For The Wild - November 04, 2020


JOANNA MACY on the World As Lover And Self ⌠ENCORE⌡⧸207

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00:00:27.100 Welcome to For the Wild podcast. I'm Ayanna Young. This week, we are rebroadcasting our
00:00:34.920 interview with the beloved Joanna Macy, initially released in January of 2015.
00:00:42.080 In this conversation, Joanna gives us a new and transformative lens to approach despair,
00:00:48.180 grief, and chronic dissatisfaction. We hope you enjoy this special Encore episode.
00:00:57.100 guitar solo
00:01:27.080 warm winds are blowing and where the winds are blowing to there ain't no way of knowing
00:01:33.160 the mountain grass is short it's drying close to burning
00:01:39.180 crying out for water as the season's turning
00:01:45.440 sweet smell of the pines tall western cedar
00:01:52.140 Dripping on the wind
00:01:56.040 Through the mountains like a river
00:01:58.120 Hello, my name is Ayanna Young
00:02:06.260 and I welcome you to Unlearn and Rewild
00:02:09.880 where we explore radical ideas
00:02:12.420 relating to earth renewal
00:02:14.100 Today from Berkeley, California
00:02:16.800 we are joined by Joanna Macy
00:02:18.860 eco-philosopher, activist
00:02:21.560 scholar of Buddhism and systems theory, who has an international following thanks to 50 years
00:02:28.100 in movements for civil rights, global justice, and ecological sanity. Her 12 books include
00:02:35.700 Coming Back to Life, Widening Circles, a memoir, World as Lover, and World as Self.
00:02:43.520 She travels the world teaching her program for activist empowerment and healing from the
00:02:48.580 Psychological Damage of Civilization, entitled The Work That Reconnects.
00:02:54.940 Hello.
00:02:56.300 There you are.
00:02:57.940 There you are.
00:02:59.780 Hi, Ayana.
00:03:00.720 I am thrilled to be meeting you this way and in conversation with you.
00:03:06.620 Well, it's an honor for me as well to share your voice in this way.
00:03:12.040 the radio show was created out of a deep despair in my heart and needing to reach out to people
00:03:19.420 like yourself for guidance and i know there's a lot of other people that are in the same boat as
00:03:25.880 i am you show how significant it is and how productive it is to not be afraid of your
00:03:35.960 despair and grief and outrage over what's happening instead of thinking of that as doom
00:03:43.300 and gloom closing your heart to it or thinking that it's some private pathology you didn't close
00:03:50.920 your eyes and you let it in there's no more energy being devoted to protecting yourself from
00:04:00.440 what's happening to the world you open to it and look where it's taken you
00:04:05.720 i feel so grateful that i've been able to open myself up to the despair you know that's the
00:04:13.160 most subversive thing we can do because the power holders the whole late capitalism project
00:04:20.900 would have us distrust our feelings and privatize them that it's some personal craziness
00:04:30.140 and to pave them over, and that makes us very obedient and silent.
00:04:38.220 And so it's easier to manage a population that is silent, depressed, isolated, and obedient.
00:04:48.400 But you didn't buy into that for some blessed reason.
00:04:54.360 You may not even know yourself.
00:04:56.980 You didn't.
00:04:58.160 You let yourself feel it.
00:05:00.140 I don't know why. It's strange because I didn't grow up in a community that talked about these things or was maybe even consciously aware of what was happening. And it was just something so loud for me. And even when I didn't know how to talk about the tar sands or nuclear, even when I didn't have that activist vocabulary, I was shouting and I was pushing against this.
00:05:28.580 And you were feeling sick at heart?
00:05:31.140 Yes.
00:05:32.040 And you didn't shut up about it?
00:05:33.860 No, I didn't.
00:05:35.920 Praise be.
00:05:37.420 You may not know even what it was that you are growing up or your ancestry that gave you that courage.
00:05:45.840 Before I really stepped into this open heartedness towards what's happening, I was constantly feeling this chronic dissatisfaction.
00:05:55.200 And I was just feeling this heaviness of meaninglessness and emptiness.
00:06:01.080 And it wasn't until I really opened up, you know, broke my heart open, cried, felt the deep darkness of what's going on.
00:06:10.000 And then, you know, starting to be proactive.
00:06:12.220 That's when I felt, wow, okay, this is enlivening.
00:06:16.580 It's, I feel alive.
