Missing Witches - October 20, 2025


WF GB Jones - Sacred Rebellion

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MW Killing Joke - We Must Dream Of Promised Lands Maya Deren - The Cardinal Points And The Points Between

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00:00:17.680 you aren't being a proper woman therefore you must be a witch 1.00
00:00:20.400 Be a witch! Be a witch! Be a witch! Be a witch! Be a witch! Be a witch! Be a witch! You must be a witch! 1.00
00:00:27.180 Chibi Jones is a Canadian artist, filmmaker, musician, publisher of zines, known for her vast contributions to both queer and punk media. 0.82
00:00:38.160 She initially gained recognition for her work in the fanzine JDs, which she co-founded and co-published with Bruce LaBruce.
00:00:46.320 Gibi also co-founded and performed with the experimental post-punk band Fifth Column,
00:00:51.560 who became mothers of feminist punk.
00:00:54.380 She has directed several films, including The Troublemakers, The Yo-Yo Gang, and The Lollipop Generation.
00:01:01.420 And her artwork continues to be shown worldwide.
00:01:04.500 For me, as a punk kid growing up in southern Ontario in the 90s, Gibi's influence loomed large.
00:01:12.240 someone whose work literally changed the world as I knew it. Kathleen Hanna from Bikini Kill said
00:01:19.880 quote well if I can ever be of help to draw attention to G.B. Jones's art I mean she did
00:01:26.560 so much for me in my 20s in terms of informing my identity as a writer and musician and performer
00:01:33.040 I really could never repay her so the more people can learn about her the happier I am
00:01:38.580 end quote. Zine Queen Vaginal Davis, whom I've written about for The Missing Witches Zine,
00:01:46.340 insists, quote, there wouldn't be a Riot Grrrl movement without Fifth Column, end quote.
00:01:54.060 GB Jones invented the terms homocore and queercore back in the 80s, kicking off the
00:02:02.320 modern reclamation of the word queer. So when GB put out a book earlier this year called
00:02:08.540 witches? I thought, yes. Here's my chance to chat with a punk icon. The Zoom meeting was set.
00:02:19.480 The coven gathered. And Gibi's laptop chose that night to bite the dust. No problem, I told her,
00:02:27.040 we'll figure it out. Well, remember how last week we talked about Killing Joke and the potential
00:02:34.600 contained within destruction? Here's a great example. GB's laptop bit the dust. But it just
00:02:41.520 so happened that I was going to be in her hometown, Toronto, the following weekend. So GB agreed to
00:02:48.660 meet me in person. The interview you're about to hear is as old school as it comes. GB and I found
00:02:56.160 a quiet corner in her local public library. You'll hear room sounds, ambient noises as we talk, and
00:03:03.000 half-whispers that I recorded live with a field recorder balanced on a pile of books.
00:03:10.480 After we finished recording, we went out for coffee and gabbed more about our lives.
00:03:16.080 GB has offered to play xylophone on a track for my new band. I lamented how impossible it is to
00:03:22.780 find fifth column on vinyl, and GB told me that a reissue is in the works, that she and Caroline
00:03:29.120 could come on the pod together next spring
00:03:31.360 as fifth column to dive deeper into feminist punk. 1.00
00:03:36.160 So we had a disaster.
00:03:39.860 Zoom call fail.
00:03:42.240 But that disaster led to something so much more.
00:03:47.500 GB and I formed a face-to-face human connection
00:03:50.660 that I know will bear future fruit.
00:03:53.320 This is anxiety medication.
00:03:54.960 to know that things going wrong might be making way for something better.
00:04:02.100 Now let's ease our way into this library field recording,
00:04:06.400 as we're less than two weeks away from Samhain,
00:04:10.060 with one of Fifth Column's spookier tunes,
00:04:13.440 Detox Killer.
00:04:24.960 Thank you.
00:04:54.960 please welcome to the missing ridges pantheon gb jones hi gb how are you hi thank you for having
00:05:15.980 me on this amazing podcast i'm so excited to be sitting down with you it's wild to me this is
00:05:23.120 like one of those you know i've i've interviewed some legends i'm proud to say um i don't know if
00:05:30.240 you know jinx monsoon yeah or um fayette hauser from the croquettes yeah so obviously i have a
00:05:39.680 thing for iconic redheads i haven't met either of those people but i've definitely heard of them 1.00
00:05:45.060 Yes. Icons of redheadedness. 1.00
00:05:49.820 So, what do you want our listeners to know about you that they might not already know?
00:05:57.800 Well, that's such a hard question.
00:06:00.900 I've tempted to say nothing, but that's not a good answer.
00:06:08.440 I mean, maybe nothing is the right answer, because I know, I think it was Bruce who said,
00:06:14.100 Bruce LaBruce who said
00:06:15.800 that you had this notion of like
00:06:18.380 sometimes not showing up is cooler
00:06:20.400 than showing up, you know, being a
00:06:22.400 mystery and being that sort of
00:06:24.380 elusive shantos as it was
00:06:26.480 so if the answer to the question
00:06:28.600 what do you want our listeners to know about you
00:06:30.580 is nothing, I think that
00:06:32.480 that's very, very on brand
00:06:34.340 for you. Well, yeah, sometimes
00:06:36.180 I feel like people know too
00:06:38.400 much about other people
00:06:40.560 and it's like I think I'd
00:06:42.440 rather know less about certain people who are always in the media and always talking and you're
00:06:49.160 just like oh my god please like you know the president of the united states please go away
00:06:54.800 um so there is something to be said for not being constantly in the media all the time i think
00:07:03.320 yeah so yeah there's some things that you like to keep private and i think you know that's
00:07:12.440 valuable in this age of like instagram and like posting every single thing about every part of
00:07:18.200 your life it's like don't these people want anything to be private in their lives like
00:07:23.180 don't they want to have income intimacy it's it's strange to me i agree i'm i'm kind of a very
00:07:30.800 private person and i really don't get that compulsion to put my life yeah my breakfast
00:07:37.840 or my inner dialogue.
