Missing Witches - January 13, 2022


WF: Michelle Pajak-Reynolds - A Stone Has Power If You Decide It Has Power

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WF: Jarod K. Anderson aka The Cryptonaturalist - Give Yourself Permission To Take The Meaning You Make Seriously WF: Veronica Varlow - Sometimes The World Will Trick You And You Think You Are Alone.

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00:00:46.700 welcome listeners welcome witches welcome friends welcome whatever the weather is 0.65
00:00:58.160 wherever you are i'm looking out the window it's been a wild weekend of wind
00:01:02.280 we came home from a weekend away and there are the footprints of wild geese all sheltered on
00:01:09.080 one side not wild geese wild turkeys all sheltered on one side of our house and then
00:01:14.260 And this morning, as I was preparing for this conversation, I watched a little flock of fat, wild turkeys walk by on the lake, leaving their little triangle imprints across.
00:01:26.120 And it felt like a friendly visitation and also a reminder of how rough this season is and how we need to stick together.
00:01:33.860 I know for many of our listeners and friends and coven mates, this season has been a struggle.
00:01:43.320 I mean, this is a time of celebration and also a time of loss, trying to find who we can rely on, getting frustrated by the world, in my own family, seeing people who don't have a lot get pushed aside and struggling to not just react with anger at how that's happening, but just be there for the people who are getting shuffled about.
00:02:12.360 I don't know I'm struggling with all that I don't know where you are but welcome home to here to
00:02:19.720 the common we make between our ears let's talk about the magic of craft and the sacredness of
00:02:27.600 making let's talk about gems and gem stories and gem lore and let's hear from a witch who brings
00:02:39.680 this true love and attention to making these beautiful family heirloom objects and how she
00:02:48.200 thinks about it. It's Christmas time. Let's talk about sparkly, beautiful things.
00:02:55.600 Welcome to the podcast, Michelle, Jack Reynolds. How are you? Can you tell us a bit about your
00:03:02.960 work how this season is treating you um yeah so my work god my work I I've been making my work
00:03:14.240 since I was five years old um I uh I that's my earliest memory of being an artist and a jeweler
00:03:22.560 and actually jewelry is how I got to be in this world to begin with because my parents met across
00:03:29.480 a jewelry case. My mom was a jewelry department manager at a store here just outside of Cleveland,
00:03:38.300 Ohio. And my dad was a Cleveland Clinic police officer. So many people around the world may know
00:03:45.420 of the Cleveland Clinic hospital system. So I live about 45 minutes from Cleveland, Ohio. And
00:03:53.420 when I was little, my dad was an officer there. And like many officers in their off-duty hours
00:04:00.540 would work local loss prevention jobs. So he, you know, picked up, you know, just some extra
00:04:07.040 hours here and there. And that's how my parents met. And they got married and had me shortly
00:04:15.480 after that so jewelry is how I got got to be here um to begin with so but um as far as working in
00:04:25.160 precious metals and gems that didn't start until high school and prior to that I was using babysitting
00:04:32.380 money to buy stones and beads and stuff from my local craft store and would just you know make
00:04:38.780 things and make things for myself and my girlfriends but at five years old I was really
00:04:46.040 inspired by the live action tv show Wonder Woman with the actress Linda Carter in it because who
00:04:52.620 doesn't want power bracelets and magical tiaras and like a golden lasso of truth that could get
00:04:58.220 bad guys you know to tell their secrets and everything so jewelry that gives you superpowers
00:05:04.840 you know is is how I got started but I was I was very lucky my high school um so I graduated high
00:05:14.040 school in 1995 so this is when vocational programs still existed at the high school level here in the
00:05:19.720 states um my high school had a jewelry class and so I got to work in a jewelry studio in the 10th
00:05:30.340 grade and start working with silver and enamels and a little bit of gemstones, but mostly like
00:05:37.320 silver work and how to work with the silver and the materials. And then since I had to put myself
00:05:45.620 through college, Kent State University, which was a school that I could drive to from my parents'
00:05:53.300 house because they could support me by allowing me to live at home for free, I commuted back and
00:05:59.900 forth to Kent State for the fashion and jewelry program and got my degree from that program in
00:06:07.140 2001 and started my business shortly after that. You mentioned that one of your early experiences
00:06:20.140 was learning to work with silver. How do you think about precious metal work these days?
00:06:27.160 it's complicated well you know as with all relationships especially long-term ones that
00:06:38.940 we humans have with with things every relationship is complicated um i i've worked with silver and
00:06:48.500 now i'm working in fair mind gold um you know humans have worked with metals you know for
00:06:55.960 for millennia i mean we we have whole huge sections of history like the bronze age and and all of that
00:07:03.340 so you know we've we've worked with these materials we've been mining these materials
00:07:08.900 for a long long time um so i my relationship with the materials is one where like what's
00:07:21.460 the best material for the story I'm trying to tell through a collection of jewelry each collection
00:07:28.560 I make I it it has a backstory and it has an inspiration to it and I don't I don't just make
00:07:37.120 things to make them pretty like yes they have to be aesthetic aesthetically pleasing and of course
00:07:42.760 you know they have to look good and they have to hold up but I'm really interested in like exploring
00:07:50.140 Like right now, the past few years, I've been interested in exploring the lore between stones and like how various cultures around the world have related to certain stones and use them and the stories we tell about them and the stories that get passed down about them.
00:08:09.240 So I think about them as, as sometimes almost as like time travel on my workbench, because some of these stones take hundreds of thousands of years to form deep in the earth.
