Missing Witches - January 05, 2026


What To Expect in 2026 with the Visionary Woman, Kristine Gorman:  What Is The Sun And The Moon For Me?

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00:00:00.000 My family has sort of selective memory issues.
00:00:03.760 My mom always says, I think my memory does it to protect me.
00:00:07.780 Yeah.
00:00:08.920 I had chemo this year, so I have a lot of memory loss.
00:00:14.060 I'm like a fish in a fish bowl at all times.
00:00:16.620 Yeah, that will come back for you.
00:00:18.640 I hope so.
00:00:19.660 I think that's not a surprise to me.
00:00:21.680 And I'm glad to see that you're doing well.
00:00:23.740 It's just a residue that builds up and you have a different focus.
00:00:27.100 Yeah.
00:00:27.420 and so you focus on that and then that'll come back i'm in the part where it's hard to see
00:00:32.180 hard to see what the end of it i keep being like and then this and then we'll be done this stage
00:00:38.220 and then it's never that end of that stage you know yeah i i mean my husband just passed about
00:00:45.560 nine months ago oh man and so that was another story but it's like sorry you think that you
00:00:53.460 know okay this is what i can handle and as your heart expands as you go through the most difficult
00:01:00.460 parts you expand yeah the possibilities grow that's a wild thing for you to be able to say
00:01:09.680 nine months in yeah it is and it's fucking awful yeah you know just awful but anyway he was amazing
00:01:19.060 my husband of course he was look at you his name was Shotzi Gorman and he was a world famous tattoo 0.60
00:01:27.960 artist a poet you know dancer he looked like he was in the mafia and I mean he's around all the
00:01:35.480 time he's like who says me in the kitchen he's just like way different but he did say first thing
00:01:40.520 he was like I cannot believe how good I feel and I was like that's great honey but I have some earth 0.83
00:01:46.860 stuff to do you know you aren't being a proper woman therefore you must be a witch 1.00
00:01:54.020 you must be a witch 0.89
00:01:58.920 lead me okay i sort of forget how to do it but we'll figure it out i like that though welcome 0.67
00:02:06.480 listeners welcome friends welcome witches welcome ghosts welcome old years and new years
00:02:16.900 teetering on the edge in between of everything that has been and is about to be
00:02:23.140 thank you for being with us in this moment with the missing witches podcast in the circle of the
00:02:31.660 coven and with the visionary woman tarot creator artist christine gorman someone who described her
00:02:46.740 mind like a sunroof the messages come in and she accepted the name visionary woman accepted her
00:02:57.320 role as visionary and accepted that the art came and the paintings came and then shared them with
00:03:03.700 us I have her beautiful deck with me here and we thought what a beautiful way to be together 0.55
00:03:10.820 as we leave this fucking year behind us yes yes yes thank you for that introduction 0.94
00:03:17.320 how are you who are you who have you been this year hmm so I have been grieving this year 0.94
00:03:25.560 birthing my deck which launched in august creating another illustrated another deck
00:03:35.120 trying to stabilize myself i've been triumphantly creative and satisfied with my creative work
00:03:49.160 and trying to pay the rent as I do this and having this uncertainty grow so big
00:03:59.940 that faith in the present moment and the I Ching helps so it's like triumphant and awful 0.91
00:04:08.720 all at the same time and it's really the juxtaposition is extraordinary and I feel 1.00
00:04:18.380 that as long as I'm doing something creative then I can get through it I have tears in my eyes the
00:04:23.520 way you describe that I feel that so so real holding on to the burning clarity of the disaster
00:04:33.060 of the heartbreak and the way that it lets work come and the joyful satisfying work that comes
00:04:41.020 in that moment oh yeah and that juxtaposition is such a huge teacher you know it's quick learning
00:04:50.720 and sometimes I can be satisfied and get myself through and then it isn't until something
00:04:59.140 triumphant happens where I actually break down yes it's not always okay to just tough it through
00:05:07.280 even though the only way is through you got to feel all the feels it's usually the triumphant
00:05:12.000 thing where i turn around and i look at my cat and i'm like elizabeth alfredo look i made a tarot
