Vulgar History - June 08, 2022


Author Interview: Tracy Dawson (Let Me Be Frank: Women Who Dressed Like Men To Do Shit They Weren't Supposed To Do)

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00:00:00.000 hello and welcome to vulgar history feminist women's history comedy podcast my name is anne
00:00:21.360 foster and today is a super special episode honestly as soon as i saw that this book existed
00:00:27.200 i was like can i get this author on the podcast because it came out okay the book is let me be
00:00:33.780 frank a book about women who dress like men to do shit they weren't supposed to do by tracy dawson
00:00:40.060 and this book came out just at the same time around the same time that the catalina de arraso 0.66
00:00:46.040 episodes are coming out and i was just really thinking about women who disguise themselves as
00:00:51.200 men, specifically women who wore pants. And I was so excited that I got to talk to Tracy.
00:00:59.040 So this is our conversation about her book and about women's history and about women 0.99
00:01:05.560 who did shit they weren't supposed to do. And I hope you all enjoy it. 0.97
00:01:10.100 Okay. So I'm joined by Tracy Dawson, author of Let Me Be Frank, a book about women who
00:01:15.240 dressed like men to do shit they weren't supposed to do. Amazing title. We'll get into that. 0.98
00:01:20.280 Welcome Tracy. Hi, this is great. Okay. So I'm so excited to talk to you about this book because
00:01:28.220 A, I love this book and B, I love the concept of this book. Um, and I love the way that you've
00:01:33.660 written the book. It's very much, um, it, it's very much the way that I tell stories on this
00:01:40.320 podcast, which is just like you take history, but then you tell it conversationally, like in a way
00:01:43.900 that people today would understand with like jokes and like very much like you're just like
00:01:48.400 sitting for drinks with somebody and like telling them a story so that was definitely the the uh
00:01:55.360 the goal and like I said to my agent very early on I was like this I need this book to feel like
00:02:01.880 instead not drinks but like I for someone for some reason I always visualized like a diner
00:02:07.580 like the booth at a diner yeah and like I'm leaning across to my friend or whoever I'm
00:02:12.260 talking to and I'm taking their hands and I go you will not believe this and I'm telling
00:02:17.740 something that I just had to share no and that absolutely comes across and that's it's got such
00:02:25.000 a fun energy to it um of just like that's exactly exactly the vibe so can you please tell everyone
00:02:32.320 your journey this is your first book but you've been a writer for a long time so like how what's
00:02:38.320 your journey of like becoming the person who wrote this book um my journey um is really like
00:02:46.260 squiggly it's a lot of squiggly lines of like turn turn left and turn right and you don't know
00:02:51.320 which is I say it that way because it's like it's as you age it's so comforting to go to just
00:02:59.540 realize that we don't know what's around corners and and to start like giving into that because
00:03:05.140 you don't really know how it's all going to go right and especially right now I feel like in
00:03:09.440 this era that we are in which is the era of the pivot um you know I'm getting ahead of myself but
00:03:16.660 I just it's comforting to me now as an artist that it's like oh you don't know what's around
00:03:22.340 the corner so just like let's embrace it and that's what happened with this book it's like
00:03:26.040 it came up as an idea I wonder if this is a book like it sounds like there was no angst involved
00:03:32.660 and then it was a book but I'll backtrack so I started off um as a comedian I started off on
00:03:40.120 the second city main stage in Toronto which was an incredible place to start as a young
00:03:45.100 funny goofball and from the very beginning you're writing you know I didn't think of myself as a
00:03:50.820 writer but that's what you're doing when you're creating these shows and um then I was then I was
00:03:57.040 doing stand-up and I was doing like character comedy work and I was always bringing like my
00:04:01.080 feminism to those stages you know what I mean I was like I want to get my feminist agenda across
00:04:07.260 while telling jokes like it just seemed like that was the natural order of things like I knew I was
00:04:12.820 naturally funny at least I thought I was and so I was like this is the way that I'm going to
00:04:18.940 do what I do in the world and then um because of that comedy success like it led to a lot of acting
00:04:26.240 work in Canada and I was like a busy working actor and it was fantastic because I could pay
00:04:31.400 my rent and it was great and then I moved to I moved from Toronto to Los Angeles totally thinking
00:04:40.000 yep I'm all in on this acting thing I'm gonna act and I'm great and I'm going to America
00:04:46.780 and I did continue to act for sure but I started to write more and more because I realized that
00:04:55.720 I wanted to have more control over my creative endeavors. So I sort of morphed into TV writing
00:05:02.120 and that was awesome. I sold a bunch of projects and developed and nothing got made. Like you can
00:05:10.980 sort of live your whole career, not your whole career, but like you can, you can survive for a
00:05:16.460 really long time, just like being paid to develop, to write stories, to create them. And then they
00:05:21.940 don't go anywhere like that's the majority of projects in hollywood right is they don't get
00:05:28.560 made even stuff that gets greenlit even people who are reading like the the trades or the
00:05:33.720 announcements and variety and stuff like that they're like this project is a go it's just like
00:05:37.580 no it's not like everybody knows it's like it really is a miracle the stuff that makes it to
00:05:43.480 to being made okay so then i had this tv idea about an anthology tv series about these women
00:05:51.780 who through the ages would have disguised themselves as men to break through barriers, 0.95
00:05:57.800 to break rules, to do whatever the heck they wanted to do. Right. And so I thought it was
00:06:02.240 a genius idea. I was so in love with it. And, um, because I also came up with the title pretty
00:06:08.440 early on and I'm really proud of the title. Like, I just think maybe it's the best thing I'll ever
00:06:12.520 do. Like the let me be Frank. Yeah. Yeah. Because I just thought, let me be Frank. And then, you
00:06:19.960 know the idea of women just wanting to do what they fuck am i allowed to swear on this yeah oh 0.99
00:06:25.020 my god yes yes okay um i don't know why am i allowed like money um but the thing is anthology 0.99
00:06:35.920 series are hard to set up you know they're expensive you've got multiple time periods
00:06:42.260 right you've got and like for one episode you're going to set up this whole world and so it was
00:06:48.200 it got a lot of positive feedback but we didn't set it up so I was sad and the reason I was sad
00:06:54.620 wasn't just because I thought I was great and I want to sell a show it was about the women it was
00:06:59.820 about the women and I just kept thinking about them and I was like so many people like most
00:07:04.700 people just don't know who these women are and what they did and I felt like what can I do what
00:07:11.780 can I do it was it was out of that sort of desperation feeling because I'd never thought
00:07:17.640 really that I would write a book maybe I've like like toyed with the idea but but it it always
00:07:24.200 seemed very daunting and scary right like obviously writing a book daunting and scary um
00:07:29.780 but it was the the the feeling of not wanting to leave these women that I'd done all this research
00:07:37.200 on I didn't want to leave them behind like I I wanted to tell people as many people as possible
00:07:43.180 so then I said I wonder if this is a book so I started writing and almost on a lark right like
00:07:48.960 I was just like I'm just going to start writing and I'm going to write it the way that I want it
00:07:52.100 with a little bit of humor and a little bit of sass and then I showed it to some people
00:07:57.120 really not knowing if they would go I don't think so you know or what their response ended up being
00:08:03.780 was yes this is a book and I was like oh it's a book so then I just kept working on um some early
00:08:10.920 chapters and put together the proposal I signed with a literary agent who was like so incredibly
00:08:17.080 passionate about the project so it's just like we were like a great team and we sold the book like
00:08:24.080 really fast actually like it it sold within two weeks of taking it out which I'm told is really
00:08:30.020 really fast because I don't know the publishing world.
