00:00:26.840So what I think I would say is shift your fear.
00:00:30.000like shift the source of your fear you can be afraid of more children dying and starving to
00:00:37.520death or you can be afraid of your politicians it's shift your fear
00:00:44.800hello i'm rachel gilmore your least favorite person's least favorite journalist welcome to
00:00:55.560Bubble Pub, the show where we talk about some of the biggest headlines and juiciest news tidbits
00:01:00.920so you don't have to doomscroll. I am really excited about today's guest. For those of you
00:01:07.120who have followed my work for a while, you have already seen me report on her badass behavior.
00:01:12.440Kahiso Lesejo Malope is an award-winning indigenous novelist and playwright from South Africa who
00:01:18.580currently lives in Canada. She is an incredibly talented, accomplished writer. But on May 7th
00:01:25.200last year she made headlines for another reason her bravery and the cowardice she encountered as
00:01:31.600a result see kahiso stepped on stage at the politics and the pen gala a glitzy annual
00:01:38.320fundraiser attended by some of the most powerful people in canada and she reminded this room full
00:01:44.480of people with the power to do something about it that children are dying of malnutrition in gaza
00:01:50.960at the time she spoke one in three children in northern gaza under two years of age were
00:01:56.640suffering from acute malnutrition it's horrifying to see that things haven't improved and if
00:02:01.680anything are more dire now a year later because israel has been blocking humanitarian aid from
00:02:08.240entering gaza as kahiso bravely delivered her unscheduled remarks she asked this room full
00:02:14.400of powerful people an incredibly important question take a listen time is coming
00:02:22.160when the world starts to apologize for what is happening and when that time comes
00:02:28.400we will be asked we are the people the world is going to look the world is going to look to us
00:02:38.880response she was heckled including by a committee member for the event at the time
00:02:43.360booed and ultimately after she returned to her seat she was kicked out of the event we need
00:02:49.440more people like kahiso in these powerful rooms and way way fewer of the kinds of people who
00:02:55.840kicked her out her bravery her compassion and her lived experience are just some of the reasons i
00:03:02.160am so excited to have her on the show today kahiso welcome to bubble pop thank you thank you so much
00:03:09.600i'm so excited to have you here um so we first met when you had been kicked out of an event
00:03:16.800because you had the audacity to remind people with the power to do something about it yeah that
00:03:24.880children are starving in gaza it's been a year since that happened how do you feel about that
00:03:31.200day now looking back on it um you know i i wish that i had said more um i feel mostly that i you
00:03:45.760know if given the chance i would say it again and again and again i was scared when i got uh kicked
00:03:54.880out because you just had these like big burly men surrounding you and telling you what to do
00:03:59.920way to go they wouldn't let me go out one exit or the other it was just really scary so that part
00:04:05.840um i have to say like i still look back on that and feel like chills like oh my god i can't believe
00:04:11.520that that happened and also their co-organizer of the event was like really really mad at me and
00:04:17.460came out to like you know tell me like you just stood right next to me you didn't say anything
00:04:22.080um he was very he was livid and then he told he told security like get her out of here you know
00:04:28.260hurry her up and and then of course you and I know he went he later went on to claim that he
00:04:33.340didn't know anything about me being kicked out even though he of course really kicked me out
00:04:37.940but so I think about stuff like that and I think you know I'm somebody who really wants to feel
00:04:46.100like as an as an artist you want to feel like you are being always aware of what's happening
00:04:53.500um always participating in the actions that i needed to that i needed for your time right um
00:05:00.460and i i'm so glad that i said that but i feel as well like yeah i feel chills like oh my god i
00:05:09.580actually got kicked out like that was so scary but overall yeah i feel good about what i said
00:05:14.740um i didn't i didn't you should yeah yeah overall i feel people keep saying to me um
00:05:21.280you were so brave like weren't you scared and I'm like no we were already out of time
00:05:27.000um we were seven months into the genocide we were already out of time the only thing I had to be
00:05:34.120scared of was that the famine was going to continue was that the killings were going to continue
00:05:39.140like that's what I was scared of I wasn't scared of the people in the room it's just like was like
00:05:44.160it wasn't even interesting to me who was like who exactly was in the room you know yeah they later
00:05:49.820found out that like um you know some i think my mark somebody told me that mark carney might have
