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00:00:30.000Hello, and welcome to For the Wild podcast. I'm Ayanna Young. Today I'm speaking with
00:00:39.880Teokasin Ghost Horse. If we think peace with earth, rather than peace on earth,
00:00:48.440one means domination. One means relational. Teokasin is a member of the Cheyenne River
00:00:56.060Lakota Nation of South Dakota, and has a long history with Indigenous activism and advocacy.
00:01:02.320Teokasen is the founder, host, and executive producer of First Voices Radio for the last
00:01:07.54028 years. In 2016, he received a nomination for the Nobel Peace Prize.
00:01:16.860Well, Teokasen, thank you so much for joining me today. As we were chatting earlier, I have so many
00:01:24.660of my dear friends have come to me before this interview feeling so jazzed that i get to speak
00:01:30.780to you so this is a great day for me and thank you for joining us no it's an honor always to join
00:01:37.460people who are interested in the earth first and uh in our language we see tokahe maka ina is uh
00:01:45.080we think of mother earth first because the energy is sent to us uploaded to us from her
00:01:50.900as always. And then later on, I think we can think about downloading from the sky as sky gods
00:01:57.560as it is, you know, and I think that that's all part of the balance. I'm glad to be here. Thank
00:02:02.720you. Well, I'd like to begin our conversation by talking about something that I think is becoming
00:02:10.480more and more prominent, which is the savior complex that can arise when we think about
00:02:15.400the many issues earth is periled by at the moment. In your article, Indigenous Languages as Cures
00:02:22.520of the Earth, you write, quote, we all rush in like fools to find more solutions, better remedies,
00:02:29.900fix-its from the profit makers, and fuzzy warm language to comfort the addicted aspects of
00:02:35.440ourselves. We make films, Facebook pages, petitions. We ask politicians to do our bidding.
00:02:42.280We cast votes virtually because we have to save our country, save the world, save the
00:02:48.760earth, save the whales, save anything but our own sanity, end quote.
00:02:55.920And I think most of us can relate to this frenetic energy you describe, but I also think
00:03:03.300about how these actions are propelled by what we might identify as love or passion and rage
00:03:11.060for what we feel is important. So my question is, how do we interrogate our savior complex
00:03:17.760while also acknowledging these tremendous emotions of love and loss?
00:03:23.500That's a great question. And thanks for that little challenge. I was kind of waiting for that.
00:03:28.440That's great. Thank you for that, Ayanna. Well, you know, in the original intuition of Lakota
00:03:34.980language, intuition of all of us, I would say without any filters of what intuition is by
00:03:40.420given a definition from this perspective of the Western mind, which I've been educated in.
00:03:47.440And as Robert Clemens or Mark Twain said, it took me years to get over it, right? So when I'm into
00:03:55.100thinking about what happens when we lose contact, we lose relationship with the earth,
00:04:02.200We are constantly looking for that search for ourselves and others, and it gives way, because of our loss of instruction, it gives way to the fact that somebody else can come and rescue us.
00:04:18.800And when I think about, okay, the original instructions, the original intuition is a fact that even today people go out to the wild, go out to nature, go someplace to heal, basically, to understand.
00:04:34.540And usually it's this sort of benevolence of, I can go to the wild, to the earth, to nature, to listen.
00:04:44.380And when I think about that, it's, well, I think it's different when we were taught as young people that we can, yes, we can go to the earth and mother nature to listen.
