In Bed With The Right - July 07, 2026


Episode 143 -- Joan Didion's California

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00:00:00.000 Hello, I'm Adrienne Dobb.
00:00:07.240 And I'm Moira Donegan.
00:00:08.460 Whether we like it or not, we're in bed with the right.
00:00:13.500 So, listeners, today is a very special episode because Moira has just returned from a fabled
00:00:18.940 place, a place that some say only exists in the fevered mind of those who have spent too
00:00:25.060 much time in the sun.
00:00:26.020 And she has now returned to the much bombier shores of the East Coast.
00:00:31.500 And as is the want of any New Yorker who has spent more than a day and a half on the West Coast, she wants to talk about California.
00:00:41.340 So today we're talking about California.
00:00:45.100 Yeah, I have flown back to visit the People's Republic of Mamdonstan, and I'm here for a chunk of the summer.
00:00:53.940 The vibes are immaculate in New York City.
00:00:56.140 But I, like every other East Coast native, have been to California and I have thoughts.
00:01:03.100 I have a lot of opinions.
00:01:04.200 I have a lot of ideas.
00:01:05.340 I have a lot of questions.
00:01:07.120 And here to answer some of those questions for me is my good friend Adrienne Daub and our good friend Joan Didion, who's making her return to the pod.
00:01:15.700 That's right.
00:01:16.580 So this is an episode we've been teasing for a long time.
00:01:19.480 We did an episode on San Francisco in the conservative imagination, and we said in passing we've got to also do one about San Francisco as a place that spawns a lot of conservative thought in our own day and a lot of conservative pathologies specifically.
00:01:36.220 This will most likely be a series because there's a lot to say.
00:01:39.980 We're going to do this in steps.
00:01:41.400 I think that there is a California conservatism that we're going to have to talk about.
00:01:45.460 And then we would talk about San Francisco as kind of a subset of that.
00:01:49.140 And then I think in a third step, though not necessarily a third episode, we'd want to
00:01:52.460 talk about the kind of right-wing and reactionary thought that really is coming out of San
00:01:57.480 Francisco at the moment, which conveniently enough is also the topic of my forthcoming
00:02:02.800 book, What Tech Calls Governing.
00:02:04.320 And I'm guessing we'll get to that part of the episode just in time for you to pre-order that.
00:02:09.940 Please pre-order that wherever books are sold.
00:02:12.360 Always be hustling, Adrienne.
00:02:15.180 Podcasts are for closers.
00:02:17.040 That's right.
00:02:18.680 We're going to sell that book.
00:02:20.100 But, you know, I'm actually really fascinated to do this one with you because, yeah, I think before I moved out West, I had like an East Coast or a vague idea of what California conservatism was.
00:02:30.760 It meant Ronald Reagan, and it meant the reactionary tech industry, which, like, despite what people are now going to try and tell you, actually was moving discernibly to the right, I would say even before the pandemic, but like really acutely since the pandemic.
00:02:45.100 And this experience, this time I've spent in California, has shown me that there's actually a bunch of different California conservatisms that are influencing each other and feeding off of each other, but which have discernible, like, distinctions.
00:02:59.460 So I think the fact that you're saying discernible is already really helpful. I think you're absolutely right. The tech industry turned right long before people elsewhere seemed to notice. And I think the reason is that these particular kinds of California conservatism that we're going to be talking about are undiscernible, are illegible to a lot of people outside of the state, right?
00:03:20.780 Like when people sort of want to figure out, like, how does a kind of free market supremacism lend itself so easily to fascism?
00:03:29.380 When people want to know, like, how did these guys get so eugenic?
00:03:32.760 How are they so rich and so smart and yet given to conspiracism?
00:03:36.960 These are all things that if like we have, you've spent some time out here, are legibly picking up on stuff that's been in the ether for a long, long time.
00:03:48.460 And in some way, they're hewing to a proud or not very proud California tradition.
00:03:53.920 But you're right that I think that the shock that people professed at the tech industry's rightward lurch, or even the perception that it was a lurch and wasn't just always there, tells us that this kind of conservatism is harder to read than, let's say, the conservatism of a James Dobson or a Dick Cheney.
00:04:11.320 It's more idiosyncratic. It doesn't necessarily fall into, I think, the established terms of like, OK, here are the right wing camps that we're used to talking about in, say, like a Republican presidential primary. Right. It's a little more idiosyncratic. It's a little offbeat. It is flexing its muscle now, but it has not always been at the centerpiece of conservative politics and has become so more recently.
00:04:36.820 Yeah. And we should say this is a podcast about gender politics. And gender is kind of an underappreciated piece of this story, I would say. That might be our big thesis here. People will think of things like land rights. They'll think of things like the defense industry. They'll think of things like taxes, right? Aerospace, et cetera, et cetera.
00:04:57.160 Water.
00:04:57.900 Water, right?
00:04:58.840 Yeah. 1.00
00:04:59.140 Gender sort of doesn't enter into it that much. 0.97
00:05:02.940 We're talking about race and immigration, but gender would seem to be kind of a subchapter.
00:05:07.280 But I think we can actually make a couple of claims here that gender is far more central than that story would suggest.
00:05:15.380 And so as our guide, we have friend of the pod, well, frenemy of the pod, Joan Didion.
00:05:20.540 And we both read her, when is this from?
00:05:23.640 2003.
00:05:24.860 It's her 2003 book about California, Joan Didion's Where I Was From.
00:05:29.500 She died in 2021, but she stopped writing, like, the last decade of her life, I guess.
00:05:35.440 I think her last big book was The Year of Magical Thinking, which is better, I think, than her other grief book, Blue Nights, about the death of her daughter.
00:05:42.960 This was kind of late Didion.
00:05:44.640 You can tell that it is not as exactingly edited as some of her earlier work.
00:05:49.600 Like, the stuff in, like, the White Album, I think, is a lot leaner.
00:05:52.720 And it's telling in that it is an account of California's ethos and politics and culture from a California conservative and from somebody whose political preoccupations become very clear through her narration of California's history.
00:06:09.260 That's right. Didion was born in Sacramento.
00:06:11.260 Her mother, I believe, I don't know if she was born in San Francisco, but raised in San Francisco, graduate of Lowell High School, not too far from here.
