Missing Witches - June 21, 2026


21st Century Alchemy: LITHA 2026 with Tree Carr and Eliza Swann

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00:00:00.000 Happy Letha, Happy Summer Solstice, Happy Longest Day of the Year to the Missing Witches cabin.
00:00:11.600 Today we gather with Eliza Swan and Tree Carr to explore a galaxy of 21st century alchemy,
00:00:21.760 shining a light on a technology of magic, a science of craft.
00:00:28.320 If you want to support the Missing Witches project, join the coven.
00:00:34.460 Find everything you need to know at missingwitches.com. 1.00
00:00:38.060 You aren't being a proper woman, therefore you must be a witch. 1.00
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00:00:47.600 Hello, Missing Witches coven. 0.61
00:00:49.900 Happy Letha, happy summer solstice, happy longest day of the year.
00:00:54.920 Today, I've brought together two authors, artists, educators, witches.
00:01:01.660 They have so much in common.
00:01:03.640 There's so much connective tissue in their work that I am grateful and beyond excited
00:01:09.180 and praise God, etc., to have been able to bring them together today.
00:01:13.660 For this podcast, please welcome Eliza Swan.
00:01:18.400 The new book is The Alchemical Imagination, Creativity as Catalyst for Radical Transformation, and The One and Only High Priestess, Tree Car.
00:01:31.340 The new book is Technomancy, Tech Magic and Spells for the 21st Century Witch.
00:01:39.240 Eliza wrote, the violence that capitalism enacts on time, nature, and our sense of connection is completely incompatible with alchemy and magic, which ask us to slow down, listen, and actually feel the soul of things.
00:02:02.560 so today for this letha episode let's slow down let's listen to these witches
00:02:10.840 and see if we can actually feel the soul of everything i brought you two together because
00:02:23.120 as i said there's so much connective tissue but tree here's the line that cinched it for me
00:02:28.120 in technomancy you wrote the more i explored the clearer it became ancient magic and modern tech
00:02:38.360 weren't so different so that's what we're here to talk about today a technology of magic the arcane
00:02:49.100 the ancient the contemporary the future and how all of us in this what even is time are interacting
00:02:57.740 with all of these things at once they are not opposites we exist on this circular serpent
00:03:05.380 if you will of time and space and love i've said enough let's start with eliza
00:03:15.620 before we get to my questions and digging digging getting our nails dirty in this realm of alchemy
00:03:24.580 and magic this is both of your first times on the podcast so please what do you want our listeners
00:03:30.220 to know about you what's important to you right now who are you what are you doing what's going on
00:03:36.880 um big question right away um my name is eliza swan and i'm an artist and educator
00:03:46.500 and a magician and in 2014 i established golden dome school as a space for particularly
00:03:54.140 artists who are interested in relating their creative practices to magical practice and so
00:04:01.800 that started out as an artist in residence program and then blossomed into public performances and
00:04:07.480 exhibitions and classes and now books and I also teach alchemy at the Pratt Institute in New York
00:04:15.260 so that's what I'm up to. I discovered Golden Dome School very close to the beginning of the
00:04:22.700 Missing Witches project and I was thrilled to discover your work I think my introduction to
00:04:29.660 Golden Dome was the resurrection of care yeah so before we get to tree please like give me a couple
00:04:37.080 minutes on the resurrection of care yeah I'm so glad you're asking because actually it's coming
00:04:42.400 back next year um I took a break from directing Golden Dome for a couple years just because it was
00:04:48.080 um sort of scaling up in a way that felt unmanageable um and now I've stepped back
00:04:55.680 into directing it and the resurrection of care was an annual public pageant that I would do
00:05:03.060 that Edgar Fabian Frias um leads they lead the kind of opening prayer and the kind of structure
00:05:09.800 of the ceremony and it was devised initially actually before I even knew Edgar as a response
00:05:16.580 to something called the Cremation of Care, which was not like a part of conspiracy theory anything
00:05:22.860 at the time. I lived in San Francisco and went to art school there, and Bohemian Grove is a men's club
00:05:29.140 where, you know, powerful businessmen and senators get together in the Redwoods, and they would open
00:05:37.220 their sort of summer camp with each other with a ceremony called the Cremation of Care, and so
00:05:42.740 we did the resurrection of care on the same day just to like bring it right back um and then yeah
00:05:51.320 eventually it evolved into this sort of annual parade where we would march around Los Angeles
00:05:56.860 and bless bodies of water with the spirit of our caring and it evolved into a space where folks
00:06:03.760 would talk about um their grief also and their concerns for each other and this planet um and
00:06:12.240 have a sort of a place to be together in that. So it'll come back in 2027.
