For The Wild - July 20, 2022


Dr. LARRY WARD on Healing the Colonial Mind ⧸296

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00:00:00.000 Hello and welcome to For the Wild podcast. I'm Ayanna Young. Today I will be speaking
00:00:10.700 with Dr. Larry Ward.
00:00:14.380 I think it's very important to remember we are not simply defined by our colonial experience.
00:00:24.120 I have ancestors, and so do you, that go all the way back to the beginning of time.
00:00:32.700 And so I access the energies and wisdom of those ancestors as part of my energy of healing.
00:00:41.280 Dr. Larry Ward, pronouns he, him, is a senior teacher in Buddhist Zen master's Thich Nhat Hanh's Plum Village Tradition,
00:00:49.720 author of the book America's Racial Karma and co-author with his wife Peggy of Love's Garden
00:00:56.200 a Guide to Mindful Relationships. Dr. Ward brings 25 years of international experience
00:01:02.740 and organizational change and local community renewal to his work as director of the Lotus
00:01:07.940 Institute and as an advisor Dharma teacher. He holds a PhD in religious studies with an emphasis
00:01:14.840 on Buddhism and the neuroscience of meditation. Larry is a knowledgeable, charismatic, and
00:01:21.180 inspirational teacher, offering insights with personal stories and resounding clarity
00:01:26.280 that express his dharma name, True Great Sound.
00:01:32.880 Well, hello, Dr. Ward. Thank you so much for sharing some time on this wintery day with me.
00:01:42.440 Well, thank you, Ayana.
00:01:43.960 It's a pleasure to be here.
00:01:45.980 Happy to hear that.
00:01:48.340 So as an introduction to your recent book, America's Racial Karma, I'd like to begin
00:01:56.460 by making sure listeners have an understanding of what we mean when we talk about healing
00:02:03.220 and transforming America's karma.
00:02:05.800 I think so often we might misunderstand karma on an individual level as an act of divine retribution.
00:02:15.300 So how are you framing the persistence of racism in relation to a collective Buddhist understanding of karma?
00:02:25.680 Well, what I tried to point to in the book, which is a very small book, but still nevertheless tried to point to,
00:02:35.800 how I understand karma based on what I understand from the Buddhist tradition
00:02:40.420 is it is action. That's the translation of the word. And it's not just action. It is
00:02:51.460 every action creates other actions. It's like I'm sitting in front right now of a sycamore tree,
00:02:59.380 and uh it is perfuming the air and that's what actions do actions of thought ways of thinking
00:03:07.860 about things in the case of race is the way of thinking about which in western mind means
00:03:15.380 categorization in particular uh of different species and then in the work of that
00:03:23.620 if you want to call it that that description of different kinds of species
00:03:29.380 people with different skin tones got categorized along with flowers and
00:03:36.340 other phenomena and so what i mean by karma is that categorization has been
00:03:46.020 feeding itself it is still alive it is a repeating pattern in our thoughts
00:03:52.900 in our speech look at the way we talk about race uh and the way we're silent around race
00:04:01.300 and uh and then in our behaviors uh someone just reported to their surprise that the
00:04:09.300 uh the covenants of not selling property to african americans native americans etc
00:04:16.340 uh in this case are still on the books in many places in in the united states which i already
00:04:21.380 knew but um so that's a behavioral pattern and so when i go into a conversation about buying a house
00:04:30.340 or something i always read everything and i always have asked why is this still here
00:04:38.500 and the evasiveness of facing the result of the action of racialized consciousness
00:04:47.780 process is what I mean by karma. It's the results of previous action. And every previous action
00:04:56.960 creates other previous actions, and the pattern gets repeated, unless you change it.
00:05:04.900 In an article titled Healing America's Racial Karma, you write, quote,
00:05:11.040 Most of us know that changing habits is challenging. How much of what we do is habitual?
00:05:18.960 Studies by neurobiologists and psychologists researching habit formation indicate that 40-95% of human behavior, how we think, how we respond with emotions, what we say, and how we act, falls into the habit category.
00:05:36.080 So when it comes to deeply rooted thoughts and behaviors, however good we think our intentions may be, without insight about the need to change, the strong resolve to make it happen, and the corresponding action, a good 50% of the time will default to habit.
00:05:54.460 end quote. And this raises the topic of neuroplasticity in terms of our upbringing
00:06:04.360 in an incredibly racist culture. And as someone who has deeply studied the neuroscience of
00:06:11.580 meditation, I wonder if you could share the importance of bridging the in-between spaces
00:06:17.140 of habit, culture, and healing the world's racial karma?
00:06:23.620 Well, briefly, I think what is one both occurring
00:06:29.080 at some levels of societies around the world
00:06:32.760 and what needs to occur is rewiring our brains.
00:06:38.640 And what I mean by rewiring our brains
00:06:42.400 is consciously choosing to activate our neuroplasticity
00:06:48.080 toward wellness, justice, and harmony
00:06:52.460 rather than conditioning our neuroplasticity
00:06:57.000 and rewarding our neuroplasticity
00:06:59.500 for cruelty, abuse, and negligence.
