of hubris.
00:21:47.480 So, right, for some of us that create in the realm of the philosophy of race, there's this
00:21:52.500 idea that's called epistemologies of ignorance.
00:21:56.360 And so this entire field, epistemologies of ignorance, looks at the way that ignorance
00:22:03.500 is actually cultivated educationally.
00:22:07.920 So very systemic forms of knowing and unknowing within the dominant society, whereby some
00:22:16.380 folks end up becoming deeply ignorant about power, about history, and about most of the planet
00:22:23.780 because of, right, in part how narrowly limited their curricula was. So those folks might need
00:22:31.660 a little bit of a reality check in terms of humility. Frankly, that's a gift that'll keep
00:22:36.580 on giving, that'll support them opening up to deepening in awareness, to dilating their
00:22:42.420 perspective. But then other folks might have been stigmatized, pathologized, traumatized in school
00:22:49.220 settings, especially settings that didn't cultivate their potential. So those folks might be holding
00:22:55.280 a whole lot of wisdom and experiential knowledge, but that might not have ever really been validated
00:23:02.280 or recognized in an educational setting, except maybe if someone was wanting to, say, tokenize
00:23:08.140 them. Maybe somebody wanted to extract from them. And so for me, it's important to support those
00:23:13.640 participants and acknowledging the awareness that they carry. So there's so much that we could get
00:23:19.660 into here, but both of those currents alongside a whole lot of others are at play simultaneously
00:23:27.000 when we're trying to sort of recalibrate what it might feel like to be unlearning and remembering
00:23:34.360 and imagining together. Yes, I love hearing that. Imagining together and learning together.
00:23:42.140 So much power in that. Well, Anjali, I'd be remiss to not bring inaccessibility into this
00:23:49.100 conversation in terms of the for-profit nature of education, as well as the myth that for many,
00:23:55.460 education should have a fixed endpoint. So perhaps I can begin by asking what you see are
00:24:01.780 the greatest ramifications of the corporatization of educational systems and the limitations that
00:24:07.800 it imposes on the cultivation of knowledge. And then how this also severely limits the
00:24:13.900 accessibility of learning, which is to say that it's not so much that people don't want to engage
00:24:19.040 in continued education, but that we've been removed from that space by a profit-driven system.
00:24:24.880 Totally. So, you know, around knowledge production, something that is so dangerous there is knowledge is not just some other commodity to be sort of stamped out in some sort of industrial assembly line like we're in a factory.
00:24:42.560 But the thing is, especially in the past quarter century in the settler U.S., that is how knowledge has been getting created in the academy, right?
00:24:51.400 Since the academy has become so unapologetically corporatized and neoliberal.
00:24:59.020 And so that's not the same if the so-called commodity in question, right, isn't, say, sneakers, but it's knowledge, it's awareness.
00:25:07.960 And so that distortion there is one that I sincerely invite people to take incredibly seriously. What are the ramifications of that on what we think we know and what we might actually not know?
00:25:22.640 And around that piece in particular, right, related to accessibility, to sort of take it back historically. So in the settler U.S., colonizers mainstreamed these educational institutions that were within walls.
00:25:40.120 And just like, right, say, folks from the U.S. do when they're in this sort of missionary way, exporting U.S.-style approaches to education throughout the rest of the planet, and oftentimes with the best of intentions, thinking that they're doing good, one of the things that is so harmful about that is the sort of lack of acknowledging what was always already going on.
00:26:08.580 So, for example, for me, my mother didn't graduate from 10th grade. She had to drop out of school to help my grandmother pay the bills. And my grandmother and my mother are two of the wisest people I have ever had the honor of meeting in my entire life, didn't have a whole lot to do with institutionalized education ever.
00:26:27.300 And so since I was little, it was always so fascinating for me to try to figure out how the mainstream and how educational spaces were so unfathomably oblivious to how much wisdom my mother and my grandmother had.
