00:00:00.000Hello, and welcome to For the Wild podcast. I'm Ayanna Young. Today, we are speaking with Dr.
00:00:10.080Bayo Okomalafe. In a sense, the fugitive answers the question that is hidden within the words of
00:00:21.300my elders when they say, in order to find your way, you must become lost.
00:00:28.260Bayo Komalafe, PhD, rooted with the Yoruba people in a more than human world, is the father to
00:00:35.620Alethea and Kaya, the grateful life partner to EJ, son and brother. A widely celebrated
00:00:42.480international speaker, post-humanist thinker, poet, teacher, public intellectual, essayist,
00:00:49.100and author of two books, These Wilds Beyond Our Fences, Letters to My Daughter on Humanity's
00:00:55.540Search for Home, and We Will Tell Our Own Story, The Lions of Africa Speak. Bayo Komalafe is the
00:01:03.060visionary founder of the Emergence Network and host of the online post-activist course,
00:01:08.040we will dance with mountains oh bio i am just so darn excited to be with you again exploring the
00:01:21.720edges and connecting i just appreciate you and our last conversation on the podcast was so
00:01:29.740so moving it definitely left me shook and I know so many of our listeners were too so I'm really
00:01:39.940looking forward to this it's uh wonderful to be with you again Ayanna looking forward to this
00:01:47.460this time the second time is a charm so I've heard me too so I want to start off by reading
00:01:56.960a quote from your multi-form essay coming down to earth and it goes like this quote
00:02:05.860we now live in fugitive times and fugitive times require fugitive epistemologies or ways of knowing
00:02:13.760deploying the settler epistemologies that contributed to the geo-ecological hostilities
00:02:19.440of the present risks reinforces the dynamics we want to address the promise of fugitivity as we
00:02:25.900shall see is that in a sense it helps re-sacralize the world, ministering to our weary bones by
00:02:32.800drawing God closer. So intimately close, in fact, that we lose some of the categorical independence
00:02:39.980modernity burdened us with. I know I'm starting off with a deep one, but there is so much in that
00:02:49.060quote that i want to explore more one being what is it to live in fugitive times that require
00:02:57.000fugitive epistemologies you know i've heard you speak the word fugitive many times and i feel so
00:03:04.940drawn to it but i'm not really sure that i understand it more than
00:03:11.380like body understanding like an intuitive maybe understanding but i'd love to hear you
00:03:18.280speak to that right well you could think about the fugitive as a mode of navigating the world
00:03:29.820a way of knowing right modern epistemologies are forward-facing
00:03:37.260um they centralize the knower right and they often thrive on what some philosophers would
00:03:49.760call representationalism that is the presumption that the world is outside external and our work
00:04:00.160is to adequately represent it, right, in our ideas, in our language, in our concepts,
00:04:07.700to bring it in, so to speak, to traverse the ontological gap between our skins and the
00:04:16.400environment, right? And that's the task of modernity. That way of knowing is costly,
00:04:25.460right and this is the idea then that if you if you perform knowing and notice i said
00:04:33.340perform right that that knowing is always a corporeal embodied tactile relating with the
00:04:41.680world that is always risky that is always speculative that is always experimental
00:04:47.960and it's always political right when we know the world in ways that
00:04:55.460um centralize us as prime knowers um one of the speculative costs of that is that we tend to see
00:05:06.680the environment as instrumental as dumb and mute and only there for our use right and that is why
00:05:17.120some writers and authors and speakers uh you know bring that kind of thinking in as complicit
00:05:26.460in the production of the troubles we're experiencing as a civilization today the
00:05:32.600anthropocene so to to know um you know fugitively if you will is to come alive to other senses
00:05:44.860it's to i i hesitate to use the word awaking um because it also presumes a binary
00:05:55.100between wakefulness and sleepfulness if you will um but it is to it is to navigate the world
00:06:05.620differently. There's a sense called proprioception, right, in which we kind of,
00:06:14.400our muscles, the way we move in the world, and the way we situate ourselves in space-time
00:06:20.560is what's at stake, right? That sense of proprioception, I like to think of
00:06:29.500knowing as proprioceptive, that how you move through the world makes the world and makes
00:06:36.620knowledge. Knowledge is not just a stable, objective thing out there, you know, at the end
00:06:43.560of a scientifically rigorous exercise. Knowledge is how we meet the world and how the world meets
00:06:49.780us in return. So fugitivity is really this political project, or maybe political on-project,
00:06:58.460that is about a call, a conjuring, an invitation to lose our way from the human, Ayana, the human.
