There Are No Girls on the Internet - October 20, 2020


We Won’t Forget Lynika Strozier

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Native People Are #NotYourMascot Preserving our Voices with Jocelyn Robinson

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32 minutes

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00:02:03.660 I'm Bridget Todd, and this is There Are No Girls on the Internet.
00:02:09.460 Worldwide, we've lost over a million people from COVID.
00:02:12.480 And here in the United States, we've lost over 200,000 people to COVID.
00:02:17.420 According to the APM Research Lab, one in every 1,020 Black Americans is now dead from COVID.
00:02:26.040 Let that sink in.
00:02:28.280 It's an absolutely staggering figure.
00:02:31.340 Yet, we've had no national large-scale mourning of these deaths.
00:02:35.560 Earlier this fall, Trump even said that COVID impacted, quote, virtually nobody.
00:02:41.860 Mickey McKellar, a professor of history at the University of Connecticut and author of
00:02:48.680 The Politics of Mourning, told CNN that instead of mourning, Americans have been fed a kind
00:02:53.400 of wartime attitude about how we must defeat the virus and must not let the virus win.
00:02:58.660 And that that response has largely been about not marking death, not marking tragedy, and
00:03:04.160 not marking the horror of the ongoing lack of meaningful response, but instead focusing
00:03:09.460 on that this is what Americans do. But that's now what we should do. Collective mourning is
00:03:14.920 important. And mourning is an important step of dealing with grief. We can't just pretend these
00:03:20.320 people never existed. They did. And they're more than just data points on some chart about COVID.
00:03:26.500 There are mothers and daughters and friends and family and colleagues. This week, faith leaders
00:03:32.000 from all over the country held visuals in person and online to mourn those we've lost to COVID.
00:03:38.180 And I wanted to tell you about someone we lost to.
00:03:41.620 Lanika Stroser was just 35 when she died from complications of COVID.
00:03:45.580 She was a gifted scientist and a researcher in the DNA lab at the Field Museum of Natural History in Chicago,
00:03:51.760 one of the largest in the world.
00:03:53.680 She didn't have an easy life.
00:03:55.460 Her mother struggled with drugs, and Lanika lived with her grandmother.
00:03:58.820 A learning disability made math and reading a challenge,
00:04:02.100 but she found creative solutions to manage these challenges.
00:04:05.480 Rather than working out complicated math equations on a calculator,
00:04:08.960 she did them on paper by hand, which helped her visualize the numbers she worked with.
00:04:13.720 A visual learner, drawing pictures and diagrams helped her map out her lessons.
00:04:19.040 She went on to successfully earn two master's degrees.
00:04:22.280 She wasn't really sure what she wanted to study,
00:04:24.980 until in college, her mentor, Yvonne Harris, suggested she think about exploring the sciences.
00:04:31.220 My philosophy is that we're born scientists and mathematicians,
00:04:34.080 and we experiment and observe the world around us all the time, Harris explained.
00:04:39.020 Having the A student is nice, but we want people who have tenacity and determination
00:04:42.800 and a refusal to fail, Harris told the Chicago Tribune in a 2012 profile of Lanika's academic
00:04:48.940 success. When Lanika got involved in the sciences, it just clicked, and she loved it.
00:04:55.100 One of her professors even nicknamed her Golden Hands because she was able to get DNA from very
00:05:01.000 small samples, a difficult task. Everyone who talks about Lanika was struck by her determination.
00:05:07.400 You get knocked down so many times, you have to learn to pick yourself back up. And sometimes
00:05:11.980 it's about hard work and faith and having people who can help you push forward. Sometimes that's
00:05:17.400 all you have to go on, she explained to the Chicago Tribune. Field Museum president Richard
00:05:23.140 Lavier called Lanika's death a devastating loss, both to her own family and to her museum family,
00:05:29.720 and all who knew Lanika.
00:05:32.020 Her life goal was to be in front of a classroom, 0.99
00:05:34.800 teaching the sciences to others.
00:05:36.900 And right before she died,
00:05:38.480 that goal had actually become a reality.
00:05:41.040 Who knows how many more lives Lanika could have touched?
00:05:44.000 Who knows how this loss will reverberate for generations?
00:05:47.320 A gifted scientist who overcame so much
00:05:49.680 to accomplish so much.
00:05:51.320 A teacher and a Black woman
00:05:52.660 excelling in a field not traditionally known
00:05:54.900 for its diversity.
00:05:56.220 How many lives could she have gone on to shape?