00:08:26.820 and you know a gemstone miner somewhere in the world found them and you know brought them to
00:08:37.220 light and now here they are on on my workbench um and and they're part of telling a specific story
00:08:44.640 for a collection so I think about them you know differently um as time has gone on and especially
00:08:52.360 the past couple of years um as i've deepened my research in gemology like prior to my daughter
00:09:01.420 being born um and my daughter's now six almost six and a half going on 30 but you know
00:09:08.160 and um but prior to that i i didn't give much thought to the raw materials it was just like
00:09:17.940 well what's going to fit for what I'm going to make and then I would have to go hunt it down
00:09:22.700 and now that you know when she was about two and a half she her two favorite questions are who made
00:09:31.100 it and how did it get here like she didn't ask why like the way other kids do and so there was
00:09:38.440 a moment in the studio there's actually a little clip um and the highlights reel on my Instagram
00:09:44.720 from one of my Instagram stories so the highlights reel is the title of that collection is in the
00:09:49.980 studio there's this little blip of her it's the very first video of her um just being in awe of
00:09:57.560 what's on my workbench and talking about how pretty it is and how there's so many of it and
00:10:02.020 like all this stuff but the part of the conversation that of course I turned my phone off
00:10:07.300 because she was getting into things was who made it how did it get here and I gave her you know
00:10:13.940 because I'm puttering around in the studio and so you know like typical parent who is busy you
00:10:19.660 kind of give like the answer that you think is going to pacify the kid and she's like no mama
00:10:25.220 I don't think so tell me who like she wanted specifics and I realized in that moment like 0.65
00:10:31.800 oh shit I couldn't tell her who found the stone or who you know turned the silver ingot into wire
00:10:42.240 for me to work with um and and so that began a a commitment to well I need to know and so I started 0.98
00:10:55.260 looking into more of you know ethical sourcing and fair trade fair mind um and it it's really
00:11:06.780 changed how i relate to the materials um like right now i'm i'm reading a um report out of
00:11:16.700 that was put out by the organization or uh what was it called i have it in my notes
00:11:23.780 because they go by it was the organization for economic cooperation and development
00:11:29.120 about gold flows out of venezuela um because there's a lot of illicit gold trading going on
00:11:37.260 and and so like i'm i'm learning about how these raw materials move around the world like we've
00:11:47.080 all been talking supply chain for the past two years because of covid stuff and the supply chain
00:11:55.160 for raw materials especially as we increase our demand for like green energy the demand for gold
00:12:03.560 is going to increase because gold is needed to plate the microchips because gold doesn't conduct
00:12:09.440 heat the way other materials do or like lithium for rechargeable batteries in electric vehicles
00:12:17.180 and other devices like if you can't grow it you have to mine it so our relationship with
00:12:25.240 mining these materials is going to change as we move to a green a greener economy so to speak and
00:12:33.040 and the the jewelry um component of you know the gold supply chain is part of that
00:12:41.800 yeah i think like many witches we've all been struggling to figure out where you know to have
00:12:51.700 a healthier relationship with the materials we use the ancestors that we're working with
00:12:57.140 um you know i think it's okay that we started a little bit um naive just sort of grabbing
00:13:05.240 crystals that we were excited about at a gem show or like an esoteric shop near us
00:13:10.900 um but you know we're growing up and trying to be better stewards and understand
00:13:17.620 the dynamics of where these how these things are coming to us um
00:13:22.600 yeah i'm also pausing to read this question um it is interesting to think about a reciprocal
00:13:35.160 relationship with our materials for sure as is kind of coming up in the chat um i wonder how you
00:13:43.080 think about the way that the power of those materials the stories in them the magic is
00:13:49.700 impacted by what you learn about their their origin um well a lot of what what a lot of people
00:14:01.040 don't realize like one of the terms like since we were talking about gold one of the terms that's a
00:14:07.340 big buzzword as uh you know consumers demand more traceability in their products is recycled gold
00:14:15.720 and the truth of the matter is the vast majority of the gold that's in the marketplace now
00:14:21.640 is all the gold that's ever been mined in the world since human beings started mining it and
00:14:26.380 extracting it so it's been recycled a lot already um the issue with recycled gold and this is
00:14:35.880 something that i learned in becoming a fair mine licensed designer so fair mine gold is about
00:14:45.740 changing the mining sector and it's about artisanal small-scale mining and traceability
00:14:52.120 so recycled gold you don't know the origin necessarily of the gold and so that can be a
00:15:01.100 challenge because you don't know if it's coming you know where it's coming from how it was sourced
00:15:05.700 was you know the best environmental practices used um you know all of those things with fair
00:15:13.260 mind the miners who go through the fair mind licensing process have to abide by all these
00:15:19.400 regulations and requirements of the certification. And a lot of that's overseen by the Alliance for
00:15:30.700 Responsible Mining. But the issue is it comes down to supply and demand. Only 33% of the gold
00:15:41.100 available in the marketplace right now is recycled gold. 1% of the gold available in the marketplace
00:15:48.880 is fair mine gold so we're not going to ever stop mining gold um it's just a matter of how it's done
00:16:01.920 um here in the u.s fair mine gold's only been in the market available in the market since 2014
00:16:08.940 we're only talking seven years and it takes a long time to build
00:16:15.960 you know consumer awareness about it demand for it and all of those things so the way i i think
00:16:23.420 about the gold that i'm interested in working with is like i see the miners whether they're
00:16:31.060 the precious metal miners or like the gemstone miners i see their hands as an extension of my
00:16:37.420 hands and like i can't make my work without them doing their work um and how they go about it like
00:16:48.320 knowing that what i'm buying is supporting them in their communities because many parts of the world
00:16:55.500 where artisanal small-scale minor mining is going on is it's remote it's rural you know opportunities
00:17:05.280 are very limited. Many of these miners are also farmers part of the year. So this is additional
00:17:11.020 income for them and stability for their communities. And also, if they're not able to
00:17:18.820 protect their land, you're going to have a legal and illicit mining move in. And that's another
00:17:26.060 challenge to address um with it so it's it's complicated and it's messy and you know there's
00:17:36.780 no perfect solution um like I just attended the Chicago Responsible Jewelry Conference a couple
00:17:44.160 weeks ago and we were talking one of the presenters was talking about how there's 45
00:17:49.320 five different like certification programs that are trying to tackle traceability issues