00:06:19.460 I love this as a, you know, this meeting point of performance art and ritual. And it was one of
00:06:29.140 those things where I had read about Bohemian Grove. And it's so interesting to me that the
00:06:36.240 rich, the elite, they are using occult practices while simultaneously demeaning the non-rich
00:06:45.180 and the non-powerful from using these tools, right? And so that's so interesting to me. That's
00:06:53.300 almost like a proof that magic works when the quote-unquote higher-ups are using it and trying
00:06:58.480 to get us not to use it. Yeah, that one is a tale as old as time, right? I mean, empires are all
00:07:06.120 built on magical practice so tree tell us about your magical practice and also who are you where
00:07:14.420 are you what are you doing what's going on what are you working on who are you hey everyone hey
00:07:21.080 uh my name's tree and i'm an author i work in the the field of transpersonal psychology i'm a
00:07:28.760 graduate of the olive trust uh in their transpersonal psychology program uh through
00:07:34.400 altered states of consciousness and psychedelic assisted therapy and i'm a death doula so i've
00:07:40.600 been a practicing doula for about 14 years uh so the zones of of death i kind of consider myself
00:07:47.120 a threshold worker because i'm also a massive dream worker i've penned a lot of books on dreaming
00:07:52.620 and consciousness and uh dreams and death aren't too dissimilar they're those
00:07:59.000 funny liminal thresholds that holds a bit of mystery uh and i'm a witch so in that zone of
00:08:07.880 witchiness and witchcraft i suppose uh divination is a pretty strong aspect of my work um so dreams
00:08:18.140 death divination i like to often say i'm like triple d i've never been a triple d i was a late
00:08:24.820 it's all that it's all that threshold work um but i'm also a creative i've been creating dream
00:08:33.660 art since i was a little kid my formative years were spent on a commune in the southern united
00:08:38.920 states in the 70s back you know in the olden days and uh so a lot of my work it comes from
00:08:47.400 my relationship to dreams so never went to art school or anything like that i've always just
00:08:52.500 been doing dream art since a kid and still doing that process and uh growing up on a commune played
00:09:00.880 lots of different instruments so I'm also a musician and in fact I see Primal Scream right
00:09:05.880 behind you and I went on tour with those guys back in 2008 with one of the bands I was in back
00:09:13.120 toured for about a month with them uh yeah so that's kind of it there's those sort of
00:09:17.860 intersection of creativity magic but really space holding for all of the the liminalities
00:09:24.080 of life that's kind of that's sort of the zone thank you for noticing i did put that on display
00:09:32.200 because i read that you had gone on tour with primal screamadelica is i was like
00:09:37.300 synchronicities curation is one of my i i mean i own thousands of records i consider myself a sonic
00:09:46.660 witch above all things um so to say that screamadelica is like in my top 500 albums is
00:09:55.280 is a really big compliment it was i mean it it hasn't gone out of rotation since i got it in
00:10:04.120 like 90 91 somewhere around there it's always been on heavy rotation so just for me personally
00:10:11.560 sorry coven um can you give me like one highlight of working or touring with primal scream just for
00:10:19.180 me what happens on the road stays on the road i'm just trying to think of oh god there was so much
00:10:31.280 but i don't know like i'll try to uh i don't know i i probably shouldn't uh reveal it's kind of like
00:10:39.200 the law of secret a bit of like the laws of magic um but i'm i will say though one really one
00:10:45.680 beautiful highlight and and this felt like a very very magical moment was meeting kevin shields from
00:10:51.420 my bloody valentine at the sound check and uh in a sound check you know we had to do a little
00:10:57.840 you know you get up there and do the sound check so they're checking the mics and so
00:11:01.920 you know you goof around when you're doing sound checks sometimes you know well i do anyway maybe 0.97
00:11:06.700 because I'm just such a clown. 0.68
00:11:08.340 But I just, I was singing just really slowly 0.92
00:11:14.040 Satellite of Love.
00:11:16.240 And so,
00:11:18.040 Satellite of Love,
00:11:20.080 just really, really, really slow and drawn out
00:11:22.120 just to kind of get all the tones in for the sound check.
00:11:25.620 And then I came back down,
00:11:26.860 and he was just like empty,
00:11:28.180 apart from this one man standing there.
00:11:30.600 And he came up to me, I was like,
00:11:31.760 oh, whoa, it's Kevin Shields.
00:11:34.000 And he's like, wow, that was so beautiful.
00:11:36.700 he said oh that was so beautiful thanks for singing that I was like oh I felt like that
00:11:42.720 was such a magical moment I was just like thank you like and he's such a sweet sweet person and
00:11:48.300 so you know sometimes it's like never meet your idols or never meet your idols because they will
00:11:53.940 disappoint you and it's true sometimes they do but not at all with Kevin Shields proper beautiful
00:11:59.720 person it's so amazing I mean we'll have to continue our friendship because you mentioned
00:12:06.180 three of my top 500 there Scream and Delica Transformer the Lou Reed album and of course
00:12:12.500 Loveless by my bloody valentine is might even crack the top 100 yes let's like expand this a
00:12:24.920 little bit to include Eliza I want to know about your creative process because a lot of the witches
00:12:33.480 in my coven it's like there's something clawing inside of them to get out but whatever it is
00:12:40.400 trauma shyness um imposter syndrome whatever it is that's preventing that from coming out 0.78
00:12:49.260 is very fucking strong so i'll turn to eliza first and ask like how do you how can you be 0.79
00:12:57.980 so prolific and what advice can you give to my coven mates who are reaching for that kind of 0.97
00:13:04.420 prolific state oh well i'm so moved by tree's story um so i'll tell one that's adjacent about
00:13:12.860 meeting a hero and having this magical transformation but um when i was in my teens and
00:13:19.780 20s i was goth and i would go out only at night and i was very shy and by light of day i barely
00:13:26.940 said a word and um it's very reticent to speak really really really easily uh embarrassed and
00:13:34.940 would turn red and my voice was just kind of off and i loved linda mary montano who's a performance
00:13:41.560 artist here in the united states and um at the new museum in new york city she would paint rooms
00:13:48.420 different rainbow colors and offer tarot readings throughout the 80s and 90s when this stuff was not
00:13:55.360 very cool it was kind of out of vogue she just kept at it and she had a summer performance art
00:14:01.440 saint camp and at one point I was running an art gallery for mystical artists in New York City
00:14:07.840 and a friend was like hey you should go see Linda Montano because you're giving tarot readings in
00:14:13.480 this art gallery she used to do that at the new museum she's right upstate so I called her on the
00:14:18.860 phone I got her phone number and she said okay uh this is my fee what you're gonna do is write
00:14:26.520 an eight page autobiography or seven page for the seven chakras you're gonna take the bus up here
00:14:32.760 upstate and you're gonna read me your seven page autobiography and then I'm gonna have you act out
00:14:38.080 the most gruesome parts of it as like a healing so this like famous performance artist I took a
00:14:45.000 bus up to see her and I was like Linda I don't know how to use my voice you know I'm totally
00:14:48.980 mute basically um unless I really know people I have like real stranger danger
00:14:54.980 and so I did I read her my autobiography I did three performances just for her and so I would
00:15:02.040 do like a freeze frame of like whatever dramatic thing in my life and then she would ask me to
00:15:07.440 change the scene and something happened because after that I started showing artwork I started
