For The Wild - January 26, 2022


MICHAEL MEADE on Cultivating Mythic Imagination [ENCORE] ⧸270

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00:00:00.800 Welcome to For the Wild podcast. I'm Ayanna Young. This week we are rebroadcasting our
00:00:07.160 interview with Michael Mead, originally aired in June of 2019. We hope you enjoy this special
00:00:13.540 encore episode.
00:00:19.980 When the planet is in this much trouble, we're in the dark night of the soul of the planet itself,
00:00:26.320 then we are strangely closer to the seeds of imagination that can be used to reinvigorate
00:00:34.820 life and also possibly heal, not just personally, but on a collective and possibly planetary level.
00:00:45.820 Today we are speaking with Michael Mead. Michael is a renowned storyteller, author,
00:00:51.120 and scholar of mythology, anthropology, and psychology. He combines hypnotic storytelling,
00:00:57.660 street-savvy perceptiveness, and spellbinding interpretations of ancient myths with a deep
00:01:03.140 knowledge of cross-cultural rituals. He is the author of The Genius, Myth, Fate, and Destiny,
00:01:10.420 The Two Agreements of the Soul, Why the World Doesn't End, The Water of Life, Initiation,
00:01:16.300 and the tempering of the soul. Mead is the founder of Mosaic Multicultural Foundation,
00:01:22.200 a non-profit network of artists, activists, and community builders that encourages
00:01:26.980 greater understanding between diverse peoples. Well, Michael, thank you so much for joining us
00:01:33.280 today on For the Wild. It's really a pleasure to have you with us. Great to be with you, Ayang.
00:01:39.080 So I want to talk about your most recent publication to begin with, Awakening the Soul,
00:01:44.140 and you touch on a number of very large global crises from climate change and natural disasters
00:01:51.300 to political polarization and the proliferation of mass destruction and you write about these
00:01:58.200 issues as symptoms of a much deeper-seated problem, a toxic underlying culture of disconnection from
00:02:05.620 the quote natural world, each other, and our own souls. So to begin this interview, I'm wondering
00:02:12.440 if you could guide us into your thinking around these disorienting and troubled times you know
00:02:18.720 how is our current predicament connected to a much larger and profound reckoning of who we are
00:02:24.460 and how we must change in order to survive and thrive on this planet and then maybe a second
00:02:29.400 part is how does this connect to how we can understand this time in terms of the mythological
00:02:35.560 notion that there is the story of the world and the story of the individual soul weaving through
00:02:41.000 one another? So that's where I usually start looking at the idea that there are two great
00:02:47.720 stories going on at the same time for humans. And one is what I would call the eternal drama
00:02:56.900 of the manifest world. In other words, I think it doesn't come to an end. I think it mythologically,
00:03:04.220 it can't um it had no specific time of beginning and therefore it doesn't have to have a specific
00:03:12.600 end so that's one big idea mythological idea and then the other is that the other you know
00:03:19.420 kind of eternal drama is the drama of the individual soul in the midst of the ever-changing
00:03:25.360 world and why i like to look at those two things is when you approach it from the old ideas
00:03:33.700 of the embodied soul then the individual soul is secretly connected to the soul of the world
00:03:41.040 and where that becomes important nowadays i think is it takes away some of the idea
00:03:49.540 of oh i'm just a little speck in the great universe and there's nothing i can do
00:03:55.600 to change the kind of uh catastrophic condition that have now affecting the earth
00:04:01.260 and it doesn't go to the old kind of discredited idea that humans are in charge of nature.
00:04:08.060 It actually goes a different route, that humans are secretly through human nature, connected to
00:04:13.700 nature. And if we could become a better version of our own nature, we could actually relate better,
00:04:20.620 but also possibly contribute to the healing of what they used to call great nature. And
00:04:27.900 And to pull the thread all the way through, in contrary to Western ideas of the kind of opposition of culture and nature, when people act from the genuine ground of human nature, the human soul becomes the meeting ground of culture and nature.
00:04:48.020 And so going back to the, I think was the first question you were posing, I think we're in such an extreme condition that we need a different view of the world than we have inherited.
00:05:03.060 And so that is the other element. I think we're in a cosmological crisis, mythological crisis, and a psychological crisis, as well as a climate crisis.
00:05:17.600 And the latest thing, I guess, being reported on the crisis of nature in freefall, where it comes to the loss of species.
00:05:28.320 so to transition into a conversation on the mythology of today and the notion of the popular
00:05:36.780 quote american mythology there are those who say we are lacking others argue that our mythology
00:05:44.460 is embodied in concepts like democracy or progress or even that mythology is recreated
00:05:50.580 through the production of entertainment and if this is so then i can't help but think about
00:05:57.000 how the stories we tell in this culture are grounded in individualism, the linear arc of
00:06:03.100 the hero's journey, for example. So I'd love to hear your thoughts on this. Do you think modern
00:06:09.220 culture requires a new mythology, or must we connect with age-old myths? Do you see a hyper
00:06:16.180 focus on individualism in the modern adaptation of mythology, and does this limit its ability to
00:06:21.920 heal on a cultural level? Really good nuanced question. So there's a problem with the idea of
00:06:29.840 a new myth because myth is by its nature ancient. It kind of rests on what they used to call
00:06:39.720 archetypes, the kind of root basis of things that manifest in the world. And so it's a little bit
00:06:48.200 of a hard thing to straighten out. A lot of people talk about a new paradigm, but paradigm is really
00:06:54.120 another word for archetype. Arche means ancient. Mythic imagination is ancient and immediate at
00:07:04.100 the same time. It's not a choice between new and old. It's really, I think, a bringing together of
00:07:12.580 the ancient and the immediate. For instance, the big concern, and probably so, is about nature now.