00:26:47.540 So to me, I really invite people to actually kind of flip the script when it comes to any sort of a priori assumption that what's going on on campus needs to be broadened and needs to be more accessible, kind of in the way that you were getting into a little while back when you mentioned, say, towards the end of Dr. MLK's life.
00:27:11.440 He said, right, and I'm paraphrasing, right, I'm concerned that my people are integrating into a burning building, right? So one of these formidable critiques of, right, diversifying the Titanic, so to speak, like if only there were more people of color on the Titanic without realizing that's not the only game in town.
00:27:31.760 That's actually one principal way that diversionary campaigns monopolize our precious attention. 0.84
00:27:41.080 So here specifically thinking that maybe the university is arguably the most important form of education that then can kind of invisibilize earth-based education, right?
00:27:55.640 all sorts of different apprenticeship models and community education that so often might actually
00:28:01.560 happen, right, in gardens or beyond walls, outdoors, but that doesn't typically get
00:28:09.520 recognized for its merit, for its importance. And so that's also one of the things that I
00:28:16.340 so look forward to more of our movements taking seriously is sort of cutting our losses with
00:28:24.520 mainstream institutions and really feeling into our capacity as creators to innovate alternatives
00:28:32.000 and to remember what has come before. I was on Liberation Springs website and you highlight
00:28:39.200 the importance of subsistence farming, seed saving, celestial navigation, and warrior training,
00:28:46.180 just to name a few, while also drawing upon scholars who remain dedicated to centering
00:28:51.260 land-based pedagogy. What is the interdependence between land-based experience,
00:28:57.800 ancestral knowledge, and unlearning? You know, kind of like I was just getting into,
00:29:03.980 so many mainstream approaches to education in the settler U.S. today are deeply disconnected 0.87
00:29:11.840 from the earth. So for example, that might look like this major agenda afoot that's, 0.89
00:29:18.760 if you ask me from a, say, water protector perspective, deeply misguided around educational
00:29:24.960 technology that, and I'm sure you may be familiar with this, right, is trying to get gadgets in
00:29:30.360 front of more privileged children. But that agenda is so often, right, not particularly holistic.
00:29:38.120 What do I mean by that? So for one, say, it's usually silent on the question of
00:29:42.540 the child labor that's producing those gadgets, to it's particularly sort of silent around the
00:29:49.940 environmental toll of mining, the so-called rare earth minerals for the gadgets to be created.
00:29:56.380 It's not particularly aware of or concerned about the carbon footprint of data consumption.
00:30:03.640 So again, not the most sort of holistic or full spectrum agenda or awareness by any stretch of
00:30:09.420 the imagination. And while there's definitely room for, right, certain forms of educational
00:30:15.200 technology that involve devices around questions of accessibility, right, that we do need to take
00:30:21.760 quite seriously, if we're going to heal from ecocide, we've also got to talk about that kind
00:30:28.500 of ecological illiteracy in education, right, that sort of jumps to, right, tech is saving us,
00:30:37.000 or say a plant identification app saving us without acknowledging, no, there's actually
00:30:43.840 no bypassing, taking it back to the seeds, taking it back to farming, right?
00:30:50.200 For so many people, right?
00:30:51.480 Say if you do live through a crisis with food shortages, so whether it's say when I was
00:30:57.060 in Honolulu for graduate school and there were tsunami warnings and I would go to the
00:31:03.200 grocery stores and I would see empty shelves, right? Especially for a lot of folks in particular
00:31:09.240 areas, especially urban or suburban areas in the US, if maybe they've had the privilege to not be
00:31:15.900 used to that, here's one of those forms of ignorance that I'm talking about. They might
00:31:21.420 not realize how important farming is. But then when you experience that kind of crisis, you realize,
00:31:27.340 Ooh, actually a lot of those apps were optional, but food sovereignty is not optional. That's a need. Some of those other things were actually wants, right? Or celestial navigation for so many of us ancestrally, that kind of orientation, knowing where we are in both time and space, based off of our relationship with the stars and with other celestial bodies,
00:31:55.820 is one way that we can remember with humility
00:32:00.000 these incredible intellectual traditions of our ancestors
00:32:05.500 that are rooted above and below, right?