00:06:19.660 yeah and then you found that you also
00:06:24.080 that you weren't alone
00:06:25.580 you suddenly found that you had
00:06:28.120 all these wonderful people to link arms with
00:06:31.320 we are not alone in this despair
00:06:35.180 and at the core of it all
00:06:38.240 the despair comes from this deep love
00:06:40.680 that is undeniable, unexplainable
00:06:43.720 it's our birthright to feel it
00:06:46.780 and live out of it
00:06:48.400 to let it pour through us for our world and that's what I'm feeling with a lot of the young
00:06:55.320 people today they move me so I feel like my generation is beginning to emerge from the
00:07:02.660 paralysis of despair I've always hesitated to use the word hope since it carries a sense of passivity
00:07:10.560 or resigning your power so i would distinguish what i'm feeling as a sense of calling not based
00:07:20.340 in hope but in the certainty of this path and the need to rise to this occasion whether or not we
00:07:28.720 will ever personally see the kind of change we dream about there's nothing that could stop me
00:07:35.420 from doing this work and even through times of doubt and lack of results I know I can always
00:07:42.660 take in the beauty of the world every day and love it fiercely. And that's a great economy too
00:07:54.260 because it saves you from constantly taking your pulse either your spiritual pulse or your
00:08:03.120 strategic activist post oh how am i doing and was this successful that success constantly trying to
00:08:10.340 gauge uh they look at what the outcome is and just you just drop that because you can't tell
00:08:19.360 there are people who have done things and said things that have profoundly enriched and altered
00:08:26.080 your life and they're part of the compost that's nourishing your life and they don't even know it
00:08:33.680 you don't go back to tell people sometimes they're not even alive anymore
00:08:38.320 sometimes there are people that you've forgotten the name and that they've gone off they live a
00:08:43.940 place you can't reach them so we absolutely are getting free from being dependent on uh knowing
00:08:52.320 the outcomes of what we're doing and that is an incredible liberation and what a privilege it is
00:08:59.920 isn't it gosh absolutely i think about that a lot that so many people don't have the opportunity
00:09:06.760 because they're faced with real issues of survival that's right you are so right and we're so lucky
00:09:15.160 that we have a little psychic space, a little physical space.
00:09:19.380 We're not locked up.
00:09:21.220 We're not cut off in some refugee camp
00:09:24.380 where all we have to do is stand in line for a crust of bread
00:09:27.820 or a piece of paper to get us out of there.
00:09:31.440 That we actually have.
00:09:33.460 This means you have this radio show.
00:09:36.360 We have this Skype technology.
00:09:38.760 We don't know how long we'll have it.
00:09:41.220 But for the moment we do
00:09:42.760 And for the moment, we can let our hearts sing with the sense of purpose we have in our love for life.
00:09:50.780 That brings to mind the very first interview I recorded, which was with the ecology writer Stephanie Mills.
00:09:59.240 And she said something that I haven't ever forgotten, which is cleaving to beauty is of great sustenance and we can all help a little beauty to continue.
00:10:12.760 i'm grateful too for the teachers that tell us that we don't need to pick and choose but we can
00:10:21.900 be ready for everything and you may know that i do translations of the poetry of rilke
00:10:30.100 reiner maria rilke who wrote some of the most amazing short poems and there's a poem where
00:10:39.520 He says, it's as if he imagines the sacred talking to us and saying, beauty and terror keep going.
00:10:51.360 Feeling is final.
00:10:53.600 So there'll be terror as well as beauty.
00:10:56.900 We're here when there's this turning that can happen.
00:11:00.780 There's the great unraveling of living systems, and there's also the great turning toward a life-sustaining society.
00:11:11.120 And we don't know how it's going to end, but we're here to face the unraveling and act for the great turning.
00:11:20.240 And in that, we'll see beauty, but we'll also experience terror and grief.
00:11:25.940 And we just let it all in.
00:11:27.660 let it all in
00:11:29.740 as he said
00:11:30.640 just keep going
00:11:32.980 because you're not going to let anything
00:11:35.380 quell the joy you feel
00:11:37.900 in being of use
00:11:39.580 to life on earth
00:11:40.900 I'd like to read one passage
00:11:43.980 from your book, Coming Back to Life
00:11:45.980 and
00:11:47.220 it's really stuck in my mind
00:11:49.200 and it makes sense of that paralysis
00:11:51.620 that
00:11:53.040 moment of stillness as you awaken
00:11:55.580 to the fact that your pain is the pain of the world manifesting in us. Quote, the very distress
00:12:04.260 that, when we hide it, seemed to separate us from other people, now uncovers our connective tissue.
