00:00:00.000You know, it's just quite shocking how 30, 40 years on we're still dealing with the same issues.
00:00:12.000I feel like the dialogue between publications of the past and publications of the present is so important.0.77
00:00:21.000What makes black feminists different and unique and separate from that broader women's movement is that we didn't have the luxury of navel-gazing.
00:00:35.580That's what I mean by outrage being present, but it also being quite a binding force for creatives of colour, to be honest, because do people want anything else from us?
00:02:01.820Stella was part of the collective that produced the newsletter.
00:02:05.040Beyond that, Stella is also a lifelong activist and educator and co-author of the absolutely brilliant Heart of the Race, Black Women's Lives in Britain.
00:02:15.820Kemi, on the other hand, worked for Galdem, an award-winning and particularly influential magazine produced by women and non-binary people of colour.
00:09:46.080i think it was used very much by the organizations that were members of oad as a means to publicize
00:09:54.980what they were about what they were prioritizing what they were demonstrating about and i suppose
00:10:01.400for those of us who were producing it there was a little bit of what kemi referred to which was
00:10:06.800you know we were meeting after hours doing some very hard work in our own time unpaid
00:10:13.260quite often into the wee hours of the morning and that creates its own energy doesn't it it's really
00:10:19.800interesting that you were saying that one of the best things about FOAD was mobilizing support
00:10:24.860around causes because I think that Galdem at its best was sort of educating people on those
00:10:33.020political discussions so you would learn about them online and then we'd maybe have a panel talk
00:10:39.740about them in real life and then you could sort of coax people out to demonstrations as well like
00:10:45.400we got people to go door knocking with us at one point who didn't have friends to go door knocking
00:10:50.580this is when the labor party were actually uh something that you could mobilize to get behind
00:10:55.440and um trying to basically like marry up the movement between social issues we were talking
00:11:02.580about online and like actually getting people out of their house and actually get them to engage
00:11:07.300with those political discussions in real life and I think that's kind of when you go beyond a
00:11:11.560newsletter and beyond a magazine is when it has real life implications it's not just that you've
00:11:17.440read it and you've put it down it's like you go and you live it it's physically changed your life
00:11:23.000in some way that's really interesting so the connection between the magazine and activism
00:11:27.400or the newsletter and activism going out into the into the streets doing stuff yeah this is a
00:11:33.520related question to that. We're particularly interested in this project in how feelings are
00:11:39.540circulated in magazines, and how those feelings then mobilise activists. Do you remember any
00:11:47.940dominant feelings in terms of the magazine as you were producing it, or that stimulated the
00:11:54.100magazine, or that stimulated the activism? Well, I suppose in our case, it was a generic outrage
00:12:01.540about the position black women found themselves in the kinds of issues they were dealing with0.71
00:12:09.040on a day-to-day basis and the sense that we were voiceless you know we're talking about the late
00:12:15.76070s here so there was no outlet for that it was discussions that we were familiar with because
00:12:21.920they were the things we were talking about amongst ourselves but it wasn't necessarily the case that
00:12:27.480the national media or anyone else was interested in those issues it was also perhaps the case that
00:12:34.500even other black men weren't interested in the issues or other black people in our community so
00:12:40.220there were a sense of outrage that motivated us but also that sort of collective sense of
00:12:48.100you know we're all on the same page we all understand these issues we all want to
00:12:52.920challenge them in some way and that in itself it's a bit like attending a demonstration isn't it
00:12:58.860it gives you a sense of power maybe a sense rather than a real power but it's definitely
00:13:04.720empowering to come together with other like-minded people I think that's so interesting Stella yeah
00:13:11.320I mean that sense of outrage reflects a different mood doesn't it in the late 70s at least for black
00:13:17.360and Asian people in Britain I guess if you think about that time period the late 70s I mean it was
00:13:22.800referred to as the winter of discontent by the sun. But when you read FOAD, discontent doesn't
00:13:28.920really do it, does it? Thinking about that, Kemi, was outrage important for Galdem or were there0.54
00:13:35.140other feelings that stimulated its success? Yeah, I feel like if you were to track when Galdem
00:13:41.940sort of went stratospheric, for lack of better words, when Galdem really started to put down
00:13:49.120roots. I think outrage is a really important word because it's the birth of us and also can sort of
00:13:58.520be the death of you, if I can say so controversially. We were coming up in the age of
00:14:06.180collectivism and, you know, really fast paced news cycles and Facebook's algorithms and Twitter's
00:14:12.800algorithms and YouTube's algorithms were all based on what made you feel the biggest emotional
00:14:19.020response and in lots of studies time and time again that is anger so it was pushing content
00:14:26.000that would make you angry in order to make you engage so you can't really disentangle our rise
00:14:33.400of virality from the feeling of outrage and it's outrage that is completely warranted but it's also
00:14:40.500outrage that it kind of binds you almost because it's like people don't have an appetite for
