For The Wild - July 27, 2022


Dr. JAMAICA HEOLIMELEIKALANI OSARIO on Reclaiming Aloha ⧸297

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00:00:00.000 Hello, and welcome to For the Wild podcast. I'm Ayanna Young. Today I'm speaking with Dr. Jamaica.
00:00:11.420 Our stories go back to darkness. We are much, much older, much, much more sophisticated
00:00:17.360 than this strange society we live in. And the only way we get to live in that beauty again
00:00:25.780 is if we have the courage to see beyond now if we have the faith in the teachings of our ancestors
00:00:33.880 to see beyond and create beyond now
00:00:36.920 dr jamaica heioli malakalani azorio is a kanaka maoli wahine artist activist scholar born and
00:00:49.840 raised in Palola, O'ahu. 0.78
00:00:52.180 Haoli earned her PhD in English, Hawaiian literature, in 2018 from the University of
00:00:57.300 Hawaii at Manoa.
00:00:59.040 Currently, Haoli is an assistant professor of indigenous and native Hawaiian politics
00:01:03.580 at the University of Hawaii at Manoa.
00:01:06.600 Haoli is a three-time national poetry champion, poetry mentor, and a published author.
00:01:12.240 She is a proud past Kaipuni student, Ford Fellow, and a graduate of Kamehameha, Stanford
00:01:19.440 University BA and New York University MA. Her book, Remembering Our Intimacies, Mo Olilo,
00:01:27.500 Aloha Aina, and EA, was published this fall with University of Minnesota Press.
00:01:38.200 Well, Jamaica, thank you so much for joining us today. I would just really love for you to
00:01:45.840 introduce yourself a bit further, however you see fit, or perhaps share a poem if you feel called
00:01:52.340 to. Okay, well, aloha mai kakou, o wauno o Jamaica, heo li mali kalani osorio. I was born and raised
00:02:01.040 on the island of Oahu in the Palolo Valley. I'm a native Hawaiian artist, wahine woman, queer person,
00:02:10.960 poet, professor, scholar, educator, storyteller. I come from a beautiful, large family that most of
00:02:20.760 our family actually grew up on another island, the island of Hawaii, in the malu of Mauna Awaakea.
00:02:26.980 But these days, a lot of us live on Oahu, and me and my partner and our newborn child,
00:02:34.280 she's three weeks old yesterday, along with my parents and my two sisters and brother,
00:02:39.900 We all live in Wahiawa. Most people know me outside of my own profession as a poet and a
00:02:45.080 performer. But these days, I spend much more of my time working directly with students at the
00:02:50.180 University of Hawaii. I teach Native Hawaiian and Indigenous politics at our university. And I am
00:02:56.640 what I consider to be a longtime Hawaiian activist and Kia'i protector. And those things really
00:03:02.700 inform pretty much everything about my life. And since you asked, I guess I could share a poem.
00:03:07.940 I know I was asked to prepare if I wanted to share a poem, and I didn't really think about it, but now I want to.
00:03:13.940 And this poem was written in what we say in the malu of Mauna Awaakea, in the shade and protection of Mauna Awaakea, in 2019, July of 2019, when thousands of us Native Hawaiians and our comrades had gathered to block the movement of construction vehicles up to the summit of our sacred mountain.
00:03:34.940 And I joined a number of other people who lived there at the semi-permanent encampment, kind of committing to not leave until the construction vehicles left.
00:03:47.140 And so this poem is about that time on the Mauna.
00:03:49.720 And this is also about the time when I met my partner and fell in love and now have this beautiful life that I have now. 0.86
00:03:57.540 ask me about the mauna and i will tell you about 30 kanaka huddled shivering in an empty parking 0.79
00:04:05.300 lot praying the lahui would answer the call i will tell you about two nights spent caught
00:04:11.160 sleeping directly under a sky scattered in stars in air so clear every inhale is medicine
00:04:18.360 how every morning i woke to a lahui growing as if we were watching maui fish us one by one from the
00:04:25.100 see. Ask me about the Mauna and I will tell you how on the third
00:04:29.180 morning I watched this 30 became 100, then 100 became 1000, then
00:04:33.380 1000 became us all each and every one of our Akua standing
00:04:37.100 beside us. Ask me about the Mauna and I will tell you the
00:04:41.580 mo'olalo of eight people chained to a cattle grate and the
00:04:45.220 kukua who sat beside us how we were never alone in the malu of
00:04:49.220 the Mauna how no one is ever alone in the malu of the Mauna
00:04:53.520 ask me and i will tell you about the hands i held through the blistering cold and extreme heat how
00:04:58.480 i learned love from the subtle tilt of her temple pressed against mine or the solemn promise of her
00:05:03.840 eyes how the evening before i braided prayers into her hair hoping they would hold ask me
00:05:11.680 and i will recount their names all 38 kupuna one after the other who showed us moopuna how to stand
00:05:17.840 how i wept and wept and wept as i quietly held their names in my chest ask me and i will sing
00:05:24.000 the song of our monowahine linked arms and unafraid who stood in the face of a promise of
00:05:28.880 sound cannons and mace ask me and i will tell you i have been transformed here but i won't have the
00:05:36.320 words to quite explain i will say i do not know exactly who i will be when this ends i don't know
00:05:43.760 exactly who we will be when this ends but at the very least i'll know that this aina
00:05:52.000 did everything it could to feed me that will be enough to keep me standing
00:06:04.160 that's my poem
00:06:04.880 Oh, wow. What a way to start this conversation. I am left very stilled and chilled. And
00:06:19.300 I'm just catching myself. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for sharing that and hearing your
00:06:28.540 passion behind each word and your inflection was just
00:06:34.020 left me in a state so hopefully I can get myself together enough to keep going you know we got to
00:06:44.200 start with the deep stuff right go right into it right into the people as my people would say
00:06:48.500 right into the center well to continue going deep into the center i'd like to ask you about
00:06:59.760 polina as explored in your most recent book remembering our intimacies and for listeners
00:07:07.180 who are unfamiliar i'm going to share a passage from your dissertation remembering upina of
00:07:13.920 intimacies, wherein you write, quote, if relationships are about intimacies, then this
00:07:20.700 dissertation is also about considering the many forms intimacy can take, and how certain
00:07:26.600 relationships and intimacies are pursued and practiced. Some intimacies are realized through
00:07:32.560 sex, some through experiencing together a sunrise or a cold rain, some through the simple yet
00:07:38.940 important act of sharing names especially in the face of a settler colonial project that has worked
00:07:45.120 towards punishing mocking or eliminating certain forms and practices of intimacy it is important
00:07:52.280 that this project take intimacy seriously in its many shape-shifting forms end quote
00:07:58.820 and i'm just particularly struck by this notion of shape-shifting intimacy you know intimacy that
00:08:08.800 is expansive. So I'd love if you could begin by sharing how limiting our colonial understanding
00:08:15.920 of intimacy is, and non-comparable, the abundant nature of a pre-colonial intimacy.