00:06:18.680 And so where she's from, she's putting stakes down, right?
00:06:22.600 But she's saying she's more California than you.
00:06:24.480 And that's kind of the secret theme of the book.
00:06:26.700 California, the place famous for being an advent of reinvention and a source of reinvention,
00:06:31.780 becomes like almost paradoxically in Didion's telling,
00:06:34.660 a place that has like a former, more authentic self, which she can claim, which is also very telling.
00:06:41.360 So I started reading this book ready to kind of dismiss it, ready to dislike it.
00:06:47.060 But what I found very interesting was Didion shows herself both a keen chronicler of a certain California mindset, and then she shows that she's definitely a victim of it.
00:06:55.800 And to some extent, I think the book knows it, too.
00:06:58.180 The book is not very structured, but one of the recurring bits that come up is this very daffy essay that eighth grade Joe Didion wrote about, like, the California mindset.
00:07:08.540 And she kind of keeps coming back to this ideology that she imbibed as a kid and that on several occasions says she began questioning super late in her life.
00:07:18.840 Yeah.
00:07:19.020 But she does question it.
00:07:20.060 So that's what's really interesting about it.
00:07:21.500 You both kind of think you're going to get there before her and then she gets there before you.
00:07:25.040 But then in another bigger way, she still doesn't entirely break out of this ideology.
00:07:30.860 and you can sort of tell that there's parts of the story
00:07:33.660 she just doesn't care about
00:07:35.280 because she's really interested in where she's from,
00:07:37.580 which to her is a very specific part of California.
00:07:41.060 But yeah, I loved reading this
00:07:42.380 and if people want to pick it up,
00:07:43.820 I do not think you'll regret it for a minute.
00:07:45.760 Oh no, it's really good.
00:07:46.800 The thing about Joan Didion
00:07:47.500 that is a little bit like Lena Dunham
00:07:48.860 is that when you get frustrated, 1.00
00:07:51.040 or at least when I get frustrated with her,
00:07:53.000 and when I'm like, okay,
00:07:53.680 this is a lot of style without a lot of substance
00:07:55.900 or there's this like alienating hardness
00:07:57.980 at the core of your worldview
00:07:59.960 that is just, like, so relentless and unsympathetic
00:08:02.460 that I can't, like, follow you there, right?
00:08:04.640 And then she says something disarmingly intelligent
00:08:08.380 and perceptive and says it perfectly,
00:08:10.600 and it's infuriating, right?
00:08:12.180 Because I'm not a Didion girl.
00:08:13.480 I'm a person who kind of wants to dislike her,
00:08:15.560 and I can't.
00:08:17.860 If Lena Dunham was somebody I want to like
00:08:19.800 and find myself frustrated with often,
00:08:21.680 Joan Didion is somebody I want to dislike
00:08:23.460 and have this, like, unshakable admiration for. 0.98
00:08:26.260 She actually is very smart.
00:08:27.880 I think if we were talking about the parts about the women's movement in the White Album or whatever.
00:08:34.320 Oh, yeah, there's stuff that does not hold up.
00:08:36.120 Yeah.
00:08:36.520 They're not all winners.
00:08:37.960 We could be very, very clear in our dislike or our rejection of what she's saying.
00:08:43.600 And I think the fact that you notice a kind of over-identification of hers and then she's able to free herself from it.
00:08:49.480 And then in freeing herself, she falls back into the problem or back into this kind of over-identification, actually already suggests something about her book, which I think she knows, given the title, Where I Was From.
00:09:01.480 Her relationship to California is over-determined, like five ways to Sunday, right?
00:09:05.300 In the book, she's trying to give you a sense of the ideology that she imbibed as a kid.
00:09:09.280 She tries to come to a place of distance from it and disidentification from it.
00:09:13.560 But in the end, you realize that a lot of her conclusions partake of the exact same spirit and, frankly, very conservative spirit that animated that ideology in the first place.
00:09:22.060 But then you get the added fact that, like, this is a Californian reporting, let's be honest, to a bunch of New York liberals, right?
00:09:31.580 Like, this is a California conservative performing California conservatism for an audience that she's imagining people within five blocks of St. John the Divine.
00:09:41.740 Oh, she's also performing it for East Coast conservatives like William F. Buckley. All right. Yeah. Let's be honest about who Joan Didion's audience is. It includes a fair number of conservatives. But, you know, I think it might be useful for our audience at this point to think about, like, what is this ideology that Joan Didion imbibed?
00:10:01.400 And for me, what stood out a lot was both as something that she clearly has an ongoing attachment to and then also as something that she tries to trouble and question, although not in the same ways I would, was her attachment to the myth of the pioneer resilience and the myth of westward expansion.
00:10:21.800 She goes through, in the early parts of the book, vignettes from the lives of some of her female ancestors who made what she calls the crossing from places like Ohio and Virginia and Arkansas to California.
00:10:36.700 And she's talking here about one of these women's sons who's narrating his own mother who made the Pioneer Crossing.
00:10:45.020 And this son says,
00:10:46.680 Mother viewed character as being the mainspring of life
00:10:49.400 and therefore as regulating our lives here
00:10:51.640 and indicating our destiny in the life to come.
00:10:53.900 She had fixed and settled principles, aims, and motives in life.
00:10:58.280 That's like the phrase she keeps coming back to, right?
00:11:00.700 She had fixed and settled principles, aims, and motives in life.
00:11:04.580 The idea that there was this like core of commitment and meaning
00:11:09.040 in these pioneer people that was admirable
00:11:12.200 and for which they made these Herculean sacrifices,
00:11:15.460 and that this is the ethos of California,
00:11:17.700 is I think something Joan Didion is clearly trying to, like, wrestle with,
00:11:21.940 like, attempting to let go of over the course of where I was from.
00:11:25.640 But she doesn't manage, I think, as sort of the spoiler alert here.
00:11:28.180 Yeah, yeah.
00:11:28.700 She throughout sort of says, like, for me, California was determined,
00:11:32.780 as you say, by the crossing, by the pioneers,
00:11:34.700 and then kind of, like, leaps forward to the present moment.
00:11:36.780 And she very admirably tries to fill in the voices that that leap silences.
