00:00:53.240and I've spent my life exploring how other people survive what should have destroyed them.
00:00:58.760I'm Elizabeth Smart, and these are The Survivor Files.
00:01:02.380Every week, I'm with survivors who live through the unthinkable, abducted, stalked, controlled, and nearly silenced.
00:01:09.920These are stories about what it takes to make it out alive.
00:01:13.740Listen to The Survivor Files with Elizabeth Smart on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
00:01:21.360If your bookshelf and your For You page are equally important to your personality, welcome home.
00:01:27.100Pro Society is a weekly podcast that's part book club, part group chat for anyone who thinks Pride and Prejudice and Love Island deserve the same level of discourse.
00:01:35.740Each week, we're connecting the dots between books, the internet, and pop culture with your favorite writers, book talk creators, and plenty of overthought opinions.
00:02:12.540Happy Spotify rap season to all who celebrate.
00:02:15.420For users of the music streaming platform Spotify, this is the time of year when we get our route, a visual breakdown of how much and what kinds of music we spent the year listening to.
00:02:26.960Spotify first debuted its year in music in 2015, but two years later, they added statistics about which artists and how much time Spotify users spent listening.
00:02:36.780In 2019, artist Jewel Hamm, who was then an intern at Spotify,
00:02:41.480designed the pleasing social media-friendly layout to communicate this data visually,
00:02:46.200which leads us to the Spotify wrapped that takes over our social media feeds this time of year.
00:03:46.260So when Spotify gives me my rapt for the year,1.00
00:03:48.480they're not just showing me that these are the preferences of a 30-something black queer arty woman.0.97
00:03:52.860It's also kind of creating what that identity means.0.94
00:03:56.400When we post our Spotify rapt on social media,
00:03:59.300we're trying to tell the world something about who we are.
00:04:01.700And we're looking to see if our tastes are more impressive, more cringy, more hip, or more refined than our friends.
00:04:08.340And in this way, Spotify has done a great job of turning surveillance, the kind of thing that many of us would be uncomfortable with in any other context,
00:04:15.600into a fun digital personal branding opportunity.
00:04:19.400To be clear, I am very much not above this.
00:04:22.640And in this special holiday episode of There Are No Girls on the Internet,
00:04:26.380I'm sitting down with my producer, Mike, to take my very first look at my own Spotify
00:04:30.980Wrapped for the year and dig into what it says about my identity in this very weird
00:09:28.340I don't know what it is, but something this year, especially, I'm like, I don't even know if I can if I trust this because it seems so out of whack with how I feel and who I am.
00:14:12.680in this pandemic whatever you need to get you through my number three song on spotify rap is
00:14:17.160again is another tiktok classic nobody by mitski uh that was like a little bit of a tiktok meme
00:14:25.120and again i'm i'm kind of grateful for tiktok as i've gotten into it as a platform like i feel like
00:14:30.920i hear new music all the time that i wouldn't have heard uh you know being someone who is
00:14:36.260we'll say a bit older than the typical tiktok demographic uh getting insight into different
00:14:42.520kinds of music has been really interesting so yeah of my top three two of them are definitely
00:14:47.760tiktok uh tiktok algorithm chosen for me you have to give me some tips on how to use tiktok because
00:14:55.580mine is entirely animals which like i like animals i like funny animal content but
00:15:01.580i'd like something else in there but it doesn't serve me any music how how do you get it to serve
00:15:07.460your music. I don't know. I guess I just, the algorithm gods have chosen me to get Doja Cat
00:15:13.960all the time on TikTok. So a couple of other things to note from my Spotify rap. One is that
00:15:23.520I was definitely on my black girl feeling myself shit. A very overrepresented person on my Spotify0.99
00:15:30.360rap was Megan Thee Stallion, specifically Megan Thee Stallion's thought shit. And I remember,0.95
00:15:36.060I don't know if this is weird to say, when There Are No Girls on the Internet won the Shorty Award for our miniseries on disinformation, that was really when Megan Thee Stallion's thought shit creeped into my Spotify plays more.1.00
00:15:49.460She has this line where she says, bitch, I'm the shit per the recording academy.0.99
00:15:54.880And when we won the Shorty Award, that really was like a line that I identified with as like, oh, we also are the shit per a recording academy or a award.1.00
00:16:10.500And it really makes sense because my, according to Spotify Wrapped, the mood for my music that I listened to in 2021 was confident and bold.
00:16:19.380And so I think I got Megan Thee Stallion to thank for that.
00:21:07.320That is a song that I deeply, deeply, deeply fuck with.
00:21:11.200Whenever I have a podcast interview where I want to edit it to bring a certain kind of tenderness or a certain kind of beauty or a certain kind of meaning, I listen to that song because it's a song of a really famous producer basically telling his life story of how he got into music, how he got into producing.0.77
00:21:32.540and it's so lovingly edited that it's such a good reminder of the power of listening to someone tell
00:21:40.980their own story in their own words my whole life I've always had a thing for listening to someone
00:21:47.800tell their own story in their own words and I feel like that was a much of a in terms of music
00:21:52.320that was a much bigger thing kind of back in the day in the 90s you know spoken word I've always
00:21:57.780If it's someone giving a speech or explaining something with a little bit of sound design around it, love it.
00:22:05.020A couple of other examples of that would be Mutual Slump by DJ Shadow, where it's DJ Shadow's then-girlfriend just talking about how much she loved.
00:24:19.700If your bookshelf and your For You page are equally important to your personality, welcome home.
00:24:26.020This is Prose Society, the weekly podcast that's part book club, part group chat for thought daughters, pop culture obsessives, and anyone who thinks Pride and Prejudice and Love Island deserve the same level of discourse.
00:24:38.480I'm Eli Rallo, and every week we're connecting the dots between books, the internet, and the conversations everyone can't stop having.
00:24:45.460I'm going to have to look up this story.
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00:29:04.200I survived nine months in captivity, and I've spent my life exploring how other people survive
00:29:11.840what should have destroyed them. I'm Elizabeth Smart, and these are The Survivor Files.
00:29:17.440Every week, I'm with survivors who live through the unthinkable, abducted, stalked, controlled,
00:29:23.260and nearly silenced. These are stories about what it takes to make it out alive.
00:29:28.460Listen to The Survivor Files with Elizabeth Smart on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
00:29:36.840If your bookshelf and your For You page are equally important to your personality, welcome home.
00:29:42.600Pro Society is a weekly podcast that's part book club, part group chat for anyone who thinks Pride and Prejudice and Love Island deserve the same level of discourse.
00:29:50.900Each week, we're connecting the dots between books, the internet, and pop culture
00:29:54.380with your favorite writers, book talk creators, and plenty of overthought opinions.