00:05:16.560 deck it was just published you know because as much as my husband was there for 25 years
00:05:21.860 and through all of these experiences he wasn't there when it came out you know but i mean he
00:05:30.820 was there. The fact is that he had purchased a pile of oil paint 30 years ago, like a pile of
00:05:40.180 oil paint. And that is what I used throughout the deck, throughout this next deck, through all my
00:05:47.280 paintings. So before I knew him, he was providing my supplies. He was building this moment with you
00:05:56.320 even before. That's so beautiful. The deck is so beautiful. It feels so familiar. I'm still getting
00:06:06.740 to know the deck. I'm still sort of shuffling it and warming it up and smooshing around. It's
00:06:13.200 gold edged. Every single one is a painting. And by familiar, I mean, I look at them and I feel
00:06:19.260 like I know them. Are they all people that you know? No, there's only one portrait. And that's
00:06:26.160 Rachel Pollard. That's Rachel. That's the only portrait. Yeah. I mean, my King of Pentacles,
00:06:31.060 James Baldwin kept on coming up. And I was like, no, I'm not doing another portrait of anybody.
00:06:36.620 He kept on coming up. So it's not really a portrait, but you can feel his essence in there.
00:06:42.920 What better King of Pentacles can you think of than James Baldwin? So I was like, okay, fine.
00:06:47.940 I'll allow it. But like a half portrait, you know. And so the other ones came out of the wood?
00:06:52.900 yeah they came out of the wood my heart my guts my sunroof yep all of that you remind me right now
00:06:59.400 of temperance card because she has this hair or like i should say even say they like i i really 0.96
00:07:05.880 don't attribute gender to a lot of my people in my deck but they have this pink hair just like
00:07:13.620 your hat oh i look at it and i'm like that's totally you man i could use a little temperance
00:07:20.000 this good balance and temperance has these malachite cups where it's like you don't need
00:07:28.400 anything else from anywhere else and that healing of the malachite that's what it's all about 1.00
00:07:34.660 who do you think you're going to be next year oh one triumphant bitch man fuck yeah 0.99
00:07:41.920 i am like this is a whole new world i am just unstoppable i feel like a lot more traveling 0.99
00:07:50.660 you know even just like planning the traveling so that feels like europe that feels like i'm
00:07:55.600 just going other places and you know i'm not looking for partnerships but i might do like 0.92
00:08:01.120 a hussy tour of europe just to fuck around a little bit yes i figured that i was gonna do
00:08:08.320 that at some point in my life so i guess that's what i might be doing did you always have an open 0.98
00:08:15.020 sunroof and if you want to explain more about that oh sure yeah so whether it's undiagnosed
00:08:22.140 add or adhd or just being a big ass leo creative person like i say i have a phd in dysfunction 0.99
00:08:31.640 i've been around the park you know the circumstances are so fucked up and and and look 0.98
00:08:38.380 you know it's like the lotus comes from the mud right this is how it goes i'm also asking about 0.93
00:08:45.580 the visionary word right like i'm also asking about that aspect because you are so obviously
00:08:52.160 someone who the sunroof isn't just saying what you think it's also seems to me like things are
00:08:59.460 coming to you like oh yeah and how do you distinguish or do you i was running my mouth
00:09:05.320 as a child saying all the inappropriate things that people didn't want to tell other people
00:09:10.980 i was called morticia in high school now i'm reading people when they're asking me to
00:09:18.980 so i see clients at the market and they're like their eyes get bigger i'm like look man i'm here
00:09:26.200 for the vegetables. I'm not reading you right now. That's not how it works. So I have had that
00:09:31.320 intentional commitment to say, hey, that's not on unless I'm reading. But I do get visions when
00:09:38.320 I'm sleeping. I see things when I space out. I try not to read people and move around the world
00:09:44.700 like that because it's just exhausting. So I really try to keep it in a boundary that's
00:09:50.900 comfortable for me. I think for many people in our circle, in our coven, we're so porous. That's