00:07:06.560 So if you don't change the connections in the brain
00:07:10.780 and how they communicate the cells communicate with each other you'll not change the habit
00:07:17.720 but habits can be changed otherwise we wouldn't even be here now as people
00:07:23.760 because our ancestors learned how to adapt that is in us no one can take that away from us
00:07:33.540 And so for me, it's not a curse.
00:07:36.180 I don't use karma in terms of like a curse or final judgment.
00:07:41.580 I'm using the word karma to mean here and now waking up to what's happening and the
00:07:49.860 pattern of what's happening.
00:07:51.280 And so for me, a lot of individuals around the world need to step up into learning how
00:08:02.000 to be in their own bodies and in their own minds at the same time, to learn how to recognize our
00:08:10.180 unprocessed trauma, which all of us have everywhere in the world. And I became clear over my lifetime
00:08:20.240 that there is so much trauma in individuals and cultures and societies, and it's unprocessed.
00:08:30.620 And so our reaction to it is easily triggered, easily manipulated.
00:08:39.000 And so for me, taking charge of your own development as a human being and as a group of human beings around this planet is what we must do.
00:08:49.720 Otherwise, the patterns will continue because people, for one, are making money out of the pattern.
00:08:55.260 And for two, people are making power out of the pattern.
00:09:00.620 So that's one reason it's so hard to change is because so many people in the right position still benefit from the habit of racism sociologically.
00:09:12.620 And then, of course, there's the personal benefit of thinking you're superior, which is, of course, another illusion.
00:09:23.100 yeah those are really good points and i want to stay on the topic of neuroplasticity
00:09:36.120 just a bit longer and specifically ask you about what living in a constant state of fear
00:09:44.020 does to our body and i know this is a broad-ranging question because we could say that
00:09:51.120 everyone in this country is living in fear of something. But it's certainly not the same type
00:09:57.720 of fear. So I invite you to respond with whatever examples feel the closest in alignment with your
00:10:04.140 practice. Well, our autonomic nervous system is evolutionarily designed to alert the fear response
00:10:14.360 when we are threatened or think we are threatened
00:10:18.360 or imagine we might be threatened.
00:10:22.120 And we have to understand it at least all those levels
00:10:25.460 or we won't see a subtle power.
00:10:29.520 Fear of loss, of wealth, of influence, of power, of control
00:10:40.440 over what's been constructed so far in the modern world is for me where this lies.
00:10:50.680 And then it's not just, you know, I'm not trying to say only certain people have to change. We all
00:10:57.200 have to change because we have been conditioned to react to that our whole lives. And so for many
00:11:05.020 of us, we don't recognize ourselves out of our participation in the commercialization
00:11:13.100 of the planet, the destruction that seems to be economically and culturally driven,
00:11:24.060 forests and rivers and mountains.
00:11:28.220 And for me, that is the same attitude that created slavery.
00:11:35.020 Someone asked me on another interview a few months ago about the difference or connection I saw between racism and injustice, environmentalism and justice.
00:11:48.760 And for me, it is this perception within the human mind.
00:11:54.720 So I want to make sure we understand it's a human issue.
00:11:58.820 Then it becomes a racial issue.
00:12:01.020 But in the human mind and body, we respond with reactivity to fear, only natural.
00:12:12.480 We can't escape that body response.
00:12:16.260 And when that happens, we either go into fight or flight.
00:12:22.220 Flight meaning disassociation, flight meaning running away, et cetera, can have many degrees
00:12:29.400 of flight.
00:12:29.940 flight inward into depression, et cetera, or the fighting response, the defiance
00:12:39.400 against or toward whatever is an aversion to one's mind. And that state of response,
00:12:54.880 of all three of those kind of responses.
00:12:58.260 And there is a third response.
00:13:00.100 That response is equanimity, peacefulness.
00:13:05.500 But one has to work to discover this in oneself.
00:13:13.320 So most of our societies are constructed
00:13:16.160 between fight or flight.
00:13:19.580 Or I guess the third one I should mention,
00:13:21.920 another one I should mention is immobilization.
00:13:24.880 paralysis caught between whether i don't know whether to fight or to run like during the
00:13:31.320 headlights we talk about and that evolutionary response is a quick response it is not designed
00:13:42.160 for 24 hours it is designed for us to respond to the threat of the moment and if you watch the
00:13:52.200 animal world, you will see that animals, when faced with the threat response, act out their
00:14:00.240 response by instinct. And then if they survive, the next thing they do is rest. And our dilemma
00:14:09.580 on the planet today is we don't have any time to rest. Everywhere we turn, we are being met by
00:14:18.600 the debris of the collapse of the post-colonial model of what it means to be human and human
00:14:26.340 society. And so hypervigilance for me is one of the reasons so many people are exhausted and don't
00:14:34.340 know why. Their body is still at a primitive level accessing all this information. This is way below
00:14:41.760 cognition, you might think you're fine, but your body is still on the edge of fear
00:14:48.780 and a reaction to fear, which one will either shut you down into mobilization,
00:14:56.220 cause you to respond with fight or flight, all of which is normal and natural. Spiritual practice
00:15:03.440 for me has to do with being able to recognize these responses in myself and evaluate them
00:15:10.400 quickly enough so they do no harm that's why for me spiritual practice weaves in as a foundation
00:15:19.040 of uh intelligent change in society and i've been recalling dr ambedkar from india i spent a couple
00:15:29.600 years in india and i got to visit his place and i've been reminded of his work and he was asked
00:15:36.800 asked why did he choose Buddhism instead of Communism, because that was part of the debate
00:15:45.400 going on at the time in India, and he said because he thought any new society without
00:15:55.120 a spiritual component, whether it's Buddhism or what have you, in my opinion, as long as
00:16:02.260 is deep enough not to get caught in whatever it is, and be confused by what it is, and
00:16:08.780 become extreme by the thought process it may create in you, that equity, justice, and
00:16:19.920 spirituality go together.