00:17:57.840 within the you know gold and gemstone tray none of them are perfect but they're all a step in
00:18:06.340 the right direction yeah that's that's sort of what I was going to ask next was if there are
00:18:12.400 similar certifications or processes for for crystals or gems but it sounds like there's
00:18:17.780 so many like it's it's as as multifaceted as the stones themselves people trying to figure out how
00:18:24.000 to do this right yeah yeah it's and and a lot of it comes down to what is the marketplace going to
00:18:33.560 support as with anything you vote with your wallet um so years ago in the 90s you had for diamonds
00:18:41.760 the kimberly process come out which was about certifying that diamonds were conflict-free
00:18:49.020 well the kimberly process is limited in scope to just ensuring that it's not funding conflict
00:18:58.800 that's not saying um uh that's not saying that um there there isn't child labor there isn't
00:19:10.460 forced labor that you know there isn't all these other potential things going on um the issue uh
00:19:18.600 i as someone just put in the chat about 3d printed diamonds um there aren't 3d printed diamonds
00:19:24.340 you're talking about like lab created diamonds um so lab created diamonds there's two processes
00:19:31.260 for that it's high pressure high temperature so you're basically replicating the natural
00:19:38.760 processes deep in the earth um except you're doing it in the lab and one of the other ways
00:19:48.580 of creating lab-created diamonds is through carbon vapor deposition so cvd um and
00:19:58.300 though that technology has been around since like the 1950s it wasn't until recently
00:20:04.000 that those diamonds the technology improved to create um a jewelry grade diamonds
00:20:12.280 so the issue is lab created stones use massive amounts of electricity right to replicate those
00:20:24.380 natural forces and so where is that electricity coming from and
00:20:31.200 that is a challenge a lot of lab-grown diamonds are produced in in china right now and we know 0.52
00:20:42.600 china doesn't have the best environmental standards um and and so it's it's kind of
00:20:51.160 the wild west right now for lab created diamonds there were a lot of claims of lab created diamonds
00:20:58.300 being a more sustainable source a more ethical source well here in the u.s the federal trade
00:21:02.820 commission said oh no no hold up like you can't make those claims because you can't claim something
00:21:09.860 you can't prove right and like same with when i make a claim about the sourcing of my stones
00:21:17.100 so like i just purchased for my upcoming collection i just purchased all these beautiful
00:21:24.400 fully traceable rough sapphires through moyo gems so you were talking about like traceability for
00:21:29.900 stones um so moyo is fully traceable i can tell you the miners names who mine the stones that
00:21:39.000 are going to be in my collection. Um, and what Moyo is doing is supporting, um, predominantly
00:21:49.240 female miners. There are a few male miners who are part of, um, the cooperatives and stuff in
00:21:56.680 Tanzania, but it's supporting them and enabling them to bring the stones to market. And many of
00:22:04.560 are mining um you know on on their own land you know tanzania is rich in minerals and gemstones
00:22:13.960 and the tanzanian government wants things to go through the proper channels as opposed to
00:22:21.740 you know you hear if if you're hearing about stones um you know coming from madagascar
00:22:28.620 you know madagascar there's there's a not um a lot of um i'm trying to find the right word
00:22:41.000 there's there's not a lot of traceability going on in madagascar there's a lot of um
00:22:48.540 conflict there's a lot of illegal mining going on and so what's happening there is you know you
00:22:56.820 could be funding child labor you can be funding you know military owning a mine so but madagascar
00:23:06.320 knows because people are labeling stones in the marketplaces madagascar you know stones
00:23:12.480 well these didn't go through you know the proper customers channels so traceability is is a big
00:23:21.960 issue and so what I have shifted to um is either if I can't mine it myself um like I did for the
00:23:31.680 stones in my Mira collection then I'm only going to work with the gemstone dealers and the gemstone
00:23:39.400 miners that I know personally and I can tell you to go back to my daughter's question who made it
00:23:45.860 and how did it get here I have to I'm accountable for answering that now you know
00:23:51.500 It's, um, so it's, is it kind of akin to the movement in like coffee and cotton away from what's been called fair trade and toward direct trade?
00:24:08.860 yeah it's it's similar to that so it there is a movement um you know for fair trade fair mind
00:24:21.140 stones it's it's along those same lines because if like i can go to my grocery store and pick a
00:24:27.460 certain brand of tuna off the shelf and it says type in this barcode and we can tell you which
00:24:33.180 ship this can of tuna came from you know we should be able to do that on some level with gemstones
00:24:40.760 like something far more you know lasting than than a than a can of tuna um and and so that's
00:24:52.180 that's starting to happen a lot of that's because of blockchain technology um which is i i don't
00:25:01.160 understand blockchain technology but as far as that like you can't um uh within the blockchain
00:25:09.380 you know like you can't edit nobody else can change it or mess with it like I'm still learning
00:25:16.020 all that stuff um so a lot of it's come down to technology and also just people's ability to
00:25:24.320 connect in ways we weren't able to before you know when covid happened my friends um monica
00:25:32.260 stevenson who helped uh who's the founder of anza gems who also helped create the moyo gems
00:25:40.800 it's me and miners because we could do it online as opposed to her being able to go there
00:25:51.320 um so years ago that that Michelle you cut out for a second and you cut out just when you were
00:25:58.300 saying uh the the origin of that company and what it does okay so so Moyo Gems and Anza Gems
00:26:09.620 were founded by my friend Monica Stevenson and so what Moyo is doing is empowering
00:26:20.860 female miners um and uh in the tanzania's tanga region and so the connectivity that we're able to
00:26:33.960 have because she couldn't travel there because of covid you know she would go there a couple
00:26:37.220 times a year and buy direct from the miners because you you look through hundreds of thousands
00:26:43.380 of stones to then decide which one you're going to buy because it has to be marketable you know
00:26:50.340 it has to be financially viable. And so what she's doing is the miners that are mining the
00:26:59.600 stones in Tanzania, they're getting far more money from her for their stones than going through the
00:27:04.960 channels that existed before. So often it would be like a broker who would, you know, and then
00:27:10.300 the miner would only get a tiny portion of the money for their stones. So this is changing that.
00:27:18.020 And also because she is, you know, tracing who mined it and ensuring that it was mined responsibly through the partnerships that she has with the Tanzanian government and everything, that I can tell you who mined the stones that are going to be in my next collection.
00:27:41.040 I can tell you every single stone and every single piece.
00:27:44.640 And as far as the fair mine gold that's going to be in these pieces, I can tell you through my supplier that it's come from one of two gold mines in the world because of where they source fair mine gold from.