00:08:33.140 So I had like this great benefit of being ignorant to the whole process,
00:08:38.740 but that is how the book came to be.
00:08:43.180 And I definitely feel extremely fortunate and felt like just the right
00:08:49.300 timing. It just like everything fell into place, you know,
00:08:52.060 like everything was just like, that was the sound of everything falling into
00:08:56.280 place. Yeah, no, exactly. And I love that. I love that it did, you know,
00:09:00.020 because like when you first got the idea you didn't think it was going to be a book but then
00:09:03.760 once it became a book it sounds like yeah this is what it was meant to be here we go that's how I
00:09:09.000 feel I feel like oh wow like that's a great lesson again it's like um there's a phrase rejection is
00:09:17.080 protection you know what I mean like I sort of am like I need these reminders all the time like
00:09:22.540 when we don't get what we want or what we think is best for us like to just sort of like keep
00:09:28.720 keep chugging at it and i really do think this is like i i'm like so proud like i have a book
00:09:36.220 and i'm really proud of the book and and like it was meant to be a book so here it is well what
00:09:41.780 i'm thinking too like from what you're describing about like the tv world which i don't know
00:09:45.400 anything about but the way you just described it it's like if you had made it a show and you
00:09:48.880 had sold it a show and then it died like then these stories wouldn't have been told either
00:09:52.700 so like exactly imagine they put me in development and we did all this development and i made good
00:09:57.680 money right so you're making a good living but at the same time it's like it's not just about
00:10:03.480 I it's like the older that I get the more you're like I want to do stuff that's like
00:10:08.660 really super duper aligned with my values and like the stuff that I want to put out in the world and
00:10:17.220 again like my feminist agenda it's been with me for a long time and I don't hide it
00:10:22.560 it is it's an agenda and I want to push it and you know and doing it with humor and with like
00:10:30.240 passion I think um like it helps I mean I want to like helps the medicine go down like it sounds
00:10:38.660 like these stories are medicine they're they're not I had I just had a similar conversation with
00:10:43.980 someone the other day where I was describing it as like vegetables it's like Jessica Seinfeld is
00:10:48.780 like I'm sneaking the feminism into the fun story. So you don't even notice you're getting your
00:10:54.480 spinach. Yeah. Right. You're getting your spinach. But the fact of the matter is, is if it's like,
00:10:59.460 if we spin it that way, we're like saying like, you know, stories of women triumphing over the
00:11:04.200 patriarchy is spinach when it's not, it's actually like totally dope. And when people, the feedback
00:11:09.860 that I'm getting, like when strangers reach out to me, when they're reading the book, like it's
00:11:13.300 so fulfilling because people are just like, Oh my God, like, how did I not know about this person
00:11:17.960 or that person or how come I didn't know that and I'm like it's exciting I mean it's it's I get like
00:11:23.360 a mixed bag sometimes people like I was really I was laughing while I was reading the book but I
00:11:27.780 was also upset because I was like why don't I know these stories which is like kind of part of it too
00:11:32.300 right yeah we're reliant on what was written down in the history books by like old white dudes
00:11:40.040 yeah who often like had a reason for not wanting to write about women who did stuff because then
00:11:44.960 it's like other women might hear about it and try and do stuff so yeah yeah and people of color and 0.70
00:11:50.280 queer people it's like everybody that's been othered because they don't want them
00:11:53.580 like stepping on their turf meanwhile what i find interesting i find a lot of things interesting 1.00
00:12:02.580 that's why i have you on the podcast because i just want to like talk to you but um i was looking
00:12:06.680 like just i've got a copy of the book here with me and i'm just like first of all sorry can i just
00:12:11.240 say as an object this book is gorgeous like how at what point did the artist get involved in this
00:12:16.420 at what point did you figure out it's going to be an illustrated book well I think we knew from the
00:12:21.820 very beginning I mean I wanted it to be illustrated and it was a real journey to figuring out like
00:12:30.720 how because it could there's a lot of books on the market that are like illustrated you know
00:12:36.460 women empowerment and they're illustrated and it's like portrait portrait portrait and like
00:12:41.080 no disrespect to anybody else's book but we wanted to do something elevated we wanted to do something
00:12:46.880 like my editor from the very beginning was like I want this to be a beautiful object she used those
00:12:51.720 exact words and and at first I was like oh okay like but it's a book like I just was like I'm a
00:12:58.460 writer you know what I mean that's what I know but then when it came time to start searching for
00:13:02.440 the artist I really wanted to be hands-on in that in that process because I like my taste and I
00:13:10.440 want it to be aligned with what I love you know and I really love um like stuff like Egon Shile
00:13:18.720 and stuff that's like a little bit more like rough or maybe sometimes looks unfinished or just looks
00:13:23.580 very like like it's just not like super polished and I didn't want like a digital art look you know
00:13:31.440 what I mean like I didn't want anything to be done on the computer and I poured over so many
00:13:38.600 websites of artists and illustrators and I would go to websites that have um agencies that
00:13:46.500 represented illustrators and they have like hundreds of portfolios and I would just click
00:13:50.980 click click click click click I was like really into it and when I saw Tina's work I was like
00:13:58.700 wait a second because it was like she's an established artist in Germany you know like
00:14:04.640 she's she's got a big following and absolutely anyone that's listening like go to Instagram and
00:14:10.300 find Tina burning I think it's Tina underscore burning she's got like 140,000 followers people
00:14:15.920 love her and so when I came across her portfolio I was like this is this is stuff I would hang on
00:14:22.340 my wall like her work is stuff that I would buy um or go see in a gallery and so I said this is
00:14:28.820 the person I'd like to approach and we had a budget right so I was like I was really scared
00:14:34.560 that we would not be able to afford her that that that she would pass you know and she loved
00:14:41.060 the project you know her agent told her this is like um feminism meets oh my god what did she say
00:14:50.920 that her agent told her but like she basically said it was like women and history and humor
00:14:56.960 and she was like I'm in and it was again like like the way the book came to be like partnering with
00:15:03.860 tina was meant to be like there's just no question and and um working with her was amazing because we
00:15:11.540 really collaborated you know she's she's a true like she's an artist who she would read each
00:15:17.580 chapter and she would wait till something like till she felt something you know and then she would
00:15:21.380 do it and and then she would send it to me and i would look at it and be like oh my god nine times
00:15:28.940 out of ten i was like i love it oh my god you're amazing but then occasionally i'd be like you know