00:16:21.940 They are not separate, and they are not separate from our life as earthlings.
00:16:27.520 so many of us still don't recognize what we are we we have all these great constructs in our heads
00:16:39.100 of our identities and all that that's all fine and natural again but
00:16:44.740 uh the more time the more intimate i have become with the natural world i realize that i am a part
00:16:52.120 of it, and that brings me joy, actually, to recognize my siblings in other forms, and
00:17:04.080 that evokes compassion and caring for the whole earth, and to build and to create new
00:17:14.560 patterns of how we can think speak and act together in ways that are are well and create wellness
00:17:26.160 the extinction we are in at this moment uh will not leave us is not leaving us out
00:17:34.080 covid is making sure of that so that we begin to understand we are connected whether we like
00:17:41.520 it or not that's irrelevant whether our personal narratives fit with that or not that's irrelevant
00:17:48.380 because this is how it is and so learning to accept what is for me is one of the first
00:17:57.700 key breakthroughs in spiritual practice and continues to be a spiritual practice lifelong to
00:18:08.000 to be at ease with what is
00:18:11.320 and transformational with what is at the same time.
00:18:15.660 And for me, this is what we must continue to do
00:18:18.540 and encourage others to do.
00:18:25.640 Oh, you said so many beautiful things in that response.
00:18:30.000 Some of what you said I've definitely been embodying
00:18:33.080 or noticing a lot lately
00:18:34.660 with the hypervigilance and the exhaustion
00:18:37.900 and the need for spiritual practice to stay regulated.
00:18:43.980 But yeah, thank you for speaking to that.
00:18:47.000 Sure.
00:18:47.980 If you use a basic model of the vagus nerve,
00:18:56.820 above the state of being of fight, flight, and immobilization
00:19:04.140 is another space that activates the vagus nerve that creates a sense of peace and stability
00:19:11.400 of deregulation and what i have learned in my own life and through my studies
00:19:17.860 continuing of neuroscience etc is that in the states of what you just said fight flight or
00:19:24.140 freeze we are not we can't even hear each other you know this from having if you're in a relationship
00:19:31.480 you know have an argument it's like what were we fighting about sometimes can't even remember we
00:19:36.840 just got triggered and when that happens our hearing changes i mean i can go through the
00:19:42.580 all the neurophysiology of it all but we know this in our bodies and so for me spiritual practice is
00:19:50.180 not to deny my normal evolutionary capacity for reactivity that's a gift you know i can respond
00:19:59.520 in many different ways to life but being caught simply in that state constantly
00:20:07.840 robs us of our joy and robs us from being enchanted with the world we have
00:20:17.760 so that we cannot be taken away by the flood of suffering
00:20:23.760 that is apparent when we have the courage to look deep enough at our state of things in the world
00:20:32.020 today on the planet today so dystopia yes it's very clear that's a state uh for me however
00:20:42.200 i i'm approaching this one yes things are breaking down need to break down need radical change
00:20:50.300 and earth is communicating all of this to us as well uh on the other hand the apocalypse is the
00:20:59.020 way i like to talk about it is is actually a portal into a new world a new uh what's been
00:21:11.660 call the anima mundi, a new world soul, which has never existed before, a new fabric of
00:21:21.320 consciousness of people all over the planet, animals, et cetera, all over the planet, all
00:21:28.300 aware of the transformation we are in and are leaning in the direction of that transformation.
00:21:41.660 Dancing on the beat.
00:22:11.660 We'll be right back.
00:22:41.660 our lack of gratitude and enchantment for the world allows us to do really terrible things
00:22:58.540 in our desensitization or a denial or just our disconnection and i loved that word disenchantment
00:23:05.380 um or enchantment because I I know in myself when I feel the enchantment of the world
00:23:12.140 the energy I feel for that and the love that comes and the gratitude and the joy and the
00:23:19.720 connection is so strong that all I want is to be in deeper intimacy with others whether that's
00:23:27.580 our more than human kin or our human relatives or the earth oh that's just such a beautiful point
00:23:33.460 And I love that. In preparation for this interview, I came across a conversation where you shared a recent study on how human-created trauma has a far greater impact on the body and the mind than that of natural disasters, which, when we think about it, makes complete sense.