00:09:58.340 why we went to the edges of things, you know? Yeah. And that is why you have to be so fierce
00:10:04.080 with your boundary. As you're coming to awareness in your younger years, everybody has their own
00:10:11.860 special dysfunction from whatever family situation you come with. As you work that out,
00:10:17.160 self-protection is often self-destructive and so it's like once you turn that and flip that over
00:10:25.700 then you realize that you can protect yourself and how vital it is for your personal ecosystem
00:10:32.560 to thrive and to even consider that you can thrive if you are porous you have to
00:10:40.920 kind of figure out what radio station that is what voice that is and turn the ones that are
00:10:49.360 important up and turn the other ones down I have made this commitment to whatever comes in
00:10:55.980 comes out of my mouth too like I'm not I'm not filtering these things
00:11:02.960 but I start when I pick up the cards and I stop when I put them down
00:11:09.500 because these are my gifts and it's like I love to help and contribute but there has to be consent
00:11:20.460 you know I did a radio show for a while an FM radio show people would call in from all over
00:11:28.060 the world you know this is like even by accident they would call in and so I'd be like well you're
00:11:33.820 life on the air would you like a tarot reading you know it's the strangest thing so even though
00:11:39.680 they might have accidentally called it was like I asked that question would you like a reading
00:11:43.960 because it's sometimes inappropriate for me to help unless asked and that's a hard lesson to learn
00:11:50.920 that it's inappropriate for you to go off of your centeredness to assist somebody
00:11:57.500 because everybody has their stuff but you know it happens and then we go okay I got it I got
00:12:05.380 the lesson I Ching is a really good reminder and will help you know your ego be small 0.95
00:12:15.180 because I think that's usually the fucker in anything is the doubt the ego that kind of thing
00:12:22.520 The I Ching got me through a lot of the times in my life where I felt the most out of control and got that message over and over again. 0.97
00:12:31.380 Your control is, in fact, limited. 0.97
00:12:33.300 You're going to have to move through this. 0.98
00:12:34.940 Well, that's what I call the fuckery. 0.98
00:12:36.440 And that's like kind of my tagline. 0.99
00:12:38.300 Resist the fuckery. 0.97
00:12:39.800 I have stickers. 0.99
00:12:40.920 It's like things out of your control.
00:12:43.080 This is a great message for end of the year, especially end of this year. 0.99
00:12:48.140 We're going to resist being crushed and resist the fuckery. 0.85
00:12:51.820 would you pull how about one two three you tell me cards for the listener audience about what do 0.97
00:13:01.060 we take from this year that's a great question ace of swords reversed you have the sculpted face
00:13:08.320 on a dagger really essentially right but it's reversed i did this tarot meetup at barnes and
00:13:15.800 noble and there was two 15 year old young ladies and they were like excited but they were just too
00:13:21.040 new to even think about walking them through a tarot spread. So I was like, okay, let's read
00:13:25.780 for a movie, a story or something that everybody knows so we can get to know these cards a little
00:13:30.800 bit. And one 15-year-old young lady says, can we do Romeo and Juliet? First card that comes up,
00:13:39.980 Ace of Swords reversed. It all starts with a dagger. Of course, this is also about not
00:13:45.400 overthinking it all my aces have the same background and the ace of swords is definitely
00:13:50.860 this thought this thinking this muscle of imagination of plotting of planning of making
00:14:04.020 the plan right and so it's like it being reversed i think is so cool because it feels like the
00:14:11.420 daggers upright like it was upside down before but it also feels like we are in the upside down
00:14:19.040 right now and so this idea of trying to think our way through it is not going to work it's a
00:14:26.880 new game board I feel like we kind of got pummeled or thrown into 2025 and it's been
00:14:35.760 completely different ballgame nothing that we've ever been familiar with is here
00:14:42.340 and it feels like onions I don't know why that is but that's what it feels like second card
00:14:48.260 wow okay nine of wands reversed so nine of wands I feel that even though it's a fire