00:12:11.440 This realization, whether it comes in a flash of insight or a gradual dawning, is a turning point.
00:12:18.300 We shift to a new way of seeing ourselves in relation to the world and a new way of understanding
00:12:23.380 our power. Many metaphors come to mind for describing this shift. It is like the turning
00:12:29.540 of the tide, or the pause between breathing in and breathing out. As we allow the world's pain
00:12:35.820 to flow in, it rearranges our internal structures. Then the outflow releases our gifts of response
00:12:42.260 into the world. Or it is like a fulcrum, letting us shift the weight of our despair, turn it,
00:12:49.340 and raise it into new understandings.
00:12:52.200 The Chinese character for crisis is a combination of two forms.
00:12:57.080 One means danger, the other opportunity.
00:13:00.340 On this fulcrum, danger turns to opportunity, unquote.
00:13:05.460 Oh, wow, that's beautiful.
00:13:08.800 So could you speak about how pain helps transform us
00:13:13.800 and unlocks our healing powers?
00:13:16.020 for one thing this has been known to us humans maybe to other life forms as well
00:13:25.040 for thousands of years in every spiritual path in every mythological structure there is this
00:13:36.360 recognition that the way to fulfillment is often through a dark and painful turning
00:13:42.720 like the hero's journey for the hero to become a hero and to discover to engage in the great
00:13:52.500 saving adventure of whatever she or he is about there's first a descent where you feel almost
00:13:59.960 powerless you have to confront the monster and you have to embrace the monster and that you break
00:14:08.260 free of the restrictions that your culture has imposed on you in daring to love what is unlovable
00:14:17.400 or what you've been told is unacceptable and to run the risks of being considered
00:14:24.880 crazy or loony or weak or unpatriotic or too sensitive or too emotional or what have you
00:14:33.580 and just open your eyes, your mind, your heart to what is. 0.97
00:14:40.540 It's a declaration of allegiance to the truth of where you are.
00:14:47.200 And it's at the same time,
00:14:48.940 so this has been part of our knowing for a long time,
00:14:52.680 and it seems particularly significant and necessary now
00:14:58.620 in our facing our mainstream culture
00:15:03.440 and the political economy of the industrial growth society
00:15:09.400 or we could call it late stage capitalism
00:15:12.480 that intensifies this oppressive nature of our culture.
00:15:19.620 And so for the power holders would have us
00:15:23.280 not get acquainted with the power of our and the intensity of our outrage and the depths of our
00:15:33.200 grief they would like us to feel that everything is just okay the way it is put a little smiley
00:15:40.500 face wherever you can keep a stiff upper lip be obedient conform don't step out and don't raise
00:15:52.000 your head it's in and so when you dare to accept these the inner turbulence which is really life
00:16:02.540 itself knocking at the door feel me see me open up to me i am your world you become not only
00:16:14.140 so personally liberated and find more energy and more vitality and more joy and the numbness and
00:16:24.140 the anesthesia begin to wear off but you also become subversive dangerously subversive you
00:16:33.960 are breaking free of the kind of deep oppression that our political culture can threaten us we
00:16:43.660 can be threatened with so much, with jail, with isolation, with torture. The power holders in
00:16:53.000 defense of corporate globalization are rolling out just about every scary device they can
00:17:00.800 with genuine harm to keep us quiet, to keep us obedient. So I like to see, I love to see in myself
00:17:12.100 and in all the many people I've had the good fortune to work with
00:17:16.980 in the work that Reconnects,
00:17:19.180 how feeling their pain for the world
00:17:22.560 builds a wonderful kind of gleeful courage
00:17:27.240 of being allied with life
00:17:30.780 and begin to act and feel that life is flowing through you.
00:17:42.100 Flying times is what the world is talking about.
00:17:49.800 You got confusion all over the land.
00:17:59.280 Mother against daughter, father against son.
00:18:06.520 The whole thing is getting out of hand
00:18:13.860 But folks wouldn't have to suffer
00:18:20.160 If there was more love for your brother
00:18:25.000 But these are trying times
00:18:29.120 Got the riots
00:18:35.240 And the ghetto
00:18:36.900 And it's all around 1.00
00:18:41.400 A whole lot of things that's wrong
00:18:46.700 Is going down
00:18:50.260 I don't understand it
00:18:55.180 My point of view
00:18:59.080 This system is set up for mandatory participation, with vanishingly few exceptions, the people
00:19:17.700 who have gone money or fossil fuel free, but slave labor and environmental toxification
00:19:24.200 are built into the structure of the economy,
00:19:27.280 and without them as it stands, it wouldn't function.