00:23:53.380 but it gave me a moment of pause because so often in this realm, we're talking about climate
00:24:02.080 adaptation, mitigation, and the sort of climate-based trauma that many are beginning to
00:24:08.040 experience. And in doing so, I think that sort of pushes aside recognition of the collective
00:24:14.420 trauma we live with when we remember that the greatest of humanity's wounds were caused by
00:24:20.780 power-hungry people. So can you elaborate a bit more on the importance of recognizing the
00:24:27.840 difference in magnitude between human-made trauma versus natural disasters? Okay.
00:24:35.720 So one way to share about that are there's different types, typologies of trauma.
00:24:43.660 uh one is really i mean this is a really brief summary but one for me is the kind of natural
00:24:53.100 event occurrence that's also one of the ways the apocalypse is described is a natural disaster
00:25:00.600 and the other kind of trauma is uh where i studied we called it the you know the the
00:25:10.340 Be personalized trauma, trauma that's happened to us individually in our lifetime.
00:25:16.020 And then the third kind of trauma is systemic trauma, poverty, sexism, racism, classism, genderism,
00:25:32.100 however you want to describe these systemic habits that are like bureaucracy.
00:25:39.020 that won't seem to change.
00:25:43.580 And the fourth kind that is really at the frontier
00:25:46.660 of some new research is the trauma in our genetics
00:25:51.920 from our ancestors.
00:25:55.700 And I was having a conversation this morning
00:25:59.940 with someone who was talking about a retirement center
00:26:03.740 near here, and its name was Pilgrim Place.
00:26:07.840 and i i told them i had heard about it years ago when i used to live in claremont and teach a
00:26:13.660 little bit at the university and i knew some some professors and good friends who were there
00:26:20.040 a few but i couldn't imagine living there myself because just the word
00:26:26.260 pilgrim activates traumatic memory and the traumatic memory that's activated is not mine
00:26:36.560 personally. It is a traumatic memory of what happened on this land to the peoples on this land
00:26:44.100 if I want to stay particularly grounded. And so I have that in me. And not to know,
00:26:55.600 not to have the courage and not to have the space to hold that much pain
00:27:02.520 is what makes our change process so challenging
00:27:08.740 to create the mind and heart big enough
00:27:13.660 to grieve the immeasurable loss
00:27:18.140 of land, of trees, of birds, of humans,
00:27:24.320 of all of us
00:27:26.080 in the pursuit of that which passes away.
00:27:32.520 is true insanity from a spiritual and, I think, also social perspective.
00:27:46.160 Well, you write, quote,
00:27:50.480 We know America was built on the backs of slaves
00:27:54.380 and founded on the bodies of the first peoples of this land,
00:27:58.220 but many still find difficulty in accepting such facts
00:28:02.160 because they go against the American dream narrative.
00:28:06.000 We have spent the last 500 years becoming so skillful in denying our atrocities 0.98
00:28:11.440 and projecting the shadows of America's racial karma onto the bodies of non-whites 0.90
00:28:17.000 that we are like people suffering from traumatic brain injuries and amnesia, end quote.
00:28:23.680 and i think about this comparison to amnesia here because it's so remarkable to reflect upon
00:28:35.460 how many have shielded themselves from this history and suffering and what that does
00:28:42.280 individually and collectively so i'd like to ask you about what you think are the ramifications to
00:28:50.540 the self when we push away suffering and sorrow? Okay. Well, for me, the word that's been coming
00:29:00.340 to me most recently is numbness. We become numb to the present miracle of our own life
00:29:10.420 as a human being, to the lives around us, to the different forms of life around us,
00:29:17.140 uh to the galaxy we're around we i see people walking down the street all looking down on
00:29:23.280 their phones and i keep wanting to stop them and say look up you know this look to the left look
00:29:28.180 the sky is actually all around you it's not just up i mean just uh you know it's standing up
00:29:34.960 apparently was one of the great evolutionary adaptations of our species and our lineage
00:29:40.820 uh from our primate siblings and standing up made a huge difference in the outcome
00:29:49.020 of human evolution and i just see us going spending too much time looking down
00:29:56.360 not that we shouldn't look down we must look down but we must look up at the same time and
00:30:02.740 all around at the same time because it's all connected so the habits again our technological
00:30:09.380 habit patterns are i have to watch this in myself you know you're invited to dinner and if you're
00:30:16.640 not careful people have their phones out blah blah blah which is fine if that's what everybody
00:30:22.500 is comfortable with um but this is how easily us as human beings can get co-opted into a new habit
00:30:33.840 especially technologically because it's kinesthetic and it's easy when you know in
00:30:40.240 terms of repeat repeating things which our brain loves to repeat so again back to habits
00:30:45.840 and the trauma that is unprocessed in an individual's life sets the tone of all their
00:30:58.340 experience uh it's like the background sound um and it influences our thought patterns our
00:31:08.420 perceptions our interaction in relationships our capacity to recognize the miracle that we are
00:31:16.640 and the miracle of life all around us you know the increasing rate of suicide is our own
00:31:23.540 this is around the world is our own kind of weird keeping up with the
00:31:28.520 extinction process that's going on across species.