00:07:09.560And I'm capitalizing the human here, the way Hortense Spillers might do it,
00:07:15.960the way Sylvia Winters might do it, the way C.L.R. James might do it,0.60
00:07:22.980those Caribbean philosophers, the way Wale Shoenka might do it. It's the idea that the human
00:07:32.960itself is not the anthropomorphic figures we're used to, you know, the figures and shapes we're
00:07:40.220used to. The human is a territory. It's a way of acting and thinking and believing. It's a mode of
00:07:49.120individuation. It's a way of desiring. It's an imaginative economy. It's a political imaginary,
00:07:57.600right? And this political imaginary is becoming toxic, right? It's a way of knowing. It's a
00:08:04.680colonial imperial order. It has its legacies in the Atlantic middle, in the slave ship.0.89
00:08:10.920What fugitivity is inviting is projects of exile, right, that move us away from the dissociative escape or transcendence of the modern and closer, as I write in that passage, to God, where God is not Gandalf or some bearded white dude on a throne in some distant fairyland.
00:08:38.500but God speculatively becomes the unbecoming, the becomingness of things, the unraveling,
00:08:48.780the teenage promiscuity of things, that this promiscuity is so severe and powerful and potent
00:08:58.140and vibrant that we can no longer even speak about a universe. That presupposes one thing.
00:09:05.180We can't even speak about a multiverse because that presupposes that numbers are stable categories.
00:09:11.780So I like to think of it as an indeterminiverse, that the world or the universe or something, words fail at this point, crumble entirely, that the world or the universe is still figuring itself out, right?
00:09:26.880And so the fugitive is the figure of the Anthropocene, a political invitation to unlearn mastery, to fall to the earth, to learn how to commune with soil,
00:09:44.240to disturb our social analytics that tends to centralize justice to move beyond critique0.65
00:09:53.940right to notice how even protest could be a department in the slave plantation
00:09:59.800and to travel to get lost in a sense the fugitive answers the question that is hidden within the
00:10:11.140words of my elders when they say in order to find your way you must become lost thank you for
00:10:19.000taking us there from the very beginning I was definitely getting lost in your words and
00:10:26.600I imagined myself falling to earth and feeling so held by the ground in this this longing this
00:10:37.940yearning like crying out to be held in a fugitive way and I'm thinking about
00:10:44.660you speaking about God and what it is to draw God closer and I think this is an interesting topic
00:10:55.740for me right now especially because I think about God and spirituality and of course
00:11:01.340in different times in human history God was a lot more important seemingly than they are now
00:11:08.380and I think that this type of post-modernity post-spirituality post-God
00:11:16.180world is not good for us in a lot of ways like without God what holds us accountable
00:11:25.020without God how do we live in right relationship when I say God it can mean so many things but I
00:11:32.100want to pause there and just ask for you to speak about God more and maybe reflect on
00:11:42.120what it has been for us humans to lose that intimate connection with God and how do we come
00:11:50.900back or find new ways of relating to that type of life force or source to belonging
00:12:03.560i think i would source my response from katherine keller
00:12:10.220um and who's a theologian um and a brilliant thinker uh that i really deeply respect and
00:12:21.980she speaks about the the traditions um i could probably i could never speak about these matters
00:12:30.300in in the same um vein as she does but she speaks about the the apophatic and the cataphatic
00:12:39.140these were and are traditions of coming to understand the notion of god where the cataphatic
00:12:50.840is the is the you might call it the ancient acknowledgement of god that is populated by
00:13:00.660statements um that you know are about what god is right so you can say god is good god is great
00:13:14.560god is huge god is kind god is wonderful god is infinite and all these are positive statements
00:13:22.680right um they are even to say god is evil in this sense of positive statement you have
00:13:28.540something to say about God, something definite that is about, uh, God's attributes. And I use
00:13:36.100his most of the time, because I grew up in a tradition that was more comfortable, um, thinking
00:13:41.440about God as a, as a male, right? Um, even though I had my seditious moments, um, and it's not even
00:13:50.420sedition right because there are many places in the christian text um where god speaks about
00:13:58.760um feeding you know breasts to his children or to her children like a mother and i really loved
00:14:07.960that anyway i digress um so those are cataphatic statements and then there there's a different
00:14:14.960tradition, ancient tradition that is apophatic, that is situated in this idea that the more we
00:14:23.440say things about God, the more we lose the sense of Godness, right? Because God is infinite and God
00:14:32.420is beyond saying, right? The moment you try to say God is something or God isn't something, you
00:14:44.960or rather God is something not isn't in this in this sense you lose you postpone God you kind of
00:14:52.860lose the the sense of potency that comes with the negative theologies so apophatic theologies
00:15:01.760are negative theologies they're more like God isn't right and the idea is to we draw more and
00:15:08.920more and more away from any positive statement that can be made about God in the hope that
00:15:15.320by and by, we might be engulfed by this Godhood, right? We might be taken back by this infinite
00:15:23.880nothingness that is also infinite somethingness, right? But that escapes language so thoroughly
00:15:31.260as to discipline our attempts to name God.
