00:07:40.960you have to actively work against that so thank you for that reminder and in all forms of work
00:07:46.880I'm sure but you know I um I often tell this story about the geography that you grew up around
00:07:54.480and on right when I'm talking to folks about this organizing metaphor of the shore I I know that I
00:08:02.220was looking for a space of encounter both between black and indigenous folks and the the metaphors
00:08:14.140that academic fields often rely on like the black atlantic or the oceanic for diaspora and black
00:08:22.900folks right and terra and land for indigenous folks and i'm like where do those those
00:08:30.860metaphors and geographies meet up and touch each other and become something different and for a
00:08:39.300while I was probably three years deep into like actually working on the manuscript and was dealing
00:08:46.060with the shoreline right I had this I had all these files I was working on like an intro the
00:08:52.180chapter one chapter two and I kept coming back to the intro and I was thinking and reworking and
00:08:59.220always struggling with with the fact that the shore wasn't enough like it was just something
00:09:03.460that the shore wasn't doing for me Bronte and it was like well I don't know is it that like the
00:09:08.780shore is something that nations often claim right they they get incorporated into nation states and
00:09:15.640become a part of territory very easily right if you look at any kind of like televisual or film
00:09:23.900kind of recreation of a scene of conquest where the explorers and conquistadors are coming on
00:09:30.960the shore they plant a flag there and I'm like I that's not what I'm that's not the place that's
00:09:36.580not the place right and I was just struggling and searching and doing a lot of labor to figure out
00:09:44.860something else and I couldn't write myself into it like literally w-r-i-t-e I could not write
00:09:51.380myself into it and so I was you know on a very deep subconscious level in a place of searching
00:10:00.420but just doing a very mundane thing of driving like a lot of my other mundane uh kinds of
00:10:07.400activities of like unfortunately like being on my phone before bed or washing dishes other things
00:10:14.820would come to me, right? When I wasn't so aggressively and actively trying to sort things
00:10:21.840out analytically, just in the kind of act of driving and letting myself flow with the particular
00:10:30.320kind of urban and even gentrified geography that now Flat Shoals is, things just started to like
00:10:37.640move right there was a certain when I stopped being so muscular about the searching like all
00:10:45.640of these things could then I could be aware of and be more open to so literally after years of
00:10:50.940driving down flat shoals in this space of need and openness right moving through the landscape
00:10:58.220I decided to pay attention right my body was just ready to pay attention in a deeper and more
00:11:06.520meaningful way to how these geographical markers even some of them being settler markers right
00:11:13.720that street sign did not emerge because of muskogian people naming this place right so
00:11:20.720again the white kind of shifting of geographies and using those geographic metaphors i was like
00:11:26.680what is a shoal right and like thought about this is what i need because a shoal not only is a place
00:11:35.120where the ocean floor comes up to meet the surface of the water it moves right if it's if it's a sand
00:11:43.040formation or a coral formation over time that shoal is not going to be in the same place
00:11:47.780it's elusive also shoals are dangerous right before the 19th century where there was a way
00:11:55.180to do like a cross section of the ocean and people had been able to map through sound where the ocean
00:12:00.020floor rose up, ships would be wrecked. People would die, right? The entire cargo would be lost,
00:12:08.280right? They're dangerous, right? They force these vessels where I imagine these white conquistadors
00:12:16.220come settlers who are enslaving people. They have to be careful. Their lives are in jeopardy. So0.79
00:12:22.160I'm like, this shoal does so much. And I have to think of it. It's giving me something that the
00:12:28.100sure is not right and so it also made me think about the different kinds of attentions we have
00:12:36.280with our bodies right like what it means to be creating work and where we have to listen and
00:12:43.300where we have to feel and that this is not just a fully cerebral kind of project um and that
00:12:50.820cerebral kind of activity is a thing that the university privileges right and they even if
