Maintenance Phase - June 08, 2021


Oprah Winfrey & The “Wagon of Fat”

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00:00:00.000 hello and welcome to maintenance phase the podcast where you get complicated feelings
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00:00:20.140 wait mike can i tell you what i wrote in my notes in case you asked me to do the tagline
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00:00:34.340 The problem is there's too many Oprah memes to choose from.
00:00:37.060 Yeah, that's right.
00:00:37.800 That's right. 0.87
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00:00:39.200 I'm Aubrey Gordon.
00:00:40.680 I'm an author, a columnist, and a podcaster.
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00:01:20.380 And today we have a special guest.
00:01:23.640 We sure do.
00:01:24.520 Kimberly Springer is a adjunct professor at Barnard College and the editor of a volume called The Oprahfication of American Culture.
00:01:31.900 She got in touch with us a couple of months ago and was like, I have weird feelings about Oprah and I feel like you have weird feelings about Oprah too.
00:01:38.360 And let's all talk about them.
00:01:39.720 After repeated mentions of Oprah, I thought I need to get in touch.
00:01:43.340 Yes.
00:01:45.720 So that's what we're going to do in this episode.
00:01:48.020 We're going to talk about Oprah as a cultural force.
00:01:50.820 We're going to talk about her biography.
00:01:52.920 And then, because Oprah, like all of us, contains multitudes, we couldn't cover her entire career in one show.
00:01:59.840 So this episode, we're going to talk about her infamous Wagon of Fat episode.
00:02:04.920 And then we're going to do some sequels on other sort of iconic Oprah episodes over the years.
00:02:10.200 I would just add to that introduction that like, Oprah, like all of us has a great deal of goodwill amongst the public and rightfully so. And also she is someone who does things with a great deal of good intention. And sometimes that good intention leads to harm. And I think we're going to try and talk about all of those things all at once the like incredible intentions, the incredible work that she's able to do, and the harm and try and hold all of those things all at the same time.
00:02:38.420 Yes. I think that Oprah has done very good things for America, and I think that she has done very bad things for America, and, like, both are true at the same time.
00:02:46.400 I think it's interesting that we have to issue a disclaimer.
00:02:48.760 Yes, right? What are your weird feelings on Oprah, Kimberly?
00:02:52.380 My weird feelings are that I think everyone assumes that everyone loves Oprah, but I have not experienced that as necessarily being true in Black communities.
00:03:04.580 And I use Black communities plural because, of course, there are people who love her and they love her capitalism and her entrepreneurship.
00:03:11.860 But I know that there are also people who are very critical of Oprah as a person and what she has or hasn't done for the Black community.
00:03:21.660 And I think that's where it gets very interesting.
00:03:25.180 Well, let's dive in. Do you want to start by telling us like the story of Oprah?
00:03:29.680 Sure. Even this gets complicated because I think there's Oprah's own myth making about herself that has just become fact. Like it's almost as if she sprung fully forth from her own forehead. So she's born in 1954 in Cusico, Atala County, Mississippi.
00:03:49.060 She talks about being a bookish child and how she was literate very early.
00:03:55.000 She said she was able to read by age two and a half, and she's reading scripture by the
00:03:59.580 age of three, and she's giving oratory in church.
00:04:04.300 She is raised by her grandparents in Mississippi until she's eight.
00:04:10.220 For that era of her life, it's interesting that all of the biographies of her will talk
00:04:17.200 about her being raised on a pig farm. And I think that's really interesting because I think it to a
00:04:22.480 particular kind of maybe Yankee imagination implies a kind of squalor. But actually, for the 1950s,
00:04:30.620 for Black people to still own their own land and to own their own farm means that there was a kind
00:04:36.800 of self-sufficiency that gets erased by just calling it and dismissing it as a pig farm.
00:04:41.280 One of her aunts, there was an interview, it was actually in the National Enquirer.
00:04:45.760 Sorry, it was a cousin, a second cousin.
00:04:47.860 She had this quote. 1.00
00:04:48.680 She said, there was a family rule that no Winfrey women were allowed to work in the 1.00
00:04:52.340 homes of white families. 1.00
00:04:53.980 They could work in the fields, but it was a point of honor that they didn't do maid work.
00:04:57.860 And I think that's really interesting to think about Black women in a community, but
00:05:04.480 also her family making this unspoken rule, which speaks to a kind of determination, a
00:05:12.480 kind of self-determination that might get overshadowed when we think about how Oprah
00:05:19.480 tells her own story of individual achievement.
00:05:22.760 Yeah. I mean, it's also interesting to think about this sort of question about sort of like,
00:05:26.380 what were the supports that existed in Oprah's life that are maybe made invisible in her
00:05:32.700 self-narrative, right? And how that links to what we see sort of later on when she starts
00:05:40.200 talking about like the secret and getting into this kind of almost like prosperity gospel yes
00:05:46.000 one of the things that i came across in my research was a quote from her from the late
00:05:49.380 80s where she starts talking about the deep spiritual meaning of money we're in some gnarly
00:05:55.540 yeah because how she's able to make like living your best life becomes the mantra but before that
00:06:03.980 it requires her to transcend any kind of racial or gender barriers right and the way she talks
00:06:12.380 about mississippi is always about leaving the place and she often will like refer to mississippi
00:06:19.520 as like a place where there's nothing there so um in about 60 to 67 she goes to live with her
00:06:29.720 mother in milwaukee this period pretty much is characterized by her as the time when she was
00:06:38.020 sexually abused she is sexually abused from about the age of 10 to 14 jesus christ um actually it's
00:06:44.660 age nine she says by cousin age nine um by an uncle and also by a family friend it's interesting
00:06:51.000 because the narrative that she then creates on her show like with things like the child predator
00:06:56.340 watch list is all about stranger danger, as opposed to families as the site of abuse,
00:07:02.580 which is where a lot of her abuse happened.
00:07:05.780 Does she talk about the effect of all of this abuse on her as a person? Like,
00:07:10.220 it must have been a really hard thing to hold on to.
00:07:12.500 So the research in the book shows that she didn't talk about the abuse until she
00:07:17.480 spontaneously confessed it on her show, which was about survivors of incest.