00:11:42.200 right? She wants to think about working class Californians. She wants to think about the
00:11:45.840 population explosion. She wants to think about different industries, aerospace industries.
00:11:49.960 But then in the end, it does kind of all come down to the pioneers and the crossing. And you're
00:11:54.940 like, Joan, did you introduce all these people just to be like, but in the end, am I not more
00:12:00.200 Californian than all of them? On the one hand, she'll go like, oh, you know, these ancestors I
00:12:06.020 had who were crossing in the 1840s, like they thought they were going to settle in Mexico.
00:12:10.260 And then she never makes mention of that again or like what the Mexican War was and what it meant.
00:12:17.960 Like that never crosses her mind.
00:12:20.040 The Native Americans who were displaced appear as animal like villains once and then never again. 1.00
00:12:25.300 Right. 0.99
00:12:25.520 Yeah.
00:12:25.940 The Chinese fishing communities along the California coast who were displaced really violently with ethnic cleansing by the white Anglo settlers, American settlers, never mentioned at all.
00:12:37.900 Right.
00:12:38.140 So race is not really at the forefront of Joan Didion's worldview.
00:12:41.840 I suspect she would think it would be kind of vulgar to consider it.
00:12:44.340 But also she looks down on other white people.
00:12:47.280 But like this idea that there was once a hero or a heroic class in the mythologized past and that those people had an integrity and a commitment and a sort of like moral capacity that has since been lost. 0.57
00:13:04.020 And that they were like white people who are better than other kinds of white people.
00:13:07.580 That's a through line of conservative thought, I think, like throughout America in a lot of cases.
00:13:13.460 It's not something that's particular to California conservatism in its generalities, but in the particular manifestation of it that Joan has adhered to, it's very, very California.
00:13:23.980 Yeah, so maybe let's sort of explain what she thinks this ideology is all about or what sort of the situation is that has given rise to it.
00:13:31.220 And in each case, I really want to point out that Didion Asmora is saying, we'll put pressure on this and be like, this isn't true.
00:13:38.640 But then in a broader sense, it still guides her analysis to a really staggering extent for the fact that this is written in the 21st century.
00:13:45.440 So one of the main things she emphasizes is the fact of living in California is just the fact that it populated so quickly.
00:13:54.560 that to be a Californian until really the early 21st century
00:14:00.020 is to be aware that there were far fewer people in the state
00:14:04.100 when you arrived than there are now.
00:14:06.540 She doesn't come out and say that this is what's, for instance,
00:14:08.780 behind the eugenicist thinking that you get in so much of Northern California
00:14:11.740 in the late 19th, early 20th century.
00:14:14.260 But she does say that it's definitely in the fights and worries
00:14:17.320 about distribution, you know, the tax revolt, et cetera, et cetera,
00:14:21.280 and all these anxieties about immigration, right?
00:14:23.900 Like, California will have always looked different 20 years after you've arrived in it, right?
00:14:29.740 This is not made up.
00:14:30.900 So just to give you an idea, in 1850, the population of California would have been something like 100,000 people.
00:14:36.340 By 1860, it was 400,000 people.
00:14:38.780 By 1890, it was 1.2 million.
00:14:41.820 By 1910, it was 2.3 million.
00:14:44.460 By 1930, it was 5.6 million.
00:14:46.800 By 1950, it was 10 million.
00:14:49.220 By 1970, it was 19 million.
00:14:51.420 By 1980, it was 23 million.
00:14:53.900 By 2000, it was 33 million, and now it's sort of stalling out at 39 million.
00:14:59.820 But, like, she's not making this up.
00:15:01.160 Like, there's the sense not that the state is filling up.
00:15:04.300 The state is enormous.
00:15:06.060 A lot of it's empty.
00:15:07.680 Yeah, I was just there, and it was just very empty, yeah.
00:15:10.480 Shout out to Fort Bragg, which is beautiful.
00:15:12.460 But the fact that the place where you live is going to have newcomers,
00:15:17.340 and often will have more newcomers than there are of people who remember what you remember,
00:15:22.440 strikes me as indeed a quintessential aspect of living here,
00:15:26.360 or at least one that was quintessential until quite recently.
00:15:29.960 And it is something that I think she identifies quite correctly, right?
00:15:34.800 It's a little bit like, you know, that joke about New Yorkers
00:15:37.160 complaining about gentrification like five minutes after they've moved in?
00:15:40.520 Yeah.
00:15:40.980 That's literally all of California because quite technically it's true.
00:15:44.460 Like you do remember what it was like 20 years ago,
00:15:47.040 and most of the people around you do not.
00:15:49.300 Yeah.
00:15:49.640 So that's the first thing she identifies.
00:15:51.080 The second thing that she talks about is she tries to put pressure on this idea of the yeoman farmer as a sort of character in the California story.
00:16:02.140 I think she's responding to some extent to the work of Victor Davis Hanson, which is kind of wild to me.
00:16:07.420 I'm like, OK, I didn't know you cared, but OK.
00:16:09.720 Yeah.
00:16:09.960 Yeah. Classicist and Hoover Institution inmate currently who wrote about his connection to the land and to a kind of yeoman ideal as a Central Valley farmer.
00:16:20.060 And she points out that really the kind of blood and soil ideology that people associate with farming just never was able to take hold in California because when we talk about our farming community, usually we call them growers, right?
00:16:35.460 And she does a lot with language and says, like, these aren't people who've worked the land.
00:16:40.340 She points out that, like, a lot of the landowners who are understood as the big agricultural producers in California have never actually lived in the place where they're growing, right?
00:16:49.140 Like a classical agrarian farmer would.
00:16:51.340 They live in Los Angeles and San Francisco, and they own these big tracts of land in the Central Valley and down on the coast.
00:16:57.560 Yeah, there's a line she quotes, I forget from whom, that their relationship to the land is as casual as that of the migratory workers they employ.
00:17:04.500 Yeah.
00:17:04.840 Right? 1.00
00:17:05.060 So, like, she's really trying to puncture that.
00:17:06.860 And I think that's well observed, right?
00:17:08.500 That connection to the land doesn't quite do for them what they think it does, right?
00:17:13.240 And that it doesn't work as obviously and easily as it would, for instance, in parts of the Midwest and the American South.