00:12:57.140people are having truly white subjects are having experiences like these that rely on other kinds of
00:13:03.060senses you're not supposed to talk about that because that's not real intellectual labor but
00:13:09.600I was like no I have to actually acknowledge all the ways that the spirit conspired that the
00:13:15.920landscape conspired that a landscape that has been dominated and reworked and gentrified right0.63
00:13:24.100through our fucked up notion of what the human and the human has to do to space and land
00:13:29.960broke through that day right and gave me something else so and and the geography where you grew up0.88
00:13:37.780right was pulsing and speaking to me so yeah that's how that happened
00:13:44.540Oh, that is potent. It makes me tingle all over thinking about, I think so much about a scholar,
00:13:55.420a Lori Palmer, who I believe is out of UC Santa Cruz, whose text in the aura of a whole has really
00:14:03.320impacted me. It's about sites of material extraction. And she's visiting all of these
00:14:09.840different places that are out of view where they're extracting helium and aluminum and
00:14:17.560processing all of these elements that are so essential to our material lives and she has this
00:14:26.260part in her opening where she talks about imagining a gentle matter and how difficult
00:14:34.060some of these um how difficult some of these elements are to actually process the millions
00:14:41.560of dollars of manufacturing going into taking them out of the ground and can we imagine that
00:14:47.540the matter has agency and refusal to be extracted and that they're making people do a lot of0.67
00:14:54.620fucking work to take them out of their resting place and i just imagine that what you just said
00:15:03.060that feels like it's from another part of the body and spirit of the shoal even if displaced0.99
00:15:11.440and even if uh even if the geography has been paved over and cemented and gentrified and changed
00:15:22.400and you no longer know what the earth there is like that even still they snuck their way into
00:15:27.060the sign for you to see it the street sign it's just and even if disturbed by the colonial project
00:15:35.220of the of you know the street sign they still found their way through which I think is really
00:15:42.540really powerful of imagining the earth as in consort with the work that you're doing
00:15:50.260And I keep thinking about how you use a geologic grammar, and I'm wondering about how, yeah, the earth changed your relationship to English, because I've noticed in the text you, you're letting the shoal literally straight up speak through you.
00:16:08.920And yeah, I'm just wondering how that changed your relationship to English.
00:16:17.560And I think that I don't even know. Again, timing is key. The fact that I'm having this conversation with you after Monday is allowing so many things to come together for me.
00:24:06.480Bahia will really do it. I feel that about that place very deeply.
00:24:12.760and yeah tracing back a moment of just thinking of two years ago on my birthday I was leaving
00:24:24.120um I had I felt like I was going through an initiation uh after a ceremony that led to life
00:24:34.040held in Oakland unceded Ohlone territory where we had transformed guns with the crucible
00:24:41.980into these molds that were stars that were the constellations above Oscar Grant the evening he
00:24:49.440was murdered 10 years prior and there had just been a lot of calling of like okay I there I want
00:24:57.040to be working at a different level and I started to speak without care or protection I started to
00:25:05.440say I wanted I started to say that I wanted an initiation which I really wish I hadn't said in
00:25:14.420that way or been more specific which I'm learning now when you you know invoke things you need to
00:25:19.240be really specific and I went on our birthday to Salvador and I was feeling called to be there
00:25:30.620because it's the day that they honor Yemaya and I wanted to feel this kind of initiatory moment with
00:25:40.180with land with the orishas with my solo return and all to say I ended up getting on on our birthday
00:25:53.260I got attacked and while in Brazil I got robbed and my offerings almost got taken
00:26:03.780but my whole bag and I had these offerings to give to the ocean and I had already gotten in
00:26:08.600the water and I just started asking yeah my yeah for things for my life and there was no presence
00:26:15.140and this is not to say that you know if I would have prayed I wouldn't have been hurt
00:26:20.700um it doesn't it's not that simple but there was this correction I felt um a spiritual correction