00:15:18.640 teaching publicly I'm totally okay you know in an auditorium full of people to give a talk
00:15:25.280 it just opened it up and so she really showed me actually that art is transformative in this very
00:15:32.920 potent and kind of immediate way. And also her summer saint camp was really a blueprint for
00:15:40.380 Golden Dome. She would have performance artists come. She was a nun in a convent in her teenage
00:15:47.440 years or early 20s. So she would have performance artists come and kind of live like nuns together
00:15:52.880 for a week and work on these performances together. And Golden Dome at first was an 0.58
00:15:59.000 artist residency where we would get together for a week and each week was based on a tarot card
00:16:04.500 and so anyway i think linda montano's work really helped me kind of open up the throat there and
00:16:12.620 not only sort of see what was happening that was impeding my voice but also like move through it
00:16:19.900 with a witness right um which maybe tree could speak to in that kind of psychoanalytic way it's
00:16:26.860 it's hugely powerful yeah tree please do how do you react to um sorry linda marie montano
00:16:37.080 linda mary montano yeah yeah what was your what came up for you while eliza was telling this story
00:16:44.340 tree yeah like i'm a bit of a rational mystic so i always like to understand how things work
00:16:50.720 like on a fundamental scientific level um and so i love questions like this because it makes me sit
00:16:57.820 with like what is the true nature of reality how do things actually really work um and i'm i'm kind
00:17:04.240 of the i kind of support a uh a non-linear type of reality in terms of time and more of a quantum
00:17:11.920 framework in terms of quantum science so i see uh these sort of things as um relational everything
00:17:19.480 is relational to each other within this quantum universe so i see things like what eliza like
00:17:25.140 what you experienced in this situation of a sort of like an alchemizing or an activation of the
00:17:31.160 voice through you know she basically initiated you didn't she through through this process of
00:17:37.780 this mission where you're like oh shit i'm gonna do that but yeah something you know got initiated
00:17:43.100 is almost like a relational um dynamic between her the content and and the mission of what she 0.85
00:17:51.920 created and crafted for you to sort of do and perform as something um deeply activating and
00:18:00.540 so i don't see magic as too dissimilar from how a quantum universe relates you know we we sit there
00:18:07.140 as observer observer effect with our will and our choice and our intentions and you know we we kind
00:18:14.600 of make things happen through taking action or intentions behind things and so you know it can
00:18:23.160 happen with other people and these amazing feedback loops and that's why as witches or even
00:18:28.720 any kind of ceremonial magician or mystic gets initiated on the path because it's all there's
00:18:34.620 the theory of it all but then there is the doing of it too and I think that we have to be in the
00:18:40.160 doing and like you said Liza you're like oh my god like I kind of like but you were like but but
00:18:46.740 hang on a minute uh this this there's possibilities in that like you know you just going for it you
00:18:54.120 know there's like but yeah there's a potential perhaps you know something can come through this
00:18:59.640 So that is a beautiful, beautiful experience.
00:19:02.160 Thanks for sharing that.
00:19:05.200 Tree, tell us about your creative process.
00:19:08.940 Again, listeners, Tree is sitting in her studio that is just like half apothecary, half pile of musical instruments.
00:19:20.640 It's glorious.
00:19:22.760 I think a creative process of, wow, where does it start?
00:19:28.040 it's a little bit like uh what david lynch says that you know you get this sort of like a seed
00:19:33.000 of an idea and that idea just sort of sticks in a way and you just feel excited about that idea
00:19:39.480 and you just want to like explore that idea more and more and more it's like what he says about
00:19:45.160 like you know catching the big fish uh in the in the sea of consciousness you know the ideas are
00:19:52.040 the fish and i just see it as almost like this um it all starts with the idea so very much like
00:19:58.580 what lynch says and even just you know artists like uh hilmo af klint you know there's this
00:20:04.960 this connection to something that feels like a spark that's almost like channeled through you
00:20:09.200 and i think rick rick rubin also like uh you know kind of create creates this process through his
00:20:15.700 work as a as a music producer and he sort of articulates that really really well as as well
00:20:21.300 in some of his writings, it just kind of comes out of nowhere. And sometimes it can come from
00:20:26.080 dreams. And so because I've been making dream art since I was a little kid, I would have to give all
00:20:32.360 my credit really to the dreams. And what are the dreams anyway, right? I see them as almost like
00:20:37.900 their experiences of consciousness in the altered state of sleep. So I see them through more of an
00:20:43.420 animistic framework than kind of a reductionist materialist framework. I see that we, the dreams
00:20:51.160 are like you know we're interconnected to a big sort of sea of the unconscious like Jung would
00:20:57.460 call it the collective unconscious and that we can tap into these archetypal sort of energies
00:21:03.680 or themes and even experience some really bizarre and surreal kind of epiphanies in the dreams so
00:21:11.200 I'd say the dreams are my number one kind of source of inspiration so usually what I do is
00:21:17.720 if I have some you know I've been dream journaling since I was young I've got like over 40 years worth
00:21:23.000 of dusty dream journals every year I've got to fill a whole one out um and even do bibliomancy
00:21:30.760 with my my dream journals like from when I was like a teenager I'll give like a dream from when
00:21:36.380 I was 15 years old might give me a message for today kind of thing um but usually I'll go through
00:21:41.460 them if something was quite visual i'll start like paint painting it so a little bit of color
00:21:48.240 to canvas and that sort of just evolves out of that and so i've got yeah that's kind of the
00:21:55.160 process so the two tool the tools are the tech is the dreams altered states of consciousness and
00:22:01.680 in sleep then mapping it out in the journal so that's the blueprint and then kind of transforming
00:22:08.220 it into these paintings and that's kind of how it works I was about 11 years old when I almost
00:22:19.980 like near simultaneously discovered David Lynch and John Waters and so this became basically like
00:22:28.860 a foundation for my entire outlook of life into my adulthood into my life now I saw these people
00:22:37.700 who were experimenting with the surreal that this notion of art as not something to be understood
00:22:47.220 but something to be experienced and that has been a huge thing for me you know I feel like
00:22:53.760 a lot of gallery spaces I'll tell you my my Scottish cousin we went to the um Glasgow
00:23:01.560 modern when I was visiting and cousin-in-law um and he said to me you know Amy I don't get any of
00:23:11.540 this and I said you don't have to the idea that art requires an education in order to have like
00:23:22.680 a visceral reaction is again it's this capitalistic this hegemonic you need to read 12 books before
00:23:30.920 you're allowed to enjoy a piece of art is tragic to me that there are people out there who think
00:23:36.980 they can't quote unquote listeners I'm using big bunning ear scare quotes here they can't
00:23:43.680 appreciate art unless they have a doctoral thesis in art history and I love that the both of you
00:23:52.160 are expanding this notion taking your work public public ritual public acts um Tria that you do a
00:24:00.300 camp. Obviously, Eliza, you're doing residencies and all of these things. How can people make art
00:24:07.160 a part of their everyday? Let me actually read a quote. This is from Eliza again.