00:15:37.520And what Catherine Keller does with this concept
00:15:43.640So she calls it apophatic entanglement.
00:15:46.720And what she wants to do is to put God to work
00:15:50.200in a different way so that it's not just a sailing
00:15:54.080into a Socratic or Platonic nothingness.
00:15:58.340Instead, what she wants to do is to bring God down to earth, to make God, in some sense, synonymous with the loss of image, the loss of the familiar, the fugitive breakthroughs, you know, that tantalizes from the wild edges.
00:16:21.180that God is not so much the temple as he is the mad man outside the temple, you know, conjuring
00:16:31.440and babbling and inviting us to seditious playgrounds. God is the breakthrough. God is the
00:16:38.920crack, right? So I often think about God together with Catherine Keller as a godding, right? I put
00:16:46.460a gerund after God, that God is not just some stable figure that holds the objective moral
00:16:53.620universe in place. You know, to think that way, to think about God in that way, is to risk
00:17:01.940imperial narratives and imperial dynamics, to think that one needs to appease an external figure,
00:17:13.220right that is outside of our bodily entanglements that it's outside of lichen and microbial and
00:17:22.500mycorrhizal and rhizomatic becoming that is in a sense to um to capture god in a in a knowable way
00:17:32.800So the Kalarian idea of an unknowable God really appeals to me. It's the idea that God is still figuring itself, herself, himself, themselves out. God is still being worked out.0.96
00:17:52.640God is not just an essence. God is a becoming. God is a dying. God is a living. God is the animacy
00:18:00.720of a mushroom world. God is the weather. God is geology. And this is not just to say in a glid way
00:18:08.180that God is everything, because there's no such thing as everything. That's just a convenience
00:18:13.360of language. And there's no umbrella term to capture things that are happening in their
00:18:18.820happenings, right? There is only this convenience of speaking and words. So I like to think about
00:18:30.380God in this way, as fugitive, as the crack in things that disciplines our attempts to name
00:18:37.440with any sense of finality yeah I appreciate the uncapturability or the like now you're spinning
00:18:52.900words yeah just like we can't hold God it's um there's like I'm just seeing God fall through my
00:19:02.120fingers as you're speaking and there's some relief in that and there's some nervousness
00:19:08.860in that as well for me good but I guess there's this gnawing question that keeps coming to me
00:19:19.240which is something around accountability or justice or right relationship or what holds us
00:19:27.780humans what holds us what contains us how do we hold ourselves accountable who do we serve
00:19:37.800um if not god and wanting to bring up that justice accountability being good at this point
00:20:56.480And it is said that Ogun marshaled and galvanized and brought together an army to chase down these slavers, to chase them away.
00:21:14.840um but as he headed to the beach he was met by his brother issue and issue is a trickster issue is
00:21:28.600mischievous it when one prays you pray issue come close but not too close so that sense of
00:21:36.200That sense of intimacy and distance and irony and paradox and complexity is sensed in this engagement with archetypal flows and what the Yoruba people figure as Eshu.
00:21:54.640It is said that Ogun met Eshu, and Eshu regaled him with stories and stuff, and served him palm wine, and eventually succeeded at putting him to sleep, his brother putting Ogun to sleep.
00:22:11.800And then brought in the ships even closer, stole into those ships and traveled across the Atlantic with the slaves, which doesn't make for a happy ending.
00:22:35.820right if you're to say that within a traditional social justice forum because it's a story of
00:22:44.780complicity it's a troubling account of our own gods doing us in but there's there's a thing about
00:22:53.420tricksters and how they defy moral stabilities. In some sense, moral stability emerges in the
00:23:07.900wake of the tricksters' adventures. And that's one way of seeing the world as open and experimental,
00:23:17.520but not so open that anything goes right that in moving and navigating through the world
00:23:25.740and not just humans other things as well the more than human we co-produce moral architecture
00:23:34.560moral stabilities some of them we have names for you just named a few good accountable evil
00:23:43.680you know turning away a bypass you know um and and in naming and in inhabiting and in performing
00:23:54.440those moral architectures we place make the world we terraform the world as we are terraformed
00:24:01.700ourselves as we learn to acculturate ourselves to the psychic demands of these moral stabilities
00:24:09.060But moral stabilities are also indebted to larger territorial flows. So even the concept of good and accountability and evil is also indebted to other things. The river, the libidinal flows, and the archetypal algorithms that make us us are constantly migrating.