00:26:30.500I felt after I was safe I was fine it did not I was able to look at this person where it really0.94
00:26:36.760felt spiritual and to look them in their eyes and be like you don't know who you're fucking with0.96
00:26:40.560you don't know who you're robbing right now you don't know what state I'm in and what impact this0.99
00:26:46.100is going to have and it also brought me into this moment of black American hood and black0.93
00:26:51.700this red this black man in Brazil taking from me and there was just so there was so much going on
00:27:00.020on a spiritual level and I remember after shaking the sun is now rising it's our birthday and
00:27:07.840the fireworks are going and the offerings are starting to be the offerings are beginning to
00:27:15.120be taken out to the water and I end up now finding my friends again and we can barely understand each
00:27:23.240other I was set up with them we're trying to speak between Spanish and Portuguese and they tell me to
00:27:30.320just bring my hand to the water because my hand had been injured in this event and I remember
00:27:37.080coming to the water shaking I was completely I was shaking and I felt that ocean there take me
00:27:46.860in the way that I think my body wanted to I think my body actually not on some like I deserve the
00:27:54.620hurt but that that that ocean and what I had come for was actually that I wanted to come with that
00:28:01.480level of reverence for my body to be in that state of, of shaking of, of trance of the Holy
00:28:10.040Ghost and of coming to, of coming to water with reverence. And I've never related to the earth
00:28:16.980flippantly since I've never gone since. And it makes me, I've never gone back to the earth
00:28:25.080without bringing my offerings and without giving thanks and without acknowledging where I am.
00:28:31.480and trusting what it means that there are other powers at play, moving, and it makes me think
00:28:39.440about some of your, when we're talking about the flesh and the earth and the earth actually0.99
00:28:44.800wanting our flesh, it makes me think about your language around black feminist flesh analytics and
00:28:52.100native feminist flesh analytics, and I don't know, I think I know what you mean,
00:28:58.920But I would love to hear, yeah, how that language weaves into and how your theory around the flesh analytics weaves into this craving of the earth for our presence with them.
00:29:18.200Not for our death, which I think white supremacy and terrorism and all of these things has meant that our bodies have come back to the earth too early.
00:29:28.920but rather this actual this eros this erotic relationship of our bodies and the land
00:29:35.200that was heavy Bronte that was heavy yeah yeah oh thank you for that that was a lot of
00:29:46.340deep sharing right there and so I agree with like the Atlantic Ocean in particular does not play
00:29:54.800oh my gosh it does not play is that that's where you yeah I was at the Atlantic
00:30:00.260yo I had an experience with the Atlantic in Puerto Rico on a similar kind of taking for
00:30:08.680granted that I was on a day excursion in between conference sessions when
00:30:15.200our conference should not have even been in Puerto Rico number one so again
00:30:21.280diasporan people watch how you travel right the ethics of travel how you decide to
00:30:27.360encounter other diasporan people who are saying look we're colonized
00:30:32.180now we're in an antagonistic relationship with the nation that you're coming from
00:30:38.060right so step carefully perhaps come when you're invited right i didn't do that and i thought i
00:30:46.100was gonna have a pleasurable like just waiting with the Atlantic I got worked there were moments
00:30:52.140I was scared and I'm a pretty a pretty strong swimmer I've been swimming for a long time my
00:30:58.160daddy taught me really early right um the ocean was like not today hon
00:31:04.680it was worn out for the week it was like no try again on some other terms not today
00:31:13.100we're not playing with you um but yeah like to get back to your question of flesh and and
00:31:23.040alchemy is a flesh I'm I'm starting to think and feel through it seriously really for the first
00:31:30.840time like right now to like give it some deep attention I'm not done with the flesh I know that
00:31:39.080it has become a heavily circulated keyword that's what i'm gonna say in the academy in
00:31:47.700the humanities right now and used all kinds of ways some that i recognize resonate with
00:31:54.640totally appreciate vibe with you know the way that um people have given attention to what0.80
00:32:02.880Hortense Spillers is doing. It's really important. There are other people doing wild stuff with it.
