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00:02:39.400 Hi, I'm Kate Berlant.

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00:02:53.900 Today's topic, loosely speaking,

00:02:55.820 red wine vinegar,

00:02:57.560 a limb,

00:02:58.660 cotton highway.

00:03:03.200 Hey, it's me.

00:03:04.640 Hi, it's me. 0.98

00:03:05.600 I've fucking missed you, doll. 0.97

00:03:08.240 I mean, we have not... 0.99

00:03:10.040 Ooh, look at that.

00:03:11.000 Cracking it open.

00:03:11.900 Yeah.

00:03:12.500 We've, I mean, to be clear,

00:03:13.980 thank you to the whole community, 0.93

00:03:15.920 the hag community for...

00:03:17.880 I know we've been doing a lot of reruns

00:03:19.820 and some remixes, which are fab.

00:03:21.220 but uh i was in london for five weeks and as we know the time difference there

00:03:26.260 makes it essentially impossible to create a podcast you don't have to do this

00:03:29.760 i know this is stupid yeah who cares yeah the point is i'm just so happy to be back

00:03:35.260 live i just drank broth i have an element jug of water here i just had really quickly i want to 0.93

00:03:42.440 i can't afford to i can't afford to re-up it's too expensive what element yeah you're out that's

00:03:49.660 really like impressive because we got so much. Chris uses it too. So it's two a day.

00:03:55.160 Right, right. I have to investigate if I can find another option. Actually, Moon Juice

00:04:01.380 sent us to, that's what I've started on. Oh my God, I can't try it.

00:04:06.380 Electrolite powders. I'm so excited because I-

00:04:08.500 It's quite nice. 0.96

00:04:09.300 Christmas poog, I arrived home from being gone. The packages, I haven't opened them yet. I'm so

00:04:15.360 excited oh my god freaking some biggies have come yeah i'm so excited so but i'll just want to say

00:04:21.540 quickly because it just happened to me i splurge quickly as usual i'd prefer to slow it down okay

00:04:27.800 so i went to a specialty little market i i landed back in los angeles i mean can i just say

00:04:33.180 california california california yeah i you know nationalism revolting to me

00:04:44.500 i don't have pride in america but i have california pride yeah i actually feel it it's 0.92

00:04:50.720 isn't it the most populated state i don't know something like that i would fucking believe it

00:04:54.800 why would you live anywhere else oops i said it no but uh but i just really the proudest whatever 0.54

00:05:01.240 so the point is i landed and the the gorgeous thing about the london jet lag is that of course

00:05:05.960 eyes fluttering awake at 6 a.m shocking i was at erewan at seven when they opened it was me in the

00:05:11.780 in the aisles alone with you guessed it scott speedman no he is gorgeous he is 7 a.m is this

00:05:20.540 the second time you've run into him at air one uh i've seen him around but never at air one

00:05:26.100 but he was um looked like he had just been surfing for four hours produce warehouse

00:05:31.880 he likes it fresh and it was um i was just thrilled to see him you famously said never

00:05:38.060 get your produce there to me years ago well no well here's because it's too expensive here's

00:05:42.340 what i did and i and i on a repeat i do not shop for produce there unless it's an emergency i

00:05:47.560 considered an emergency because i had nothing in the house and all i wanted was to scramble up a

00:05:52.040 couple eggs have some swiss chars and avocado and so i got those items there a single avocado which

00:05:59.760 was absolutely perfect guess how much it was a single avocado guess three dollars and 99 cents

00:06:04.980 which let's call it what it is, four.

00:06:07.080 Yeah.

00:06:07.420 Let's call it what it really is, five.

00:06:09.360 If it's four, it's five.

00:06:11.400 You know?

00:06:11.880 If it's $15, it's $20.

00:06:13.880 You want to hear the most genius ad ever?

00:06:15.660 What?

00:06:15.860 I'm sorry, I'm doing Pete Campbell.

00:06:17.580 99, the man who came,

00:06:18.620 oh no, I'm doing Roger Stilling,

00:06:20.200 the man who came up with 99 cents. 1.00

00:06:22.000 Oh, fuck. 1.00

00:06:23.500 I know. 1.00

00:06:24.380 I mean, really.

00:06:25.940 Imagine if it costs 401,

00:06:27.940 but because it's doing 99.

00:06:29.540 Well, that would be an interesting way

00:06:30.420 to get another penny out of them.

00:06:31.880 Yeah.

00:06:33.240 It's actually kind of interesting.

00:06:34.600 actually really 449 invented 449 well no no then the nine makes you realize it's 450 yeah i think

00:06:41.580 402 kind of brilliant have a 402 could sweep sales um just now though what i wanted to say

00:06:49.840 was i went to a small little specialty market and i thought you know what i have a new passion 0.98

00:06:56.240 to announce vinegar I guess oh shit fuck I wish I made you guess okay no this is this is exciting 0.97

00:07:04.780 because I'm gonna be looking to get into vinegar in a more meaningful way like I wanna I ordered 0.99

00:07:12.860 my mother some nice vinegar I'm gonna be someone where you come to my house open the kitchen 0.91

00:07:17.740 there's a vinegar like fuck wine vinegar vinegar vinegar vinegar vinegar so I have options in 0.99

00:07:24.560 terms of a collection yeah and just different flavors i mean i guess this why fuck wine by the 0.98

00:07:31.040 scenario i'm kidding is it about spend no i know i just mean spending okay it's not i just mean in

00:07:35.660 terms of a connoisseurship like i don't really care i'm interested in wine i obviously can't

00:07:39.660 drink it a lot because of my migraines but vinegar okay so i go i'm gonna make a beautiful

00:07:47.740 salad later i have little plans for my salad you're so strange what do you mean

00:07:52.000 no it's just you know to know a friend like a beautiful salad like

00:07:57.120 like the editorialization the like it's always got to be a beautiful no no it's like it's got

00:08:09.340 to be like a beautiful salad yeah not just like i'm gonna make a salad like like i'm gonna make

00:08:14.440 a salad it's gonna be so good like it's just it's a different i'm gonna make a beautiful salad

00:08:18.220 There's something about pre-loading with the word beautiful.