00:05:56.220been in the room i don't know it wouldn't surprise me yeah yeah because the person said i think you
00:06:02.220know the next leader of the liberal party was in the room and um but i i didn't think about that
00:06:07.740all i was thinking was yo kids are dying of malnutrition we're sitting here it just i was i
00:06:13.820felt more and more agitated as i like because you arrived an hour before i felt angrier and angrier
00:06:20.380just like walking around and seeing the food and seeing that you know everyone's so jolly
00:06:27.980and networking and i thought seven months into this and yeah so i when i went up i thought you
00:06:35.260know i'm gonna talk about it and then i'm gonna get off stage and people are gonna say you know
00:06:38.860i'm gonna sit at my table and you know we're gonna start talking like people are gonna talk
00:06:43.820and it's gonna you know bring it into the room bring the moment into the room yeah that's not
00:06:49.180what happened obviously yeah i yeah how did you feel when like the first boos and heckles started
00:06:57.500hitting like how did you feel in that moment when that was the response from these people who were
00:07:02.460having these like in this expensive room with these fancy meals yeah we're booing you talking
00:07:08.300about malnutrition in gaza mad drunk like they were drunk out of their minds really oh my god0.90
00:07:14.580that's just so yeah they were like they were crazy drunk um one reporter told me after he
00:07:20.740investigated he was like well he was actually in the room and he was like oh my god so many of them
00:07:24.920were just crazy drunk because people do that they go to this event and they get crazy drunk before
00:07:29.020the event starts there's a lot of food a lot of booze yeah um when the booze came i i felt
00:07:36.840um i felt like myself i felt like i'm a township chick like i can handle a few boos i can i can
00:07:49.520handle this i've lived through so much worse than people booing me you know and so i think there was
00:07:56.340that part of me that like south african like freedom fighter parents part of me was coming
00:08:02.760out the more they booed the more i was like i actually have something to say and i'm not leaving
00:08:07.080until i say something so i didn't feel i didn't feel worried at all i just felt like i was meeting
00:08:12.360them like face to face yeah yeah and you know i i started to ask you this before we started recording
00:08:19.120and i was like oh my god i need to ask you this for the actual like podcast but you know did you
00:08:25.340go in because you you worded so much of this like perfectly like asking that integral question like
00:08:34.200what did you do with your power you will be asked that um that was incredible like it's just so
00:08:40.560obvious you're a writer you know but i um i wanted to ask you like did you plan that or like how much
00:08:49.840of that did you just come up with on the spot yeah I actually when I got that email inviting
00:08:58.200me to the event I thought I actually what I'm going to do is I'm going to refuse the invitation
00:09:04.320I'm going to write them an email and say thank you for inviting me but I am not going to come
00:09:09.380because of who is hosting the event but also I'm surprised that we're having this event in the
00:09:14.220middle of a genocide and then I thought you know I had a friend who kept saying to me you should
00:09:19.360come and I was like I don't think I'm gonna go and she was like come I'll be your date
00:09:23.200so finally I was like you know never resist a good opportunity to get dressed up
00:09:30.100and you looked great that girl I'm like girl just get dressed up and then go and then have those
00:09:40.760discussions you know at the table and talk to people you know and then I went um and I also
00:09:46.840naively thought this these discussions are going to be happening and you're going to be missing out
00:09:51.260so i went but i was saying i was sitting on the terrace and i was like oh my god this is
00:09:56.840this is just absolutely abominable this should not be happening and then i thought of a few
00:10:02.120things and the thing is i actually you know i had the numbers in my head like how many deaths so far
00:10:08.340how many because i was gonna write that email of these are how since you know like this is how many
00:10:13.800people have died this is how much children are starving this is you know where the war is right
00:10:18.660now um so that's all I had and then I was like girl like you can actually speak to these people
00:10:25.360directly if you speak to only the people at your table what good is that gonna do so I went on the
00:10:30.220stage and I and I said and I was and I was sitting there going like when we were out on the terrace
00:10:35.320I was like I'm gonna say something I'm gonna say something and I'm not you know I'm not I'm not
00:10:40.320telling anybody that i'm gonna say it because i think they'll block me or something you know
00:10:44.020so i went up and i only knew that i was gonna say the numbers and say the numbers and say