00:05:58.040 And how can you even begin to measure such a loss?
00:06:01.760 Like, she really just had this fire in her that she always wanted to succeed.
00:06:09.620 Lanika's scientific research involved bugs and plants and other kinds of organisms.
00:06:14.060 It's a pretty particular subject matter.
00:06:16.420 And that's something that her colleague, Corey Moreau, has really brought them together.
00:06:20.280 How did you get involved in being a scientist?
00:06:24.080 I wouldn't have predicted it from being a child.
00:06:26.220 I grew up in New Orleans, Louisiana, and neither of my parents went to university or graduated
00:06:31.860 college.
00:06:32.440 So despite the fact that I knew that I wanted to go to college, I didn't necessarily know
00:06:36.780 what I could do with that degree when I got out.
00:06:39.580 And I always loved nature and I always loved science.
00:06:43.360 And so I knew that I wanted to study biology when I went to the university and insects
00:06:48.280 were always my favorite.
00:06:49.920 But I thought that, you know, the options for me probably were limited in the sense
00:06:54.580 that the only people I knew with college degrees that I interacted with personally were my high
00:06:59.780 school teachers. So I thought maybe I could teach biology or since I liked insects, maybe I could
00:07:04.340 work for a pest extermination company because those were the only people I knew who had jobs
00:07:08.440 to play with bugs. But I loved PBS and I sort of always wished that I could be one of the explorers
00:07:15.520 on, you know, the television shows growing up. And essentially my dreams come true. When I got
00:07:21.200 to university, the world was opened up to me in the sense that there's so many ways you can use
00:07:25.300 a science degree. And now I get to run around jungles all over the world collecting bugs. And
00:07:32.140 I have the dream job. What was it about bugs for you? Why did you like bugs so much?
00:07:38.360 I think because I grew up in a city and I loved nature. I, you know, there wasn't a lot of it
00:07:43.320 outside. I also liked that there was just so much diversity with insects. You know, you could go
00:07:48.780 outside and catch dragonflies or beetles or butterflies or watch the ants on the sidewalk.
00:07:53.680 And I just think it was that there was so much wonder out there that I could sort of
00:07:59.160 take advantage of no matter where I live.
00:08:01.280 And that's true anywhere.
00:08:02.900 So how did you wind up at the Field Museum?
00:08:05.780 Yeah, so I've always been associated with natural history collections throughout my
00:08:10.360 entire career.
00:08:11.060 So I started as an undergrad working in the entomological collection at San Francisco
00:08:16.060 State University.
00:08:16.940 I then did my master's also at San Francisco State, but in collaboration with the California Academy of Sciences, again, using their scientific research collections for, you know, my master's thesis.
00:08:27.900 I then went away to Harvard and I was using the collections at the Museum of Comparative Zoology on a daily basis.
00:08:34.580 And so I've always had this connection with natural history museums and the cool science you can do by using them.
00:08:41.340 So when I finally, you know, finished all my schooling and did a postdoc at Berkeley, I started a position at the Field Museum in Chicago.
00:08:50.660 And and although most people think of natural history museums as places to sort of go and, you know, have educational and entertainment,
00:08:59.600 what most people don't realize is that almost all natural history collections have scientists working behind the scenes using the vast collections to ask scientific questions.
00:09:08.920 It was during this time, playing with bugs and answering questions behind the scenes at the Field Museum, that Corey met Lanika.
00:09:17.780 And right away, they clicked.
00:09:19.860 So is that the first time that you met Lanika?
00:09:22.900 That's absolutely true. So I met Lanika in 2011.
00:09:26.860 She had done an internship with a colleague and was looking for another internship.
00:09:31.820 And he knew that I was looking to hire someone.
00:09:34.860 And so he introduced us and Lanika and I hit it off right away.
00:09:38.920 What was it about her that made you hit it off?
00:09:43.380 I think it was her openness, her honesty, and her tenacity.
00:09:48.080 Like she really just had this fire in her that she always wanted to succeed.
00:09:55.500 And I don't just mean be a successful scientist, but like even with an experiment, if she couldn't get it to work, it would really like kind of gnaw away at her.
00:10:03.540 And she had to figure out not just how to make it work, but why it wasn't working.
00:10:07.160 And that is something as a scientist, you can't teach that sort of drive or that creativity to someone.
00:10:13.700 She just already possessed it.
00:10:16.100 Yeah. In reading about her life, it seems like that kind of drive was a defining, I think that really defined her.