00:08:20.920 That's different.

00:08:21.500 I'm not saying like, okay, it's a salad.

00:08:26.500 I'm not making that point to be clear.

00:08:28.360 You're making a psychological.

00:08:30.120 Something about the first, the word coming first.

00:08:34.060 You know what's funny?

00:08:34.740 On the way home, panicking, what if it's not good enough?

00:08:37.880 Interesting.

00:08:38.440 You mean panicking that like the ingredients you got?

00:08:41.360 No, I just was like, oh, I want to make a good salad.

00:08:43.840 And here's what I was thinking.

00:08:44.740 And again, this is just, this isn't a recipe.

00:08:46.360 obviously this is just me looking at items in front of me as we all would hope to shop

00:08:49.880 i was transported to france 1942 i'm like when were the camps liberated why would i choose that

00:08:57.180 time frame it's such a fraught time um okay so the point is i got a head of radicchio a head of a

00:09:04.360 little gem a head of forgetting it's like a little red leaf and mix it up head of fresh mint i got

00:09:12.360 some pistachios

00:09:13.280 some Asian pear

00:09:14.320 ew 1.00

00:09:14.860 gonna hack that up

00:09:15.940 make a nice little salad

00:09:17.460 what?

00:09:18.200 you have issues?

00:09:18.820 why do you get into my house

00:09:19.580 when I'm allergic?

00:09:20.560 I know

00:09:20.960 but wait

00:09:22.020 I wanna fast forward

00:09:22.860 to what happened

00:09:23.600 so then I was like

00:09:25.360 I'm looking at the vinegars here

00:09:27.140 and I go 0.99

00:09:28.880 oh shit 1.00

00:09:31.100 I go it's time 1.00

00:09:32.520 cause red wine and vinegar

00:09:33.800 you hear that

00:09:34.260 red wine and vinegar

00:09:34.860 red wine and vinegar

00:09:35.580 I had a life changing salad

00:09:37.600 when I was around 10

00:09:38.560 that actually changed my life

00:09:39.700 and it was my aunt

00:09:42.360 making a salad. It's a food memory was just the fucking vinegar. So this is now getting deeper 1.00

00:09:48.140 vinegar in my blood. I mean, I'm not sure. Maybe it was a balsamic. I don't know. I just remember

00:09:52.640 tasting the vinegar on the leaves. I'm sorry, but it was at Frog Hollow Farm. It has to be said,

00:09:57.600 I was on the farm and looking out the window and going, I understood California. I understood

00:10:02.440 produce. I understood flavor. I understood farming. I understood everything in that moment.

00:10:07.640 But I myself am here in home

00:10:10.120 Never investing in a red wine vinegar

00:10:11.640 Never really thinking about vinegar

00:10:13.100 In a serious way

00:10:14.320 Point is

00:10:15.340 I pulled this off the shelves 1.00

00:10:16.280 I go fuck it 1.00

00:10:17.060 I'm going to get it 1.00

00:10:17.680 25 bucks

00:10:18.580 Was it some kind of expensive

00:10:19.500 Okay

00:10:19.880 25 dollars

00:10:20.940 Erwan red wine vinegar

00:10:22.140 Not Erwan

00:10:22.960 I was at Cookbook

00:10:23.900 I want to be clear

00:10:24.700 Oh the specialty store

00:10:26.060 Yes

00:10:26.480 Camino brand

00:10:28.060 By the way

00:10:28.720 I instantly texted my aunt

00:10:29.800 After I tried it

00:10:30.440 She goes oh yeah

00:10:31.140 Camino I guess is a restaurant

00:10:32.600 In the area

00:10:33.180 Alright I'm looking it up

00:10:34.640 I get this red wine vinegar

00:10:35.840 I come home

00:10:36.840 Open up an avocado

00:10:38.860 Cube it up

00:10:40.200 Put it in a bowl

00:10:41.260 Red wine vinegar some salt

00:10:42.980 When I tell you

00:10:44.880 I almost fell to my knees

00:10:47.600 I was out

00:10:49.200 I was actively moaning

00:10:50.780 I go

00:10:51.960 I've never tasted red wine vinegar

00:10:54.020 Oh right

00:10:54.940 Wine

00:10:55.960 Wine

00:10:57.460 It tasted like

00:10:59.480 Wine

00:11:00.540 You want to know why it tastes that way?

00:11:02.300 Because it's wine

00:11:02.820 Because I've put up the website

00:11:03.680 Are you ready?

00:11:04.520 Wait let's go

00:11:05.140 Chef owner

00:11:06.740 Russell Moore

00:11:07.760 of beloved Oakland restaurant Camino

00:11:09.800 Here we go.

00:11:11.480 has been making his own

00:11:12.600 red wine vinegar

00:11:13.460 from drinkable leftover wine.

00:11:16.200 Stop, stop, stop, stop.

00:11:17.240 For decades.

00:11:18.320 Stop. 0.99

00:11:18.860 This is so fucking cool. 0.98

00:11:20.320 Are you ready? 0.98

00:11:20.800 There's more.

00:11:21.100 Go, go.

00:11:22.760 He ferments this

00:11:23.780 and I haven't even read it

00:11:24.620 but I can tell it's good.

00:11:25.640 All right.

00:11:26.200 This is the second part.

00:11:27.420 I'm just going to go word by word.

00:11:29.060 He ferments this brew

00:11:30.300 in oak barrels

00:11:32.180 Crying?