00:07:41.520 Nobody needs to hear that.
00:07:45.440 So before we dive into, again, your legendary, iconic, foundational history,
00:07:53.020 I don't want to go too far before we talk about witches.
00:07:56.280 Right.
00:07:57.040 So tell me about this book.
00:07:59.760 How did it come to be?
00:08:01.160 What was the genesis of the idea?
00:08:03.600 Well, I started drawing witches in 2016.
00:08:07.840 the first drawing I did was Joan Bennett in Suspiria and I showed it to a gallery owner and
00:08:16.040 he was like no one wants to see pictures of old women and so instantly I thought that's what I'm
00:08:23.580 going to do. That's all I'm going to do. So that's what I spent the next few years doing just drawing
00:08:29.560 there I ended up being witches of all different ages from like childhood to old age but I just 0.90
00:08:35.960 wanted to like start drawing these amazing women that i've been admiring for so long who uh you
00:08:42.680 know um i don't think a vast majority of people are all necessarily familiar with and uh
00:08:53.640 i also lamented the state of art in the kind of pagan community i was really tired of like say
00:09:02.600 going on Pinterest or whatever and see every representation of witches are like 21 year old
00:09:08.360 models in a pointy hat and I'm just beautiful long manicured nails yeah everything perfect
00:09:14.900 and it's just like these aren't real people I I don't even know if they're real witches I mean
00:09:20.200 they could be but not every witch is 21 it looks like a model so I just thought there needs to be
00:09:28.460 room and also like not all pagan art has to be like cute elf people with pointy ears and like
00:09:36.700 you know there's a lot of art from that like when you think of
00:09:43.840 I'm just trying to think of his name now A.O. Spare yes and his amazing work and how that doesn't
00:09:54.500 seem to like resonate in the pagan community as much as i think it should because that's like to
00:09:59.960 me really incredible exciting artwork yes that represents you know what our i imagine i'd like
00:10:08.620 to think of our culture as being in the pagan world i agree completely you know there seems to
00:10:15.180 be this like um it's got to look celtic or it's got to look folky or it's got to look soft like
00:10:22.060 you say, and to me, I'm into the punks. I'm into, you know, G.B. Jones, Genesis B. Orridge,
00:10:29.040 Austin Sparrow, like you talked about, you know, these are, to me, Brian Gyson and William
00:10:34.180 S. Burroughs. These are, like, the punks of magic, and that's what I'm into.
00:10:39.620 Yeah, yeah, and, like, you know, my friend, Scotch Eleven, does incredible pagan work,
00:10:45.920 And, you know, I don't think it's so, yeah, it's just the state of pagan art was causing me no end of consternation.
00:10:58.140 So I thought, there's got to be some remedy to this.
00:11:01.080 There's got to be some alternative.
00:11:03.460 And that was part of the reason I did it as well.
00:11:06.000 So those two kind of, and just my general interest in capturing this panorama, which is a pantheon, actually.
00:11:15.920 i think of it as yeah that's how we describe who we feature on the missing just podcast as well
00:11:21.180 like we are creating a new site of deities for ourselves out of real people right deities are
00:11:27.500 great but i want to know what real people did because if gb jones can do it then maybe i can
00:11:32.280 do it too right of course yeah yeah or maya darren or or you know choose your choose your
00:11:38.100 there's another amazing artist yeah yeah and the work of like rosalie norton and and marjorie
00:11:45.100 Cameron and um Valley Myers like you just don't see that work in the pagan world and that's what
00:11:50.860 I think the work that we would be nice to see more of rather than cute elves nothing against
00:11:59.740 that no we love cute elves but they're not the only thing exactly um before we move on since
00:12:06.980 this is a podcast so it's audio hi listeners um can you like kind of describe your art style
00:12:13.480 for the people who can't see it right now oh okay so this I consider like punk
00:12:18.640 rock witchcraft yes basically it's it's a bit raw it's a bit looser I like I've
00:12:27.940 been trying to explain to people the process and it's very nebulous so it
00:12:34.180 might but I just sit down with like a lot of different portraits of the people
00:12:38.680 I'm drawing and I just kind of sit with them for a while and try to like get in
00:12:46.800 touch establish some kind of link channel them kind of and I kind of wait
00:12:55.180 for them to tell me what to draw if that makes any kind of it does to me I just
00:13:02.200 and it has to be really spontaneous and it has to just like I can't think about
00:13:07.000 I don't want to plan it all out. It has to be a spontaneous kind of, I don't know what you call it, outburst almost.
00:13:18.900 That's very punk rock too, right?
00:13:20.700 Yeah, yeah. It's intuitive. That's what it is. It's intuitive and emotional.
00:13:26.280 And a lot of the other work I've done is very controlled and technical.
00:13:32.220 I'm just going to read a little something.
00:13:34.020 and this was written by
00:13:36.620 Caroline Azar
00:13:37.880 did I pronounce that right 0.90
00:13:38.920 and she's the lead singer of 5th Column
00:13:42.520 yes of course
00:13:43.460 I should have said lead singer of 5th Column
00:13:46.380 Caroline Azar
00:13:48.720 and songwriter and organ player
00:13:50.700 obviously you two are still good friends
00:13:54.660 she's writing about you here
00:13:57.460 and she wrote her
00:13:59.880 her being GB Jones
00:14:01.000 message to a young generation of misfits is that they belong to a timeless tradition of sacred
00:14:08.680 rebellion and to those who came before them a reminder of their duty to illuminate the path
00:14:16.440 so i want to know first of all can you talk to me as long as possible about this notion of sacred
00:14:22.980 rebellion? Well, you know, I think all the witches in the book, the real witches,
00:14:35.620 have encountered, and as far back as we can remember the history of witches,
00:14:41.480 it's about encountering adversity and yet continuing onward despite that.