00:08:26.240 Absolutely. Such a great question and really well-timed because this is exactly what we were
00:08:31.060 talking about in my classes this morning. So I should be fresh. I'll talk a little bit about
00:08:36.000 this from the perspective of a native hawaiian wahine queer person and scholar who spends a lot
00:08:41.760 of time uh thinking about how our cultural norms have been transformed uh erased policed via you
00:08:52.080 know colonialism and belligerent occupation and a lot of this is can be really easily related to
00:09:00.400 one particular word in hawaii that that a lot of people not even just hawaiians but a lot of people
00:09:04.960 seem to have some kind of familiar familiarity with and that's that word is aloha and as as you
00:09:11.660 folks might know aloha has such a grand audience right everyone almost everyone's heard the word
00:09:18.360 before but very few people actually know what it means and so many people are invested in a
00:09:23.560 particular defining of aloha these days in hawaii that definition is crafted to sell a product
00:09:30.360 and that product is hawaii right this place is the product and we and our culture and our practices
00:09:36.020 are a part of that product and it it generates massive wealth for a small number of people who
00:09:42.280 have no kuleana no responsibility or authority in hawaii but that's also part of a much larger
00:09:49.060 problem so before as some might say in kava oivi vale the time of just the natives right before
00:09:56.520 the arrival of people like captain cook and all his homies and then of course the abcfm mission
00:10:02.200 my people practice a really as you say expansive practice of aloha and intimacy and care we were
00:10:10.380 not heteronormative by any stretch of the imagination we did not practice compulsory
00:10:15.180 monogamy or compulsory heteronormativity we practice what folks like uh who's a brilliant
00:10:23.340 Hawaiian scholar. She calls it moi aku moi moi, the sleeping here or there. And there were a lot of
00:10:30.260 things about Hawaiian society that were heavily regulated and spiritually regulated, but pleasure
00:10:37.540 was never one of them. There was no expectation for you to have one partner of a particular sex.
00:10:43.100 In fact, the only expectation there was is that you enter into consensual relationships and that
00:10:48.540 you respect those relationships and you respect whatever boundaries you set up with the people
00:10:53.260 you are in relation to. And that's important because those pilina, those intimacies we shared
00:10:58.820 between people, we shared them in that way because it was also reflected in the aina, in the land,
00:11:04.380 in that which fed us. We learned how to give each other pleasure through pleasuring the land or
00:11:09.700 through watching our other than human kin pleasure each other or the land. You know, a great example
00:11:16.520 is watching a manu'o'o, a honey creeper, sip the nectar of a lehua blossom. That teaches us about
00:11:23.960 giving pleasure to women, that we see ourselves as a part of aina, a part of land and a part of
00:11:30.520 creation. But of course, a lot of that changes with the coming of foreigners. The first kind of 0.98
00:11:36.020 wave of that change, of course, is with Captain Cook and these early, early arriving Europeans 0.99
00:11:42.700 and their interest in buying sex essentially buying women um and of course that changes the 0.99
00:11:51.500 way we think about about intimacy it changes the way we think about consent it changes the way
00:11:56.060 and all of that comes with all kinds of problems around disease and death and so even the the early
00:12:03.300 hawaiian kingdom is having to reckon with our norms around intimacy are no longer safe for us
00:12:09.420 because we are dying from these venereal diseases that we never had here because these 1.00
00:12:14.920 dirty haole men are coming here and sleeping with women when they know that they're sick 1.00
00:12:19.120 so that's like the first wave but what becomes actually a much more powerful wave of influence 0.96
00:12:24.680 is in the 1820s when the missionaries arrived in hawaii and when the early first missionaries
00:12:29.660 arrived in hawaii they one of the rules for these missionaries is that they had to be married
00:12:35.380 so many of these missionaries from boston went out and found wives so that they could come on
00:12:40.300 this mission and that's really important because an essential part of what they came to teach
00:12:44.940 was what it means to be in a virtuous relationship what it means to be a virtuous person
00:12:51.100 to be close to god and so on and so forth and so when they come to hawaii
00:12:57.960 they start to import really particular ideas about what what kinds of intimacy are appropriate
00:13:06.760 and what need to be policed out or mocked or removed and here is where we see this really
00:13:12.360 drastic transformation in the way that we conceive of our ohana our what some may call families and
00:13:18.600 we go from these really expansive practices of pilina multiple partners um you know no such
00:13:25.480 thing as an illegitimate child uh our ohana expand beyond the nuclear to these very rigid practices
00:13:35.720 of what a family is and some people may think like okay well this is only having a a really
00:13:40.840 small influence it's just on the family um but if you think about the way that my ancestors used to
00:13:46.600 practice ohana and you think about the fact that we didn't have words for auntie and uncle that
00:13:52.120 everyone in the generation above us was makua was a parent and everyone in our generation was a
00:13:58.040 sibling when you look at the way christian christian um christian ideas around around
00:14:06.920 intimacy and relationships what they really did is they reduced us into these really
00:14:11.000 isolated households and that had a really tremendous effect on how we lived with each
00:14:17.000 other but also how we live with our land and so when we when we talk about this more expansive
00:14:22.280 practice of aloha whether it is you know two wahine um seeking pleasure from each other or
00:14:28.520 two kane two women two men seeking pleasure from each other or multiple women and men or people
00:14:33.480 who do not fit anywhere near this very strange gender binary seeking pleasure with each other
00:14:39.320 in ways that are ethical and then reflecting the intimacy of our land with each other
00:14:47.000 When we talk about that, we not only make room for so many more of us who have kind of been cast aside by society really intentionally, we also recognize that the way that Hawaiians and other Native people, this is, I'll speak for Hawaiians only, but I know from conversations with other Native people that there's lots of resonance here.
00:15:08.220 That the way that our people have been removed from our land, displaced from our land, alienated from our land, that happened at the same time that they were removing us from each other, displacing us from each other, alienating us from each other.
00:15:23.860 So when we talk about, as Hawaiians, as Native people, when we talk about nation building, when we talk about governance, when we talk about land back, we also need to be talking about how do we come back to each other?
00:15:38.220 Because it is those intimate practices of pleasure and consent and desire that actually create a different world that we can live in, right?
00:15:48.260 So we're not just talking about, a lot of people like this conversation because they like the sexy stuff, but we're not just talking about who's sleeping with who.
00:15:55.480 We're talking about the most intimate ways that we all relate to everyone around us, which means we're talking about how we make community, which means we're talking about how we govern, right?
00:16:07.380 Which means we're talking about what world we're going to live in.
00:16:11.140 And so, you know, my work and my research takes a really close look at some gorgeous and sexy and exciting examples of other ways we've lived before this strange world that said the only real love is the one that exists in the imagination of the Bible.
00:16:29.780 and and it asks us or it reminds us that it hasn't always been like this which means it doesn't have
00:16:39.620 to be like this forever and we have so many examples of other ways we can live so why not
00:16:45.080 we just do that instead why not topple capitalism why not topple patriarchy why not burn so much of
00:16:53.600 this, to the ground, and start again, with something that not only is more authentic to
00:17:00.800 who we are, but will also give life back to the earth, give life back to that which feeds
00:17:07.660 us and give purpose back to our lives. And that is what that is the aloha that the Hawaii
00:17:15.660 tourism economy doesn't want you to know about that the state of Hawaii doesn't want you
00:17:20.100 to know about certainly the united states of america does not want you to know about because
00:17:24.480 that kind of aloha is radical and will inspire intergenerate and has already inspired intergenerational
00:17:33.300 revolutionary movements for change and we just need more and more of our people to know these
00:17:39.400 stories and know these songs and and believe in them and and have faith in themselves once again
00:17:44.000 to change the world bringing it again wow okay this is just such a
00:17:56.880 rich and embodied conversation already and i'm just so particularly drawn to the way
00:18:08.140 in which you describe nets of intimacy, which shows reverence for our inextricable connections
00:18:15.480 to one another. And I'm thinking back to a recent conversation I had with a dear sis,
00:18:22.060 Nidia Alicia, who spoke to something similar as well, pointing out that our understanding of
00:18:28.040 self-care is somewhat of a fallacy if it doesn't recognize that our care is actually found in the
00:18:34.580 care of each other. Unfortunately, this past year and a half, almost two years now, I think has
00:18:42.560 shown us how dominant society refuses to acknowledge our collective health, opting to
00:18:48.780 fight for a very hallowed understanding of freedom. So I wonder if you could share any reflections you
00:18:55.800 have right now on nets of intimacy and collective well-being versus individual desire.