00:11:32.960 for a minimum

00:11:33.600 of four months.

00:11:35.140 Oh, yeah.

00:11:36.740 the result is a complex and fruity yet versatile vinegar that's great in dressings marinades

00:11:47.900 braises and more this is a 375 milliliter bottle of raw unpasteurized red wine vinegar i mean when

00:11:56.520 i tell you i could not believe the flavor in my mouth i'm so proud of him congratulations

00:12:02.480 Excellence sometimes is the only way to create euphoria for others.

00:12:08.260 You have to demand excellence in your barrels.

00:12:11.620 And so, I mean, sold.

00:12:14.760 Can you believe that?

00:12:15.640 Wow, I'm excited.

00:12:16.060 So anyway, that was what I was doing moments before getting on to record.

00:12:20.800 Now I just want to see vinegar brewing.

00:12:24.420 Just curious.

00:12:25.700 When I saw some other vinegars there, I went, I got to start getting vinegars.

00:12:29.820 Well, are you considering, you know, fermenting your own?

00:12:35.640 I mean, is that even...

00:12:36.400 No, I skipped.

00:12:36.800 No, absolutely not.

00:12:37.880 Because they are selling all the ingredients with which you could do it.

00:12:41.280 No.

00:12:41.540 And that is...

00:12:43.520 Maybe in 35 years.

00:12:45.120 Yeah, yeah.

00:12:45.760 It's a barren world.

00:12:47.400 And there's just...

00:12:48.000 All you can do is roll a stick along on the side of the highway. 0.99

00:12:51.960 They don't even have balls. 0.98

00:12:52.780 It's just a stick. 0.79

00:12:55.520 You can't hit...

00:12:56.320 Kicking up dust?

00:12:56.900 There's nothing...

00:12:57.500 How much you can kick up?

00:12:58.660 There's no little ball to hit the stick with.

00:13:00.700 It's just a stick.

00:13:01.500 Yeah.

00:13:02.040 Yeah.

00:13:02.560 So you're kicking, you're cooking dust.

00:13:04.820 Someone got confused.

00:13:05.680 They were like, you could take one thing with you, a ball or a stick. 1.00

00:13:07.720 And they fucked up as a stick. 0.99

00:13:11.540 I mean, for a game, but to survive, a stick might. 1.00

00:13:14.920 Yeah, you would need the stick.

00:13:15.920 I mean, I'm so overwhelmed with how much stories to talk about. 0.77

00:13:20.120 Well, like I've been concussed and come back around since last poog. 0.96

00:13:24.500 Yeah, let's go into the concussion because I haven't even, 0.98

00:13:26.700 because we were texting about recording, I think.

00:13:29.120 And then you sent a voice note from inside the shower,

00:13:32.900 completely inaudible.

00:13:34.440 No, I was actually convalescing at the apartment's pool.

00:13:38.780 Oh, that was a pool?

00:13:40.700 I went there for peace.

00:13:43.480 And on that day, they were drilling,

00:13:46.220 like they were repairing the pool.

00:13:48.660 So it was like-

00:13:49.000 Okay, I thought you were in the shower.

00:13:51.100 Because I know you take the pool.

00:13:52.240 I mean, I know you take your phone in the shower.

00:13:53.700 So I thought you were in the shower.

00:13:55.240 Okay, catch me up.

00:13:57.560 I mean, obviously, you've told me.

00:13:59.160 I'm trying to think if it's remotely interesting.

00:14:00.980 I mean, it's pretty wild to be.

00:14:02.580 Well, let's see.

00:14:04.460 So, folks are familiar with my signature visor.

00:14:08.340 Yeah.

00:14:11.020 And I wear it pretty much every time I leave the house.

00:14:14.780 Even when, you know, it's those late in the day rays.

00:14:19.000 It's about to set, but I know it's, you know, going to a movie.

00:14:22.980 Take it.

00:14:23.480 knowing that when I leave in darkness,

00:14:26.900 I'll have a visor with me

00:14:28.240 that I have to throw over my shoulder, okay?

00:14:31.400 Yeah.

00:14:32.140 And it's one of the only things

00:14:33.880 that actually covers the face.

00:14:36.580 And so I'm walking along.

00:14:39.160 Now, I'll be honest,

00:14:40.320 I was not walking to Air One, okay?

00:14:43.560 That wasn't the destination,

00:14:45.160 but Chris and I are walking together side by side.

00:14:47.560 We happen to be on the sidewalk

00:14:50.200 that leads to Air One

00:14:52.120 and it's a particularly narrow sidewalk

00:14:53.820 on the side of the Grove.

00:14:55.120 Know it well.

00:14:55.840 You know, they built out the Grove

00:14:58.160 because they built out Nordstrom.

00:15:00.060 They gave Nordstrom a couple extra feet

00:15:01.680 in their bathroom

00:15:03.060 so that it is narrow, that sidewalk.

00:15:08.280 We have to go single file if someone's coming.

00:15:10.300 Anyway.

00:15:10.540 Yeah.

00:15:11.760 And I'm walking along,

00:15:14.340 you know, at a nice clip.

00:15:16.680 It's not really about speed.

00:15:18.100 It's about walking with

00:15:19.540 just the force of absolutely believing

00:15:21.720 there's nothing ahead of you I mean it's as simple as that yeah and all of a sudden I sort of think

00:15:28.780 like buildings are falling around like I think something has happened like a beam

00:15:34.080 from construction has like come down on me and Chris okay all I know is is there is a slamming

00:15:42.220 in my head that feels like the most uh traumatic thing that's ever happened to my head yeah okay

00:15:51.700 Okay. And I go down. No. Like I fall on my knees. Okay. And I'm like crying. Not yet. No, pretty quick. Okay. Like almost immediately. But I'm not even crying from pain. This is the joke. Like shock. I think so. Yeah, totally.