00:17:21.360 And then the third point, I think, that she really wants to drill down on, in the order of the book, it's the first thing that she talks about, is a relationship to the federal government that is deeply pathological, right?
00:17:34.460 And this is where her own conservatism comes in, but also where I think she's super good at skewering other conservatives.
00:17:39.820 Because her point ultimately is to say Californians since the Mexican War and since the railroad have been really good at telling themselves that they've lifted themselves up by their bootstraps, whereas the entity doing the lifting up of their bootstraps has in fact been the federal government.
00:17:58.000 These people have been living on the dole of other states.
00:18:02.100 This was the point where I told you, Adrianoff, Mike, I was like, this is the thing that like Didion and I think like people on the left like us would both critique the California rugged individualist myth, but she's critiquing it from this place of like dependence on federal subsidies.
00:18:21.460 She's, it's very old school Republican, right?
00:18:24.520 She's like, oh, you think you're independent, but you're actually being paid for by a daddy government that is insulating you from market forces.
00:18:34.080 Whereas somebody like me would be like, well, you stole all that land from people you forced off of it with violence, right?
00:18:40.700 Like that's a different, like there's different forms of like cheating that I think different political impulses would point out.
00:18:49.680 Yeah, it's interesting.
00:18:50.240 I think I read it slightly differently.
00:18:52.220 I think she's accusing them of self-deception, right?
00:18:54.860 She's just saying your money didn't come from where you say it comes from or where your self-conception thinks it comes from.
00:19:00.880 And I mean, I think this is very much under the impression of Reagan and the tax revolt that she's basically saying you think you never took anything from the government.
00:19:09.660 Everything you own is basically due to government largesse.
00:19:14.440 But you're right. Her ideal clearly is someone not dependent on government largesse where we're like right back to a Goldwater Republicanism, right?
00:19:21.920 That may be Joan Didion's personal view, but I think mostly she's interested in the inconsistency.
00:19:27.520 But it is true that like the federal government was paying people back for the genocides they committed doesn't seem to enter into her moral calculus very much.
00:19:37.260 There's a line from Jack London's Valley of the Moon that she quotes where one of the characters says, like, us native-born Californians, we're owed something because we took this land from the natives.
00:19:50.380 Yeah.
00:19:50.560 And I think she quotes that kind of not approvingly.
00:19:54.380 She doesn't think this person's right, but she thinks the person's analysis is right.
00:19:57.940 I think she thinks, yeah, this was blood money.
00:20:00.780 You're getting the money.
00:20:01.960 You get the land for having done Uncle Sam's killing.
00:20:06.640 Or like, or biopolitics, right? Like, exploitation in the case of the Continental Railroad.
00:20:12.380 It is, I think, interesting the moments when she punctures the myth of even the pioneers with morality, right?
00:20:20.020 Like, there's that anecdote from The Crossing. She talks about it. These people are, I think, in Wyoming.
00:20:25.400 And this guy discovers a, like, a new grave with, like, a teenager sitting next to it.
00:20:30.760 Like, a lonely teenage girl whose parents have just died of cholera.
00:20:33.720 And her brother is in the back of the wagon who's also dying of cholera.
00:20:37.360 And the caravan that they were with just, like, moved on from them and left them there with this girl.
00:20:43.360 And her brother probably also going to die alone.
00:20:46.260 And she was like, what do you become on your way to California?
00:20:51.780 Like, what does having to do that turn you into?
00:20:55.980 She alternates between, you know, Joan Didion is a person with, like, no tolerance for self-decession or, like, silliness.
00:21:03.720 right she's very very quick to point out other people's narcissism and then there's also these
00:21:08.380 moments of like more serious like moral inquiries what does it cost you or what do you become when
00:21:14.460 you are making these kinds of sacrifices to go over land and i wonder what she would say if she
00:21:19.440 paid more attention to the genocide that enabled the settlement of these people she's more interested
00:21:23.820 in i wonder if she would have said okay what does it actually cost you'd have to displace all these
00:21:27.220 people from where they lived so that you can buy up a bunch of ranch land along the coast and
00:21:33.400 play Cardillo, you know?
00:21:35.740 That's such an interesting point, Moira, because
00:21:37.100 I think the reason she harps on that,
00:21:39.940 like, often enough you can sort of hear the bell
00:21:41.800 she's ringing. She's thinking
00:21:43.780 that everyone who goes to California has
00:21:45.760 left something behind. But it's
00:21:47.800 not usually your child
00:21:49.720 in the throes of a deadly
00:21:51.760 disease in the back of an ox cart.
00:21:54.280 It is usually a community.
00:21:56.500 Right? I think this is Joan Didion
00:21:57.600 flashing back to the Haight-Ashbury and to
00:21:59.660 all these unmoored kids she saw there.
00:22:01.320 But you're exactly right that in some way there's one kind of cleavage, one kind of cutting of connection that she's very alive to.
00:22:09.680 And then there's another one that almost doesn't enter into her field of vision, right?
00:22:13.420 The book is so fascinating just in its blind spots.
00:22:16.640 But then there's the other connection that she has a lot of moral inquiry to, the sort of like denied connection to the East, not the severed one, but the sort of disavowed one, which is the funding of the federal government.
00:22:26.980 Yeah. Just for our listeners who are not from here, this would be the military aid immediately after statehood. It would be the big infrastructural investments of the late 19th century, including the Transcontinental Railroad where, you know, a lot of very important, very wealthy Californians got super rich off of basically grifting the federal government.
00:22:49.420 The swamp draining. I didn't realize how much of Northern California and the Central Valley were swamps before these massive federal infrastructure projects to dry out that land and make it farmable.
00:23:00.360 Then it becomes the aerospace industry in the L.A. Basin. Then it becomes Silicon Valley. Right.
00:23:05.580 She's very good at pointing out none of this would exist if it weren't for massive investment and frankly, wasted investment from forces elsewhere in the country.
00:23:14.800 The other reason why I think she dwells on that wagon, which becomes a little bit clear a little bit later in the book, is this idea that, like, you also have to move on, right?
00:23:24.320 This idea of California as an amnesiac society, which is sort of something she's trying to counteract.
00:23:29.080 She's trying to say this is the place where you start over.
00:23:31.100 It's the place where you don't remember where you're from.