00:19:02.140 for sure such a great and important question especially right now but i think always for us
00:19:09.160 to come back to as a kanaka mauli as a native hawaiian i am constantly reminded that there is
00:19:15.780 no such thing as the individual that i as an individual do not ever exist outside of my
00:19:22.480 relationships to those to everything that is around me and to pretend that i could exist outside
00:19:28.980 of relation. It's not only really strange, but it also just sounds really lonely. Like,
00:19:34.420 I don't understand why people would want to live that way. And so this is another thing we learned
00:19:39.080 via colonialism, right? This really ingrained individualistic idea of what it means to move
00:19:46.720 in the world. When we think about upenna, these nets, these fishnets of intimacy,
00:19:53.000 that that metaphor is really important because it shows us how every relationship we enter into
00:19:59.660 connects us to other relationships and and in the book i i use the example of this really important
00:20:05.640 the moolalo and i talk about this one wahine this one woman who um she has multiple female
00:20:15.080 intimate partners and multiple male intimate partners and many of these partners even if they
00:20:19.660 haven't met each other refer to each other as intimate partners to themselves and so this whole
00:20:26.560 new world opens up when you really sit in the truthful understanding that to enter into any
00:20:33.580 relationship means if I love you I have to love everyone who loves you I have to love everyone you
00:20:39.580 love and not only do I have to love them but I have to be accountable to them and now my capacity
00:20:46.580 for pleasure is certainly exponentially compounded, but my capacity for responsibility
00:20:53.720 and accountability skyrockets. I have to always see myself as a part of this larger collective.
00:20:59.460 And if I fail to do that, my actions not only harm myself, they harm the collective.
00:21:05.040 And so when we look at something like, you know, this very strange
00:21:08.900 understanding of freedom and individual pursuit of freedom and rights, I have to remind my own
00:21:19.160 people that freedom is not a Hawaiian value. It is not something we ever valued as a people.
00:21:25.880 This idea that you have these natural rights you were born with that don't come with a
00:21:32.660 responsibility that don't come with a with with another side of that coin our language makes this
00:21:39.100 very clear the word kuleana the word for right the word for authority is also our word for
00:21:46.460 responsibility there is no such thing as one without the other they are always in relationship
00:21:50.820 to each other and so i i like to from a from a hawaiian perspective i like to remind folks that
00:21:56.400 you know these western values are the values that brought us to this moment are the values that
00:22:01.480 put us in this situation they are not going to be the values that are going to help us survive
00:22:07.680 let alone help us thrive in life again so when we think about self-care and and collective care
00:22:16.380 when we think about our kulena to the world around us i i like to center that idea that none of us
00:22:25.560 walk on this planet alone that every step you take has an impact and that shouldn't that shouldn't
00:22:33.400 deter us from from trying to move the world that shouldn't deter us from trying to change the world
00:22:39.400 but it should certainly remind us that the things we say matter that people are listening that the
00:22:48.920 actions i take on or don't take on will have a compounding effect and so when you're living in
00:22:53.000 in a time like this, when you're living in the middle of a pandemic, the greatest, worst pandemic
00:23:01.280 any of us living have seen, and there are people around you who are worried about
00:23:07.140 their rights and their freedom.
00:23:15.780 There's got to be another part of ourselves that reminds us that
00:23:22.740 what is the value of rights and freedom if we don't have each other because you know perhaps
00:23:28.580 perhaps it is possible for an individual to get out of this situation alive without thinking about
00:23:36.160 others but it is not possible for all of us to get out of this alive without thinking about each
00:23:40.980 other and there are too many of us who do not have the power resources or influence to protect
00:23:47.980 ourselves for any of us to be taking that lightly and so you know without me just getting too
00:23:54.860 overly scolding the world i i just want to remind us that we need to look a little deeper into
00:23:59.820 ourselves especially especially as kanaka as native as hawaiians and as native people that
00:24:05.820 when we when we take on the pride of calling ourselves native that that comes with a
00:24:10.940 responsibility and that means we have to really think critically about the values we bring into
00:24:15.020 the world and one of the things that i've learned from from our stories from our history and from
00:24:21.740 my ancestors both the ones who are still here and the ones who have long returned to the realm of
00:24:27.260 pull to darkness um is that there's nothing more important than our relationship to each other
00:24:33.820 no individual desire of mine could be more important than the health and well-being of
00:24:38.300 the lahui and and so many of our people have experienced devastating losses like this in the
00:24:44.620 past in in our own history we lost 90 of our population due to to diseases that we didn't
00:24:51.660 have immunities for some of those diseases are ones that we didn't have vaccines for at the time
00:24:57.260 but have vaccines for today and so there's also this other intergenerational trauma around how do we
00:25:04.300 How do we really respect the loss that our ancestors went through and live in this moment
00:25:14.580 in a way with intention as Native people who recognize that, especially for those of us
00:25:24.200 who believe in protecting the land, that protecting the land means protecting each other, and
00:25:28.360 the two go hand in hand.
00:25:31.940 So we begin there.
00:25:34.300 i think the names of the faces have been silenced and erased
00:25:41.100 from history's recorded time and place as we step back to our ancestors
00:25:46.140 parents through the trees rivers and the sacred fire we find that the people in the land
00:25:53.820 are one and the same and that the spirit and the blood of our ancestors are within us and we shall
00:25:59.740 I'll never, never die.
00:26:02.440 I'm going home, I'm going home.
00:26:11.240 You're a guarantee of us, I live my soul.
00:26:18.240 Creator, I'm reaching out to you.
00:26:25.240 Tell them from the other side
00:26:30.200 That they are alive within my soul
00:26:35.840 Return their paths and run through my veins
00:26:41.300 Return the land and heal the pain in the root
00:26:46.700 Tell the world the food where it comes from
00:26:50.680 I'm going home
00:26:54.100 Oh, and only your devil is carved in my soul
00:27:02.400 And real and real angel are to you
00:27:08.980 River noose, river and sewer land
00:27:14.080 Where my great grand brother sleeps
00:27:16.720 Under the earth as the moon of the summer sea
00:27:24.100 I feel like the more I learn, the more of what you're speaking to is the priority for climate
00:27:33.940 justice, for environmental justice. We can't get out of being relational. There's no solution
00:27:43.020 that we're going to stumble upon or invent or some technology that's going to be found
00:27:50.440 that will be more important than relationships so yeah I'm I'm so there with you and I've I feel
00:28:00.440 like I've just been in a huge process of embodying that knowledge in a way that I didn't know was
00:28:08.740 possible so I'm I'm just really happy you spoke to that and uh yeah I'm thinking about how you
00:28:17.940 recently shared some reflections on Instagram called quote COVID the end of the world and
00:28:24.060 finding ourselves and in this video you candidly reflect on the way we're talking to each other
00:28:32.220 specifically sharing quote our relationships with each other are going to save us or destroy us
00:28:38.280 end quote and this is an acknowledgement I've been feeling really deeply and I think many listeners
00:28:46.720 might share this recognition as well as we become more polarized, not only against those who might
00:28:53.880 share opposing views, but even in our own circles and movements. So can you expand upon this
00:29:01.260 sentiment and the importance of coming home to relationship? Yeah, this is something that
00:29:10.000 Like COVID certainly didn't teach me, but my commitment to this lesson had to be elevated because of the things that were happening that continue to happen around COVID.
00:29:22.500 And at the center of this, this idea, right, our relationships with each other are going to save us or destroy us.
00:29:27.600 at the center of this is a real desire as a kanaka to not forsake any of my people because i am a
00:29:34.660 kanaka who who because of western ideology that had been imported into my community had been
00:29:41.380 forsaken there is to me a direct correlation between the ways that many hawaiians have bought
00:29:48.480 into the idea of heterosexuality as virtue and you know the only way to be in relation is for a man
00:29:55.020 a wife to have a child like all that bs there's a correlation between that and and the way that
00:30:00.780 these other very strange anti-vax anti-science anti-collective care alt-right centering of
00:30:12.220 american freedom and rights uh have gotten also strangely imported imported into my community and
00:30:19.500 And so as a queer person, I recognize that violence and I recognize the impact of that violence.