00:07:20.180 Well, nature isn't new. Nature is the old, you know, ecology of place. So new is the sales pitch
00:07:28.660 of the culture of individualism and progress, I would say. So what I think we're looking for is,
00:07:36.600 it's difficult to say simply but where I wind up focusing is in creative imagination
00:07:46.180 which they used to say imagination is the deepest power of the human soul and then even someone
00:07:55.320 like Einstein said that nothing can exist until it has first been imagined so when we get involved
00:08:02.220 in creative imagination, we're actually close to creation itself. And I think what we're trying to
00:08:09.640 do is find a greater and more imaginative way of seeing the world and our place in it.
00:08:17.740 You mentioned, you know, the hero's journey, which is probably the only familiar myth to people in
00:08:24.660 the United States, really. And that's partially because it was the basis for Star Wars. And that's
00:08:31.860 what made those ideas popular and there's a limitation to the hero's myth a number of them
00:08:38.560 and that's why one reason i wrote the book called the genius myth i was trying to suggest an
00:08:44.620 imagination different than the hero because the hero tends to be masculine in one sense tends to
00:08:51.400 be very uh external achievable oriented kind of muscular and in the extreme leads to all of these
00:09:00.300 um video games that are violent with kind of heroic battles and so on so i was looking for
00:09:07.120 a concise way of saying uh or naming what is the character in people that is creative and
00:09:16.480 meaningful that is spiritual and soulful that is natural and cultural at the same time and i landed
00:09:24.040 on the old word genius, which doesn't mean high IQ or spectacular talent. The actual origin of
00:09:32.820 the word, it means the spirit that's already there. So each person is born with a spirit
00:09:38.800 that's already there, which they used to call a person's genius. And the genius of a person
00:09:46.040 has two big connections. One is to nature directly. There's another kind of genius
00:09:53.240 called genius loki which means the genius of place and when a person loves a place or finds
00:09:59.640 their place they are connecting with the genius or the spirit of that place and the other big
00:10:04.980 direction of the the genius in each person's soul male female young or old gay straight you name
00:10:12.360 what it is genius is like a universal connection whereas hero tends to be a little more a little
00:10:18.460 bit more constricted to heroics as we know it. And so the other direction of the genius is it's
00:10:26.240 the root of the creative imaginative capacity of the person, which, like I said earlier, puts a
00:10:33.120 human potentially close to the energy of creation that gave us the natural world. And so I'm using
00:10:40.340 genius as an old idea that can be reimagined to connect each of us individual and in groups
00:10:48.240 to the kind of great challenge of trying to heal the separation between nature and culture
00:10:56.180 and even assist in the reestablishing of the biospheres and the environmental balance.
00:11:05.700 The idea of technology pops into my head because so much of today's culture is centered around
00:11:11.360 technology the techno fix you know genius and technology i it's just it's such a
00:11:18.000 a huge yeah cultural i don't even know how to describe it but i was recently reading an article
00:11:26.820 examining our quote post literate culture and the idea that we have become mutated by digital
00:11:34.520 images and interactions and in this article neil postman was quoted saying quote americans
00:11:40.880 because television stages their world no longer talk to each other they entertain each other
00:11:47.100 end quote and this quote really it hit a chord in me because I'm not so sure that all of us can
00:11:54.140 even distinguish the difference between talking to someone versus being entertained and to think
00:11:59.860 that in the span of a little over two decades we have so readily traded in connection for amusement
00:12:07.020 So I'd really love to ask you about the relationship between technology and what you refer to as horizontal connection.
00:12:15.360 In your view, why have we all been so willing to trade in connection for amusement?
00:12:20.980 Well, in terms of the, first of all, the Greeks were great for dealing with concepts that were opposite to each other.
00:12:29.400 And one of the great old oppositions is between techne and gnosis.
00:12:34.380 techne is the common ability to connect invent or shape things and gnosis g-n-o-s-i-s gnosis
00:12:44.680 is the ability or the experience of deeply knowing in the body in the blood and in the soul
00:12:53.020 something and also somewhat and so back to the idea of a cosmological dislocation
00:13:00.560 um the west has taken the low road of techne in a delusional way and so now there's going to be
00:13:09.660 the heroic pretension that inventive technology is going to save the earth and of course inventive
00:13:15.660 technology is part of the problem that is endangering the earth and so unfortunately
00:13:20.980 we're in this real crisis of um imagination mythos cosmos soul all of those kind of things
00:13:30.240 And even as I say it now, I'm losing my track because of the size of the issue that everybody
00:13:35.940 has to face.
00:13:37.220 But, you know, I love the I love language and I lament the loss of the literary world
00:13:43.440 and even the damage that's being done to the conversational world.
00:13:48.660 But words are interesting in that they have levels and they have their own depth.
00:13:53.660 And the original meaning or the root meaning of entertain is to turn around together.
00:13:59.460 And so I thought it was more close to the point when, well, even the word amuse, if it's done with death, it has muse in it. Amuse means to tap into the humor of the muses, the source of all inspiration in a feminine form. And humor itself comes from the idea of humus or earth.