00:10:21.600 You know, she was someone who faced a lot of limitations growing up and still managed to get to where she was at the end of her life.
00:10:28.900 Absolutely. I mean, she was really a very thoughtful person.
00:10:33.160 She was incredibly hardworking and she was such a loving person.
00:10:37.160 And she, you know, anyone she came across in her life, she really wanted to connect with them.
00:10:43.640 And I mean, I think one of the things I always respected the most about her is her, her openness and honesty about both the things she's experienced in the past.
00:10:54.020 But, you know, you know, some people would have shame over things that they can't control.
00:10:59.480 She didn't have that at all.
00:11:01.540 But the flip side of it was she also loved to share her successes.
00:11:05.700 And so I think when you have someone who is willing to let you see when they're down, but also let you see when they're succeeding, they're an inspiration.
00:11:14.560 Can you tell us a little bit more about her research?
00:11:16.900 Yeah. So, you know, when she was at the Field Museum, she did lots of different projects because we have, you know, dozens of scientists working on pretty much every kind of organism you can imagine.
00:11:27.620 So I know she did a bunch of work on early land plants and on fungi.
00:11:31.200 And for me, she, of course, was sequencing DNA of ants.
00:11:34.520 And in that project, essentially what we were trying to understand is the diversity, both
00:11:39.540 genetic diversity, but also the host associated microbiome or the microbes living in ants
00:11:44.840 from the Florida Keys.
00:11:46.380 So for me, she did a lot of sequencing of DNA of ants.
00:11:50.520 But, you know, she then went on to do a master's degree, a research master's degree, as well
00:11:55.900 as an educational master's degree.
00:11:57.500 And I was on her master's committee where she was studying the phylogeography of these
00:12:02.640 birds from Madagascar.
00:12:03.800 And she did a bunch of beautiful work on that and even published that research.
00:12:09.740 Let's take a quick break.
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00:14:06.480 you're in the right place listen to pro society on the iheart radio app apple podcasts or wherever
00:14:12.960 you get your podcasts see you between the pages when i was 14 years old i was kidnapped and held
00:14:20.340 captive for nine months. I survived and I've spent my life exploring how other people survive
00:14:26.580 what should have destroyed them. I'm Elizabeth Smart and these are the Survivor Files. I just
00:14:32.720 remember this low taunting voice next to my ear saying shut up don't say anything. Every week I'm 0.68
00:14:41.860 with survivors who live through the unthinkable. I knew if he woke up without a doubt he was going
00:14:48.840 to hurt me. I started feeling that there was someone at the end of my bed and I just started
00:14:55.540 screaming. They are abducted, stalked, controlled, and nearly silenced. But these aren't stories
00:15:02.280 about what's taken from them. They're stories about what it takes to make it out alive.
00:15:08.140 Listen to The Survivor Files with Elizabeth Smart on the iHeartRadio app,
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00:15:18.840 And we're back. 1.00
00:15:21.680 Women being in community with one another is a powerful force. 1.00
00:15:25.960 Not only did their shared interest in science unite Cori and Lanika, 0.61
00:15:30.100 but it also created the conditions to bring more underrepresented women into the field. 0.99
00:15:35.160 And the more Lanika came into her own as a scientist, 1.00
00:15:38.060 the more focused she became on bringing others with her as a teacher and a mentor. 0.98
00:15:43.200 Lanika didn't have the picture-perfect A student story.
00:15:47.120 Her openness around her background and her struggles allowed others to see science as something they could do, too.
00:15:54.220 I just can't get over how interesting this body of work is.
00:15:58.240 You don't even, like, I'm not a scientist, but you don't, you never think of, like, someone studying birds and ants and, you know, these very specific types of organisms.
00:16:06.860 It's so interesting how, I mean, I guess I can imagine you finding another woman who is captivated by all of these things that you're captivated by and really just sort of clicking.
00:16:17.640 Absolutely. And that's the thing is, I mean, what I loved about Lanika is not just that she had this general awe of the natural world and wanted to learn everything she could about it, but one of her other passions was she loved sharing it.
00:16:31.620 So, you know, if I ever needed people to be trained in the lab, she was my go-to person.
00:16:36.620 And not that other people didn't have the skills, it's that Lanika had joy in showing
00:16:40.580 people how to do science and helping them succeed and overcome hurdles.
00:16:44.940 And, you know, she was just spectacular.
