00:06:41.180You've given me a perfect segue for my prescription for this week about shedding and letting go because I wanted to bring Tanya Tagak to the prescription, of course, because I want to talk about our fundraiser and I wanted to bring in an Indigenous artist to this circle.
00:07:04.600um so i'll tell you about the song in a second but i also brought a story about shedding and
00:07:11.620for those of you who have read our first book you kind of already know this story that like i i left
00:07:17.580my hometown because something bad happened and i basically was like this is not my story
00:07:23.240so i need to change this story and i i got right to work about making plans to change my life you
00:07:29.700and I moved to Montreal I knew one person so I had one friend in the city and he took me to this
00:07:39.200party I had been living in the city for maybe a month and he took me to this party and he was like
00:07:44.640see that woman over there that's Tanya she's a throat singer and she just recently worked with
00:07:51.500Bjork and I I met her and she wouldn't remember this you know I do but she wouldn't because it
00:07:57.460was like hi I'm Amy hi I'm Tanya and then that was the end of the thing but I remember being in0.88
00:08:03.040that moment like I'm at a party with a fucking throat singer who just finished working with Bjork0.76
00:08:10.640and I'm at this party and I remember having this sense of like utter validation like the universe0.99
00:08:19.700is telling you that you did the right thing you shed what needed to be shed in order to come to
00:08:26.100this better place for you and your story and here is some validation and so I thought about that as
00:08:33.840opposed to like where I was before and what I was doing before and how that thing that happened was
00:08:39.460one of the worst things that ever happened to me but I wasn't embittered by it I really looked at0.99
00:08:46.680it like this is a symptom of my life and so I need to change my life it was a kick in the ass it was0.99
00:08:53.520the ultimate kick in the ass to go and do what needed to be done and then when I went and did0.97
00:08:59.940what needed to be done I got this amazing amazing message from the universe of like you are in the0.98
00:09:07.820spot that you need to be in right now and I remember so many times in my life before that like
00:09:13.700when something cool would happen wouldn't even necessarily like rejoice I would just be like I
00:09:19.400don't deserve this or or okay well what's going to go bad now or or all of all of these negative
00:09:26.160thoughts that come you know with when good things happen and when bad things happen
00:09:30.160but I want everybody who's listening like when something super rad happens I want you to just
00:09:38.480like take a moment and be like I'm in the right place at the right time and this whatever it is
00:09:44.660this little bird that like landed just in the most perfect beautiful little spot whatever it is like
00:09:52.280don't brush it off don't ignore it don't try to negatorize it
00:09:58.640um like say thank you universe and keep going keep going on that path because you're on the
00:10:05.880right path now tanya tagak i brought a song of experience and a song of innocence so we'll get
00:10:13.820to Innocence because I really want to start that party too but there's a live performance that
00:10:19.460Tanya did of her song Retribution and obviously we'll link this it's this particular performance
00:10:28.000of it is like largely improvised it's so heavy and if you really just want to like sit down and
00:10:35.520and soil and root and then I recommend it but I want to read some lyrics and remind you that
00:10:43.280our fundraiser is still going strong. Make your donation of $10 or more to the Native Women
00:10:47.380Shelter of Montreal or to your local Native Indigenous support organization. Send us a
00:10:54.300screenshot of the receipt and be entered to win wonderful prizes. Retribution, Tanya Tagak.
00:11:00.700Our mother grows angry. Retribution will be swift. We squander her soil and suck out her sweet black
00:11:09.480blood to burn it. We turn money into God and salivate over opportunities to crumple and1.00
00:11:17.220crinkle, crinkle our souls for that paper, that gold. Money has spent us, left us in smog,
00:11:27.420blocks in dark. Room is bright, screams empty to us, left investing time, hollow philosophies.
00:11:37.320to placate the fear of our bodies returning back to our mother demand awakening the path we have
00:11:46.980taken has rotted ignite stand upright conduct yourself like lightning because the retribution