00:14:22.160 and so that's why so many jokes are earthy so in a way we've gone far from the source
00:14:30.360 and in another way our own language as deficient as it may be is always connecting us to the source
00:14:38.380 if we only pay attention so the old mythological idea is everything that is experienced has more
00:14:45.960 depth than is obvious and has meaning waiting to be found. So I fear greatly the artificial
00:14:54.120 intelligence and this kind of continuing delusion about techne or technological solutions.
00:15:01.820 At the same time, I know from working with a lot of young people and so on, that people can go from
00:15:09.620 from being bemused by things that don't make much sense in the long run to being awake in an
00:15:17.780 imaginative way and in the embodiment of their own soul. That can happen very quickly. How it
00:15:25.100 happens on a collective level to a culture, to me, is the big issue. In the latest book, Awakening
00:15:31.060 the Soul, part of the time I'm writing about the idea of a collective initiation, that is to say,
00:15:38.440 an awakening of imagination, but also deep feeling happening on a collective level that
00:15:45.860 allows us to see the world through different eyes and also feel connected to each other and the
00:15:52.820 animal world and the world of nature, but also the cosmos in what we might call new, but let's say
00:16:00.220 nuanced ways. We're talking about technology and imagination and the imagination that is growing
00:16:09.040 in the sector of technology and design, you know, and it is creating these artificial worlds,
00:16:13.640 like you had mentioned the video games. Do you think it's significant that it would appear that
00:16:19.100 imagination is thriving in that realm, but perhaps stagnating in others? In the age of the
00:16:24.860 Anthropocene it would seem that our imaginations are adapting to a world in a multitude of ways
00:16:32.280 and I can't help but thinking about the younger generations who are immersed in tragedy and
00:16:37.360 suffering and really staring into a future that might very well be unlike anything that will
00:16:43.560 succeed it. So I'd like to bring up the role of youthful imaginations in today's world and in your
00:16:51.940 opinion how is youthful imagination functioning especially in regards to this idea of technology
00:17:00.340 being the container for imagination in this culture so the things really do connect i'm
00:17:10.280 following you there so one of the things i've been saying is what we're lacking is vertical
00:17:14.860 imagination in a way the world has become flat again remember when people used to think the
00:17:20.580 world was flat it's happened again so that the great imagination that is the natural inheritance
00:17:26.820 of each individual soul has collapsed into a horizontal level of connectedness that we call
00:17:33.180 the internet or something and or or people's ways of being socially connected digitally connected
00:17:41.380 and pretending that that's a genuine social connection even though it can be at times
00:17:46.120 So there's a collapse that has occurred. And so in a way, part of the challenge is to imagine ourselves part of the whole living, singing, cosmological, natural, constant expression of the source of creation, whatever a person wants to call that source.
00:18:06.120 In other words, young people naturally inherit and tend to experience, whether people confirm it or not, their own dream of life, which always goes all the way from the personal to the cosmological.
00:18:22.100 and so i agree with you completely i've worked with youth for years and to hear and see young
00:18:30.640 people now going well this there's nothing we can do this thing has gone too far the climate change
00:18:35.920 is about to turn into the hothouse state um everything's going to hell terrorism politics
00:18:42.920 is completely opposed and negative and you know it's all true and it's all being delivered through
00:18:48.300 technology to everybody every day and the strange thing and the only thing that i've experienced is
00:18:55.800 when a person a young person taps in to the core of their self which i think has a genius in there
00:19:02.700 a unique genius that brought them to life but also that that core is connected to the roots of
00:19:08.000 creation they have access to the very opposite of the collapse of the world which on one level
00:19:15.180 is vertical imagination that reminds us that we come from the stars and we have some speck
00:19:24.460 of the original explosion that people think brought the world into existence and therefore
00:19:30.800 we can tap into our own being and somehow contribute to the healing, to the meaningful
00:19:37.740 change. But I want to put the other side of it there. So psychologically, the pairing psychologically
00:19:44.480 is youth and elder. The old idea was a culture falls apart in two ways at once, where its elders
00:19:51.320 are forgotten and where its youth are rejected or not welcomed. And so we've already gone through
00:19:56.940 that. We already have the loss of the functioning of the elders. We have olders instead, people who
00:20:02.460 live longer and longer, but don't necessarily get any wiser. I call it the olders versus the elders. 1.00
00:20:08.420 And on the other hand, we have young people really not feeling welcomed into culture in a meaningful human way. 0.97
00:20:18.360 They're more given the substitute of technology as a way to allay the kind of youthful experience of isolation and deep doubt in the self.
00:20:30.800 And the function of culture, which would be welcome them and connect them to nature, is not there.
00:20:37.120 and yet if it's true that everybody inherits you know the deep meaning and all the qualities of
00:20:45.240 being human and and those are universal regardless of background or anything like that then we're
00:20:51.180 going to have to somehow tap into that to reimagine all the connections and one of the
00:20:56.340 core connections is between the awakened elder and the awakened youth and just to say one more
00:21:03.600 thing because I'm getting rolling now. The environmentalism and the longing to make
00:21:11.340 nature and culture come together and to heal the earth, as we say, it cannot happen in my mind
00:21:17.120 without this awakening and reconnection of youth and elders. I mean, youth are carrying the dream
00:21:23.780 of the future, but elders are supposed to be carrying the wisdom of the moment that illuminates
00:21:31.620 and substantiates and confirms that dream of the youth.