00:14:47.440you beyond outrage so if we're to you know talk about the end it's like how do you keep the
00:14:54.700appetite for an organization that is completely supposed to be about all the nuances of the
00:15:02.380experience of women of color and non-binary of color but how how do we get you to come to us in
00:15:07.540times where we're not in pain like how do we get you to come to us to read about our joy our
00:15:13.260successes our inventions what intrigues us and and in meetings we were like trying to say how do we
00:15:21.280offer something else at different times and sometimes we did that successfully but at the
00:15:26.280end of the day our memberships shut up during George Floyd but afterwards when people had
00:15:33.400forgotten maybe a year later and we're posting stuff about people's new work and maybe a youth
00:15:39.440centre that just opened up or whatever it's just like the same appetite isn't there so that's what
00:15:44.780i mean by outrage being present but it also being quite a binding force for creatives of colour to
00:15:51.040be honest because do people want anything else from us oh cami that's that is so interesting
00:15:57.960do people want anything else from us that mood the the feeling of outrage or anger it's sort of
00:16:03.700expected of you so in other words there's no room for joy or pleasure you're locked into one
00:16:09.920specific emotion and it must be i guess it must be tiring exhausting particularly if you're
00:16:16.260required to be switched on or plugged in 24 hours a day and and that i guess that reminds me of a
00:16:23.360conversation we had at the activist round table when we were talking about um the new cycle the
00:16:29.52024-hour news cycle and and you Kemi were talking about the ways in which you always had to be
00:16:36.320switched on responsive even in the middle of the night you know you were getting responses to your
00:16:42.200articles and were having to quickly think about the ways in which you were going to react to those
00:16:46.960responses and I think being like 23 24 and knowing if you put something out and you get it wrong
00:16:57.320you will know about it and you'll know about it quickly and that element of trying to protect our
00:17:02.520writers when they had maybe said something that would ruffle feathers like I think we had one
00:17:07.800piece where I would describe that as a bad edit job on our part where someone was talking about
00:17:15.600Asians being expelled from Uganda so I think someone did a very standard edit job on that
00:17:23.140to just look at spelling and grammar but the nuances even the way the headline was written
00:17:30.260I think the headline was written as like Asians expelled from their homeland or something
00:17:37.220and the way it was framed did not take into consideration the layers of racial
00:17:47.160animosity between Asians in Uganda and black Ugandans and colonialism and how colonialism
00:17:55.080had sort of placed Asians above black people in society and that had led to outrage which then
00:18:03.500led to the expulsion and obviously that's a lot to wrap in a headline that has to be an SEO length
00:18:08.960as well you've got to keep it real tight and real bitty and real clickable but we shouldn't have
00:18:14.220really used the word homeland and there was something else that made it seem like black
00:18:20.600africans were wholly responsible and wholly the problem there and kind of missed a little bit of
00:18:27.260the nuances there in terms of like what the actual issue had been so yeah we we put that out and i1.00
00:18:36.440think it took about an hour for someone who was at so us to basically be like the framing of this
00:18:42.700is awful they were like your favorite publication by women of color is at it again and it just kept
00:18:48.320spinning out of control and you know when you've got a young writer and it's our responsibility0.99
00:18:52.500to sort of protect them from that because we had been through that sort of um reaction so we should
00:19:00.400have been hot on it we should have really let the writer know to like think of a rebuttal before you
00:19:05.860even put something out like think about the worst thing that someone could say about this and like
00:19:10.300make sure you bake that into your piece and like we should have had sensitivity readers and we did
00:19:14.740after that have a discussion about sending off a sensitivity reads and it's just that learning on
00:19:19.860the job that scrappiness that you can maybe get from a zine we still had that but with the eyes
00:19:25.920of like a hundred thousand people a week it was difficult for young writers that we'd brought in
00:19:31.800to understand the implications of getting things wrong and I think that's why a lot of us started
00:19:37.180shying away from opinion pieces for example because you don't want to be lampooned for
00:19:42.900your opinion if your opinion isn't fully formed. I think you know you picked up on lots of really
00:19:48.400interesting things there and and I was wondering about the process of producing particular articles
00:19:54.640at FOWAD because you were talking about editorial oversight there Kemi. I mean I'm assuming there's
00:20:01.160know in a sense oversight by one person but was there a collective oversight? Yeah I think we had
00:20:07.820an editorial committee that would have decided what went into the next edition but I certainly
00:20:13.720don't recall us having any concern about that level of censorship or public reaction we just
00:20:20.660assumed our audience would get it and if there was any discussion about what went in or what
00:20:26.240didn't go in it would probably be just about the space or the time to produce it. In terms of who
00:20:31.140produced the articles quite often we wrote them on the back of our own discussions or what had
00:20:37.760come into us around a particular issue but we certainly didn't have to worry about those kinds