00:24:32.020And in those moments, good could become incarcerating.
00:24:36.860The very idea of good could become troubling, right?
00:24:42.280And there are many stories I can tell you, but the most famous, familiar one is the story in Things Fall Apart,
00:24:50.820And how this culturally stable setting with your coherence and just the attempt of the protagonist trying to live true to those moral demands on this person creates trouble.
00:25:07.800which tells me and I think to any other reader that the world is imbued with irony and paradox
00:25:16.920and complexity that are not reducible to the ways we speak about things in terms of good versus evil
00:25:23.560in terms of accountability so this is not to dismiss any of that it is to notice that
00:25:30.720those moralities are indebted to ethical flows so this is differentiating between ethics and
00:25:39.400morality morality might might pose the question of what should we do but ethics is about what
00:25:46.200comes to matter and what comes to be excluded in the mattering of what comes to matter
00:25:51.300I hope I'm still making some sense. So, so the question about, you know, who do we answer to?
00:26:05.320What, who do we, who are we accountable to? Must be framed within the Cosmo vision that gave it
00:26:15.040life. If you're asking within postmodernism or modernism, which must postpone God indefinitely
00:26:22.240in order for the human to thrive, then that question becomes urgent. But if you're dealing
00:26:32.400with a different cosmovision, where good is just one of a number of moral archetypes that are
00:26:40.420available, and is not always promising for the project of thriving on the planet, then
00:26:48.300other questions come into being, then we have to situate the trickster and ask, what is the
00:26:54.980trickster doing? How are we shifting today? What are the demands that are being placed upon us,
00:27:01.540you know, in order to be alive to the sensuous flows of the world? What could, in what way,
00:27:07.780let me put it this way, in what way, and I ask this question all the time, in what way does
00:27:11.600justice stand in the way of transformation, right? In what way does being good actually come,
00:27:18.700become an obstacle to being sensuous, right? In what way does it become an exoskeleton
00:27:24.540that chains us to the ground, you know, with a presumption that the universe is coherent,
00:27:30.580morally coherent, or to repeat the age-old phrase saying of Martin Luther King that the
00:27:38.660world or the moral arc of the universe bends towards justice, right? In what sense is that
00:27:46.620true? And in what sense does the universe exceed that sentiment? So I don't think that if we think
00:27:56.100about God as an external being, we can escape the trap of good versus evil. And I call it a trap
00:28:04.600within that setting, within the cosmovision I'm speaking from. But if we think about God as this
00:28:12.640ecology of trickster, of archetype, of cybernetic flows, of technologies, of monsters, of ghosts and
00:28:22.200becomeings, of scabbed over oceans, of moanings, of songs, of murmurations, of rhizomes that are
00:28:31.000still figuring themselves out, then other questions become possible. Then we're no longer asking simply
00:28:36.620who do we kowtow to or who do we bow to. We're asking how we are co-producing those realities,
00:28:44.940those moral realities, right? And we're asking, you know, what other questions are
00:28:51.960inviting us to pay attention at this point in time?
00:29:14.940I've worked real hard for my body to be a place where I am able to worship in,
00:29:29.900and I cannot allow you to mess that up.
00:29:34.200My house did not become my home, my body did,
00:29:38.420and I find it hard to deny rent to demons when they are willing to pay three months in advance.
00:30:59.440well um when i was a nerd as an undergrad um i had this latin um phrase that i can't remember
00:31:18.320i think it's uh veritas a something a prevalent it it it was it translates to truth is great
00:31:27.160and shall prevail right and I had it inscribed on all my notes all my class notes all my journals
00:31:34.440and yes you're hearing that right I did not have a social life I was about the library
00:31:40.760kind of life and about the theology and psychology and Freud and reading all of them through each
00:31:48.560other kind of life um and it was not at all difficult for me to notice that to speak truth
00:31:57.340um or to think about truth this capital t truth and i give you that you know appellation as well
00:32:05.160is to think with in very strong eschatological christian terms and i'm not saying this is the
00:32:14.100only way to make this connection or to think about truth, right? But there's something deeply
00:32:20.860platonic about thinking about the world this way. And speaking about platonic, right, this is what
00:32:28.320the French philosophers Deleuze and Guattari refer to as arborescent thinking or arboreal
00:32:37.920thinking. It's from the arboreal or borosan, it's to think like trees or a tree line that comes
00:32:47.600from the roots and proceeds to the less important parts, which are the branches, so to speak.
00:32:53.460And they hated thinking like trees because what that signifies basically is a borosan thinking
00:32:59.220is representational thinking. It's this platonic idea that the world around us is just this roving
00:33:07.760material mass of appearances. It's phenomenon, not noumenon, right? So this is just lesser
00:33:18.240secondary stuff. There's a world, an ideal world of forms, right, behind the world we're used to.