00:14:48.840 Rosaline Norton, for instance, she had her first art exhibition and the police
00:14:53.240 came and you know took four of the drawings and declared them obscene.
00:14:57.800 Civil Leek had her landlord tell her that if you admit that you're or denounce 0.57
00:15:06.480 witchcraft I'll let you live in the building otherwise I'm tearing up your 0.99
00:15:10.340 lease and she ended up having to move to the States. 0.55
00:15:14.960 And Sally Myers left France, where she'd been living for a few years, to visit someone in Vienna.
00:15:23.460 She tried to come back from the country, and they said, we're not admitting you into the country anymore.
00:15:27.940 You're undesirable.
00:15:29.980 Undesirable, yeah. 0.62
00:15:31.140 And so she went to Italy.
00:15:33.060 But, you see, you have to not let those kind of forces defeat you.
00:15:41.160 And I think that's the rebellion right there, just existing, keeping going, not giving up, not submitting to their authority, and accepting their condemnation.
00:15:57.700 Does that make sense?
00:15:58.940 It does. And then how do we make sure that our rebellions are sacred?
00:16:07.340 Well, yeah.
00:16:11.160 I don't know if I have an answer
00:16:16.280 but I'll tell you the truth
00:16:18.060 I don't know if I
00:16:21.440 can figure that out
00:16:29.520 um
00:16:30.080 I guess maybe I can give you my answer
00:16:32.500 sure
00:16:33.240 especially as it relates to you
00:16:34.780 I believe that all creativity
00:16:37.840 is connected to spirit
00:16:40.020 and is sacred but literally all acts of creation and creativity are sacred so for you art making
00:16:49.160 is that sacred rebellion right yeah music making yeah yeah yeah yes definitely uh it's within the
00:16:58.540 art within the process of making the art within the process of making the music caroline i was
00:17:04.620 used to say like fifth column would get together we'd be practicing we played like one song like
00:17:10.340 for an hour and it would become like a trance that we would just be enveloped in and you know
00:17:18.160 this kind of collective spirit would rise out of it and become a whole sort of the individual parts
00:17:26.560 It's because we enter this trance state and let ourselves succumb to becoming one almost.
00:17:35.180 Yes.
00:17:35.720 If that makes any sense.
00:17:36.980 It does.
00:17:37.640 You keep asking, does that make sense?
00:17:39.140 And I'm sitting here like, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
00:17:42.600 I mean, it makes perfect sense to me again.
00:17:44.340 Like, we're witches.
00:17:46.080 You know?
00:17:46.880 We make magic.
00:17:48.960 We don't wait for magic.
00:17:50.100 We start a band.
00:17:51.780 Yeah, yeah.
00:17:52.060 that music becomes part of our practice or part of our trance or part of our
00:17:56.500 shamanic journey or whatever that might be. Yeah, it's true. And what about this
00:18:01.900 part? Your duty to illuminate the path. Tell me about your duty to illuminate the
00:18:09.640 path for, say, younger people. Well... 1.00
00:18:15.900 if I go back to like say when I was a teenager and I met lots of kids downtown I was going
00:18:28.240 downtown a lot I've been a lot of street kids and I I felt like if I could see you know when
00:18:39.480 When I developed QueerCorp for instance, when I could see a way that would make it possible
00:18:49.920 for people to connect through like the vehicle of a zine or the vehicle of a band, for all 0.54
00:18:56.780 these queer kids who didn't have that kind of community, you know, I felt kind of a responsibility
00:19:03.240 to go ahead and do it.
00:19:05.240 So, you know, at the time, people were horrified.
00:19:14.020 You know, Bruce has written in an article about how some of his friends were saying
00:19:19.020 you shouldn't have anything to do with her, you know.
00:19:22.660 Was it just like misogyny in the gay community?
00:19:25.380 I'm sorry. 0.75
00:19:26.140 There was so much misogyny in the gay community.
00:19:27.480 I think these were more like academics who thought he was ruining his career. 1.00
00:19:32.060 Got it.
00:19:32.520 And I think, like, at that time, a lot of people thought, oh, my God, they're ruining their careers, like, at that time.
00:19:39.360 This is pre-Ellen, pre-Joan Jack coming out.
00:19:42.660 Like, there were no public figures except for experimental filmmakers like Jack Smith and Ed Warhol and who else can I think of? 0.54
00:19:54.500 Well, you have before said that the history of experimental cinema is a history of queer cinema.
00:20:01.420 Yeah. Do you want to elaborate on that a bit? I mean, from the very beginning, so many of the filmmakers were careers. James Boughton, I'm not going to remember all the names right now.
00:20:15.980 Greg Araki, John Waters, we could name 100. Those are more recent people, but I would think James Boughton started in the 1940s. Kenneth Anger started in the 1940s.