00:04:55.960but in that this the fullness of the thought where most indigenous peoples kind of you know
00:05:04.220look in that wonderment and what do you mean going to the earth and listen for lessons actually
00:05:10.100and then what we understand is as one native person i would just say this way is that we
00:05:17.020usually have gone to the earth to find out how mother earth is listening to us
00:05:22.720and that takes a lifetime it just doesn't come up with a cause and effect you know we go we get
00:05:29.600rewarded we come back and then we have the answer the solution so I think the savior mentality is
00:05:36.120tied up in the cause and effect of we have solutions to save what we can of our our possessive
00:05:45.040our environment, our climate, our earth, everything is possessive. And so when it comes
00:05:53.800to the savior mentality, the salvation point mentality, is that there is always going to be
00:06:00.540salvation for us as long as we follow the rules and regulations of an authority figure, religion,
00:06:08.160science, or government. And all those have authority figures, where you look at it the
00:06:13.620other way in relational languages and in indigenous languages there is no need for
00:06:20.040monotheism and authority because that domination does not fit authority well it does actually
00:06:27.340domination and authority go together but domination does not fit relational languages
00:06:33.000and relational languages everything everything is in scope everything is relative everything is
00:06:39.540related, and there's no need to get connected, or even save that which is giving you all the
00:06:46.320answers, meeting all your needs as Mother Earth does. So Mother Earth does indeed listen to us
00:06:53.000and gives us all that we need, all our cries, all our whimpers, all our prayers. She answers it,
00:07:00.340gives us food, gives us water, gives us warmth. And we learn in between those like warm and cold,
00:07:07.420We learn what the balance is. We learn what the rhythm is.
00:07:10.940And so once we are into the rhythm, you can really start questioning, what is savior mentality?
00:07:17.380What is salvation point mentality? We're always looking for the solution.
00:07:22.100So I think rather than looking for the solution, what happens is we need to acknowledge where we are at in this consciousness or in this continuum of being in the present.
00:07:34.300And this comes through when you speak your indigenous language.
00:07:38.680And most indigenous languages that I know of don't have nouns.
00:07:43.780So therefore, there cannot be a savior mentality.
00:07:48.440Now, you see how the Western mind, I can tell you the Western mind, tries to take all of what I just said and put it into the box of, I need to find the answer to why is this?
00:08:00.300We need a reference. We need something so that we can learn how to, as if how to was a manual to do something.
00:08:09.800And what we've forgotten is that Mother Earth is always listening to us.
00:08:15.440Mother Earth is always teaching us lesson.
00:08:17.760There's not one time in human history that humans can teach Mother Earth any lesson, you see.
00:08:26.020and so that's our arrogance to think that we can control the earth we can you know do what we want
00:08:31.980to the earth what we want to the earth and even save the earth and so in that sense you know the
00:08:38.740western mind the euro western wants to be at the top of the heap so that they can i don't know what
00:08:46.060it is reward cause and effect and take in reward or given reward type of mentality a dualism and
00:08:54.540you see that mother earth is not like that. It's very many, many qualities of communication she
00:08:59.700has. So, uh, I guess that's a long way of understanding or trying to answer the question
00:09:04.520of what is savior mentality. Thank you for that. Yeah. It's something that was coming up for me
00:09:12.980was maybe it's about control and that need of control potentially stems from some type of fear.
00:09:20.420you know it's it's interesting because i have really been stepping away from the idea of
00:09:27.740solutions or savior mentality although i know i was very wrapped up in that you know back in my
00:09:34.220just honestly a few years ago and so it feels relieving to challenge the savior mentality and
00:09:41.580challenge that frantic need to be dominant whether that dominance is coming from good intentions or
00:09:50.140not. Yeah, so it's really helpful hearing that response. And similarly, I think about
00:09:57.360non-indigenous folks' hyperfixation with climate collapse in terms of end times, rather than
00:10:04.500thinking about this moment as being a part of the Earth cycle. And because all of the data
00:10:09.540on warming temperatures, depleted soil, loss of diversity, and I understand why so many of us
00:10:15.880struggle with this. But speaking for myself, the more I've learned about climate collapse,
00:10:21.740the less prepared I feel, the less I know. And that makes sense because if we are mired in a
00:10:29.460spiritual problem, then of course the data isn't going to do much for us. So I wonder if you could
00:10:35.380speak to that space between education and wisdom as we try to wrap our minds and hearts around
00:10:42.320earth's transformation? Again, another good question. In 1492, you find that Bartholomew
00:10:50.060de las Casas, the priest who went with Columbus and followed up a few years later about how the
00:10:56.720native peoples and those islands saw the comers, the newcomers, and what the difference was
00:11:05.880and how they denied the earth, how they conquered the earth,0.98
00:11:11.120how they did this possession ceremony on one of the islands
00:11:14.980and stuck a staff into the earth and claimed her, in a sense.