00:14:57.060 wandy thing I feel like it's a very psychological card she's bandaged running holding up a green
00:15:03.960 dress but she's she's almost escaping the black and white i call it death by beige it's like this
00:15:10.060 black and gray kind of thing and all of these wands are just regular wands but she's walking
00:15:15.020 toward color and she's walking toward wands that have little buds on them so it is rejection
00:15:22.140 of conforming it is a resist the fuckery poster girl because i think that what we think of success
00:15:31.720 what we think of as good the people that say that they're trying to be good these are the people
00:15:38.280 that you have to be really afraid of because you're either good or you're not you know like 0.99
00:15:42.700 you can say fuck off and still be good you know what i mean it's like yeah this false purity i am 0.99
00:15:49.300 the queen of reversals that just happens to be something i've dubbed myself because it just 1.00
00:15:53.580 seems like happens all day long but there is a kind of repetitive pattern here where it's like
00:16:00.100 you got wands this flame this spark it's strange it's weird you have this sword suit of air so
00:16:08.580 it's like it's a little dirt devil you know kind of a flame tornado like what's going on I think
00:16:18.760 we all feel that third card is going to be the kicker oh four of wands so if we take the ace of
00:16:26.000 swords as our thought process to support our success, which is a four, right? Stable, ideally,
00:16:33.980 right? And we chop five of those wands off, we get four. So what does that also mean? That means
00:16:42.820 we need to be more selective about what supports our success. Four of wands is a harmony of
00:16:48.860 environment. It's a gathering. And there's other people there. I purposely didn't put any people
00:16:54.760 in this card because as we get older it's really hard to find places that we can relax in whether
00:17:02.560 there's people or not if you choose your environment that you have a harmony with
00:17:06.500 an affinity with this is going to help everything this is going to be the probiotic
00:17:11.060 the lubricant it's going to help everything move better the ace of swords is kind of an isolated
00:17:15.860 card it's all by itself nine of wands that's pretty isolated as well so how do we set the
00:17:22.140 environment up to embrace however we are in harmony. It's really about putting our harmony
00:17:32.240 top of the list. So if we're walking away from 2025 with this kind of fuckery that we've been
00:17:41.700 dealing with, which is all very real for everybody, and we say, well, I mean, personally, in my 0.74
00:17:47.900 experience. I've been in a house that's 4,000 square feet. Oh, the great big house. I've never
00:17:54.660 been happier in my one-bedroom apartment. This is perfect for where I'm at. So it's like,
00:18:01.020 what's important prune what isn't? There's worry in life, right? You just try to choose
00:18:07.240 what's possible, what you can do, and where you can find that harmony. Coming out of 2025,
00:18:13.700 my takeaway is no matter what happens there is a harmony of environment
00:18:19.720 that we can thrive in so I feel like 2026 is all about how are you going to make that happen
00:18:27.900 it does feel like we depend on ourselves more than ever we are solving the equation
00:18:36.200 can you describe that last card what does it look like what a strange beautiful weird little being
00:18:45.320 there do you remember painting that one my happy trifecta is to be able to paint work and read for
00:18:52.160 clients that was my happy trifecta it's this idea of what is the sun and the moon to you
00:18:56.560 you know it's the little bubbles that you see in sunlight and fairies and there's four wands at the
00:19:05.240 entrance to a tent and there is these like garland of fruit and flowers and so it is
00:19:12.400 this idea that if you were walking into your heaven what would it look like there's a lightness
00:19:21.340 to it and there isn't a threat to stability the first two cards were definitely a threat to your
00:19:30.640 mental stability this idea of creating fire in your world as opposed to scorched earth policy
00:19:37.540 it's like this idea of a balance of alignment that's really what it's about
00:19:46.260 because you know you're going to have your stresses but how can we stand on our feet in a