00:07:24.160 Oh, wow. So she wasn't, she didn't like plan it out. Like I'm breaking my silence. It was just
00:07:28.740 like, it came up. Right. Wow. Maybe it's just a changing way that she thinks about it because
00:07:33.560 there was a book that just came out where she's talking about abuse at the hands of her grandmother
00:07:39.620 being in an abusive household. It's a narrative around her abuse that keeps changing. And I think
00:07:46.800 it would be worth looking at how it tracks with how we talk about abuse in each different time
00:07:53.820 Yeah, that's true, because these things are framed so differently. And also she's been a public figure for so long that she can sort of ride the waves of like different societal understandings of abuse and also like processing what happened to her. You would just do that differently at different times.
00:08:06.800 Yeah, I mean, I will say that also came up in the research that I did where I was like, oh, the way that Oprah talks about her body and particularly her size is just a direct reflection of like, this is how we're talking about this thing at this time.
00:08:21.520 I was like, oh, interesting.
00:08:22.900 I didn't really think of her as being kind of like a little bit of like a sort of pop culture cypher.
00:08:27.820 It's also a fascinating like palimpsest because she's also creating these societal understandings at the same time. Right. That like she's been so influential that if she does a bunch of episodes on Stranger Danger, like she's helping to spread and reinforce that at the same time that she's also reflecting it in her own experience.
00:08:44.540 Right. And so in 68, she gives birth to a premature baby and that baby dies a few weeks later. And I think that's the point at which she goes to live with her father in Nashville. So this is where we start to have her, her sort of trajectory into speech and communications and drama.
00:09:04.540 and drama. She's eventually 0.95
00:09:06.400 set to an elite
00:09:08.300 suburban high school with
00:09:10.020 white students. That's about 25
00:09:12.360 miles away from what she calls the ghetto.
00:09:15.200 Here's where we gain momentum.
00:09:17.300 So I can start with one.
00:09:18.480 She's a senior in high school. She wins the
00:09:20.460 Miss Nashville pageant
00:09:22.360 and also the Miss Black
00:09:24.360 Tennessee beauty pageant. 1.00
00:09:26.200 She was a beauty queen? Yes. 0.97
00:09:28.160 What? Oh, 100%.
00:09:29.800 Nice idea. Yeah, this also came up just in
00:09:32.300 like, I did some Google image searching
00:09:34.060 and the number like there is a picture of oprah holding a bouquet of flowers having a crown placed
00:09:40.740 on her head baby oprah it's it's really it's really something what was her talent you know
00:09:46.500 i don't know i'm going to guess oratory or like maybe giving away cars
00:09:51.260 fun surprise she's really good at close-up magic
00:09:58.640 so she was beauty queen she was runner-up for the miss black america pageant and based on her
00:10:09.540 her beauty queen winnings she is scouted by interestingly reported in some places it says
00:10:15.460 a local radio station to be a part-time newsreader but it was actually like a new
00:10:20.480 soul radio station so this is a radio station with black djs and programmers
00:10:24.580 It's interesting to me when the fact that it was a black run station gets erased from that narrative.
00:10:31.720 So she's working at the station as a part-time newsreader.
00:10:34.700 She's also attending college at Tennessee State University, which is an all-black college.
00:10:40.300 So this is from People Weekly.
00:10:43.220 They're describing how Oprah experienced college.
00:10:46.080 She says,
00:10:46.260 College was trying for a young black girl uninterested in the compelling black issues of the day.
00:10:51.540 Oprah says she retains neither fond memories nor good friends from college.
00:10:55.760 Quote, they all hated me.
00:10:57.520 No, they resented me.
00:10:58.940 I refused to conform to the militant thinking of the time.
00:11:02.020 I hated, hated, hated college.
00:11:04.860 Everybody was angry for four years. 1.00
00:11:06.900 It was an all-black college, and it was in to be angry. 1.00
00:11:10.440 I mean, one of the things that this says to me is sort of the way that the sort of the 0.90
00:11:14.920 tractor beam into the white mainstream is plucking out people like Oprah.
00:11:20.500 Like they're people that are more palatable to white America. 0.94
00:11:24.640 Right. And I think it's really dependent on that context, because I think it's pretty easy to just be in our present day context and think, well, everybody was radical back then. But no, those are not the people who capitalism has embraced.
00:11:40.500 There's also a quote that came up in a 1989 profile of Oprah in the New York Times.
00:11:47.920 When Winfrey was hired for AM Chicago, the station manager was, according to her executive producer, Deborah DeMeo, delighted that he had managed to find someone who wasn't an, quote, Angela Davis type, who'd pick at the station with a gun in her hair.
00:12:02.880 there is like an active reward for not aligning herself with almost kind of any kind of racialized
00:12:10.820 politics right right but i just was sort of a staggering moment to be like oh right it is like
00:12:17.360 the early 80s and like a station manager would totally go to the press and be like we got a
00:12:22.940 black woman who's not angela davis hooray right oh jesus yeah but yet she has an afro you know 1.00
00:12:29.300 she's she anchors the news in um nashville and then she moves to baltimore and she's anchoring 0.92
00:12:34.780 the news there and you can see clips on on youtube she has she has a beautiful afro it frames her
00:12:41.120 face like a halo and then she co-hosts uh her first talk show people are talking so she does
00:12:47.020 that before she moves to chicago so i think there's an element of like she knows she's black
00:12:53.100 she accepts that and she's just black enough to be palatable for white people who are running
00:13:01.260 these institutions and what what year is this when she moves to chicago she moves to chicago
00:13:06.280 in i think it's 1984 okay she takes over as host of am chicago and after just a month her rating
00:13:15.000 surpassed donahue's because his show was also on at the same time oh wow so it only takes a month
00:13:21.060 and after in less than a year it goes to an hour and they rename it the oprah oprah winfrey show
00:13:27.460 is it a local show or is it national at this point the oprah winfrey show is local until 1986
00:13:32.440 when it goes into national syndication okay her estimated earnings for 91 92 were 88 million
00:13:38.700 dollars in 1990s money yes whoa and and and by like isn't it 87 or 88 when she
00:13:46.900 buys her own show and creates her own studio that's when she starts harpo in 1988 she fully
00:13:54.340 like now is like owns the means of production like she's like all the way in on it that was
00:14:00.040 very very smart for her to do that it's incredibly savvy yeah and then yeah how i mean i guess she's
00:14:05.500 now on the track of like becoming the oprah that we know so is it just like a sort of steady rise
00:14:11.560 from then on just some some markers she's in um the color purple in 1985 and she gets academy award
00:14:18.600 golden globe nominations um she also had started dating stedman in 1986 okay i'm sorry you have
00:14:25.360 to explain the stedman thing to me i don't like know anything about stedman and he's like one of
00:14:29.840 those words that comes up in like refrigerator magnet ways like he's just associated with oprah
00:14:34.020 but like i don't know what his deal is or who he is i love that too he's just stedman now you know
00:14:38.580 Is that his first name or his last name?