00:11:22.720So there was a patriarchy coming in with about 2,000 years
00:11:29.300It's in basically the language and the behavior,
00:11:32.980hear all of the explorations, all the domination, all the colonization before they got here.
00:11:39.220So what we're saying, what I'm saying is that the climate denial has been since we noticed it back
00:11:45.500then. And we've been saying this for a long time. Native peoples have noticed this. And we've been
00:11:51.700telling people all along. So it would make sense to me, well, if we've been saying these things
00:11:58.700for 500 years why aren't they listening to us you know because we're listening to the earth as
00:12:05.840much as we know that the earth is listening to us and this is why we don't want to take too much or
00:12:10.800even apply theory which a lot of indigenous language don't have in their original base
00:12:17.780languages there's no need to theorize no need to show like a theater and put on an act or a play
00:12:24.640it's really about what is practical mystery mystery is the energy at that transformation
00:12:31.780so when we see the earth changing we want to you know because we're uncomfortable
00:12:37.340and then we we tend to blame ourselves which is partly true it's only blaming ourselves as far
00:12:44.740as we don't want to take responsibility for what we are still doing to ourselves as well as the
00:12:50.820rest of life. But you see, we always have faith in the earth, with the earth, because that's where
00:12:57.360our language comes from. The earth doesn't lie, so therefore our languages do not lie.
00:13:02.600And so when we speak directly, that's called rude, that's called no manners, that's called
00:13:08.760everything that doesn't fit the pretension of manners in the Western European mind,
00:13:15.680because they've been corralled into speaking a restrictive language,
00:13:20.860a restrictive thinking for that long until they got here 500 years ago.
00:13:26.080And so you think about how that began way back there in Western democracy.
00:13:29.940And when we think about the climate denial,
00:13:32.860people were trying to leave the earth even then.
00:13:36.740And then once they were able to achieve some amount of civilizational success,
00:13:42.380Then that's when they start denigrating those peoples who still have and had and lived with the consciousness of Earth.
00:13:51.780So basically they had peace with Earth. These other ones were mental justice seekers.
00:13:58.140And so all the laws, even today in the U.S. government, any government, is to control the human mind through man-made or human-made laws.
00:14:09.780Because it's all about mental justice. It's all about keeping you away from the earth justice, the true justice that is with the earth. And so, yes, education becomes somewhat of a secondary environment, becomes somewhat of a secondary thought.
00:14:26.980and because we can be educated about the earth and as you said said earlier becomes all numbers
00:14:33.540and measurements and weights and what what good is it to us so yes i think part of this climate
00:14:40.380denial that we're just so hyper on is that we we have this thing that's halfway true that we listen
00:14:47.340to it says trust science but we don't know what we're saying with with the etymology of the word
00:14:53.780science and we could we could look at that and that's why I asked others who speak this language
00:15:00.120better than I do to look at their their etymology and what are they basically spelling you know what
00:15:07.480is their spell that they're putting on themselves as others because you this language we speak
00:15:12.580doesn't go that far back or back that far um so it's it's it's it's this it's too big for
00:15:20.840this mind of restrictive thinking. But our hearts understand that there's something going on.
00:15:29.860Our hearts never say it's wrong or right. It's our minds who follow the rules and regulations and
00:15:36.160don't want to believe others because we have been schooled and educated that we are right because
00:15:41.880we have the measurements right here. And that science always changes because that science is
00:15:47.800controlled by Earth, if I could use the word control, every time the Earth changes, those
00:15:53.200numbers and statistics and weights and predictions and whatever, forecasts, everything changes.