00:32:09.400People who don't want to be transformed by a Black feminist word are doing wild stuff with it.0.94
00:32:16.320And I'm trying to let that notion of flesh, particularly around its erotic lines and pulses,
00:32:24.740change me in the way that you're saying. And so one of the things that I appreciate that you just
00:32:32.200said is I want to deal with how the fleshiness of the earth works on us and calls us particularly
00:32:39.940black folks and I had been a little bit stuck and one of my colleagues helped me get unstuck
00:32:48.500and what I mean by that is I was in wow again another space where the academy invited me as
00:32:58.760well as some other colleagues Hawaii right another space that I didn't have enough contacts like I
00:33:07.260was able to connect with the brilliant artist and poet Joy Anamoto who helped us create space
00:33:17.180and introduced us to and reintroduced us to some spaces that we needed to be in right relationship
00:33:22.980with while we were in Hawaii but I was on a panel and I was struggling and I was I was trying to
00:33:31.840articulate that I wondered if there was a way for indigenous folks and black folks so indigenous
00:33:39.700folks of many nations and black folks of many ethnicities and nations and kinds of identities
00:33:46.460that exceeded nation and state to develop a shared language. And I was struggling with it.
00:33:53.240And I was openly just kind of struggling with where are the spaces that we're code switching
00:33:59.320or speaking the same language, but specifically about land. And I was like, I don't know if we
00:34:05.120necessarily have it. And I don't know if that's a problem. It's certainly not a deficiency on
00:34:10.140black studies part or black people's part and my colleague Cersei's Mendez who takes Santeria
00:34:18.380seriously in that kind of ceremonial space and what happens to what we know is western gender
00:34:25.840in that space um how it's reoriented and reconfigured was like maybe you're focusing
00:34:31.920too much on language itself and there are some restrictions around that just in the way that
00:34:38.060you're talking about English Bronte everything is not about language what you say or write some of
00:34:45.260it is is in dance right and she was like you know think about the dance for Yemaya right that's
00:34:53.640deeply about the water and ecology that's its own kind of grammar right what happens at the level
00:35:00.040the body that again can't be translated has to be experienced co-witnessed between Black and
00:35:09.860Indigenous people so it's bringing me to Black and Indigenous spaces of ceremony perhaps even
00:35:16.740since you gifted me with this laughter right gut-busting laughter right that's that's the0.98
00:35:24.400space of the flesh and that's the alchemy I'm trying to get to like the doing and the changing
00:35:29.900and transforming that I'm trying to to get to and articulate and will certainly be thinking
00:35:36.620with the work you're doing particularly dance that you're doing I can't wait to see some pieces of
00:35:42.840this project at least those that could have been I guess archived for us through video moving image
00:35:50.120and even still again beyond the body but the flesh what is flesh flesh both um at the ecological
00:35:59.140level, land, water, sky, and our flesh is deeply connected to that. What does that mean? What is
00:36:08.160that changing and shaping and manifesting and giving us? So that's what I think that I'm feeling
00:36:15.320through and working through right now. And we'll see what it means to bring that to language and
00:36:20.880what other tools I have to use perhaps performance and voice um and some non-spoken things to get to
00:36:31.260that wow thank you oh wow wow wow thank you thank you to the bringing in the dance it feels like
00:36:41.980that and i i was thinking about how you you're kind of dancing um i don't recall what chapter
00:36:50.840i think it's your chapter around uh the erotic and native and indigenous uh black and indigenous
00:36:58.320relations where you start to kind of speak about this dance or this distance between the language
00:37:06.840of sovereignty and abolition and this question if is is the word coalition can that do it for us
00:37:17.420you talk about how quote perhaps coalition as as Billy Ray Belcourt argues about sovereignty has
00:37:26.440been weighted down in political speak I contend that discourses of coalition often foreclose
00:37:33.140conversations about sex erotics and black and indigenous futures unquote um and i've been
00:37:40.940thinking about this kind of your questions that i feel are so critical around the concepts of
00:37:51.640of native sovereignty and anti-black racism and all of the things that sovereignty means
00:37:58.440and is it the word is it about place is it about the earth is it about the nation state
00:38:05.840and you you offer this question quote while native sovereignty as a concept has stretched
00:38:12.040and changed due to the stress of internal pressure can it change in relation to black
00:38:18.060people's needs and desires I wonder if you might speak to more around complicating the concepts
00:38:25.420of sovereignty and also you spoke to a reviewer challenging you back about they said quote for
00:38:33.960whom is sovereignty important and in what what moment and so I wonder about this dance between
00:38:40.860yeah sovereignty and black abolition where does black liberation live in native sovereignty
00:38:46.560where does native sovereignty and black liberation actual or native liberation
00:40:55.560So literally talking about that space as being a space of radical encounter, right?