00:30:30.160 And it's not just in the example of being queer or living in the pandemic, but it's also in the example of looking at the impact of the U.S. military on my community
00:30:40.820 and how there are many people in my community who are not critical of the U.S. military,
00:30:45.220 who serve in the U.S. military and celebrate the violence and destruction of the U.S. military.
00:30:52.260 And still, those are people who are a part of my community. 0.74
00:30:55.360 Those are still Hawaiians. Those are still Ohana.
00:30:58.540 And so that the work, the real work, is not just me standing on my soapbox saying,
00:31:04.840 the military is not just destroying Hawaii, but it's destroying the world.
00:31:08.060 and the U.S. military industrial complex cannot stand if we want to live, that's not actually
00:31:13.940 the real work. The real work is being able to still stand and live with and build relationship
00:31:20.380 with my community so that we can heal and come together to design a world where we will thrive,
00:31:27.560 right? If it's just me and my, you know, radical friends standing in a corner talking about this
00:31:32.980 beautiful world we're we're going to build and so many of our ohana are are not with us then what
00:31:38.880 what what is this world for and so that's what i really was thinking about in that one particular
00:31:45.920 video and you know the context around that video is that i kind of stepped all the way into the
00:31:53.080 polarized mud around to vaccinate or not to vaccinate because i was getting so frustrated
00:31:58.940 not just with what is certainly a large group of new age strange cross over white supremacy
00:32:10.580 groups in Hawaii kind of creating their own misinformation about COVID and the vaccine
00:32:16.600 but what I was really troubled by was how many Hawaiians were repeating those same narratives
00:32:21.600 and I got so frustrated I just you know instead of being in conversation and community with
00:32:28.200 i just started shaming people who did not think the way that i did um and that was in direct
00:32:36.280 opposition to these these larger more important idea ideas around how important our relationships
00:32:41.720 are and so since then um i think i've learned a lot and the people that i'm in community with
00:32:50.840 we've we've learned a lot and we're struggling a lot with that work there is no more valuable
00:32:57.240 work than building relationships, and there is no more difficult work than maintaining them.
00:33:03.340 But the impact of that is tremendous. I mean, you talked about, you know, climate activism and
00:33:11.180 the work of climate justice, and you look at what was happening at COP26, or whatever the number is
00:33:16.960 now, and all the amazing work happening outside of the building, all the amazing organizing and
00:33:22.440 activism and leadership coming from young people, from the Pacific, from, from all parts of the
00:33:27.720 world, all of that is possible because of relationship building. You look at Black Lives
00:33:32.800 Matter in, how Black Lives Matter in 2020 slash 2021 gained so much more, gained so much more
00:33:43.700 attention and had such a wider impact across the world and especially across what we consider to
00:33:49.220 the united states of america so much of that is about relationship building you look at what
00:33:53.460 happened on mauna kea in 2019 so much about of that is about relationship building we did in our
00:33:58.900 own lahui but also solidarity and relationship building we did with other native people
00:34:04.100 from standing rock to line three um and across turtle island and so that's really what that
00:34:11.940 means right our relationships with each other are going to save us or destroy us if if we don't
00:34:17.860 center pilina in the process and also in what we hope to be the product of our work we have set a
00:34:26.420 very low ceiling for what we will achieve and what we are also saying by that is that we are okay
00:34:32.820 with getting to the finish line with only some of us and i just i can't think of a world i can't
00:34:39.780 think of a universe where in the values i've been taught by my my ancestors and our moolalo where
00:34:47.380 that would be appropriate um all that to me sounds like is you know our people creating institutions
00:34:56.340 that look like the same institutions that violate us it looks like the military industrial complex
00:35:01.300 it looks like the medical industrial complex it looks like the prison uh and police industrial
00:35:06.260 complexes uh and i don't want to do that i don't want to be a part of that work uh and so that you
00:35:12.100 you know a part of that video too is recognizing like oh it's really easy to fall into that trap
00:35:20.740 so the work isn't just about being perfect the work is about recognizing when you are
00:35:27.540 as leanne simpson would say siding with the colonizer recognize it own it take accountability
00:35:34.580 for it and then change your behavior and see if that change of behavior will inspire others to do
00:35:40.820 the same and see what you can build on that fertile soil oh so deep and meaningful and I
00:35:50.500 find myself in a community a small community now with loggers and miners and I was just getting
00:36:01.620 firewood and gosh thinking about conversations with old growth loggers and here I have been
00:36:10.540 a fierce defender of old growth logging for over a decade and still the humanity in relationship
00:36:22.320 and still we're humans and I think that for the most part people are doing their best
00:36:29.260 I actually think that people who are making different decisions than me that I might think
00:36:34.480 to myself what are you doing how could you even how how why are you not saying this I actually
00:36:41.560 don't think they're thinking it's wrong whether they've been conditioned trained taught traumatized
00:36:48.400 into we don't live in a vacuum from each other and so I can't imagine a world where everybody
00:36:57.340 who somehow thinks differently than me even if they are being violent towards the earth somehow
00:37:02.640 just disappears and then a whole new society is created I don't see that happening so if that
00:37:10.340 isn't going to happen then how are we going to move through this together how are we going to
00:37:15.200 find ways of relating and changing each other because we're being vulnerable not because we're
00:37:24.000 demanding it of one another just the practice of humbling oneself becoming more vulnerable and
00:37:31.520 more connected to even the folks who feel so far from us. Yeah, completely challenging.
00:37:38.480 Well, and I think you're right that, you know, most of the people in the world are doing our
00:37:43.060 best and everything about the society we live in has worked to alienate us from each other. It's
00:37:49.660 not an accident that we have problems connecting, right? It's not an accident that we don't have
00:37:55.800 generative relationships all of that is intentional from you know the political polarization to the
00:38:02.100 like relational polar all of that so we're not going to change each other by me saying like oh 0.99
00:38:07.980 you're stupid because you believe these things if we can't actually sit at the table and like build 0.99
00:38:11.960 a relationship I mean I do believe that there are some just like evil greedy people but by and large 1.00
00:38:17.960 by and large most of us are doing our best and most almost all of us are making decisions
00:38:24.260 impacted by fear and fear is such a powerful powerful emotion and we can't address fear if
00:38:33.980 we can't look each other in the eyes right we can't address fear if we can't talk to each other
00:38:37.500 and that's where that like that idea of peterina that idea of intimacy you say vulnerability same
00:38:42.720 thing i can't address why both of our responses to fear are opposite unless i can actually see
00:38:50.200 the fear in you and when i see the fear in you i see the fear in me and we are both giving back
00:38:55.660 our humanity right we're both humbled by that um and i that i think is such difficult work but
00:39:04.140 such important work especially in a time like you know in the in the covid world where some of us
00:39:10.360 haven't seen each other in two years even the people we feel closest to we haven't seen them
00:39:16.480 in two years. We haven't made new connections with people in two years. I thought this before
00:39:23.380 COVID happened, that we were starving for intimacy. And I think now we're in a crisis
00:39:29.560 of intimacy that we really need to attend to. Absolutely. Yeah. And again, there is no way
00:39:38.740 around this intimacy for healing there's there's no shortcut there is no carbon sequestering
00:39:46.840 technology you can't pay it off right you can't right you can't work like that for it there's no
00:39:53.140 net zero yeah you're either doing it or you're not yeah yeah oh gosh well i could literally have
00:40:00.260 a hours long conversation with you just on this alone yeah but um i do want to transition
00:40:08.140 our conversation and now look at the concepts of aloha which you started to mention at the
00:40:14.500 beginning of our conversation and i'm particularly interested in asking you this
00:40:20.380 in context of the ways that this idea of aloha has been not only appropriated but transmuted
00:40:28.340 into some sort of unrecognizable saccharine selling point um in a plenary address that
00:40:36.760 your father Jonathan Arizo you share quote I'm not speaking of aloha as it has been watered down
00:40:45.060 and evoked by the tourist industry as passivity I'm speaking of aloha as a radical form of
00:40:50.860 activism and healing and it is also a form of resistance and a world full of violence hate
00:40:56.980 and oppression what could be more radical than choosing love over hate choosing love over fear
00:41:02.960 choosing inclusion over exclusion nothing end quote so please share what it means to embody
00:41:12.580 aloha and to reclaim it amidst its commodification what sort of yeah what sort of world is reopened
00:41:21.880 when this happens yeah this is this is a great question and i can't that quote i remember that
00:41:30.800 plenary address with my father you told me just you totally just took me back however many years
00:41:34.960 ago that was i feel young all over again um what is aloha so they're like i said a little bit
00:41:44.480 earlier and like like you gestured to just now there are so many people invested in what aloha
00:41:50.000 means um and there's that whole tourist industry trying to sell aloha you know aloha sells
00:41:56.400 everything from hawaii the destination to pest control to food products to lotions to
00:42:06.560 sexually transmitted disease apps and so on and so forth everyone has a vested interest in aloha
00:42:13.200 because what they've seen is that it's been used in the greatest marketing scheme of all time
00:42:19.200 right the selling of hawaii as a as a destination as a product but aloha hasn't
00:42:25.520 just been misappropriated for that purpose aloha has also been used against us native hawaiians in
00:42:33.120 policing our behavior so in that larger scheme of aloha selling hawaii uh there's this idea that
00:42:40.640 aloha means hospitality aloha means you're always welcome here aloha means i am submissive and
00:42:47.440 accepting of whatever you bring to my shores right anything outside of that is not aloha and therefore
00:42:53.920 If Hawaiians are all about aloha, anything outside of that is a behavior not becoming of a Hawaiian.