00:14:41.700 That's his first name.
00:14:42.360 First.
00:14:42.760 Okay.
00:14:44.320 Stedman Graham.
00:14:45.520 Cher.
00:14:46.120 So I think it's interesting that they are engaged in 1992 when she's 38.
00:14:53.040 And People Magazine, I just was like, wow, y'all are wild.
00:14:56.700 People Magazine in the story about her engagement, I think it was on the cover.
00:15:02.600 They said, for as long as Winfrey has been famous, she has been dogged by two questions. 0.99
00:15:07.300 how much does she weigh and what is she getting married what the fuck yeah the first answer alas 0.99
00:15:13.260 has been offered time and again though it is currently a well-garned secret the second 0.99
00:15:18.040 response was six years in common like can a sister celebrate i know just have a moment 1.00
00:15:24.480 it's so gross it's so gross and can women not be reduced to like these two fucking irrelevant 0.98
00:15:32.680 pieces of information yeah that's pretty gross so what is stedman's deal like what does he do 0.99
00:15:39.960 for a living and stuff he's an athlete and then he also i think he was a sportswear model are they
00:15:45.000 still married i honestly did not know this they never got married oh okay they call off the
00:15:49.880 ceremony in 1993 and she wrote about this in oprah magazine in 1993 the moment after i said yes to
00:16:00.460 his proposal i had doubts i realized i didn't actually want a marriage i wanted to be asked
00:16:06.260 i wanted to know he felt i was worthy of being his missus but i didn't want the sacrifices
00:16:11.380 the compromises the day in day out commitment required to make a marriage work my life with
00:16:17.600 the show was my priority and we both knew it so now they say they have a spiritual partnership
00:16:22.780 so they've stayed together but they're not married right yeah um so the book club launches in 1996
00:16:27.780 do you know what the first title for the oprah book club was oh isn't it is it the lovely bones
00:16:34.220 it's tony morrison right wait what just happened no and no no and no wait really
00:16:41.880 that's jackaline bachard's book the deep end of the ocean oh i don't know this book i got nothing
00:16:47.920 yeah it's about a kidnapped child who turns up to mow his family's lawn after being missing for
00:16:53.780 several years but that's also i feel like that moment marked the sort of realization of what a
00:16:58.980 cultural force oprah was because it became this thing that every single time she would have a
00:17:03.600 book club book it would be like oh it sells like 200 billion copies like the day after she announces
00:17:08.740 it it just was like this illustration of like this woman is creating culture and like the amount of
00:17:13.660 power that oprah has that she can say anything like i like crocs or something and then all of
00:17:18.440 a sudden it'll be like a 10 million dollar market it's an algorithm before an algorithm yeah and
00:17:22.880 like the earliest example of like what we would call now an influencer yeah so with the book club
00:17:27.820 there's there's the john franzen controversy over the corrections being a selection for her book club 0.95
00:17:32.620 we are not talking about this at all because i want to do an episode so bad that dude sucks 0.98
00:17:37.780 that dude sucks so much ass so listen here's my new concept for the show everybody it's changing 0.98
00:17:45.060 starting now we just read names of people who've appeared on oprah to mike and he tells us if 1.00
00:17:51.100 their garbage or not okay so in 2000 she had hearst um hearst magazines launched oh the oprah
00:17:59.700 magazine yeah in 2008 she had discovery announced the creation of the own network which goes on the
00:18:06.780 air in 2011 oh yeah and in 2015 joining the board for weight watchers well also like somewhere in
00:18:13.760 there was like she did the lance armstrong interview like she just got a bunch of humongous
00:18:18.920 culture shifting sort of major major interviews and has sort of become the source for oh one of
00:18:27.920 the most famous or notorious or whatever people in the world wants to like tell their story they're
00:18:34.400 gonna do that with oprah uh tom cruise jumping on the couch i feel like it's another big oprah
00:18:38.620 moment too my god that was america being like this person is like kind of unwell
00:18:42.640 so that's my timeline yeah nailed it that's it that is genuine like a lot of things i did not
00:18:52.640 know about oprah i feel like as you were talking about it i was like oh right all we do really
00:18:57.340 have about oprah is her own narrative and she is like extraordinarily savvy like that was genuinely
00:19:03.460 a thing i had not thought about and i was like no that seems like yeah like a foundational insight
00:19:08.740 I feel like the trick is to just literally never believe billionaires when they tell their life
00:19:13.280 stories. Nobody gets that rich without some like severe shenanigans. Capitalism does not allow that.
00:19:19.860 Yeah. Aubrey, do you want to, uh, do you want to rewind us to the episode of the Oprah show that
00:19:26.720 you're going to walk us through? I'm so excited. Totally. So I did the whole thing where I was
00:19:31.500 like, I'm going to write out my notes and I'm going to write it in a way that's like,
00:19:34.580 surprise, we're talking about the wagon of fat. And then I was like, no, why?