00:20:25.100 And so there was an amazing experimental film theater in Toronto called The Funnel, and I constantly went every single weekend to see films, and I thought, well, it's like queer people can exist in the experimental film world. 0.98
00:20:43.380 why can't they exist in the music world in the you know zine world it just doesn't make any sense
00:20:49.620 that we would have to pretend and hide and just to be able to have a music career and because it
00:20:57.700 didn't make any sense to me i just went ahead and did it regardless of the consequences i just kind
00:21:04.020 of didn't care at that point do you feel like that was an act of courage or just you didn't
00:21:10.660 even think about it you just this is what I want to do and I'm gonna go. I more thought that I needed
00:21:16.580 to do it yes like in the sense of having a certain responsibility once the idea occurred to me I
00:21:22.180 thought I kind of have to follow through with this there's no kind of turning back when you
00:21:29.140 realize a potential I think like I could see the potential in this this idea like because there's
00:21:36.580 already been a few scenes and I'd already kind of formed a little bit of a network with different
00:21:41.620 kind of anarchist scenes and like other kinds of punk scenes and pop people were doing kind of
00:21:48.020 pop culture scenes and um they touch on gay things queer things but um
00:21:57.780 when I could see the potential for this kind of networking
00:22:00.660 to evolve i just felt like i had to go forward with it yeah and um
00:22:07.920 like it was scarier not to do it yeah to do it yeah i think the same thing is true with fifth
00:22:15.140 column like we had this cassette scene and we started like really like every time we go to a
00:22:20.840 town we play with different bands we'd always try to play with other um bands with women in them and
00:22:26.120 so it became really interesting to kind of like put out cassette tapes that featured all bands 1.00
00:22:30.320 with women and we began to form these networks of women in different cities in
00:22:35.660 Montreal in London Ontario and just like ASF were in Colorado and that made life
00:22:46.700 when you have that kind of a network it just makes life so much easier and it
00:22:54.080 helps I think it helps a culture to evolve you know I told you that I'm
00:23:03.700 staying with my sister I'm here in Toronto I don't live here so I'm staying
00:23:06.800 with my sister and she had been going through old boxes and pulling all of
00:23:12.020 these letters that I had written her and things I had sent her through the post
00:23:16.520 and I we were talking about what a lost art that is but back when you were
00:23:21.260 creating these networks that was the only we didn't have the internet so no
00:23:25.820 you were putting things in the post you were putting posters on a wall and
00:23:29.780 hoping that somebody would see it yeah yeah how how hard was that or did you
00:23:35.240 didn't we hadn't even conceived of the internet so it didn't you know we didn't
00:23:39.440 know that it could even be easy right I wrote thousands and thousands of letters
00:23:47.820 I'd be writing every single day I wrote letters to a huge network of people by
00:23:53.700 the end of JD you know all across North America in the UK and some other
00:24:01.680 countries Italy I can't remember all the different countries at this point but
00:24:12.540 yeah it was kind of insane at a certain point I was it was kind of
00:24:17.040 overwhelming because i couldn't keep up with the letters that kept coming in because yeah people
00:24:21.960 would all of these letters that you sent you would get responses yeah and we would decorate
00:24:28.080 young listeners i'll tell you we would decorate the envelopes we would show stuff inside it was
00:24:33.420 a real art form yes it was correspondence art yes it really it was very similar to the correspondence
00:24:41.440 art that had started in the 50s and you know people would be sending posters and postcards
00:24:46.920 and doing stamping.
00:24:49.720 I sometimes would do drawings on letters
00:24:53.580 and decorate with lots of different fonts.
00:24:58.520 And so it was a real art form.
00:25:01.080 It's true, which is kind of lost now and it's kind of sad.
00:25:04.280 I think so, too.
00:25:05.620 I mean, I still love to send stuff through the post, you know.
00:25:09.420 But again, I'm a woman of a certain age.
00:25:11.960 So that's what I'm kind of used to.
00:25:14.320 And I don't want to lose the...
00:25:16.220 I don't get Christmas cards anymore.
00:25:17.920 Nobody sends Christmas cards anymore, but I do.
00:25:21.620 Yeah.
00:25:22.860 I wanted to last year, but the mail strike was on, so I couldn't.
00:25:26.480 And now they're having another one.
00:25:28.020 I know.
00:25:28.700 So I might just, I mean, it's like early October now.
00:25:31.840 Maybe I'll send them out now and hope for the best.
00:25:35.420 I want to talk about, there's this, like, for me anyway,
00:25:39.320 this amazing point of intersection between punk and queer and witch and I
00:25:47.080 think you sort of exist at that intersection like what have you found
00:25:51.360 there what have you seen there what what do you think about the sort of
00:25:55.680 overlapping ethos of witch and queer and punk
00:26:01.040 that's a really good question thank you I wrote it myself and I haven't really
00:26:10.940 thought about that before and it's something I should think about in my own
00:26:16.080 life I have not had those different aspects all meet up and sort of
00:26:22.220 compartmentalized yeah up until this book yeah well but of course there have 0.78
00:26:29.180 and lots of queer people involved in in the occult world and in witchcraft for 0.73
00:26:33.360 like why do you think that is forever because it's more except it's not you 0.76
00:26:41.540 know it's not the it's outside of the realm of judeo-christian like morality
00:26:50.400 Yes. Which is not really a morality. Dogma. Dogma, thank you. Which makes it possible to embrace different kinds of living experiences and sexualities, gender expressions that just are not accepted in the so-called conventional norms of society.