00:15:33.580 I really feel like like Joan of Arc the Joan of Arc illustration is a perfect example because
00:15:38.820 she had done something I don't know if she was on a horse or she was far away you could see her
00:15:44.000 body or she was in armor I can't even remember but I know that it was like a full body thing
00:15:47.680 and I said you know almost every image that we see of Joan of Arc out in like the culture or
00:15:54.360 whatever is like on the horse with the flag you know with the armor or whatever right and I was
00:15:59.100 like what if we went super close up what if we just like did and of course I think like cinematically
00:16:04.160 I'm like can we do a close-up and you know maybe we could see flames somewhere that's all I said
00:16:11.620 and she goes I got it let me do it and then she came back with what she did and I was like
00:16:15.080 like I just gasped because it's just like a perfect beautiful breathtaking portrait
00:16:20.300 um and that was an example of of us like having this incredible dialogue and sometimes I would
00:16:29.000 push back on it on an image I'd go you know what I don't this is maybe it's not my favorite and I
00:16:35.120 don't like this or this and she would say you know what though I love it I really feel strongly
00:16:39.620 about it and I'd like to keep it and I would go done because I respect her so much that it just
00:16:45.180 was like a no-brainer it was like there was no angst in how we worked together on this so i'm
00:16:52.620 forever grateful that tina agreed to do the art for this book and and and she really elevated
00:16:58.820 just it's just the whole thing it is a beautiful object we achieved our goal well yeah i'm just
00:17:04.320 like flipping through it while you're talking and it's like because yeah and i'm familiar with the
00:17:07.940 other like really good books you know um where it's like a portrait and then a story of a person
00:17:11.880 but you've got these sort of like interstitial like throughout the pages it's like there's one
00:17:16.920 page i flip by and there's just kind of like sort of like flowers in the corner or whatever so
00:17:20.180 there's kind of like yeah it's not just portrait and then a person it's like throughout you've got
00:17:24.240 these things yes as she really illustrated the book like she she it's called spot art so we knew
00:17:30.080 we wanted some spot art and she was it was that was all her you know like of course there's a book
00:17:35.820 designer but but tina really stepped up she's like i think that we should you know erase the
00:17:41.860 margin here and the art should be coming right out of the corner and it's like little things
00:17:45.540 like that elevate like elevate the whole experience of being in the book you know what i mean like she
00:17:51.280 um she just had suggestions that were so outside of the box like i think there's one she likes to
00:17:59.300 also use found paper so you'll see like she the joan of arc is on like a piece of graph paper
00:18:03.900 and um or just like found like painting from an accounting book or something you know what I mean
00:18:10.840 and I love that she was just like oh yeah and this will go all the way to the top of the page
00:18:14.480 like there's not going to be a margin it's just like super dope and so um I lost my train of
00:18:20.320 thought I don't know but I just want to say it's like really it's inspiring just to hear about like
00:18:25.500 you were so passionate about this then the agent was so passionate the editor was the artist was
00:18:29.440 no one was just like okay let's just like do this book everyone was like yes like it matters
00:18:33.080 and that energy sounds just like would have been so fun to be engaged with it was very um
00:18:40.920 um it was like inspiring like it was and everybody that worked on the book
00:18:47.640 um until the designer came on everybody else was a woman so the designer of the book Alex
00:18:54.840 Coleman and I'm still like in terms of like what the font is and how the layout is but like Tina
00:19:00.940 know tina did some of that as well with the layout you know because she's just a master at like how
00:19:07.740 to place her art and like how to lay it out you know what i mean but like 99.9 of the people in
00:19:13.780 the book were women which is pretty cool actually can i just before i forget i want to talk to you
00:19:20.340 about so i noticed in the acknowledgments you said you had consulted with um somebody at glad
00:19:25.820 so and i had been when i was reading the book i was just like this is like you threaded the
00:19:31.680 needle really well about the whole like what is gender thing about like these are women who
00:19:37.600 disguise themselves as men and you like really clarify very clearly like you're not how did you
00:19:43.840 approach that like i assume that's the sort of stuff you talk with glad about like how to like
00:19:47.340 not disrespect like the transgender experience and stuff yes i i knew that i wanted to focus on
00:19:55.100 women in the book and so nobody in the book could be someone who has been misgendered or had a
00:20:03.140 complicated relationship with historically how they've been portrayed and um so the so the goal
00:20:12.360 of the book is someone a person who is told you can't do that you can't do that because you're a
00:20:17.340 woman and then they went no I'm gonna do it anyway um or authors who they didn't necessarily they
00:20:24.200 didn't physically disguise themselves in any way, but they took on a male pseudonym or they wrote
00:20:28.100 anonymously. And so I did not include anybody in the book that would have identified as a man and
00:20:39.180 then stayed that way for their life, as opposed to temporarily taking on a guise, temporarily
00:20:43.740 taking on a name, temporarily identifying as a man to like go to medical school and then afterwards
00:20:49.980 return to their woman self. So that meant that we had to take certain people that initially
00:21:00.200 were in my proposal out of the book. And so I consulted with someone at GLAAD about
00:21:06.780 Dr. James Berry, who's a very controversial figure and who, when you really read about him,
00:21:13.580 is someone who would, even though the term transgender and the identity of transgender
00:21:18.300 didn't exist in those, in that era, he's, he's a man, you know, so I was like, well, I'm not going
00:21:25.440 to include him in the book. But in the early, the early days, I was going to try to include him in
00:21:32.920 the book and to sort of address the misgendering that has happened to him in so much writing.
00:21:38.580 And then I thought, you know, I can't because it's just not right. Even if you, even if my
00:21:44.540 intentions are great and to write about him as a man and his male self it's like the book still is
00:21:51.080 identified as a book about women and that would be you know harmful it wouldn't be the right thing
00:21:57.960 however I'm glad I had great consultation um and you know um it was a journey and and just like
00:22:06.380 every day of my life with my own gender with with the world you know it's it's all a journey and I
00:22:13.220 And I love that we're in a time in history where, like, it just feels like fluidity in all ways, sexual, gender, like, just, like, everything just feels the most fluid for everybody than ever before.
00:22:27.860 I think that's a great, I'm just, like, personally thrilled about it.
00:22:32.980 But in terms of the book, I had to be really clear about this is my intention.
00:22:36.720 This is what I want to address. People that were rule breakers, not people that were like, oh, I think I'm a man. And so they're like, you know what I mean? You don't they don't fit in the book. So they I didn't I didn't go there.