00:10:50.560i hope you enjoy your meal but this is you know there's a famine happening like this is what's
00:10:55.780happening and thank you for having me on stage but you know they they brought a fight they're
00:11:01.920the people who like started like they started a fight with their booing they called me a nazi
00:11:07.300and I you know they were just disgusting like they were mean yeah and and I thought we're so
00:11:16.940you know this is a room full of power and that's what you're doing and that's when I said like
00:11:23.580we're gonna be asked what we did at this time like this is this is a question that's coming our way
00:11:28.780and this was my like that's when that came out I did not have that line like before but it's
00:11:34.560always in my head like we're the world is gonna ask us what we did at this moment in history
00:11:42.160because the world is asking germany what they did in that moment they're asking people you know i
00:11:47.820i've had holocaust survivors in my life who were very close to me who kept saying you know where
00:11:54.440were our neighbors and what was everybody doing and i think everybody asked this question about
00:11:59.780every place like rwanda you know everybody asked what were the neighbors doing the people who
00:12:06.820the government was protecting right and um you know post apartheid south africa all these white
00:12:14.580south africans started saying oh you know we did this and we fought and blah blah blah blah and
00:12:21.380i've always had that question in mind like when this ends when these events end end and we've
00:12:28.420been part of them the one question that keeps coming up i'm and i'm surprised partly that my
00:12:35.220statement was that you know i mean i know it's powerful but that it was that surprising because
00:12:41.620that's all we ever do after these atrocities is ask what was everybody else what were they doing
00:12:47.780and then i realized like my god these are exactly the people who need this question but yeah that
00:12:54.020that was the only part of the speech that was not planned is me asking like what are we gonna do
00:12:58.900with the power we have you know yeah yeah and it's and it's interesting that like in a way
00:13:06.020you had an immediate moment of an answer i mean to what the neighbors did because in that moment
00:13:13.220you were a person speaking out and people were either heckling you or silent like was there any
00:13:18.660solidarity in that room that you sensed or was it i i think i heard there was a few people who kind
00:13:24.420of cheered was that is that correct when i at the very end when i said that part the people who
00:13:31.380cheered um but when i got off the stage um um one of the people who was whose book was shortlisted
00:13:41.540uh astra astra taylor astra taylor when i walked yeah walked off stage she stood up and she came
00:13:50.420to me and she like shook my hand like really hard and was like thank you thank you thank you so much
00:13:54.900thank you for saying something um and i met her a year late not a year later a few months later
00:14:01.060at us we were doing cbc ideas last year and she she then i can that because i i was so frazzled
00:14:08.740then i like yeah she was like i was the person who said i was like yeah
00:14:14.100and then she said i was gonna say something if my book won but she was like but then i didn't get to
00:14:19.220so um she was the one person who i went back to my table and i started to sit down and everybody
00:14:26.340at my table was glaring at me they were so angry and then i was told to get up because you talked
00:14:35.300about children suffering from malnutrition i just it's so galling i was that's how you were treated
00:14:41.940yeah i was ruining their meal that's really oh my god yeah yeah and sorry you were gonna say and
00:14:48.580then uh well and then i was i was asked to get my things and leave and and i was like oh for
00:14:55.860for like a split second i was like oh am i getting moved from these people because they're angry and
00:15:00.820being moved to a different table oh my god yeah and no one no one stepped in to stop that
00:15:09.940not a single person um adrian hairwood who is a friend of mine um he met me outside it was really
00:15:21.060kind of a mess like you know there was so many people around me um the people not the guests
00:15:26.660but you know there was him and he kept asking security who has um who has made this this this
00:15:34.820request or this decision like who is demanding that she leave and they kept saying it's private
00:15:39.940so it's a private it's a private matter it's a private matter so they wouldn't answer him yeah
00:15:46.420yeah but he gave me the most support that night yeah i'm glad you got some support because it's
00:15:53.620It's I think that that was one of the things that struck me the most beyond just like the badassery of your actions was was looking in this room full, full of like our most powerful people, full of the people who shape our conversations, whether it be through journalism, through art, through politics.