00:27:18.220 and yeah I think so like I think you know my friend Scott Trelevin he's been
00:27:31.000 working in that area for quite a long time where he has been able to meld the
00:27:37.500 two together in a really successful way and you know I'm sure there's other
00:27:43.960 people too that I don't know of it's just me personally I haven't been able to do
00:27:49.300 that until now yeah but I have been involved in lots of different kind of
00:27:56.320 pagan enterprises and it's just that the people that followed my work
00:28:05.520 scenes and art weren't didn't cross over into that world really so I have to kind
00:28:13.060 make an effort to make them all meet in one place and what does your pagan practice look like i mean
00:28:20.340 i again have been following you for many years so i know about the queer part and i know about the
00:28:25.940 the punk part but what i didn't know about was the witch part so what does your practice of
00:28:31.380 magic or witchcraft or paganism look like oh gee do you dance naked under the moon no i don't dance
00:28:40.980 anymore because i'll be a i'll be a wreck um you know i've gone through many incarnations of
00:28:52.320 different kinds of practices in my life like when i was young i was
00:28:56.060 you know uh in the church choir and singing is a great spiritual activity i think i agree that
00:29:06.320 kind of transcends whatever ideology is being trying to impose on it so that was
00:29:12.620 where I found something of value in the church I didn't find much of value in the church although
00:29:24.740 I have to say at the time when I was young my models for Christianity were the priests and
00:29:31.820 ministers who were marching with Martin Luther King and people involved in the
00:29:35.960 civil rights struggle and protesting Vietnam because I come from like so
00:29:41.380 ancient, far back history. So at least I have models that weren't like, that's not to
00:29:52.260 say that pretty soon the world became aware of all the horrors going on in the
00:29:56.500 church and what they're they've been responsible for um but because i was so religious and i was
00:30:03.900 young the first thing i encountered that kind of um helped me break away from that was i became
00:30:10.780 friends with people from the process church when i was young and so that's a whole different um
00:30:17.340 they have a whole different pantheon which is includes christianity but also includes
00:30:24.100 you could say satanism but it's actually based in psychology so it's not a literal representation
00:30:32.140 like they're not actually satanist it's an archetype it is an archetype yeah so it helps
00:30:38.220 but it helped me move beyond the limited ideas of christianity that i've been born into basically
00:30:45.660 And then from there, I think I just started exploring, doing tons of research.
00:30:55.660 This has been an interest of mine for such a long time.
00:30:59.660 I've been researching the history of the Celtic people and their religious expressions
00:31:09.660 as limited the amount of knowledge as is available to us, unfortunately,
00:31:14.660 because there's no written records, really,
00:31:17.640 except in the Welsh, kind of.
00:31:20.940 And so much was destroyed. 1.00
00:31:22.260 So much was destroyed by the Christians.
00:31:25.640 And so I know this is strange to some of your listeners, 1.00
00:31:31.500 but I ended up joining the last remaining Satanic Grotto
00:31:38.620 in Victoria, BC.
00:31:43.900 that was aligned with the Church of Satan,
00:31:46.020 although I wasn't ever a member of the Church of Satan.
00:31:48.720 And it was a real, see,
00:31:50.900 I've just gone through the satanic panic of the 90s.
00:31:55.360 And I was kinda like, you know,
00:31:56.520 I wanna find out what's really going on.
00:31:59.460 So I thought, I'm going to like explore
00:32:02.600 and find out what these,
00:32:04.040 and the people I knew that were involved
00:32:07.260 were all just amazing.
00:32:08.900 We had a group of people that were incredibly diverse.
00:32:12.840 The leader was First Nations and Scottish.
00:32:16.080 Another woman was Haitian and Scottish.
00:32:19.200 And there were two people that were Eastern European.
00:32:22.480 So they brought that kind of pagan culture into the group.
00:32:26.400 And all we did was research our pagan backgrounds
00:32:29.080 and like kind of compare notes
00:32:31.000 and talk to each other about that.
00:32:33.000 So I found it kind of amazing,
00:32:35.840 but then the group bolted and-
00:32:38.720 As groups do.
00:32:39.560 Yes, as they do.
00:32:41.960 And so then I just continued my own research and readings because I didn't, I don't think I ever was aware that there might be covens like in Toronto or even Ontario that were operative at that time.
00:33:07.460 Until I heard about your group.
00:33:09.520 That's the first time I've really heard about a group.
00:33:11.960 I mean, secrecy by necessity, kind of, right?
00:33:17.060 That's true, yeah, yeah. 0.89
00:33:18.680 And that's another sort of overlap with the queer community,
00:33:22.020 is that it's not necessarily safe to go out into the street and say,
00:33:25.940 this is who I am, this is what I'm doing.
00:33:28.060 I was just thinking about that today.
00:33:30.120 That's so true.
00:33:31.120 We have to lead really circumscribed, careful existences,
00:33:37.420 because, like I said, there's Rosalind Norton and Sybil Leek
00:33:41.300 in Valley Meyers, there's always this kind of, you know, backlash against either your
00:33:48.920 sexuality or your religious practices or your spiritual practices that, sorry, I lost my
00:34:00.340 train.
00:34:01.340 We don't believe in trains of thought around here.
00:34:03.740 We're all bit bumper cars of thought.
00:34:05.740 Just bounce off one and to another.
00:34:07.820 but i was i was talking to a friend of mine recently who lives in the united states and
00:34:13.820 you know they're basically planning like the american inquisition and so i was saying to her
00:34:20.000 like it's never been safe to be a witch but i think we forgot that for about 20 years yeah and
00:34:26.500 now we're being forced to remember that it's not yeah necessarily safe to be i mean insert any word
00:34:34.660 in their anarchist or queer or witch or different in any way yeah so that has been again I'm almost
00:34:43.400 50 so I have almost 50 years of world perceptions and it's been terrifying and fascinating to see
00:34:51.580 this new backlash that I thought we were past I mean I feel like there was this moment where it
00:34:58.240 seemed like we were just all gonna love each other and everything was gonna be great and then
00:35:02.840 the pendulum swung
00:35:06.320 do you think it's going to swing back
00:35:09.540 as far as it swung
00:35:10.660 before?