00:19:31.600 So here we are in this impossible place
00:19:35.240 of never being able to live guilt-free,
00:19:37.540 and this guilt is just another form of pain for the world.
00:19:42.220 But how do we deal with this pain?
00:19:44.840 Is there a way to move through it?
00:19:47.080 Yeah, you said it so beautifully
00:19:49.520 that you can't be guilt-free in this.
00:19:52.460 and so this can make you feel oh there's no clear enemy but when we realize that we all belong
00:20:01.340 together in the living body of earth and we can see that that we're as living systems we participate
00:20:10.940 in the not only the biosphere the ecosphere but we participate in the political and economic
00:20:20.500 systems that were born into and living in so in a way oh you can say damn it i want to be purely
00:20:31.160 on the side of good and not tainted in any way by my complicity but this very difficult if not
00:20:40.340 totally impossible today to live without interdependence with the reigning system.
00:20:49.520 But the good news of that is that because you're part of it, you can also be part of
00:20:58.040 its self-healing because the world actually can't be fixed from the outside and you can't
00:21:07.800 heal the world but the world can only heal itself and we are part of that so we know that the drag
00:21:17.340 of the habits that we've acquired we know the sloth and laziness that is our bread by our getting
00:21:28.340 accustomed to the comforts and and so as we free ourselves we are showing everybody because
00:21:38.640 everybody's complicit and that there's no convenient enemy out there except that there are
00:21:48.020 sort of institutionalized forms of the mistakes we make.
00:21:54.360 By that I mean, well, in Buddhism, which as you know is very important to me
00:22:00.660 and been very helpful, the sources of suffering are seen to be
00:22:06.720 not some evil principle, but they are simply human greed
00:22:12.920 and human hatred and human confusion delusion so that's been ever so we make mistakes when we're
00:22:24.320 motivated by fear hatred and delusion what's happening in our time with these technologies
00:22:31.480 and market forces is that these great sources of suffering greed hatred and delusion have taken on
00:22:40.940 institutionalized and technologically assisted systems forms that's what we need to fight
00:22:51.380 and separate from these institutionalized forms and therefore that means that
00:22:57.200 when you bump up against people who are working for the system in corporations or government or
00:23:06.540 military or police or monsanto or what have you then you realize they're not the enemy
00:23:13.460 that they're just in bondage to these organized forms of greed hatred and delusion
00:23:21.540 so you don't waste energy and risk separation by seeking to hate or defeat them they're not the
00:23:30.200 enemy but what you do then you recognize that you can help them see you can that you focus your
00:23:39.200 energy on how you dismantle these forces that we've allowed to arise am i making any sense
00:23:47.180 absolutely you know in the work that we connect it's not in the books yet but there's a practice
00:23:54.540 that we do it's on my website called bowing to the adversary and that you some of the people you
00:24:02.640 have to oppose the people you have to maybe do civil disobedience to stop what they're doing
00:24:10.020 that they're not the enemy and so you make these there are 10 different bows you make
00:24:16.360 You bow to them knowing that you who are destroying the natural world for your own profit, you have shown me how much I love the natural world.
00:24:30.340 You have shown me how much I love the earth and its being.
00:24:34.540 So I bow to you in gratitude.
00:24:37.280 If it weren't for you, you have shown me how much I value justice and freedom.
00:24:46.360 And so I bow to you.
00:24:48.940 You teach not acting from short-sighted reactionary impulses.
00:24:54.180 Because if we do succeed in knocking down the system we oppose,
00:24:57.580 it will spring back up with a new twist or, you know, a new slogan or flag,
00:25:02.520 but something equally problematic.
00:25:05.740 And there's this thing called behavioral conditioning.
00:25:09.700 The shift needs to be as deep as our psyche goes
00:25:12.580 to the roots of our cultural identities and our myths.
00:25:16.400 We need to rejoin the river of creative life.
00:25:21.460 So I'm wondering how we can approach simultaneously fixing our inner disconnects
00:25:28.040 and engaging in effective struggles in the wider context.
00:25:33.680 I think that they actually help each other.
00:25:37.900 That's why I argue with people who seek a spiritual path that is characterized by tranquility and focusing just on your own emotional and spiritual responses without engaging in the hurly-burly of social change work.
00:26:01.660 That shift in consciousness can actually be furthered and become more real for us in the course of taking risks and stepping out and speaking out.