00:33:28.780And this is why we need philosopher kings in a platonic city, people who are trained and
00:33:36.440disciplines to see the world as it is and not those ravenous masses that are animal
00:33:44.500in their senses and do not have the fine tastes of discerning truth, right? So it's this binary0.69
00:33:52.580dualistic situation that sees a world of forms and a world of representations. This is
00:34:00.820abortion thinking. So you look at a cartoon, and a cartoon is a representation of a human being,0.92
00:34:10.640right? It's just an appearance, you know, a shadow is a representation of a human being.
00:34:17.440And those French philosophers I named were against that kind of thinking. They were asking,
00:34:23.880what if we, instead of thinking about the world in this dualistic way, what if we allowed cartoons
00:34:30.560to do things only cartoons can do, instead of just being representatives of an ideal form,
00:34:38.340right? What if instead of thinking of Pinocchio as less than a real boy, we ask,
00:34:47.940what can a wooden boy do, right? What can Pinocchio do? So this turns the tree or dismisses the tree
00:34:58.180kind of thinking, arboreal, arborescent thinking. And then we are introduced to rhizomes, roots,
00:35:05.640searching from different directions, where there's no origin point, where there's no destination
00:35:11.300point, where every point is originary, where every point is a destination, and every point is
00:35:18.400simultaneously a middle, right? It's performing different things at once. It's duplicitous. It's
00:35:26.280trickstery. If we think of the world as rhizomatic instead of arborescent, then the new has space to
00:35:34.940thrive. Then we can understand differences. For instance, black bodies, not as approximations of
00:35:42.100white bodies, but as ontological gifts doing their own thing. We can understand different kinds of
00:35:50.780families that are being proliferated around the world right now, not as unstable, shadowy
00:35:59.040reflections of the nuclear family, as we understand it, but as family itself, exploring the
00:36:07.360meanings of family, it becomes rhizomatic. The world becomes abundant and promiscuous
00:36:16.900and teenage right now i forget your question ayana because i just traipsed off into my poetic
00:36:23.740i was with you i was i feel like i was on the ride with you sitting next to you and
00:36:29.440waving my arms as we would swoop down and go up and i was really waving my hands here
00:36:35.500yeah it's oh i was really i was in this inquiry of truth and god and how they relate and i think
00:36:45.760part of where I was going with that is, I guess in my mind, when I think of capital T truth,
00:36:54.120or God or right relationship, I think about the earth. And I think, well, it only makes sense
00:37:01.320to serve our home. And we can look at home as earth as our ecosystems as the waters that flow
00:37:10.120through where we live the trees that give us oxygen like we're serving our home instead we're
00:37:17.440living you know at this point kind of globally the over culture is ecocidal we're killing our home
00:37:26.420and to me that seems like truth and god were like put in a blender and what has happened to the
00:37:34.240clarity that maybe some of our ancestors had that truth and God lives within the land that allows us
00:37:45.000to be alive to become like all of this becoming and even the ability to think and to perform and
00:37:55.800to imagine and to be trickster all comes from the earth allowing us to sustain life so i would think
00:38:05.780that our moralities and our ethics would all come back to how do we protect that which allows us to
00:38:13.600live i'm looking around this earth and the suffering and the pain and honestly just the
00:38:21.400insanity of how we have ended up here and I want to believe that there is some trickster story that
00:38:33.900we're living through and there will be some type of something on the other side where we're like
00:38:38.860oh this is why we went through this mental breakdown but I'm not sure and I I'm definitely
00:38:47.240not sure. So, yeah, I think that's the underpinnings of this question around God and truth.
00:38:54.980You know, I really honor, I honor that and I celebrate that. It's, it's, um, I think of these
00:39:03.140insights, these concepts, um, as, as world making in their consequences. And we do need that. It's,
00:39:14.220It's, we can say that it's potentially problematically essentialist, right, to think about truth in the ways that are familiar to the modern, or even to so many indigenous groups around the world, even mine, right?