00:23:34.220 It's the place where you reinvent yourself. 0.92
00:23:36.820 And this is where there's an interesting sort of gendered aspect, because I think one place that she then returns to is California's sort of very troubling and very strange biopolitics of madness. 0.51
00:23:49.240 The fact that this state had almost nothing by the time it started opening as mental hospitals.
00:23:54.720 And even still today, when you drive through rural parts of the state, you barely will ever see a building with more than three or four floors.
00:24:03.060 But the most impressive ones, which are often off on the other hill while you're driving up a highway, will turn out to be an abandoned state mental hospital, right?
00:24:11.400 They're everywhere. They're huge.
00:24:13.940 And the way Didion tells it, the women in her family were all afraid of going there, of ending up there.
00:24:20.100 And the fact that you discard what encumbers you and that what encumbers you is often a woman who doesn't entirely behave according to the way you'd like her to behave.
00:24:29.860 She's setting up actually a gendered argument there about the tendency towards abandonment keeps going and keeps becoming a form of self-discipline for these people who like to think of themselves as very individualistic, but who actually have real trouble dealing with individuality, with people who don't quite fit the mold.
00:24:47.220 Joan Didion, famously a woman who had several nervous breakdowns in her youth.
00:24:51.220 Yeah.
00:24:51.720 And I think thinks of them as hereditary, right?
00:24:53.980 She casts back in her family tree and it's very moving.
00:24:57.480 The fact that I think she might have been a brownie scout or something like that, going to entertain the inmates at the local asylum.
00:25:04.200 And she understands that as like a warning, right, as a possible future that she is trying to avoid as much as possible. 0.75
00:25:11.840 And of course, that makes me think of one of the most important texts to come out of the very early kind of beats and hippie movements in Northern California, of course, is Ken Kesey's One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, which is based on his experiences in Menlo Park at the hospital there.
00:25:26.740 Right. So the idea that counterculture is this kind of reaction to the California spirit that Didion describes, you know, where her two obsessions, like she hates the hippies and she hates this particular kind of California conservatism where she can't see that actually the smelly long hairs are actually in her corner and are on her side.
00:25:45.480 At least about this, yeah. But like, you know, she's good at sort of skewering this late 19th, early 20th century like rancher class of Californians, right? She has this, what's the name of that ranch along the central coast that's like 20 miles of coastal real estate?
00:26:03.020 I mean, the famous example of this for our listeners is the Irvine Ranch, right, which made up a large swath of Orange County and which the Irvine family has been sort of dining out on ever since.
00:26:15.980 And today it holds the city of Irvine.
00:26:18.380 It holds the University of California at Irvine, right?
00:26:21.400 And it's all farmland.
00:26:23.860 Well, not even farmland.
00:26:25.000 It was farmland that has been turned into suburbs.
00:26:27.620 Yeah.
00:26:27.800 But then her other example is the Hollister Ranch further north.
00:26:30.580 The Hollister Ranch, that's right.
00:26:31.580 Which was developed differently and is still a little more spread out.
00:26:35.700 Yeah. And I mean, that's the thing. She's not wrong about this, right? The way these farms have evolved is highly varied, but they've all evolved, right? In places like Marin County, a lot of this stuff was given to the county in order not to be built on, right? And now they're nature preserves. And people use those nature preserves to keep newcomers out.
00:26:56.860 In Silicon Valley, the Stanford Farm became what's today known as the farm or Stanford University.
00:27:02.420 And then meanwhile, in Irvine, Irvine is famous for parceling out land for subdivisions at extremely measured rates in order to basically assure possible buyers that their investment would not depreciate.
00:27:16.420 That is to say, the Irvine ranch was subdivided in tranches in order to make sure that property values would only ever go up, up, up, up, up.
00:27:24.660 The fact that the dividend of that is that you're going to have homelessness. The fact that it keeps housing as a precious commodity that there isn't too much of is sort of already implicit in that. The fact that you kind of drip, drip, drip it out. It's not that you had a bunch of ranch land and then one thing happened to it. But the different things that could happen to it, the different paths that this farmland could go down really impacted what different parts of California did and what they look like and frankly, what their politics are. She's quite right about that.
00:27:53.600 But so I do think that there's something really interesting about the fact that, like, Didion has this funny way of both diagnosing these pathologies of the rancher class and then sort of essentially adopt their way of viewing California history, right?
00:28:07.780 Like, her story skips from the Donner Party and Leland Stanford's Union Pacific straight into the suburbanization of the 1930s and 40s and, you know, conveniently leapfrogs all the stuff that Mike Davis, for instance, talks about in this beautiful city of quartz, right?
00:28:23.260 The unions, the union busting, the mass politics and the working class politics of the turn of the century.
00:28:28.560 And when we meet the working class in Didion's picture of California, you're right, above all the white working class, for instance, in this deindustrialized suburb or subdivision called Lakewood, which is sort of at the south end of L.A. near Long Beach, they sort of function as witnesses of deindustrialization and failure and of decline, but also centrally of its engines.
00:28:52.240 Right. Like she thinks that these people are kind of victims, but also they are where the California dream goes to die.
00:28:59.200 Like they are a debased form of Californianess.
00:29:02.660 Their presence is a symptom of the decline. 0.98
00:29:05.740 Yeah. Yeah. And I think we could talk more about the Lakewood thing.
00:29:08.940 That's the most sort of deeply reported piece of this book, which is because she was sent out to Lakewood to report on this story in, I think, 1993 or 1994.
00:29:19.500 Do you remember this story at all?
00:29:21.480 No, I don't. Remind me.
00:29:23.440 So this is the so-called Spur Posse, a group of high school students who were arrested by the sheriff's department for a kind of game of sexual dares that very clearly shaded into sexual assault, including statutory rape.
00:29:40.860 And Joan Didion was sent out to interview them.
00:29:45.400 And I would recommend both the piece and what becomes of it in Where I Was From with qualifications.
00:29:52.720 Because in the end, the ways in which Didion tries to contextualize what happens is extremely predictable, right?
00:30:01.380 She's like, Lakewood is a place that defines itself as middle class, solidly middle class.
00:30:08.360 Something that Didion constantly undercuts.
00:30:10.860 She keeps quoting people, being like, well, this is a nice middle-class community.
00:30:13.600 And she's like, is it?