00:22:50.840 yeah and you really I think clearly lay that out in the I think it's the foreword of the book just
00:22:56.400 explaining your intent and what you're doing with it because I was curious because like
00:23:00.700 I have covered for instance there's only two people in your book that I've done on my podcast
00:23:06.560 which I've been doing for two years which I think is great just like how many women in history there
00:23:10.380 are to talk about and one of them is Catalina de Arauso I've done on the podcast and that 0.95
00:23:15.580 and with that i struggled too where i was just like she lived as a man but like is this a trans
00:23:22.760 person like can i do this on my women's history podcast but like to me ultimately she wrote a
00:23:27.800 memoir that was like i catalina a woman and i'm like okay she's like self-defining herself so yeah
00:23:34.420 right i think that it's like it's we and like i think i say in the in the introduction it's like
00:23:39.920 we can run into dangerous torture when we in the contemporary times try to say or define fully
00:23:47.420 what's what was going on in someone else's head and their mind and like it was a different time
00:23:52.560 you know it was and so we can sort of like take their word right like if they're written a memoir
00:23:58.360 and I think Catalina if I had if I had to say I would and I say this in the in the chapter I would
00:24:06.000 say Catalina definitely seems like a gender non-conforming individual I mean I think I'm
00:24:11.100 kind of gender non-conforming a lot of the time but I don't identify as gender non-conforming
00:24:15.480 do you know what I mean like it's like that's a that's a very broad term but um but Catalina
00:24:23.900 sorry I got a little I was looking at my dog and he's so beautiful I literally got distracted
00:24:28.900 this is the saturday morning we are in right now people um so catalina i definitely think is the 0.97
00:24:36.600 most like gender non-conforming like really just did her own thing she wrote using female pronouns 0.74
00:24:44.020 and male pronouns in that book she went back and forth and um i i decided to use her specifically
00:24:51.760 for that reason it's like these were this was her story she went back and forth and she at the end
00:24:57.680 of the day she was in a convent they were gonna like make her do her final vows because they
00:25:03.500 thought she was a troublemaker and she was she was a lot of trouble you know she just was um
00:25:08.580 they were just like we're never gonna marry this one off and I just love that she was like I'm out
00:25:14.560 of here and she like escaped the convent like dressed as a boy and was like I'm gonna do what
00:25:19.660 I want to do I'm not gonna be in this church like whatever you call a nun what is it called a convent
00:25:25.580 convent and like you know hanging out with women and god all day like no thank you so um and she 0.84
00:25:33.920 used you know dressing as a man to to do that and so i was like i was like she has to be in the book
00:25:41.540 yeah and i think also um kylina and then i think there's also in here other people too like i think
00:25:47.880 you also do such a good job of like not being like okay so if we look at sort of the development of
00:25:53.680 like books that are like women from history like the first books were kind of like look at all
00:25:56.960 these people girl boss they're all heroes and then your book introduces kind of like or what
00:26:02.740 if they were nuanced people who sometimes were really shitty like you know right not and catalita 0.78
00:26:08.660 is such a good example of that because she was effectively a serial killer a genocide serial
00:26:13.420 killer um yeah exactly so i love that you get into that nuance of not just being like
00:26:18.840 that sort of like i guess i can understand like in a book for kids which your book is not
00:26:23.780 you want to be like look at this person it's like joan of arc she was brave the end you know but
00:26:28.760 writing for adults and especially in the era we're in like i love that you're able to to see
00:26:35.640 these people as people like kind of like shitty things they did too right like including people
00:26:42.400 like Catalina and Christian Cottle, the witch pricker was important because, you know, equal
00:26:48.440 opportunity, man. Like, because there's any number of books about dudes and all their fucked up 0.98
00:26:54.640 exploits. And like, you know, there's Tony Sopranos in the world. There's Walter White's 0.96
00:26:59.040 and their beloved. They're horrible people. They do horrible things. These, I know they're 0.99
00:27:03.220 characters, but I come from the world of TV where they would say, you know, we're really interested
00:27:08.020 in anti-heroines bring us like an anti-heroine just like Walter White and Tony Soprano and then
00:27:13.680 I would write something amazing and they'd be like whoa that's a bit dark that's a bit dark
00:27:19.240 for this woman and they would never say for this woman but it was like it's it's sexist you know
00:27:26.040 what I mean what's good for the goose is good for the gander not so much and so um it was important
00:27:31.340 to me to be like look not everybody is like just because they're a woman like the story doesn't
00:27:38.080 have to be like wrapped up in a tiny bow and perfect and um and pretty and and they're nice
00:27:44.480 and they did great things in the world yay heroes and heroines I was like no like people are 0.98
00:27:51.720 more nuanced than that and there are women who decided that they were going to do whatever the
00:27:58.600 that they wanted and sometimes that was like not great but i still want to like talk about them and
00:28:05.260 the thing about christian cattle who participated in like you know the witch hunts and contributed
00:28:11.220 to people you know being tortured and murdered which is uh bad but the thing that i explore in
00:28:18.880 the chapter is also like it's not i don't know the whole story none of us know the whole story
00:28:25.840 Like it was, it must've been a terrifying time to be a woman and just maybe there's
00:28:32.780 a self-preservation aspect to her story, which is like, I'll become this like witch hunter
00:28:40.100 of the skies to myself as a man and I'll be protected.
00:28:43.960 I'll make some dough.
00:28:45.160 Like, you know what I mean?
00:28:45.880 I'll make money so I can survive.
00:28:47.280 And also I won't be, I won't be accused of being a witch and then tortured and murdered,
00:28:54.600 you know?
00:28:54.980 So I just, I like to look at, I like to look at like different angles of a, of a story just because, yeah, like you said, this isn't a picture book. This isn't like, this is the story. It's pretty. And that's it. We're done.
00:29:10.480 yeah and so looking at exactly i think there's sometimes um god i mean like i think you and i
00:29:19.260 could have a whole other conversation about like feminism in the in this you know era but like um
00:29:25.260 sometimes feminism can be misinterpreted as like all women are good and we should all
00:29:31.260 applaud all of them where it's like no like a complete understanding of feminism includes the
00:29:37.100 fact that like there are terrible women and there are good women and like it's in the same proportion
00:29:43.280 as men like the whole point is like there's not women should neither be put on the pedestal but 0.85
00:29:48.820 also not the expectations that they're perfect but also like not assuming they're all shitty it's
00:29:53.060 like what about nuance and i think your book does such a good job of that thank you um i want to ask
00:30:00.320 you like as a tv writer comedian like not a historian um had you had like an interest in
00:30:07.440 history like from when you were a kid were you like reading a books about like ancient egypt
00:30:11.400 like was this has this always been something that interests you you know i i definitely loved history
00:30:19.480 class but i wouldn't necessarily identify myself as someone that's like i love history i'm a history
00:30:25.100 nerd however I love women you know what I mean I love women I love the stories of women I love
00:30:31.640 the underdog which is often you know in history it's like you know who got left off the page
00:30:37.300 like I'm just you know my my next book idea is like it's not about women disguising themselves
00:30:45.120 but it's also like it's it it's like a companion piece for sure to this book in terms of like
00:30:50.240 similar themes and I'm really into it. And the other thing I'm into is research. So it was like
00:30:58.260 sort of hit these two favorite things, which is I love women slash underdogs and like revealing
00:31:05.180 these things that, you know, more people should know about injustice, definitely consumed with
00:31:10.740 injustice. Um, and I love researching and uncovering things. Like I really discovered
00:31:17.540 while researching and writing this book.