00:19:53.340 strong way yeah so what is the sun and the moon to you pretty good takeaway from 2025 that
00:20:03.220 was brutal it was brutal but it really i think for yourself and myself in our personal lives
00:20:13.280 and maybe for our listeners in the global sense we have had to get stripped down to that core of
00:20:21.220 that question whether it's the sun and the moon for me which leaves me grateful yeah me too you
00:20:28.000 know because I know who I am and I'm not gonna let anything get in the way of me being myself 0.73
00:20:37.520 however the fuck I want to roll with that and to be creative and make art and express myself like
00:20:44.820 I've got new projects I'm working on and so I mean I didn't really like the word widow but I've seen 0.96
00:20:50.180 stuff just pop up on my thread. For women, they're just like, I don't know who I am 0.99
00:20:54.800 without my spouse. I don't have that issue. This man that was my witness for over 25 years 1.00
00:21:05.100 is like in a different form. And so it's huge. He was planetary. He was like a demigod. You know,
00:21:16.140 I'm like I'm not picking up these lightning bolts are you picking up these lightning bolts because
00:21:20.520 I'm not doing it it was kind of extraordinary and what a space to be kind of open to in this
00:21:28.420 loss I've realized I didn't really realize how big my energy was because his was huge
00:21:33.760 right and so now I sit here and I'm like oh that's why I didn't have a lot of friends in
00:21:42.920 people didn't know what to do with that so this idea that I am grateful for being able to develop 0.84
00:21:53.300 the skills I was born with and make something of that and so you know that's fucking amazing 0.82
00:22:02.400 did you have that concrete connection to a spirit world before your husband passed did you were you 0.90
00:22:10.980 someone that like you knew you were familiar with ghosts or you felt like you had like a
00:22:15.260 understanding of what that side was like yeah yeah I think that language that communication
00:22:23.160 things come through in readings quite often a message from somebody but I'm not actually
00:22:30.920 calling them up you know exactly a lot of times in readings I don't really know the answer to
00:22:36.320 something unless somebody asks me a question and then you just know but when i read cards for
00:22:43.400 people i don't want to know anything so i just spit out all this stuff for like a half hour
00:22:49.760 often they're completely freaked out 0.96
00:22:52.540 and i'm like do you have any questions and they're like what the fuck that whisper my guides my 0.97
00:23:00.820 higher self, somebody else's loved ones, they drop stuff in all the time, but they can do it 0.91
00:23:07.600 anonymously. I read for a client once years ago, and I was like, do you have a brooch that's garnet
00:23:14.680 and gold? And this woman was like, no, no, no. I was like, okay, but if you have one, she's like, 0.97
00:23:21.360 maybe I'll ask my mom. I was like, you do that. You let me know. And she calls me up. She's like,
00:23:26.780 oh my god she's like i asked my mom if she has a garnet and gold brooch she goes into her jewelry
00:23:32.200 area and she's like oh yeah i have this oh i forgot to give you this and underneath listeners
00:23:38.880 my jaw dropped yeah she's underneath this garnet and gold brooch is a letter from her deceased
00:23:44.960 grandmother that she was supposed to be given when she graduated high school and a platinum
00:23:49.600 emerald ring from her grandmother that her mother just seemed to forget to give her so she was like
00:23:56.300 24 at the time and she was like yeah garnet and gold brooch like I had a whole treasure
00:24:02.580 of of my from my grandmother so you know your grandmother's here it doesn't come to me like
00:24:09.660 that but the specifics are important so that's how it's been for me do you ever question your
00:24:18.560 sanity and then remember that moment and be like no I'm totally talking to ghosts I'm 53 so I've 0.72
00:24:26.280 made peace with whatever it the fucking whatever it is when I was younger what do we focus on it's 0.91
00:24:32.880 like I was too big too small all this superficial stuff now I'm in my overall era right and we're 0.98
00:24:42.420 overalls every day and I'm still trying to embrace that physicality that's like hey I'm bigger now
00:24:48.440 yeah I noticed it in myself too I never noticed it so much until I started editing a podcast and