00:30:14.640 She's like, not by my standards.
00:30:17.360 Yeah.
00:30:18.420 Which both is like weirdly catty, but also like there's a purpose to it.
00:30:23.060 She's like, again, like these people are deceiving themselves, right?
00:30:26.220 It's also a place where there's been serious deindustrialization.
00:30:30.460 The events at Liquid High sort of happen a year or two after, I think, the last McDonnell Douglas plant there relocates to, I want to say, Tennessee. 0.70
00:30:39.640 Like, it's one of those things where, like, something awful happens to a disfavored class,
00:30:44.400 and then a writer for The New Yorker goes there and is like, man, the factory just closed, huh?
00:30:49.580 And it's like, okay, like, I know you're not making a direct causal inference, but, like, it feels a little trite, you know?
00:30:55.400 Yeah, yeah.
00:30:56.100 Factories are able to close without people going on mass sexual assault sprees, you know?
00:31:01.820 Yeah, yeah.
00:31:02.200 Like, in some way, the stuff on the self-deception is probably more interesting than the pieces of, like, economic populism
00:31:08.020 that she sort of tries to engage in there.
00:31:10.000 At the same time,
00:31:10.580 I do think it's a pretty fascinating case study
00:31:13.120 and I can see why she's so interested in it.
00:31:15.220 But she got to talk to a lot of the people there
00:31:17.500 and she's interested in a couple of things.
00:31:20.440 One is the story of the Spur Posse
00:31:22.840 was often sort of told
00:31:24.000 as a part of the beginning of celebrity culture
00:31:27.620 and the kind of corrosive influence
00:31:29.800 of celebrity culture on Southern California youths.
00:31:33.920 The Spur Posse is in 1993.
00:31:35.640 And I think that like
00:31:36.700 The way she talks about these young people often can sound sort of like, what is that first Brett Easton Ellis novel, the one that he wrote when he was really young?
00:31:43.420 Rules of Attraction, Less Than Zero, one of those?
00:31:45.560 Less Than Zero, I think, yeah.
00:31:46.900 It feels like that, right?
00:31:48.020 Like, Wasted Youth, the kind of stories that we all love about Southern California youth and we tell every five years are like, they're like this now.
00:31:56.360 It's like, dude, can I interest you in James Dean, you know?
00:32:00.180 They've been like that for a while, yeah.
00:32:01.700 Yeah.
00:32:02.280 Turns out it's a kind of alienating place.
00:32:03.940 But yeah, because the Spur Posse sort of like the perpetrators tried to basically parlay their sudden notoriety into mainstream media success, right?
00:32:16.440 They'd go on like Ricky Lake.
00:32:17.860 They'd go on Jerry Springer.
00:32:19.160 They sort of used the avenues of sort of talk TV to, I don't know, launch a career in ways that like Didion is clearly kind of grossed out by.
00:32:29.840 Justifiably so, I have to say.
00:32:31.640 But she clearly sort of thinks about it as like, oh, here's this like fake industry, the entertainment industry, luring these people in who can't get a real job anymore because the McDonnell Douglas plant closed.
00:32:44.040 And so I think on the one hand, like that feels a little simple.
00:32:48.460 On the other hand, there are a couple of things here that I find very interesting.
00:32:51.260 One is there is this kind of shift, this idea that like which we have today when it comes to the influencer-dom, right?
00:32:57.620 Like, it's the career goal that takes over when the other goals go away.
00:33:02.200 And then the other thing she points out, which I think is a very good fact for her to have run down,
00:33:07.060 she's like, you know, we think of these kids, this is also the era of the Menendez brothers, et cetera, et cetera, right?
00:33:11.920 Like, as kids of privilege.
00:33:13.320 And she's like, yes and no.
00:33:15.820 A lot of them didn't go to a serious four-year college.
00:33:20.960 And if I understand her correctly, she's sort of implying it's because at McDonnell Douglas you didn't have to.
00:33:25.900 You did a couple of classes at the local community college for free, and then you could go into the aerospace industry.
00:33:32.540 I found that interesting for a couple of reasons.
00:33:34.300 Like, she's sort of saying, well, suddenly there are these pressures on these young men to have a different view of their own future.
00:33:42.680 A future where they are competing a lot more with other young men for, you know, fewer spots.
00:33:49.820 That kind of scarcity mindset to her, I think, is like Ur-Californian and it's absolutely pathological.
00:33:55.900 The reason I had to think of that is because, of course, if you think about, like, Californians and college, the McDonnell-Douglas plan closes sometime in the early 90s, the Spur Posse investigations in the 92-93, 1996 brings Proposition 209.
00:34:11.440 Prop 209, which banned affirmative action, racial affirmative action in California colleges and universities.
00:34:18.580 You see where I'm going with this, right? Like, she doesn't come out and say it, but the idea that college suddenly matters a great deal more, and that's why we have to keep them out of it, right? And the wrong people are getting to enjoy it. I was like, yeah, man, that's a really astute excavation of a homology. This feels like it rhymes.
00:34:37.500 California is good at moving from something being abundant, you know, water, land, college, et cetera, et cetera, to a moment when you realize there is not enough of it to go around and people are getting it who don't look like me, who are not white, and we need to, you know, destroy the system in order for them not to partake of it. 0.89
00:35:00.500 Who does that remind me of?
00:35:03.520 You have in your notes a very interesting name.
00:35:06.920 I mean, like, this reminds me a little bit of, like, the trajectory that a lot of the 20th century neocons took, right?
00:35:13.060 Like, okay, I'm Norman Podhoretz.
00:35:15.880 I couldn't go to Harvard because there was a quota on Jews. 0.84
00:35:19.520 And so I had to go to city college. 0.62
00:35:22.000 And I've got this chip on my shoulder about it. 0.94
00:35:24.460 And then I grow up and suddenly black men can go to Harvard. 0.98
00:35:27.820 And I'm furious, right? 0.99
00:35:29.740 Like Jews finally get into the American mainstream middle class and the membership's worth there is, in my mind, diluted by its extension to black people or like to women, right? 0.97
00:35:43.860 There's something about that wounded entitlement that is like sort of similarly at work in this move that Didion is making. 0.96
00:35:49.620 Yeah.
00:35:50.000 But it does remind me of somebody else.