00:31:20.560 And I was like, oh, I am into research.
00:31:22.520 I love it.
00:31:23.640 I mean, if you look at the bibliography,
00:31:25.400 you'll see it's almost like a mini book in and of itself.
00:31:27.940 Yeah.
00:31:28.900 When we were compiling the bibliography, I was laughing.
00:31:31.520 I was like, you guys, this is so long.
00:31:33.840 It's going to be half the book.
00:31:34.960 Like, this is embarrassing.
00:31:36.700 It's so many sources.
00:31:40.040 And that's because I don't like to read one or two sources.
00:31:42.940 I like to try and read as many, like just many, many sources
00:31:47.120 because like what gets left off the page
00:31:49.660 from this scholar or this academic,
00:31:51.560 and then this person mentions it.
00:31:53.540 And then when they mentioned something in passing
00:31:55.160 that they think is not really that important
00:31:56.880 because maybe it's a straight white dude
00:31:59.120 and he's like, throw something away,
00:32:02.260 like this particular scholar or whatever.
00:32:04.040 And I'm like, wait, wait, wait, what did you just say?
00:32:05.500 And then like, I can go dig down like a new avenue.
00:32:08.220 And so you have to like, it was just fascinating.
00:32:10.440 And it was like being a detective a little bit,
00:32:13.000 you know, and unearthing things.
00:32:14.440 And I really enjoyed it.
00:32:17.120 And I was like, oh, I learned that about myself. Like, that was really cool. And for sure, before I write any TV script, I do a lot of reading. I do a lot of research. I just didn't really, I didn't really clock it as much before because, yeah, I just realized, oh, that's part of my process. Like, I like to read about just like dive in and go as deep as possible.
00:32:41.960 mm-hmm and is that how like how who was the first person that you thought of when you're
00:32:49.720 doing this project i'm sure the research led you to some of the more lesser known people but like
00:32:54.500 who who were the first ones that you knew about oh i think rena rusty kanakogi because 0.81
00:33:05.760 her story was so linked to an injustice like she wanted to compete in judo and it was the 50s
00:33:18.480 and she disguised herself as a boy to join the rest of her YMCA team in um I believe it was in
00:33:28.120 Brooklyn and she won and then they said wait a second are you a girl and she said yes and they
00:33:35.620 stripped her of her metal and then that injustice that moment in her life literally set her off
00:33:43.320 on a lifetime of advocacy and like hard all dedication not only did she become like
00:33:50.680 a seventh level black belt I don't know what the term the exact terminology is I don't have
00:33:56.620 the book in front of me right now not only did she become like an incredible judo master
00:34:03.120 but she also it's because of her that women's judo even got to the olympics it's like her 0.98
00:34:10.560 it's her and her work and she said in the new york times late in her life if they hadn't stripped
00:34:16.880 me of that medal at that ymca tournament women's judo wouldn't have been in the olympics like she
00:34:22.960 drew the line she drew that thread line and so when i heard her story i was like here's someone
00:34:28.220 that was told no you can't do this she was like yes I can and I'm gonna and then like it was a
00:34:34.440 short period in her life it was like maybe an afternoon right that she was disguised as a boy
00:34:40.120 but it was like it affected her entire life and then it like and not only her life how many 0.54
00:34:46.460 people's lives did did her work in which she did affect and the and the and the sport of women's
00:34:53.220 judo itself. So I was like, oh my gosh, this is incredibly inspiring. I believe she was definitely
00:34:59.920 one of the first people I read about. And I thought, I wonder, because early on, I didn't
00:35:04.680 know if I was going to uncover enough people that really fit that category. And of course,
00:35:12.000 as I did my research, I really started to want to stretch the premise a bit, i.e. Catherine
00:35:17.920 Switzer did not disguise herself as a man to run the Boston Marathon however she signed up for the
00:35:24.720 Boston Marathon using her initials as opposed to her full very female sounding name she got the
00:35:30.800 numbers and then she was able to run the marathon and it was a huge deal it was a huge uproar and
00:35:37.140 it really inspired change after that you know and so I wanted to be able to stretch the premise a
00:35:44.960 little bit, but it wasn't just, it wasn't just disguise. There was like many different aspects
00:35:51.080 of like Mary Edwards Walker, the, uh, the sole female recipient of the medal of honor.
00:35:58.900 Um, only the second American woman to graduate from medical school. She spent most of her life
00:36:07.200 wearing what was considered men's clothing. She adamantly said, I don't wear men's clothing. I
00:36:12.900 wear my own clothing this is what I'm wearing and she identified as a woman her whole entire life 1.00
00:36:17.840 and she was like adamantly wanted to present as female and also wear whatever she wanted
00:36:23.420 and so it's like again this isn't someone that was in the disguise but she did you know dress
00:36:30.000 as a man to do something she wasn't supposed to do like she was arrested innumerable times in her
00:36:34.980 career in her life for what for dis impersonating a man simply because she wanted to wear trousers
00:36:40.820 yeah you know so again it's it's not it's it's stretching the premise but it's not it's like
00:36:47.260 it's not just that's why i didn't use the word disguise in the title you're right you say women
00:36:52.060 who dressed like men so that could be a philosophical dressing yeah yes well and then
00:37:01.060 you have a whole i don't is it a chapter or just like where you talk about anonymous was a woman
00:37:05.060 And you talk about female authors who use male pseudonyms, like Mary Shelley wasn't wearing men's clothes, but she published as anonymous.
00:37:14.280 Right. So I knew that I wanted. So in the beginning, the very, very beginning of thinking about the book, I was just like, well, I want to talk about I want to talk about these authors.
00:37:25.100 And, like, I knew about George Sand, who obviously took on the name of George and also famously wore trousers and 100% identified as a woman.
00:37:39.980 And I was just like, hmm, there's something here with the authors.
00:37:43.780 And then when I started to research, I went, oh, my God, there's so many people.
00:37:47.040 This has to be like a like a compilation chapter.
00:37:49.580 This has to be like, and, you know, I was like, I'm going to go all in and just write about women who wrote using male pseudonyms, those who wrote anonymously, those who, like George Sand, took on a male name, but pretty early in her career, it was just understood that she was a woman.
00:38:14.040 And so, like, it just kind of is, it's all over the place. There's a lot of different reasons why someone would take on a male name or write anonymously. And so I wanted to, like, dive into, like, all of it and to get, like, really juicy. And I couldn't believe I found so many people. And I probably could have included more. But, you know, we didn't want the chapter to be the entire book.
00:38:34.160 So that was a really fun chapter to read, to write, because my friends who are like bookworms, you know, have read, they're more well read than I.
00:38:45.940 And when I talked to them about Jane Austen, I said, like, did you know that in Jane Austen's lifetime, she never published using her name, like never while she was alive, was her name on one of her books.