00:31:32.720 And for me, again,
00:31:34.260 spiritual practice is to recognize this energy in myself,
00:31:39.600 this, this death urge,
00:31:41.640 and have the courage to step into the life urge,
00:31:46.360 step into the stream of creating profound possibility for
00:31:53.520 generations to come in the hopi tradition which i had the fortune of studying a little and
00:32:01.040 practicing a little bit with um their medicine wheel is a great circle of archetypes but in the
00:32:09.360 center of that wheel is a fire and it's called the children's fire so every architect every function
00:32:19.680 in the relationship of the circle is to first make sure the fire does not go out
00:32:26.500 and we are i think the new values that are emerging around the world are at least embedded
00:32:36.200 and in many places they're they're embedded quietly because people have been conditioned
00:32:43.300 not to speak out but they're operating and desire to operate at that level around wellness justice
00:32:51.300 and harmony um and jonah salk's research suggested that uh once five percent of new energies new
00:33:01.860 values new visions are embedded or emerging uh once we get to 20 it's unstoppable
00:33:11.060 So for me, the work is to nourish the embedded so it is as rooted as possible that doesn't get blown away by greed, hatred, or ignorance, and to invest time and energy and love in the transition from embeddedness to more permanent.
00:33:42.000 more stability in values of wholeness and care.
00:33:49.000 So I see and know people around the world
00:33:51.680 that are doing this.
00:33:52.500 None of them are ever in the news, of course.
00:33:55.300 So most people have no idea
00:33:56.940 what's going on around the world.
00:33:58.880 How many thousands of people are doing what they do every day
00:34:02.020 in great care for our precious earth
00:34:05.280 and our precious peoples?
00:34:08.120 And again, I'm just horrified
00:34:11.060 and how casual we can take the waste of human life what i mean by the waste is our killing of it
00:34:20.420 our disregard of it
00:34:24.340 um the children that are dying are also like our trees that are dying
00:34:32.020 and
00:34:37.060 i'm not willing to live with that
00:34:41.060 and I know many people who aren't or who aren't any longer
00:34:47.880 willing to live with that kind of callousness about life itself.
00:34:56.420 Oh, thank goodness for that.
00:35:04.000 Yeah, I'm just metabolizing your response for a moment.
00:35:07.560 the lesson that i've been receiving personally as it relates to moving through suffering and grief
00:35:18.320 has been the importance of vulnerability and vulnerability and allowing myself to
00:35:26.100 feel the emotion rather than get caught up in the story and through that i find so much release
00:35:33.240 And I wonder if you also might have something to share about the importance of respecting our own vulnerability as we work to heal the wounds originated by colonization.
00:35:45.460 yes for me it it comes back to applying mindfulness as a practice
00:35:56.760 to my own experience of my wounds of history still alive in my body and
00:36:06.680 And so every day I design my life as best I can so that I can have my heart broken
00:36:17.100 and face those wounds and face the fear that comes up, the pain that comes up, the agony, 0.98
00:36:24.900 the distrust, the imposter syndrome of all of this dukkha, of the suffering, and understand
00:36:42.240 that what I call suffering exists along with non-suffering. 0.90
00:36:48.680 And so for me, part of the skill is learning how to create an awareness of a space within that is not touched by suffering and use the energy of that space to help heal suffering, to enclose that suffering or embrace that suffering, name that suffering, be with that suffering, not as an enemy, not as an other.
00:37:18.680 but as a part of my own body and mind.
00:37:20.920 And I told my wife not long ago,
00:37:24.180 I never knew I had so many tears.
00:37:27.280 Just every day, every day, every day,
00:37:30.520 looking, listening in tears.
00:37:33.440 And so without the vulnerability
00:37:35.620 to one's experience of life,
00:37:42.640 we remain closed.
00:37:46.280 Trapped in a trance.
00:37:48.680 of fabricated whatever, success, happiness.
00:37:56.180 So unless we are willing to come face-to-face with ourselves
00:38:02.300 in the deepest possible way, emotionally, psychologically,
00:38:05.880 and spiritually, we won't heal.
00:38:10.680 We may be able to limp along for a while,
00:38:13.420 but then we'll flip back into our social habits,
00:38:16.960 Especially because social habits, however detestable they may be in many places, they are rewarded just enough for people to keep hanging on to the habit.
00:38:30.120 And so our healing will necessarily take us outside the habit to come back to the habit, or we don't have, as Einstein put it, you can't solve a problem at the same level of energy that created it.
00:38:47.100 and so we must get to the include recognizing ourself another level of energy
00:38:54.100 that can assist the dismantlement of what needs to vanish and but also as you point out very
00:39:03.960 important to keep your eyes and hearts and behaviors focused on creating the next
00:39:09.860 civilization.
00:39:12.640 Grace Lee Boggs like to say, yes, short-term priorities,
00:39:16.520 voting, economics, media justice, all very
00:39:19.920 important. Keep your eyes on that and then keep your eyes on the long term.
00:39:24.660 So learning how to do both of these things like a rose bush
00:39:27.800 that can shed and bloom
00:39:30.320 at the same time, it seems like sometimes we have to learn to be
00:39:35.840 like a rose bush.