00:16:13.520 and i'm in a strange state where in my mind i am like this is an emergency something

00:16:19.640 fucking crazy has happened like this is not just whatever and i'm down there and then like you know

00:16:27.600 i'm immediately crying just like like like just you know what i mean like it's very weird totally 0.95

00:16:34.200 tell me this other people around what's going on no we're on that lone narrow sidewalk just me and

00:16:39.200 chris and he's like show me show like show me your head show me your head right so okay i should

00:16:45.680 tell the people you're like don't take the visor limb of a tree there was a limb limb of a tree

00:16:50.840 now my family kept using the word branch when the story got retold and i had to keep correcting

00:16:55.720 everyone to a limb of a tree because there's a big difference what could be the difference

00:17:00.360 a branch to me is smaller from smaller thinner yeah a limb is like is a thick trunk does not

00:17:06.380 move yeah you know what i mean got it and there's a thick yeah that is a thick limb you know i guess

00:17:12.320 as thick as a coffee can okay like a maxwell house probably stretching across the sidewalk

00:17:19.540 in a way that just me at five seven walking straight is going to slam into it

00:17:24.900 yeah model supermodel strutting really god you're five seven that's unbelievable

00:17:32.660 Anyway, keep going.

00:17:33.520 What are you?

00:17:34.480 Five, three and a half.

00:17:38.300 I like to fight for the half.

00:17:40.020 Yeah.

00:17:40.900 Okay, keep going.

00:17:41.780 It's funny.

00:17:42.820 So now because my head was lightly tipped down and I'm wearing the visor, I simply could not see it.

00:17:50.000 And I also, when engaged in conversation while walking, say with Chris, right?

00:17:57.380 I almost do not perceive my surroundings.

00:18:00.940 Okay.

00:18:01.100 And it's like the ADD hyper focus on like, I'm seeing in my mind's eye what we're talking about.

00:18:07.560 Yeah.

00:18:08.080 And it's becoming a hazard.

00:18:11.380 I want photographic evidence of the tree.

00:18:14.280 Oh, we've got it.

00:18:16.140 Okay.

00:18:16.520 Like, text it later because we sue the Grove.

00:18:19.900 Yeah.

00:18:20.440 Can you imagine?

00:18:20.960 Technically, there was a professional loss. 0.99

00:18:22.920 Like, I had to cancel some shit. 0.99

00:18:25.240 Anyway. 0.99

00:18:26.000 So, I mean, I'm making, you know.

00:18:28.940 so it was a limb that i walked in and i'm down i'm crying because it's like let me see your head

00:18:35.340 and it's and here it begins here begins the uh validation of illness or injury okay and the

00:18:42.340 comedy of you know my theory about anytime you take your temperature on some level you're hoping

00:18:46.300 for a temperature because you're looking for confirmation of what you fear totally so it's

00:18:51.420 like let me see your head and like i'm like maybe my head is like open you know what i mean or

00:18:55.820 whatever like pouring blood I kind of know it's not but like and it's like there's what many would

00:19:01.360 call nary a mark okay so I'm like literally nothing and it's not it doesn't even really hurt

00:19:10.580 like it's not like oh god it's pounding you know what I mean like I mean I kind of can't remember

00:19:18.340 like a little bit but I was like I was like really stunned and then we strolled away I mean we didn't

00:19:24.860 stroll with. We started to walk away and I was like, I don't know, reflecting on it. And so

00:19:31.300 being like, I don't know if I'm okay. Maybe we should go to the hospital. I was pretty sure.

00:19:35.980 I was like, I thought I needed an ambulance. And you know, I'm not hypo.

00:19:41.020 Yeah. Yeah. Totally.

00:19:42.100 At all. Right?

00:19:42.940 Yeah. Yeah.

00:19:44.040 But you hear these fucking stories. 1.00

00:19:47.980 Oh, don't get me fucking started. I mean, I'll never forget the big ones. Any hit head for me, 1.00

00:19:54.340 any hit on the head and i've only had small ones thank god yeah i'm always like well permanent

00:19:59.120 brain damage i mean we all know about the guy who invented the miracle pillow or whatever who's the

00:20:04.100 guy was it him what's the miracle pillow was it him when he went to sleep that kind of story no

00:20:08.340 no what happened was that he it was something like that like he was in an airplane well this 0.97

00:20:12.400 is what i think what he's on a fucking airplane and somebody was taking their luggage out bonked 0.95

00:20:15.920 him on the head no no he's like don't worry about it dead so we get the pattern here right 0.99

00:20:22.660 bonk you're dead yeah it's yeah it's so do not underestimate the power just because there's no

00:20:29.920 bruise like i knocked my head on the corner of my shelf over there thank you burrow love you 0.96

00:20:37.520 burrow love my office shelves okay my index shelves and knocked my head on it and there's

00:20:44.200 like like a week ago and there's like a bruise from that but it was just like i felt how surface

00:20:48.480 it was it was like the corner okay this was deep reverberation 0.77

00:20:53.400 okay this was so deep and and and so i was like so yeah and it was so fucked up the way that there 0.88

00:21:03.200 was no yeah there's nothing like the way that there's almost no pain and nothing is like more 0.96

00:21:08.340 suspicious to me yeah because i'm like these are the kind of bonks that kill because you're like 0.82

00:21:15.840 oh i'm fine i'm like this is exactly the kind of like freaky nature of the kind of thing someone 0.86

00:21:22.920 wouldn't sorry i had my mouth fall yeah so bonks that we're kind of like assessing we're we're

00:21:29.960 kind of just assessing and i'm sort of like and it's like that would be an episode of television

00:21:36.260 like we used to do like car crashes bonks that kill oh you do serious oh like you have to like

00:21:41.940 pull rings and footage.