00:27:59.780 So it's it becomes this very tangled web after a while.
00:28:05.180 um but it's exciting to work with these materials because I now know and can and can provide people
00:28:17.520 with that information and when I tell people what I'm working with like they're like you can do that
00:28:22.000 now yeah I can I can do that now like the it we're at that stage we have a long way to go
00:28:31.440 but we're at that this is the stage we're at in the game
00:28:36.720 it kind of brings i want to talk about gem more you brought it up earlier um and i've been
00:28:44.460 thinking about how much the stories we tell give these objects power you know you look at the
00:28:52.880 history of diamonds diamond diamonds have done such a good job of marketing themselves marketing
00:28:58.700 the uh the rarity of diamonds when when really if i understand correctly most other gemstones
00:29:05.080 are much more rare and harder to get at than diamonds um they just did a great job of sort of
00:29:11.300 telling a story marketing a story around engagement and whatever but so which is i think something is
00:29:20.840 which is we're really comfortable with that our our stories give give objects power and then
00:29:26.020 objects give the stories power and it's a it's a relationship um and you're you are part right now
00:29:32.660 of writing a new story like investing a new story with magic and being able to know the names and
00:29:38.900 the traceability and see the faces and see the land where these things are coming from
00:29:43.380 in the history and then you sit with all of that at the bench but then you're also drawing in
00:29:49.860 these mythologies of gems can you talk about that a little bit
00:29:56.020 yeah so the mythology of gems is actually how i found you and amy
00:30:04.200 so when i wanted to deepen my gemology research and knowledge you know i had actually thought
00:30:12.300 about getting my um graduate gemologist certification but that would be about
00:30:18.040 another 20 to 25 000 in education on top of my bachelor's degree and master's degree i already
00:30:24.220 of and I'm like well I want to know more than what I can just see under a gem braid microscope
00:30:32.360 you know I want to know more than just crystal structure and durability and the Mohs scale of
00:30:40.280 hardness which is like how stones are ranked in their level of durability so like diamond is the
00:30:46.800 top and something like you know chalk like like sidewalk chalk is at the bottom you know and
00:30:56.120 pearls are somewhere in the middle you know they're like a four so it's that type of stuff
00:31:01.140 I wanted to know more I wanted to understand our how different cultures relate to different stones
00:31:09.320 and and stones have been written about in all kinds of different sacred texts like you have
00:31:18.020 in the in the abrahamic tradition especially in like the old testament you have stories of
00:31:25.480 aaron's breastplate having very for having 12 specific stones to represent the 12 tribes of
00:31:31.600 There's Israel, which is some of the origins of birthstones, or at least one of the origin stories of birthstones, because every culture has different stories of that.
00:31:45.240 Like in the Koran, you have different levels of heaven being associated with different gemstones.
00:31:53.520 You have all these different tales, but not just in sacred text.
00:31:59.640 You also have, you know, different novels that have connected certain characters to certain stones.
00:32:09.040 You have different, like in Greek and Roman times, quartz crystals were dipped in cold water and put on wounds as ice packs because the stone would get cold.
00:32:24.000 um so you have what what has the stories that have survived history there's a connection to
00:32:30.680 stones and crystals um i mean everything that makes our modern life what it is is connected
00:32:38.440 to stones and crystals it's just in a form that we don't easily recognize it so like for example
00:32:44.240 if you have drywall in your home um that material is the industrial grade version of selenite
00:32:56.480 and we call that industrial grade version of selenite gypsum so it's gypsum drywall so you
00:33:03.840 can walk into any home improvement store and you know buy sheets of gypsum drywall
00:33:10.620 selenite in its finest form is alabaster so alabaster uh one of the one of the um the sacred
00:33:21.480 uses of alabaster was in the knoptic jars in egypt like that would have like when when pharaohs were
00:33:28.620 mummified their organs were put in those alabaster jars um but even in the in the new testament you
00:33:37.320 You have the story of the woman with the alabaster jar.
00:33:40.580 The alabaster jar held all this perfume that she anointed and washed Jesus' feet with.
00:33:47.280 It's all selenite, just in different forms or different quality levels.
00:33:53.000 And we give it different names.
00:33:56.380 If you have copper pipes in your house, copper is metal.
00:34:00.880 You know, like it had to be mined.
00:34:03.880 mind um the the there's one of the comments was my house is a gemstone yes yes your house is a
00:34:12.100 gemstone um and it's all around you um the the technology that makes this conversation possible
00:34:20.120 there's gold um in in the computer technology the microchips are coated with gold um
00:34:30.160 um you know lcd screens is liquid crystal um i think it's liquid crystal diode or something
00:34:37.860 but even like quartz you know in the time where watches were more worn much more than when we
00:34:45.120 had our smartphones but if you're a watch collector a quartz movement um the quartz is used in in
00:34:54.580 high-level timekeeping devices it's also used in aeronautics so it if you actually stop and
00:35:04.060 think about it you know there are gemstones and crystals are all around us the periodic table of
00:35:09.360 elements um is makes up the whole world all of those in various combinations make gemstones and
00:35:18.240 crystals
00:35:20.620 um
00:35:24.580 yeah this is the stuff that that blows my mind that i can go down tunnels about forever like
00:35:32.260 the very minerals of life like the the place where life happens where where it where electricity
00:35:40.740 moves through things where things converge there's there's a fundamental material there
00:35:48.280 do you do you think about that when you're at your bench is your you you've described your work as
00:35:54.260 as a sacred craft or as a sacred experience?
00:36:01.820 Yeah, I do think about it.
00:36:04.020 And I didn't realize how sacred my creative practice was
00:36:10.800 until I became a mom and I didn't have any free time anymore.