00:39:39.860 Oh, I hope I get there.
00:39:45.480 I came across one of your Dharma talks for the Lotus Institute titled The Fires of Grief
00:39:54.900 Are Burning, where you share that your practice is intended to help you deal with constant
00:40:01.720 disappointment.
00:40:02.380 And I think many might think that spiritual or theological practices are used to bypass or transcend the heartbreak and disappointment of what it means to exist in the echoes of colonial and capitalist worlds.
00:40:21.220 So can you dispel that myth for us?
00:40:27.860 Well, I'd have to respond this way for me.
00:40:31.100 first of all it has to do with one's intention in the practice um and so for me there's a
00:40:40.280 there's a spectrum here of um unconsciousness at one level um there are people who are like oh my
00:40:49.700 god i didn't know this i didn't know that happened i didn't know there were 60 million native
00:40:54.440 americans and it went down to five in a couple hundred years five million and um there's that
00:41:00.600 level of unconsciousness there's the level of you know people who are starting to think about
00:41:06.360 some of these issues and then there's passive aggressive people who are beginning to really
00:41:15.100 get angry about thinking about these issues and then there are people who get actively aggressive
00:41:21.480 to attack, who shoot, who murder, who bomb
00:41:24.880 because they are not well in facing these issues
00:41:31.760 and not know how, in many cases, to face these issues.
00:41:38.300 So I think it's not an either-or question.
00:41:45.000 The legacy of colonial impacts is global.
00:41:51.480 And all over, it's just, and not just the impacts of, you know, this is again about trauma.
00:42:01.200 Trauma is not just what happens to you.
00:42:04.220 Trauma is what happens to you because that happened to you.
00:42:08.960 And then trauma is how you've learned to cope with what really happened to you because that happened to you.
00:42:15.960 And so to go through these levels with the skills of resilience practice as a component of spiritual practice helped me and helps many people embrace the reality without becoming victim to the reality.
00:42:36.980 So these practices
00:42:41.500 Are designed for you to grow up
00:42:43.860 Spiritually 1.00
00:42:44.760 And to be
00:42:47.020 A revolutionary socially
00:42:49.760 In a mature way
00:42:51.280 So for me it's
00:42:54.200 One cannot
00:42:55.680 At least in the
00:42:58.260 Four Noble Truths
00:43:00.180 Of the Buddha
00:43:00.600 The first truth begins with suffering
00:43:02.540 And not just what happened
00:43:06.980 but what happened inside of you because that happened.
00:43:11.620 And your narrative and your coping mechanisms because that happened.
00:43:16.100 And these patterns, if they're not healed or recognized, named, healed, and then transformed,
00:43:25.200 they will continue and they will be transmitted to everyone around you and the next generation to come.
00:43:34.940 No hiding place down here.
00:43:36.980 Vibration, vibration, vibration, vibration, vibration.
00:44:06.980 I've thought
00:44:36.980 about how in my family when I think about the next generation I sometimes say to myself the
00:44:45.440 intergenerational trauma stops here meaning with me I think to not continue to pass on the traumas
00:44:53.800 is such a huge challenge but so necessary to at least try because we're seeing what
00:45:03.120 these passed on intergenerational traumas have done on top of the traumas of everyone else's
00:45:10.860 just life so it's the traumas are compounding at this point and i think that's so much of why
00:45:17.240 we're seeing what we're seeing and why we're experiencing this i wanted to bring up another
00:45:22.500 article and it's titled race reclamation and the resilience revolution and you share quote
00:45:29.320 i spend as much time as i can outside of the four walls of my house i spend time with the birds
00:45:36.720 chatting with them every morning and every evening at sunrise i'm outside feeling the warmth of the
00:45:42.880 sun and at sunset i'm outside with the moonlight it is very important to not undersell ourselves
00:45:49.480 simply as human defined we must understand ourselves as nature defined when we understand
00:45:57.240 ourselves that way we can touch our generativity we can touch our resilience that is in fact
00:46:04.700 beyond time and space end quote oh i think we need this reminder in a world that
00:46:14.120 has become so commodified and so consumer oriented so i wonder if you could share the
00:46:21.860 importance of once again recognizing ourselves as nature-defined beings?
00:46:30.000 Yes, a little bit of thoughts around. I was sharing recently with a group that
00:46:37.600 when I was eight or nine years old, my mother's father passed away. I had never met him. He lived
00:46:48.180 and Georgia in the mountains on a small farm in the hillside in the bush on a small farm with a
00:46:56.400 couple of chickens and goats and turkeys, et cetera. And I'd never been to Georgia. I'd never
00:47:03.820 been to a farm, et cetera. So we did our usual routine, as I understand it, from those days of
00:47:11.860 every African-American family who was going to travel from north to south. We were traveling 0.99
00:47:17.360 from cleveland ohio we packed all of our food made meals left at night so that we would be the least
00:47:25.200 seen and arrive in the daylight so we arrive walk up a little path park our little car
00:47:31.760 knock on the door door opens we walk into the living room which is a little tiny living room
00:47:39.680 and there's Grandpa Paris in his casket
00:47:43.900 sitting in the living room
00:47:47.120 and everybody's laughing, talking, crying all around him.