00:21:42.840 Yeah, yeah, like those survival,

00:21:44.460 like I survived those shows.

00:21:46.180 I mean, what's horrible

00:21:47.280 is people who don't survive.

00:21:49.080 I mean, for Bonks of the Kill,

00:21:50.060 it's mostly, I think the people are dead.

00:21:52.020 Oh, right, right.

00:21:53.020 It's more of the family and friends.

00:21:54.680 Friends and family.

00:21:56.700 Friends and family just like in the morning,

00:21:59.580 like nothing else.

00:22:00.360 No, no, no.

00:22:01.360 All week at Bloomingdale's, okay?

00:22:03.980 All week trips to Bloomingdale's

00:22:05.760 to try to find the outfit

00:22:06.860 and then nothing.

00:22:08.960 And then let's pop by cheat TJ Maxx

00:22:11.220 Because they're going on television.

00:22:12.620 Do you understand?

00:22:13.480 Wait, why am I confused?

00:22:14.340 Help me, help me, help me.

00:22:15.520 I don't understand.

00:22:16.460 No, I'll bring you in.

00:22:17.260 I'll bring you in.

00:22:17.800 What I'm saying is,

00:22:19.500 so you watch like the produced show, right?

00:22:21.780 I watched, I'm just saying in this version, right?

00:22:24.300 It's like the friends and family of the person who has died.

00:22:27.680 And that's why they're on TV.

00:22:28.700 Saying she went to Bloomingdale's?

00:22:29.640 They're being interviewed.

00:22:30.740 Yeah.

00:22:31.080 No, no, no.

00:22:31.460 And they're being interviewed, right?

00:22:32.820 Yeah.

00:22:34.420 Now, when you're watching the show,

00:22:35.920 you just cut to them in serious,

00:22:37.760 with serious music and they're talking, right?

00:22:39.780 and it's sort of intense and dignified due to producing but that morning like they were

00:22:47.660 feverishly styling their hair they were all week choosing their outfit do you see what i'm saying

00:22:52.660 yeah yeah some might have been like like getting a facial trying to slim down you know yeah some

00:22:59.380 might have been like like it's like i've got bonks that kill next week so talking about your aunt so

00:23:05.840 Yes.

00:23:06.460 Not going to have the tiramisu.

00:23:08.260 Yeah.

00:23:09.000 Yeah.

00:23:10.800 You might recognize me, Bonk's Lake Hill.

00:23:12.840 What?

00:23:13.440 Yeah.

00:23:14.440 Just imagining.

00:23:15.700 Oh, you might recognize me from Bonk's Lake Hill.

00:23:17.660 Yeah.

00:23:18.120 Oh, no, no.

00:23:18.540 They're like, what do I know you from?

00:23:19.820 Bonk's Lake Hill. 1.00

00:23:20.620 Probably Bonks. 0.83

00:23:22.480 Yeah. 0.98

00:23:22.980 I'm so sorry for your loss.

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00:27:07.960 okay so i keep going um so you're so yeah there's kind of a non-pain that is scary yeah and i maybe

00:27:14.760 there was i almost can't remember okay but it was a confusing time and we're going what and i'm like 0.71

00:27:20.360 this is so fucked up like just this is and so we're walking and we decide to walk towards urgent 0.80

00:27:27.400 care instead of go back get the car we're gonna walk to urgent care i think oh no and then we 0.99

00:27:33.560 decide no we're driving to urgent care okay yeah walk back to the car let's go hit the urgent care

00:27:38.520 place not too far from us and i think i'm crying again or when i walk like chris like drops me so

00:27:44.980 he can get a parking spot and i like stumble in oh you know to one of these clean urgent care

00:27:50.420 places two people behind a desk and i'm like yeah oh i went to urgent care alone into a tree

00:27:56.340 and almost yeah it's so scary to be there alone yeah and i'm like and then i'm like

00:28:00.480 you know laughter through tears like i'm fine but um but like it never has like i've never

00:28:07.700 felt what i just felt you know what i mean like yeah and i sort of knew this was going to be the

00:28:12.620 case which is like what are they going to do for me there like right nothing they don't do scans

00:28:19.020 there check your eyes or whatever and then they're not going to like send me they're not going to send

00:28:24.480 me packing yeah legally so it's sort of this like weird like i forget but basically they were like

00:28:29.620 you know, go to the emergency room.

00:28:31.320 And then it was like,

00:28:33.340 Cedars, here we come.

00:28:34.700 God, people just screaming

00:28:36.400 because their arms and legs were just chopped off.

00:28:38.780 Oh, at the emergency room?

00:28:40.740 Yeah.

00:28:41.560 So it was interesting.

00:28:44.020 There were folding chairs outside,

00:28:46.700 which I liked.

00:28:47.680 Waiting in the emergency room outside.

00:28:50.140 That is nice.

00:28:52.460 That's California for you.

00:28:53.420 I think it was maybe like started during COVID.

00:28:55.680 It was California living though.

00:28:57.900 Yeah.

00:28:58.240 Sure is.

00:28:58.720 We're out there.

00:28:59.280 like like like chris went for like goddess like quest bars or something okay and sitting there

00:29:06.240 and whatever there's there's no story here i'm just taking you through the experience i love it

00:29:09.520 kind of interesting like went up to the thing they sort of move you through a series of i oh

00:29:14.300 there was a moment where we go up to like security before entering the the thing chris is parking so

00:29:18.880 i'm like i'm like hey dude i'm gonna go in and they're like and i was like my boyfriend's gonna

00:29:22.140 come and they're like do you want him to come in i was like yeah they're like do you want him to

00:29:27.060 come in like yeah good okay and i was like i was like yeah and then hell yeah and then it was like

00:29:33.120 and then he's like i'm just kidding okay no it was like it wasn't i thought it was about

00:29:38.140 of course violence yeah and i was like well like that's that's good no and then it seemed like it

00:29:44.140 was just a joke about like about like do you like ball and chain yeah yeah my man alone with a doctor 0.97

00:29:49.840 maybe you'll get a blow job yeah that's insane so so and i go i brought up to the first window i 0.96

00:29:57.240 say my piece oh i forgot i brought i did manage to grab from home so we stopped at home to before 0.98

00:30:03.840 i forget what the deal was but i grabbed my headache hat you know my ice cap of course of

00:30:09.160 course okay yeah threw that baby on i was like smart just in case there's brain swelling oh god

00:30:15.540 Um, so I threw the baby on and I really felt ridiculous in this way that like in, in the 0.89

00:30:22.860 way that I didn't feel ridiculous.