00:24:14.740 From its very beginning, art has been an instrument of ritual, a way for us to sing
00:24:24.020 our blood back to the divine. It wasn't until Greek philosophers began distinguishing between
00:24:33.440 the sacred and secular art that the idea of art as something other than an active form of prayer
00:24:43.500 emerged. This notion of creativity, of art making as a form of active prayer, I think is really
00:24:56.920 missing from the professionalization of art, of music. I've had so many people tell me I can't
00:25:04.600 sing. And I'm like, if you can speak, you can sing. You don't have to be good. You don't have
00:25:10.180 be a good writer to write you don't have to be a good singer to sing you don't have to be a good
00:25:14.660 dancer to dance like we if we can conceive of our art making as a prayer i feel like this just
00:25:24.500 expands the entire universe i don't know who wants to talk about it first but please
00:25:29.380 talk to me about art as communication with the divine art as prayer
00:25:36.340 well i have so many thoughts on it obviously right there's a whole book on it and more
00:25:43.560 that didn't make it in there but um i love that you brought up john waters earlier because
00:25:50.120 sometimes when i hear things like oh art is active prayer it sounds like art should be
00:25:54.820 serious in some way and i think actually um allowing ourselves to experience divine inspiration
00:26:02.220 as this kind of effusive, expansive joy
00:26:06.500 that really actually breaks through tyrannical structures.
00:26:10.220 That invites in the clown and humor and audacity into our work.
00:26:16.020 And it invites in, I think, the audacity to just do it.
00:26:19.620 Because if we feel like our art is an active prayer
00:26:24.640 to our current existence, whatever that might be,
00:26:28.820 it asks us to really take our place here on earth.
00:26:31.920 really like sit in our seat and and sing back into this music of being alive and so I think
00:26:41.940 there's a lot of permission in thinking of art as active prayer and also I watched Sister Wendy
00:26:49.380 as a child I was obsessed with Sister Wendy she was a hermit and a nun who then was on I think
00:27:00.280 bbc giving tours of art museums and i ended up giving psychic tours of art museums like because
00:27:06.200 of sister wendy um but i watched interviews with her to self-soothe and she has one where somebody
00:27:13.480 asks her like oh you're a hermit you're a virgin you know what do you know of this world how do you
00:27:19.720 deal with looking at these artists work who maybe these artists are like bad guys or um whatever
00:27:27.240 And she was like, oh, well, you know, I kind of deal with art like the way that it was before 1400, where it's just like, it's not about the artists. In fact, we might not even know their name. It's just the divine showing up in drag. And I really can't get involved with the gossip around the artists too much because then I stopped looking at the work. It's like a different conversation. Anyway, those are my thoughts for right now.
00:27:54.540 tree i know that your art comes from your dreams and then so where are you sending it is it a loop
00:28:04.600 yeah that's really interesting i think it really depends on the artist because some artists really
00:28:11.240 do channel the divine i mean think of alex gray i think of like you know the you know
00:28:16.800 like all these like really there is a process is like a considered process
00:28:22.620 that uh that they are channeling something a little bit beyond channeling the divine but then
00:28:29.060 you have like uh then you have artists who are you know selling uh products for nike or for
00:28:36.180 you know tesco so like so that's not really channeling the divine again maybe it is but like
00:28:43.360 i i don't know maybe i'm not to be the judge of that so it really depends on the artist i think
00:28:49.220 um and it also maybe depends on yeah the intention because every magical practice will always come
00:28:57.540 well everything not even just magical practice well i see this whole thing is a magical act
00:29:02.540 like being alive really everything comes from intention so everything comes from intention so
00:29:08.580 whether you want to like channel something in to create a beautiful artwork that that holds
00:29:14.720 almost a resonance to heal people or intercede on behalf of humanity that's one thing but if
00:29:20.280 you have the intention to sell tons of really extractive products from the environment towards
00:29:28.700 people back to themselves and make a lot of money then that's a different intention
00:29:32.300 so I guess it really comes back to intentions but I see things like especially I'm a very
00:29:38.360 big fan of film and I've worked in the film industry in my, like in my thirties. And I
00:29:44.780 really see films as a really interesting sort of channeling. And I see that films are like the
00:29:50.720 cultural dreams and they project, you know, our unconscious shadow a lot of the time back
00:29:57.200 at us. So that's why, you know, things like horror films don't freak me out. Like I actually like to
00:30:03.660 watch a good A24 film you know what I mean and see like what kind of cultural shadow
00:30:09.140 are we looking at here oh it's the archetype of the predatory male okay let's look at that you
00:30:14.960 know so I like I like I love film for that in that sense although I I'm trying to think if I've seen
00:30:21.720 bits of film that feel like it's channeling the divine um I'd say maybe Jodorowsky's films like
00:30:26.840 they are highly magical films Alejandro Jodorowsky like insane like back in the 2000s I ran
00:30:33.320 a cult video shop and film club with my partner for about like 11 years in London and we would
00:30:40.780 do like these screenings underground screenings was really hard to find and hard to seek films
00:30:45.180 every time we showed Jordiowski's films either El Topo or Holy Mountain I am not kidding there
00:30:52.560 something went up at on the screening like some kind of spell was cast we had one screening with
00:30:59.260 el topo and a guy just started randomly howling like a wolf during the screening and we had to
00:31:06.700 like kind of are you all right guy like to exit him out and he just couldn't stop howling uh a
00:31:12.440 few years later we showed holy mountain and a guy literally fell out of his chair laughing and we
00:31:19.160 thought that's quite well he was laughing and then he fell out of his chair laughing and then he was
00:31:23.180 rolling around all over the floor laughing in hysterics like possessed so i i deeply think
00:31:29.120 jordowski's films were channeled from some from the trickster spirit or some kind of trickster
00:31:35.800 kind of deity uh and dispersed out into the audience of people watching it because i've
00:31:43.360 seen it firsthand like literally so i think it all comes down to intention and like all art
00:31:49.260 whatever the intention is behind it could have it sort of spell cast um or as a prayer i'm
00:31:56.220 certainly there are intercessors on this planet right by way of you know buddhist monks doing
00:32:04.140 their meta meditations on behalf of humanity nuns locked away in cloisters like praying
00:32:09.700 constantly on behalf of humanity or artists that are making prayer art or intercessor art on behalf
00:32:18.720 of something so intentions but yeah certainly where does it come from it's like it's kind of
00:32:24.160 amazing what we bring in i did a screening of holy mountain in a friend of mine's backyard i
00:32:32.400 got in a small projector because there were movies that i wanted to see on the big screen that i knew
00:32:37.360 probably i wasn't going to get a chance so she had one of those backyards with a big white brick wall
00:32:44.000 It all made sense.
