For The Wild - April 06, 2020


DeeplyRooted: Black Mary-Olivering with brontë velez ⧸167

Homebound: Personal Preparedness in Advance with Reverend M. KALANI SOUZA ⧸166 ESTRELLA SANTIAGO PÉREZ on the Importance of Community Sovereignty ⧸168

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16 minutes

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2,272

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87

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Transcript

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00:00:30.000 three and one. Welcome to For the Wild. I'm Ayanna Young. You're listening to Deeply Rooted,
00:00:41.700 grounding practices to weather the winds of uncertainty. A series devoted to inviting
00:00:47.120 stillness, balance, and abundance into our lives during these troubled times.
00:00:52.120 We invite you to slow down, breathe, and connect deeply with your inner self,
00:00:57.880 with community, and with earth. We've asked friends who are wise stewards of earth,
00:01:03.980 spirit, community, and bodily wisdom to share grounding practices and coping tools to empower
00:01:10.160 you and to nourish your inner sanctuary. Every Monday morning, you will experience guided
00:01:15.780 meditations, poetry, and prose readings, questions for deep inquiry, story time,
00:01:22.080 music performances, and more. Today, you'll be hearing something extraordinary from my dear
00:01:28.920 friend, Bronte Velez. Bronte's work and rest is guided by the call that Black wellness is
00:01:36.060 the antithesis to state violence. Mark Anthony Johnson. As a Black, Latinx, transdisciplinary
00:01:43.020 artist, designer, trickster, and wig worker, their eco-social art praxis lives at the intersections 0.99
00:01:50.660 of black feminist placemaking and prophetic community traditions, environmental justice, 0.91
00:01:56.220 and death doulaship. They are currently moved and paused by the questions, how can we allow
00:02:01.740 as much room for God to flow through and between us as possible? What affirms the God of and
00:02:08.180 between us? What's in the way? What ways can black feminist placemaking rooted in commemorative 0.94
00:02:14.600 justice, promote the memory of God, which is to say, love and freedom between us. They relate to
00:02:21.560 God as the moments of divine space-time that remind us we are not separate, the moments that
00:02:27.620 re-belong us to the earth. They embody this commitment to attending to Black health,
00:02:33.400 imagination, commemorative justice, and hospicing systems of oppression through serving as creative
00:02:39.480 director for led to life design collective at led to life.org educator for ancestral art skills
00:02:45.680 and nature connection school weaving earth weaving earth.org and quotidian black queer 0.77
00:02:51.660 life making ever committed to humor and liberation ever marked by grief at the 0.79
00:02:57.560 distance made between us and all of life
00:03:09.480 Hey, hey, hey. It's Bronte. I'm thinking of you wherever you are. I just lit a little candle. I hope this can feel resourcing and fun and thrilling and very Black.
00:03:29.900 And I hope that supports you in this season of mystery, that we might go into some Black prophetic incantatory traditions that bring us into loving the unseen and the shadows, a.k.a. I'm a rap with you.
00:03:51.640 And I pray that this chanting, this incantation, is something that can help you, support you to dance into the wild of your own breath and your lungs as a practice in grounding into your voice in this time and as a prayer that I'm extending to you as an offering.
00:04:10.820 rapping for me is also how i'm moving my rage and grief and i encourage you if you can
00:04:19.040 listen to this outside i also encourage you to do that if you have that option
00:04:25.980 i've been thinking about what the black mary oliver would do these days
00:04:30.840 or what if i was black mary oliver this is my exploration of black mary oliverhood
00:04:38.320 And there's a host of other Black nature poets I could reference. June Jordan, Alice Walker, Lucille Clifton, Janice Harrington, all in their own right themselves, not Black Mary Oliver's.
00:04:51.680 But this is my attempt at Black Mary Olivering and letting the soft animal of my body loves what it loves.
00:04:58.900 So if dancing is a practice for you, if tracking is a practice for you, if witnessing the birds or twerking or moving that ass, drinking water, I just pray that these sounds can encourage you and support you and that you can dance to them.
00:05:19.160 First, I'm going to extend opening the incantation and closing the incantation with mantras that we host through the Lead to Life practice.
00:05:30.020 So you can start off grounding yourself through this prayer and then we'll move into the music and then we'll close with that closing mantra.
00:05:38.040 thank you great spirit for the soil the mountains the trees the water the fire the air
00:05:50.680 we honor these elements as the ingredients of our alchemy may we be in right relationship