00:19:38.740 everyone knows everyone knows we know we were emailing about this aubrey we know no no i mean
00:19:42.720 like the audience not like you like i'm like we did a whole email about this aubrey
00:19:49.720 so uh we're going to talk about the wagon of fat episode oprah's big uh weight loss episode from
00:19:58.220 1988 i will say this i've at this point done a fair amount of research for this show a lot of
00:20:04.120 it hard to stomach or like really unpleasant or whatever none has made me as sad as looking at
00:20:11.840 press coverage of oprah in 1988 the number of headlines that came up from that late 80s coverage
00:20:19.960 with specific numbers about oprah's weight in the headline the number of headlines and stories about
00:20:27.820 whether or not steadman is just using her for her money because he couldn't possibly be in love with
00:20:33.780 the fat woman every aspect of oprah's identity and experience is up for this really ruthless 0.97
00:20:41.900 and kind of heartless kind of debate she's this fat how fat should she be i liked her better when 0.96
00:20:48.280 she was fat now she's thin but but but but right that just like everyone is having all of their 1.00
00:20:53.420 garbage feelings and opinions out like in print and on tv about her all the time but i don't know 0.85
00:20:59.780 if I actually am familiar with this episode the wagon of fat episode oh my god there are times 0.56
00:21:06.180 when I really do have to like remind myself that you are not in fact just like a bizarro mirror
00:21:11.920 image of me yeah oh you weren't a fat teenage girl sorry like I'm on the gay internet it's
00:21:18.120 all shirtless men in there I don't I don't know what episodes I don't get those recommended to 0.82
00:21:23.320 so as we mentioned earlier
00:21:26.980 Oprah is like incredibly successful 0.97
00:21:29.180 she's been on the air with her show for just a couple 0.90
00:21:31.320 of years while she's
00:21:33.140 buying Harpo while all these other things are happening
00:21:35.120 Oprah has been losing weight 0.88
00:21:37.200 and she's been losing a lot of weight 0.92
00:21:39.400 at the point sort of that this episode is
00:21:41.240 filmed she has lost
00:21:42.940 67 pounds
00:21:44.480 and she has done it on something called
00:21:47.300 Optifast
00:21:48.360 is that something that either of you have heard of before
00:21:51.420 yes I remember that
00:21:53.300 era yeah i don't know if i know that specific one but i know the sort of genre of crash diet where
00:21:58.980 you're drinking these like awful milkshakes like these weird powdered they have like flavors like
00:22:03.400 chocolate or caramel but it's just like brown chalk or like slightly less brown chalk yeah
00:22:08.400 that's right yes it is a kind of diet that we've talked about on the show before a vlcd which is a
00:22:13.400 very low calorie diet i will just flag for the next couple of minutes i'm gonna mention some
00:22:18.240 calorie numbers and some weight numbers it's kind of hard not to this diet optifast is referred to
00:22:24.380 at the time as a quote-unquote medically supervised liquid fast so you're like working
00:22:30.000 with doctors is sort of the idea they're keeping an eye on it but you are consuming 400 calories a
00:22:35.580 day yeah that's like prisoner of war rations yep so each of these shakes is 160 calories
00:22:44.200 They're still for sale today.
00:22:46.420 It is, you know, less than 25% of your recommended daily allowance according to sort of the food pyramid and all that kind of stuff.
00:22:54.640 There is a piece in the Buffalo News at the time that says, quote, Optifast is made of egg white and milk supplemented with vitamins and minerals to prevent cardiac irregularity.
00:23:06.760 Its formulation differs from controversial liquid protein diets of the past.
00:23:11.740 40 dieters died on that mix, made of collagen, protein, hooves, hives, horns, connective tissue
00:23:19.020 of cattle. It was not life-supporting. Optifast is. I love it when fad diets are like, we're not
00:23:25.740 like those other fad diets. Like those ones that are bad for you. We aren't made of ground-up
00:23:32.440 cattle hooves. Yeah. Like, what? Little fun fact about this diet. Like many diets of that era,
00:23:40.040 It has the sort of like initial like phase to quote unquote kickstart weight loss, right?
00:23:45.060 That is the 400 calories a day phase.
00:23:47.780 By the time you get to the end, you get to a luxurious 1000 calories a day.
00:23:52.280 That's your forever after this diet. 1.00
00:23:54.360 I mean, no wonder Oprah lost hella fucking weight. 0.99
00:23:56.620 Yeah, yeah. 0.99
00:23:57.060 Like this isn't enough food to live, right?
00:23:58.740 Yes, absolutely.
00:23:59.920 And she talks about that later.
00:24:01.020 She's like, after I did the show, I started eating again to celebrate just like eating
00:24:05.000 some solid foods, right?
00:24:06.520 She's on it for four months at 400 calories a day.
00:24:10.520 And she makes this big deal on the episode about, like, I'm back in my size 10 Calvin Klein jeans that I wore 10 years ago.
00:24:17.980 And she was like, I started eating solid foods.
00:24:20.120 And within two days, those jeans didn't fit anymore.
00:24:22.800 I was like, yeah, there's actual food in your actual stomach.
00:24:26.780 I don't know what to tell you.
00:24:29.300 The cost of the diet at the time was between $3,000 and $5,000 a year, according to the New York Times.
00:24:36.520 In today's dollar, that is between $7,000 and $11,000.
00:24:41.200 Wait, that's almost $1,000 a month.
00:24:43.120 That's like people's rent.
00:24:44.660 Uh-huh.
00:24:45.080 There are also some media coverage around some cautionary notes about Optifast.
00:24:51.720 But those are mostly about how the diet is too drastic if you're just trying to lose 10 or 15 pounds.
00:24:57.640 So it's like the idea is it's not safe for thin people, but fat people need to do it for their health.
00:25:03.060 Oh.
00:25:03.540 It's also worth knowing that Optifast is owned by Nestle.
00:25:06.520 Of course.
00:25:07.420 Of course.
00:25:08.300 Always.
00:25:09.620 They're probably selling Optifast in other countries as baby formula.
00:25:13.420 Yeah, I'm sure they are.
00:25:15.140 Yeah. 0.91
00:25:17.320 So Oprah loses 67 pounds.
00:25:20.280 And the way that she decides to reveal it is at the opening of her show, she pulls out this red classic like radio flyer wagon with a clear plastic bag full of 67 pounds of animal fat.
00:25:36.520 So it's like pork fat and beef fat.