00:32:45.220 We screened Holy Mountain.
00:32:46.300 And at the end, maybe a third of us, genius, bravo, genius, just freaking out. 0.98
00:32:53.360 And then the other two thirds were like, what the fuck did I just watch? 0.99
00:32:57.280 What the fuck was that? 0.99
00:32:59.540 And again, it's like, it's always glorious for me to see this happen because it reminds me, like, your stuff doesn't have to be for everyone for it to be fucking genius. 0.99
00:33:11.300 you know there are people who aren't gonna get it and that's fine just do it and that's okay
00:33:16.620 and some people will come under the spell and start howling or dancing around best thing i
00:33:22.400 ever saw was holy mountain screened jordowski showed up sat right in front of me so i watched
00:33:29.120 the back of jordowski's head watching holy mountain so that final scene where he's like
00:33:33.980 pull back pull back and that final scene they pull back and you're like oh it's like a reality
00:33:39.300 within a reality and i'm like and i'm in another reality looking at the back of jordowski's white
00:33:43.960 head and and this other reality and he was amazing it was great to meet him and he pulled cards for
00:33:50.080 everyone and it was uh one of those like rubbing the eyes moment going like we live in a dream like
00:33:56.740 we definitely live in a dream or hallucination and and certainly or maybe a simulation um yeah
00:34:03.440 While we have the technology, let's talk about a simulation. I mean, this is kind of related to that, but we have a lot of conversations in our coven. Again, we're rationalists. We love science. We love facts and methodology.
00:34:23.700 I have to shout out Whitefeather Hunter, who is a PhD and a science PhD.
00:34:34.740 And Whitefeather Hunter says, hypotheses are prophecies. Ritual is methodology.
00:34:43.680 And it's the same kind of thing that us three are talking about here, right? Where we just kind of
00:34:49.000 slightly change the vocabulary but the core of it is the same but what i want to know we talk so much
00:34:56.680 in the missing witches coven about this notion of deity because a lot of the of the members of the
00:35:03.080 missing witches coven are ex-evangelical people who are deconstructing an upbringing in the church
00:35:09.800 and so the notion of deity for them is very weighted a very loaded idea uh so i want to
00:35:18.360 know i guess i'll start with eliza like what do you believe personally personally only your
00:35:25.720 perspective i don't care what the other eight billion are thinking i want to know only what
00:35:31.880 you think like do you believe in gods do you believe what like what do you believe are gods
00:35:40.280 symbolic are they archetypes or are they creatures for lack of a better word
00:35:45.800 hmm well i'm kind of of like an apophatic bent like that you you can't really speak about the
00:35:57.080 divine too well like language actually falls apart in front of it and it's part of the joy
00:36:02.040 of art making is that you're sort of watching what you're getting at fall apart as you're
00:36:07.780 building it but but i use constructs to kind of help me out with talking about these things
00:36:14.740 and as a young person i was initiated into hermetic order so sometimes i use their language
00:36:20.800 just for ease right but in that system the beginning of beginnings is the one mind so
00:36:27.540 the entire thing that we exist in is a field of consciousness just in various forms of drag
00:36:33.760 so if i conceive of things that way like for sure there are deities just like there are human beings
00:36:41.580 they're they're different forms of consciousness in drag showing us like a particular facet of
00:36:48.700 existence or experience um so that's my short answer
00:36:56.060 so kinda that's where i'm at i'm like yeah do i believe in in deities kinda how about you tree
00:37:06.140 do you believe in like what do you believe how do you believe so if i was to alchemize and whittle
00:37:12.780 it all down into one fundamental belief um i believe in consciousness and a sea of consciousness
00:37:22.700 but through the perspective of quantum physics so everything is like a subatomic kind of field of
00:37:27.660 possibilities because that that is a big a big component of a quantum perspective is there's
00:37:35.760 many possibilities that we can engage in i see deities as uh almost like egregores that we
00:37:42.280 create through our thoughts through our belief and through the energy that we put towards it
00:37:46.740 so we create the deities that we believe in um and we collectively give them energy give this
00:37:56.760 this kind of idea energy so they become this sort of egregore of sorts um and i believe that probably
00:38:06.520 almost everything can kind of exist i know that sounds kind of crazy it's a bit of a alan moore
00:38:15.660 kind of concept of of reality that our imaginations and our thoughts can shape and create things
00:38:22.840 basically but they might just where do they exist they exist in some sort of collective field
00:38:27.880 of information um so for example like these beliefs in in elves or gnomes or fae or little
00:38:34.620 people like that kind of belief is everywhere it's not just in the celtic isles but it's also
00:38:39.660 in africa it's also seen in lots of different places for example or the yeti or the sasquatch
00:38:45.640 or the bigfoot you know these or the troll you know all kind of the similar sort of thing
00:38:49.740 And so it's like, yeah, you know, they probably somehow do kind of exist in some kind of way because they exist in our kind of cultural sort of thought system, myth and sphere.
00:39:03.740 So we've actually like made it happen or created it in some kind of way, whether it's just an energy or whether it's just imagination.
