Missing Witches - January 28, 2021


WF Sarah Faith Gottesdiener: Lunar Living is in Direct Opposition to Capitalism and Linear Time

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00:00:00.000 You aren't being a proper woman, therefore you must be a witch. 1.00
00:00:06.620 You must be a witch. 1.00
00:00:10.300 Hi, friends. Hi, Sarah. Happy full moon. Thanks. 0.96
00:00:14.280 I want to just say hi, Risa, and thank you so much for having me. I feel really honored. This
00:00:20.840 podcast is very special. I'm sure you know that. So I feel honored and delighted to be a part of
00:00:29.620 My name is Sarah Faith Godestiener, and I am a queer Jewish witch living in Los Angeles.
00:00:41.580 I have two dogs and a beloved sweetheart that I live with, and I identify as an artist,
00:00:51.840 a creative person. I've been teaching about the moon and tarot and energy and other things for
00:01:04.320 a minute for about five years. I've been a professional tarot reader since 2012,
00:01:11.000 and I've written something like nine self-published works that center around collaborating with
00:01:23.920 the cycles and rhythms of the moon and the seasons in the northern hemisphere and I just
00:01:31.080 released a book an evergreen book about the moon shockingly called the moon book which is
00:01:40.100 a guide to, yeah, I know it's, I'm, I'm really creative here, which is a guide to working with
00:01:48.320 energy and rhythm and cycles and lunar magic, as well as self-development and practical, uh, tips.
00:01:59.820 and yeah that's what a lot of my sort of outward facing work has been about for about the I don't
00:02:10.420 know five or six years it's been about energy intuition mad and yeah that's the I don't know
00:02:17.980 five or six years it's been about energy intuition magic tarot and lunar living
00:02:25.420 which is not something I ever planned by the way like I never thought I'd be saying
00:02:33.700 I never thought I'd be saying that like you know
00:02:36.280 um well I want to come back to that because we had a listener write in recently about
00:02:45.760 sort of the fear of of coming out um as someone who works for coming out as a witch and
00:02:53.780 so I want to come back to to that how that transition was for you but but can can you
00:03:00.240 start because I'm so curious about this with talking about um how your relationship with the
00:03:05.980 moon started yeah I think every single human has their own relationship with the moon with the sun
00:03:15.540 with the elements. Mine began because I was a witch, because I met witches in my early 20s,
00:03:27.600 like real live witches. And they were my friends. And they really started teaching me
00:03:35.140 that lunar magic was really potent. And I sort of put it away for the first three or four years
00:03:46.520 of my magical development. And I came back around to it. And I decided to begin working with
00:03:55.500 the moon in my own particular way which is well it's holographic there are no end to the different
00:04:07.320 ways we can work with the moon but for our listeners purposes it's around working with
00:04:14.640 one intention around one lunation so that would be new moon to new moon or full moon to full moon
00:04:23.600 or dark moon to dark moon around one specific intention and flowing with the traditional
00:04:34.500 suggestions of light and energy accumulating and light and energy dissipating, going external,
00:04:46.720 going internal breathing in breathing out it's very natural to all of us it mimics the seasons
00:04:55.440 and so I tried doing that and pairing that with my magical practice which before that had been
00:05:03.120 mildly undisciplined and the results that I got was like couldn't even believe it and so I worked
00:05:13.940 through the lunar phases with a variety of different intentions. And I was like, wow,
00:05:22.720 I'm onto something here. The moon is onto something. And it really opened my intuition.