00:21:53.880 I miss the road
00:21:56.040 Just two tracks of gravel
00:21:59.200 That wind up the side of a hill out on the plains
00:22:05.600 I used to drive there when I wanted to sleep under the moon
00:22:16.940 At dusk when the hill was just a clobber of black on blue
00:22:29.200 I'd scrabble off the main road
00:22:44.020 And hide all at the gate
00:22:46.820 Untied lock-up rope
00:22:50.620 Is the music from a truck escape
00:22:53.060 As flat as the deck of an aircraft carrier
00:22:57.180 I want to talk about your book, Awakening the Soul.
00:23:16.900 You eloquently describe how what we may initially perceive as limits are actually the seeds of our soul's purpose.
00:23:25.800 And when we feel like we're merely condemned to an unfavorable fate, we fail to engage with our
00:23:33.580 genius or our gift. And you shared the particular example of your experience serving time in a
00:23:40.120 military prison in Panama during the Vietnam War, in which upon later reflection, you share this
00:23:45.860 encounter and the difficulties it entailed. You know, it challenged you to turn inward and down
00:23:51.060 a path of self-discovery and so I'm hoping you're willing to share more on the alchemizing of so-called
00:23:58.160 unfortunate circumstances and life passages and I have a series of thoughts and questions around
00:24:04.440 this such as you know how can trauma guide us or why is it that in order to live close to our gift
00:24:12.240 we must live close to our wounds or maybe another one is how can we not only sharpen our ability to
00:24:18.280 notice these opportunities for growth, but also courageously and boldly stand in our truth?
00:24:24.360 And then the last thought I was having around this is, how might we find agency to do so in
00:24:29.800 a system that requires and feeds off of our disconnection from self? So I know that's a lot
00:24:34.980 of questions, so please feel free to pick up on any of or all of these. Well, they're great
00:24:40.060 questions. Thank you. So just a direct route to the gift and wound thing. Carl Jung, the psychologist,
00:24:46.260 wrote that the gifts hide behind the wounds and that became meaningful to me because you know
00:24:55.140 growing up very wounded person in the world winding up in in prison not for doing something
00:25:00.680 wrong but trying to stand up for something right and then going through the dark night of the soul
00:25:05.920 which for me was you know several months in solitary confinement eventually without any food
00:25:11.240 and I found at the bottom, you could say, on the ground of the soul, which is where I fell to,
00:25:17.820 I found both the gifts and the wounds. And I didn't understand that. I just experienced it.
00:25:23.280 And later I had to study psychology to figure out kind of what it meant. But a way to understand
00:25:28.960 why it's meaningful. In other words, why would you have a world where everybody's wounded? Because
00:25:33.140 that's the psychological idea. Everybody's wounded. Everybody's carrying trauma. One way
00:25:38.620 to understand it is when you have someone who is in complete denial about their own woundedness
00:25:46.200 or trauma, Donald Trump, and you put them in a position of power, they have no empathy for those
00:25:53.400 who are suffering. They have no sympathy for the wounds of other people, and therefore they have
00:25:59.240 to, by definition, misuse power. And so the old idea was you only want to give power to a woman 1.00
00:26:07.280 or a man who has both found a sense of their own giftedness because that realizing that a person
00:26:15.600 is carrying a gift makes a person grateful. And grateful gratitude is like, you can only be
00:26:24.080 grateful when you feel whole. And a person who knows gratitude knows that they are not in charge
00:26:29.500 of all this. They are the receiving end of the gift of life. And then the other side of it is
00:26:35.060 If a person knows how they are wounded, they should, because it's a very easy move to make, make the move to realizing that everybody suffers in this world, and therefore we are all connected partially through the gift of life, but also through the wounds of life.
00:26:53.500 And it's through that sympathetic kind of caring connection that we feel a full connection to nature and eventually can feel connected to the world and what I like to call the cosmos.
00:27:06.200 I was struck just last week when I was studying the reports of the tragedy in Christchurch, New Zealand, when the shooter went to the mosques and killed 50 people.
00:27:21.340 It happened on Friday for Future, the day of Friday for Future, when young people all over the world left school and went on strike in order to bring the idea of healing climate change, you know, to more people's awareness.
00:27:40.120 And it also happened from the news reporting that right near where the shooting occurred, there were a bunch of students striking for climate change.
00:27:48.020 and it kind of hit me really strongly that there's the gift of the young people right next to the
00:27:55.380 wound of the culture someone acting out of the madness of white supremacy which is a rejection
00:28:01.500 of other people and saying some are better than others and we're not really connected right next
00:28:06.880 to young people saying we're connected to each other we're also connected to the earth and the
00:28:11.700 insects and the butterflies and the trees, there it was in one moment, you could say, in one day,
00:28:19.260 the gift and the wound. And there's no way we're going to heal those wounds and use the gifts.