00:35:13.280 it could
00:35:14.060 because
00:35:18.660 they're
00:35:19.620 because right wing
00:35:23.840 projects and fascist projects
00:35:25.700 are doomed to failure
00:35:26.940 their very nature
00:35:28.320 is
00:35:29.760 you know an aesthetic of failure i think please say more you know i think
00:35:37.520 it's a psycholo it's also a psychological um
00:35:44.360 what's the right word
00:35:50.560 i mean fascists are people that have a certain psychological makeup that is uh
00:35:59.680 very cynical very uh destructive very uh negative and i think in a way they have a death wish yes 0.91
00:36:14.080 it's a death cult yeah so that inevitably it has to end up burning down in flames
00:36:20.880 because that's kind of inside themselves that's what they want it's kind of like the self-loathing
00:36:27.640 needs the destruction to happen and they're just waiting for someone to like take them down
00:36:35.300 because they can't do it themselves they're cowardly people if they have any strength they'd
00:36:41.560 go to therapy and get help right or you know do some reading if I don't what the world's actually
00:36:48.560 like so i do think there's hope always because people like that are failure is
00:36:55.720 baked into the whole project listeners fascists are bound to fail i want to talk about what i
00:37:07.840 believe to be one of you or you and bruce's i guess um or you and bruce in fifth column or you
00:37:13.160 and your gang of troublemakers one of your greatest acts of magic and you've talked about
00:37:19.420 this in interviews kathleen hannah has um bruce obviously that y'all just kind of pretended 0.95
00:37:27.220 there was this massive rad homo punk scene in toronto right and it became this like
00:37:35.260 self-fulfilling prophecy and that to me is like so much the core of magic like 0.99
00:37:41.380 imagine it and watch it manifest yeah can you talk about that again that genesis of pretending
00:37:50.240 willing something into existence yeah um you know there was a very small group of people we mostly
00:37:57.540 worked at the same restaurant which was called just desserts jd's and so you know part of our
00:38:03.880 little prank was that we were calling our fancy in the same initiatives as this restaurant thinking
00:38:09.520 like people will encounter our zine somewhere and then they'll come into the restaurant and go oh my
00:38:13.760 god these people are all phonographers looking at this restaurant so we put put uh all of our
00:38:21.840 friends that worked at the restaurant on the cover and uh created this kind of mystique that like
00:38:28.040 and there were really like three bands at that time there was fifth column there was asf which
00:38:33.120 which is Leslie Mahon, Tracy Thomas' band in Colorado.
00:38:38.840 And one of the guys from Homocore Zine, Deke,
00:38:45.200 he had a band called Comrades in Arms.
00:38:46.980 So literally there were three bands at that time.
00:38:49.800 There were actually a few more that I didn't know about
00:38:52.500 until we did the tape.
00:38:53.520 There was The Apostles in the UK
00:38:56.860 and there was Robert Omelette in LA.
00:39:00.440 And so, and then all the other people on the tape
00:39:04.260 kind of did special projects just for the tape.
00:39:07.560 But out of those few select people,
00:39:13.080 you know, just by putting them in
00:39:14.700 and including them with, like, other stuff
00:39:17.780 that we dig up on the internet, you know,
00:39:20.580 old pictures of Kenneth Anger movies
00:39:22.980 and, like, just combining all the stuff,
00:39:26.840 it did create, because we kind of,
00:39:29.640 married our present and our hoped-for future with the past it gave a sense of
00:39:38.660 a continuation that seemed kind of made it seem an inevitable so it's like
00:39:45.140 Kenneth Anger, Warhol, you know
00:39:49.920 I can't remember, it's been so long, I can't remember, but you get the idea, it's like
00:40:01.800 this continuation from the past that makes the future seem inevitable, and it's kind
00:40:07.660 of like a working, right, kind of like we're going to guide you into thinking this way,
00:40:14.140 and, oh, sorry, and lead you into a present that will be more, sorry, that's, yeah.
00:40:30.960 A present that will be more, period.
00:40:33.820 Yeah, I'm fine with that, for sure.
00:40:38.040 I am sort of, I mean, unsurprisingly, maybe kind of.
00:40:42.800 Oh, no, more than the sum of its parts.
00:40:45.360 There we go.
00:40:46.440 That's what I mean.
00:40:47.020 That's the idiom we were looking for.
00:40:48.820 Sorry.
00:40:49.760 No, no, we're two human beings sitting in a corner in a library.
00:40:55.320 I mean, this conversation, we are just experiencing this moment
00:41:01.740 and not trying to understand it.
00:41:03.380 It would be perfect.
00:41:04.440 I reject perfection.
00:41:05.980 Okay.
00:41:06.480 A hundred percent.
00:41:07.440 I completely reject it.
00:41:08.820 And I think that we would be healthier if we all allowed ourselves to reject perfection.
00:41:14.680 That's true.
00:41:15.640 But I am, like, obsessed with zines.
00:41:20.800 And, again, in the Internet age, people are still making paper zines, and I think that's fantastic.
00:41:26.180 Yeah.
00:41:27.000 What I want you to do is finish this sentence for me, okay?
00:41:30.760 And whether you want to talk about, quote-unquote, back then in the olden days of the 1900s or currently in the Internet age,
00:41:38.820 Finish the sentence.
00:41:40.640 Zines are potent political tools because... 1.00
00:41:48.580 Oh, that's a good one. 1.00
00:41:54.960 Because mass media and, you know, the status quo culture
00:42:08.640 is so
00:42:10.640 predominantly exists
00:42:18.500 in visual medium
00:42:20.140 and
00:42:21.720 the literary
00:42:24.440 world is so
00:42:26.900 ignored at this point
00:42:28.620 that it's almost like
00:42:31.120 fertile ground
00:42:32.620 for
00:42:33.820 introduction of whatever
00:42:38.620 subversive and transgressive ideas we want to get out there through the
00:42:44.860 medium of print. I think I was talking to somebody the other day and wondering
00:42:49.840 like are we moving into a period of time where we're post-literary like are
00:42:58.960 people going to be able to read in the future? Now they talk into their phones
00:43:02.500 they don't type and I you know they're gonna get AI to write all their essays
00:43:09.460 for them when they go to school because will they be able to write I think that
00:43:16.480 we're but at the same time I think we are entering a really exciting period
00:43:20.440 where I have so many friends and acquaintances who have little publishing
00:43:25.780 houses like heretic house like midnight mass I have another friend D who has
00:43:32.080 their own publishing enterprise for science fiction you know there's there's 0.88
00:43:40.640 Pilot Press in the UK Richard Porter who's got an amazing queer stuff and I
00:43:50.080 almost see that as being the new you know independent record label of the 0.97
00:43:56.320 90s now it's like the independent publishing house and they're putting
00:44:02.020 on all the new ideas and all the new artists and writers and I think it's
00:44:09.380 actually really like just to veer away from the past I think what's happening
00:44:13.900 right now but that's really exciting and zine makers as well people are still
00:44:17.440 doing zines and journals and I think that's really kind of where the
00:44:25.460 alternative underground culture is right now in that space.