00:26:21.620 And you know why? It's because at the root of this shift that we're required to make now for life to go on, at the root of it, I think, and it comes both from science and spirituality, two revolutions, we're seeing that the earth is alive.
00:26:42.840 It's a living system.
00:26:45.240 Our political economy is treating the earth as a supply house and a sewer.
00:26:52.920 And this is wrecking havoc with our own self-understanding and with our own peace of mind.
00:27:01.540 It breaks our heart in a way far greater than we imagine to see our earth treated this way.
00:27:08.560 But now, just as you and I are alive in this moment, both from science, quantum theory, chaos theory, system theory, and from spiritual traditions, from the indigenous people to the currents in every religion that are recognizing that our world is alive.
00:27:33.420 The earth is alive.
00:27:34.920 from it derives everything we know and have and are and therefore it is sacred to us
00:27:44.500 oh my god my world is alive this planet is alive that's what you were feeling today Ayanna when
00:27:50.980 you were walking out in the turning leaves this is a living world I'll do everything for it and
00:27:58.180 nothing I can do, nothing will ever befall me that will separate me from this living world.
00:28:05.660 It's my larger body. It can pour its intelligence and its bliss through me.
00:28:16.000 When the paradigm of separateness and separate individuals fades away,
00:28:22.260 there's a tremendous weight lifted in a sense. There's a pressure in our culture
00:28:27.020 to be exceptional, to be original in your ideas and in your expressions.
00:28:32.820 This may partially derive from the notion of human exceptionalism or national exceptionalism in
00:28:39.320 certain cases. So when we begin to see the world as a unified whole, personal success only makes
00:28:48.080 sense if it serves a wider collective success, the thriving of a community or an ecosystem.
00:28:54.720 system. You've invoked Arnie Nass, originator of the term deep ecology, and his call for
00:29:01.360 cultural therapy to break out of the anthropocentrism. You are one of the leading
00:29:07.200 advocates for deep ecology. So can you speak about Arnie Nass and how your work has dovetailed with
00:29:14.120 his? Oh, yes, his coming into my life was his thought was very important to me. When I started
00:29:23.620 this work i thought it was just about freeing people from their negative emotions and so that
00:29:31.420 they could be more effective uh more effective activists but then i found to my surprise
00:29:39.340 that in so doing uh the people around me and i myself were feeling a shift in identification
00:29:47.620 shift to identifying with the earth itself herself himself i don't know what pronoun to
00:29:57.700 use but then i thought oh that's just like the buddhist teaching of dependent co-arising
00:30:06.860 of radical interbeing and then came uh my acquaintance with deep ecology and i thought
00:30:15.620 Oh, goody. Now I have a secular term for what I only had spiritual language before, that we are gaining access to our deep ecology.
00:30:28.600 That is our structural, the universe is so structured as to involve our mutual belonging and our capacity to think and act together.
00:30:42.460 so arnie nass almost as soon as i discovered that i was with my buddy john seed in australia
00:30:52.980 founder of the rainforest information center and we invented the council of all beings
00:30:59.400 where people could experience step aside from their human identification and speak for another
00:31:07.520 life form. And this was not losing their superiority. Actually, what almost everybody
00:31:15.740 felt was taking off a girdle around you. Oh, I don't have to just constantly be identified
00:31:25.000 with my society-defined social role. I'm part of life. Oh, I can feel what it's like
00:31:35.260 to be a wild goose or a slithering snake or a blade of grass and that that's our birthright
00:31:45.480 being human is just the last chapter in a journey that has shaped our minds and bodies
00:31:53.240 we remember that journey in our mother's womb where we remember being fish and amphibians
00:32:02.440 and going gills and tails we do the whole remembering of our origins there and it's
00:32:10.240 wonderful to be liberated from our human exceptionalism and then real wisdom and a lot
00:32:17.500 of ingenuity pops up we must do a council of all beings together ayana someday
00:32:32.440 Thank you.
00:33:02.440 My next question challenges me constantly.
00:33:27.320 I experience the primal instinct of survival, of self-preservation, and the desire for creature comforts, but I've noticed a shift in my motivation lately.
00:33:40.280 The age-old biological impulse towards the survival of our species has gone into overshoot, far past what would keep our population steady.