00:25:39.580 So with that, we're going to watch two little actual clips of this actual episode. 0.98
00:25:45.800 I fucking hate what you have done to my recommendation algorithm, Aubrey. 0.98
00:25:49.780 Oh my God. 0.99
00:25:50.460 I hate what you've done to my right-hand bar.
00:25:52.520 I realize I need to do all of this incognito. 0.99
00:25:56.120 Mine is all like fucking diet ads now. 0.97
00:25:58.700 The right-hand stuff. 0.99
00:26:00.060 It's like how to get 10,000 steps. 0.99
00:26:01.440 It's such intense garbage.
00:26:03.080 At the time, I felt it was important to show it in that way because I had not, I'd starved. 0.95
00:26:08.960 I'd literally starved for four months or four and a half months and thought everybody's going
00:26:14.700 to want to know how you lost the weight. So you might as well tell them. 67 pounds since July 7th,
00:26:21.740 67 pounds and 30 inches from my bust, my waist and my hips. And this is what 67 pounds of fat
00:26:30.900 looks like. I can't, I can't lift it. Now, when you talk about, Jimmy, is this gross or what?
00:26:38.780 It is amazing to me that I can't lift it, but I used to carry it around every day.
00:26:43.200 And when you talk about making yourself the best you can be, do, I'm glad I did this for my heart,
00:26:49.480 because my poor heart that had to send blood to all of this, all of this, it's just, it's shocking
00:26:57.080 to me that it is it is this uh i saw it yesterday i said i'm gonna live on broccoli now
00:27:03.720 i want you to know that whatever diet you choose and this audience is filled with people
00:27:07.400 who've had great successes you can do with the help of your family doctor and if you can
00:27:13.640 believe in yourself and believe that this is the most important thing in your life as scott said
00:27:18.600 to us earlier you can conquer it because if i did it if scott did it if billy did it you can do it
00:27:26.540 I thank you very much.
00:27:27.660 Thank you.
00:27:31.100 Oh, this is such Aubrey bait.
00:27:34.160 It is.
00:27:35.900 I know exactly the parts that piss you off, Aubrey.
00:27:39.100 I mean, I think the thing that bothers me the most about that clip in particular
00:27:43.820 is just the intense, weirdly sort of salacious camera work.
00:27:49.840 like so much of it is just pushing in on close-ups of like discarded animal fat yeah i forgot how much
00:27:59.700 she will slip into like she code switches dude yes i noticed that too there's just a tone that
00:28:05.800 she starts to take that i'm like oh please don't sister girl me right now i am 100 projecting but
00:28:11.580 she looks so miserable in these clips maybe hungry maybe she seems like a very hungry person
00:28:17.160 that's what i think is like after four months like imagining exactly the same thing three meals a day
00:28:22.660 and just being hungry all the time like you can't run your life feeling like that and it it feels
00:28:29.280 palpable to me although again i'm probably projecting yeah i mean that part stands out to
00:28:34.240 me i think the other part that stands out to me is just the sort of like if i can do it you can do it
00:28:40.760 and i'm like oh oprah that is not a one-to-one ma'am yeah you made 88 million dollars last year
00:28:46.620 I didn't make $88 million.
00:28:48.140 Yeah.
00:28:49.120 This is an extraordinarily expensive diet.
00:28:51.660 It's an extraordinarily restrictive diet.
00:28:53.860 What she says at different points on the show, she says it was six weeks.
00:28:57.100 Yeah.
00:28:57.340 Some of the media at the time, they cite a four months number, which seems to lose 67
00:29:04.260 pounds in six weeks, it's alarming to lose that much in four months.
00:29:08.900 It is deeply upsetting slash maybe physically impossible to lose that much in six weeks,
00:29:14.300 right?
00:29:14.600 Like, whoa. 1.00
00:29:15.100 I am stealing this point from a lady I know named Aubrey Gordon, but also Oprah didn't do it. Like she gained the weight back. Like 99% of people who lose this much weight this fast do. What this really is a story of is like even Oprah with her $88 million a year isn't able to keep the weight off because like nobody can continue living like this. 1.00
00:29:35.480 Like, nobody can eat a thousand calories a day for the rest of their life.
00:29:39.120 Like, it's extremely bad for your health.
00:29:41.420 It's extremely bad for your mental health.
00:29:43.140 Like, this was never going to work for her in the long term.
00:29:45.860 I will say the other thing that feels really fascinating to me about this clip that is not often mentioned is that this show airs during sweeps.
00:29:54.960 Oh.
00:29:55.940 Uh-huh.
00:29:56.800 Wow.
00:29:57.200 Yeah.
00:29:57.380 This single episode has her largest ratings to date, and some of the media that I found claimed that even in the 25-year run of the show, this was still the highest-rated episode ever.
00:30:08.480 No way.
00:30:09.560 This episode got 18.4% of all households with television. 1.00
00:30:15.500 Holy shit. 0.99
00:30:16.520 That's like Super Bowl numbers, dude. 0.99
00:30:18.620 Uh-huh.
00:30:19.820 And the makers of Optifast say that they got over 200,000 calls.
00:30:25.380 Wow.
00:30:25.840 So it's this really tricky thing, right, where you're like, oh, my God, Oprah's getting all of this horrific negative media coverage about her size and these public debates about her body and about her life and about everything.
00:30:39.060 Right. She's working all that out. Like many of us, she thinks maybe weight loss is the thing that will take care of it.