00:39:10.820 so that's how that's what i how i feel about deity um going to all of the deep maybe that's
00:39:17.580 very sacrilegious to say but you know every every kind of deity under the sun um i i kind of
00:39:25.620 experienced this once like the power the power of collective belief and it was when i was in
00:39:33.720 in uh palestine in 20 uh 20 uh 2016 i was in palestine and i was helping with the charity
00:39:45.880 and whatnot and on one of the days off i was like um there just kind of roaming around and i ended
00:39:53.600 up in this church and so it was you know i just kind of followed the crowd and there was this
00:40:00.540 crowd going downstairs into this like basement and so I thought oh what's down there I'll just
00:40:05.820 follow the crowd but there was like security guards too so I thought oh what's there so I
00:40:10.320 kind of went down and as I went down into this basement there's this like small room
00:40:13.920 when I went into that room I the wave of energy was just so intense so intense it literally like
00:40:22.120 made me a and I was like whoa I need to I'm kind of dizzy like I need to lean against the wall and
00:40:30.040 I just felt like this huge kind of magnetic, like heightened sort of energy. And I said to
00:40:37.740 the security guard, I was like, what is this room? Like, what is this? And he said, he pointed and
00:40:43.800 he said, oh, that's, that's the spot where Jesus Christ was born. So it was like the, the church
00:40:50.160 of the nativity. I didn't realize he even like stumbled upon this huge Christian kind of like 0.99
00:40:55.280 pilgrimage place but i from that experience i i took this sort of notion that all these pilgrims
00:41:03.740 over the decades of going there have collect have created like this collective energy of worship
00:41:09.720 or reverence there through just their bowing down and kissing that star on the floor right
00:41:18.600 right for christ so i just felt like wow you know like the power of us as a as a as a collective
00:41:25.620 of where we put our intentions and our energies and our prayers or our mantras or whatever it is
00:41:31.640 that we're putting out there it it's palpable it's palpable and tangible so you know deities
00:41:38.480 maybe are just one step further where that starts to kind of collagulate and creates like a kind of 0.99
00:41:44.620 egregore and we we make it so so there it is that's just I don't know maybe I'm full of shit 0.68
00:41:50.340 but I like to think of these things but you know I'm still I would never say I know how it works 0.81
00:41:56.000 I'm just like oh that's a good question maybe that's how it works I don't know maybe there's 0.98
00:42:00.960 I think we all all us witchers are kind of equal parts brilliant and full of shit because we are 0.90
00:42:08.680 inventing our realities at all times but you you touched oh there's my chair going you touched on 0.97
00:42:18.160 something that I really want to get into which is this sort of witchcraft quantum physics quantum
00:42:25.460 mechanics pipeline that I think like certain schools or certain groups of witches I don't
00:42:34.940 know if it's kind of a chicken egg thing did you get into quantum physics before you got into
00:42:41.200 witchcraft or did you get into witchcraft before you got into quantum physics and is there even a
00:42:46.280 difference you know good point but i got i got into quantum physics because of my lucid dreams
00:42:53.540 and uh i started having this like phase in my life where all of a sudden my lucid dreams were
00:43:01.060 showing me like mathematical formulas and like theories and so I'd wake up and I'd recreate
00:43:07.860 them and draw them and I'd be like what is like what and they like I got to work this out I I need
00:43:14.440 to understand why I was shown that in a lucid dream and these lucid dreams started to show
00:43:20.640 themselves in a different way than from when I was like a kid they were like the best way to
00:43:27.720 describe it was like a hologram so i'm interfacing with like a holographic
00:43:31.860 sort of reality in front of me so a few multiple layers of imagery within a dream world if that
00:43:41.000 makes sense and the holographic uh interface uh there's like a telepathic a telepathic kind of
00:43:49.500 communication going on with it so that's kind of the territory so but that's what got me into
00:43:57.240 quantum mechanics because I just wanted to understand what I was being shown like does
00:44:01.720 this track and I have a few physicist friends as well and I throw the like I was shown this theory
00:44:07.820 in a dream what do you think of this and they're like oh my god that tracks with like gravity time
00:44:13.100 loop theory and I'm like what is that okay like I gotta research that and so that's why I started
00:44:18.560 using a lot of quantum language because dreams gave it to me first and so I feel like I'm trying
00:44:24.960 to merge science and magic in my own day-to-day practice um and i'm trying to understand how
00:44:31.440 you know they're married and not separate and also just want to fucking figure out all this 0.74
00:44:39.240 weird shit that my dreams are showing me you know like so it's just a curious moment that i'm like 0.81
00:44:44.280 you know investigated all of this stuff um eliza i think that your like notion of deity kind of 0.97
00:44:52.820 brought up this like unified field theory the source of all consciousness but of course alchemy
00:44:59.860 as a concept as an entity is this marriage of magic and science so can you i know you're
00:45:07.940 you're an alchemy professor so i imagine you can go off pretty good
00:45:11.700 um in one of the reasons i was drawn to alchemy even though it's so complicated and
00:45:20.340 kind of off-puttingly complex and gate-kept and the faces of it these days are not faces
00:45:28.460 that necessarily appeal to me you know like old men in powdered wigs but I fell in love with it
00:45:35.980 and stayed with it since my teens because it just disrupts any notion that you will ever have
00:45:44.320 about things being um separate so as above so below as within so without magic and science
00:45:56.100 are the same but they're they're different facets you can distinguish things you can
00:46:00.340 say that this thing functions in this way and this thing functions in this way but actually
00:46:05.120 they don't exist without each other and um alchemy is often defined in slogans right
00:46:13.400 rather than like full explanations because it's hard to describe what alchemy does it's so
00:46:19.700 interdisciplinary it's visual art it's chemistry it's um mysticism it's poetry it's philosophy
00:46:26.940 they call themselves philosophers of fire um so one of my teacher's slogans was alchemy is looking
00:46:34.960 with two eyes that can see and it comes out of egyptian cosmology where you have a solar eye
00:46:41.320 that can see linear time difference in form cause and effect the laws of physics that pertain to
00:46:48.820 the material world and you can empirically deal with those things and then you have a lunar eye
00:46:54.080 that is entirely transpersonal that sees all the interconnections that sees energetics that sees
00:47:00.960 fields of consciousness and actually by putting the lunar and solar eye together you get the 3d
00:47:07.280 picture of reality. You can't really have one without the other and so you could say that the
00:47:13.040 lunar eye sort of holds a lot of the mysteries of magic and the solar eye holds a lot of the sort of