00:16:16.100the fact that so many of them were such cowards in the face of injustice and I think that that
00:16:22.500explains a lot about our world that and none of it's pretty so I'm glad that there were little
00:16:27.380rays of light in that darkness yeah I mean that that's what kept I kept being struck by that when
00:16:34.180I was leaving and I think I said to the reporter from the Hill Times like I just said that children
00:16:39.160were starving and and these people are upset with me because I said children were starving like I
00:16:45.160i honestly in my heart did not understand that that could be a controversial thing to say
00:16:53.100yeah that there is starvation like i didn't i i i'm very radical okay so i there are things that
00:17:01.960i could have said yeah that i could have said about what's actually happening i could have
00:17:08.360talked about that i could have talked about all kinds of things about people you know how this is
00:17:13.080not uh a new thing that's happening to palestinians i could have said that but i didn't i
00:17:17.720actually even went to the extent of saying how many israelis have died you know it's like i and
00:17:23.240i said to them i'm actually combining the number i'm telling you how many israelis and palestinians
00:17:27.880are dying combination income you know combined yeah i don't know yeah it didn't make a difference
00:17:34.840to them it's and i think that that's sort of one of the hardest parts to swallow right um and i
00:17:41.000did want to ask you in light of that i mean i you know today in gaza it's a year later
00:17:47.960the atrocities have just kept piling up the genocide is just carrying on um israel has been
00:17:55.560depriving gaza of humanitarian aid which as i understand it is a war crime so you know um
00:18:03.640and it's starting to trickle in now as of like the last 24 hours but barely and it's not enough and
00:18:09.560I guess I just wanted to ask you, if you were standing on that stage again today in front of that group of people who you asked, you know, what will you do effectively?
00:18:22.160What will you have done with your power?
00:18:23.900Like, what would you say to that room of politicians, journalists, all of these people, if you had that microphone today?
00:43:51.980land we had our land stolen you don't have land and when you don't have land you don't really
00:43:56.760have much of a um much protection in you know in your own country so this is what the whole
00:44:03.840african uh you know genocide thing is is fueled by the it's fueled by knowing that the land needs0.58
00:44:14.780to be returned to people the land needs to be redistributed redistributed you get someone like0.53
00:44:20.520Elon Musk who you know says that there is a genocide what Elon Musk understands is that his
00:44:27.300family probably still has a stake in where the land goes in South Africa he knows that
00:44:33.660if if black people actually do get what they're asking for then a lot of white people are going
00:44:43.760to be very very very unhappy and they imagine disadvantaged disadvantaged and that's just not
00:44:49.860truth yeah so anytime you hear um the other thing that's happened in south africa is a lot of people
00:44:56.340have started a lot of white people are insisting and there's a whole movement where they want to
00:45:00.580be called african and you need to understand what i would like the world to understand is that
00:45:06.980whenever people are talking about um white people being called african or white people being killed
00:45:14.820or all of that all that is is a response to the land back movement so i think that that needs to
00:45:22.900be at the top of everybody's head like you need to ask well what is happening with land why are
00:45:29.300apartheid laws still you know supporting the white population which is only like 20 of the population
00:45:37.540why are all those still working for them and yeah why do they have a town they have land0.88
00:45:44.820That's what they have. And this is all in response to us saying we want the land back.
00:45:51.820It's a really helpful framework for understanding the issues coming out of South Africa, particularly for those of us who don't have a huge understanding of the internal politics.
00:46:02.820So it's really helpful to have that baseline to root it back in, that it's a resistance to returning land at the end of the day.