00:32:08.740 They don't involve appropriation.
00:32:10.520 We all, right, ancestorly had a relationship with land, right,
00:32:14.320 and with the cosmos that we can draw upon for sustenance right now.
00:32:19.300 And so it's incredibly important to me
00:32:22.140 if we're really going to take seriously a decolonial take on education, a feminist take on
00:32:28.300 education, that there's absolutely no bypassing having a very different relationship with the
00:32:35.820 earth than we do right now. Yeah. And to stick on this topic, I'm wondering if you could discuss
00:32:45.380 a little bit about how we can't solely romanticize land-based pedagogy, either
00:32:50.640 when those across the globe who embody this
00:32:53.940 are consistently on the front lines of violence.
00:32:57.360 Absolutely.
00:32:58.240 So, you know, around that, for example,
00:33:00.420 in the context of this COVID-19 pandemic,
00:33:04.160 it has been really unfortunate to have to witness
00:33:08.400 so many folks in communities
00:33:11.400 that sort of consider themselves conscious communities
00:33:14.700 realize, oh, we're not even close
00:33:19.260 to being able to sustain ourselves, right?
00:33:21.560 Like if we actually got intentional
00:33:23.400 about food sovereignty,
00:33:25.160 those herbs that are on my windowsill right now
00:33:27.660 are not going to cut it.
00:33:28.820 Like, have we even thought through like,
00:33:30.340 what is the caloric value of what is in our garden?
00:33:32.980 And have we actually devoted our time
00:33:37.320 and our energy and our creativity
00:33:39.260 and our resources in a way
00:33:41.580 that can be more self-determined, right?
00:33:44.980 That is not rooted in industrial extraction
00:33:48.900 a la these forms of, right, neoliberal economic policy that are decimating so many of our loved
00:33:57.740 ones and families in the so-called global South, right, to benefit consumers, principally in the
00:34:04.800 so-called global North, that are actually, many of them waking up to right now, similarly in some
00:34:12.900 ways quite vulnerable because of the sort of capitalist configuration of social relations.
00:34:20.940 And so that's also part of what is so important in this moment of awakening is not just being
00:34:28.500 very cavalier and talking about our relationship with the earth in poetic or in romantic terms,
00:34:36.180 but really being specific, like our lives depended upon it because our lives depend on it.
00:35:06.180 I'd like to ask you about the importance of both questioning legitimacy in academia,
00:35:29.980 as well as the necessity to create something beyond critique.
00:35:33.400 From my own experience, I recognize so much of what is discussed in traditional academia is deeply rooted in critique. And while these conversations are vitally necessary and eye-opening for many, I also recognize that many of us become stymied in this process. So do you think it is important that we take our critique into creation? And if so, what tools do we need in this process?
00:35:57.140 Absolutely. It's so incredibly important. And, you know, that is part of why the tagline of Liberation Spring is pulling weeds and planting seeds, because I have observed over the course of my life, so many folks might really valorize one of those projects without understanding the importance of the other.
00:36:17.200 So some folks are super into pulling weeds. Other folks are really into planting seeds. But for folks such as myself that were actually raised growing food, both are indispensable.
00:36:27.520 And so the thing about critique in academic spheres is that, especially for folks that are in spaces where, I'm just going to name names, post-structuralism and post-modernism are all the rage and are still trending, there's a lot of disproportionate focus within those textual communities or those forms of meaning-making on deconstruction.
00:36:56.340 And it was so funny for me to observe that, right, as I transitioned into adulthood and academia, having spent some time in my youth behind the orange curtain.