00:16:00.040Because, you know, half of that is 50-50 chance anyway. But you have these so-called uncivilized
00:16:07.460primitive Native people who've been kind of impractical all this time. And as my uncle says,1.00
00:16:13.620you know in in a sort of a metaphorical way you can you can't take it with you so why take it now
00:16:20.020you see and so when we look at this is that is that what's going on now are we trying to save
00:16:26.680the earth to take with us or are we trying to leave leave a legacy and see the work within our
00:16:32.700time so that we're proud of ourselves and take credit for us because i have a piece of paper
00:16:37.860that says, I know something because I followed the rules and regulations of that dualism. And
00:16:43.760when it comes to the practicality of that, I could not really apply any of that education
00:16:49.560to the work that is required by the earth, because that education always taught me,
00:16:56.420oh, I'm doing my best. I'm doing my best. Because a lot of us had that money to go to school,
00:17:02.740right? Then it really drew you away from the spirit of what the earth meant to be. And this
00:17:09.520is why looking at earth transformation is really that we're transfixed, that we can change the
00:17:17.160transformation so that it's saved for those who could afford to save the whale, those who can
00:17:23.100afford to save the national park. And all those ideas are just beyond indigenous folks, the ones1.00
00:17:31.160who aren't colonized they're like wait a minute how can you do that when mother earth is already
00:17:36.640in movement never questioning always moving and caring about us at the same time now that's
00:17:44.540the understanding that i think we have disconnected ourselves from yes
00:17:50.460yeah i'm really sitting with my own desire to protect what is left and and also
00:18:04.860wanting to be in relationship rather than wanting to go back into that savior mentality but it's
00:18:11.700really challenging especially with the emotional just the grief of what is being lost
00:18:20.700And so I think I'm going to have to sit with this more just on a personal level of how
00:18:25.080to reckon with the reality of this time and what it actually means to be in right relationship
00:18:32.000with each other and the earth in general.
00:18:41.800Something that's come up in conversation for me is the importance of shattering binary
00:18:47.960thinking and welcoming complication because so many of us are finally learning that simplifications
00:18:55.020and processes of efficacy are not to our benefit or betterment. They're certainly easier to navigate
00:19:03.220and profit off of, but that's about it. And so I wonder if you could relate this to how showing up
00:19:09.860for the earth requires one to remove themselves from the nature-humanity binary. Or perhaps if
00:19:17.360you think there is a relationship between revering complexity and shattering binary thinking?
00:19:24.000We have a saying that we kind of reinterpret into all my relations. It's called metakoi oyasi.
00:19:33.360And really, metakoi oyasi, you cannot feel, you cannot think in dualism. You can think only in
00:19:42.280inclusion and if there is no word for exclusion in our languages then you see how further along
00:19:50.340we've come in that process of evolving our spirits into understanding the transformation
00:19:56.720the complexity the simplicity that is the complexity because people want to think that
00:20:03.460they have to down dress or the idea of complexity so it's simple but yet if you're speaking the
00:20:12.060languages of the earth like i said earth doesn't lie and so your languages are along the complexities
00:20:17.400of the earth and you see how many so much variance of species and how to deal with the weather and
00:20:26.240all you know all of that is to not think that we're in control of it or even that god made this
00:20:33.100for us you see and so once we let go of those domination thought processes that more than two
00:20:41.740dimensional thought process wake up and they come and you're like wait now we can't know all of this
00:20:48.460we're spending our time gathering information without ever experiencing it so we are we are
00:20:54.940stuck with the ideas of information and knowledge and then we refer to well someone who's who's
00:21:02.100tenured in a educational process is wise now because he's tenured he's older she's older
00:21:08.940and so they're wise and yet those textbook uh knowledge keepers are not ever experienced so1.00
00:21:17.140they may go out and study here and there but when you have indigenous peoples always in the rhythm0.98
00:21:22.480of the earth they're not educated but yet in the sense of taking this concept of education and1.00
00:21:29.880trying to put it on native people it's it's like injecting with them with something right and1.00
00:21:36.200They're not ever going to understand it because they're already too far ahead of education that this system requires in order for you to get ahead.1.00
00:21:45.620But with the indigenous processes of Earth, it doesn't need education.