00:16:48.040 And, you know, there's not a lot of people like her in the sense that, you know, she
00:16:52.720 could pursue a scientific question, but she could also talk about it to the public and
00:16:56.980 she could share her enthusiasm and get other people to to essentially want to do the same
00:17:02.420 things she's doing. Was she did she have a role like a position as a role model for other students 0.96
00:17:09.120 other students from marginalized backgrounds? Absolutely and that was one thing she was very
00:17:12.900 vocal about and I absolutely loved about her is that she wanted to make sure that we had
00:17:17.260 opportunities to engage other underrepresented you know students in research and so she was
00:17:24.060 instrumental in making sure that we always kept that as on the forefronts of our minds as we were
00:17:28.780 thinking about, you know, what programming we were creating or which positions we were hiring.
00:17:34.180 You know, she was heavily involved in the Field Museum's Women in Science program. 0.62
00:17:39.560 You know, she often was the sort of point person that was training the interns we brought in for
00:17:45.140 the summer. And, you know, she was a role model to many people across the museum.
00:17:49.400 um what is your maybe you don't have one particular one but if you had to think of
00:17:54.640 one of your favorite memories of her or the most vivid memory of her does anything come to mind
00:17:59.120 I think of course I have many um I think that the thing I remember most about Lanika is that
00:18:08.740 even after she had you know not worked for me for a while she had gone on and done all these 0.81
00:18:14.000 you know amazing things gotten these two master's degrees she would always pop in my office
00:18:18.860 just come by to talk to me, either to share some success she had, or if she was struggling with
00:18:24.300 something, she would often want to come and like bounce it off of me just to sort of, you know,
00:18:29.020 have another perspective. And most of the time she didn't need advice. It was like she needed
00:18:33.500 a sounding board. She would say it out loud and she would reach a conclusion that she probably
00:18:38.060 already knew herself, but she felt like having someone else hear it, you know, gave her the
00:18:43.780 courage to come to the right decision. And I liked watching her go through that, you know,
00:18:50.020 essentially this vocal thought experiment just right in my office. And it was kind of,
00:18:56.280 you know, every time she came in, I would kind of get a small smile because I knew I was going to
00:19:01.120 get to sort of see her, you know, think through a problem and reach a conclusion and that she
00:19:06.560 didn't need me. It was just, she needed a space to do it. And I just really loved that about her.
00:19:12.620 Lanika's friends and family raised almost $85,000 on GoFundMe for funeral costs and to establish a scholarship fund to help support young Black women with internship opportunities at science and technology institutions in Chicago.
00:19:25.640 Because Lanika was so passionate about both science, but also in including marginalized communities in science, it only seemed absolutely the right decision to do is to sort of create a scholarship.
00:19:37.340 And, you know, we're able to do that because we had a very successful GoFundMe campaign and the, you know, museums and the institutions she's been involved with are all on board.
00:19:49.180 And so we're going to make sure that the next generation not only knows about Lanika, but they actually continue to, you know, benefit from her impact in the world.
00:20:01.420 More after this quick break.
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00:21:38.440 authors and your favorite book talk creators to the latest pop culture moments, nothing is off
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00:22:06.680 See you between the pages.
00:22:08.800 When I was 14 years old,
00:22:11.060 I was kidnapped and held captive for nine months.
00:22:14.580 I survived, and I've spent my life exploring
00:22:17.280 how other people survive what should have destroyed them.
00:22:21.020 I'm Elizabeth Smart, and these are the Survivor Files. 0.70
00:22:24.560 I just remember this low, taunting voice next to my ear saying, shut up, don't say anything.
00:22:33.080 Every week, I'm with survivors who live through the unthinkable.
00:22:37.340 I knew if he woke up, without a doubt, he was going to hurt me.
00:22:41.900 I started feeling that there was someone at the end of my bed, and I just started screaming.
00:22:49.340 They are abducted, stalked, controlled, and nearly silenced.
00:22:53.160 But these aren't stories about what's taken from them.
00:22:56.820 They're stories about what it takes to make it out alive.
00:23:00.420 Listen to The Survivor Files with Elizabeth Smart on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
00:23:12.120 Let's get right back into it.
00:23:14.620 In this time of COVID, it's been kind of heartbreaking to see the amount of people who have lost their lives to COVID.
00:23:22.120 And yet we have not had any kind of official, you know, large scale memorial for these people.
00:23:30.420 And sometimes it can sort of feel like these people weren't people.
00:23:35.160 They were sort of, you know, numbers or, you know, data points.