00:44:30.340 Yeah, a lot of people talk about how the internet has sort of demolished almost like a mainstream idea because we're not all watching the same show at the same time. We're not all reading the same story at the same time. Do you think that's a good thing or a bad thing?
00:44:50.340 because there's some I mean there's some benefits to a monoculture right that we have all these
00:44:58.240 shared experiences but even just saying the term monoculture kind of leaves a bad taste
00:45:03.120 I know I know and was there really ever a monoculture because a different culture exists
00:45:09.340 in the U.S. then it did in England then it did in India then it did in Japan so there was never
00:45:14.200 really a monoculture it was just very specific to different physical locations
00:45:19.920 so that's kind of what's interesting about the internet opens up the
00:45:24.600 possibilities to go beyond borders and I think that's part of the thing that
00:45:29.380 people were really excited about the internet in in the early days there's a
00:45:35.140 lot of obviously a lot of the speculation and promise of the early
00:45:43.140 people working on the internet have not come to pass at all and we've ended up
00:45:48.360 with something kind of much worse. And I think in a lot of ways internet has
00:45:55.020 destroyed the underground. Things can't be underground anymore but the only, I
00:46:01.100 think the place that they can be underground is in the literary world
00:46:04.700 because it can't be posted onto the internet. You can't post, well you could
00:46:08.800 post a whole book but the people that look at the internet all the time are
00:46:11.880 not going to read it, right? So, and there's such a beauty and pleasure in having a piece of paper
00:46:21.060 in your hands and be able to look at the images and read, not staring at a screen, and you keep
00:46:28.800 it in your home. I mean, the internet's in your home, but it's not, once you turn it off, it's not
00:46:34.180 there anymore. You can't turn off a book and have it disappear. I think in the
00:46:45.580 literary world, in the publishing world, that's where there's so much potential
00:46:48.920 right now. This is a quote from you that I think is a good follow-up. There's a
00:46:56.800 phenomenon in mainstream media where they can make a lot of money out of
00:47:00.940 marginalized people different subcultures they just kind of suck them up use them for what they're
00:47:07.300 worth and toss them out and say that trend's finished can you talk about this this vampirism
00:47:15.560 of marginalized people and their work and that kind of stuff oh yeah i mean that's uh i feel like 0.66
00:47:22.660 That's been my experience going through different kinds of, you know, the queer scene was trendy for like, you know, a couple of years and it was on MTV and then the next trend came along.
00:47:41.720 And then, you know, and the grunge scene was popular for a couple of years, and then that's gone.
00:47:50.060 And so it's just all about capitalism's desperate need for novelty to, you know, convince people,
00:48:01.780 well, here's a new product that you haven't had before that you're really going to want to buy.
00:48:06.200 And now that you've got it, you need to move on to the next thing that you'll really need to want to buy.
00:48:10.740 So really it's just a trap that is inevitable in a consumer culture, and you have to, I think as a creator, kind of be aware of that, and I mean, you can kind of make use of it in a sense, because you might need to, to make a living, which is totally valid, I think.
00:48:36.980 Like we can't be like, you know, I've been through so many periods like where people were like absolute, like the punk culture, like you're never punk enough.
00:48:48.220 You know, you can't do this and you can't do that.
00:48:51.480 There's all these rules.
00:48:52.600 And I just totally reject that because in the end, people have to make a living.
00:48:58.940 And, you know, it's easy to be a white male, a white cis male who says, you're not.
00:49:06.980 editor's note this is the only cut i made to the interview because at this point
00:49:18.020 the loudspeaker announcing that the library was closing came on so loudly that it shook us in our
00:49:26.420 seats and i didn't want to subject you to that needless to say we lost our train of thought
00:49:31.380 we ended up in a bumper car let's go back where were we wow that was loud yeah um
00:49:36.980 Yeah, I think I was just talking about consumer culture.
00:49:40.840 Yeah, what's new and what's now, and what's garbage and what's next.
00:49:45.360 The creation of the illusion of novelty, I think.
00:49:48.800 Yeah, I have to ask, obviously, the library is going to close soon, and I don't want to miss out on this,
00:49:54.900 but I have to talk to you about Fifth Column.
00:49:58.520 I mean, when I was coming out, again, I was born in 77, so I started high school in like 91.