00:36:16.840 um and and just how how critical having time at the bench and time at the studio was like even
00:36:27.320 if I got 15 minutes like when I was on you know maternity leave uh when my daughter was first
00:36:33.440 born and not sleeping and barely being able to shower on a regular basis because the days of
00:36:39.580 breastfeeding a newborn are insane let alone having the energy to create anything but sustaining this
00:36:46.400 little you know voracious eater um I realized then just how how sacred it was and then when
00:36:55.580 COVID hit and I had to add um at home preschool teacher to my resume um you know just just how
00:37:04.100 critical my my art is like it's the through line for my whole life um but as far as like the stones
00:37:14.700 and what I think about at the bench like you know some days the ideas I have for collections like
00:37:22.720 this collection I'm working on right now it's an idea that has gripped me for a couple years
00:37:27.520 and being able to research it and some of the designs that I'm working on right now
00:37:34.680 are coming through as if I'm taking dictation and there's other days where it's just work 0.97
00:37:39.820 and then there's some days where it's just like a fucking slog like it's a grind like 0.93
00:37:44.160 it's just not coming together and you're just pushing through it um and and it's all it's all 0.95
00:37:52.780 there um but like we were talking about diamonds and before diamonds are pure carbon
00:38:01.920 and we are carbon-based life forms diamonds you know you wouldn't think about how they're born
00:38:09.920 and and i should go i should you know back up a little bit what we now understand about geology
00:38:17.460 and gemology um we know that diamonds are born deep in the belly of volcanoes
00:38:23.960 and it takes the force and the pressure of a volcano to create a diamond
00:38:28.780 um so everywhere where there is an active volcano right now millennia from now future humans will
00:38:39.080 be able to mine diamonds there once that volcano is completely extinct any other gemstone found
00:38:46.520 in the world is a treasure hunter getting lucky um so we know now like where copper's found you
00:38:54.660 will probably find malachite and azurite because those two minerals um and crystals have copper in
00:39:04.560 them um and like malachite was often ground up into powder to make various cosmetics in egypt
00:39:14.840 same with lapis um so not only are homes potentially gemstones but uh when you look at
00:39:24.840 ancient artworks that have like that ultramarine blue look to them that's ground up lapis so you're
00:39:34.020 looking at gemstones in liquid form um a famous painting like the dutch masters um like vermeer's
00:39:42.420 girl with a pearl earring that blue in in her head scarf piece that is lapis um and and if
00:39:52.840 you're looking for a cozy afternoon on the couch um you know the movie girl with a pearl earring
00:39:59.560 with scarlet johansson in it there's this beautiful scene of her i can't think of the
00:40:04.380 actor who played vermeer but um scarlet johansson portrays you know the character and it's a
00:40:12.100 historical fiction piece but um portrays the character uh who becomes the model for girl
00:40:19.260 with a pearl earring and there's a scene in there where it shows the two of them
00:40:24.500 sitting next to each other in his studio grinding different compounds to make their own paints
00:40:31.980 so I think about all those things when I'm at the bench I think about all what are all the various
00:40:37.460 forms and what are the stories that have been connected to some of these stones um and like
00:40:45.560 the sapphires I'm working with right now you know I'm looking at all the stories and all the legends
00:40:50.780 of sapphires from like alchemical use to um different like what different sacred texts
00:40:58.720 have to say about them how they've been worn and regarded and even some of the mistranslations
00:41:06.040 in these sacred texts because all blue stones um you know millennia ago were called sapphire
00:41:13.820 but they're very different um uh and uh so like i think about all of that does that mean it
00:41:23.480 it all ends up in the work not necessarily um but those are the things that rattle through my head
00:41:30.560 as as i'm working working at at my bench can you tell us some of the the sapphire stories
00:41:39.060 yes so one of the stories is that the Ten Commandments were
00:41:51.580 written on so one of the supposed mistranslations of
00:41:59.620 scripture from that time is that Moses brought the Ten Commandments down from Mount Sinai on
00:42:08.460 sapphire tablets well sapphire is the mineral corundum so c-o-r-u-n-d-u-m it's one of the
00:42:20.980 hardest minerals second only to like diamonds so the technology didn't exist in that time period
00:42:32.060 that we're aware of to be able to carve into sapphire. However, in that part of the world,
00:42:41.100 lapis is abundant. Some of the finest grade lapis comes out of Afghanistan.
00:42:48.200 And in one of the stories is, you know, Moses dropped the tablets and they cracked. Well,
00:42:54.320 if you dropped sapphire, it's not going to crack because it's one of the hardest materials on earth.
00:43:00.180 however lapis is softer so it is entirely possible that those tablets were actually lapis
00:43:08.040 and given how they're written about as having like gold flecks in them sapphire doesn't have that
00:43:15.040 lapis has that so that's one of the stories also different um uh within the roman catholic church
00:43:24.300 I believe it's it's the pope and maybe bishops, too, or cardinals.
00:43:30.600 I know it's certain individuals within the hierarchy of the Roman Catholic Church.
00:43:36.080 When they're ordained into that role, they're given a sapphire ring because the blue of sapphire is associated with the blue of heaven and divinity.