00:30:24.200 Do you know what I mean?

00:30:24.520 Like I felt like, um, like, yeah, I'm wearing this.

00:30:27.240 Like, and then I started saying things like to myself and imagine saying each other, got

00:30:31.200 to protect this noggin.

00:30:32.620 Uh-oh.

00:30:33.300 Like I just.

00:30:34.480 You're saying this.

00:30:35.820 I'll tell you now.

00:30:36.840 Like, no, like to myself, like just sort of like, I don't know, like building the narrative

00:30:41.780 of my own experience here.

00:30:42.820 So whatever, go up to the thing.

00:30:44.580 you go up to the thing and you're wearing the ice cap yes okay great and they're like so i was

00:30:51.760 kind of like yeah i brought this from home you know like whatever like and they're like good

00:30:55.620 you know and then and then they go and then they covet test you i think or i forget what i actually

00:30:59.620 can't remember once again but we wait i finally go in the emergency room doctor this woman you

00:31:07.560 know kind of young woman she was so fucking cool oh yeah okay so fucking cool that i like 0.50

00:31:13.720 really locked her name down from the form and then had to privately request like then i went 0.63

00:31:22.840 to follow on instagram later i was like i'm keeping her you found her on instagram yeah

00:31:28.000 and then i had to request no yeah i had to request private did you say like i'm gonna 0.76

00:31:33.100 find you on instagram no i was did she accept yeah fucking huge because you know okay so we've 0.74

00:31:42.420 got that as you know i'm have a call out wait i don't even have done this on poog okay this is 0.87

00:31:48.560 huge i want a lawyer obviously i have an entertainment lawyer i want a lawyer friend

00:31:56.240 i want someone who wants to develop a personal okay relationship with me okay so that down the

00:32:04.120 line you know i want a lawyer that i can call confide in go wait what would you do and they

00:32:10.980 don't charge me let's get the real friends wait no no that's what i was about to say let's get to

00:32:15.180 the real point you're literally trying to to like go around the very thing that lawyers charge for

00:32:23.360 yeah legal advice yeah because by the way this is a huge jewish tradition which is your friend

00:32:30.280 who's a doctor friend who's a lawyer you call up you go what do i do and they go really they go

00:32:35.580 sweetheart don't yes i want okay i want and i'm saying i want there to be personal connection i

00:32:40.460 want this person to become my friend i'm not like i'm not whoring them out i want to develop and

00:32:45.760 that's the launch of the friendship hey you want free tickets for life it's called a trade i'm not

00:32:51.700 gonna be on the phone with them for but this is about i want i need someone like that in a corner

00:32:56.240 it's only child it's like only child stuff it's only child stuff i know but i need i need the 0.96

00:33:02.680 team around me interesting for when i'm eventually orphaned i don't even like to say it from a poog 0.66

00:33:07.320 fan you think that's a yeah absolutely i think somebody some one of these poop one of these 0.64

00:33:13.220 either by the way i could be something about that's off i could be hearing my future lawyer

00:33:17.900 friend that my future lawyer friend could be hearing me right now or they go my sister my

00:33:24.300 spouse my friend my my cousin would love to be your friend lawyer i guess no right but do you

00:33:31.520 see how it's something off about it like it's like it's because i want free legal advice you're

00:33:37.080 you're you're saying like not having to do with entertainment i'm such a charmer someone out like

00:33:44.160 you're i'm a charmer i'm a joy i'm willing to sell out friendship like for freedom so it's like so

00:33:50.540 it's like yeah you know straight up you know prostitution right i mean yeah yeah i'm looking 0.83

00:33:58.280 i mean in the sense of you know what it reminds me of it reminds me of in sex in the city when

00:34:02.260 when Miranda's at the law firm

00:34:03.900 and they go to play baseball

00:34:05.660 and they think she's gay. 1.00

00:34:07.960 I think she's a lesbian.

00:34:08.860 It's one of the iconic episodes. 0.96

00:34:11.100 And he goes, 0.55

00:34:12.000 and then she pretends to be gay.

00:34:14.360 Then Miranda's like,

00:34:15.660 actually, I'm not gay.

00:34:16.800 You know,

00:34:16.960 it comes out to the lawyer,

00:34:18.100 to the boss is not being gay.

00:34:19.820 And he goes, 0.97

00:34:20.640 my wife will be so disappointed. 1.00

00:34:22.060 She wanted to add a lesbian couple 1.00

00:34:23.420 to our circle. 1.00

00:34:25.000 So I similarly,

00:34:27.940 yes, this is exploitation.

00:34:30.720 I'm not going to tell you it's not.