00:24:54.640 was like what are you talking about lady me always to myself that's great i want to know
00:25:04.780 about your card feeling your sunroof open feeling for 2026 okay i'm ready for it i did put those
00:25:17.100 three cards back into the deck christine got disconnected she will be back
00:25:26.700 here we go she's
00:25:36.300 you're muted but you're back i'm gonna spotlight you
00:25:47.420 yeah there you are oh my gosh your computer bumped you you're about to tell us about the future
00:25:57.940 you know it's done that for me a couple times lately we're trying to answer the question
00:26:04.460 with a no 0.86
00:26:06.060 and I think that's pretty fucking funny 0.92
00:26:08.380 let me just get myself resorted 0.77
00:26:10.240 take your time
00:26:11.380 did I
00:26:14.160 what what
00:26:16.060 you have great art
00:26:17.060 so
00:26:18.780 I think that you need a bit of a light
00:26:21.820 being prepared
00:26:27.380 I think it's really nice to be prepared
00:26:30.180 I just feel like I
00:26:34.340 not being prepared okay so my art the circle the dragon that shot sees
00:26:41.840 i have a bell for it to loose the trek poster
00:26:46.500 i have an actual one that fell out of the back of the painting
00:26:51.320 so now i can't see myself because i'm blind but i don't need to see myself
00:26:58.160 i'm gonna throw cards for 2026 okay thanks i love a whole smartphone that didn't take that long
00:27:07.020 get me going unstoppable yeah that's right man 2026 here we go
00:27:17.180 tell us about it
00:27:21.800 does not have any people in it and so smith will have this dude on the roof it's this idea of
00:27:34.460 looking out and kind of preparing and planning i didn't put a person in there because i feel that
00:27:42.840 this is before things happen or before you show up you have to prepare that's mentally that's
00:27:50.560 Physically, that's all those things.
00:27:52.640 So this idea of alignment and harmony and environment
00:27:55.280 and what it is that you need for your own ecosystem to thrive,
00:28:00.280 that means planning and preparation.
00:28:05.340 Ten of wands. 1.00
00:28:08.940 That means don't mind fuck yourself. 1.00
00:28:14.480 And be like, oh my God, I'm completely intimidated 1.00
00:28:17.580 by all of this shit that I have to do. 0.98
00:28:20.160 to help myself and create this environment. We will totally freak ourselves out. That's 0.98
00:28:27.280 unnecessary and voidable. So it is this idea of take it step by step. I mean, I say that when
00:28:33.420 I'm like, oh, I need to clean my apartment as little as it is. I still kind of get overwhelmed,
00:28:38.620 but chop wood, carry water. If I just start in one corner and do it step by step, that's okay.
00:28:45.980 third card 2026 whoo page of wands this is all about you know actually says truth in there
00:28:56.060 and i feel that the page is you know one it's all wands right it's a fiery fiery year
00:29:07.000 but the pages proclaims the plan proclaims the truth proclaims the path this is what is happening
00:29:16.940 so if we have that reversed talking about truth
00:29:22.000 then in a day and age where information is flow so fast you can get information about anything
00:29:33.800 anywhere this idea of what's even real or true is important you know there's kids in norway
00:29:40.520 they are taught in school to identify propaganda and what is real and what isn't in social media
00:29:48.040 they want to invest in their youth to be able to call bullshit on stuff i think that's really
00:29:56.060 exciting so it's this idea of so much not being true and that makes me feel like there's going
00:30:02.520 to be people that have a real rude awakening when they realize what is true and what isn't and maybe
00:30:09.940 what they were believing is not the way that it is and so that's going to be hard lesson
00:30:16.440 for a lot of people but if we are just you know like we're not quicker picker uppers right
00:30:25.500 not our circus not our monkeys we're supposed to be focusing on planning our environment and
00:30:32.340 our own personal alignment in our ecosystem. So that's their lesson to learn. We can't put out
00:30:41.440 all the fires, but we can stabilize ourselves and prepare for that. And this 10 of wands,
00:30:49.560 I love this 10 of wands. It's like, we think we're doing a good job if we're lifting other
00:30:56.040 people's burdens. And helping and being generous, I try to do that all the time.