00:05:29.820 It opened my healing. It opened up so much for me. And after about five years of praxis,
00:05:40.100 I began teaching about it and for me the moon is an illustration of the earth the sun
00:05:52.220 in the moon it's an illustration of fire water earth air it is a correspondence that is a
00:06:04.300 correspondence to our subconscious our unconscious and our conscious all in one and i find that an
00:06:13.820 incredibly potent site of reclamation of healing and of influence and that's what i teach and that
00:06:27.700 is what I continue to sort of base a lot of the core healing different levels of consciousness
00:06:38.300 you know this is what witches do and so you know the moon is one of our besties
00:06:45.200 in this regard so that's a little bit of how I I view I view the moon
00:06:51.760 yeah i love that i mean one of the things i love about your book the main book lunar magic to
00:07:02.420 change your life um i got really really into it i was really enjoying i got a digital copy and then
00:07:09.020 i got my hands on a beautiful hardcover copy that you designed and was beautifully designed
00:07:15.080 um it it there's something that's so practical about it which is so funny to say about magic but
00:07:22.860 um I just for me I I'm always thinking about time and our experience to time and as a person
00:07:32.260 who menstruates I feel like I'm pretty I'm pretty like and I like you know painfully you know like
00:07:39.260 I'm really painfully aware of time and marking out my relationship to time in a more concrete way
00:07:47.400 this moon cycle has been a part of my practice that's that's like really given me a lot of power 0.92
00:07:53.040 and so to get my hands on your book and be like oh shit like there's this whole range of work 0.61
00:07:59.860 you started out by saying it's holographic there's this whole there's this whole scape of work that I 0.87
00:08:05.560 can do around each stage of the moon and for me that's a really empowering idea i'm excited for
00:08:12.380 our listeners to discover that can you talk a little bit about i guess just the relationship
00:08:18.960 in in you know with bodies of water with our own bodies like how do you feel like we're sort of
00:08:26.520 physically being written on by the moon that's such an incredible question
00:08:31.500 And you talked about it a bit when you shared where, you know, the moon is about bodies because we are anywhere between like 50 and 70% water, which depending on, you know, what's going on, babies are more water and then we become less water as we age.
00:08:57.980 and you know for folks who for folks who mention it's true no really like babies are most watery
00:09:05.360 and then as we get older uh elders are less watery um for folks who menstruate there can be
00:09:15.360 a real specific correlation between menstrual cycles and the moon and i don't mean oh you
00:09:26.860 bleed on a full moon or, oh, you bleed on a new moon. I just mean a process of energy building,
00:09:35.020 feeling like you have more energy, and then bleeding and sort of feeling like you have less
00:09:41.440 energy or maybe need to go more internally. Folks who menstruate can probably understand
00:09:49.420 what I'm talking about, especially when there's these sort of emotional tides, as it were,
00:09:56.860 that also imprint on the body as well. You know, I think like just to sort of zoom out,
00:10:04.720 I feel like the stars, the sun, the moon are imprinted on all of us because since the dawn
00:10:14.380 of time, human beings have worked with the stars, the sun, the moon in order to situate themselves
00:10:23.740 to cast rituals to cast spells in the realm of folklore lunar and solar and star-centered deities
00:10:36.660 we've been dancing with the sun the moon and the stars for as long as we've had a consciousness so
00:10:46.420 we have this imprint of the moon in the sense that risa your great great great great great
00:10:52.300 grandparent who you don't know their name and you don't know where they lived had a relationship with
00:10:59.400 the moon they looked up and they saw the moon they saw the sun they saw the stars and there's
00:11:06.240 this really rich in my opinion accumulation of awe and wonder and enchantment that we have with the
00:11:16.840 elements in particular uh i think you know the the moon and the sun and the stars so there's that
00:11:26.000 right there's this really long history also or hurt or herstory of the moon and agriculture
00:11:33.940 and herbalism and doulas and medical workers and sex workers and ritualists and witches and shamans
00:11:44.640 and other magical practitioners because so many of these folks dwelled and dwell
00:11:54.860 in the realm of night and the moon is the queen of the night so there's that relationship as well
00:12:03.960 and then of course we have our own energetic ebbs and flows you know the moon controls the tides
00:12:14.360 in all bodies of water, the water tables, oceans, and ourselves. So lunar gardening has long been
00:12:25.680 a practice. The moon has really been linked to agriculture for thousands and thousands of years.