00:37:09.260 And what I mean by that is in so-called Orange County, California, because I was surrounded in part by hipsters and I noticed so many philosophical similarities between the hipsters of my youth and postmodernists in large part, right?
00:37:26.460 kind of feeling very cozy on the sidelines, not necessarily creating anything beyond critique,
00:37:35.480 but then upon invitation to share, well, tell me what your values are. Tell me what your principles
00:37:42.720 are, right? Maybe some of your deconstruction and some of your critique is on point,
00:37:47.420 but that's not going to feed us at the end of the day. That's not going to support our getting free.
00:37:53.720 And some folks might really sort of cavalierly share as a sort of response. Yeah, but you can't expect one person to do all the things. And while that might be the case, if we zoom out and look at the big picture, if we're going to survive and if we're going to get free, we do need to be infusing substantial time and energy and resources and intentionality into visioning what our dreams are.
00:38:23.080 And I especially emphasize that because, frankly, as someone who has what gets medicalized as chronic post-traumatic stress, so to speak, I know intimately what trauma does to our imaginations.
00:38:38.680 So often it co-ops our imaginations, right? And then our energy can get sort of siloed into catastrophizing and worst case scenarios and just shutting down perceived threats at the expense of imagining the miracles that could be right around the corner if only we were in a space to be able to perceive them.
00:39:05.020 So that moving beyond critique has everything to do with healing or perception, if you ask me.
00:39:12.160 I grew up behind the orange veil, as you called it. And yeah, it's really interesting when people
00:39:18.920 just critique, but then they don't share their values or they're not actually engaged. But it's
00:39:24.800 like an armchair philosopher kind of critique that it's like, where is this coming from?
00:39:29.640 Like your pure intellect, but what about your experience? How are you actually engaging
00:39:33.720 with the work or with the community. I was kind of giggling to myself thinking about all of my
00:39:40.640 own past experiences there. Totally. In your bio, you mentioned the importance of distinguishing
00:39:47.180 impact from intention. So I'm curious to hear how as an educator, you find the balance between
00:39:53.760 creating a safe and regenerative learning space while still pushing students to move through the
00:39:59.220 very thorny conversations and introspection that's required. You know, how can we prepare
00:40:05.880 ourselves and each other to have challenging discussions? You know, there are just so many
00:40:12.780 wide open possibilities in that realm pedagogically that it's such an honor for me to be able to
00:40:19.160 support folks taking more seriously. So one of the things that say in the context of liberation
00:40:25.100 spring classes, I really centralize at the outset of every single circle is a commitment to
00:40:34.800 unwavering honesty. And would you know that for so many participants, it is such a relief
00:40:43.900 to know that you're able to be real. And so I know that in a lot of sort of say, especially,
00:40:52.280 And again, I will name names because their survival is dependent upon it to keep it real.
00:40:57.080 Diversity and inclusion, sort of liberal multicultural spaces. 0.94
00:41:00.900 There's been this form of storytelling that has gotten sort of concretized within so many people's imaginations that shit's about to get really hard, right? 0.65
00:41:11.840 There's a focus on difficult dialogues and people are almost bracing themselves, right? 0.53
00:41:17.880 For some oppressed peoples, like I'm about to be extracted from, I'm about to be expected to, right, kick down exhaustive amounts of, right, intellectual, political, ethical, emotional labor.
00:41:29.320 And then more privileged folks that might not be as versed in some of these realms are almost sort of masochistically and anticipatorily, right, apprehensive.
00:41:41.400 And so I entirely sort of flip the script and pivot the entry point into this kind of transformative work, right, in part through centering the miracle that is truthfulness and a commitment to honesty, right, and tapping into the pleasure of curiosity, right?
00:42:03.380 Because especially as someone that does have a few graduate degrees, it has been astounding
00:42:10.820 to me to witness, right, on so many campuses, how normalized it is for folks to presume
00:42:18.300 that learning is going to be painful.
00:42:21.300 And I know that there's a lot of unnecessary masochism within colonial societies, totally
00:42:26.680 to be expected.