00:20:43.500of things it was our journal we didn't have to worry about a response because if anybody didn't
00:20:49.040like it we could pretty much anticipate who that would be and we didn't really care about their
00:20:54.080views and yeah we just assumed a supportive audience so that took a whole raft of anxiety
00:21:01.500out of the process. And what's interesting there and again very different to Galdem is that a lot
00:21:09.060of these articles were written anonymously so you don't see who writes the articles so there isn't
00:21:15.980in a sense someone who or one person who's held accountable and there might be. I think that's an
00:21:21.760important um observation as well and that reflects the fact that we worked as a collective
00:21:27.460we were very clear as black women that we didn't want to emulate or reproduce male styles of0.90
00:21:34.740leadership there was a lot of ego involved in campaigning and a lot of male ego I can add
00:21:42.500so I think it was an explicit ambition of ours not to reproduce that there was another side to
00:21:50.600that as well I mentioned earlier before we started recording getting visits from MI5
00:21:57.460special branch for my involvement in another publication and I think many of us would define
00:22:05.940ourselves at that time as socialist feminists as Marxists who had an understanding of how easy it
00:22:12.640is for the state to pick you off and if you think about the context that we were working in
00:22:18.720apartheid was in its heyday we were learning lessons from struggles around the world and
00:22:25.480one of the lessons that came out of the South African context was that often if there was an0.53
00:22:31.460accusation you all took a step forward so that it was impossible to pick any one of you off
00:22:37.940and I think that's the kind of sensibility that went into the writing of the newsletter as well
00:22:43.860as the heart of the race if you saw we anonymized all that oral history partly because it was
00:22:50.360sensitive stuff and people didn't necessarily want their names blazoned across the page
00:22:55.820partly I think it's cultural that sense that you don't want to wash your business in public
00:23:00.680but also as I say it was a political conscious political attempt to ensure that people weren't
00:23:08.840picked off I feel like the dialogue between publications of the past and publications of
00:23:17.560the present is so important because I think everything about our current time is about
00:23:24.780being an individual and credit is so important but with that does come intense scrutiny of
00:23:31.780individuals and it's just so interesting that you had it anonymized and that really does make it
00:23:37.680about the message rather than it being a star vehicle for someone who wants to make a career
00:23:42.580out of media and I guess it's you deciding from the beginning what the purpose of the publication
00:23:48.460is and I love Galdem but I think Galdem is slightly different things to different people
00:23:55.380and I think nowhere was that tension more obvious than when we got money and how we got money and I
00:24:04.920think when I listen to feminist publications of the past and I listen to other journeys what was
00:24:12.060so interesting the first time I met you where we were having the discussion and what is so
00:24:15.720interesting is this like feeling of yeah handling your business inside and basically being like
00:24:23.540there's something a little bit there's something going a little bit awry here and not having the
00:24:27.800public dialogue or the dialogue to call other people in to advise just feeling like you're the
00:24:33.500the first person to do it or like you're in a vacuum and you're really not I think I think it
00:24:39.040would have been so helpful to us to consider these things in a democratic way and talk about like
00:24:45.960yeah maybe you take the names off your op-eds and and maybe if you think that something's going to
00:24:51.460be controversial you do put it under Galdem staff we did start doing that towards the end but
00:24:56.080I think I did that on a piece that was about I mean I'm going to give myself away now but
00:25:00.900I did it on a piece that was about the far right, because the far right have this horrible habit of finding pieces they don't like and doxing that person, showing up at the house, calling them a monkey for like 24 hours, calling their employers.
00:25:15.080So when it was a safeguarding issue, we were really hot on, you know, anonymizing pieces.
00:25:20.840but I think yeah I'd love to see what a modern publication would look like
00:25:27.460where the story is the story and the journalist isn't the story and the individuals aren't the
00:25:33.760story because as great as that is like having followers and and you know getting opportunities
00:25:39.340I don't know anyone of my generation who isn't in that position who isn't a little bit
00:25:44.140tired of it as well like it is tiring it's like constant you don't you shouldn't really be the
00:25:49.800story it raises some really I think really interesting questions about visibility and how
00:25:55.180visible do you want to be you know or do you want to just fly under the radar there are great things
00:26:00.820about being visible but then some problems with visibility but I'm thinking about the visual
00:26:05.480aesthetics of both these magazines and maybe if we can think about FOWAD because Stella's done
00:26:10.780all of the visual all of the cartoons all the visual material in FOWAD was set with Stella
00:26:34.240And it's interesting to me that this particular cover has just got my initials there in the corner
00:26:39.340because I very rarely owned the stuff.
00:26:41.760But yes, I think, you know, I think we were all aware that just reams of writing, reams of print didn't necessarily attract the kind of audience that we wanted.