00:05:56.960 to these gifts may we celebrate your abundance never take more than we need and give ourselves
00:06:03.580 back to you as a gift. We honor both the ancestors and original peoples of this land where I am the
00:06:12.080 Kosmiwak people and we ask for your permissions and the lands before all else to carry out our
00:06:18.280 work in peace for peace. May humility step first so as to let grace walk us down the path. May we
00:06:26.480 decompose violence in ourselves before we ask it of the world. May we learn from the mushrooms what
00:06:32.480 it means to carry death into new life may we remember freedom is a practice not a destination
00:06:38.760 one that we must practice every day may we always be imaginative in the face of violence
00:06:45.440 may we be willing to reimagine what it means to be secure may we liberate the sacred trapped inside
00:06:51.960 of all weapons remembering that the gun has a source may we too surrender to source may we be
00:06:58.700 diligent and discerning in our work, unending until our lands, communities, and minds are
00:07:04.880 liberated from the talents of greed, hatred, and delusion. And still, may we liberate our sense
00:07:11.340 of urgency, of productivity, of right and wrong, and call in the spirit that knows this will take
00:07:17.680 time, that knows we cannot solve a problem with the same mind that made it, that knows beauty is
00:07:23.300 not an arrival, but the way. Listening to our dreams, we remember another way is always possible.
00:07:32.100 Ashe. Okay.
00:07:53.300 We'll be right back. 0.97
00:08:23.300 They could kill your body, but they can't take your spirit. 0.96
00:08:26.660 They could kill your body, but they can't take your spirit.
00:08:29.540 Today I lay the rest of spirit of greed. 0.99
00:08:32.440 I extend my condolences to white supremacy. 1.00
00:08:35.320 I'd be damned if I let this shit be the death of me. 1.00
00:08:38.100 And if they tried to make a death of me. 1.00
00:08:40.380 Pray my ego resurrects into the web of we.
00:08:43.020 Becomes one with the eternal energy.
00:08:45.960 I release my attachments to the entropy.
00:08:48.660 Dance through the in-between.
00:08:50.080 Announce the unforeseen.
00:08:51.240 Sleep, listen to my dreams.
00:08:52.760 Pray tend to breathe in the trees
00:08:54.100 Dress if the spider weeds
00:08:55.600 Can still protect the seeds 0.99
00:08:57.000 Separations, a distraction 0.99
00:08:59.400 Isolation and attraction
00:09:00.740 Trying to breathe through the contractions
00:09:02.320 Trying to practice and imagine
00:09:03.680 That rest could look like action
00:09:05.100 That love could look like fasting
00:09:06.480 That the work could just be laughing
00:09:07.940 I could give gifts and not cashing
00:09:10.080 I could feel whole and not lacking
00:09:11.420 There's liberation and a cracking
00:09:12.820 There's a baptism and a ashes
00:09:14.340 I surrender to your compassion
00:09:17.320 I trust your gifts are everlasting
00:09:19.980 How you gave us gravity
00:09:21.360 is the greatest form of mercy I remember the ground when the numbness is surrounding me but
00:09:25.960 these days I'm so heavy with weary chest eclipse by crowding my love with dearie life I'm supposed
00:09:31.860 to open my heart when a pulse is blocked by dams and prisons I'm supposed to get what I got when
00:09:35.360 they hoard resources not listening I'm supposed to keep my faith when they can let it all fall
00:09:38.940 and quit I'm supposed to be in my body when oppression feels like the only tradition I'm
00:09:43.640 nauseous it's sickening devotion commitment trying to trust abundance always turns to fulfillment
00:09:48.860 When I'm aching and I'm weeping, I forget what to believe in
00:09:51.880 They obscured their precedents and evidence for how we dreaming
00:09:54.540 Not everything's amnesic, but this memory alive in me
00:09:57.660 Ancient body, fugitive conjuring, witches wandering
00:10:01.000 See I'm in teachings, stone healers, headed home to freedom
00:10:04.480 Humanism, I'm shrinking, I'm embodying the teachings
00:10:07.340 The grief moves when I'm breathing, when I'm trusting that my bleeding
00:10:10.080 Is a ceremony inside me, cause the earth feels what I'm needing
00:10:12.900 You trust me when I practice reciprocity
00:10:16.340 where my power is rooted in integrity i'm showing up coming out where love is indigenous i'm a
00:10:22.460 militant ecologist i'm an alchemist i'm rigorous abolitionist from a long line of black feminists
00:10:27.200 where black ain't a what but a where and a when we're the universe from physics we're disciples
00:10:32.700 of listening we're infinite enlist me to further your working service i know i'm here for a higher
00:10:37.960 Human burdens, higher purpose, hella earnest, higher purpose, not nervous, higher purpose,
00:10:43.320 undeternin', higher purpose, I worth it, higher purpose, I deserve it, higher purpose,
00:10:47.560 I exerted, higher purpose, I'm alerted, disciscalming, we unlearning, higher purpose,
00:10:51.740 even the burnin', higher purpose, even the burnin', even the burnin', even the yearnin',