00:33:50.140 and that's the great irony of our time to increase or even just maintain our standards
00:33:57.920 of living in the global north we have to defile and deplete the whole of life
00:34:02.500 so one big challenge as i see it is to override this biological urge
00:34:08.560 and override the habits of over consumption with the much stronger forces of cultural evolution
00:34:15.660 which teaches us balance do you see this cultural therapy as just awakening in us this instinct for
00:34:23.920 harmony or is it supplanting instinct what are your thoughts on this
00:34:29.660 as i was saying just before what struck me oh just a few years after we started
00:34:40.280 There's a shift in self-interest that occurs, a shift to the next systemic level that, as perhaps our earliest ancestors felt, and as we get from indigenous teachings of native societies, as well as in other religions and spiritual paths,
00:35:05.700 there's a shift from focusing on the separate self
00:35:12.300 to feeling just part of a larger body, a larger being, a larger system.
00:35:21.640 You define yourself differently.
00:35:25.640 The realm of your self-interest enlarges and expands
00:35:31.720 so that what happens to the rainforest of the Amazon basin, for example,
00:35:42.840 strikes you with the same kind of concern,
00:35:47.180 or at least similar concern, as to what's happening to your own lungs.
00:35:53.500 Because you know these are the lungs of your larger body, the planet Earth.
00:36:01.720 It's very easy to slip back continually into identification with your personal needs
00:36:08.680 for comfort and security and approval and da-da-da.
00:36:13.360 So you need constant practices.
00:36:17.520 And John Seed used to remind me of this.
00:36:20.000 He said we've got to do these rituals and practices almost daily and very regularly at any rate
00:36:28.040 to counteract the pull of a hyper-individualized society
00:36:34.840 that conditions us and has since birth toward acquisition and competition.
00:36:41.420 And so we have, as you may have noticed in the work that Reconnects,
00:36:46.980 we follow a spiral of practices where we begin with gratitude.
00:36:52.840 Once you listen what the Haudenosaunee say, the Mohawks and Anandagas of central New York, these are the words that come before all else.
00:37:07.420 We give greetings and thanks to the sun as it rises, to the trees that stand in their majesty and teachings, to the waters that strengthen us and the fish that clean the waters, etc.
00:37:22.840 So just rehearsing or opening to your gratitude to be alive, the gratitude that I now am able to meet this extraordinary young woman, Ayana, and that I will meet her in person someday, fills me with such, oh, what a gift I've just been given.
00:37:46.340 so gratitude also keeps us that self-interest extended wide the other parts of the spiral are
00:37:55.960 just what we talked about about not being afraid of the suffering and then daring to look with new
00:38:02.860 eyes in deep time and deep ecology linking arms to move forward there is a huge pull and fear
00:38:15.460 That's why fear of scarcity and fear of danger can pull us back to just worrying about ourself or our family or our clan.
00:38:27.580 It really helps to keep looking through the lens that widens, that helps you experience the widening circles of your life.
00:38:37.540 You wrote, quote,
00:38:39.220 when we reconnect with life by choosing to bear a pain for it our mind retrieves its natural
00:38:45.580 clarity end quote in this epic journey from the human-centered exploitative society to a society
00:38:55.180 that honors the principles of inner being of interconnection and co-evolution there are
00:39:03.300 enormous feats of logistics and engineering, transitioning to minimally consumptive societies
00:39:09.440 with local and sustainable food and energy production, and a complete reworking of the
00:39:16.260 hierarchical political systems and legal systems, and a dissolution of the police state and the
00:39:22.680 military structures, and then shutting down the 400 nuclear reactors worldwide and dealing with
00:39:29.320 the unimaginable amounts of nuclear waste, just to name a few of the incredibly complex
00:39:36.520 tasks ahead.
00:39:38.320 So, I'm interested in the open-ended question of how to self-organize among the huge and
00:39:46.860 growing body of concerned people globally, and how to decide where each of us fits into
00:39:52.520 this project, and be able to shift our strategies as the situation evolves.
00:39:57.720 I know it's a sweeping question that, of course, has no simple answer.
00:40:03.440 I could say you're right.
00:40:04.800 It's a huge question.
00:40:06.020 But there are a couple of basic reminders to oneself that really help.
00:40:13.860 One is that of all these issues, yes, they are multiple, but they have one core, what we used to call problematique.
00:40:24.680 There is one core mistake at the source of all of these wreckings of life on our planet.
00:40:36.060 And that is the notion that we are separate, that we can hold relief from the sufferings of others, and that we can find some private salvation.
00:40:52.740 In a way, it doesn't matter that much which different issue you work on,
00:40:58.040 whether you work on domestic violence,
00:41:02.680 the slave trade that's still existing in our private prison system.
00:41:07.800 We can work to liberate ourselves from the tragedy of imagining that we're separate.
00:41:18.560 So that means we can move from one to another.
