00:08:12.980And she's like, oh, well, that sounds like this.
00:08:16.420You know, oh, well, I mean, there was some scary parts too,
00:08:19.820where sometimes you could be in your sleep and sleep and you can't get up.
00:08:26.060I don't know if you've ever had that experience, Amy,
00:08:28.320where you're sleeping and you're trying to get up and you can't get up.
00:08:30.700I have never had sleep paralysis, but my spouse definitely has. So I've encountered it as closely as you can without experiencing that. Yeah, it's terrifying, terrifying.
00:08:43.020Yeah. So, you know, when you experience stuff like that, you have to know what to do. And you need to be able to talk with someone about it. There are other instances where someone could be asleep and someone's having sex with you. No one is there. That's not a good thing. That is definitely not a good thing.
00:09:05.440You know, having sex with the invisible man against your will is definitely not a good thing, let alone with someone that you are not consenting to have sex with.
00:09:15.560So a lot of those different experiences at some point in my life, I did experience, you know.
00:09:24.760um oh um actually my friend's uh mom she wasn't into ifa she was into santeria but that particular
00:09:38.240spiritual house had a connection to nigeria i think the person that was in charge at the time
00:09:47.200with that house i think she would go to nigeria every once in a while but it was more so
00:09:53.440based in terms of Santeria, because everybody was into Santeria. They didn't really branch
00:10:00.260off to Nigeria. But this particular woman, she started to go to Nigeria. And I think during0.83
00:10:08.120that time, they had some visitors coming every once in a while. So actually, that's the beginning
00:10:12.960of it. Because I remember that they had a man come, and I think he was dealing with
00:10:19.100the ancestors. And they were asking anybody if they wanted to see him. And if you want to get
00:10:26.620a reading from him, you can get a reading from him. And I did. And there were some things that
00:10:31.080he told me. So that was another set of eyes and insight into different things about myself that
00:10:37.500I didn't know. But he was very much on point with it. And I think from that point, I just became
00:10:43.560more and more interested, you know, and it just started to grow and I had more experiences
00:10:49.060and more experiences. I'm so grateful that you mentioned that you like dabbled in other things
00:10:57.940before finding this place that feels like home. I think so many people think that, you know,
00:11:03.340being magical or being spiritual is some kind of straight line where, you know, the bright light
00:11:09.120shines down on you and tells you exactly what to do next. So I'm grateful that your journey was
00:11:14.140more than one step. You've got to try a little bit of everything. Your spirit is seeking to find
00:11:19.660where that home is or where it belongs. Where's your specialty? Some people can look at leaves.
00:11:28.640I remember I went to a spiritual gathering and there were some people that are just straight
00:11:34.080up mediums they can sit down and you're having a little I guess they would call it a seance where
00:11:40.120you know you're lighting candles and you have water and and stuff like that and the room's a
00:11:44.820little dim you know and you all are praying and you look across the room and this happened to me
00:11:49.700before I looked across the room and looked at this woman and I saw a pirate and I'm going like this
00:11:55.580rubber mines what the hell what am I somebody is it Halloween and I didn't know no and I looked
00:12:02.480again and the woman and come to find out at that point she became possessed or as we can say she
00:12:11.480she allowed the spirit to come through her and this pirate started talking it was one of her
00:12:20.960spirits that had been walking with her for some time and he ended up giving messages to people
00:12:28.300in the room. Now, there are other times you have to be careful. And that's why one should
00:12:33.780definitely have a mentor or a mentor or some godparent or whatever, however you want to call
00:12:42.200it, to guide them through that spiritual process. Because not everybody gets mounted by a good
00:12:49.520spirit. I saw a woman that transformed into a gargoyle. Okay. Yeah. Transformed into a gargoyle
00:12:59.880and it's scared. Am I allowed to curse? It's scared the shit out of me. You know, I got a
00:13:08.400potty mouth, Amy. I scared the fuck out of me. I was like, fuck yeah, it did. That's fucking scary0.96
00:13:13.140as fuck that and all I could think of myself was do I run do I stay and the woman in the room she0.99
00:13:22.440said no no no no no no everybody just stay where they stay where they are the woman was growling1.00
00:13:27.620she was carrying on and it was a scary experience but she was experienced enough0.53
00:13:35.000to know what to do and also with this woman her protective spirits kicked in
00:13:43.260okay now let me explain what I mean by that she was already with her own knowledge and everything0.97
00:13:50.580but she's also a medium and her protective spirits kicked into her body and started drawing0.93
00:13:58.600things on the floor. And she put that person on the floor, came back again, and then started to0.99
00:14:07.400tell everybody to pray. And we prayed, and we prayed, and we prayed, and eventually the spirit
00:14:13.760left. But the girl, after the spirit left, she was, I don't want to say she was traumatized,
00:14:20.500but she knew something happened to her, okay? And she was happy to get whatever that was out of her.