00:28:24.540 I would say if we don't find the gifts in ourselves and the wounds in ourselves, because
00:28:29.780 that becomes the embodied experience that gives us knowledge as opposed to simple opinion or
00:28:36.720 information. So I don't know if that helps. I found that kind of connection in a solitary
00:28:42.640 confinement cell after months of being with just myself. It allowed me to realize that
00:28:50.000 while prior to being in that state, I was blaming a lot of people for my own unhappiness. But I did
00:28:57.120 find down there in the depths when there was no one else around, that it was really my own
00:29:02.600 woundedness that I didn't know how to deal with. By the way, that's what got me interested in
00:29:07.480 initiation as the old archetypal process for a person transforming their lives and finding
00:29:15.700 everything from spiritual connections to connections with nature, which are often
00:29:20.680 connected to each other, and made me realize that what's missing in the modern world
00:29:25.860 is a genuine understanding and experience of initiation in in in the idea of a collective
00:29:33.340 initiation everybody awakens to greater knowledge real gnosis of the moment we're living in
00:29:38.940 and then inside the collective awakening each person awakens in an individual way to their
00:29:46.820 own gifts and what they have to give and to their own wounds and what they have to heal
00:29:52.940 and in turning to heal that, realize they're connected to all wounded people or all people
00:29:58.800 are wounded and therefore connected. And then you get, it's really easy to make the empathic move
00:30:04.240 to nature and to everything, the animal world and all that. But if I don't know my own wounds and
00:30:11.440 I'm denying them seriously, again, Donald Trump and many others, then I can deny that I actually
00:30:17.840 have feelings for the animals and even the insects that are threatened. And so by knowing
00:30:24.480 our wounds, we actually learn a lot about the world. Oh, yes. I very much agree with that. And
00:30:32.180 I want to talk more about initiation. But before that, I want to dive a little deeper into this
00:30:37.860 time when you were in solitary confinement and an awakening of the soul. You recount learning
00:30:43.380 of the old Irish tradition of ritual, fasting in context to your own fasting in solitary
00:30:49.500 confinement, and you write, quote, I understood that my decision to fast while in prison was not
00:30:55.100 simply personal. It was also part of an ancestral tradition that under pressure had awakened as if
00:31:01.220 from inside my bones and from the depths of my soul, end quote. So what do you think is the
00:31:08.240 importance of studying the cultural specific mythology of our ancestors? And to what degree
00:31:14.060 are we unconsciously reliving and rewriting the tales of our ancestors?
00:31:20.540 It's another really good question. I put those things in a book so that people that happen to
00:31:27.320 be reading the book would get a sense of where I'm coming from, that I study things and I like
00:31:32.600 what they used to call the sacred path of knowledge. But my test for things is what
00:31:39.340 have I experienced? Can I back it up with some lived experience? And so that was in some ways
00:31:47.340 the worst experience of my life. I mean, as a young person, it was. I didn't expect to live.
00:31:52.820 No one thought I was going to live because in the midst of being mistreated and punished in
00:32:01.760 various ways and thrown into solitary confinement, I realized that the authorities did not understand
00:32:09.000 what my objection was. I wasn't, I couldn't sign conscientious objection papers because the papers
00:32:17.820 actually said you had to claim that it was for religious reasons that you weren't willing to go
00:32:23.700 to battle. And I said, hey, first of all, I'm Irish and I was raised as Catholic. So I don't
00:32:29.340 think I can claim the purity of having nothing to do with war or battles. And I said, what I'm
00:32:37.940 having is a conscientious objection from my own soul. And that didn't qualify. So one thing led
00:32:46.280 to another. But taking a stand like that, I was 20 years old, made everything in my life change.
00:32:55.440 And whereas I never would have chosen to fall that far into like a dungeon of loneliness and so on, it actually turned out to be the best thing for me.
00:33:06.880 And so I came out of it having an awareness that there was a voice in my soul.
00:33:14.080 There was a presence in my soul.
00:33:17.380 And for instance, it wasn't simply that I didn't, wasn't willing to kill someone for
00:33:23.920 reasons I couldn't even understand. 0.99
00:33:25.680 That was true.
00:33:26.800 But it also was, I didn't want to die in the wrong way or having not lived my own life.
00:33:34.400 I was willing to die if I couldn't live my life, but I wasn't going to die living someone else's
00:33:40.000 idea of my life. I had that youthful exuberance for meaning. And now I'm going to get lost talking
00:33:45.840 about it because even in talking about it, I go right back in to the experience of it.
00:33:51.560 But what happened was when I got out of there, there was no counselor waiting or therapist
00:33:57.420 waiting. I was actually more alone when I got out than when I was in the dungeon in some ways.