00:39:42.020because maybe I should put it this way with a story stories are always a good way to enter
00:39:52.420but this will be briefer this brother of mine tells me a story about
00:39:58.680a group that traveled I think it's from the First Nation tribe travels to China
00:40:11.920for an for a gathering that involves indigenous groups around the world
00:40:16.360and i think they've been trying to re revive a project um that is about you know images and
00:40:25.640connecting to the dream world and connecting to their tricksters and and things like that
00:40:30.760um for a long time they're artists but they've not found their mojo they've not found this flow
00:40:37.980they've not connected to ancestry something is missing well the story goes that they are in this
00:40:43.880festival in China is it I think it's China yes and and they are in dancing on the streets
00:40:51.640and they're they they fall into conversation with another indigenous group and from a different
00:40:59.480part of the world and they're just mixing and sharing experiences when it seems all of a sudden
00:41:06.340I think how the story goes. One member of the former indigenous group from the Americas
00:41:14.840that I've been speaking about becomes possessed, so to speak, and starts to fling his arms wildly1.00
00:41:26.520on the streets, and does it so hard and so prominently that a police officer has to be
00:41:35.640brought in to try to contain the situation, right? But some event happens, and this signals the
00:41:44.920return of a trickster that they have been waiting on in their own lands for a long time, but did
00:41:51.400not meet them in their own place, met them in the diaspora, met them in a foreign, strange place.
00:41:59.000And that night, as I've been told, all of them have dreams of images that come to them. And these
00:42:08.080images of what to do with their art is nothing like what they would have expected. They would
00:42:16.460They've expected to maybe create masks out of the original fabrics that their ancestors used.
00:42:23.860But instead, they create selfies, like this trickster figure that alights upon them,
00:42:31.040inspires them to use modern images, to use modern tools and modern objects to create the sacred.
00:42:42.680and i just want that to sink in for a while and and my sense here and that's the end of the story
00:42:48.740anyway my sense here is is to notice how the sacred travels right there there's sometimes this
00:42:59.700um reconstructionist way um that comes to mind how we speak about the past you know and i'm
00:43:09.240always wary about the story that this narrative that there was once a time where everything was
00:43:16.060harmonious, where we had this indigenous alignment with truth and right relationship, and then
00:43:24.380something happened, and everything went wrong, and now we're trying to restore that relationship.
00:43:30.700First of all, it doesn't do justice to the complexity of the lives of our ancestors.
00:43:36.900Summarily, it also contains them in static temporality, as if the past is done with, as if, you know, those lives are not still consequential and material and political, hidden constituents of our social material realms, even right now.0.91
00:44:00.080It kind of romanticizes the indigenous. And this is why, you know, sometimes I find that in the recent upheavals and desire to center indigenous realities, there is a romanticization of those indigenous technologies that kind of instrumentalizes them for modern anxieties.
00:44:28.080anxieties, like grabs them by the scruff of their necks and says, you know, here's climate change,
00:44:34.060what do we do about it? Do we take ayahuasca? We'll do it. Do we sit in the desert for seven
00:44:39.500days? We'll do that as well. But it's like a museum, it's like a museuming, like a quarreling
00:44:50.440or coddling of the indigenous. Even the naming the indigenous, I know it's useful for political0.99
00:44:56.840reasons, and divorcing it entirely from the modern does not allow for the complexity of
00:45:05.020movements and shifts that are still happening, right? That the sacred travels, it's not that
00:45:13.420still. So to the question of right relationship, I think my heart's yearning is to bless that,
00:45:23.360is to acknowledge that yearning, that desire for a different relationship that is not
00:45:31.120supported by our modern suburban arrangements. But also to caution that sometimes in our quest
00:45:40.280to go back, we actually re-entrench or reinforce and re-inscribe the modern. It's a deeply modern
00:45:49.360way of thinking to situate time on a simple linearity and to conveniently locate the indigenous
00:45:56.860in an originary Puritan past that can be resuscitated by some kind of advocacy or
00:46:05.480conservationism or preservationism or reconstructionism. I feel that the indigenous
00:46:14.020is melting and moving and traveling and migrating.1.00
00:46:18.920That the modern too is a form of indigeneity0.91
00:46:24.000And that we cannot easily parse or divide the world
00:46:28.040between we're in an evil world right now
00:46:31.600and once it was good and fine and dandy.
00:46:35.140So that our work is much more complex.
00:46:37.800It's about listening more than just restoring an image.
00:46:44.020So right relationship is as useful a concept as it can be. There's danger there too. There's something, not even remotely, but presently and urgently essentialist about it.
00:47:07.020But that still might do some good work in turning our heads, you know, our attention, our hearts, our bodies to a different cultural formulation. But nothing appears in the world that does not appear with risk and with tension.
00:51:44.360which is just one aspect of the Anthropocene,
00:51:46.680it makes this brazen attempt to wrap us all into its royal we as some authors call it so we need
00:51:56.860to do something about this we are all in this trouble together we need to get our axe to get
00:52:02.120that we it just it's a it's a mess right it's a it's a monolithic heap of a we because it it0.98
00:52:13.840doesn't it kind of lumps the United States for instance together in the same boat with Zambia0.90
00:52:22.060you know as if they were equally complicit that's one way of looking about it or looking at it
00:52:29.040and so authors distinguish the African Anthropocene to talk about the other effects
00:52:35.640You know, the racializing effects of the Anthropocene in world politics today and how the history is considered and how knowledges are considered and how our playgrounds and landscapes are still being terraformed by biochemical, industrial, economical projects of the West, right?