00:46:13.820day um yeah i you know i think that one thing i'm really valuing in this conversation is because
00:46:21.180you're a writer you're you you do a really good job of just like taking ideas and just like wording
00:46:27.340them in ways that are such your communicator like you're wording things in a way that like
00:46:33.100just makes sense right and um one thing that you said of writing um is and i'm gonna quote you here
00:46:40.300so i'm sorry if i'm making you shy but you said of writing um that quote you carry stories inside
00:46:47.580for so long it's very important to get them out it's a big release and i i wanted to just before
00:46:55.420we wrap things up ask you about that because the world feels like it's getting crueler these days
00:47:02.860and i think that makes telling these stories that we carry more important than ever what
00:47:09.500is the role and responsibility of writers and the people consuming writing in this time that we're
00:47:17.420living through i think we need to be fully engaged with what's happening in our world i think that's
00:47:27.420always the case for all artists um and journalists we need to be um informing right we need to always
00:47:36.540been forming but i think for storytellers specifically we need to be recording what's
00:47:43.980happening we need because storytelling is a way of recording what you know what the world is
00:47:50.540experiencing in your time but i also think that storytelling is a map so we need to be drawing a
00:47:58.460map um of where we come from where we are and where we're potentially going so that future
00:48:06.140generations can then trace back their, you know, the roots of what, you know, what the world has
00:48:11.660been. And we need to always, I'm very, I became very interested in maps, if you, you know, even
00:48:19.600when I was a child, but maps really tell us what our world is and what it looks like. And you, you,
00:48:27.760you get to, when you, when you read maps, to know who does and doesn't get to be written on a map,
00:48:34.800right like there are you know you get you know get the city of ottawa for example you get the city of
00:48:43.520you know vancouver or whatever but you don't get the reds right like you don't know where the
00:48:49.360indigenous people live that's not on the canadian map and i think the role of the storyteller
00:48:55.760is to give a full picture of the map and you get to say yes there was a genocide but you also have
00:49:03.360to say and then there were these powerful people who didn't do anything about it and then give a
00:49:09.280full picture of the map instead of you know because because people are in danger of being erased
00:49:17.360of maps and i think so i think that's the rule of storytelling at this point yeah that's very good
00:49:25.520um advice too for i think uh anyone reading those stories should make sure that they're also
00:49:32.240prioritizing ensuring that the stories that they're informing themselves with
00:49:37.440provide a fuller picture of that map right yeah um so kahisa i think that's basically everything
00:49:45.280i wanted to ask you you've been so generous with your time um but before i wrap things up is there
00:49:51.520anything that you wanted to say about the topics that we touched on today or anything else that
00:49:56.080you didn't get the chance to say through the questions i just wanted to kind of give you the
00:49:59.920floor if there's nothing that's fine too but just if there's anything you wanted to say i just want
00:50:04.000to give you the floor yeah i think i really want um just for my part and what happened at politics
00:50:12.480in the pen i think i really would like what i really would like people to take away from that
00:50:18.080is that our voices are just as powerful as the people we put in power and people have to stop
00:50:25.440saying that weren't you scared asking weren't you scared um it's too late for us to be scared
00:50:33.520we have already wasted a lot of time what we should be really really afraid of is these
00:50:40.640atrocities these human rights violations continuing i think so what i think i would say is shift your
00:50:48.240fear like shift the source of your fear you can be afraid of more children dying and starving to death
00:50:56.880or you can be afraid of your politicians it's shift your fear decide what what you know
00:51:06.480decide what you're gonna be more afraid of yeah shift your fear that's you keep having these
00:51:15.000little one-liners that just like i just sit with them and anyways it's just it's been such a great
00:51:20.500conversation kahizo thank you so much for sharing your knowledge and taking this time um i'm sure
00:51:27.740that people after listening to you will want to keep up with you so would you mind letting them
00:51:33.060know where they can find you on social media or what they can read from you even if there's
00:51:39.500anything you want to promote just you have the floor thank you so much rachel of course i really
00:51:44.880had such a great conversation with you and you know thoughtful thoughtful questions lead to
00:51:51.360thoughtful answers i think that's really kind thank you i really appreciate it um yeah so uh
00:52:00.340all my books can be found in all bookstores and if you don't find the book and because they're
00:52:06.240usually like a lower stock so if you don't find a book just ask your local bookseller um not indigo
00:52:14.220yeah your local your local independent bookstore please ask them to order the books if you don't
00:52:22.760have them and look out for my next novel which is coming out on my birthday
00:52:30.160that's january right january yeah it's called we inherit the fire and it's about a woman who was
00:52:41.520who is a former political prisoner in apartheid south africa and being a mother and struggling
00:52:48.280with motherhood as a former prisoner and um and her child is growing up in a time when apartheid
00:52:55.520ending so it's like her child is growing up at a time when the things that she fought for are now
00:53:01.160being realized oh that sounds fantastic um and are you on any socials that you want people to
00:53:08.120be able to follow you on or i'm really only on instagram so it's kahiso san uh it's at kahiso
00:53:16.980so k-a-g-i-s-o-s-a-n yeah perfect and i will have that in the show notes for you guys too
00:53:24.440so you can find all the links and everything okay so thank you again this was a total pleasure
00:53:30.040um i really appreciate your time thank you rachel
00:53:33.320thank you for listening to this episode of bubble pop i'm rachel gilmore your least favorite
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00:54:05.300under the artist's name hans that's a lowercase h with an exclamation mark thanks again for spending
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00:54:16.500i just i need to thank you every time because this is literally my dream job
00:54:22.500and you make it possible. So thank you, and I'll see you next time.