00:34:02.900 I didn't know where to go. I didn't know how to fit in. But I did remember this idea of initiation
00:34:08.580 or rites of passage that I associated with tribal groups. But I found out through that process that
00:34:15.160 the knowledge of that is in our bones. This is just how it felt to me. And so shortly after I
00:34:21.380 got out and I was trying to figure out what do I do? I'm a stranger in a strange land because no one
00:34:26.360 knows who I am now. I went through life and death repeatedly. And now my friends don't actually know
00:34:32.680 me. I had to move away from everyone I knew because people, I couldn't relate to them,
00:34:36.300 but they couldn't relate to me either. And then I happened to hear about prisoners in a prison
00:34:43.900 in Ireland who began fasting against the colonial rule. And I realized that what had made me fast
00:34:52.980 was, you could call it an ancient Irish thing, because the Irish had this practice of ritual
00:34:59.760 fasting against the misuse of power. And I realized in my own sense of the world, that's
00:35:05.440 what had happened to me. And I had tapped into something that, you know, we're going to call
00:35:10.620 ancestry. But then I found out that there was such a thing also in India. So I was tapping into
00:35:19.640 something that in psychological terms wasn't specifically ancestral. It was deeper than the
00:35:26.480 specific manifestations of ancestors it's what you call the archetypal ground of the ancestors
00:35:32.900 and I don't know I still try to explain it to myself these days but that felt to me like the
00:35:39.040 ground of truth like a ground of being ground of truth experience and I tried to integrate that
00:35:48.600 into my life and eventually began working with young people who were in severe trouble
00:35:54.620 using the idea that by the time you're in severe trouble, you're more ready to transform than
00:36:01.160 most people. If only there's an understanding that deep down in the soul, there's genuine
00:36:07.300 meaning, there's truth, and there's beauty trying to awaken. And if you can put those things
00:36:11.700 together, then the most troubling things can become the kind of irritation from which
00:36:20.460 transformation can occur. If a person can hold on to that idea personally, you can then transfer it
00:36:27.580 to the planet, as we say nowadays, and say when the planet is in this much trouble, we're in the
00:36:33.900 dark night of the soul of the planet itself, then we are strangely closer to the seeds of imagination
00:36:40.920 that can be used to reinvigorate life and also possibly heal, not just personally, but on a
00:36:49.300 collective and possibly planetary level I want to go back to this word initiation because I think
00:36:58.980 that in our modern culture we're so far from not just understanding it but even having access to
00:37:08.740 it whether it's in our communities or our schools whatever it is I mean I this question around
00:37:15.460 initiation is something like do we need to be tying it to something ancestral is it something
00:37:22.440 that needs to be done with others in a community is it something that we can create for ourselves
00:37:29.380 we can create our own initiations you know how does one come to initiation at this time when we
00:37:34.760 are so disconnected from each other from the earth from our ancestry many of us don't even know where
00:37:40.460 we came from. So I'd love to hear your thoughts around this. Yeah, it's a real puzzle. I literally
00:37:48.240 have studied it since I was 21 years old. And I've written about it at various times. And I've
00:37:53.820 tried to put it in practice in various ways. So one reason I really became interested in gifts
00:38:01.880 and wounds is because an initiatory experience, whether it happens randomly, like a person gets
00:38:10.040 locked up and discovers themselves while they're locked up, or even a person gets an illness that
00:38:16.300 they didn't choose, and they find themselves isolated. The isolation is one of the steps
00:38:23.040 of initiation. The first step is to be separate from other people, often not by one's own choice,
00:38:29.540 and in that separation, there becomes, consciously or not, the challenge to get to know oneself,
00:38:36.680 And then the second step of initiation is some kind of ordeal, a suffering or a challenge that gets to the very root of one's being.
00:38:46.780 And and so it's in feeling ourselves separated from who we thought we were or something like that, which can happen accidentally from an accident even.
00:38:55.460 and then going through challenges and ordeals which strip away, you know, the simple ego
00:39:03.180 layers of things because you're challenged to become way more present. So even though
00:39:10.640 initiation doesn't happen in a meaningful way culturally, it's archetypal and you can't take
00:39:15.480 it away completely. But I think where it gets really interesting is the third step of initiation
00:39:20.780 is a return as a transformed person to a community that genuinely welcomes someone back and ideally
00:39:30.860 can see some way in which the person has changed or in which the person has a heightened sense of
00:39:37.260 their own gifts in life and their own ability to be present. So what happens, for instance,
00:39:43.420 in culture now is those who have power tend to be seriously uninitiated people. And in other words,
00:39:50.360 they don't know who they are and therefore they cannot really know who other people are and then
00:39:55.080 you get give them power and they cannot help but misuse it because they don't understand how power
00:40:01.500 is supposed to be used to bring people together not divide them apart and so on like that but the
00:40:07.260 problem now is a lot of people go through the separation experience um that happens in depression
00:40:14.040 as well as it happens in an illness and most people go through challenges and ordeals
00:40:19.340 but very few people i think get recognized for the transformation they've gone through
00:40:25.400 you can see this even with things like something like cancer or let's say breast cancer which is
00:40:31.960 a real modern scourge and i know there are people learning how to do this but when a person comes
00:40:38.000 back from a terrible illness which challenges a person at all levels of psyche and soul
00:40:44.500 the soul expects people to be waiting and to welcome them for having survived the brush with
00:40:51.040 death which you wanted the old descriptions of initiation and it makes a person not less of a
00:40:57.000 person but a more genuinely experienced person and they're on the path to actually becoming an elder
00:41:04.200 because they've gone to the depths of their own soul and found a way back to life and i keep
00:41:11.080 seeing that as the parallel to what's going on with nature in the sense of all the climate change
00:41:17.920 and all the damages occurring and so on it's as if nature is going through the dark night of its
00:41:23.200 own soul and if we can relate to it personally we're going to do better in terms of trying to
00:41:29.760 help heal it and relate to it collectively i'm thinking about relating collectively the last
00:41:37.560 thing you'd said. And I'm thinking back of a passage I read in preparation that loosely
00:41:43.700 outlines how some mythological worlds are built up only to be shattered, from which new worlds
00:41:50.100 are created. And so maybe a question around this is, what is the role of the mythic imagination
00:41:57.040 in addressing global problems and shattering these old systems?
00:42:02.320 So it's an odd world we live in, where most people use the word myths to mean that the thing is not true. A myth is a falseness. And yet, the old idea was myths meant emergent truth.
00:42:19.140 so one of the problems we have is we've fallen out of story and and i mean the stories that
00:42:28.620 carry people the stories that connect people we don't have enough shared mythic imagination
00:42:35.140 to hold us together you could even say it's the lack of meaningful in-depth shared imagination
00:42:42.600 that causes the polarization in the culture, that people are now grabbing just a part of it.