00:26:53.680I know personally having worked on Black Liberator for example that I was quite opposed to producing stuff that wasn't accessible and I was very clear that our audience for FOAD wasn't necessarily just women who'd been to university, it was women who might have had their education cut short due to, you know, whatever eventualities in their lives.
00:27:20.780and we wanted to reach the whole broad spectrum.
00:27:25.040So by producing cartoons that kind of conveyed the message
00:27:29.860in a more visual way, I think that was certainly part of the motivation.
00:27:34.440It was also to break up what would have been just endless text.
00:27:38.780But it also brought a degree of tongue-in-cheek to the debate
00:27:43.260and showed that although we were sort of banging on about, you know,
00:27:47.260states actually towards immigrants and education and all these other issues that were affecting us
00:27:53.820that we could also laugh at it and stand back from it and see it objectively and I think
00:27:59.100that humour comes across actually when you look at the Sister Iwada cartoons they were making me
00:28:05.020smile you know partly because they're still so current you know it's just quite shocking how
00:28:11.800or 30, 40 years on, we're still dealing with the same issues.
00:28:16.340Can you give us an example, Stella, of one of those cartoons?
00:28:20.380You know, maybe just give us a little clip from it.
00:28:23.580So there's one where Sister Awada, she's walking along the streets
00:28:29.240and she finds a purse or a wallet on the floor
00:28:31.900and does the right thing and goes to the police station to hand it in
00:28:35.520and the final frame of the cartoon is her sitting in the cell
00:28:38.560because they've arrested her for stealing it.
00:28:40.780or there's another one where she's taking her child to the nursery and she's seeing all these
00:28:46.860headlines on the way cuts cuts cuts cuts cuts and when she gets to the nursery door it says
00:28:51.300the nursery has been closed due to cuts you know so that kind of you know day-to-day experience
00:28:57.720that we had that we have to laugh about because what else can you do you either laugh you cry
00:29:02.340and it kind of picks up on what kemi was saying earlier about not just wanting to express outrage
00:29:08.300but actually to express joy and humour and a recognition of some of the creative outlets
00:29:14.600or the creativity that comes out of this experience through putting in book reviews
00:47:25.160Thank you so much, Kemi, for talking to us about Galdem
00:47:28.220and thank you also to Stella Dadsey for talking about Forward.
00:47:35.200Oh, Victoria, what a compelling discussion that was.
00:47:43.820I love it when Kemi says, did I answer that well?
00:47:46.960Yes, you answered it really well, Kemi.
00:47:49.500Brilliant. They were both so brilliant.
00:47:51.120You know, they were so fluent and articulate and engaging and interesting.
00:47:56.420It's such a fantastic conversation and I love the rapport between the two of them.
00:48:00.340And I particularly loved the moment when Stella talked about being visited by a special branch and Kemi was like, whoa, you know, that is serious stuff.
00:48:09.280You know, you could tell that Kemi was really interested in Fouad and the work that Stella had been doing.
00:48:14.180Yeah, those connections that you drew out across the generations were so revealing. A tension that sort of came to the surface was that tension between the way in which Fouad set itself up to publish in this non-hierarchical way and publish most of its material anonymously and collectively versus the sort of media landscape that Galdem is operating now and the immense pressure that, you know, activists, journalists, you know, like those people who've written for Galdem,
00:48:44.180are under in terms of like having a personal brand and thinking about you know how to integrate that
00:48:49.480personal brand into you know the more sort of activist journalism they're doing. Well I was
00:48:54.700really interested in what Kemi had to say about the currency of activism. What is an activist in
00:49:00.980the 21st century? Is it someone who likes a tweet or likes a Facebook post? What's this minimal
00:49:08.240threshold for identifying as an activist because there was also very clearly a commercial dimension
00:49:15.060at work there that it might be lucrative for certain individuals to as you say Eleanor
00:49:21.120brand themselves as activists and this is obviously very different to the collectivist
00:49:27.940politics that underwrites the political work that Stella's doing in the 70s and in the 80s.
00:49:33.220And at the very end there, Kemi was raising questions, which seemed to me really pertinent, sort of looking forwards about the sorts of compromises that will always plague activist businesses, for want of a better word, like Galdem, that tension between purpose and profit and how to balance these.
00:49:50.020And of course, you know, even the most anti-capitalist, you know, publication has to operate in a capitalist world and is subject to, you know, financial pressures and economic headwinds.
00:50:00.740Yeah, absolutely. But I also love the way that it ended.
00:50:03.780You know, that question about hope that I asked at the end
00:50:06.120and Stella saying that, yes, she did have some hope.
00:50:10.440And I think particularly the sense in which Stella
00:50:13.340really seriously admires the work that younger black feminists are doing
00:50:17.720and she's hopeful because of the work that they're doing.1.00