00:21:51.940And that way we spend all of our times trying to reinterpret something that we can't wrap it around our minds and we're stuck in the same cycle of cause and effect.
00:22:02.120How do you do this and what do you do?
00:22:05.020And that is the point of privilege that we come from,
00:22:08.300is that I have a question, you answer it for me,
00:22:11.180and you tell me how to do something so I can take it easy
00:30:33.420That was, yeah, I hear that word so often these days, and that was really clarifying.
00:30:40.120so thank you yeah i want to read another quote that you wrote and it's i would further the idea
00:30:48.320of getting giving the land back to earth herself first then the native people so we can live with
00:30:55.140our languages cultures and mistakes that we made by accepting education too easily and almost
00:31:01.580losing the wisdom of experience with her i would suggest doing that in a hurry before earth takes
00:31:08.100the land back for herself from all of you ownership and steward thinking people, end quote.
00:31:15.660This is a topic that continually needs to be brought up so that it may take on a life of its
00:31:21.880own. So bluntly, I'd like to ask about giving land back to herself and the profound beauty within
00:31:30.020that and how that sentiment fits into the larger conversation of land back. In the beginning,
00:31:36.680I talked about domination we have no word idea or concept of the word domination so that means
00:31:44.120that we can't lord over we can't dominate the earth in a sense we have to relate and because
00:31:50.520that feels healthier when you're isolated in domination you feel like you're you're god
00:31:56.240playing god so to speak and earth is kind of like having patience with that I suppose all this time
00:32:02.460but she's always been giving us the land right she's always giving it to us through the food with
00:32:08.960everything that grows with her the the warmth the whatever showing us lessons so in that way
00:32:16.020you know we we can never understand how she really truly restores herself because that science says
00:32:23.540we need to take her apart in order to understand how she restores herself but in taking her part
00:32:28.940we lose a little bit of ourselves from actually understanding a relationship
00:32:32.660and a spiritual energy connection in that way.0.99
00:32:36.140So when you think about Native peoples who are living with that language without science,
00:32:42.240but the science is in it, living with the culture of the earth
00:32:45.600and understanding the mistakes that we made now,
00:32:48.960especially with this Western education that helps us to lose how we live with the earth.
00:32:55.240In other words, that land that we lived on was taken away from us.
00:33:00.180So we start losing that experience with her.
00:33:02.640We start losing the language and start losing the culture.0.78
00:33:06.180And we start making the mistakes of the Western, what education accepts.
00:33:11.640And so once we have that, we get a little bit further away every year with every generation.
00:33:16.700And we want to hurry up and let's get it now.
00:33:20.780Let's get it back because that's what the earth is doing.
00:33:23.120And that idea comes from the Western mind. But when I say, let's do this in a hurry before the earth takes the land back for itself, from all of you, is that in the beginning, again, we need to lose the idea of ownership and stewardship, because that's one and the same.
00:33:42.080It's very dichotomous. And any thinking people would understand that the answers are already provided of how we cannot ever own the land. And I know it sounds like I'm rhetorical here, but it's an idea of, so the intelligence that's been given to you by all the four elements, it's given to you.
00:34:07.280And it's not that we own that. It's a gift. And that gift keeps on giving, so to speak, if we have the respect and not try to ownership, not try to own, not try to steward, and definitely not try to dominate anybody or anything that already has a connection, already is relating to that.
00:34:29.660So if anything, this is more of a statement to the Western world that, yes, give the land back to us, because we'll know what to do with it, even if we make our mistakes by saying it's free to everybody, and now everybody else owns it.
00:34:45.600But the difference is, Ayanna, that we as Native people are still home.
00:34:50.880We may be landless, but we're still home.
00:34:53.020And that means that tie can never be severed, no matter what the system does or what the people thinks that we should be civilized. Yet civilization is what's killing with ownership, stewardship, the education.