00:42:49.340 So people think you're on the left or you're on the right or you're conservative or you're
00:42:54.000 progressive and all. And some of those things all used to have meaning. But now people are
00:42:58.740 holding onto them as if it's a raft in the middle of an ocean being driven by a great storm. And
00:43:05.940 maybe that's what it really feels like to the soul. So somehow we have to find stories or
00:43:12.760 versions of stories that bring us closer back together. And that's a struggle. I mean, I
00:43:19.900 usually think of finding new stories. I think it's more like new interpretation. A lot of what I write
00:43:25.500 about, I take old stories and try to see how they apply right now. Because if you take a simple
00:43:31.220 thing like the greek myth of icarus you know who um has those techne technological wings that were
00:43:40.440 made by his father daedalus when the two of them are trying to get out of a prison so here's the
00:43:45.600 here's the problem with technology daedalus who's the inventor of that mythology makes the wings and
00:43:51.600 attaches them with beeswax to his youthful son icarus and icarus of course being youthful flies
00:43:59.240 too close to the sun this is the entire western culture trying to fly towards the light and
00:44:05.940 thinking it can do to techne version of wings whether it's rockets or planes or whatever
00:44:12.300 going to other planets and all that kind of stuff that's all icarus stuff but techne can't get us
00:44:18.960 to where we want to go and so when icarus comes too close to the sun it melts the beeswax and
00:44:25.140 he begins to plummet really hard, which on another level, you could say, on a meaningful level,
00:44:30.480 that's happening to the Western culture as well. And so you can take an old myth like that.
00:44:37.060 Daedalus, by the way, doesn't fly as high, and he manages actually to escape and fly away,
00:44:42.380 and he lives a long life afterwards. And so it shows you something about youth and elders in
00:44:49.760 one sense, and it shows you something about the limits of technology in another. And it's a fairly
00:44:54.860 meaningful way of using an old story to talk about a contemporary condition. And that's what I mean
00:45:01.420 by mythology. So I don't know, I'm not trying to invent the new story or the new idea. I'm trying
00:45:08.460 to find myself continually and hopefully connect to others through what I see as old stories being
00:45:17.940 reinterpreted or found anew. That's just the way I work out of it. I have concerns about a culture
00:45:26.500 based on newness that has done great damage to the planet, then trying to find something new
00:45:33.800 to solve the damage by that quest for newness.
00:45:47.940 Is it just left over, or is it everlasting?
00:45:55.560 Is it just a lie I want to believe is true?
00:46:03.840 Is it strength to forget it, or is it strength to admit it?
00:46:10.780 This unspungible love I have for you.
00:46:17.940 I think you saw me filling in again
00:46:24.520 Spackling cracks and keeping up the remember well
00:46:34.160 You came at me with a feather and a wedge
00:46:40.840 Paper plain and these thoughts into my head
00:46:48.960 I'm thinking how we are indeed in these, you know, we're in a time of these tragic stories.
00:47:13.960 And it's also at a time that mimics apocalypse and a great uncovering by definition.
00:47:22.240 So I'm wondering what mythologies might be told now that can guide us?
00:47:28.040 And are there any myths that you carry especially close at this time?
00:47:32.500 Thank you.
00:47:32.880 Great question.
00:47:34.200 So a lot of people, when they have a, you know, kind of academic education around myth,
00:47:40.720 are mostly exposed to the great mythologies of the so-called great civilizations which by the way
00:47:46.980 were never very civilized um but i like to carry the what i call the folk myths they're much smaller
00:47:54.580 stories that are harder to damage so probably my favorite story of the last number of years
00:48:02.780 is a native american story that's told by a number of tribes in north america or it was told
00:48:08.140 and it it has an odd beginning in which it doesn't say um once upon a time it starts with this time
00:48:18.260 whatever that might mean to the person hearing it and say you know uh every human born is always
00:48:24.800 looking for knowledge and um and it turns out that real knowledge is available in a cave that
00:48:31.340 is nearby here they always say that here um and the strange thing is no one ever makes it to that
00:48:37.280 cave everybody now rushing this way and that on highways and byways and and even uh internet
00:48:44.180 highways and no one's making it to the cave the place where the knowledge we're looking for
00:48:49.760 happens to be but if you found that cave inside the cave you would find an old woman and the old
00:48:56.220 woman is sitting in the cave and she's weaving the most beautiful garment that anyone has ever seen
00:49:02.520 and she's been working on it for a long time and because she wants it to be so beautiful
00:49:07.580 she's making the hem of the garment out of porcupine quills and in order to weave them
00:49:13.940 into the garment she has to bite down on the quills to flatten them and she's been biting 0.83
00:49:18.520 down on quills for so long that she's worn her teeth down to where they're just nubs sticking
00:49:23.720 above the gums but still she keeps weaving this beautiful garment and every once in a while she
00:49:30.520 has to stop weaving and go to the back of the cave and in the back of the cave there is a fire and
00:49:36.260 some people say that fire is the oldest thing in this world and hanging over the fire is a cauldron
00:49:41.520 and in the cauldron is a stew that includes all the seeds of all the plants and all the bushes and
00:49:48.200 all the grains and all the fruit trees that have ever grown on the earth and if she doesn't go
00:49:53.220 back and stir the soup of all the seeds then the the fire will get too hot and it will burn the
00:49:59.960 seeds and we won't have the natural world and so she puts down the garment and goes back to stir
00:50:04.980 the seeds but while she's going slowly to the back to stir the soup of all the seeds the black
00:50:10.980 dog suddenly appears and the black dog sees a loose thread of that beautiful garment and it
00:50:17.260 begins to pull on that thread and it keeps pulling until the whole garment is unraveled and nothing
00:50:23.260 is left but a great chaos laying on the floor of the cave so that when the old woman comes back
00:50:29.840 She sees all of her work turned into chaos on the floor, and she stands for a minute to consider, and she sits down, and no one knows what she thinks or what she might say about it, but eventually she picks up a loose thread herself, and as soon as she picks up that thread, she sees an even more beautiful garment that she could weave.