00:47:51.980 And when it came time to go to bed,
00:47:53.880 I was put in the alcove right across from the casket.
00:48:00.200 And so that was a long night
00:48:04.620 of seeing life and death as one.
00:48:14.840 And so I think it's very important
00:48:17.220 to remember we are not simply defined
00:48:22.940 by our colonial experience.
00:48:25.660 I have ancestors, and so do you,
00:48:28.880 that go all the way back to the beginning of time.
00:48:31.840 And so I access the energies and wisdom of those ancestors as part of my energy of healing.
00:48:41.540 In song and dance and art and music and in poetry, et cetera.
00:48:47.300 So that, I mean, the real job that was done on people of color, in my view, by the colonial system, is we still think that's who we are.
00:48:56.660 and that is no adequate definition of any kind of a human being as we can see now by the debris
00:49:06.440 of bodies and trees in the countryside of our world in the cities with the smoke
00:49:17.020 and the poisonous air.
00:49:21.420 So for me, how I approach this
00:49:23.820 is from a sense of being a much larger reality
00:49:28.000 than the narrative of Larry Ward.
00:49:31.820 If one gets caught only in that narrative,
00:49:35.480 you do not have the energy, I don't think,
00:49:38.780 to create enough space inside of yourself
00:49:42.120 to do the alchemy of healing.
00:49:44.620 All you can do is get stuck again in fight, flight, or immobilization.
00:49:58.700 As a follow-up to my previous question, you mentioned wanting to discuss the link between America's racial karma and our crisis in loving the wild.
00:50:10.820 And I'd love to hear how you view these patterns linking or furthering our binary approach to each other and the world.
00:50:22.300 Okay, a couple of ways of responding to that.
00:50:24.940 One is that from a neuroscientific point of view, we have an instinct toward a subject-object relationship with everything we encounter.
00:50:40.040 uh as human beings and even further from a buddhist uh perspective we have a kind of
00:50:48.540 addiction to dualism of duality of not being able to see the connection between things
00:50:55.600 and ourselves as one reality one living reality and so it's it's um
00:51:06.940 For me, this is why I'm back to Dr. Ambedkar, without having the opportunity to do the spiritual transformational work, which is possible, and many people are doing it, without disengaging from concrete work in the suffering of the world or of this planet.
00:51:28.320 So what I begin to see is, oh, the same way the colonial mind treated indigenous peoples, which is still going on today, and slaves, is the same way we treat the earth. 0.53
00:51:50.400 It's an extraction principle.
00:51:52.780 it's a resource strategy
00:51:55.320 for wealth creation
00:51:57.580 power creation
00:51:59.300 and meaning
00:52:00.680 and this is one of the
00:52:03.440 reasons it's so hard to uproot
00:52:05.200 a lot of
00:52:07.320 people have their meaning
00:52:09.340 so tied up into
00:52:10.940 their willingness to be
00:52:13.300 unconscious
00:52:13.820 about the state of our planet
00:52:16.800 and the state of our
00:52:19.200 relationships with one another
00:52:21.040 on this planet
00:52:22.780 So bravery in the spiritual aspects of it, for me, is partially learning how to ask brave questions about myself, my life, my thoughts, my language, and my behaviors.
00:52:45.500 And for me, unless we begin to actually reawaken our imaginations, rediscover the profound nature of being human, and reconnect to our kinship with all things, we will need at least those three energies pointing toward creating a manifestation of the new universe.
00:53:15.500 never before world soul.
00:53:18.260 So put my energy into manifesting the new
00:53:23.220 without being attached to the outcome of the process
00:53:28.340 and at the same time put my care
00:53:32.120 for those who are devoting their time and energy
00:53:37.000 to a positive deconstruction
00:53:40.500 of what we have on the planet,
00:53:43.340 what we've inherited,
00:53:45.500 Our challenge is, as a species, we have a pattern of learning slowly.
00:53:53.560 And we don't have time anymore to be this slow.
00:53:59.640 Technology is already way ahead of our ways of thinking and operating.
00:54:05.480 And at the same time, as that happens, driven by economics and dominance, we start to lose even more.
00:54:15.500 of our human sense of soul.
00:54:24.420 Yes.
00:54:29.500 There is so much in that response too
00:54:32.340 that I'm sitting with and mulling over.
00:54:37.960 Yeah, thank you for that.
00:54:41.200 Sure.
00:54:41.540 Well, Dr. Ward, as we come to a close, I'd like to ask you about the curriculum you developed to follow America's racial karma, which I think listeners will be eager to hear about as so often we digest information, yet we don't know what to do with it next.