00:42:27.860 But the thing is, for me, since I was little, right, I kind of jokingly said, right, I've
00:42:32.320 always been an unapologetic nerd, I have a deep embodied sense of how pleasurable learning is,
00:42:39.760 right? How delicious curiosity can be. And so that's one of the things, right, that I seek to
00:42:46.980 sort of curate a journey into for participants is to reconnect with, right, when we let illusions
00:42:54.700 drop, when we let pretense and performativity subside, how nourishing it can feel to just tap
00:43:04.420 into whatever is underneath some of that kind of half-truth, mistruth, stereotypes, generalizations.
00:43:14.800 For some people, it might feel scary for a minute because they're naming they're afraid
00:43:19.640 of all of the unknowns that we're sitting in in this moment. But what's on the other side of
00:43:25.060 naming that fear and being witnessed in it? For so many folks, it is a deep sense of equanimity.
00:43:32.520 You mean I'm not the only one that's feeling that and we can come together and actively
00:43:37.920 integrate that into our process instead of letting that fear, say, be very deftly manipulated by
00:43:45.620 forces because we felt like we couldn't just keep it immensely real together and go there.
00:43:51.680 So those are a few of the sort of things, among many, that I play with pedagogically to really
00:43:58.240 sort of move beyond the kind of formulaic script that talking about liberation is going to be
00:44:08.300 painful and it's going to be hard. Because when we focus on that narrative, we miss out on and
00:44:14.980 participants know this very well, the deepest laughter and playfulness and wonder and awe
00:44:23.880 that is also a part of getting free the last time I checked.
00:44:27.200 I'd really be remiss if I didn't bring early education into this conversation,
00:44:31.680 as I think this is a conversation that will resonate with many parents and aunties and
00:44:38.080 uncles and all of us who are caring for the young ones. So to take this to where it really
00:44:44.240 begins, can you speak to perhaps the importance of localizing education versus the depersonalized
00:44:51.280 academic industrial complex? Why is place-based education so important, beginning with child
00:44:58.040 learning, where we're first exploring our curiosities and the world around us? What is
00:45:04.260 normalized in these formative years, and how does it impact our experience with education as we grow
00:45:09.540 older? So first off, you know, there is this notion among so many adults about sort of returning to
00:45:18.460 the wild in a way that takes as a given for so many of us that we have been domesticated,
00:45:25.120 so to speak, right? We have been socialized and enculturated in ways that might not have been
00:45:30.740 beneficial for us, for the planet, for all of our relations. And so the thing about century
00:45:36.360 and early childhood education is that reminder that it didn't have to be that way. And so I have
00:45:43.700 a podcast, it's called Feral Visions, and I appreciate playing with the word feral and the
00:45:48.840 notion of virality because, right, say a feral cat is a cat that was domesticated and is now in the
00:45:57.340 process of undomesticating, right, is getting free after a state of domestication. And so we have
00:46:05.240 dozens and dozens and dozens of Liberation Spring participants that are youth workers,
00:46:10.300 right, that are teachers in elementary school, but also that do therapeutic work with kids and
00:46:16.620 arts-based programming with kids. And something that I cherish that they bring up consistently
00:46:23.760 in our circles is the idea of supporting children so that they'll never have to be feral because
00:46:32.420 they weren't domesticated to begin with. And so that for me is something that, especially say,
00:46:39.320 when parents come through Liberation Spring, right, and other folks that care deeply about
00:46:44.440 children, I totally see it as my responsibility to uplift their intuition when they're like,
00:46:53.360 I don't know about all of this, you know, video game learning and the like, I really want to
00:46:58.000 support the cultivation of my children's intuition and their instinct and their emotional intelligence
00:47:04.700 and their relationship with place and their relationship with their curiosity, like you
00:47:10.100 were just speaking to. And so it is incredibly, incredibly important, if you ask me, to affirm