00:14:28.600So it's very important to stay prayered up.
00:14:54.520you can't possibly expect for an angel
00:14:56.380will come to you with, with a halo. You know what I mean? So it's, it's, it's very important to pray
00:15:02.500out. But at the end of the day, the lady was able to get rid of it. And, um, she let us know what
00:15:08.500happened. It's also very important to know how to clean yourself off. You ever walk into a room and
00:15:16.940you look around and you says, and you said, you said, wow, I'm not feeling this room. The energy
00:15:22.400in here is bad. You have to know how to clean yourself off so that whatever it is that's
00:15:29.160lingering around your aura, that somehow or another you're able to transform that negativity
00:15:35.540onto whether it's a flower, whether it's taking a spiritual bath or whatever, so that you can
00:15:42.320re-energize and, as I say, reboot. But don't let me keep going on.
00:15:50.000No, I want to know, like, it sounds like a very powerful, but like you say, like a very scary experience. And I'm wondering, having that experience, what made you go deeper instead of running away? What is it about you that wanted to go deeper into this?
00:16:07.100don't think that I never wanted to run away Amy oh yeah oh there's a yeah you know there were
00:16:14.940times that I was like I'm not really feeling this I'm a little afraid of it but it kept hitting me
00:16:21.840in the face you know it's like running away from yourself you can't run away from yourself
00:16:27.380because you are who you are and it's going to continue to be a part of you so I you know
00:16:34.260just got to the point where I was like okay this can be scary some parts of it can be scary but
00:16:41.200the more that you learn is the more it it increased my faith I can tell you that if I didn't believe
00:16:47.480in God before the damn gargoyle and all that other stuff that I saw made me realize that I'm hoping
00:16:53.900that there's a God because whatever that was I don't want to see it again it helped it helped to0.95
00:17:00.940increase my faith in God, it helped me to understand that this life that we live in or this
00:17:10.380matrix that we live in is bigger than we thought it is. But the beauty of it all and the beauty of
00:17:18.360is to help you to understand the universe in which you live, the different elements that
00:17:26.740you're living in and how to also know how to use some of those elements in your life to make
00:17:35.340things better. Hope I answered that right. Yes. Well, there is no right answer, but you
00:17:42.180definitely answered it perfectly. I want to know about that first trip to Africa. I mean,
00:17:48.360I can't imagine that was easy for you. I don't know how rich you are, but I imagine that that
00:17:53.880was costly and quite a commitment. It was kind of funny. You know what happened? I had hit the
00:17:59.480lottery. Stop it. Yeah. Okay. Give y'all some numbers fine. I got lucky. I had hit the take
00:18:12.140five. Let me make sure I got this story right. No, let me reverse that. In the beginning, I did
00:18:19.140not have the money. When I came back from Africa, I had hit the lottery. Yeah. That's the way it
00:18:26.020went. But so it was the leap of faith, leap of faith. Yes. I, you know, believe it or not, I,
00:18:33.680my going to Nigeria was the weirdest thing. It was not my intention. Um, I came into a little
00:18:42.800bit of money I looked at the plane ticket I told my godfather who I had known at least for about
00:18:49.90010 years prior so that's why with me being initiated I knew him about I would say maybe
00:18:56.460even a little about 10 years prior and I would talk to him all the time and I just told him I
00:19:02.040said you know what I said bye bye I'm coming can I can I come he says ah I'll show you absolutely
00:19:09.500I said you sure can I stay for some time he said it's your my home is your home come
00:19:15.860and I booked my flight and I remember which is so funny that I told my family I said I'm
00:19:25.720going to Nigeria and my oldest brother who I love but we're like two bulls in a pen
00:19:32.360you know I went to the airport I had my bags and everything and he showed up at the airport and he
00:19:38.020are you coming back are you coming back and it was so funny because you know I would have never
00:19:47.160expected him to show me any bit of love you know if anything I would have expected for him to say
00:19:53.420to me see you see you in the next life but um but yeah I am I stayed in Nigeria the first time I
00:20:00.200went for three months and I loved it what what was your biggest takeaway from that from that
00:20:08.000were you initiated in that first trip? Yes. Okay. So that was the biggest takeaway. Yes.