00:31:02.340 but I can't compromise myself for it.
00:31:07.040 It's better for me and everyone that I love in my environment
00:31:10.120 to make sure I'm okay.
00:31:13.320 It's more than self-preservation.
00:31:15.280 I want harmony.
00:31:17.360 And that might come with some rage and fire,
00:31:19.520 kind of fierceness.
00:31:22.720 I'm not afraid to be fierce anymore.
00:31:27.800 And that's a good place to be.
00:31:30.340 I think that's great for 2026 because those cards talk about what's actually happening as
00:31:37.520 opposed to oh we're all going on a journey it's not like that it's like man 10 wands I got to
00:31:43.600 bring it down to two prepare nine wands I got to bring that down to four and prepare so it's like
00:31:51.540 even numbers. So that's inspiring to me. Something we can work with. You're so sweet.
00:32:04.140 You know that? Thanks. You too. Yeah. You're like a little dandelion.
00:32:13.160 they told me that's how they described the kind of cancer that I had like dandelion clocks
00:32:21.780 really yeah well I feel like that might be a good fairy to talk to is the dandelion fairy
00:32:30.820 that might be some good medicine I've been haunted by yellow a lot recently saw it so much
00:32:39.320 and then a big infection came back like for the fifth time and then it was sort of finally moving
00:32:44.900 through this this recurring infection and then found out that the bacteria that was causing the
00:32:50.540 infection has the word aureus in it because it's it's a yellow sunshine bacteria i kept seeing it
00:32:57.880 everywhere like why why is everything in my life everyone talking about yellow i have to say that
00:33:02.940 i've had an aversion to yellow most of my life i can't wear it doesn't look good i started to
00:33:08.720 realize that in my paintings that weren't working the very thing I needed was yellow
00:33:14.620 interesting so it was like okay I can and sometimes it's just so important yeah to use it
00:33:26.360 even to combat right so it's the color of the sun this idea of burning it using it is great
00:33:36.540 my husband was this amazing tattoo artist and i have yellow
00:33:40.980 ink and it was like no not yellow i mean that was my big thing like no not yellow i don't like
00:33:49.400 yellow it can't be red you know right fine but again it's like a lifelong thing that i've had
00:34:00.020 aversion to and it's made its way into the harmony through my creativity my daughter's
00:34:08.380 middle name is marigold i'm very pro america yellow you know old is she seven oh seven is so
00:34:16.080 fun oh my god my son is 21 now and so it's all like hey you want to go for a drink he's like sure
00:34:23.460 my daughter's just like when can i come to the coven circles i have rage when do i come in my
00:34:33.900 coven we sort of sit and talk to a computer i feel like it's seven you're really gonna like
00:34:38.260 that part and get some dirt and some dirt maybe when we're dancing around a fire you could come
00:34:43.700 but that's awesome i love that to our best say yeah do you have any closing
00:34:50.260 words for folks sitting on the cusp of this new year i feel that it is very much that we're not
00:35:01.380 alone and what i've learned is that it's not just about the silence that's important it's knowing
00:35:10.300 the silence knowing your personal silence that helps you seek what you need and it's like 0.93
00:35:20.360 sometimes we feel isolated or rejected or not fitting into whatever the fuck is happening 0.87
00:35:28.500 and it's this idea once you know your silence you know exactly what you need and where you need to 0.90
00:35:32.680 go and that's an inside job once we know our silence then we can gather you know there's
00:35:42.880 different kinds of gathering right yeah there's different kinds of gathering listeners and we are
00:35:51.440 together in the darkness that we create in the coven that we create in the dark between our ears
00:35:57.800 we are together here in the new year or wherever you find this thank you for being with us thank
00:36:05.380 you for being with us christine and thank you for this incredibly beautiful deck visionary woman
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