00:30:44.840 she does that but everything she does is on tv including this so it also sort of sets off this
00:30:50.800 kind of you know it's like a butterfly flapping its wings right leading to sort of a tsunami right
00:30:56.400 where you're like oh this is like a deeply human thing to do but you're doing it during sweeps on
00:31:01.840 an immensely popular tv show also it's just awful to think about going through the sort of extremely
00:31:08.480 normal cycle of like a crash diet feeling good there's a sense of euphoria and then this general
00:31:14.780 disappointment in yourself and like self-loathing as you inevitably gain the weight back like that's
00:31:19.800 hard enough but doing it in front of the entire country and having people commenting on it and
00:31:25.000 speculating on it and like what's wrong with her she's gaining the weight back why can't she do it
00:31:29.240 like that's just like this extra level of basically abuse yeah it does make me sad i did not expect
00:31:35.780 that it's like i'm so sorry there are two more clips and both of them will also make you sad i
00:31:40.880 apologize um okay so i dropped a link to you guys oh no it's maintenance phase nemesis johnny
00:31:47.620 carson it sure is the trash men of maintenance phase oh buddy you will be surprised by where
00:31:54.560 the trash comes from this particular interview oh no let's go back when what age were you when 0.98
00:32:01.060 you first started to find out you were a little larger than actually you wanted to be this is 0.76
00:32:06.180 what i learned i've always been one of those people thank you johnny being delicate
00:32:09.940 trying to freak out speaking of that i happened to look at some tapes the other day of the first
00:32:15.240 time i was on this show why didn't you tell me well i mean i look like shamu no you didn't no
00:32:21.720 you no well we actually it's very interesting i'll bet you some people i'm taking a guess
00:32:26.120 i'll bet you some people said i'd like you better the other way is that did that happen yeah they
00:32:32.260 have said that but they lying do they lie they are lying the interesting thing about it is though i
00:32:36.960 was one of those people who always said oh i carried my weight well i carry it well i know
00:32:40.440 i'm overweight but i carry it well then i look back at pictures i carried exactly where it was
00:32:44.720 yeah my best friend said to me the other day you know i see those pictures of you and
00:32:49.160 gee i don't think of you that way moby yeah what uh yeah tell me tell me what you guys are um
00:32:57.720 thinking and feeling oh it's just nauseating yeah this is a 10 minute clip that i watched in like
00:33:05.640 90 second intervals because i was like i need a break like and i think part of what landed so hard
00:33:12.000 is watching someone who sometime between you know four months or a year or whatever however long
00:33:19.120 before was fatter so aggressively divorce their current self from their past self yeah so she's
00:33:28.000 like divorcing herself from her previous fat self but she's also kind of divorcing herself from fat
00:33:32.780 people yeah she's buying into all of this logic that's like oh if people tell you they carry it
00:33:38.920 well they're lying if they tell you that they like the way you look they're lying she's also 0.99
00:33:42.740 like she's congratulating her friends for saying mean shit to her too like your friends should not 1.00
00:33:47.220 be calling you a fucking whale dude like you shouldn't be like lol my friends did this awful 0.99
00:33:51.560 thing to me like that's just normalizing the idea that we're kind of like supposed to confront our 1.00
00:33:55.940 fat friends like fuck that also just like why didn't you tell me her question to johnny carson 0.99
00:34:01.940 Why didn't you tell, like, Jesus Christ. 1.00
00:34:06.100 Never in my life have I heard a fat person be like, you know what?
00:34:09.380 I actually don't hear from thin people enough what they think of how I look.
00:34:14.400 That's just, like, not a thing that I have experienced ever.
00:34:18.480 Make sure to tell me about this thing that I'm acutely aware of at all times.
00:34:21.900 Yeah, make me feel bad in my closest relationships, too.
00:34:25.460 To me, it's like this sad thing of, like, it's this woman who looks fine and seems, like, happy
00:34:30.360 and like unbelievably successful yeah and then it's like she still feels like a failure because
00:34:34.540 of this one extremely superficial trivial thing and like and also the whole culture of course is
00:34:40.100 telling her that she's a failure because of this one thing or that nothing counts because of this
00:34:43.600 one thing i mean first of all this is not a standard that we apply to men at all yeah there 0.99
00:34:47.760 are many men in public life who have just been like fat dudes and like no one gives a shit and 0.94
00:34:52.500 it really feels like a firm move into a kind of white assimilationist individualistic stance for 0.99
00:35:01.200 her the idea that if somebody says they're comfortable they're lying it just feels like
00:35:06.440 a direct attack on black women who are larger yeah totally aubrey kimberly do you think oprah
00:35:12.600 was able eventually to just sort of come to peace with the way that she looks or like is she still 0.99
00:35:18.400 in this cycle? I mean, I think this is where we get into a little bit of like the things that we
00:35:23.220 know about Oprah's mindset are the things that she decides to tell us. So I think there's a
00:35:27.760 question about like her individual mindset as a human, which we can't know. It feels to me like
00:35:33.280 as I was looking through media for this, like, you know, she's done media work since I think
00:35:38.620 it's like 2009, maybe where she starts talking about how like healthy is the new skinny and she
00:35:44.120 doesn't want to just be thin she wants to be strong and healthy by which she means thin right
00:35:51.060 like right it just feels very conflicted in a way that feels like a reflection to me of like
00:35:56.760 the way that like many many many people and particularly women feel about their bodies
00:36:01.280 right right kimberly i'm curious about if you have thoughts or experience uh to share on this
00:36:07.160 i was gonna take us into it i kept getting distracted by her hair and i don't know right
00:36:11.900 want to get into that that tangent because you know i'm like what is this tina turner wig that's
00:36:17.940 happening i know like how does like her wig speak to me of a particular kind of class achievement
00:36:26.380 so that she's able like everybody knows oprah has money we assume she has more money than god 1.00
00:36:32.640 and so she's able to make herself look a particular way and indulge in particular products 0.99
00:36:40.800 like her skin is always glowing 1.00
00:36:43.280 she always looks
00:36:45.020 so it seems like
00:36:46.860 she's able to move
00:36:49.100 away from conversations about
00:36:51.440 her body
00:36:52.980 and move 0.99
00:36:55.340 into more of a class of like
00:36:57.000 this is what my wealth affords me
00:36:59.320 so I look and feel exactly
00:37:01.380 how I want to feel
00:37:02.600 but I think the attention
00:37:05.060 to body has fallen away
00:37:07.040 so we're going to watch one more clip
00:37:09.460 of a sort of pop culture response.
00:37:11.240 And then we're actually going to hear from Oprah.
00:37:13.360 So what we're about to watch is Mad TV.
00:37:16.900 I used to love this show and it's so problematic.
00:37:19.380 It's so jacked up.
00:37:21.920 So they do a series of sketches about Oprah.
00:37:25.120 There's like quite a few of them.