00:12:32.280 There are still folks who garden with the moon and we are nature. Our bodies have water in them.
00:12:39.980 We are sensitive to light. We are sensitive to rhythms. Whether you menstruate or not, you are an emotional creature. So you are going to have your own particular relationship with the sight that the moon helps us discover, uncover, and flow with.
00:13:03.560 and it's a lovely way of thinking about change in our lives too right like there's such this
00:13:14.880 sort of forward impulse impetus sort of around this and this this pressing stage of capital
00:13:23.340 that we're in but the way you talk about moon work is so kind of liberating from that because
00:13:28.720 it's like well we're gonna do something for one cycle no i'm gonna do another cycle i'm just gonna
00:13:35.160 keep kind of going in these beautiful spirals and that's okay you know i love that yeah i mean
00:13:41.960 that's the whole thing about lunar living it is in direct opposition to capitalism and to
00:13:53.000 linear time into bad or good on and off alive or dead all of these binaries the moon is not a
00:14:03.540 binary there's you know the other planet that we can see light being reflected off of or well the
00:14:12.760 moon isn't a planet but the other celestial body that we can see light being reflected off of is
00:14:18.580 venus and i find it really interesting that the more traditional celestial bodies at least in like
00:14:27.160 a western pantheon way are feminine um and that a lot of times the binary can sometimes be
00:14:36.360 correlated with a patriarchal way of thinking and you know as well as i do everyone here
00:14:43.360 with us today knows that capitalism, it ain't it, you know, and it's been embedded in us
00:14:53.380 from feeling guilty when we rest or feeling shame or comparison because we're not
00:15:02.300 doing enough or we're not, you know, as this or as that, as someone else.
00:15:09.400 it's not natural I don't think that the binary and I don't think that capitalism
00:15:20.680 is a natural state for us and the seasons and the cycles and the patterns of the cosmos and
00:15:33.660 the stars and the sun and the moon is this reminder that what is completely natural is for us
00:15:41.440 to go through processes of dynamic change and to move into different states of being.
00:15:51.560 And these different states of being are not bad or good, best, or feeling like you need to move
00:16:00.140 through you for a month or a few months is not bad, but we put these prescriptions and these 0.99
00:16:10.080 judgments on rest, on, you know, indies. And that's really harmful. And for me, so much of 0.99
00:16:25.720 doing lunar work is this reminder that we're in different phases and then sometimes it's time for
00:16:35.460 us to run a marathon it's time for us to that production and creating things and connecting
00:16:42.720 and pollinating isn't natural it's completely natural and also so is rest so is grief
00:16:50.980 can you talk about what you feel like the role of magic is right now
00:16:59.920 wow that's a big question Risa I'd like I need to hear what you're gonna say after I talk you
00:17:07.400 promise yeah will you go just like think for a sec but so there's so many there's like so many
00:17:19.060 different. So I'm just going to kind of riff and then I'll pause and maybe we can sort of build a
00:17:25.560 cauldron together. The first thing that came to my mind is, okay, great. The first thing that came to
00:17:36.380 my mind is that, you know, as he says, magic helps us re-enchant the world. There was a time
00:17:45.840 when we were children although not all of us had the privilege of a supported childhood
00:17:53.340 but there was a time at least for me when I was a child and what was first and foremost
00:18:03.300 was imagination was going to different lands in my brain with my helpers with the stuffed animals
00:18:13.760 I would, you know, create in my bedroom and have stories with.
00:18:18.800 And I was connected in some way.
00:18:22.640 Imagination, connected to myself, connected to the realm of different possibilities.