00:34:32.260 but i'm offering myself up to be exploited no i mean i mean like it's a trade

00:34:39.800 i'll give you a relationship advice i'll give you oh my god the idea that like that's like

00:34:48.360 illegal no no i'm aware listen i know this is grotesque but i'm no i don't care about that

00:34:57.600 I'm not

00:34:58.260 I'm not

00:34:59.260 again I'm thinking

00:34:59.840 more about issues

00:35:01.360 I'm not expecting

00:35:02.200 to use this all the time

00:35:03.400 I'm saying

00:35:03.780 but just someone in there

00:35:05.280 someone in there

00:35:06.280 that you can

00:35:06.820 call and go

00:35:07.720 help help help

00:35:08.560 yeah they might have

00:35:09.380 the glazed over eye

00:35:10.740 of a fan

00:35:11.480 do you know what I mean

00:35:15.520 like

00:35:16.240 like they're kind of like

00:35:17.440 they're kind of like

00:35:18.140 there's something frozen

00:35:19.120 in their facial expression

00:35:20.160 when you're like

00:35:20.760 talking about your thing

00:35:21.620 them being overly enchanted

00:35:24.000 feels like a risk

00:35:24.980 no way

00:35:25.580 no way

00:35:26.340 well it's like classic

00:35:26.980 you know

00:35:27.340 the therapy thing that i read about from peter d kramer and then don't enchant your therapist

00:35:34.480 yeah that there's a risk and then well he said something like that and then you know the whole

00:35:38.980 thing they love it that's why i've been saying this entertainers actors comedians need a whole 0.98

00:35:44.040 separate kind of therapy you can't just go to some fucking shrink and charm there with your 0.99

00:35:48.120 little fucking act i've done that that's why my new broad she doesn't give a shit about me i love 0.99

00:35:53.920 it yeah i just mean it's very it's again i'm in union analysis okay i was reading woodman again 0.98

00:36:01.060 this morning and in the back they're like other books in the series and there were like 20 of

00:36:04.620 hollis's books i was like yes my god and then there was marie von franz or something and then

00:36:10.780 i don't know um and like the title alone changed me 10 titles and i actually had to go back i was

00:36:19.100 like up like i was like i was like like i i oh i know what i did i got up like five or something

00:36:25.020 and i was like sorry okay got up at five i didn't not no no no fell back to sleep okay but got up

00:36:32.260 went to the bathroom i was freezing and so i was like it's cold october mornings and so i had a

00:36:38.000 chill in my bones so i did a steam as i like to do throw on this you know throw on the shower right

00:36:42.720 And sitting there with pants, trying not to get them wet, but trying to get warmed.

00:36:47.540 Unreal.

00:36:48.200 And I go, I'm not bringing my phone in there.

00:36:52.460 Wow.

00:36:53.600 I go, I just.

00:36:55.060 God enters.

00:36:55.960 Scattering of consciousness.

00:36:57.900 Okay.

00:36:58.140 And so I go, I go, I'm not bringing a journal in.

00:37:01.040 I go, I can journal in my mind, which is interesting.

00:37:03.980 Okay.

00:37:04.440 Because you go, can you?

00:37:06.060 And then I go, I go, that's not going to hold.

00:37:09.560 You know, I'm not quite there yet.

00:37:10.820 Yeah.

00:37:11.180 And then like my journaling practice is not there

00:37:14.220 where I can do it without the journal quite yet.

00:37:15.760 You know what I mean?

00:37:16.220 So it's like, I'll grab a book.

00:37:18.720 Classic.

00:37:19.300 Grab a book, any book, grab it off the shelf.

00:37:21.640 There's four in my room and one of them is Woodman.

00:37:23.560 I grab it, I take it in.

00:37:25.420 And I like to flip from the back sometimes.

00:37:28.420 Yeah.

00:37:29.320 Wow.

00:37:30.000 And I'm like, all right.

00:37:31.420 And I just like start reading kind of different segments,

00:37:34.340 including every title in the back, like 35 titles.

00:37:37.760 Instantly freed?

00:37:39.500 Well, no, you know what?

00:37:40.680 and then i went to some other part it was actually the opposite and i realized that maybe i don't

00:37:46.680 i need to own up to the fact that i actually don't seek and want consciousness okay i want to be

00:37:52.840 soothed it was like it was like you know the hard work of of consciousness you know what i mean uh

00:38:00.020 sacrifices required it was like you know like and and like a skinny calf won't do it has to be the

00:38:07.580 fatted calf like you can't trick you can't offer up yeah yeah yeah you there has to be real

00:38:14.560 sacrifice like whatever yep and in order that the uh

00:38:21.260 you know it's all like this medusa mother whatever stuff but like

00:38:28.340 yeah it did not it was not comfort it was here's the hard path to oh yeah there's no

00:38:37.360 greater consciousness it's like or whatever whole whole wholeness yeah you got to go through hell

00:38:42.440 and and then like i think i went downstairs i was like maybe i can get up maybe i can

00:38:47.160 tell kate will record i go downstairs i'm like i'll put a little coffee on

00:38:51.560 and then i ate a marshmallow okay and it was in my my fridge and i was like

00:38:59.240 we'll say they are sugar-free

00:39:01.060 but i was like i like opened my mouth and stuffed a marshmallow and just like

00:39:07.360 and then like laid down to wait for the coffee

00:39:10.460 and then fell back asleep.

00:39:12.400 And I don't know, it felt weird.

00:39:17.440 Anyway, I was kind of pissed.

00:39:18.680 I was like, reading failed me.

00:39:20.100 I was like, reading failed me.

00:39:22.800 Slept till one.

00:39:24.340 I need the full picture.

00:39:25.680 You'll sleep on the couch.

00:39:26.740 Till like-

00:39:27.380 Five-ish till-

00:39:28.480 I don't know.

00:39:29.000 Whenever I texted you, I don't know.

00:39:30.420 Fall park, nine?

00:39:31.560 Ten, I don't know, nine, ten.

00:39:32.940 Wow.

00:39:33.360 Can't remember.

00:39:34.480 Oh my God, I was going to nap today,

00:39:35.880 but I just don't think it's in the works.

00:39:37.360 Wait, wait, I should just, I know it's boring, but I'll tell you.

00:39:40.560 So then I went and the doctor said.