00:42:59.600 So we see this really strange, strange policing, kind of similar to the way that, you know, women are told, like, that's not very ladylike. 0.94
00:43:07.600 That's not how a woman behaves. 0.94
00:43:10.700 So we see this very similar policing of behavior, as you would see with women, right? 1.00
00:43:16.280 Women need to behave in a particular way. 1.00
00:43:17.700 Hawaiians need to behave in a particular way. 0.95
00:43:19.180 And they create, there's the state of Hawaii, this magic institution, created the idea of the aloha spirit, right?
00:43:28.400 And the aloha spirit is not this thing that my kupuna talked about, not this thing that we read about in our mo'ola aloha and sing about in our songs.
00:43:36.120 It's this heavily crafted list of behaviors, norms of behaviors, right?
00:43:43.260 Aloha never raises its voice.
00:43:45.320 Aloha never pushes back.
00:43:47.000 Aloha never protests.
00:43:48.060 Aloha never steps outside of the church. And so somehow these ideas, a lot of them have been internalized in our own community and we use them to police ourselves so that when nine Kanaka Maoli, Native Hawaiians in the 1970s, they land on Koho'olawe, an island that had been bombed, continuously bombed as target practice by the U.S. military since World War II.
00:44:14.880 um when they land on that island saying you're not going to bomb this island anymore
00:44:18.640 other hawaiians call those hawaiians bad hawaiians and they aren't practicing aloha 0.87
00:44:24.480 it's crazy like beautiful magic trick right where we turn our people against each other
00:44:29.520 using a word um completely misusing a word but also
00:44:35.360 forcing us all to participate in the state in a particular way and we see the same thing over and
00:44:44.160 over from koholave to protesting the h3 to protesting mauna kea there's always this contest
00:44:52.560 over whether or not we are acting with aloha um you know when you stand in front of a line of
00:44:58.320 police officers and you refuse to move are you acting with aloha well the state of hawaii would
00:45:04.160 say no the state of hawaii will say that we are criminals that we are vagrants that we
00:45:10.960 are violent even though we're singing and chanting and crying
00:45:17.040 but my kuhuna my ancestors and our moolah will tell us there is no greater act of aloha than
00:45:23.200 to protect each other and to protect our land so that is the work of kind of re-embodying and
00:45:30.800 reclaiming aloha from this unrecognizable idea and a part of that is returning the word aloha
00:45:38.960 to this shortly longer phrase aloha which means to love the land which means i learned to love
00:45:45.120 from the land which means i will do anything i can to protect the land and each other
00:45:52.000 that work is about insisting that no one understands aloha like we do and that we as
00:45:59.360 hawaiians have the authority to say what is and isn't aloha and the state will never have that
00:46:05.040 kind of authority and when we do that work right when we when we look at the bs that is the marketing
00:46:11.840 scheme to sell the aloha spirit people are trying to sell the aloha spirit by telling you to like
00:46:18.720 drive with aloha or act with aloha and we can look at all that in the eye and in the eyes and say
00:46:24.080 someone is benefiting from this very narrow vision of aloha in the same way that someone
00:46:28.880 has benefited from this very narrow vision of ohanna of community of nation what do we have to
00:46:36.480 gain and learn and return to if we just open that up again if we say uh you need to check your
00:46:44.000 sources you don't know what you're talking about here are all these examples of what allah is
00:46:47.760 what kind of world do we open up well we open up a world beyond the military we open up a world
00:46:53.520 beyond prisons because there's nothing there's nothing about the prison industrial complex that
00:46:59.280 is in alignment with aloha there is nothing about a system that says some of us are not worthy of
00:47:05.600 being honored as human that is represented in aloha you open up a world beyond police
00:47:14.000 because there's nothing about aloha that says some of us should walk around
00:47:17.680 with unquestioned authority and weaponry that we use to harm others so so like you asked right like
00:47:24.960 what do we create we create possibility we create answers to some of the most pressing
00:47:30.800 and challenging needs of our time in the in the same way that aloha asks us to
00:47:37.440 recognize each other it also asks us to recognize our relationship to the aina to the
00:47:41.680 to the land to that which feeds us with that which is around us right so we're also talking
00:47:46.560 about opening up a universe in which nothing is more important not your economy not your
00:47:54.560 you know your global military force not your own ego is more important than figuring out how to
00:48:00.000 honor the earth and not just for the selfish reasons of the earth we only live if the earth
00:48:06.080 lives but for the real intentional and intimate understanding that the earth is our ancestor and
00:48:14.320 we are still in relationship to her and she deserves as much life and thriving as we do
00:48:22.000 and so those are you know those are just a few things that open up with aloha and
00:48:26.480 the the reason this space is so contested right is because there are still so many people benefiting
00:48:32.320 from this watered down policed version of aloha it continues to fuel the tourist economy
00:48:39.280 It continues to fuel the state of Hawaii. It continues still to this day to successfully convince many Hawaiians to not stand up and use their voices because they are afraid that they will be seen as un-Hawaiian.
00:48:58.640 What a crazy magic trick.