00:18:30.740 And I think that is one of the roles of magic, that it helps connect us to our imaginations,
00:18:39.700 to understanding who we truly are apart from systems of oppression and magic can give us
00:18:50.680 some insights and some tools of how to live lives that are in alignment with some of our
00:18:58.780 soul's purpose and some of our um some of our yearnings and some of our desires
00:19:06.240 the other thing that speaks to me i think i've got three so and then i'll pause and let you speak
00:19:13.600 the other thing is this ancestral this ancestral connection and i think that
00:19:19.900 and i've got some russian in me as well all east i'm eastern european is what i'm trying to say
00:19:27.160 And, you know, I think that a lot, I can only speak for white people here.
00:19:36.840 I can only speak for myself as a white person.
00:19:41.520 Our ancestral magic is really potent and it's really powerful.
00:19:48.280 And it doesn't mean that we have to even know where we came from
00:19:56.220 or exactly what was going on in our ancestral line
00:20:02.720 because a lot of us don't have that privilege.
00:20:05.560 Myself, I have a great, great on both sides, and that's what I've got.
00:20:11.880 And I've got very little in terms of, um, certain information, but I've been doing a
00:20:20.300 lot of ancestral remediation, not a lot, but I've been doing more, let's put it that way.
00:20:26.360 I've been doing more ancestral remediation in the last two years than I kind of ever
00:20:31.140 have and it's slow going and it's can sometimes be painful and also it's really important for us to
00:20:44.680 connect to our ancestors perhaps have caused harm or who assimilated
00:20:50.480 were separated from some kind of spiritual practice that was connected with the land 0.68
00:21:02.860 or connected with their geographic or, I don't want to say religious, I'm thinking of Jewish
00:21:14.680 people right now they're um you know the the people that they were a part of and so for me
00:21:21.860 it's been uh magic and and researching and connecting with the folklore of eastern europe
00:21:30.420 and connecting with my ancestors in trance and in meditation has been really important and also
00:21:38.440 on that addendum connecting with my place where I live right now, which is full of succulents
00:21:47.200 and raven and coyote and pastel sunsets. That also has been this interesting practice.
00:22:02.680 And the third thing that I just want to put out there, which everyone knows who's listening to
00:22:07.240 this show because they're magical practitioners, which is that when magic connects us to other
00:22:17.340 worlds, so magic connects us to, and I mean this really loosely, magic connects us to our muses,
00:22:24.920 our creativity, our intuition, spirit guides, nature, animal helpers, plant helpers,
00:22:37.600 ancestral helpers, the sun, the stars, the moon. And when we connect to that greater universe,
00:22:45.540 we are both humbled we are interwoven with a web web of being that has been pulsating for
00:22:56.900 eons and we are both humbled and also we are given the support and the insight we need
00:23:05.840 to become the most empowered most authentic version of ourselves empowered most authentic
00:23:13.840 version of ourselves. We can resist psychic death. We can stand up for what we believe in,
00:23:21.340 and we can protect those who are most vulnerable, and we can live our lives in the spirit of service,
00:23:30.480 however that looks for you. I'm not saying it's going to land differently for every single person.
00:23:36.200 and magic has given me the tools to create a life in which and that in itself has really beautiful
00:23:47.520 aspect of invest i mean all of what you just said is so empowering and accurate um i will put in
00:24:02.640 the cauldron of the answer of this question from my perspective also I came to magic because I
00:24:15.140 and I think this is part of its role right now for many people I didn't have I didn't have a
00:24:25.360 faith you know um I was raised by social justice Christians and their their their faith was like
00:24:33.580 pretty great but I I just can't um with all the child rape and lying and colonialism stuff so
00:24:41.620 that one's not for me and you know I just didn't have one and and I'm I'm like mostly atheist but
00:24:49.240 with a personal relationship to a being you know so for me it was like it was just always there
00:24:55.740 and so I think that's part of the role for this thing we call magic now it's like there's
00:25:00.720 so many of us I think a growing majority of us that are like I need a relationship with the
00:25:06.740 universe and I don't want any dogma or idea like about magic and crafting is like it's it's more
00:25:15.300 about um how you do it than what you believe like you you don't really have to believe in um
00:25:22.420 anybody else's gods or oh yeah you know it's no gods no masters yeah so that's so
00:25:30.960 yeah exactly um so I think that fills a really deep deep need that we have and I think there's
00:25:40.720 also a way in which it connects us to science it can and it can kind of be this bridge between art
00:25:45.760 and science that's so desperate you know there's these these enormous questions at the edge of
00:25:53.420 science now and I think the way that we answer them is one by falling in love with science and 0.98
00:25:59.060 scientists and merging them with arts and artists and other and somewhere in there is the same shit 0.96
00:26:03.940 that these magicians, these witches, have been working on for hundreds of years. 0.94
00:26:11.140 That's my stuff for the great cauldron of that question.