00:50:04.180 fun and at that time we had to make girl bands because the boys didn't want us in their bands
00:50:11.860 we weren't allowed to i i have actually heard the phrase more than i'd care to recall no cock no
00:50:19.200 rock oh my god right and so i want to know like horrible it is it is but that that's how i grew
00:50:26.960 up you know and so we did make girl bands and we did just like find a girl who played the drums
00:50:31.960 and find a girl and gather in basements you know and I want to know like obviously it was a choice 0.97
00:50:39.440 to make fifth column you know women but did you have that did you not even get rejected by male 1.00
00:50:48.020 punks because you were like we're not interested in playing with you we want to play together what
00:50:52.340 was your experience of forming a quote-unquote girl band like okay so I had been in a band
00:51:00.560 earlier called Bunny and the Lakers and most of the people in the band were queer and it was like
00:51:06.160 this is the early days of punk where you know it there was way more queer people involved in the
00:51:12.080 whole thing although it was discreet it wasn't people weren't out they weren't like hiding in
00:51:18.320 a closet it's just like that wasn't necessarily what the content of the music was about although
00:51:24.720 in Bunyan Lakers it kind of was so and so that and that band broke up and I was looking for another
00:51:31.120 band and my friend you know because I really missed playing music and my friend Jack Brown
00:51:36.800 said well I know there's two women who want to start a band do you want to go over and talk to
00:51:41.760 them so I did and they were really exciting and they had amazing ideas and um and so it was just
00:51:51.760 kind of a fortunate circumstance that I ended up with them but of course I wouldn't have joined
00:51:58.960 unless I believed in what they were doing and you know they were both feminists and that was
00:52:04.160 an integral part of like what the whole approach to the band would be and so I think and with
00:52:12.800 Bunny the Lakers it was a very conceptual band like our ideas were like we're going to change
00:52:17.400 the idea of what a band is supposed to be so when I started playing with that band I was actually
00:52:22.900 doing all the visuals I was taking pictures and I wasn't playing any instruments at first
00:52:28.400 and our idea of a band was that you could take pictures and be a member of the band
00:52:33.800 so I think at that time everyone was really considering like what is a band and does it
00:52:40.580 have to be this does it have to be that so I think because the two women I went to meet
00:52:46.320 had a more conceptual idea 0.99
00:52:48.840 of like we want to have a feminist band
00:52:50.640 we want to be all women, we want to talk about
00:52:52.560 these kind of things
00:52:53.600 topics that are relevant to our experiences
00:52:56.580 that's
00:52:58.660 kind of
00:52:59.220 I don't think I would have tried to join a band
00:53:02.900 with just men
00:53:04.060 because they didn't have any kind of
00:53:06.640 conceptual basis
00:53:08.220 we just want to rock
00:53:09.920 we're punks
00:53:11.280 that wasn't really of any interest
00:53:13.920 to me
00:53:15.120 If it's not conceptual art, to me, it's like, it's just decoration.
00:53:20.000 Yeah, or if it doesn't have any purpose.
00:53:23.140 Like, Fifth Column had a very strong idea of our purpose,
00:53:27.220 was to, like, network with other women,
00:53:30.360 to, like, try to create a scene where women were welcome, 1.00
00:53:33.680 and we knew that we wouldn't be included in the larger scene, 0.59
00:53:37.200 because, as you're saying, they just weren't interested.
00:53:40.120 You know, Cockroach?
00:53:41.360 Right, or they looked at us and said, 1.00
00:53:42.620 well, they're just trying to get boyfriends.
00:53:45.120 because they didn't know us
00:53:46.760 you can't see my eyes rolling
00:53:48.180 you know so we were subject to that kind of
00:53:53.040 you know
00:53:53.800 dismissal constantly
00:53:56.520 in those days
00:53:58.200 but that didn't really mean that much to us
00:54:00.920 because we were more intent on forming
00:54:02.740 our own scene that would be like
00:54:04.860 you know
00:54:06.500 a place for us to
00:54:08.260 live and work in
00:54:10.100 and
00:54:11.240 it was like 0.87
00:54:14.600 surrounded with like other feminist women, with queer people, with gender-variant people,
00:54:20.720 and like just like a whole network of people that was life-sustaining for us.
00:54:28.740 My final question.
00:54:30.560 Very much like a coven.
00:54:32.000 Yes, yes, very much like a coven. 0.57
00:54:33.760 I think a girl bandy is a coven, whether they self-identify that way or not.
00:54:37.960 Yes. 1.00
00:54:38.420 So my final question before we get kicked out of here, are all women bitches? 0.99
00:54:44.600 Um, no, but it's a kind of a, I think what we were trying to do with that song was like 1.00
00:54:57.380 throw it back in their face.
00:54:58.840 Absolutely.
00:54:59.400 And I think a lot of guys, when they heard that, were like, oh my God, like they've said
00:55:03.600 that.
00:55:04.420 And we wanted to kind of confront them with the knowledge that we know what you're saying
00:55:09.220 about us.
00:55:09.840 Yes.
00:55:10.560 Right?
00:55:11.040 That's what it was.
00:55:11.940 Yeah. And you were instructed not to play the song when you played live on Much Music, which listeners is like the Toronto MTV, Canadian MTV.
00:55:20.900 Right.
00:55:21.280 But you played it anyway.
00:55:22.700 Yeah.
00:55:22.840 And then you were never on Much Music ever again.
00:55:25.120 No.
00:55:25.600 Any regrets?
00:55:27.320 Uh, no.
00:55:28.540 Yeah.
00:55:28.860 I don't think so.
00:55:29.900 I don't think so either.
00:55:31.380 Because, uh, censorship doesn't really help anyone.
00:55:37.600 Mm-hmm. Censorship doesn't help anyone.
00:55:40.520 No.
00:55:40.980 any parting words
00:55:42.880 it doesn't help the people it's supposed to protect
00:55:45.160 yes
00:55:45.960 censorship doesn't
00:55:49.600 help the people it's supposed to
00:55:51.540 protect
00:55:52.100 that's the end of that sentence for sure
00:55:54.780 anything else you want our listeners know
00:55:57.000 other than go out right now
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00:56:04.620 what are your closing words to a missing witches coven
00:56:07.200 we're closing 10
00:56:10.380 oh thank you um oh my god now i have to think of something now you have to think of something
00:56:17.460 so brilliant i know exactly uh support your local coven yes good perfect
00:56:26.300 thank you so much for sitting down oh you're welcome thank you so much for having me on the
00:56:32.960 show i have to say like we're face to face and you're so beautiful it's distracting
00:56:38.260 so sorry if i got distracted
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