00:35:09.480I can just go on and on and say what's wrong with the Western thought process, but in the Western hemisphere, the thought process is so deep that consciousness, no matter who brings this new type of education onto it, that education will never work with it because it doesn't know how to.0.51
00:35:29.360It comes from overseas where they put everything on and dominated and kings and lords and feudalism and hierarchy and, you know, they use the language of war.0.71
00:35:40.900And so this language of war is really now against the earth.0.97
00:35:44.580That's why we have to, we think in dualisms, enemy or friend.
00:35:49.600And right now it's like we're using science to really try to save ourselves from what earth eventually will do.
00:35:56.240is imminent, that she needs to change, because we're the ones that are suffering from lack of
00:36:03.200or loss of connection to the earth. The earth is not suffering from connection to us. She's always
00:36:09.820relating to us, you see? So what's the first medicine is to dokahe makaina, is to think of
00:36:16.560the earth first, and the heart, and the water. In the morning you get up, you're doing a ceremony
00:36:21.780all together with with water right and and the next thing is well you look for food and you look
00:36:28.420for for for warmth and you look for these things that earth is giving to you but where is our
00:36:33.920appreciation for that so and that the more we appreciate the more we understand that we have0.70
00:36:41.600to give back the land to the earth you know because it's herds anyway so let her do let her
00:36:47.000restore with us trying to stop trying to put fertilizer into places she doesn't want it
00:36:52.020because we're only adjusting we're adjusting earth to our needs rather than ourselves being
00:36:58.860needed by the earth so to speak you know we don't have to do that anymore we we have to
00:37:04.380adjust to the earth and i think any thinking people would understand that
00:42:02.820so everything starts coming alive once you start understanding the language of noun so cup can be
00:42:11.940a noun it's like understanding self of course we all say it starts with self when you understand
00:42:17.080I as a noun and you look up in the dictionary it's a noun but in Lakota I is a verb you are a verb
00:42:25.420you're vibrating you're alive you're moving so then that removes the idea that there really
00:42:32.340needs not be an idea of I or me or my or mine or ours because it's not about you but it is about
00:42:40.540you being with all that sentient life and that you know you're always a part of something you
00:42:46.800start feeling like you're never going to be excluded and separated or lonely so this is what
00:42:53.240the changing language is it doesn't mean that you have to go back in time that's you just have to
00:42:59.680recognize where you are so that you know how far you've got to go you know i don't say involvement
00:43:06.620evolvement i'm saying be involved in evolvement that is a continuum of the earth of of the cosmos
00:43:15.180and you'll go and you start understanding oh indigenous folks they were sitting there 200,000
00:43:23.020years ago watching the stars the same way as astronomers today do but yet they because of
00:43:29.780their understanding of that energy they know what star we can't see with telescopes until
00:43:37.660the telescope gets closer to that star and then the native people will say oh that's so and so
00:43:43.340you've seen that with kogi you've seen that with people that that we've been their knowledges have1.00
00:43:51.120been held back in the western hemisphere because it's based on supremacy because the western world1.00
00:43:57.380has to be right it has to be right and by god we are right because look what we've done to you for
00:44:04.280you people we bought you computers and the atom bomb and bought you wars and process you know we
00:44:10.800can name all of those things so i think by simply bringing things are are alive that they already
00:44:18.000are by changing our language I think that's going to be a process I don't want to I don't think I'm
00:44:23.820going to see it in my lifetime do I need to except that the that idea has been in work in works in1.00
00:44:32.840progress within indigenous peoples for forever as far as I understand
00:44:37.640just to continue on this language topic for one more question in indigenous languages
00:44:47.780as cures for the earth, you write, quote, earth languages are not lies or manipulation
00:44:53.320to serve political, religious, economic, or scientific rationalizations. They are not invoked,
00:45:00.960entrusted, or gifted to be placed within linear boxes of data. They are spoken every moment as
00:45:06.400cures where all praise goes to the earth, end quote. And yeah, I'll be honest, you know, some
00:45:14.940of my hesitations around talking about the importance of language is I think about you know
00:45:20.920the popularization of traditional ecological knowledge and how many of us welcome to the call
00:45:26.580to rethink our language you know the pronouns we give to the more than human world our understandings
00:45:32.660of kinship but ultimately this just transpired a change at the level of perception not relation
00:45:39.880And so I do question the connection between language and condition, at least for English speakers. So maybe you could respond to this or elaborate a bit further on the idea that language exists beyond speech and how we need to think about language as action.