00:47:16.780 that piece around keeping it context-dependent, right? Situating our pedagogies attuned to the
00:47:27.060 people that are right in front of us. I do that with every single circle of participants that are
00:47:32.540 adults in Liberation Spring, but also for children, not sort of cutting and pasting some formulaic
00:47:40.660 model, but rather really respecting whatever subtle, little, intuitive noticing might be
00:47:49.240 taking place is really what's up if you ask me. Yes. Yes. Thank you for taking the time because
00:47:57.040 I know it is extra time to really relationship build and to really see people and acknowledge
00:48:03.100 them while learning rather than just forcing everybody into the same box that we know doesn't
00:48:09.040 work. We know that at this point, people learn differently. People have more needs
00:48:13.940 to reach for their curiosities than what we're offering. And it's just really sad and disturbing
00:48:23.080 how little, I don't want to say energy, because I know there are a lot of great teachers out there
00:48:28.560 really trying hard within a system that doesn't give them a lot of support, resources,
00:48:35.400 leeway to be able to serve the students in the way I know they'd want to. But it's, yeah, it's a very
00:48:42.460 messy and complex system in terms of the younger education system. So thank you for speaking to
00:48:49.660 that. And Anjali, I'm sure at this point for the wild listeners are really curious about learning
00:48:55.280 more about Liberation Spring and the courses you offer. From what I've seen, there is an incredible
00:49:01.380 offering ranging from courses on the politics of madness and sanity to techno skepticism and the
00:49:09.320 perils of the self-help new age industrial complex that promises us transformation through
00:49:15.360 consumption. All of these I already want to sign up for. So as we close our conversation,
00:49:20.760 I'd love to ask you how you cultivate your courses, what topics are especially important,
00:49:25.900 and what education is essential at this moment? So, you know, it is in part exactly like we were
00:49:32.160 just talking about, necessary for me to be directly responsive to what the community that
00:49:39.340 I am in relationship with is asking for and needs. So that is one of the principal sort of
00:49:46.420 decision-making processes that I take quite seriously in course rotation. And it's also
00:49:53.740 intuitive. And so it's funny because for the past couple of springs, I've offered this course,
00:50:00.240 Our Spirits Ourselves, that you were just alluding to, that really supports discernment
00:50:06.220 amidst the sort of mindfulness and new age and self-help industries, helping people understand
00:50:14.380 how they're actually forms of disaster capitalism. And so, this spring, multiple participants were
00:50:20.480 so excited to take that class a second or a third time and to have some of their buddies come
00:50:25.500 through. And even though multiple people in community were asking for that, I actually had
00:50:32.040 an intuitive sense that we needed to talk about revolution this spring. And so actually, I shared
00:50:38.740 with folks, some of whom were initially disappointed, you know what, I actually am going
00:50:43.180 to hold off on that for the time being, because I have a sense that we need to come together to
00:50:47.620 talk about revolution in the spring of 2020. And so sometimes it is my responsibility, even if
00:50:53.700 people share certain asks, to really honor the information that's coming through for me through
00:50:59.940 that channel. And so, it's a bit of, right, community requests, what I can anticipate would
00:51:06.160 be supportive for folks, and then what I'm receiving intuitively. And around what is most
00:51:11.960 necessary right now, one of my most humble encouragements to folks would be, as you're
00:51:18.280 determining what you're going to allow to influence your consciousness, to remember that your
00:51:26.160 attention is precious, to remember that your mind is to be cherished, and to remember that we're not
00:51:35.280 blank slates, we're not in some neutral place to be able to move out from, but to really center
00:51:43.740 the kind of unlearning and the kind of deconditioning from propaganda, from corporate
00:51:52.860 media spin from colonial educational systems, possibly from our socialization or familial
00:51:59.480 enculturation, to then be in a place to excavate the curiosities that might have been dormant.