00:37:26.920 And this one is about Oprah being fat
00:37:29.420 and it is super duper intense.
00:37:34.260 Okay, girlfriend, what's the topic for today's show?
00:37:37.620 Please tell me I don't have to deal
00:37:38.980 with a bunch of cry-at-babies.
00:37:40.580 Sorry, today's show's about grieving. 1.00
00:37:43.020 Damn it! 0.99
00:37:44.120 Sorry. 0.99
00:37:45.420 That's okay, girlfriend, I'm just gonna smile
00:37:46.860 and think about the money.
00:37:47.980 All right, let's make the loss of a loved one fun!
00:37:51.560 Okay, here we go.
00:37:53.620 Oh, yes. 1.00
00:37:56.040 Come to mama. 0.52
00:37:59.700 Who the hell is that on the monitor?
00:38:01.540 Is that Cedric the Entertainer? 0.63
00:38:03.300 No, I'll forget you.
00:38:04.880 Oh, pfft!
00:38:06.280 Oh, girlfriend, look, I had a rough weekend, okay?
00:38:09.640 I gained over 180 pounds.
00:38:11.520 I told you to take me only with the thinning camera.
00:38:15.040 It's okay.
00:38:15.560 It's okay.
00:38:15.940 It is out there right now.
00:38:16.880 Your thinning camera is camera number two.
00:38:19.020 It's out there.
00:38:19.800 It's guaranteed to make you look 200 pounds lighter.
00:38:22.360 Good.
00:38:23.400 Then I can keep eating.
00:38:25.700 Ugh.
00:38:26.480 Yeah, we're going to stop it there.
00:38:28.000 That's the opening.
00:38:28.920 The sketch ends with Oprah mistaking herself for Forrest Whitaker on the monitor
00:38:34.720 and welcoming him to the show
00:38:36.840 and then realizing that the image is of her 1.00
00:38:39.720 and getting so angry that she hulks out 0.84
00:38:42.720 and explodes fat onto everyone. 0.84
00:38:45.440 Jesus Christ.
00:38:46.400 So they just, like, you just get these shots of people
00:38:48.720 being sort of soaked in, like, slimy, gooey fat.
00:38:52.940 When is this from, Aubrey?
00:38:54.120 This one's from 2002.
00:38:55.840 Oh, it's that late?
00:38:57.000 It's that late.
00:38:59.100 Also, Oprah doesn't even say girlfriend that much.
00:39:01.620 That was, like, the central joke of this sketch.
00:39:04.000 and like she doesn't even say girlfriend and it's like you can see the ways at which her womanhood
00:39:10.420 is at issue right that she calls herself cedric the entertainer and she calls herself forest
00:39:14.420 whitaker you can see the ways in which she is getting painted in this as like an angry black 0.77
00:39:20.840 woman right that she's got this sort of false front and the entire conceit of this sketch is 1.00
00:39:27.200 just like look at this gross fat lady they also made her like significantly fatter than the actual 1.00
00:39:33.300 oprah like they made a huge fat suit right right they made her about my size which she has not ever 0.96
00:39:39.440 been it's really truly wild how hard they are leaning into like what a grotesque body this is 0.54
00:39:47.980 yeah so it's a kind of racialized sexism that is is reacting to i think it's reacting to 0.70
00:39:54.620 just the idea that like a larger black woman is supposed to be nurturing and like your big mama 0.97
00:40:02.180 taking care of you and cooking for you but a black woman who tries to do anything other than that 1.00
00:40:07.920 deserves this kind of viciousness yeah there were like many more comedy examples of stuff like this 1.00
00:40:15.760 i think they would have said at the time like we're just calling it like we see it right it
00:40:20.560 was like that sort of era of comedy where it was just like offense is comedy right like just like
00:40:26.360 hurting people is a funny thing inherently yeah so the last clip i wanted to show you all is of
00:40:33.460 oprah talking about this in 2011 around this same time she is uh does an interview with entertainment
00:40:40.260 tonight and they ask her what the biggest mistake she made on the show was this is like around the
00:40:46.340 time the show's wrapping up and she says it is this episode l magazine quotes her saying present
00:40:52.480 day, Oprah considers the episode, quote unquote, hard to watch because, quote, you can see that my
00:40:57.720 ego is on flamboyant display. I've had to pay the price for that moment over and over. I literally
00:41:05.020 handed to the world on a fat wagon platter the story of, is she fat? Is she thin? We're going 0.50
00:41:11.500 to hear from Oprah directly about sort of like what were the kind of pressures that she was
00:41:15.800 navigating four months not a morsel of food i i gotta tell you during that time i planned a
00:41:23.780 vacation to the south of france i gave that vacation away to friends anything that involved
00:41:29.520 being around food at all i just canceled anything that was going to put me any place where i could
00:41:34.980 smell or come in contact with food so some people thought i did that for stedman there is uh as i
00:41:44.840 I said a lot of rumors, which make me ill, that I did this because of Stedman.
00:41:50.200 I love Stedman very much and he cares about me and has been very supportive of me, fat
00:41:55.260 and thin.
00:41:56.260 I did not do this for Stedman.
00:41:58.500 And anybody who is overweight and whose spouses or friends are telling you to do it, you know
00:42:03.840 you cannot do it for anybody but yourself.
00:42:08.380 There was certainly a part of me that felt that I didn't match what he was in his physical
00:42:13.380 stature.