00:26:14.120 It'll be the full moon in January, assuming it all goes well with editing and all that.
00:26:20.240 I wondered if for a full moon in January,
00:26:24.420 and maybe taking into consideration that question we started with,
00:26:27.580 if it's possible to ask you to think about it in this way,
00:26:30.420 people who write to us who are like um somewhat to declare themselves as a witch or feeling um
00:26:41.240 that they that they would gain in courage and bravery by by cutting that way but that there's
00:26:46.820 fear is there something that we can consider on a full moon in january um to give us some courage
00:26:55.280 or something that question i mean first i just want to say it's just like you you talked about
00:27:02.640 um cycles and seasons and the moon is this timekeeper so we have our first full moon
00:27:09.660 of the so-called year right the gregorian calendar and that if someone doesn't feel comfortable
00:27:19.760 in publicly calling themselves a witch
00:27:25.100 or coming out of the broom closet, as it were, that's fine. 0.88
00:27:29.060 This practice is for you and for you alone.
00:27:35.160 It's not for anyone else.
00:27:39.560 So if you don't feel quite ready
00:27:45.360 or if you never feel ready, that's totally fine.
00:27:49.760 um there's a lot of like stigma and a lot of projection and a lot of shame
00:27:57.220 that is accompanied with the word witch all of that being said what i really love actually that
00:28:06.280 came to to mind was i do this many moons planner and i ask for contributes to practitioners
00:28:16.200 And the full moon suggestion from one of my teachers, Sid Yang, is to create, to call in support and to call in help.
00:28:29.420 So this could be a full moon, feel called to make support, help, community, your signal as it back to one or more people who are also magical practitioners.
00:28:45.380 in the spirit of
00:28:50.280 proclaiming what you need
00:28:57.880 or being curious about what you'd like to practice
00:29:05.040 and maybe who you'd like to practice with.
00:29:09.160 And when I say who, I mean it could be a pine tree.
00:29:12.400 When you say who I want to practice with,
00:29:13.900 it could be juniper berries it could be an animal friend time to do some meditations on
00:29:22.100 what around in your practice and what ingredients are needed to help you flourish however wherever
00:29:33.720 you are that's perfect thank you um and thank you all for being here and listening with us
00:29:47.560 on this first full moon of this calendar and i hope that you are safe and you are being loving
00:29:56.220 and caring to yourselves and to each other and then find sarah's beautiful book the moon book
00:30:03.220 good good work um and you can find sarah on instagram at goddess um are there any other
00:30:11.320 places you want to send the people to find you yeah follow you and work with you yeah i'm taking
00:30:17.260 an instagram break so i think the best way to be in contact with me yeah is um my newsletter so you
00:30:26.080 can go to my shop and it is modernwomenprojects.com and then you can click on the newsletter and
00:30:34.120 viewing what's going on I also send out tarot spreads and practical advice and magical advice
00:30:42.840 and I have a podcast it's called moonbeaming and you can subscribe to that as well and those are
00:30:50.500 the places where you can find me perfect thanks for that I'm gonna go sign up for that newsletter 0.94
00:30:56.920 I want to do that in my inbox you must be a witch
00:31:04.100 hey folks Risa here again just jumping on quick with a friendlies reminder that our book is going 0.94
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