00:43:46.720 um so and and one of the other stories that i read um it was a book by a medium and an astrologer
00:43:57.560 um barbara hand clown and she was talking about the pleiades and how the pleiades communicate
00:44:06.040 um with our planet through sapphires do i believe all of that no but i'm fascinated by it like i'm
00:44:16.060 fascinated by our connection to those things and just like I was talking about you know the various
00:44:22.880 grades of selenite before sapphire has a huge range of colors it's not just blue
00:44:29.640 but sapphires when they are a deep pink almost red and even into the reds we call those rubies
00:44:38.560 because kerumdom is the same mineral as rubies so even stones when they get into different color
00:44:47.760 ranges and there's one i just posted um it's it's still considered a sapphire because it's not
00:44:56.500 deep enough to be a ruby but i just posted a beautiful on my instagram a video of a beautiful
00:45:03.080 deep ruby pink rough sapphire that um when i was shopping for the sapphires through moyo gems my
00:45:11.540 daughter was looking over my shoulder and of course picked out a few for herself so that one's for her
00:45:17.680 um uh with everything going on i don't know if i'll have it ready for in time for a christmas
00:45:22.580 present so it might wait till her birthday this coming summer but um you know you can see that
00:45:29.600 deep pink if it was more red it'd be called a ruby but it's the same mineral of kerumdom
00:45:34.720 and so we call these things we give different things different names or we give different
00:45:43.460 colors of certain stones different names um but they're still when you get down to the mineral
00:45:48.880 level they're they're the same mineral so i just i find it all like fascinating and it becomes this
00:45:55.000 big like melting pot crock pot soup thing in my head um and and and it all just kind of swirls
00:46:07.780 around in there as I'm like listening to podcasts like yours in the studio um because that that's
00:46:14.920 how I found like I said that's how I found you and and Amy I wanted to to find out more about
00:46:21.700 the stones and the lore and the legends and and it popped up in a in like an Instagram algorithm
00:46:29.940 thing like in the scroll and I was like wait what is this tell me more what is this and and so
00:46:38.120 that's how how I found you guys and and that's led me down different paths of researching lore
00:46:44.580 and and um how different since you cover so many artists in in your show and in your books like
00:46:52.920 how they've used their raw materials and where they've gone to um in their research and their
00:47:00.640 work in in you know more fairness and traceability with things even though they may not have been
00:47:06.300 using that language at that time yeah so i don't know that's just a ramble and a tangent
00:47:11.380 you know that's what we're all about um since you mentioned using these materials
00:47:21.220 using them for color therapy using them for magic using them you know from the perspective of your
00:47:31.980 the person who ends up with one of your pieces um yeah how do you think about how these objects go
00:47:40.560 out and have a life of their own and and get used and do you think the shape of them affects how
00:47:46.620 they can be used do you think and also I want to talk about geometry but I'm just slip it in now
00:47:52.380 and we'll circle back to it yeah so shape
00:47:56.000 I will definitely say in jewelry design shape is important because I have to be able to set a stone
00:48:08.800 in a design so that it will survive and last through multiple generations of wear and love
00:48:18.420 and use so when I create something I'm not just thinking about how is it going to you know hold
00:48:28.700 up today but also like we all know the story of like great grandma's ring being passed down
00:48:34.280 through multiple generations um you know and how we were talking about how i think about working in
00:48:40.980 silver and gold like those materials like could i make jewelry and cheaper materials sure are those
00:48:47.160 materials going to last and hold up across multiple generations not necessarily so the shape of stones
00:48:56.520 matters because certain shapes i can set in a way so the stone is protected um certain stones
00:49:04.620 uh like if they're too fibrous looking like they'd be great as a specimen in a collection
00:49:11.280 but they would never survive in a piece of jewelry just given what a piece of jewelry goes through
00:49:16.420 um and i'm drawn to shapes like if you look at my website i don't do anything with sharp angles
00:49:24.360 I don't find them enjoyable to wear myself um could I make a piece with sharp angles sure
00:49:32.680 I will more than happily make a piece with sharp angles if you want a custom order
00:49:36.680 but as far as something that I would do on my own for a collection I don't foresee myself doing that
00:49:45.620 I like working with the raw stones or like I've worked with geode slices and and petite geode
00:49:52.140 pairs because it's the closest I can get to the moment of discovery like that the miners moment
00:50:01.580 of discovery and I like working with the Herkimer diamond crystals that I mined myself a couple
00:50:09.140 years ago because those stones the way they form they're naturally faceted so I can work with them
00:50:18.600 and set them in a similar way that I would set a faceted stone, but nature did the faceting.
00:50:27.300 That's so interesting. I hadn't thought of, is that, do you think the sort of primary
00:50:31.660 defining factor in why gems are cut the way they are is so that they can be set safely,
00:50:39.760 or is it sort of that in relationship with the crystal structure or amorphous structure
00:50:46.260 of the material itself it's all the above um and when it comes to translucent stones
00:50:57.800 or transparent stones like uh diamonds and even colored stones like sapphires and rubies you're
00:51:05.680 trying what you're doing in cutting the stone so the lapidary artist is doing is they're not
00:51:11.160 only working with the mineral and the crystalline structure they're also working with light
00:51:15.680 because how the light bounces around in the stone is what gives it its sparkle and it's it enhances
00:51:23.820 the beauty so there's that factor also in how it's cut um you you can't have a certain
00:51:34.520 you you can't have a stone be too thin you can't like it's got to be cut like there's a reason why
00:51:41.140 like the round brilliant cut for a diamond is so popular because it maximizes the light and the
00:51:47.820 sparkle in the stone so it all depends on the stone and mineral some stones like carnelian
00:51:54.620 which is beautiful stone is beautiful just as a smooth cabochon so it's not going to have facets
00:52:01.440 um or like turquoise you're not really going to see turquoise faceted because it's an opaque stone
00:52:08.360 um so it's all it really depends on the stone and and the crystal my philosophy when it comes to
00:52:17.240 if people are using stones for metaphysical practice is go with what resonates with you
00:52:23.480 and with what you're drawn to um go with what you connect with um and and depending on
00:52:35.220 on like your budget, like you don't need to go out and buy expensive stones and crystals. Like
00:52:41.380 a stone has power if you decide it has power. So if it's a stone you find on a walk in the woods
00:52:47.320 or, you know, on the beach, then that's a special magical stone. Like it doesn't need to be,
00:52:56.320 you know a selenite wand or you know a a um a perfect like crystal point like it you don't need
00:53:06.540 that necessarily i think that's the uh the exact quote why how we found each other hey michelle
00:53:16.880 it was the there was a there was a cunningham quote about the the power of stones washed up
00:53:25.180 on the beach having the same powers expensive crystals um that was like one i think like the
00:53:31.460 fourth thing we ever shared on instagram or something because we were like this is this
00:53:35.940 is touchstone for us this is core for us is is anti-capitalist magic um and the and the the
00:53:43.880 individual power and recognizing that you resonate with something and i think it's so funny every
00:53:49.540 time we have a coven meeting we all end up saying i really resonate with that i really resonate with
00:53:54.000 that and you can feel the like sort of wave going around the circle as everyone is is identifying
00:53:59.700 things that make them resonate why do you think some stones some people connect with some stones
00:54:09.080 you know it's personal and cultural preference really um you know different just like how
00:54:20.780 different colors you know we talked about color therapy a little bit ago um or alluded to it
00:54:26.300 just like how different colors mean different things in various cultures um different shapes
00:54:32.740 mean different things in various cultures as well um and and like like i said i'm drawn to
00:54:41.720 more amorphous shapes i'm drawn to like ovals and teardrops and one of the signature things
00:54:50.640 I do in in my collections is I've done a lot of like gemstone clusters with gems or pearls set
00:54:58.320 on little pins precious metal pins so it really comes down to you know the same reason why why
00:55:09.320 are some people why why do some people have blue as their favorite color or green as their favorite
00:55:14.920 color. Like it's, it's so individualistic. And I would say when it comes to the shape of a stone,
00:55:23.980 like what feels good in your hand is going to feel different in my hand or what feels good
00:55:32.320 on your body as, as a pendant or as earrings or as a bracelet is going to feel different
00:55:38.500 and, and maybe not good on my body. So like every, everybody is, is so different with it.