00:52:58.620and how, for instance, wind or rather air quality in Lagos will hardly be a project of the UN
00:53:09.400or World Health Organization. That data will probably not be found as easily as air quality
00:53:18.540will be found in New York, or rather data about air quality will be found on the internet about
00:53:24.960New York. So that's the African Anthropocene. But I coined the term Afro-scene to do some0.99
00:53:32.680other kind of work, to invite a noticing of the more than human constituents of our politics
00:53:45.180today, to say that the world has ended many times, like I say in that, like I said in
00:53:52.800that speech. And with the world ending, and with these cracks emerging, we're suddenly, so to speak,
00:54:02.020exposed to the diasporic quality of our bodies, right? So that in a sense, we are no longer as
00:54:13.900composed as we were and the idea here is that the human or whatever colonial project you can
00:54:23.140that can come to mind is not as resolutely stable for all time as we think it is that when
00:54:30.840the world ends when hiroshima is exploded when time stops something happens to our bodies with
00:54:39.520Hiroshima, for instance, CO2 and radiation just blasted into the environment, settling into our0.72
00:54:50.280skins, into the ocean, so that every one of us born after that time, I think up till now,
00:54:59.320has a little bit of that radiation from Hiroshima still exploding in our cells, right? So we are
00:55:06.600changed by cracks, by events. The idea of post-activism is not a way of dismissing activism,
00:55:16.400not a way of saying after activism. It's not another post-project. It's a way of saying
00:55:22.080that we cannot continue forward because the road is exploded. The road is gone. And now we're in
00:55:31.040very awkward circumstances because the map, the terrain is no longer familiar. Vision is
00:55:39.860gone. Plumes of smoke everywhere. There's a pandemic with the market space in our bodies
00:55:48.520everywhere right now. The public is haunted. That's the idea. And now we must meet these monsters.
00:55:55.380We must meet these alien bodies at the crossroads, right?1.00
00:56:00.020Post-activism is always a matter of disability.0.99
00:56:04.660Not so much spanking new capacities, but disability.
00:56:10.660Where something breaks, that agency becomes distributed.
00:56:15.900That's why, in a sense, post-activism means or suggests that the territorial,
00:56:22.260agential, humanist, dissociated self. The citizen is dead. And suddenly, we are all exposed to these
00:56:33.540immersive waters. And now we now have to take into consideration what these others, these strange
00:56:40.080others are doing. Doing is no longer our thing. You know, doing is now a shared co-production of
00:56:47.840the next. So post-activism asks questions like, so who do we meet? Who becomes our new ally?
00:56:58.460You know, how do we even ask that question, given that the future is broken? What does time mean
00:57:05.160right now? How do we live in a world that is uncertain, right? So post-activism, I like to say,
00:57:13.380is the creolization of agency from creole, a mixing, an estrangement, is that forward movement
00:57:22.220is no longer possible. We now must dance awkwardly. It's the proliferation of monstrous tentacles,
00:57:29.180Ayana. It's like suddenly we're no longer human, we're monsters. And we're now living in a time
00:57:36.920of failure. And the promise of post-activism is the political project of making sanctuary,
00:57:44.060where making sanctuary is not about keeping people safe. It's not a politics that can be
00:57:52.280reduced to safety. Sanctuary is not safety here. Sanctuary is, from our point of view,
00:58:00.020how do we take care of the fugitives, right? We become the temples offering sanctuary to the
00:58:06.860criminal. So how do we gather around the criminal? How do we nurture this panting, fugitive,
00:58:16.640possibly a murderer? How do we make room for this, you know, disability? And what do we do1.00
00:58:24.620with this place of fugitive power and in my estimation that is one way the new can be
00:58:33.940sustained or can be supported the danger is always that we relapse into the familiar we get back to
00:58:42.000normal bio that was just i don't have words right now i at the beginning of this conversation i was
00:58:59.600mentioning that after so many amazing conversations and so much research i feel like
00:59:05.640i am more confused than ever and really in so many ways at a loss of how to understand this time
00:59:16.720and how you just navigated this really bumpy trail that i think so many of us are are conscious
00:59:27.220of being on was really comforting in, uh, in a strange way. It's like, it's, I don't know.