00:41:21.700 That also saves us from thinking that our issue is more important than other people's issues.
00:41:29.000 And that has taken a big toll on activism in previous decades.
00:41:37.580 They're all important.
00:41:38.880 it's been very helpful to me by the way ayana that we have separated that as we see these three
00:41:49.100 dimensions of the transition to a life-sustaining society the great turning and they're holding
00:41:59.000 actions where we slow down the destruction and they're the changing of the positive actions
00:42:06.520 of changing the very way we do things and the third the shift in consciousness they all support
00:42:15.840 each other and so we can slip free of being competitive about which of our strategies is
00:42:24.600 most important and just let life move through us and through it all we must steer clear of the great
00:42:34.220 mistake the great mistake is to think that we can do it alone even looking at what's happening
00:42:41.200 we can't even take that in alone the name of this game now is link arms and do it together
00:42:51.520 and that brings us enormous rewards you found that look where you found your beloved
00:42:59.160 but me too.
00:43:02.020 I had 56 years of a marriage
00:43:05.160 where we were looking together
00:43:07.560 at the challenges of our world
00:43:10.200 and loving each other
00:43:11.780 through the courage and ingenuity
00:43:15.180 we saw in each other
00:43:16.720 as we waded into one challenge after another.
00:43:22.620 That's why the wedding ring
00:43:24.260 that is still on my hand,
00:43:26.500 on my finger,
00:43:27.440 has three circles of a different kind of goal.
00:43:32.800 One is me.
00:43:34.600 One is my beloved.
00:43:35.980 And the third circle that links the two is our world.
00:43:42.680 We stand together not gazing riveted into each other's eyes,
00:43:48.840 but we stand side by side looking out at our world,
00:43:52.740 strengthening each other and loving each other through what we discover as we walk
00:43:59.520 hand in hand into the great turning. That's true love. I know you didn't ask me that question,
00:44:08.000 but it just came out. Oh, I love that answer. Thank you so much for sharing that intimate
00:44:16.340 insight it is so amazing to join with others in the deep passions and convictions for life
00:44:25.140 and it's so fulfilling it's the sweetest thing it is it is it's so sweet already in heaven
00:44:33.480 and so it makes this you're doing just what you want and you can't imagine being happier and so
00:44:40.240 and you know, oh, you may not see the results of this action
00:44:44.400 for another lifetime or two.
00:44:47.800 So you're free to engage without constantly taking your pulse
00:44:53.900 as to how effective you are.
00:44:57.340 It can almost demean all that heartfelt work put into something
00:45:01.900 that may not have the outward success that we so wished it had,
00:45:07.740 But what else would we be doing during this time?
00:45:11.500 What else could we potentially spend our time on other than deeply loving this planet that is part of us?
00:45:22.200 Ayanna, you've been prepared for this moment by four and a half billion years of life on this planet.
00:45:31.640 your mind your heart your sensitivities your body uh all awarenesses that's i didn't start
00:45:40.780 with your birth and your particular line of ancestors you're their gift to this time
00:45:47.040 Here for a moment
00:45:56.760 Treasure the thought
00:46:02.240 To feel the still apple
00:46:08.360 And the strains of your heart
00:46:13.160 You're given to dreaming
00:46:17.680 With love on your mind
00:46:24.780 I wish I could help you
00:46:30.440 To find
00:46:43.160 You're a girl with horizons
00:46:53.560 So easy to see
00:46:58.800 Atop your high mountain
00:47:04.140 Time is temporary
00:47:09.140 Maybe I'll pass you
00:47:15.860 Just say hello
00:47:20.920 Or maybe we'll never know
00:47:35.860 I'd like to ask you about deep time.
00:47:38.920 You do an exercise in which a participant expresses an activist issue from several vantage points.
00:47:45.860 For instance, fracking.
00:47:47.680 First, they speak from their own heart, their own point of view.
00:47:52.160 And then they change identity and speak as the opponent would speak.
00:47:56.740 But you insist on it being a sincere attempt, not a caricature of the opponent.
00:48:01.520 But you take it further then and have the person assume the role of non-human being that is affected by the issue, perhaps the fish that were completely wiped out in the creek in Kentucky where frocking fluids spilled.
00:48:16.780 And then the final voice is of the future human being, speaking from the distant future about the cascading effects through time of the actions we're taking now.