00:45:56.220yes wow okay that that would probably take longer than my answer which would when i would teach at
00:46:05.200yale when i was talking to grad students and people looking for their phds and and you know
00:46:12.180i'm like who am i to be teaching all these peoples who are you know have these ideas that0.98
00:46:18.420they're coming to extract from this indigenous person about how to further their their um i0.94
00:46:25.600don't know prestige in this society because it's based on information of what they took from other0.96
00:46:30.820peoples so I go back to and this probably has something new with it tell me if it doesn't or
00:46:35.640not so it's a little story that I read way back in the 90s about a young person who had the grad
00:46:42.660degree and and had gone and studied cultural anthropology and he was able to get a grant and go
00:46:50.980to zimbabwe i think it was and and notice and and work and live among his grant was for usually
00:46:59.52020 years i think it was and it was a good grant and at the end he was he's supposed to make this
00:47:05.660book right write this book so he lived among the the the bush men the bush people the tiny ones
00:47:12.980for 20 years and and he would write every day and he got into their cultural moors and
00:47:19.320And, you know, what usually happens is that they understood what he was doing.
00:47:23.740And so he lived among them, or at least close to them.
00:47:28.000And he had to come back to England once in a while to verify what he was doing.
00:47:33.480And so he would go back and he would miss them so much.
00:47:36.860And then later on in his years, he began to understand that my time is up, you know, 20 years and I'm going to run out of money.
00:47:47.700They had mountains of information. And all that time he's seen transitions of indigenous generations, maybe two, three generations, come and go.
00:47:59.380And he understood all that whole process of how they accepted death so well, because they were actually living without thinking of need.
00:48:08.300and so once they he saw these bushmen he on his last very last day he had sat on a on a hill
00:48:19.320with an incline sloping down to a valley and so he was looking down his valley he looked up and he
00:48:26.120saw this most beautiful sunset you could ever see in Africa and he thought why did I miss this 20
00:48:34.140years and I didn't pay attention until now I've got a lonely heart and I see these things and so
00:48:40.760he kind of romanticized that a little bit and he saw these sat you know down it was kind of in the
00:48:47.700evening watching the sunset and he saw this little chimpanzee kind of walking on three and his one
00:48:55.880arm and two legs and in one arm he had a little melon and in that melon he was kind of walking
00:49:01.440with three and then down below him and the chimpanzee kind of he's watching the chimpanzee
00:49:07.540and the chimpanzee kind of glanced up at the sun and then stopped and looked again and he just
00:49:13.680kind of looked at the sun he sat down basically in front of the man who the cultural anthropologist
00:49:20.800who was watching the little chimpanzee and a chimpanzee sat there and looked at the sun the
00:49:27.460same way he was looking at the sun and then a little chimpanzee took the melon stood up on his0.68
00:49:34.000hind legs and held it above his head to the sun as long as he could because you know they can't0.53
00:49:40.620stand very long on their hind their feet as long as we can so and then he stood there for minutes
00:49:47.420and then finally he put the the melon down and then he left that was his offering to the sun
00:49:54.240And that cultural anthropologist cried because it was the first time he realized that he didn't know a thing.
00:50:04.160He thought he knew everything because my traditional Western education taught me that I'm supposed to know everything as much as possible.
00:50:11.740And so he told his helpers, the Bushmen, who had his packages, his papers all packed up, ready to go the next morning.0.86
00:50:27.980And he put them all in a pile and he torched them.0.75
00:50:33.600he burned all his 20 years of research up because he thought he knew about what culture was and that
00:50:41.320little monkey had taught him everything about respect and then he never we never heard from
00:50:48.460again he never wrote the book we heard the story so when i'm thinking what can we do
00:50:56.340where we are in this society at this time
00:51:00.580is really look to the earth once again
00:52:54.760And that, you can say it clears the slate, but it's true.