00:47:19.920 proofs and empiricism of science but actually you require both and they don't exist without each
00:47:26.480 other. Chinese alchemists would use Taoist phrasing to describe that idea that Tao Te Ching is full of
00:47:35.840 passages about how high and low depend on each other um the figure in european alchemy for
00:47:44.680 enlightenment is the rebus which is a masculine feminine figure with wings who's also standing on
00:47:51.200 a demon like once you've obtained awakening and alchemy you're heavenly you're demonic you're
00:47:58.560 masculine you're feminine you're above you're below you you can sort of inhabit all kinds of 0.72
00:48:04.780 spaces with your being so um actually alchemy helped me to not see any difference between 0.98
00:48:12.000 magic and science except that it's maybe one is situated in in one way of seeing and one is
00:48:19.940 situated in the other but not cleanly at all yes listeners i'm i've just been bouncing for the past
00:48:26.700 hour um here's one more piece of connective tissue between your two books again the books are
00:48:32.800 technomancy by tree car and the alchemical imagination by eliza swan both of you have
00:48:40.740 sections about telephones um i can remind you if you like um on page 139 eliza on page 218 tree
00:48:52.200 um telepathic telephone spirit telephone tell me about this piece of technology that we
00:49:00.340 pretty much all have and how we can use it for magic they're two different versions so please
00:49:06.820 um tree tell me about how to use a telephone for magic yeah i love that you say telephone
00:49:15.480 that's great it's really good yeah i think i first started look like his
00:49:24.120 like look at our iPhones here I grew up I was born in 1972 right so like and I grew up in a non
00:49:32.520 tv household my whole life because of the way I was brought up on the commune and no outside
00:49:38.480 influences and all that kind of stuff so I was like in my late 20s when the internet was fully
00:49:45.780 formed so I so you know to me I see these devices and I'm like wow blows my mind because I I didn't
00:49:53.740 grow up with them obviously because of the generation i'm in but so when they first started
00:49:59.020 to come about i was like this is pure fucking magic it's actually undistinguishable from magic
00:50:07.540 you know to be able to send a text message i remember the first time i was in a chat room 0.87
00:50:12.440 in my late 20s i was like this is nuts i'm talking to someone across the country so anyway when this
00:50:18.820 the iPhones first came about I was laughing and saying to my partner does this not look like a
00:50:25.420 scrying mirror I was like this is like a black obsidian slab like I've got one that I've had for
00:50:33.280 like 20 years for scrying and just like for trancing out and getting divination and here
00:50:40.320 you've got like this modern day scrying tool but it does it all for you right so when I see those
00:50:46.160 the kids on the buses and they're just doom scrolling and they're in hypnosis they're in a
00:50:50.000 hypnotic trance I started thinking like this is wild like they're doing it with no intentions they 0.97
00:50:56.560 are completely porous to it and I was like this is a powerful fucking tool and I was also like 0.89
00:51:03.140 this is not only a scrying mirror it's a wand because we're like casting stuff all the time 0.92
00:51:08.840 like every like like a podcast like what you're doing that is a spell being sent out
00:51:14.140 spell of information and learning and education um vod cast you know casting it's the old norse
00:51:22.220 word for to throw we're throwing this information out by way of the elements of air you know it's
00:51:28.940 literally going out so i started to see like this is a powerful tool and if we don't know how to use
00:51:33.960 this as witches it will it could it makes people go crazy i've seen people going crazy from the
00:51:41.920 phones the reason why people are going mad and having such psychological meltdowns and depression
00:51:48.360 and all types of things is because they're using it without intention they're using it without
00:51:54.280 being fully present in the zone of working with it so it's just a tool people see it they go it's
00:52:03.480 evil it's the bane of existence it's actually lucifer incarnate like people have been saying
00:52:08.020 mad shit about it it's just a tool folks it's just a tool just like a hammer is a tool i could build 0.94
00:52:16.580 a house with it or i could crack someone over the head with it it's the intention behind the tool 0.99
00:52:22.660 so don't throw these things away because we need witches and we need people who are working
00:52:28.020 for the highest of good to harm none to get you know make those mean magic you know make your
00:52:34.660 videos that send good information overthrow the powers that be we need the technomancers
00:52:39.860 and the hackers and the witches and magicians more than ever in the tech realm we have created
00:52:45.580 another dimension of ones and zeros it's happened the genie is out of the bottle it's not going
00:52:51.780 back in so we need to help steward this thing and not throw the phones into the ocean and go live
00:52:57.760 in a cave like it's good to be able to you know i'm an animist and nature is a big part of my
00:53:03.320 practice but i limit my use of this thing every time i sit down on it i'm like what good can i do
00:53:10.280 today with this thing and i'll put up a post or i'll send really helpful messages to people
00:53:15.820 or you know that's it and my my screen time is really low i don't just sit there and mindlessly
00:53:21.740 without intention scroll so there's you know i don't know what i just said but anyway sorry i
00:53:27.160 just went on a rant but anyway no we love it the telephone the telephone
00:53:33.100 for the record I love a rant I live for a rant so um Eliza the telepathic telephone
00:53:44.660 tell me about this exercise yeah but also I just love what Tree said so much and I teach
00:53:52.880 alchemy at an art school to 19 year olds and it's really difficult I have to constantly be like
00:53:59.520 phones away phones away phones away phones away and what's really interesting about that generation
00:54:05.780 having been raised on the phone is that when I bring in material from alchemical history like
00:54:11.780 visions of zoosimos which is this alchemist describing using the dream state to go into
00:54:17.300 the minds of different metals and to talk to the metals in the dream state these kids can go right
00:54:22.660 there they're like oh i know what this is i know what it is to put your consciousness in something
00:54:27.080 that doesn't have a physical body like been there done that and that's the part that to me i was
00:54:32.420 like oh this is going to be a little weird for them um but getting them to stay in the room is
00:54:37.200 a little bit challenging and to not fly off and i love that idea of like sitting with the phone
00:54:42.880 and being like oh what good can i do with this instrument right now and for how long can i keep
00:54:47.120 that up realistically um so cool I'm gonna do that myself and offer that to them but the telepathic
00:54:55.240 telephone I think if I remember the exercise correctly um it's just getting a vintage phone
00:55:02.060 at like a thrift store or a flea market and using it as a way to um call up a deity or an ancestor