00:38:57.840 And my friends were like, what? How do I not know that? And I'm like, oh, this makes the chapter even more exciting because I'm telling people like things that they think that they know about these well-known people.
00:39:11.740 The Bronte sisters, while they were alive, they only published using male names. Nobody I talked to knew that in terms of my friends, my circle of friends.
00:39:20.840 so i just thought that was really juicy because i was like there's a lot to to talk about here
00:39:27.720 that's going to surprise some people even about well-known uh people yeah and i think that's also
00:39:34.180 a real um strong point well and i'm sure it was canny on your part that this book there are people
00:39:39.400 who are very lesser known and then there's joan of arc you know we already mentioned or like mary
00:39:45.360 shelley it's like oh people have heard of them but you don't know this angle about their life
00:39:49.680 so it's not just like here's a book full of people you've never heard of it's like oh no
00:39:53.540 there's like touchstones here yeah um for sure and it wasn't like i i was like oh i'm gonna
00:40:01.240 i didn't like plan that it just kind of happened and i was like oh i like this you know like it's
00:40:08.200 a it's a mixed bag and there's also someone like mary shelley who like has gotten a raw deal
00:40:13.480 right so it's like i want to write from a feminist perspective and say you know there's a lot of
00:40:18.240 people still out here in 2022 who believe that her husband wrote that book you know this is still
00:40:23.980 a common uh narrative and um she published uh Frankenstein the first edition was uh anonymous
00:40:35.280 there was no name given but her husband her poet husband Percy I don't know how to say his middle 0.95
00:40:42.620 name bish shelly yeah yeah yeah a dumb name he wrote like a forward like he he wrote like an
00:40:51.260 introduction or whatever and so people were like oh well obviously he wrote the book because when 0.95
00:40:56.580 it came out that it was her and i think she was a teenager when she wrote it yeah yeah uh they were
00:41:02.020 like this girl wrote this book about this monster i don't think so and i mean that's infuriating 0.99
00:41:08.460 right so i was like i want to uh put this down on record but this is some bullshit 0.90
00:41:14.800 yeah there was an article i don't know every time i'm also like big mary shelley stan um but
00:41:20.840 every now and then like either i see an article or someone forwards it to me where it's like
00:41:25.360 someone says like oh h.g wells invented science fiction it's like i'm sorry no this like 16 year
00:41:31.840 old like wrote this novel like whatever a hundred years before that like please put some respect on
00:41:37.920 her name yes I love the like two-page spread by the way like again I have the book in front of me 0.85
00:41:45.280 I'm just like perusing but yeah so this whole section anonymous was a woman there's like two
00:41:49.040 page picture can you I don't you don't have it in front of you but it's like can you describe I
00:41:53.340 know exactly yeah yeah this was a big deal this this um this image because when I finished that
00:41:58.080 chapter I knew that it was longer than all the others and I said this should be right in the
00:42:02.620 middle of the book and so I talked to Tina and Tina had done in her work I had seen her do a
00:42:09.520 couple of like of these group these big group shots not dissimilar to that image and I said
00:42:16.500 I'm having I don't know is there something that we could do that's in that vein and she said to me
00:42:21.620 which always thrilled me when she would say this to me that's a great idea Tracy because I was like
00:42:27.720 oh my god i just i really talk about holding someone up on a pedestal i definitely uh think
00:42:32.800 that of tina so she's like let me let me let me think about it and then she did this big group
00:42:38.020 uh image and initially um all the men had faces and the women had faces and and she sent it to
00:42:48.120 me and i went oh what's with all these dudes like i was bummed out like i was like ah like it's just
00:42:53.880 there's a lot of men and there's so much more of them. And I know that that's the reality, but
00:42:57.800 there's something it's, it's not thrilling me. I don't get it. And she said, ah, I have an idea.
00:43:04.960 What if I take, what if I make all the men faceless? And then she went and she like got
00:43:10.300 rid of all the men's faces. And then the women were highlighted in a different color and their
00:43:14.840 faces are clear. And she sent it back to me and I gasped. And whenever I show that image to friends,
00:43:22.320 they gasp oh my goodness because when you look you go oh there's Virginia Woolf you go oh there's
00:43:28.620 Mary Shelley like you can pick them out even though they're these teeny tiny faces and then
00:43:33.880 later in the chapter there's the full-size version of each of those uh images which is great and
00:43:41.060 it's like flipping flipping the anonymity thing you know the men are anonymous in that big image
00:43:46.260 because we're highlighting the women and it's a beautiful it's a beautiful image it's so stunning
00:43:52.180 And that's the thing. I'm really happy to hear about how collaborative the art piece of it was, because I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure if you had just like written this book and then they handed it off to someone who did the pictures. Like, I love knowing that you were so involved in helping or just like with feedback.
00:44:04.260 Yeah, it was special. It was truly like it was just a blessed, special process. And also, like, I mean, I quickly fell in love with Tina, you know, like it was like we just happened to have a great rapport.
00:44:19.140 and we still talk you know every other day and I can't wait to go to Berlin I was like on one of
00:44:27.180 our FaceTimes I was like you have an extra bedroom right because I'm coming and I just think I mean
00:44:33.600 my dream my dream is that obviously the book would be published in different languages and I think
00:44:38.280 because she's you know a well-known German artist I would love it if some German publisher would
00:44:44.180 want to do the German version and use all the same art. And I would come to Germany and we
00:44:51.780 would have a big party. That is my dream. And I'm putting it out in the universe.
00:44:55.100 Yes. That's perfect. So is it, has it been sold in other countries or is that still like ongoing?
00:45:00.720 It's ongoing right now. And it apparently, you know, each book is its own animal. Like sometimes
00:45:05.660 obviously certain books, like maybe novels, like sell to multiple markets very easily and fast.