00:35:52.860 Maybe that's a good place to return to a, well, not quite fave of the podcast.
00:35:58.380 You know, a person who has now really gone out of her way to basically use this kind of like, the latest wave of newcomers has destroyed California in two successive waves, which is really kind of an accomplishment.
00:36:13.720 It's easy to kind of do that for one group.
00:36:15.980 Takes a real California pro to do it for two, right? 1.00
00:36:19.440 And that's Nellie Bowles.
00:36:20.700 So we're going to leap forward into the 21st century, but can you give us a rundown on who Nellie Bowles is and why she matters for this story?
00:36:28.380 Nellie Bowles is a scion of one of these old California ranching families.
00:36:35.760 Her parents are the heirs to something called the Nice Company, I believe. 0.57
00:36:41.480 They make like clementines and that palm pomegranate juice.
00:36:45.740 That's them, like a lot of agricultural products, right?
00:36:48.600 They own a ton of water rights in California.
00:36:51.420 So one thing you'll sometimes hear in like a shorthand, like ad hominem against Nellie Bowles is that her family owns all the water in California, which is not exactly true, but it's not that far off. 0.99
00:37:03.000 So she's very, very rich. 0.99
00:37:05.100 This is an heiress. 0.56
00:37:06.540 And she is, you know, part of this lineage of Californians that Joan Didion, you know, sort of skewers and romanticizes at the same time.
00:37:15.840 But now Nellie Bowles, who is briefly something like a journalist at The New York Times, has married Barry Weiss, friend of the show, or excuse me, Barry Weiss, I've been told over and over again.
00:37:27.240 I don't know why she just doesn't spell it, Barry, if she wants it said that way.
00:37:30.120 Come on, Barry, get on this.
00:37:31.300 But Barry Weiss is, of course, the power broker in this newer kind of California conservatism, or maybe not so new, but the Silicon Valley right wing, which is partaking, of course, of California conservatism's, you know, heavy industrial subsidies from the federal government, partaking of California conservatism's willingness to abandon former, like, friends and obligations, California conservatism's deep investment.
00:38:01.300 And in eugenics from the 20th century and late 19th century, now being revived by these Silicon Valley conservatives.
00:38:08.140 So it's interesting to see this kind of like hidden figure, somebody like Nellie Bowles, who's connecting these different strains of the California right.
00:38:15.680 Yeah, exactly. So Bowles, from 2017 to, I want to say 2020 or something like that, she wrote a lot about the tech industry and tech industry culture in San Francisco.
00:38:27.700 and the overall tone of the texts was that of,
00:38:34.900 like this was a moment when sort of the tech clash had really set in.
00:38:37.860 It was fashionable to beat up on the tech industry,
00:38:39.700 but she beat up on them always from a kind of odd place, I thought, right? 0.97
00:38:44.920 Because there's always a healthy dose of nostalgia
00:38:47.220 for the kind of San Francisco that they destroyed, right?
00:38:51.440 That these people had destroyed. 0.99
00:38:53.060 That obviously ended the moment her wife got all her money from these people.
00:38:57.200 Yeah.
00:38:57.700 But there was a moment when, like, you could have confused her for a Kara Swisher or something like that.
00:39:03.220 But that was ultimately not where she was coming from. 0.87
00:39:06.220 It really was a kind of, I mean, nimbyism is putting it too strongly, but, like, it was this idea that, like, these newcomers were doing California wrong.
00:39:15.500 And I thought it might be worth just very briefly to go through a couple of the headlines and a couple of the stories that she sort of covered when she was briefly a tech reporter for The New York Times, so 2017 to early 2020s.
00:39:27.700 I would invite our listeners to just kind of pay attention to these and see if you notice what exactly is happening here.
00:39:34.920 So, among her first stories in 2017 was Silicon Valley now has its own populist pundit.
00:39:44.320 And it is about a man that Californians will know quite well because he is currently running for governor.
00:39:49.520 It's Steve Hilton, the Republican candidate for governor at the moment.
00:39:52.500 The next one, to fit into Silicon Valley, wear these wool shoes.
00:39:57.240 Apparently, there were shoes that people were wearing.
00:40:00.720 Then we get to answering your questions about the controversial Google memo.
00:40:04.440 This is about the James Damore, Google's ideological echo chamber story.
00:40:09.600 Then on September 23rd, 2017, James Damore is the picture here.
00:40:15.320 Push for gender equality in tech.
00:40:16.980 Some men say it's gone too far.
00:40:19.460 Then November 10th, 2017, men at work wonder if they overstepped with women too.
00:40:24.000 So we're getting into the Me Too moment, and Nellie Bowles is sort of using the tech industry to ask, has this movement, which has just started, remember, gone too far?
00:40:35.320 Then November 9th, 2017, Twitter facing another uproar, pauses its verification process.
00:40:41.460 So this is again about like deplatforming, free speech issues, etc, etc.
00:40:45.700 Then December 5th, 2017, a reckoning on sexual misconduct? Absolutely. But how harsh, women ask.
00:40:52.580 So these are among Bowles' first New York Times pieces.
00:40:56.680 This is what she thinks she was hired for.
00:40:59.740 And for all we know, that is what she was hired for, right?
00:41:03.300 What I think these all have in common is they use the tech industry to raise questions really about what would come to be called wokeness.
00:41:09.640 This uses the tech clash moment to really prepare a very different kind of backlash.
00:41:15.960 And from today's vantage point, of course, all this has aged terribly because we know that there was nothing intrinsically woke about the tech industry, much to the contrary.
00:41:26.600 And part of why we know that is because they pay, you know, Nellie and Barry a lot of money to get reactionary pablum out there.
00:41:34.580 But the most important thing here really is, I think, that this journalism, which purports to be about a particular industry and about a particular region, ends up basically just making it a standard and a, frankly, quite incurious one for, you know, backlash politics.
00:41:52.960 Anyway, and then, you know, she marries Barry and she discovers a new set of Californians that's doing California wrong and has, in fact, ruined San Francisco.
00:42:02.600 Do you want to tell our listeners about these people, Moira?
00:42:04.640 Who are they?
00:42:05.740 I think it's us, Adrienne.