00:23:38.780 How can we get to a place where we remember that these were people, they were friends, colleagues, daughters, sisters, loved ones, and not just, you know, another number on the news?
00:23:51.220 I, you know, I wish I knew the answer to that.
00:23:53.840 I mean, I remember early on in the pandemic, you know, I didn't say it out loud to anyone,
00:24:00.700 but to myself, I had said, I really hope that I get through this, not knowing anyone who's
00:24:06.820 personally been severely affected.
00:24:09.120 And that was like this weird internal wish I had for myself.
00:24:12.940 and then when when lanika passed away i was absolutely devastated for days i mean i couldn't
00:24:21.820 stop crying and even now thinking about it it's tremendously sad and to think that we have
00:24:30.580 hundreds of thousands of people who are dying and we just sort of chalk it up to like well at least
00:24:36.680 the infection rate's low and the death rate's low but it if it's even one it's too many i mean
00:24:42.140 these are people and they're, they're important and they have contributions to give to the world.
00:24:47.620 And so I just hope that we can control this soon and that we don't have to lose any more
00:24:54.560 beautiful, inspiring people like Lanika. Yeah. I mean, that was one of the reasons I was so
00:25:01.100 moved by her story because I thought, you know, and obviously one life is too many to lose, but
00:25:08.080 when you look at people and you think all the lives this person could have continued to touch,
00:25:13.980 all of the sort of, you know, generations of people who are missing out on knowing this person,
00:25:20.440 getting mentorship from this person, being inspired by this person, and really taking a
00:25:25.720 bird's eye look at that scale of loss that we can't even calculate. Like, if you can't even
00:25:31.520 really fathom it, to say how many people are going to, you know, could have benefited from
00:25:36.920 knowing her or working with her, learning from her, seeing her. It's just sort of, we'll never
00:25:42.600 know the loss. That's absolutely true. And I think that's why we were all so moved to make sure that
00:25:49.860 there's going to be opportunities for other people to still have some of those experiences, at least
00:25:55.900 to have access to learning what science is and getting hands-on experience through these
00:26:01.720 internships that we're creating, because her legacy is just so impactful. And we want to
00:26:07.180 make sure that even though she can't be there to inspire them, they'll still know about what an
00:26:12.100 amazing woman she was. I'm so grateful that you all are doing this work.
00:26:18.160 Alenika touched so many people's lives that it's such a loss to have her not here anymore.
00:26:24.500 i'm so sorry it's it's it's you know i think that's another thing that really moved me about
00:26:34.920 her story is i was reading an article that said that she always wanted to have this classroom of
00:26:40.240 her own and that she was finally on track to to make that goal a reality and then this happens
00:26:47.300 and it's just so yeah yeah yeah yeah it's somebody who had so many hurdles and none of them stopped
00:26:58.820 her and that is remarkable and every thing she wanted to come true in her life despite the fact
00:27:06.600 that when she first started dreaming of them that was such a far like reach she reached every one
00:27:13.200 of them. And that, to me, just shows the kind of amazing person she was. And she got there
00:27:17.440 not by, like, stepping on others or, you know, throwing other people under the bus. She did it by
00:27:23.140 being a loving, caring, compassionate, dedicated person. Through this scholarship,
00:27:29.760 Lanika's colleagues are using the tragedy of her death to inspire the next generation of girls
00:27:34.560 to fall in love with science, just like Lanika did. What do you hope the scholarship achieves,
00:27:41.640 Like when the scholarship is up and running, what kind of impact do you hope that it has in her name?
00:27:49.840 I know that the young women who will receive this scholarship will benefit immensely, mostly because they'll have an opportunity to continue in her footsteps, right?
00:28:05.100 They'll essentially be the first in their family to do research or to learn how to educate and mentor others.
00:28:13.240 And the most important thing, I think, for us is that we want to make sure that the work Lanika was doing continues, and it continues to impact the next generation of scientists.
00:28:29.040 I have no doubt that it will.
00:28:31.340 Already, I think so many people are moved by her story and her legacy and the work that you and your colleagues and her family are doing to keep that alive.
00:28:39.720 So I'm so grateful that you all are doing that work.
00:28:43.640 lanika isn't really gone not really she'll live on in classrooms wherever little black girls are
00:29:01.020 getting excited about science or bugs or any other subject that she's realizing could be hers to
00:29:06.820 master people like lanika mattered we won't forget about them or the way they shaped our lives
00:29:13.780 Their names won't be forgotten.
00:29:15.580 We won't let them.
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