00:45:13.340 and other times it's a real slow rollout I'm told and we are talking to some people but
00:45:19.180 it's a real fingers crossed thing because the other thing about this book is it's not a novel
00:45:23.300 which has one picture on the cover and then it's all words it's a big undertaking it's it's like
00:45:28.260 you can tell I'm sure when you hold the book in your hands like it's a beautiful like they they
00:45:33.140 it's it's an expensive you know book and so they would have to really like want to do it or feel
00:45:40.000 like it would be a success i personally think it's a no-brainer come on guys i i think i would
00:45:45.540 like it to be in french because my mother's french canadian and whole half my family is french so i'm
00:45:52.320 like i would love there to be a french version and i would love there to be a german version so
00:45:56.680 those are my two uh wishes well also the the people in the book like they're international
00:46:01.480 figures so it's like i feel like any yeah country where one of these people lived there should be
00:46:07.380 yeah that version i think i i counted quite a few uh french people in the book actually which was
00:46:13.900 not like oh i'm i'm one of all these french people it just was some of that's how some of
00:46:18.440 the stories you know showed themselves to me but um yeah i mean fingers crossed on the france thing
00:46:26.040 because i hear that there's some discussion but it's like you know you don't want to hold your
00:46:30.300 breath you just keep on going with your life yes well i'm excited when you said that you like have
00:46:35.040 ideas for a follow-up book because i think this would be a great little duology whatever the the
00:46:42.200 second book would be what would the second book be tell me what's your idea well i can't i can't
00:46:45.840 talk about it is it secret okay but it would be also biographies of people there's gonna be it's
00:46:52.940 gonna be i mean the dream you know we're hoping it all gets greenlit but it's like it i will just
00:47:00.120 say like it's a sister piece to this while not being about people who dressed as men to break
00:47:07.500 rules it's not even really about rule breakers but it is definitely like women and
00:47:14.400 it's it's it's like they would fit together I mean that's the only thing that I could say
00:47:20.720 and I'm really hoping uh yeah I'm excited to start working on it basically okay okay I don't
00:47:27.660 want you to make your vow of secrecy but I'm I'm really happy to hear that just because I know like
00:47:31.480 you're a tv writer and you wrote a book and sometimes people like well that's it I wrote
00:47:34.460 my book and I'm gonna like do something else but I'm glad that you're like you know into this yeah
00:47:37.800 I'm I'm I really am leaning into it because it really is like it's like that thing where they're
00:47:44.820 like go where the love is and I'm like feeling so much love and I I just loved the process
00:47:50.060 and working with Tina and if we can do the same exact sort of collaboration and do like a companion
00:47:55.360 in peace in that, in that way that, you know, it's a, it's like a similar book with Tina. Like
00:48:01.720 that's, that would be the dream. And it's like, who doesn't want to, it's like, you know, when
00:48:06.440 certain directors like always want to use work with the same cast, they're making different
00:48:10.120 movies, but they're like, they're sticking with what they love and the people that they love
00:48:15.020 working with. And so my thing is I would love to keep doing that. And, you know, this book and the
00:48:20.420 next book like both of them could be could be adapted for screen like there's there's there's
00:48:25.840 a lot of options that that could bring me back for sure to the world of tv and film which I'll
00:48:31.880 always you know be working on but right now what I'm feeling this call to do is I I mean I just
00:48:38.280 loved it I was also really lucky because I sold the book on March 20th 2020 and I don't remember
00:48:43.700 what was happening at that time people were buying books that day okay yeah uh it was wild
00:48:51.380 yeah it was it was wild I mean I was very fortunate that this editor wanted this book
00:48:57.640 so she was not letting uh transitions to working at home and pandemics stop her and um and so
00:49:05.880 it was a crazy time to sell a book right when you're like I wonder what's gonna happen in the
00:49:10.880 world and there's just like i know what i'm doing for the next two years and i foolishly thought by
00:49:15.920 the time we published in may 2022 that the pandemic would be a thing of the past which is
00:49:21.840 just so wild it's so wild just to think like nope i was i thought i was being real i didn't think i
00:49:29.180 was being pie in the sky in my thinking either i thought i was being a realist no no one did yeah
00:49:33.260 yeah we were like we're going home for like two months oh here we go but yeah honestly no but
00:49:39.040 Even, even me, I was like a year of like, okay, so a year from now will be 2021.
00:49:43.860 And then we're still a year from pub date.
00:49:46.480 So I was like, I'm going to be doing book tours.
00:49:49.140 I'm going to be doing events in the store.
00:49:51.440 I had done one event in person this whole, this whole time, which is totally fine.
00:49:58.280 I've actually loved all the events and the, and the things that I've been doing from the
00:50:03.460 comfort of my own living room.
00:50:05.240 It's been, it's kind of, you know, it's working.
00:50:08.540 we're making it work well and i think too like not that i really don't want to be like look on
00:50:12.740 the bright side but i feel like your book came out may 2022 like publishers and bookstores have
00:50:18.160 had two years to figure out how to do online events and audiences have learned how to engage
00:50:22.580 with them so you're coming so it's not like oh my god an online event what is that it's like no
00:50:26.500 it's like an infrastructure that people know it's like okay this is how it works so you're not like
00:50:30.520 one of the first people who had to like try and learn it absolutely absolutely you're absolutely
00:50:35.380 right. Like nobody was like, let's zoom. Like everybody was like, we know what we're doing.
00:50:39.840 Yeah. I, I think that, that that's very astute and I will take that bright side thinking.
00:50:47.740 I am okay. This is like, we're almost wrapping up with the time we had scheduled to talk about this,
00:50:52.320 but so I'm trying to think of like a really good final question and it's like not a good
00:50:56.500 final question, but it's one I meant to ask you before, which is how did you decide what order
00:51:00.440 to put them in I'm just going to tell you the truth that I and by the way I don't have to be
00:51:07.460 like I'm done at one hour and but like if you if you if you want to ask more questions or whatever
00:51:13.500 and edit it together whatever however you want like it's that's all good with me because who
00:51:17.960 doesn't love talking about their book anyway um so I finished all the chapters and I really was
00:51:24.860 like okay what I all I knew was anonymous was going to be in the middle right which was at
00:51:30.840 least a start right and I thought okay what am I going to do and I and I went to Staples and I got
00:51:36.060 these color-coded uh note cards these index cards and I wrote all the names on the cards I tried to
00:51:43.220 color coordinate them in terms of like thematically yeah that was kind of uh that was that was really
00:51:48.700 hard because it's like it the the categories are are all over the place right but I did end up
00:51:54.520 writing like the era, 20th century, 17th century, 19th century. Right. So then I was like, okay.