00:42:07.000 I think this play is about us. 0.99
00:42:09.040 Is this fucking play about us? 0.99
00:42:12.880 Yeah, so this is her book. 0.99
00:42:15.360 Her, like, I had a conversion to conservatism book
00:42:18.980 because some woke people annoyed me on the internet in 2020.
00:42:23.700 That seems to be the general radicalization pattern of people like this.
00:42:27.660 Yeah, the book is called Morning After the Revolution,
00:42:30.740 And it's all about San Francisco and how it's gone wrong.
00:42:34.820 And we'll be talking about it quite a bit in the second part of this.
00:42:37.960 And we should say that she positions this book pretty insistently as a kind of Didion-esque exploration of left-wing San Francisco foibles, right?
00:42:49.100 The title, Morning After the Revolution, is itself a play on a Joan Didion essay on the morning after the 60s.
00:42:55.080 And it has two separate targets. Corporate speak in tech. And indeed, one of the book's two epigraphs is a tweet from the company Slack and grassroots woke excess. Right. And the persistent focus is, as she calls it, quote, the city of my birth. My family has lived there for seven generations. Right.
00:43:16.460 She keeps montaging in this way.
00:43:18.600 She starts the book in a particular week in October 2020 when it's like a sexual awareness week at the New York Times or something and also International Pronouns Day.
00:43:27.660 And at the same time, Lowell High School in San Francisco gets rid of its admissions requirements, right?
00:43:33.440 This is the way she sort of grafts things together. 0.93
00:43:36.240 It is, you know, things she observed around her and then like changes in San Francisco above all the election of progressive prosecutor Chesa Boudin to sort of show how the city, her city, where her family has lived for seven generations, how it's being ruined by wokesters and the tech industry, who again in this book from 2020 still sort of seem to figure as one and the same. 0.97
00:44:00.320 And it's a bad book. We'll talk more about it in the second part, but it's a book of stunning credulity and lack of curiosity. 0.90
00:44:08.380 You can really tell that she wrote a lot of this during the Zoom era, right?
00:44:12.940 There's not a whole lot of talking to people. There's a lot of listening to people's webinars.
00:44:17.460 But importantly for us in this first episode is that at the center of that credulity and incuriosity really is the city of San Francisco.
00:44:25.420 and holds the sense that she kind of owns it and its meanings
00:44:28.520 and can diagnose, based on a webinar she once attended or whatever,
00:44:32.860 what has happened to it.
00:44:34.580 But yeah, so that's her trajectory from the scion of the cattle king of California
00:44:39.120 to the get-off-my-lawn assorted techies and assorted wokesters.
00:44:44.340 And we should say that it's not an accident that she writes these texts
00:44:49.060 first for the New York Times and then the book for Penguin Random House.
00:44:52.640 And now various slop for the free press.
00:44:54.420 I'm sorry, Nellie Bowles, we're comparing her implicitly to Joan Didion.
00:44:57.500 I feel the need to say this woman is no Joan Didion.
00:45:01.480 She's not a very good writer.
00:45:03.280 No, no.
00:45:04.280 I remember reading a very funny line from Becca Rothfeld about her book,
00:45:08.620 where she says, the book's ambient contempt for progressives is legible.
00:45:12.420 It's actual thesis, much less so.
00:45:15.760 100% right.
00:45:16.700 That's a classic Becca Rothfeld burn, yeah.
00:45:19.640 But I think that this idea of a kind of ambient dissatisfaction
00:45:22.960 with the new arrivals is a really, really important piece of this puzzle.
00:45:28.360 And it's one that really runs, you know, however their gifts as writers and thinkers may vary,
00:45:34.620 from Joan Didion to Nellie Bowles, as does the fact that they're producing this kind of discourse
00:45:41.740 usually for people who do not live here, right?
00:45:45.000 I don't think people who read this book in San Francisco were like,
00:45:47.580 oh yeah, this accurately describes my life, unless they were on the San Francisco school board or whatever. 0.99
00:45:52.080 I think they were more like, what the fuck are you talking about? 0.98
00:45:54.940 So maybe we'll leave it there. 0.98
00:45:57.300 In our next episode, I want to talk about four different things.
00:46:01.200 So one is the idea that sort of comes down from the ranchers in Didion,
00:46:04.300 but really we could also talk about with suburbanization,
00:46:06.540 which is the politics of land ownership,
00:46:08.200 the idea of homeownership and being able to carry certain privileges with you, right?
00:46:14.080 We'll have to talk about Prop 13 in that regard,
00:46:16.660 which allows you to take your old tax rate with you if you move house, right?
00:46:21.420 I want to talk more about eugenics, which is an interesting through line that I think Didion doesn't do nearly enough with.
00:46:27.540 I want to talk about the question of conspiracism, which has its own sort of interesting gendered angle in the sense that from the John Birchers in Southern California to the tax revolt in Orange County to birtherism, right?
00:46:39.440 We get to these kind of conspiratorial politics that are often driven by women, by suburban women.
00:46:45.580 And finally, I do want to talk about the tax revolt itself, because I think that's such a fascinating story and such an important export of the state of California and explains so much of where we're at in our politics right now.
00:46:57.880 I've been wanting to delve into that for a long, long time, so I'm excited that this episode gives us a chance to do that.
00:47:03.700 So we'll have another California episode in a few weeks, and then we'll have a San Francisco episode crowning all that, which will focus on Silicon Valley just in time to coincide with the release of What Tech Call is Governing, coming August 18th.
00:47:19.000 The hot new book.
00:47:19.420 The hot new book.
00:47:20.240 From Adrian Daub, your favorite tech critic.
00:47:23.480 I'm excited for this. 0.98
00:47:24.460 Thank you for letting me derail you with all my dumb questions. 0.91
00:47:27.240 I'm so excited that I get to learn about California conservatism from one of its most astute observers.
00:47:34.040 And I want to thank our listeners for coming along on this journey with us.
00:47:37.580 Thank you.
00:47:38.040 And I'm excited to get to embark on these with you and explain the state you've successfully left behind for the next couple of weeks.
00:47:44.740 It's a two-week trip.
00:47:45.640 While I'm still fully in Scots.
00:47:46.860 I'm not, like, abandoning it.
00:47:47.960 I'll be back.
00:47:48.560 We should call this episode Where I'm Podcasting From.
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