00:52:59.380No matter if you're a human being that's doing wrong things, you're still on every moment that is innocent.
00:53:06.440And that is what we all can understand that every, can I say, every virus is innocent also. Is compassion, does compassion have a choice? You see, so we can understand Native peoples as much as this educational process allows us to.
00:53:27.460because this educational process as an Indigenous person
00:53:31.040is always telling us what we can and cannot do, you see,
00:53:35.720and how we shouldn't say that because we're defaulted
00:53:39.980to getting along with the Western society
00:53:42.720or defaulted to saying the things that they like
01:01:19.260It's kind of like wondering why we're seeking
01:01:22.100a final solution to exterminating ourselves or trying not to exterminate ourselves by exterminating
01:01:29.840other life forms. So when I think about trusting earth, the Western mind that I have now, it says,
01:01:39.600but how do I do that? How do I trust earth? That means I just have to leave her alone.
01:01:44.840We come up with questions and our coherency is no longer there.
01:01:51.520So we're trying to create some kind of common understanding from what we've taken away from her among this humanity of ownership.
01:02:01.560and i think when we understand the meaning of ownership and that meaning of knowledge
01:02:07.720it it points to believing ourselves to be its sole owner so we can save that whale for ourselves and
01:02:18.720we feel good for doing that and you know maybe we'll get some kind of award for it but is the
01:02:24.900whale really you know going the way it's supposed to it's like to me and this probably has a
01:02:32.940relation to it this is how i speak but if we are going on with the technology and we're we are
01:02:41.260killing ourselves with this technology as well as other species you know is it the fact that we have
01:02:48.540to save the whale from our technology that is telling you to accept it so so that we can advance
01:02:54.700and progress and mother earth has tried to get our attention with earthquakes and
01:03:00.640you know the wind and fires and you know just on and on the floods and we have paid attention
01:03:09.260somewhat so what we think is is in in conference with older people from back home they're saying
01:03:16.620oh yeah technology that's the word we had to come up with and try to understand it it means
01:03:21.220something hurts inside, right? So we're disconnected. So technology is the downfall
01:03:28.320of all of us. Mother Earth set it up so we can, our arrogance is destroying us. So she's allowing
01:03:37.740that, those people who are addicted to technology to basically suicide, slowly suicide our way out.
01:03:47.280But not all of us, I can say that. But that's not the saving grace. What it is that those peoples who are still connected with the earth, still related to the earth, and living simply without owning the earth is part of that, saving the earth.
01:04:04.240because they're watching the motion of the nurturing living, if I say that.
01:04:10.640And so they're not saving that piece of ground.
01:04:14.840They're acknowledging that here they are in their capacity to pay attention to the earth,
01:04:21.760to give energy, to pray, if you will, to realize that transition,
01:04:27.380this little piece of earth here affects that whale over there.
01:04:31.660so we're taught to look outside of ourselves so that other peoples can give us credit
01:04:37.780because we seek credit within this western world that we're good people and in fact the
01:04:43.840the etymology of european really means good people the good people and so what are we doing
01:04:50.940with that you know and when i think about okay we're going to save the whale but we're going to
01:04:58.560save a dog we're going to save all those things that are beneficial to us right and part of that
01:05:05.940ayana is is i could introduce this as a microtones the microtones of somebody living on with the
01:05:13.800land and listening to the mushrooms listening to the soil listening to the earth listening to the
01:05:19.480plants about how to how to you know so it's giving us instructions it's uploading to us all the time
01:05:29.660in that intelligence this other way has been given us is to be benevolent and go out and save the
01:05:35.460mighty whale you know the the beast of legend and they know how to do it themselves if we just let
01:05:42.640them alone we just have to stop what we're doing with technology in order to save the whale
01:05:48.940and truly get into the communication with the earth
01:05:53.020that indigenous peoples who are still speaking1.00