00:50:53.600 she sees the image of a greater garment and she begins to weave that new garment out of the chaos
00:50:59.540 of the previous garment. And as the elders say, a lot of people say, damn that dog for unraveling 0.99
00:51:06.940 everything. But they say wisdom would say this world has to come apart once in a while. Otherwise 0.99
00:51:14.200 it will come to an end altogether because the old woman is the old woman of this world, 0.99
00:51:19.820 The one who is manifesting the world, and if she ever came to the end of the garment, it would be the end of the world, and therefore be thankful when things fall apart, and when you have the chance, calm yourself, look at the chaos, pick up a loose thread, and help the old woman re-wean the world again. 0.95
00:51:41.460 My favorite story.
00:51:43.920 Oh, I have chills, and I could re-listen to that story, and I will when I re-listen to this episode.
00:51:49.820 over and over again that was so beautiful and I feel it embodied on a macro level and a micro
00:51:56.740 level individually collectively and I'm never one for hope I'm not a big fan of the word hope but
00:52:05.500 that story instills in me a type of a type of desire to keep going and it feels right it feels
00:52:14.420 really right to hear that so thank you so much and in closing this conversation i wanted to make
00:52:21.180 sure we were able to touch on mosaic a little bit and i was curious about the work that mosaic does
00:52:30.640 regarding community and initiations which we've touched on and it seems that we can't initiate
00:52:37.340 ourselves but at this time and in this culture it seems that self-initiation occurs sometimes even
00:52:43.740 out of necessity. So how is Mosaic offering a means of accountability and initiation through
00:52:50.420 your various projects when it comes to rites of passage? No, it's a good question about
00:52:56.360 accountability. So we don't do like, say we're doing rites of passage and come with us and then
00:53:02.140 be initiated. I have great concerns about that. In other words, if someone is shaping rites of
00:53:13.240 passage, the implication would be that they've gone through that passage and beyond themselves.
00:53:19.740 And I worry about that. I worry about that in a culture like this. So where Mosaic started was
00:53:26.800 I'm trying to work with initiation in order to understand my own unwanted, in a sense,
00:53:33.800 rite of passage that had me almost die and barely find myself. And I sure didn't want to pretend
00:53:40.680 that I could take someone through that kind of passage that is still a little bit mysterious to
00:53:46.600 me. So I decided the only accountable way to do it would be to work with people when they're already
00:53:53.600 in the place of extremity. So Mosaic formed around working with people who are outside the culture 0.97
00:54:02.080 or who are lost or who are deeply traumatized, both individuals and groups. And for 35 years,
00:54:10.680 That's really what Mosaic was doing, working in prisons, working with people coming out of prison, working with young people in gangs, working with homeless people on the streets, working with refugees, and all an exploration of turning the trauma into transformation and trying to learn more how to take the broken pieces and make a new Mosaic, or in the case of the story, a new garment out of the broken threads of a culture or even a person's life.
00:54:39.140 That's been the practice.
00:54:40.680 And and so we've learned some things that I've been trying to write down or find ways to show the things that we've we've learned.
00:54:48.500 But your idea of accountability is really important. Initiation.
00:54:53.880 The old idea was if you initiate someone, you become accountable for them.
00:54:58.160 And it's the opposite of what people might think. And so it's a very tricky thing to deal with.
00:55:04.560 And it's a very necessary thing.
00:55:07.280 If we don't have a rite of passage that moves people from the entrapment of the modern world to a greater view of the world of culture and of nature, then we are kind of stuck.
00:55:20.720 At the same time, if we do it with pretension or heroic pretension, we'll be stuck in new and more damaging ways.
00:55:29.120 And so it's hard to explain briefly.
00:55:31.280 but my study of ritual leads me to the place where the old woman in the story is sitting
00:55:38.900 and considering beauty and chaos and it suggests that that's the key moment in the transformation
00:55:46.420 of the person or of the group and so as long as there can be an honest approach that considers
00:55:53.760 it's not that we know what to do it's not that we're the ones that know and we're taking the
00:55:58.580 young people through and they're gaining from our knowledge. I don't think that's it. I know
00:56:02.880 young people that are wiser than I am. No, it's that we're trying to learn how to get to that
00:56:08.520 moment where the gift and the wound, the chaos and the beauty are both potentially there. And
00:56:15.540 we're then trying to pick up threads of meaning and help each other reweave ourselves back into
00:56:21.420 life. That's how I think of what Mosaic is doing. And so it means we're always going to places that
00:56:27.460 are unraveling. We're always entering situations that are chaotic in order to find the threads of
00:56:33.320 beauty, meaning, and pulling things together. Thank you for listening to For the Wild podcast.
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