00:20:14.260For sure. Um, can you, like, how did that come to pass? Um,
00:20:19.780what do you want me to come to pass in terms of getting the initiation done or come to pass?
00:20:28.980Oh, okay. However, however spirit wants you to answer the question.
00:20:33.120well I will tell you one thing it was it was a little it was a long flight wow it was a long
00:20:40.320flight because I took a I took a direct flight um when I got off I think just getting used to the
00:20:49.620air it was a shocker the air was thick it was hot yeah Chelsea was thick and it was hot
00:20:56.620and I remember getting out of the airport and there was a certain smell that I loved
00:21:04.900it was dark when I got there it was kind of like late at night so I had to
00:21:09.800stay in a hotel but my godfather picked me up and um it was wonderful on the way going back
00:21:16.000oh I have a joke for you so they have something called uh bush meat okay and it looks like a
00:21:25.520gigantic rat. And there are hunters, like as you're going, you know, you see the trees in
00:21:33.320the background here on my little screen. You're going, you're going, you're going. And you'll
00:21:38.420see some people on the side of the road. Maybe they might be selling snakes. Some people eat
00:21:43.320snakes. Some people might be, you know, wanting to buy this piece of bushmeat. And I remember
00:21:49.920that I kept dozing, waking, you know, jet lag, dozing, waking. And my godfather had stopped on
00:21:58.300the side to ask for someone who was selling some bushmeat. And I remember waking up and seeing this
00:22:06.480big, long thing that looked like a rat. And it almost scared me half to death. And I said,
00:22:13.980what is this is relax relax it said bush meat is good meat good good all I remember saying is
00:22:22.880I don't want any of it please I don't want any of it at the end of the day I ended up eating some of
00:22:29.040that you know yeah yeah I was like please whatever you do do not give me any of that but at the end
00:22:36.940of the day I remember they cooked it and everything and I think I had it with some rice you know kind
00:22:41.900like a chicken fried rice if we wanted to say it that way and I remember I ate it and I was like
00:22:48.560oh this was really good that was the bush meat that uh that that you saw that day I just looked
00:22:57.280at him and I said oh boy but that was kind of funny um but yeah um it was it was a lovely1.00
00:23:03.780experience. I think what I really enjoyed was the community, the community at large.
00:23:13.640Everyone was friendly. It was wonderful to see the kids playing. You know, now we're, I mean,
00:23:20.520here in the United States, we're kind of sometimes hesitant to just see kids outside playing because
00:23:26.660we don't know, we don't know what's coming next. But what I found to be really loving is that
00:23:32.200the neighbors knew each other. And I would say back in the day when I was a kid, that's how it
00:23:37.180was. Oh, mom, I'm going down to miss so-and-so's house, you know, or I'm going down to so-and-so's
00:23:43.520house and the, on the block, everybody knew each other. And that's basically what it was like when
00:23:50.300I went there. Everyone would always speak. And most importantly, the level of respect was, was
00:23:56.460awesome you know if somebody was older you have to bow there's a certain greeting and they have
00:24:03.700they have a saying for everything they have a saying for saying good morning good night they
00:24:08.440have a saying for if you've been sitting for a long time echo joko you've been sitting okay sit
00:24:15.080nicely you've been sitting there for a while sit nicely if you happen to walk by again they have
00:24:21.520another saying for that so it it was just it was just beautiful I just I really felt like I was
00:24:28.320home for me it was it was it was a lovely experience and I was well nicely yeah yeah
00:24:35.020and you talked about your your spirit seeking a home and it sounds like that is one of your
00:24:39.000spirit's homes for sure and and it the the bushmeat it makes me think of the gargoyle like
00:24:45.620something that you you initially want to run away from but then you're like oh actually this is
00:24:50.780pretty good wasn't bad at all I want to know about either the process or your desire whichever comes
00:25:00.520to the forefront more for you about making that transition from being a devotee to being a
00:25:06.020priestess you know in terms of being a priestess it took so many years and also study you know I
00:25:16.460learned a lot from my godfather um I learned a lot just by watching and when you're an apprentice
00:25:24.420in Nigeria and I would say by far I am I'm knowledgeable but I am very humble when it
00:25:32.760comes down to saying I know everything I don't I tell Chelsea and I tell them in my group
00:25:37.820I don't know everything but there's one thing that I do know that if I don't know I know
00:25:46.160someone who knows and Chelsea can tell you she reminded me today yeah you know you have such a
00:25:52.260big network and I'm like what are you talking about but when I think about it I really do
00:25:57.560I really do I'm just very very humble about it I don't boast you know about things um you know I
00:26:07.140I want people to get um if they get anything from me I like to tell people I would like to make sure
00:26:14.860you get the bird and not the feather. All three of us are just like, yes, yes. But for those of
00:26:26.520our podcast listeners who are scratching their heads a bit, what do you mean? What's the bird?