00:59:36.460I'm trying to understand where the comfort lies for me in that, but maybe it feels comforting
00:59:41.760because it's, it's almost like the most authentic understanding of what it is to be alive right
00:59:49.860now is this way of not understanding and I think maybe also when we're when you're speaking of
00:59:58.140the murderer or the the one that we're taking in it's almost like we're taking in that side
01:00:04.320of ourselves as well oh yes oh yes yes yes it it's it's like we are we're imbricated with the
01:00:16.540things we're trying to escape from that's the that's the trouble right there it's it's um
01:00:24.840it's a story of um you might get you might get some chuckle and laugh out out of this
01:00:32.480it is this story of the of the atmospheric atmospheric chemist Jonathan Williams I think
01:00:40.340works at the Max Planck Institute I've spoken about him and his work for some time um
01:01:16.540And I'll cut the long story short, it's about this guy who is trying to answer the question, do humans contribute to climate change?
01:01:28.700Do we actually emit those gases, those greenhouse gases, carbon dioxide, to significant levels to actually alter the environment?
01:01:40.880And his data says no, not to that significant level.
01:01:44.280But a new question emerges in the in the meantime, as he's exploring that question, and it is about this gaseous entity that is the human because we're bags of gas right.
01:01:57.280And he's asking a question about is it possible to to decipher human emotions through atmospheric gases.
01:02:14.280So he gets this cinema, this theater contained and runs 106 sessions, 9,500 people, 16 genres of film, romance, adventure, blah, blah, blah, the Hunger Games, you know, and basically spools air through the theater on one end.
01:02:42.980then measures the outcome on the other. His idea is to try to, in plain scenes, detect the chemicals
01:02:51.980that are emitted from the theater goers and are associated with certain scenes. And they do this
01:03:00.300and are able to come to some sort of exactitude, some sort of certainty that tells them almost to
01:03:09.660a T, based on the composition of, you know, VOCs, they're called volatile organic compounds.
01:03:21.120They're able to tell what scene is at play within the theater, right? So it's carbon dioxide that
01:03:29.600is mostly emitted, and isoprene, another hydrocarbon entity. And it literally suggests
01:03:41.860that suspense is in the air. You know, one article I read, you know, put it that way,
01:03:46.860suspense is literally in the air. And I think this is just shocking stuff. This is beautiful,
01:03:57.060rich theory making work because what it does is it suggests like teresa brennan would do with the
01:04:05.100transmission of affect her book of late memory right now um that we are we are atmospheric beings
01:04:15.580ayana we are not just contained flesh we are spread out quite literally and that in a sense
01:04:24.520we are participants in an ecosystem of feeling, right? That shock and laughter and despair,
01:04:36.880you know, they were able to notice the parts where people were actually anxious
01:04:41.260for the life of the protagonist of some given film they were watching. That, in a sense,
01:04:48.320is not just greenhouse gases that are floating up into the atmosphere. It's that despair and sadness
01:04:56.880and laughter and joy could actually become territorial entities. So feelings are more
01:05:04.140than just human products. They are atmospheric, geologic, doing other things other than being
01:05:11.020felt. And so they enlist bodies in their territoriality. So joy could become a principality
01:05:19.420and a power. Despair, depression could become a principality and power speculatively, right?
01:05:26.240We're only beginning to understand the sense in which we are more than our bodies. We exceed
01:05:32.400ourselves. If we're swimming in those waters, if we're swimming in afrocenic waters, if we're
01:05:40.940participating in ghostly becomings, ghastly becomings, chemical becomings, microbial
01:05:47.820becomings, neuroparasitological becomings, theological becomings, then it's not really
01:05:55.540easy to collapse the world to safety, to collapse the world to a sense of isolated
01:06:02.520cells to collapse the world to pristine identities then the world is undone you know not in a0.98
01:06:11.580permanent way but in a way that it suggests that categoricity is also a becoming also migrant also0.96
01:06:21.140nomadic this is where post-activism does its terrible work because it's now about how do we
01:06:28.460travel? What new questions are powerful? What should we listen to right now? It's not easily
01:06:35.340collapsible to compassion, or let's just all love each other. Love is all we need. No, the universe
01:06:41.500loses that kind of moral coherence. And suddenly, even its physical laws shapeshift, and we're being
01:06:49.060invited to thrive, to die, to travel along with it. But I've gotten too far ahead of myself.
01:06:58.460No. Oh, Bayo, I am just so grateful for this time with you, and it was truly medicine for me
01:07:11.340on a personal note, and I can only imagine what all those ears out there will be soaking in from
01:07:21.200this exploration with you and i really appreciate you thank you so much for this time and this
01:07:29.320winding trail that we've navigated through together my pleasure my sister so grateful
01:07:38.520thank you for listening to this episode of for the wild podcast the music you heard today
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