00:41:02.520And saying that, yeah, there's something that political speech is not giving us that our
00:41:08.920own erotic practices and desires can give us.
00:41:11.960And we need to turn to that if we really want to think about indigenous futures, right?
00:41:18.720And wasn't explicitly trying to speak to Black studies, but I thought I found him deeply engaged with some of the ways that Afro-pessimists, I'm speaking specifically of Jared Sexton's The Vale of Slavery, was troubling Native studies.
00:41:35.200And I really think that there was a conflation happening between white settler colonial studies and Native studies, who's calling them the same thing when they're not, right?
00:41:43.360Because it's certainly his form of Native studies or Native decolonization was one that didn't account for Billy Ray Belcourt's thoughts, right? And Billy Ray Belcourt's notion of what Indigenous futurity meant.
00:41:59.440And so I was really trying to deal with this debate, right, that said, you know, Native sovereignty is really about recognition. And that's something that Black folks don't have. And I was like, I don't think so.
00:42:14.880And this is the problem, yeah, with us not talking to each other, which is not the fault of the individual scholar, right? There's a way that Black Studies gets cordoned off from or sequestered from Native Studies when you're an academic, right?
00:42:30.700And when you produce from the space of the academy and you're not necessarily in relationship with, I'm not going to say in coalition with, in relationship with Indigenous folks outside of the academy and even outside of political spaces like nonprofit organizations or a formal coalitional group,
00:42:53.340there's a lot that you miss about how Black folks and Indigenous folks are trying to relate to one
00:43:00.920another, right? They're not just nuances, but the kind of fleshy, transformative experiences that
00:43:09.580we have with one another, like in the trenches with one another, right? And I am, I can't believe
00:43:18.340that I'm forgetting this person's name Melanie Yazzie Shania Curtis and I were on a round table
00:43:25.480at Spelman and this um sister who I really feel like she is from perhaps the the southwest and I
00:43:37.420I don't want to definitely misname her um and her nation and her people but she was talking about
00:43:46.200her experience of being a sex worker and living with another sex worker and negotiating the kind
00:43:58.920of violence that they both experienced in caring for one another. So her sister was in need of
00:44:06.180surgery. And so she was talking about how she had to go on, I think it was Backpage at the time,
00:44:14.400there was a I forget who I don't know if it was Kamala Harris who was trying to like criminalize0.53
00:44:20.680the use of that particular like classified space in publications print and online publications1.00
00:44:27.680that sex workers were using they're trying to regulate it in the name of helping out sex workers1.00
00:44:32.780right but was talking about having to do some sex work that was precarious in order to help her
00:44:40.800trying to get the medical care that she needed and so she was talking about that as like deep
00:44:45.240relational space and so I'm like when folks in the academy talk about coalition and black and
00:44:53.140indigenous relations as being fraught and hindered by notions of sovereignty they don't think about
00:45:00.080those spaces like the everyday spaces where we need each other to survive and what we're willing
00:45:05.060to risk, put on the line, care for each other, that again, like Billy Ray Belcourt is saying,
00:45:12.220exceeds language. Like it's, it's not this issue of sovereignty, both for Black and Indigenous
00:45:18.500people cannot be overwritten as something that's already resolved or decided for us
00:45:24.480by Western language. And if we get really honest with ourselves and our desire and attraction for
00:45:32.840people particularly interracially like who we're deciding to partner with and fuck um we're doing0.84
00:45:44.120a lot of stuff that folks might say is deeply coalitional right but you won't call it that0.98