00:49:09.280 I believe in being ready
00:49:15.480 I believe in being ready
00:49:19.520 I believe in being ready
00:49:23.460 For the time is drawing near
00:49:28.600 Brothers, sisters, please get ready
00:49:32.640 Brothers, sisters, please get ready
00:49:36.600 Brothers, sisters, please get ready
00:49:40.580 For the time is drawing near
00:49:45.640 Oh, there'll be signs and wonders
00:49:49.700 Oh, there'll be signs and wonders
00:49:53.680 Oh, there'll be signs and wonders
00:49:57.560 For the time is drawing near
00:50:02.620 we'll turn around and just start over we'll turn around and just start over
00:50:10.860 yeah i can only imagine like the feeling that i would invoke in you to see aloha being used
00:50:28.220 and so many ridiculous ways to sell things that have nothing to do with the spirit of
00:50:36.740 your people that's really disturbing and i'm grateful that you have
00:50:42.640 had the grace to stick with it and express how wrong that is and what truth is around aloha
00:50:55.600 because i think many people who have heard that word have no understanding of the death yeah
00:51:03.120 it's the word that everyone everyone's heard but nobody knows you know aloha means hello
00:51:08.800 it means goodbye it doesn't mean those things right and and you ask most people like what makes
00:51:14.240 hawaii special uh they'll tell you they'll either say the beach or they'll say aloha
00:51:20.560 and when they say aloha they are in their minds repeating this very intentional crafted version
00:51:32.060 of aloha which means everything about us is a misnomer everything the world thinks about us
00:51:39.300 even what we think about us it has been crafted by the hawaii tourism authority
00:51:43.620 by disney movies by lilo and stitch by by every single tv show that ever did a hawaii episode
00:51:51.140 that's how people come to understand what hawaii is and who hawaii is um so to me you know in
00:51:59.480 centering this idea of pirina and relationships because of course aloha is all about relationality
00:52:04.020 and relationships there is no more critical question for our people to constantly be
00:52:09.560 interrogating and building around and loving around then what is aloha and how do we reclaim
00:52:16.520 the aloha that our ancestors promised for us and wished for us and how will reclaiming that
00:52:22.840 like if we can't do that we can't we can't get our country back if we can't do that
00:52:27.480 we can't get our land back maybe we get our land back but then we just reproduce the same violence
00:52:31.880 if we can't do that um so a lot of that has to do with the the same thing that folks in other
00:52:37.720 places will will say like we're talking about going beyond inclusion we're talking about
00:52:42.360 transformation and that transformation just like we said beginning it has to begin at the people
00:52:47.320 at the center otherwise we would say poho like waste time yeah i'm right there with you on every
00:52:57.960 word i'm nodding well i'd like to ask you about what your work has reminded you about
00:53:05.080 intergenerational wisdom. You shared that you are, quote, concerned with how these teachings of
00:53:11.500 Mo'o Lilo, of our ancestors, are instructive in our modern movement building and organizing,
00:53:18.880 end quote. And I'm curious to hear your reflections on this, as well as the ways in
00:53:24.080 which younger generations are filling in the gaps created by settler colonialism.
00:53:28.320 them this is a great question and and it's a complicated question because as as you probably
00:53:34.880 know and and maybe many of the listeners know the the movement to assimilate native hawaiians into
00:53:41.280 a western civilization was in many ways very successful and so there are whole generations
00:53:48.240 that you know my my father's generation but certainly my grandfather's generation he's like the
00:53:54.160 the prime example uh his generation is the prime example uh didn't learn their language didn't
00:53:59.920 learn our stories many still learned our songs because you know because that was this one thing
00:54:06.400 that was seen by missionaries and and kind of the larger oligarchy that were harmless which
00:54:11.680 they were wrong about the songs carried a lot of a lot of ike a lot of knowledge but anyway
00:54:16.080 didn't learn a lot of these things that we know today and so when we talk about intergenerational
00:54:20.320 wisdom there's there's a lot of complications in the way that that we organize together
00:54:26.240 because there is this older knowledge and this older knowledge is is held in our hawaiian language
00:54:32.880 newspapers we have over a million pages of writing by by our ancestors from 1834 until
00:54:39.760 you know the 1950s in our own language stories songs political commentary news all in our
00:54:46.640 language so there's this older knowledge there there's also this older knowledge that's still
00:54:50.800 held within within our music within our hula and the practitioners who have been entrusted to guard
00:54:58.720 that knowledge so we're talking about kumu hula which are like uh the simplest way for me to
00:55:04.780 translate that is like hula teachers but really they are they are guardians of knowledge of a
00:55:11.580 certain knowledge. So they hold that older knowledge. There are some other people who
00:55:16.060 practice other ancient Hawaiian practices that were passed down for generations, and they hold
00:55:21.420 that older knowledge. But there's also this whole new generation, maybe last two generations of
00:55:28.340 Hawaiians who have been alive during the most recent Renaissance, and in particular,
00:55:35.100 a revival of Hawaiian language, right? So folks in my generation who went to Hawaiian language
00:55:39.640 immersion schools who learned these stories as children who learned our language as children so
00:55:43.220 when we sing our songs we know what the songs actually mean as children who went back and
00:55:48.040 studied from those older sources of Hawaiian Ike who as you say are kind of filling in the gaps
00:55:54.640 that were created by settler colonialism or settler colonialism are those big caverns
00:55:59.440 that were created by settler colonialism and there is an understanding I think as
00:56:05.420 respectful humans, but also, you know, as, as Native Hawaiians that we honor, we always honor
00:56:12.020 the generations before us, right? We honor our parents, we honor our grandparents, and we honor
00:56:15.900 the, the ancestors before them. And when we do work, when we, especially when we're organizing
00:56:22.440 today, that's critical to the work that we do, that young people don't just go off and do any
00:56:27.820 kind, as we would say, we don't go off and just make any kind and not listen to the teachings of
00:56:32.100 at the same time there are some pretty big political differences between some of the folks
00:56:41.380 in my generation and the younger generations and the generation of my father and the generation
00:56:46.500 of my grandfather a lot of that is shifting a lot of that has you know is directly correlated to the
00:56:53.460 trauma of colonialism of you know my grandfather living in a time where you weren't allowed to
00:56:57.940 speak hawaiian where being hawaiian there was no value seen in anything hawaiian which is
00:57:03.700 the exact opposite of what it's meant to grow up in my time and so we have had to be more dexterous
00:57:14.900 more i don't want to not careful more intentional we've had to come from a place of healing we have
00:57:22.500 had to really take the time to to listen and speak and see each other in the organizing that we do
00:57:30.180 because inevitably the the vision of the future from some folks in older generations is very
00:57:37.700 different from the vision of the future of my generation and those younger and a lot of that
00:57:41.700 not all of it but a lot of it has everything to do with growing up with your language or not
00:57:46.580 and i tell this to my students there is no greater thing you can do to to not just change the world
00:57:54.660 but to change the way you see the world than to learn your native tongue 100 no greater thing
00:58:00.040 you can do when you learn as a hawaiian when you learn the hawaiian language not only do you see
00:58:04.620 the world a different way because the language creates the world in a different way but you
00:58:09.580 open up yourself to like i said those million pages of writing by your ancestors that you never
00:58:14.760 could have read before and in those a million pages are examples of different worlds that we
00:58:21.360 could live in are examples of worlds we've lived in before um and so the way i think about it now
00:58:28.440 as someone who's been really blessed to be involved in in different movements from the
00:58:33.240 movement to protect mauna kea or you know other movements is that the the honoring of
00:58:41.240 intergenerational wisdom is always there and the honoring of our kupuna of our elders
00:58:45.480 is always there but respect and compliance are not the same thing
00:58:54.060 and there will be times in the work that we do because this work requires us to trudge through
00:59:02.160 all kinds of trauma and violence and fear and ideas around scarcity and possibility
00:59:10.260 it's going to at times require young people and i'm like aging out of the young people category
00:59:18.180 now right i'm i'm a parent i'm a makua um so i'm not an opio i'm not a i'm not a young person
00:59:23.540 anymore in that sense in terms of our generations uh young people are going to have to stand by
00:59:31.620 the beliefs that they have they're gonna have to be open to the teachings of their ancestors and
00:59:36.020 and their elders, but they're also going to need to trust those teachings and trust where those
00:59:39.940 teachings lead them. And this really reminds me of something that Noi Goodyear Kaopua wrote in a
00:59:45.060 blog post when she said, there's no shame in being the grandparents of the seventh generation.