00:55:05.680 so what is the importance of cultivating a mindfulness practice alongside efforts to
00:55:13.320 transmute our collective trauma well practically to that end we created an online course called
00:55:22.180 the earth gate which offers training in understanding trauma the skills to recognize
00:55:31.580 it in one's own body. Six, seven skills to learn how to respond skillfully to a traumatic
00:55:41.700 occurrence within. It gets activated through a memory or an event or a circumstance or a sound
00:55:49.400 or a color. All of our senses are doorways into our body's experience of deregulation,
00:55:57.420 dysregulation which is what i mean by trauma when our nervous system loses balance and integrity and
00:56:07.020 so i think that's that's one part of it so we created the earth gate the next course which
00:56:13.980 will come out in the spring next year is called the wind gate so the earth gate course is to give
00:56:20.700 people the skills to work with their trauma around race or around gender or around catastrophe.
00:56:30.140 Any form of traumatic experience, the Earth Gate gives you some basic skills
00:56:35.600 and education to work with trauma. The next course, which follows the book, America's Racial
00:56:42.920 karma is called the wind gate. And the wind gate is the gate of change. And this follow through
00:56:53.820 of the book is a deeper look at what sustains racism, what feeds it, what nourishes it,
00:57:08.440 both in individuals and in society and what can we learn about practicing mindfully with
00:57:16.480 recognizing that energy in ourselves and in our society and in our systems being able to name
00:57:23.220 that energy being able to face the truth of that energy but also to be able to transform that
00:57:32.180 energy into energy of goodness of wellness of justice and harmony so we're in not just a social
00:57:43.060 to use the word battle we're in an energetic battle for where energy is placed where energy
00:57:50.900 is enhanced and cared for and and because uh you know 10 percent of the world 15 percent of the
00:58:00.920 world pretty much determines the world's agenda. The rest of us must know that our energy is as
00:58:11.460 profound as anyone else's energy. And I'm thinking back to civil rights days and understanding
00:58:20.820 that our energy is much larger, much deeper, much more refined
00:58:29.840 to handle our suffering because we have had to learn how and so part of the challenge for me is
00:58:38.820 and I think all of us around the world is how to make this shift
00:58:44.820 which we are in the midst of how to make sure this shift survives this energy of freshness
00:58:53.060 this energy of new language, new art, new music, new sound, new decisions, new kinds
00:58:59.840 of institutions and systems to make sure that the energy survives to create these things.
00:59:07.180 That our generativity is not lost in the folly of politics or in the pain of commercialism.
00:59:18.420 all those things are true and we must deal with all those things without getting lost
00:59:24.260 so that our energy is like the lawsuits like the process you talked about with the minds
00:59:30.880 that's their strategy is to force you to use your energy that way so that you don't have
00:59:39.540 the energy to do what you're talking about would be the greatest thing that's a conscious strategy
00:59:47.160 And so many North Americans don't understand how their consent is manufactured, to use an old term.
00:59:59.240 and to recognize this checking in myself
01:00:06.680 rather than living out of someone's else definition of who i should be who i could be
01:00:12.820 who i wish i was to have the courage to create a life that is based in individuation not simply
01:00:23.420 individualism yes wow
01:00:28.760 again there's so many things that you just responded to that i'm i'm excited to go back
01:00:39.240 and actually pause with some of those statements um well dr ward this has been such a beautiful
01:00:49.280 and healing conversation and I think as we become at times confused and overwhelmed and
01:01:00.600 just seeking how we can move through this time I think what you've spoken to is a foundation of
01:01:11.160 a type of spiritual and mental health that's completely necessary for us to be able to
01:01:19.080 make conscious decisions, intentional decisions, healthy and soft connections with each other.
01:01:28.800 And the more and more I interview people and research, I come back to
01:01:34.260 the themes that you speak to as even sometimes more of a priority than what we think should be
01:01:44.560 the priorities at this time as in solutions or these large global scale decisions which I'm not
01:01:54.180 saying those aren't necessary but if we're not coming from a place of this type of spiritual
01:02:00.080 stability I worry that we're just going to continue repeating and repeating and repeating
01:02:06.180 and the traumas will just never fully dissolve or maybe they'll never fully dissolve regardless
01:02:12.860 but at least our intention and our awareness is there.
01:02:17.580 So this has personally been a really important conversation for me,
01:02:20.800 and I can imagine for our listeners as well, very moving and guiding.
01:02:25.600 So thank you.
01:02:27.360 Well, thank you.
01:02:28.180 I'm convinced that trauma can be reduced, healed,
01:02:35.260 and transformed into the energy of light.
01:02:42.860 hmm well yes i will i'm gonna remember that when i'm feeling really low because i think
01:02:52.160 you know this belief system and also you mentioned imagination and a few responses ago which
01:02:58.500 i think back to adrian marie brown's interviews and this idea of the imagination battle that
01:03:05.060 we're in and whose imagination are we living and how do we um take hold of our imaginations
01:03:12.560 again and decide no we're not living we're not consenting to this manufactured
01:03:18.540 like i love that you said that that was so powerful um no we're not doing that we're
01:03:24.840 going to take our power and our imagination back and our consent back and just starting with that
01:03:31.820 seed alone is so empowering and um empowering though in a very grounded and humbled way
01:03:40.520 as well which i think is so important to be empowered in humility so that the empowerment
01:03:46.080 doesn't feed more power hunger which is a real nuance but i feel like you guided us through that
01:03:54.240 as well thank you yeah
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