00:45:50.420because it's your personal life and you don't want to bring it to the surface and have people
00:45:54.620scrutinize it but people are working out their relationship to white people indigenous people1.00
00:46:02.980folks of color black folks are doing this through like fucking and who they choose to0.99
00:46:07.900have as as partners right talk about that and that's where the stuff gets real that's where1.00
00:46:15.220we figure out how we're invested in one another's well-being and futurity and those are the terms in
00:46:21.640which we need to probably discuss it like we can't like biliary bell cores like we can't keep it cute
00:46:28.880like we really can't this stuff is complicated and we're working it out sometimes through
00:46:34.260fucking and other things and that needs to be a space of theory like let's be honest0.89
00:55:08.620That was before, not that there hadn't been moments of betrayal where the Cherokee were
00:55:16.120not returning captives, but before slavery had become an institution, right?
00:55:22.700And a capital making kind of venture for the Cherokee nation, right?
00:55:27.600It was before that. And it was also a place where I was talking to Jessica Marie Johnson about the use of forts, the ways that conquistador settlers were using forts.
00:55:40.840There were also places of imprisonment.
00:55:45.740There were places where both folks who had been captured, Cherokee folks who had been captured, who were part of warring forces who were trying to beat back the settlers and also enslaved folks who were planning insurrection or planning slave rebellions, they were held together, right?
00:56:06.520They were held in those forts as captives together.
00:56:09.340So our initial spaces of incarceration, right, were ones that were Black and Indigenous spaces of capture, right? And so I was thinking about, we not only have the wounds, right, of the Cherokee practice of slavery, but we have a time before then where that deal had not been wagered, right?
00:56:29.900um that those particular terms of Cherokee sovereignty had not um had not been settled
00:56:38.140right and so we have times while we still have the the wound we have times before we have times
00:56:44.180after right um not that the afterlife of slavery and that trauma isn't still with us particularly
00:56:50.520around the freedmen, right? But still, we have times to revisit and think about our relationship
00:57:00.760of rebellion to conquest and the settler colonial project here. And I feel, again, the pulse of that,
00:57:09.600a revisiting of that time so forcefully right now, Bronte, through the work you're doing,
00:57:15.880the work that my colleagues are doing um particularly indigenous and native feminists
00:57:20.680are doing because we can access those times we do have the capacity to access those moments right
00:57:28.460and reinvigorate them and reactivate them and bring them into a now we do yeah so thank you for
00:57:35.900that offering of time right another kind of deep alone of time wow thank you so much tiffany for
00:57:44.160this such a powerful conversation i'm reminded of a muskogee elder when i was in atlanta for
00:57:52.680those king ceremonies uh in april of 2018 someone connected us to have a conversation and i don't
00:58:00.460remember this brother's name but i remember he closed the conversation saying may we continue
00:58:05.500to walk each other home um and so i i pray that we continue to do that that black and indigenous
00:58:12.320folks continue to do that for one another and that it's not necessarily yeah my friend Esperanza
00:58:20.580shared recently of her mom reading an article about a houseless family and they were interviewing
00:58:27.540the child and being like uh how uh how does it feel now to have a house and he said oh we were
00:58:34.720never we always had a home we just needed a house to put our home into um so I'm just feeling that
00:58:43.040that home as something that is that's offshore and that can't be found in this story of the state
00:58:52.120can't be given to us so thank you for your practice and fugitivity and your scholarship