00:42:14.380 looking guy and i knew that when people would see us together that the first thing they were
00:42:20.140 thinking i certainly thought for myself that what they were thinking is what's he doing with that
00:42:24.820 fat girl oh right yeah this is very interesting to hear her talk about to be self-reflected like
00:42:34.020 that because i asked my mom i was telling her i was going to be on this podcast and she was like
00:42:37.980 what's a podcast but i was asking her how she feels about oprah and she was like i don't really
00:42:46.320 care for her because she she always seems like she's doing stuff for the culture i was like whoa
00:42:51.380 i didn't expect this answer what do you mean and she said she doesn't seem like she's doing stuff
00:42:56.800 for herself it feels like she's doing stuff for show it's interesting to see this clip and to see
00:43:02.420 her saying almost exactly the same thing that my mom said yeah she's aware of herself as a like a 0.93
00:43:07.360 visual symbol right but yet all of the the rhetoric around the weight loss that she put out was about
00:43:15.740 doing it for herself yeah there's this dissonance where in the clip from 1988 she's saying i did
00:43:20.820 this for me and then in a clip from now she's like uh i did it for steadman yeah well and not even i
00:43:26.300 did it for steadman really like that's another part of what i think is so fascinating about this
00:43:29.960 clip is that she's saying people were saying i was doing it for steadman i wasn't doing it for
00:43:35.280 Stedman I was doing it because I felt like people were looking at me as like the part that didn't
00:43:41.400 fit in this relationship which is different than like a 1988 narrative of like my boyfriend made
00:43:48.640 me do it yeah yeah which is sort of like what they're talking about and actually what she's
00:43:53.600 talking about here feels to me like a pretty clear-cut case of like deeply internalized
00:44:00.540 anti-fat sort of attitudes right that's just like people won't trust my relationship they won't like
00:44:06.980 my you know what i mean like all of that sort of stuff or like my weight emasculates my boyfriend
00:44:12.100 in this weird way that even if he's fine with the way that i look there's something about the public
00:44:17.060 facing nature of us that like invalidates our relationship in some way even if we internally
00:44:23.440 are happy yeah i mean there were also those rumors for years and years and years about both her and
00:44:28.320 Stedman being gay. Oh, yeah. Part of what lends credence to those sorts of rumors is this kind of
00:44:34.420 perceived physical mismatch, right? He's too handsome and too well groomed to be like a
00:44:40.460 straight man. And she's too like fat, basically, to be a straight woman, because we all know how 1.00
00:44:48.340 the mechanics of heterosexual attraction work. Yeah, right. And this doesn't make sense in that 1.00
00:44:53.400 very simplistic kind of calculation that also bears no resemblance to how people are actually
00:44:58.820 drawn to other people right like it's sort of like a cultural set of rules that we've kind of agreed
00:45:03.560 upon that's like the rumors for years that jake gyllenhaal was gay basically because he's like
00:45:08.160 attractive there was like no actual evidence it was just like oh he's hot so probably hiding
00:45:15.720 gayness like i don't know he's one of ours guys can i make one note about the clip and the images
00:45:22.200 they picked the worst images of her instead the worst images like i was looking at some really 0.56
00:45:27.860 cute pictures where they looked happy and really supportive but they picked these pictures were
00:45:32.900 like her her like her foundation like the skin match the tone that she looks off it's just it's
00:45:39.560 very i guess the choice makes sense in what she was talking about no totally but they also have
00:45:44.380 like found a bunch of pictures of her definitely at her fattest at least that i have seen again
00:45:50.180 she is a bajillionaire they have plenty of really nice staged photos of the two of them
00:45:57.360 and what they have picked is these sort of like vacation shots that look like when you had a
00:46:04.620 disposable camera these might be the ones that you would like throw away that's what i was gonna say
00:46:09.000 like they look like the photos you're tagged in on facebook it's like someone else's camera and
00:46:13.660 you're like half in the background you're like whole hard untagged the other thing that i will
00:46:23.980 say that is sort of related to the steadman stuff is that this comes up in that new york times
00:46:29.680 profile from 1989 quote when winfrey was fat she hugged and touched her studio guests a lot
00:46:36.800 she practically cuddled now that she is slim and awfully glamorous she maintains a far greater
00:46:43.160 distance the touch of a woman with a perceived sexual allure is scarier more charged dangerous 1.00
00:46:50.880 paradoxically her body seemed more loose her movements more flowing when she was fat
00:46:57.280 when she is with Stedman her body regains its comfortable eloquence I guess there's something
00:47:03.440 about like a fat lady not being as sort of threatening and sort of I guess desexualized
00:47:08.980 So you feel comfortable with them touching you and you touching them?
00:47:11.900 I mean, I think that's part of it.
00:47:13.480 And I also think that's part of like Oprah is stepping away from a very like Hattie McDaniels
00:47:19.060 sort of like body type, right? 0.88
00:47:20.960 That she has sort of been able to be cast in this role of like a nurturing fat black 0.98
00:47:27.180 woman that people can rely on. 0.85
00:47:29.180 And now that she's like, you're like more aware of her thinness, which also makes you 1.00
00:47:33.480 kind of more aware of her wealth, which also makes you more aware of her beauty, like all
00:47:38.500 of those things sort of start to become a threat. I mean, I'll say just as a person who's gone
00:47:44.780 through major weight loss and major weight gain, both, there is this sort of hint at but they don't
00:47:50.240 really get into the ways in which that kind of dramatic change can really alienate you from your
00:47:57.320 own body that like really like there's sort of this narrative about weight loss that is like,
00:48:01.220 it only gets better and you only like yourself more. And really, and truly, it can be like
00:48:06.520 extremely alarming to see how differently people treat you to figure out how to just like move and
00:48:12.260 be in the world like really that profile and sort of our cultural logic at the time doesn't really
00:48:18.140 allow us to go there yeah um so the last thing i will say just to like bring this one to a close
00:48:23.540 is in 2018 the national museum of african-american history and culture had an exhibit on oprah
00:48:29.440 and the washington post did a piece that was like these are the five things you have to see in the
00:48:34.200 oprah exhibit one of the five things was the size 10 calvin klein jeans oh from the wagon of fat
00:48:39.900 episode so like even now this was in 2018 right so like even within the last few years this remains
00:48:47.280 like one of the biggest sort of like touchstones of her show and it's really complicated and she
00:48:53.540 is still saying it's one of my biggest mistakes and i really don't like it and she's also still
00:48:58.880 owning weight watchers and she's still you know i mean like it's all sort of unresolved of all the
00:49:03.800 she's done how in the black history month is that the thing that you want to have in the black sony 0.93
00:49:09.540 i don't understand right yeah when they should have done the 40 foot long foam colon that dr
00:49:16.680 oz in his introduction episode kids could have crawled through it
00:49:21.520 mike i'm a host divorcing you
00:49:33.800 Thank you.