00:52:00.100 And then I took tape and I put them, I've got this big, vast wall in my kitchen over my dog's
00:52:07.380 dinner area. And I just put them in an order and, uh, for days and days, I just moved the order
00:52:14.080 around. And then I would come in every single day and I would look at the order and I would feel my
00:52:19.160 wait, I would let my eyes just pass over it and I would feel over the book visually. And I would go,
00:52:24.760 I go, uh, no. And I just kept changing it until I finally was like, this is it. So I knew that I
00:52:31.420 wanted it to be, I thought chronologically was boring. So I was like, this cannot be a chronological
00:52:37.200 book. Like that, that to me is not my jam. So I knew I wanted it to be mixed up, but it had to,
00:52:44.320 there had to be a feel to it and I do things a lot of the time intuitively and so that's what I did
00:52:49.640 with the cards on the wall like I I put I thought about it intellectually but I really felt my way
00:52:55.200 through it in terms of who do I want to start with okay Hannah Snell is like fun um it's not
00:53:01.920 horrific but it's got some like darker stuff you know what I mean like you want to like ease people
00:53:08.080 in in a certain way what's a good introduction and yeah I just does that all make sense like
00:53:15.400 what how I know it totally does it reminds me of like making a mixtape or something
00:53:18.900 yeah like sometimes you're just going by feel like you just like this is what feels right
00:53:23.840 yeah and and also I mean I I change my mind all the time about like this is my favorite this is
00:53:30.780 my favorite this is my favorite so you kind of have to just really make a decision really and
00:53:36.400 stick to it well and I do all that I've ever I've just like I don't know how to the seasons of my
00:53:43.260 podcast I'm like and chronological because I'm like I don't know what else to do so I appreciate
00:53:48.420 that you put that much thought and work into because it really it does flow and where you're
00:53:52.140 looking it's not like because they're all different countries it's not like you have to go chronological
00:53:55.560 it's not like well ancient Egypt and then like the next story is not about like less ancient Egypt
00:54:01.420 like you're jumping all over the place and everything's a separate context. So I do think,
00:54:07.180 yeah. Do you, have you heard from people? Like, I think it's the sort of book that you could like
00:54:11.200 pick up, read a story over your like whatever coffee break, or you could read it cover to
00:54:15.780 cover. Like, have you heard how people are engaging with it? I have, it's been so interesting
00:54:21.140 and I love it. I really, really do love hearing everybody's story, but I've heard people that
00:54:28.420 read it in two days. I've heard people that are picking it up and engaging with it and then putting
00:54:36.140 it down. And they're saying, you know, it's on my coffee table and it's so beautiful, which I always
00:54:40.520 love because it is beautiful. And so people are either devouring it or they're savoring it. It
00:54:47.240 really is one of those two. I have a friend that's reading it in three chapter chunks. So whenever
00:54:54.760 there's a nice sunny day up in Vancouver he's out on his deck with a glass of rosé and he reads
00:54:59.960 three chapters and he like reports back to me and I think that's really cute um yeah um I also like
00:55:08.360 it when people like my mother reads slow and uh she's like savoring it and she's like I'm sorry
00:55:14.220 I'm not reading it faster I'm like are you kidding like you're savoring it like it's a beautiful
00:55:18.400 thing whether someone devours something or savors it it's like those are both compliments really
00:55:23.040 if you think about it in their own way um so I had someone say like that they didn't want it to
00:55:30.180 end so they wait they like they put off reading the last chapter which I so relate to like I'll
00:55:35.740 do that with with either books like I'll just be like I have to be in the right circumstance to
00:55:41.740 finish like a book that I'm just completely into like I don't want to just have it be the wrong
00:55:46.480 circumstance that I read the last chapter it's hysterical so I guess I don't know I have to say
00:55:54.760 like I find it so wonderful to hear and I think it comes across somehow in the book like that you
00:56:00.000 had such a good experience working on it you know like the fact that like the team was so on board
00:56:06.760 like that in March 2020 she was like guess what I'm doing buying this book like as I like transition
00:56:13.080 to working from home or whatever like the fact that evan was so passionate i think that
00:56:16.600 and i love that evan was so passionate about it and i'm so passionate about it like as a reader
00:56:21.160 like i think it's such a cool book and i love that it like that your idea transitioned from
00:56:25.760 being the tv show to being the book where it's just like i think you said at the very beginning
00:56:30.040 like you just wanted people to know these stories yeah it really it's like it really felt like they
00:56:36.960 these women were like with me on the journey like even if it sounds cheesy like i don't care
00:56:42.060 because I felt like we were like a team and it was it's like if I ever had any moments of
00:56:50.640 you know every writer has moments where they're like I'm stuck I don't know or whatever right
00:56:57.020 like there's a puzzle to figure out most of the times I was like okay this is a puzzle and it's
00:57:02.920 fun we get to figure this out together you know and I really felt like the spirits of these women
00:57:09.480 some of whom are still alive not that many but a couple are um I did feel like that I had a
00:57:17.120 purpose like it wasn't like I'm a great writer and I'm you know I'm the center of attention like
00:57:22.480 it didn't feel like that it felt like I was like doing something for them and that just kept me
00:57:30.860 going like even if you hit like a wall I don't know if that sounds cheesy but that's exactly how
00:57:36.100 it feels and it was and it's very very true that I just felt them and and again who wouldn't want
00:57:43.680 to keep going with something like that so with the next book idea I'm like I've had this idea
00:57:48.120 for a reason you know what I mean like it's popped up in my consciousness and I'm and I'm
00:57:53.340 loved this first book so I would love to do it again and yeah I mean I was very fortunate with
00:58:02.280 the fact that it landed at harper collins and they took such care with it like it's so beautifully
00:58:08.960 made and like the paper that they used and the you know we we had this back and forth about
00:58:14.800 whether there would be a book jacket or not because i always assumed that there would be
00:58:18.080 but then when they were like you know what oh we really think that there shouldn't be a book jacket
00:58:21.840 and this is like more of a modern cool thing that's happening more and more and i was like
00:58:26.280 oh what what does that look what do you mean like i just was confused and i had to go to the bookstore
00:58:31.100 and like, look at some cool new releases that were done in this way. And I was like, oh yeah.
00:58:38.260 And then they, you know, when we finally go through all the phases and we're back and forth,
00:58:42.460 back and forth, they send you so many versions of the cover and the layout and the whatever. 0.94
00:58:47.100 And then when they finally send you that first copy of the book, you're like, holy shit. Like 0.97
00:58:51.740 you guys did such a good job. Of course, I was a part of every single step of the process, which
00:58:56.100 again so fortunate it wasn't like it was in my contract that like I was a part of it you know
00:59:02.020 what I mean so I was really lucky that um you know I was on board the whole time but that doesn't
00:59:08.200 mean you know what the final product is going to look like until you're holding it in your hands
00:59:12.280 right and when I took it out of its package I was like holy shit you know so I'm just so I'm so
00:59:19.200 grateful of the whole process and that I have this beautiful book now and look we can do things that
00:59:27.160 we never thought we were going to do before I think that's a lovely a lovely little wrap-up
00:59:34.260 moment um I think the book I love that um just what you're saying too just about like people
00:59:39.500 like who are like getting in touch with you about reading it and stuff like I love the like all the
00:59:43.400 like I don't know the little ripples of like you know someone learns the story of this woman and
00:59:47.460 Maybe that inspires somebody to do something, you know, like all the like invisible ways
00:59:52.600 that this is going to like have effects on people, I think is really beautiful too.
00:59:57.840 I hope so too.
00:59:59.420 That's definitely something I've heard where people are like, I had to put the book down
01:00:03.200 so that I could go online and read more about this person or like, because that's another
01:00:07.960 thing that the bibliography is good for.
01:00:09.420 It's like, you want to know more about X, Y, and Z person.
01:00:12.300 Here's some books that you can go and like read the whole thing.
01:00:15.100 And they do even more, you know, than I did in my chapter to talk about their whole life
01:00:20.040 or something.
01:00:20.680 And it's, if it's going to inspire more reading about them, like, oh, that's what a dream
01:00:26.080 that is too.
01:00:26.820 Right.
01:00:29.180 Well, thank you.
01:00:30.100 Thank you.
01:00:30.360 Thank you so much for joining me.
01:00:31.440 This was like the best conversation.
01:00:34.520 Thank you so much for asking.
01:00:36.160 I'm so glad you reached out and, um, just a pleasure. 1.00
01:00:40.680 so again tracy's book is let me be frank a book about women who dress like men to do shit they
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