00:55:48.380 Yeah. I think about that with parenting, you know, the, the advice to really pay attention
00:55:55.060 to what your kids are craving. There was a while there where my kid just wanted to eat like
00:56:01.020 avocado and coconut oil and, you know, and she was just like drawn to such strange things.
00:56:08.340 And I think, I still don't know if this is right, but I had a feeling like, oh, you know, this is a vegan kid due to her allergies. And we hadn't really been paying attention to omega-3s. And I'm seeing her just like kind of manic two-year-old craving for certain things that I think are healthy fats.
00:56:29.860 And when we were able to increase those things, like her mood sort of seemed to adjust.
00:56:35.080 And I mean, you know, you can't tell anything with a two-year-old, like that could have 0.98
00:56:37.940 just been a fucking day she was having. 0.97
00:56:40.320 But I do think listening to what, I do just think like there's a lot to be gained in listening 0.98
00:56:49.420 to like what my skin wants, what my body wants and what stones I want to pick up and have
00:56:57.160 around me.
00:56:59.860 Yeah, I totally agree with it. Like, you know, every day it's, it's different. Like, like today, when I was preparing for this, I was like, well, what, what do I want to have, you know, around me? And what, you know, what did I want to talk about? And, and, you know, this piece, this necklace I have on, move my wire for my earbud.
00:57:22.140 so you know we're talking about stones that you know could just be something you pick up in the
00:57:26.600 woods so this this stone here um what and this is a piece i haven't worn in a long time i made it
00:57:34.880 i think over a decade ago at least yeah at least because it was way before i was pregnant with me
00:57:41.900 so um and this stone was given to me by my husband's grandfather and he was um a very
00:57:49.500 spiritual man he was a devout pentecostal and he would often say how god would talk to him
00:57:55.680 and and he said you know this particular stone and i can tell by the red the red shades in it
00:58:03.260 but it has a lot of iron in it clicking um and and it's it's it's about the size of a
00:58:09.520 of a squished plum um i'm going to take it off and see if i can make it bigger but anyway
00:58:15.760 he um when he was walking the land that he was when he was getting ready to
00:58:24.660 build his home he built a little ranch house for um my husband's grandmother and he said when he
00:58:33.720 was walking the land um deciding which trees to clear he had picked up the stone and he had this
00:58:39.820 had been his worry stone for decades and grandpa and grandma were grandpa passed in 2016 so a month
00:58:50.680 before he passed uh he and grandma were married 61 years so this stone is um at least that old
00:59:00.100 so i got it when he maybe had it for 50 years um and uh he said one day we were over there visiting
00:59:10.600 him and he said he puts the stone in my hand and he said um god told he told me the story of the
00:59:20.660 of the stone that i just told you and he said god told me to give it to you because you could do
00:59:25.300 something real pretty with it and he said so what's yours and I was like oh no pressure
00:59:31.280 um and so I set it in a piece of darkened silver to look like a hand as if you know like how you
00:59:41.580 would hold the stone in your hand if you had found it and then since he was talking about clearing
00:59:47.380 trees I had all these wood beads and I put 24 karat gold leaf on the edges um and and made this
00:59:56.620 made this piece um and and so you know when you talk about stones that have that like this is my
01:00:04.460 most prized possession as far as a stone goes um the only other stone that I have that I would I
01:00:13.820 would rank that highly is my wedding set which was my grandmother's on my mom's side um she uh
01:00:22.600 became a widow at 35 so this is my only connection to my grandfather on my mother's side um and it's
01:00:31.060 diamonds and gold uh but i had my husband have it fully restored as my wedding set um so those
01:00:41.660 are the two things that are special to me as far as like what I wanted to have on my body today um
01:00:46.960 and and so when you when you think about that uh and you think about what what has magic and has
01:00:55.320 power um it's really jewelry's ability to connect us to other people you know jewelers not only work
01:01:06.380 with metals and stones and and light as i mentioned before but we also work with you know the strange
01:01:12.920 invisible world of emotions jewelry is so often given as a love token um whether it's given as
01:01:21.600 romantic love or say you know grandma passing something on to you you know while she's still
01:01:27.540 here in physical form as opposed to inheriting her her jewelry box you know afterwards after
01:01:35.460 she's moved to the spirit world. Um, and, and it's, it, it gives us connection through time
01:01:41.840 and space. And so those, those are some of the things that, you know, I think about too. Um,
01:01:49.980 and, and I see a question about growing crystals. Oh, growing crystals is fun. Um, there's a ton
01:01:58.640 of stuff online for how to grow crystals, but the crystals that you're going to be able to grow
01:02:03.980 at home as like a fun science experiment would not are not durable enough to be used as jewelry
01:02:13.300 they're very fragile um my daughter actually got a little crystal growing kit um as a gift and so we
01:02:22.780 we um made some stuff with it but yeah they're super super fragile but they're cool they're cool
01:02:31.020 and there's you can google all kinds of stuff you can grow crystals with epsom salt inside washed
01:02:36.920 out eggshells and make your own geodes to teach kids about so just as a fun you know if you've
01:02:43.800 got kids and you need something to do with them over a winter break crystal growing would be a
01:02:48.580 good thing i love that as a an answer for the kids to our usual question about what's a ritual
01:02:59.560 or a practice that we can take from you in this season um but how about for the uh the crones in
01:03:08.060 the crowd what's uh what's uh what's a ritual you're working with these days or something that
01:03:15.960 can help us grow in our relationship with these ancestors that you spend so much time with
01:03:22.300 I would say well I can give you some of my favorite book titles I I you know hashtag read
01:03:34.160 all the books um is is my thing um but if you're interested in in lore so you know we're talking
01:03:42.360 about Scott Cunningham and his his books are awesome a lot of the books on crystals and
01:03:48.300 minerals and how people have used them just kind of have like correspondences to you know
01:03:55.120 different healing modalities they don't really get into the the why and the what um
01:04:03.420 and so i would recommend books by nicholas pearson because he gets into that he was just on
01:04:11.280 um pan grossman's the witch wave podcast not too long ago um and so that was a fascinating listen
01:04:17.520 But some of my favorite books, like if you really want to get into more of the lore, I'd like one of my favorites is George Frederick Coons, The Curious Lore of Precious Stones.