00:48:28.180 so how has your study of deep time shaped what you consider to be important
00:48:34.140 in the blink that is this life i'm just imagining if every politician
00:48:41.520 and corporate policymaker did this exercise before work in the morning
00:48:46.320 oh what a different world that would be oh i just can't think of anything that
00:48:55.800 would make me happier that would be more wonderful well what to say i feel that a lot of the simple
00:49:05.620 practices and the work that we connect if they could just pause and do them at the cabinet level
00:49:13.960 or in any decision making body in government or corporate structures of that have so much power
00:49:24.060 over our lives at this present moment yes this is our birthright to feel these connections
00:49:31.840 all of them and what's wonderful you know ayana is that this revelation that happens
00:49:40.420 this particular exercise i call widening circles as you speak for first yourself the adversary
00:49:50.000 the non-human and the future one let me put it this way i could decide to go and help people know
00:49:59.920 how important it is to identify with these three other voices and i could give a lecture about it
00:50:09.280 i could give a lecture about feeling non-violent identifying with your enemy a lecture about
00:50:16.160 deep ecology with the more than human a lecture a part of the lecture on deep time but instead
00:50:24.820 people don't hear any sermonizing not a word of it all they do is speak
00:50:34.320 from that perspective and that teaches them you follow me it's in us already we don't need to
00:50:45.960 sermonize people moralize them let them speak and then in that speaking they find how big
00:50:58.180 their heart really is or their heart mind as i say because in buddhism that's your mind is located
00:51:08.680 in the heart i have to tell you something that happened with that earth leadership cohort
00:51:14.260 we went and had the wonderful weekend together at row and in the course of that you know we go
00:51:23.080 around the spiral of the work that reconnects and each one is so powerful and subversive in a way
00:51:31.420 even letting in gratitude for life is subversive to the consumer society that you are enough the
00:51:40.540 way you are and don't need to buy everything in that weekend we did a very fierce piece of work
00:51:49.280 around truth telling about our pain for the world called the truth mandala which you may have done
00:51:56.460 or heard about it was the following few days since there were some members of the earth leadership
00:52:03.820 cohort young people that stayed on well this truth model where people enter the ritual circle
00:52:11.160 and pick up an object and let it speak let the fear speak that's a stone or let the grief speak
00:52:20.440 those are dead leaves or let the outrage and anger speak that's a thick stick or let the
00:52:28.840 emptiness and overwhelm speak that's an empty bowl so this has always been i mean this has been
00:52:35.960 around for 25 years and it's uh gets better and better at any rate this particular truth mandala
00:52:43.860 was so fierce and the grief and even hopelessness that was being expressed what people were saying
00:52:54.320 that was just pouring out of all the feelings they'd been sitting on for years that just erupted.
00:53:02.120 It was like a fierce wind blowing.
00:53:06.460 I could feel it.
00:53:07.520 And there were moments when I wanted to protect some of the younger people there.
00:53:17.260 One especially, she was so young and so fragile, even though I knew she was a dynamite activist.
00:53:24.320 i for the first time in my life as i wanted to go and put my hands over her ears and not be faced
00:53:34.860 with so much total grimness of the outlook of what we've done to ourselves and to the earth
00:53:42.300 but of course i didn't but i had and she came in too just utterly devastated these terribly
00:53:51.360 grievous things kept pain pouring out and when it was over she said well i wish i'd done that
00:54:00.360 nine years ago i feel wonderful to yeah to release it yeah and and we made it clear too
00:54:09.740 that each of these dark emotions that so many people fear and flee have a tantric side or a
00:54:19.500 flip side or a source and that if the grief the source of the grief is not craziness but love
00:54:28.960 you mourn what you love and that the source side of the anger is not hatred at all it's passion for
00:54:40.700 justice and the sore side of the fear is the courage that is there when you actually speak
00:54:51.200 it because we're supposed to be so afraid of our fear we can't even call attention to it
00:54:58.420 i keep discovering the same thing and that we can trust our deep feelings about what's happening
00:55:07.700 to the world and that it can bring us strength and it can bring us each other.
00:55:14.320 Wow, I can see that exercise being really instrumental, especially for people feeling
00:55:20.920 the despair and who have grown cold-hearted and numb from serial defeats. You know, I've heard
00:55:28.100 some really unsettling justifications for doing nothing, usually some variation of, you know,
00:55:34.220 this is all part of Gaia's process. But if your intuition is awake, it's impossible to ignore the
00:55:40.380 suffering of the earth. And a sense of certainty comes from being an active participant in the
00:55:46.640 journey towards inner being. I love the word certainty, just knowing, ah, this is who I really
00:55:55.840 am or what I really am. This is the source of my life.