00:26:30.400What's the feather? Okay. So now if you get the bird, you get everything, right? But if you get
00:26:39.000the feather, you're only getting a piece of the bird. So I want to make sure you get the real
00:26:43.720McCoy. You're not just getting a piece of the bird. You are getting the bird. You're getting
00:26:50.360the whole thing. So I don't want anybody to lack in terms of what it is that they would get
00:26:57.140from me by whether taking them abroad to go and get their initiations or anything it is that they
00:27:04.680need, whether it's medicine, because there's a lot of different things that Ifa has, you know,
00:27:10.980you can get divination, where Ifa will tell you about your life. And Ifa is a way of living.
00:27:19.100Ifa, and let me try to explain what is Ifa, right? Okay, so what is Ifa? Ifa is, how can I say,
00:27:27.080and I have to use some comparisons to explain it, but Ifa is like the word of God, the word.
00:27:34.900if I was there which if I is the is the is the wisdom overall we would call if I the system the
00:27:43.100wisdom the word but orumila is the name of the actual deity or prophet okay just like how we
00:27:53.060say oh Muhammad is the prophet you know to Allah except Muhammad tells you this um or Jesus you
00:28:00.980You know, some people may say he's the prophet or he's the only way to get to God.
00:28:05.760It is through Orumila that you're able to talk to Olodumare.
00:28:12.780Okay, to get the information and the wisdom of Ifa, which is coming from the spoken word of God, which is also another name for Olodumare.
00:28:24.860And let me see if I can, without jumping around too much.
00:28:28.620If you imagine the Bible, inside of the Bible, you say, oh, what's the word of God?
00:28:33.300But then inside of the Bible, you have many different verses.
00:28:36.520You have chapters, Genesis, Exodus, et cetera.
00:28:48.680I'm going to compare them to Zodiac signs, okay?
00:28:53.900So your Zodiac sign, Amy, maybe is Egeobe.
00:28:58.620Up underneath that zodiac sign, it says that your personality is this way, your personality is that way, but also everybody's fingerprint is different.
00:29:12.260Chelsea may also be Egiope, but Ifa will go into detail to tell you more about yourself.
00:29:19.280like maybe she wants to go into uh to work in a steel mill and if I would say that's not good for
00:29:29.020you that's not that is not good for your star even though you may have the same zodiac sign as Amy
00:29:36.080but if I was there was the witness to when you were born okay because God made him to be the0.92
00:29:44.480witness that Chelsea was made this way, but Chelsea should not go ahead and work in a steel0.77
00:29:51.600mill. Chelsea should go and be a fisherman. That's a joke. That's a little private joke with Chelsea,
00:30:00.640you know, that she should go and be a fisherman because that works good with her element.1.00
00:30:07.780That works good with her star. Ifah will tell you about your life.
00:30:14.420He will give you the roadmap to your life. Even when a child is born, what they do,
00:30:22.420the babalawo, which means father of secret, they have something called isentaye.
00:30:28.440is when they find out the, how can I say, the genesis of this child. What is this child going
00:30:40.320to be? It may come out that, oh, and I'm going to do another comparison. For example, when we
00:30:46.740talk about Christmas and they say, oh, they went to the star where everyone went to go and see baby
00:30:54.080Jesus, there was a big star. But one of the things that they told Jesus, and I'm not so good on the
00:31:01.880Bible, is that they told him he had to be moved from that manger because negativity would catch
00:31:10.840up to him and maybe they might kill him. But he was destined to be someone great and known all
00:31:16.900over the world. The same thing with Ifa. Ifa will identify that child, what he's going to be,
00:31:25.300that he's going to be a great person. He's going to be present and he's going to own a mansion and
00:31:32.460a yacht or whatever. He's going to be someone great. But in order for him to be that, you must
00:31:40.460make sure that you pay attention to this with him. You must not do this with him. Maybe you don't
00:31:48.600need to bathe him in hot water because it's not good for his star. You know, it's like kryptonite
00:31:54.240to Superman. They're going to tell you what your kryptonite is that is going to affect you and
00:32:00.320render you either powerless or for you to lose your power. So with Ifa, Ifa will identify
00:32:08.960what you're good at, what you need to be careful of, and the best way for you to live long.