00:59:51.360 And she talks about how, you know, the older generations or herself, like she didn't learn
00:59:57.360 about the Hawaiian overthrow or speak her language until she was out of high school,
01:00:01.780 but that her children had those lessons from birth her children had the language of our
01:00:06.540 ancestors on their tongues since birth so our elders prepared young people to take us into a
01:00:15.540 more expansive future and so the hard work then is those of us who are older and aging we have to 1.00
01:00:22.520 trust that foundation that was built and we have to trust that these keiki these opio these young 0.92
01:00:28.660 folks, they know where to take us because we prepared them to take us there. And to me, that 0.83
01:00:36.040 trust in that, even when that perhaps creates conflict, even when that means that young people
01:00:41.980 have a different idea of what should happen than maybe the elders in the room, trusting in that is
01:00:47.360 actually trusting intergenerational wisdom. It's trusting an intergenerational process that brought
01:00:52.760 us to this moment. But again, that's, that's hard work, especially in a time where settler
01:00:58.560 colonialism, as we know, is it's not an event, it's systems and structures around us all the
01:01:04.340 time. And it's constantly trying to get in between us. And it's constantly trying to
01:01:09.800 face us with limits, right? Ideas around scarcity, ideas around what's possible,
01:01:17.900 what isn't possible, and who better than our young people to see through that BS.
01:01:22.760 we need to trust them that that wisdom the intergenerational wisdom which i think we
01:01:28.760 don't think about as much goes both ways it doesn't just mean heed all the words of the elders
01:01:35.100 it means trust the foundation the elders built in you trust the vision and um center good relations
01:01:45.140 and we'll be okay yes trust is also something that i've been practicing a lot lately and i'm
01:01:57.960 really grateful that you brought that up because i think there's something around intimacy and
01:02:02.360 trust and surrender and relationship building that's all woven into the same tapestry and
01:02:12.160 i also see youth knowing so much they're like popping out already with so much knowledge and
01:02:20.280 wisdom and a really deep knowing and kind of almost like a no bs type of understanding of
01:02:26.400 things i'm constantly amazed when i talk to young children and kids and teenagers i'm like
01:02:32.380 what you know so much and you're you're you're so present with what is and and it does give me a lot
01:02:40.300 of relief and excitement and yeah trusting that they got this not to walk away of course like
01:02:48.020 support yeah to step into their lives and gosh there's so much that I came across while preparing
01:02:57.220 for our conversation but there was this interview where you shared the ways in which after a certain
01:03:03.760 period of time and great success, writing poetry felt like a burden when you were expected to
01:03:11.760 create content for others, but you felt you had run out of things to say. I imagine you no longer
01:03:18.900 feel like this, but I think so many listeners might be struggling with this sort of personal
01:03:25.140 and artistic burnout while also feeling guilty that the mediums wherein we can feel beyond
01:03:31.740 thought, you know, become stagnant. So can you revisit these sentiments and how you emerged from
01:03:40.020 it? Yeah. Well, you know, I think, I think capitalism is really messed with us all in
01:03:48.960 terms of how we think about productivity or how we, how we conceive of ourselves
01:03:56.460 in relationship to our productivity I remember people telling me and me really believing this
01:04:02.400 that like a poet is someone who wrote today and I get the sentiment these days I look back and I
01:04:09.420 get the sentiment right like to be a poet is to practice to be a poet is to you know make make
01:04:15.680 beauty and make real of the world around you but the way that those ideas have been really deeply
01:04:21.760 ingrained in, in, in our manao and our thoughts around my value comes from what I can produce
01:04:28.300 is really, really harmful. And so I think a part of my, I think a part of a lot of our burnout
01:04:35.600 is so much of our lives is around production, whether it's in our jobs, like we have to produce
01:04:41.060 in a particular way, or it's even in the things that we do because we love them. And for me, that
01:04:45.360 was poetry was, was never supposed to be a job. It was never supposed to be something that, that
01:04:50.580 paid the bills. And, and I got kind of lucky slash unlucky that, you know, there was a lot of,
01:05:00.620 I had a lot of opportunity as a poet. And it did end up, you know, paid for me to go to college,
01:05:08.120 and it did all these great things. And so I started to see it as an occupation. And I started
01:05:13.140 to, and somehow as seeing it as an occupation, I started to see it as connected to my value.
01:05:18.020 and I don't think there's any way to go through life like that without burning out eventually
01:05:24.380 like if we connect the things we do to who we are in terms of our value again like that's a
01:05:31.220 pretty low ceiling we're sending or setting for ourselves and these days I wouldn't say that I
01:05:39.380 have nothing to say like in those moments before like I felt like I had run out of things to say
01:05:44.440 or run out of new ways to say old things because that's really what poetry is right nobody's
01:05:49.440 actually saying anything new you're saying something old in a new way in a way that will
01:05:54.940 capture someone else that will create resonance with someone else which is why poetry is so
01:06:01.540 amazing because it's something that can be put out into the world and connect to people who have
01:06:06.580 never seen each other never met each other never touched each other and yet for that moment they
01:06:10.880 touching uh they are reverberating off of each other like gorgeous um so i no longer feel like
01:06:17.280 i have nothing to say but i do feel like the world i live in the reality i live under makes it very
01:06:25.040 difficult to find space to connect enough with myself and the environment around me to say
01:06:31.360 something worthwhile which which is to say i spend too much time on my computer teaching not
01:06:37.440 i love teaching my class but doing all the things around teaching my class tied to my job so that i
01:06:42.560 can keep my job so that i can pay my mortgage so that i can buy food for you know my family so that
01:06:48.800 i can put money away for my kid to go to college all of these pressures that we're all living under
01:06:54.400 to differing degrees depending on our privilege and i'll recognize that i have a i have a great
01:06:59.440 amount of privilege in terms of the the job that i hold that i am able to survive under capitalism
01:07:04.720 when so many of our people are certainly barely surviving under the weight of this ridiculous 0.89
01:07:10.220 system. But capitalism doesn't have space for creativity. In fact, creativity is dangerous to 0.57
01:07:19.900 capitalism. Creativity will lead us to a place that will tell us there's another way to live
01:07:24.140 beyond capitalism. And so I think when a lot of people talk about burnout, or they talk about,
01:07:29.100 you know, they're just tired creatively. I don't think people are tired creatively. I think people
01:07:34.360 are tired of living under these unlivable conditions that we have convinced ourselves
01:07:41.180 are livable because we have also convinced ourselves that there's no other way to live
01:07:45.640 and so if like if people are are wanting you know my advice I don't know why anyone would want my
01:07:52.100 advice but if people are wanting my advice to that then it's it's not that we need to think
01:07:56.160 new ways to create it's that we need to think of uh find more ways to tumble and and tackle and
01:08:05.520 destroy or burn down capitalism yeah i think about as an example right i think about the work we did
01:08:14.880 and continue to do at mauna awakea to protect that mountain um and i think about how difficult
01:08:21.520 that work is how people left their jobs how people left their families and lived on the foot of a
01:08:27.360 mountain for some people for nine months not me i was there for maybe three months um and they lived
01:08:35.040 in the most unforgiving one of the most unforgiving um climates in the world right you can go from
01:08:42.080 uh danger of frostbite to danger of heat exhaustion in less than an hour and people
01:08:48.160 did that because they loved they loved this they love our aina and they love each other but they
01:08:52.240 also did it because because the system we live in that has been devised the people whose job it was
01:09:02.240 to protect that mountain our leadership they weren't doing their job so the maka i nana the
01:09:05.760 common people the everyday people we had to do their job and our job and that creates burnout 0.57
01:09:10.560 right when we're living in unlivable situations and yet we refuse to just comply and die we say
01:09:17.600 no we're going to take on the beast and i think about what is really the job of the common person
01:09:23.920 the job of people like us it is to you know it is to tend to our gardens it is to grow food
01:09:34.320 it is to write poems it is to compose music it is to surf and enjoy the aina and the environment
01:09:42.880 around you it is to spend time with your family but none of those things are possible if the world
01:09:48.400 is telling you you need to at the very least work a nine-to-five job in order to keep a roof over
01:09:53.920 your heads um and so capitalism is the death of creativity capitalism is the death of of creation
01:10:05.280 and and and vice versa creation and creativity are the death of capitalism so if you feel burnt out
01:10:11.920 take a rest, take a sleep, practice community care, but then come back to it. Because as Mari
01:10:18.640 Matsuda says, artists are going to save the world. And if the artist dies, the world dies.