00:10:55.220 higher purpose, great turnin', higher purpose, great turnin', higher purpose, great turnin',
00:10:58.000 higher purpose, great turnin', higher purpose, more discernin', higher purpose,
00:11:01.660 we returning, higher purpose, we earnin', higher purpose, more certin', higher purpose,
00:11:05.800 It's emergent, higher purpose
00:11:07.160 Feeling starting, higher purpose
00:11:08.640 It's emergent, higher purpose
00:11:10.040 It's emergent, it's emergent, it's emergent
00:11:12.100 Higher purpose
00:11:12.860 It's emergent, higher purpose
00:11:15.760 It ain't the ending
00:11:19.340 I ain't pretending
00:11:20.740 More than transcending
00:11:22.200 We ain't relenting
00:11:23.720 These new beginnings
00:11:24.980 There'll be more living
00:11:26.440 I am willing
00:11:27.760 I am committing
00:11:29.080 I'm forgiving
00:11:30.520 We not finished 1.00
00:11:32.240 Fuck they business 1.00
00:11:33.620 Fuck they system 1.00
00:11:35.020 Fuck day Bickrun 1.00
00:11:36.460 Fuck day Ignis 1.00
00:11:37.980 Reclaim attention 1.00
00:11:39.080 I work for Spirit
00:11:40.620 I rest for Spirit
00:11:42.020 The earth has limits
00:11:43.500 I feel their sickness
00:11:44.720 I am a witness
00:11:46.240 This was written
00:11:47.540 This was written
00:11:49.120 This was written
00:11:50.500 Reclaim attention
00:11:51.800 I work for Spirit
00:11:53.360 I rest for Spirit
00:11:54.700 The earth has limits
00:11:56.120 I feel their sickness
00:11:57.460 I am a witness
00:11:58.980 This was written
00:12:00.380 This was written
00:12:01.820 This was written
00:12:05.020 leaving this place may we tend to and nourish our bodies minds and spirits knowing that our
00:12:26.920 own healing is bound up in that of our worlds knowing it would be selfish to not show up
00:12:33.520 tomorrow in optimal wellness when we arrive to serve again. We take responsibility for that
00:12:40.680 which enters and leaves our bodies and spirits. We choose to let go of that which no longer serves us
00:12:47.580 and we choose to invite in that which sustains joy. If black wellness is the most radical act
00:12:54.800 against state violence, may we be so well a reservoir of joy. May we resource ourselves
00:13:01.180 so as to overflow, filling all places where joy has been stolen with laughter, health, and connection.
00:13:09.340 We dedicate this work to our ancestors, our teachers, the long line of gentle stewards of
00:13:14.460 the land, and the warriors of love for your guidance, your prayers, and your cosmic companionship
00:13:19.900 in the struggle for justice. And we offer the fruits of our work here today to all those in
00:13:26.320 this city in this country in this world who suffer at the hands of violence both the perpetrators
00:13:32.460 and the victims may all wake up from the myth of separation and may all come to intimately know
00:13:38.740 the spirit of love that binds us in relationship with this wild web of creation may we give love
00:13:44.940 may we receive love may we be love as we lovingly plant the seeds for trees whose shade we may never
00:13:50.920 feel, whose fruit we may never eat. May we do all of this for the sake of freedom. Hashem.
00:13:58.560 I pray that you are covered and protected. I pray that your mind is covered and protected,
00:14:04.180 that your body and your heart and your spirit are covered and protected during this season.
00:14:10.260 I pray that a peace that surpasses all understanding washes over you. I pray you're
00:14:16.500 supported and loved and held and in the company of people who bless you. I pray that this time
00:14:24.720 provides unimaginable creativity, clarity, and comfort. I'm sending y'all lots of love. I'm
00:14:32.940 thinking of you. I pray you're getting rest and I'm praying you're getting the support that you need.
00:14:46.500 Thanks for listening to the first episode of Deeply Rooted,
00:15:00.700 grounding practices to weather the winds of uncertainty. I'm Ayanna Young. I hope Bronte's
00:15:07.180 prayer ignites your creativity and fills up your inner well with revolutionary love, peace, and joy.
00:15:13.220 You can follow Bronti's work by visiting ledtolife.org or following them on Instagram using their handles at little nows or at ledtolife.
00:15:24.100 The track for the music was produced by Stoic Beats.
00:15:28.120 The Led to Life mantras were written by Bronti Velez and Kyle Lemley from Led to Life.
00:15:33.640 Bronti also recommends picking up Lome Magazine and Earth is Ohana's collaboration on Compassion in Crisis.
00:15:40.240 follow and support at mia.mingus for disability justice wisdom during this time and follow at
00:15:48.260 weaving earth for an upcoming earth intimacy series called wild reckoning stay connected
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00:16:12.520 from Pura Faye with their song Home. I'd like to thank our incredible podcast production team,
00:16:19.640 Aidan McRae, Andrew Storrs, Carter Lou McElroy, Erica Ekrem, Aaron Wise, Francesca Glassbell,
00:16:28.040 Hannah Wilton, and Melanie Younger. All right, until next week.
00:16:35.540 Amen.