00:32:18.840And you do this through divination? I mean, because we don't have like a book in the same
00:32:25.200sense, because it's all oral tradition, a lot oral tradition, right? So we don't have that.
00:32:29.240They have, you know, some books that will tell you some of the stories of the odus. But again,
00:32:35.820everything is an oral tradition um but yeah if i will definitely identify what is going on with
00:32:43.960that child and how you should raise that child and it's a beautiful thing because my godfather
00:32:50.580for example um from the stories that he told me his parents didn't allow him to go to school
00:32:57.360they told him he was going to be a big figure in this tradition um so there were a lot of
00:33:07.960sacrifices that his parents had to make sure okay I mean it's a bad thing you say well he didn't go
00:33:14.540to school he still learned to read and write and you know now pretty much has a doctorate in what
00:33:21.140he does. But at the end of the day, they raised him the right way. They raised him how Ifa said
00:33:28.080that he would be the greatest at what it is that he does. And all of that has come to pass.
00:33:34.920I mean, like crazy. It's pretty, pretty amazing.
00:33:38.680A friend of mine is an astrologer and her mother was also an astrologer and told me that
00:33:44.700um this this astrology like really helped her mother to parent her in such a way as to be like
00:33:50.980okay like maybe this isn't your path I'm not going to try to push you into staying in school or
00:33:56.960because I can see by your chart so it's it's a similar thing it's a a reading of the a reading
00:34:02.720of the stars and how do you divine do you have like a particular favorite is it cowrie shells0.95
00:34:08.240is it i don't use cowrie shells i actually use okpele and there aren't a lot of women that use
00:34:16.160okpele it's usually i don't know what that is back up back up okay sorry sorry it's called
00:34:21.640okpele it's a divining chain um it has like four four on one side four on the other one they're
00:34:30.600like these little round seeds. And we use that for Opele. But mostly Babalawo, who were the men,
00:34:39.720they use that. They do have some other women, you know, that are Iyanifas that use it as well,
00:34:46.520but it's a rarity. It's not much that you hear about. But for me, I use Opele. You know, I just,
00:34:54.840from the onset have been drawn to use Opele and that's what that's what I use yeah I it's
00:35:03.020like it chooses you more so than you choose it you find like you are everyone uses a different
00:35:09.120tool and you're drawn to the one that's going to work I mean ultimately I probably should have
00:35:14.680been using shells but I wasn't introduced to shells right away so once I started using Opele
00:35:24.200that's just it just became a part of me yeah i prefer to use opele and and it's your right to do
00:35:33.480so i want to know too about um chelsea mentioned that your orishas are uh obatala and um oshun
00:35:42.220is that the same thing do they choose you or do you choose them they choose you
00:35:48.260they choose you you will find out well first i was initiated to ifa um in the leuka me and
00:35:58.080santeria system they usually i mean i remember that argument from a long time ago that women
00:36:04.600aren't initiated to ifa but that's not so women are initiated to ifa and can be initiated to ifa
00:36:12.540you know um okay what was the question yeah so the the as far as orisha choosing orisha chooses you
00:36:21.800it's like that guardian angel that was designated to walk with you through your life
00:36:29.120for you to be the for you to be the best that you can be
00:36:32.960and in the beginning before you get initiated there might be uh let's say for example there
00:36:40.640It might be Ogun that is walking with you first, but up until the point that you get initiated.
00:36:47.220And then when you get initiated, you'll find out who your life Orisha is.
00:36:51.940Who is this Orisha that is going to walk with you for the rest of your life?
00:47:09.340Maybe you're always sitting in a train station when they want to give, or you're on a train and you're having these dreams that you're on a train and these people are talking to you.
00:47:21.840You know, or you just have these random dreams that you're on a train. Well, why the hell do I keep dreaming about a train? Because maybe you have some spirits that work with you that have to do.
00:47:35.940that's their method of communication okay on the train so you write your dreams down
00:47:43.340and you see if after a while is if there's any similar similar language that they talk to you
00:47:52.820okay they may have a certain way that they talk to you that you might say this seems really weird
00:47:59.640but if you go back to your journal try to look and see it's almost like playing high five private
00:48:05.500eye you know uh what what what what am i getting what yeah we don't know that what's what you may