00:55:09.560 it's like using that prop ritually so that you can like specifically dial up somebody who's in
00:55:17.080 another time or dimension um and have a chat with them it's a little like Jung's active
00:55:23.800 imagination but just with a prop um that's what that is I love it um I'm excited to call David
00:55:33.640 Lynch after this chat with David Lynch um I oh and here we are almost out of time I do hope you
00:55:43.120 will do a part two with me this has been so fruitful and amazing and i feel like we've just
00:55:48.060 begun to scratch the surface uh i mean it's it's quantum physics right like we're not we're not
00:55:55.200 gonna figure it out in an hour but i i'm so grateful that you both have come to do some
00:56:01.900 podcasting and spellcasting with me today eliza how can our listeners support you in your work
00:56:09.620 again firstly by the book the book is the alchemical imagination creativity as catalyst
00:56:17.120 for radical transformation it is fantastic listeners i recommend highly by eliza swan
00:56:24.100 how else can our listeners support you and your work and your endeavors yeah um if you go to
00:56:31.480 golden-dome.org you know what'd be amazing is if you jumped on the mailing list so i don't have to
00:56:37.200 be on Instagram all the time um I'm touring the book up and down the California coast for the next
00:56:44.880 month um and then in October I'm doing a five-day live alchemy course with plants at the Omega
00:56:53.380 Institute in upstate New York so I would love to see you someplace on that mailing list or
00:56:59.460 at one of these events but yeah yeah I'm I'm based out of I'm living in the woods now but
00:57:05.360 just north of montreal so i get i get upstate every now and again i also get to the uk every
00:57:12.200 now and again so tree how can our listeners support you other than of course listeners buy
00:57:18.140 the book the book is technomancy tech magic and spells for the 21st century which you'll find
00:57:25.920 stuff in this book like algorithm as law of attraction so many pooh so many light bulb
00:57:32.940 moments that happened while i was reading your book tree how other than buying the book listeners
00:57:38.340 buy the book um can our listeners support you and your work and your endeavors
00:57:42.540 at least unleash your voice um well i think a good way is uh yeah just follow me on instagram
00:57:53.740 because then everything's all kind of linked in from there um and that's probably where i'm more
00:57:58.980 more the most active uh in terms of shouting out about a lot of nerdy stuff
00:58:05.940 yeah okay so my final question as a wrap up eliza do you have plans for the summer solstice
00:58:17.140 and if so if not what would you suggest that the missing witches coven how do you suggest
00:58:23.860 that the Missing Witches Coven celebrate Letha,
00:58:27.160 the summer solstice this year?
00:58:29.480 Ooh, that's such a good question.
00:58:32.760 I'm working the summer solstice. 1.00
00:58:35.260 Witches are busy on that day. 1.00
00:58:36.820 I'm doing a lecture on the Philosopher's Stone
00:58:39.400 at the Philosophical Research Society
00:58:41.960 in the zenith of the sun's light.
00:58:46.280 But if I wasn't working,
00:58:49.960 what's a good way to work with it?
00:58:52.480 i'm gonna pass it to tree and then maybe it'll come to be um tree while you're thinking i will
00:58:59.040 say before we officially started rolling eliza and i were talking about how the summer solstice
00:59:04.560 falls on father's day this year which could be an interesting time to um work with father son
00:59:13.360 or to examine masculinity maybe do a spell against toxic masculinity um but i'll leave
00:59:24.020 you to think about it tree what are you doing or what do you think we should be doing
00:59:28.220 uh on the summer solstice i'm going to be in cornwall there's a an event called the garden
00:59:35.000 of tomorrow uh and i'm going to be doing a talk with jessica hunley from library esoterica on
00:59:41.760 sacred sites and the geomancy and the geomantic kind of love her yeah of the earth matrix and
00:59:49.680 we're going to be doing like you know a geomantic ritual activating uh something on this amazing
00:59:57.700 castle because we're the the location is uh trimantic castle which is a pretty incredible
01:00:03.740 uh site and uh yeah and doing all the the rites and the rituals on that on the zenith on that
01:00:11.540 on that day for the solstice with a group called boss morris which are a really great like morris
01:00:17.980 dancer group and like they're so much fun and so we're all going to be making merry uh in cornwall
01:00:26.160 over that weekend but i love this that it's on father's day and just considering the father
01:00:31.580 and all of the ancient connections of the sun and the solar energy to the the masculine where
01:00:40.880 the moon is the feminine and we do live in a world right now currently like seriously uh we've got a
01:00:47.280 top heavy effect where there's just the masculine has gone completely extractive and and we're in a
01:00:53.500 dominant sort of dominator culture currently um with the feminine being really oppressed and
01:01:00.100 really not in harmony and so i feel like a harmonizing spell uh towards you know the when i
01:01:08.900 the exalted form of the masculine the exalted where it harmonizes with the feminine and that
01:01:16.360 polarity because it's it's discordant and it has been for a very long time and the feminine is our
01:01:23.960 mother the earth matrix and the extraction that's been happening under capitalism
01:01:28.480 it's just unprecedented and this ruling elite of only a small group of billionaires all dudes by
01:01:37.220 the way you know they're we're going to hell in a handbasket because of these guys so i think like
01:01:42.700 a spell to kind of like a wake up spell like the sun is there it's what it keeps us awake on the
01:01:49.560 longest day we see the clues and the what to do in what's going on right it's like the longest day
01:01:58.680 it's hard to sleep our circadian rhythms are just like awake awake awake so i just think
01:02:05.280 wake up dudes wake up wake up wake up like if there's a veil that we can lift on their eyes
01:02:12.440 so they could see the the effect that they're doing and having uh i would intercede on behalf
01:02:19.400 of that big time wake up i love that i'm going to do a wake up spell on the solstice listeners
01:02:29.000 the solstice is today if you're listening on the solstice which is today when this episode comes out
01:02:35.020 So think about a wake-up spell, think about creativity as prayer, think about podcasting
01:02:43.320 and spellcasting, and above all, maybe slow down, listen, and actually feel the soul of things.
01:02:53.200 Thank you so much, Eliza Swan. One last time, the book is The Alchemical Imagination. Thank you,
01:02:58.780 tree car again the book is technomancy and listeners i would get them as a little compendium
01:03:06.320 i feel like they work so beautifully together as a set of two and i feel like you two work so
01:03:14.060 beautifully together as a set of two and so i do hope that we can do this again thank you so much
01:03:20.160 happy solstice happy letha merry magic merry science and blessed fucking be thank you so much
01:03:28.780 thank you that was wonderful thank you so much eliza thank you so much 0.96
01:03:33.860 it was so fun yeah what a treat
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