01:10:26.140 And I don't know, I think there are better things waiting for us that we should keep fighting.
01:10:33.080 That was honey for my heart. I needed to hear that personally. Oh, gosh. Yeah,
01:10:41.660 I think it's easy for us, especially those of us who find joy in creating the pressure
01:10:49.760 and the overwhelm of just trying to navigate through this time and create things that feel
01:10:59.360 true and inspiring and meaningful while, you know, sometimes the world burns.
01:11:08.320 It's like really intense. And then all just the pressure of figuring out how to survive and how to take care of ourselves and our families and each other. So, yeah. Oh, gosh. Yeah. That was really, really, really good for me to hear. And I'm sure so many others will feel relieved, too.
01:11:27.120 and gosh jamaica this has been so amazing and i really don't want this conversation to come to a
01:11:37.160 close but as we are starting to come to the end of this moment that will hopefully never fully end
01:11:45.680 i i just like to ask you about this idea of an abundance of realities remembering our intimacies
01:11:54.320 calls readers to recognize the future is in ancestral pasts. And I've heard you speak about
01:12:01.800 how many alternatives there are to capitalism in the history of your people alone, a sentiment
01:12:08.260 shared by almost all indigenous peoples across the globe. And I think what this reminds me of
01:12:14.960 is, yes, there are other visions, but so many will never see those visions. And I wonder if
01:12:21.680 you could just respond to that? This recognition that the vast majority of society refuses to
01:12:27.480 open themselves to possibility. Yeah, that's a great question. And I think it goes back to
01:12:34.960 something we talked about a little bit earlier in the power of fear and the real success of
01:12:43.780 the evils of the world, right? Like we said, most people are doing their best and there are a few
01:12:49.020 kind of evil folks, evil, greedy folks pulling the strings who are benefiting from the destruction
01:12:55.220 of the planet, who are benefiting from the destruction of our people and the death of
01:12:59.180 our people and destitution of our people. I think one of the biggest lies that's ever been sold,
01:13:05.060 even just in Hawaii and perhaps around the world, is this idea of scarcity, this idea that there
01:13:10.380 isn't enough. And I don't know who came up with that lie. They must have been a really great
01:13:16.140 marketer because it's spread across the world like wildfire this idea that there's not enough
01:13:22.200 for all of us and that idea has been used as justification for hoarding of resources whether
01:13:29.300 it's you know uh you know minerals or or any other kind of like water and any other kind of
01:13:35.700 resources that that give or take life and so many of us believe it i mean good hearted beautiful
01:13:45.160 even activists right we believe that there's a scarcity of resources there's a scarcity of time
01:13:49.960 and the more i think about it and the more i read about our our histories and the more i even look
01:13:55.480 like if you spend time with the you spend time with the land the more you realize that there
01:13:59.960 is no scarcity that has not been created by greed scarcity is not a natural phenomenon in the way
01:14:06.200 that we've been taught there is more than enough there is abundance and and you think about what
01:14:11.720 is the greatest threat to capitalism the greatest threat to capitalism is abundance this idea that
01:14:18.280 we don't need to hoard that we don't need to maximize what we can draw in profit from the
01:14:23.880 earth in labor from people uh through violence upon both and i think if anything if anything i
01:14:33.480 wish more of us could see it's how much abundance is really around them how much abundance is within
01:14:38.520 us right because even we have been told as people that we lack we lack what it takes to
01:14:46.920 to be productive in society to contribute to society in a particular way to change society
01:14:52.440 we don't have the answers all of that is bs marketing from the guys holding the capitalist
01:14:58.840 strings um and the more we can get people to see even in even in hawaii i think of examples like
01:15:05.480 you know in our in our own small communities can you see the abundance in your own community
01:15:09.080 where society has said there was none right can you see that and the island we talked about
01:15:15.480 before that was bombed for a number of uh decades by the u.s military as target practice can you
01:15:21.720 see that place as something more than barren can you see that place as something that still has
01:15:26.840 life that still has something to teach us can you see mauna kea the highest peak in the pacific the
01:15:33.880 largest mountain in the world when measured from its base can you see it as a sanctuary can you see
01:15:40.120 it as as a as a holy land even though there are already 13 telescopes upon it can you see its
01:15:47.880 abundance can you see what it what it will teach you because if you can then the only logical i
01:15:55.720 think the only logical next step to that is how do we open our eyes to all the other abundance around
01:16:02.760 us and how do we come to recognize the way capitalism itself the way that we've organized
01:16:08.680 our society around capitalism as the center central most important value uh to americans
01:16:15.960 and certainly to the western world how can we use the abundance around us to see the lie of
01:16:21.000 capitalism to look it in the face and to see the way that our fear is keeping us from living beyond
01:16:27.960 it there is an there are enough forces in the world that will tell us capitalism cannot fall
01:16:33.240 we do not need to be one of those forces we need to be the voices that remind all of us
01:16:38.920 our parents ourselves our children our grandchildren that not only is another world possible later
01:16:46.360 so many other worlds were happening before capitalism in fact in the grand scheme of
01:16:50.440 things when you look at the age of our indigenous communities right some of us have been here
01:16:54.360 our stories go back to darkness we are much much older much much more sophisticated than this
01:17:01.480 strange society we live in and and the only way we get to live in that beauty again is if we have
01:17:10.260 the courage to see beyond now if we have the faith in the teachings of our ancestors to see beyond
01:17:18.720 and create beyond now and as as kind of a final thought that i that i've been thinking about a lot
01:17:25.600 these days is there's there's a lot of us who some of this fear is compounded by the you know the
01:17:32.940 climate catastrophe that we're living in and we are living in a climate catastrophe and there are
01:17:37.060 people around the world who are suffering greatly already at the hands of climate change well not
01:17:43.820 the hands of climate change at the hands of those who have created climate change out of greed
01:17:48.020 um but in Hawaii last I don't know last spring when Hawaii was closed for a number of months
01:17:57.640 to tourists there were places that had not seen sharks or fishes or certain plants in in decades
01:18:08.300 because of our impact on the land those places those sharks came back the fishes came back the
01:18:14.060 I know was transformed in a matter of months, which I want to remind people of this, to tell
01:18:20.240 them that even the things that we think are far gone are not far gone. And that the land we live
01:18:25.900 on is so incredible, not just Hawaii, right? All the lands we live on are so resilient that they
01:18:33.380 will come back if we do our part to get out of the way. And when we get out of the way,
01:18:40.660 we can imagine and create beyond capitalism again that there will be abundance again the fish will
01:18:46.320 come back we don't need to ship in all of our food from around the world and hawaii so that
01:18:51.520 we don't produce any food of our own the fish are here they will feed us the aina can be restored
01:18:57.320 we can feed ourselves there is really and this is hard to say sometimes because we do live in a
01:19:05.080 scary dark world there is really so much to look forward to so much within our control
01:19:10.740 that we just have to have like we said a little trust in each other a little faith
01:19:15.580 and commit to doing it together
01:19:18.160 yes i'm with you and i am committed to doing it and i feel that those listening are also
01:19:28.100 dedicated to that commitment. So thank you so much. I'm really
01:19:36.580 moved and inspired by this conversation. I really hope to have another one because I just,
01:19:45.480 I can't let my mind rest thinking that we're not going to have another conversation in the future.
01:19:50.520 So this is just a pause. So listeners, don't worry. This is a pause. We'll come back to you.
01:19:58.100 I can't wait. Thank you so much for having me. It's been it's been really wonderful. Maybe, you know, and our people, everyone says Aloha means goodbye. Aloha doesn't mean goodbye. We say until we meet again, because we know we will meet again. And we will build beautiful futures in that meeting.
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