01:04:34.880 Coons was a gemologist for Tiffany and Company, and he was a prolific writer and researcher.
01:04:41.280 and when I looked at a lot of the books on gemstones and crystals and you look in the
01:04:49.600 bibliography they all cite him so I'm like well heck with this I'm just going to go to the source
01:04:54.400 as close as I could um because he wrote so this book uh when did this come out
01:05:01.340 um this one came out in 1913 um and it includes um so here's here's what it says like on the title
01:05:13.600 page the curious lore of precious stones being a description of their sentiments and folklore
01:05:19.440 superstition symbolism mysticism use in medicine protection prevention religion and divination
01:05:26.500 crystal gazing first stones lucky stones and talismans astral zodiacal and planetary so he
01:05:33.760 covered it all in this um so this is one i highly recommend i actually got it um from a used um an
01:05:42.940 online used book um store and then one of my other favorite ones if you're interested in like alchemy
01:05:50.160 um with the mineralogy um gems in myth legend and lore by bruce g knuth um and i'll i'll send
01:06:01.280 you all of this so you can link to it um and and i can send you links to like moyo gems and fair
01:06:08.160 mind and and various things for like how we talked about recycled gold versus fair mind gold and
01:06:15.640 and even the pdf for the um the article i'm reading on gold flows from venezuela but what i
01:06:22.600 like about um the gems and myth legend and lore book is each page talks about the crystal system
01:06:30.940 for the various stones and also if there is a um alchemical uh symbol for them like an ancient
01:06:40.640 alchemy texts. Um, and there's a cool section on, um, like stones mentioned in Shakespeare,
01:06:48.000 like how we talked about how different novels and, and writing, um, you know, put different
01:06:54.880 properties on stones and then how that, you know, because Shakespeare was so huge, like some of the
01:06:59.840 things that he said in his writing became part of the lore of stones, even though he kind of made
01:07:05.760 it up sort of kind of you know because everything's based on something else anyway um so there's all
01:07:12.700 kinds of cool cool things that just just when you start digging into these and then looking
01:07:17.580 in the bibliography you end up down all these wonderful sparkly rabbit holes yes you know we
01:07:25.020 are witches who love a bibliography so that's that's key spell casting from michelle for this
01:07:33.860 season let's go enjoy pouring over a bibliography and maybe find a stone on the ground is there
01:07:41.880 anything else you had uh before we say goodbye and go spin out into our days anything else you
01:07:48.840 had in your head or in your heart that you want to kind of pour out into this uh moment
01:07:55.100 well i will say i know we've we've hinted at you know maybe once the world is safe to
01:08:05.420 for all of us to gather in person um i will kind of just put out there as like some useful
01:08:12.600 information um so you know when i sent little may her her birthday treasures um i i google
01:08:20.800 map how long would it take for me to drive from your house or from my house to your house
01:08:26.420 it's about 10 hours and conveniently situated in the middle is the ace of diamonds mine
01:08:35.360 in herkimer new york where i went mining for herkimer diamond quartz crystals
01:08:40.180 so um i'm just going to put that out there that perhaps in the hopefully not too distant future
01:08:49.280 since that's kind of the midpoint between our two creative spaces, that perhaps a group of us
01:08:57.900 can gather there and I can show you how to mine Herkimer quartz crystals. And there is a comment
01:09:10.080 in the chat about the Montana sapphires. Yes, Montana sapphires are amazing. If you're looking
01:09:17.660 for some phenomenal montana sapphires my friends at columbia gem house um who also do tons of fair
01:09:25.980 trade and ethical sourcing with their gems and they cut everything on site um they have a
01:09:32.520 beautiful selection of montana sapphires so if you just want to go look at them um i would i would
01:09:39.680 highly recommend that but uh i can send you the link for anybody who's interested in a potential
01:09:44.740 future herkimer diamond quartz crystal mining adventure i can send you the link for the blog
01:09:52.000 post i wrote about what it was like mining those stones that then became the uh the mirror
01:09:57.860 collection but there's campgrounds nearby we could have a whole group of us and roast some
01:10:04.200 marshmallows and find sparkly stones and just have some good old fun time make a great crystal circle
01:10:13.160 in the in the wilderness um put it on your list for the great finding witches missing
01:10:21.560 witches road trip of the future um i love the idea amy and i have have an elaborate dream of
01:10:31.360 hitting the road and like a string of fine jewels and strange stoves sort of stringing together
01:10:40.000 opportunities to sit with all of the incredible inspiring people we've met doing this project
01:10:46.580 trying to educate ourselves about the things that we find interesting and
01:10:51.100 knowledges we've been missing and the relationships we've been missing
01:10:55.180 um so let's let's let's tuck that away like a precious stone in our hearts and uh
01:11:03.300 see if at least in imagining it and writing more about it we can get closer to it being true
01:11:08.720 thank you for being here. Thank you for doing the work that you do to answer those questions
01:11:16.120 that all of our kids will ask us. How was it made and who made it and how are we connected to each
01:11:22.160 other? And that's it, I think for today. Yeah. And if anybody, I know anybody listening to this
01:11:37.040 who couldn't join in live um if they've got questions you know they can dm me they can
01:11:42.680 drop it in comments on patreon like you can find me through my website michellepayjackreynolds.com
01:11:49.420 um you know just just reach out we can we can talk sparkles all day let's talk sparkles all day
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