00:52:08.460 And so before jumping into something that I know a whole lot of our loved ones do of, right,
00:52:15.620 piling on what always already exists, instead doing a little bit of decluttering and a little
00:52:25.540 bit of reorientation so that then we can get in touch with maybe our instinct, maybe our intuition,
00:52:35.600 maybe for some folks that are super into emotional intelligence, they might be well-advised to heal
00:52:41.160 their relationship with critical thinking, that also supports our collective liberation, right?
00:52:46.320 I mean, who and what benefits if we don't know how to critically think, right? And who and what
00:52:50.980 doesn't benefit, right? If we're not really versed in critical thinking. So as we're trying to heal
00:52:56.700 our perception so that then we can support collective liberation, really recognizing that
00:53:03.460 that is a holistic project. It's not just about somatic awareness, right? Like to hell with the
00:53:10.440 mind. It's all about my body. That's still kind of binaristic, right? But really striving to be 0.94
00:53:16.920 able to have the utmost respect for all of our awareness and in integrity.
00:53:24.700 Anjali, this has been such an eye-opening conversation. All of the intellectual and
00:53:34.740 emotional labor that you have put into your work and your discernment and your passion. It's been
00:53:42.740 so uplifting to talk to you today. It's been an honor. And one of the things that I so sincerely
00:53:50.160 pray and hope that your listeners will take seriously is that deep respect for our fullest
00:53:58.360 capacity to know. So say in a moment in history such as this, where unfortunately there can be
00:54:04.600 so much shaming of unpopular feelings. So say maybe at a superficial level, confusing fear
00:54:13.440 with fear mongering. So some folks that might have really lovely intentions, telling people
00:54:20.760 to not feel fear, right? This classic sort of FDR quote, the only thing to fear is fear itself.
00:54:27.500 But that unfortunately kind of misses our ancestors wouldn't have made it were they not
00:54:34.180 deeply in touch with their fear, to give thanks for our animal instinct that supports our
00:54:42.600 discernment to be able to enable us to survive. That's the gift that I'll keep on giving that
00:54:48.780 will allow our descendants to be. And so not shaming feelings, similarly honoring critical
00:54:57.480 thinking, similarly having the utmost respect for intuition and instinct, and being open to
00:55:07.400 perceive on all of those fronts in community, and hopefully as expansive of community as possible,
00:55:17.660 because when we get in silos or echo chambers of folks that mostly say, listen to the same media
00:55:25.580 outlets or listen to the same self-proclaimed thought leaders and so on and so forth, that can
00:55:32.160 be dangerous. And so I so sincerely hope that folks will honor whatever is coming up as a part
00:55:40.860 of their process, as opposed to, say, repressing it or suppressing it. And if they are being
00:55:47.760 influenced by folks that are, say, telling them to keep calm in a way that could actually be
00:55:54.480 deeply counter-revolutionary, to be frank, to recognize, oh, maybe actually there's something
00:56:01.460 in my fear that I might actually want to respect. Maybe if I'm feeling rage, that merits attention.
00:56:09.940 That means that I know that I'm worthy of dignity and I'm allowed to have boundaries. And so,
00:56:16.220 for example, if there are certain people speaking very loudly that say we should sacrifice folks
00:56:23.480 that are older or, you know, compromised for the sake of money, recognizing that any kind of fury
00:56:30.880 or indignation that emerges is definitely worth revering. It's not something to be repressed.
00:56:39.140 It's not something to be suppressed. And that, right, when we repress fears, instinct, intuition
00:56:46.740 leaves us in an unhonest, ungrounded place that can make ourselves much more vulnerable
00:56:55.700 to manipulation. And so I really just want to close out with the sincerest invitation
00:57:03.140 to listeners to have the utmost respect for truthfulness in this time.
00:57:08.800 well Anjali thank you again and I can't wait to see what your spring classes will be and we'll
00:57:19.840 keep everybody in touch with what's going on with you through social media and our website so folks
00:57:26.140 to learn more about Anjali please visit their website
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