00:39:42.960 Okay, yeah.

00:39:43.980 Oh, well, because I did a little Googling.

00:39:46.200 Yeah.

00:39:46.380 I did a little Googling and, you know, it was like the lack of, like I Googled like lack of bruise, like still concussed, you know what I mean?

00:39:54.600 Like kind of thing.

00:39:55.860 And, and it's like, well, you know, like you shake a baby.

00:39:59.680 Oh, Christ.

00:40:00.560 Right.

00:40:01.460 There's no.

00:40:03.220 No, there's no visual trauma.

00:40:05.020 and so then I was reading and it was like the concussion like the brain and she was explaining 0.99

00:40:10.940 it to me I'm like sitting there I was like but anyway the point was I realized I was fucking

00:40:15.660 out of it in a real way there was something amiss okay okay and that's when like we really were 0.94

00:40:20.320 like we're like should we go to the hospital is it stupid sorry I'm getting confused it was 0.69

00:40:23.960 marshmallow wasn't marshmallows today sorry okay keep going keep going yeah yeah it was just post 0.97

00:40:28.400 steam like yeah being like seeking consciousness and then just like being like I think there's

00:40:33.880 marshmallows in my fridge and just like putting one in my mouth and laying down like holding it

00:40:37.340 in my mouth heading over to the couch laying down i'm like how cold like i was like i don't want

00:40:41.220 consciousness wait back to the doctor back to the doctor so so i had decided like we're having this 0.95

00:40:46.660 like i don't know is this stupid is embarrassing like do i do i need to go like there's no whatever 0.54

00:40:50.920 and i was like but i'm definitely out of it and like chris was like you would make me go like you 0.92

00:40:55.360 would you would make me go without a doubt so we're going you know totally like so anyway she

00:41:01.060 explained like you know the skull is really like hard right and like a good protection

00:41:05.280 but I think it was this I think it was that in the concussion the brain

00:41:09.480 bumps forward against the skull. Ew. Something like that and then maybe it's I forget exactly but

00:41:19.200 you know there's really no treatment

00:41:23.880 and and it's like these symptoms you know they should you know disappear uh and you know sometimes

00:41:33.900 in a week sometimes in a month sometimes years no stop so i i i was like all right if i have been

00:41:42.480 dimmed i will make use of it okay i was like i will i was like and then of course the dramatization

00:41:53.260 in which I go

00:41:54.040 it was what I needed

00:41:55.500 the whole time

00:41:56.060 I was going to say

00:41:56.660 yeah

00:41:56.920 like suddenly

00:41:58.860 I sore

00:41:59.840 you like

00:42:00.540 yeah

00:42:01.160 you with this head stuff 0.83

00:42:02.340 takes off 1.00

00:42:03.080 you're fucking hosting 1.00

00:42:04.520 the golden globes 1.00

00:42:05.500 with your ice

00:42:06.340 your ice helmet on

00:42:07.600 no I don't mean

00:42:09.160 my illness becomes

00:42:10.000 my brand

00:42:10.680 okay

00:42:11.100 I mean it

00:42:12.860 oh it rattled

00:42:13.760 something loose

00:42:14.420 and now you're free

00:42:15.100 well

00:42:15.940 I was like

00:42:17.380 wondering that

00:42:17.860 if I did have to get

00:42:18.900 like an MRI

00:42:19.660 or something like that

00:42:20.520 that they'd finally see

00:42:21.700 because I've said it once

00:42:22.840 and I'll say it again.

00:42:24.220 No, I literally think I have a screw loose.

00:42:28.340 I feel it rattling and I have since childhood.

00:42:31.120 When I'm running and bouncing,

00:42:33.860 something and there's like...

00:42:35.260 Oh God, oh God, oh God.

00:42:38.540 I'm going to throw up.

00:42:39.300 But no, I thought like if I was 10% diminished

00:42:41.820 in a certain area,

00:42:44.580 the learning difference thing,

00:42:45.940 might that bring down the thing

00:42:48.160 and I fire on all cylinders equally

00:42:50.440 and suddenly I'm soaring in life.

00:42:52.840 So I was like, and if, if I am dimmed in this way, I was kind of like enjoying it.

00:42:56.860 Like I was kind of like, I wasn't enjoying it, but I was like, okay, if this is me from,

00:43:00.660 from now on, like a diminishment of energy, I was like, mental energy.

00:43:05.620 I was like, this might just simplify matters.

00:43:07.720 Like, no, like I won't, whatever, 62 projects, a million ideas. 1.00

00:43:12.160 Like maybe I'll just be like, and I'll be like, they're becoming like idiot artists. 0.99

00:43:18.040 You know what I mean? 1.00

00:43:18.480 Like in this way, like, this is good.

00:43:21.800 Yeah, totally.

00:43:22.280 Good enough.

00:43:22.840 So I was, I was, I was, I was accepting that maybe it was what I needed, whatever to, to

00:43:26.820 thrive. 0.99

00:43:27.600 And, but she's like, no, uh, like heavy thinking and no, um, you're joking at screens.

00:43:34.800 No heavy thinking.

00:43:35.700 You're joking.

00:43:36.860 No, like concentrating.

00:43:38.740 You've got to be kidding.

00:43:39.980 And no screens.

00:43:41.180 Yeah.

00:43:41.460 Concentrating bad for the brain.

00:43:43.260 Yeah.

00:43:44.100 Okay.

00:43:44.540 For the healing.

00:43:46.140 No, like, like concentrated work.

00:43:48.960 Like, okay.

00:43:50.180 Like literally like rest the brain.

00:43:51.600 and then i was googling and it was like it was like yeah it's best not to even listen to like

00:43:58.300 an audiobook or listen to television so i was left with nothing what do you mean listen to television

00:44:06.400 you can't absolutely watch tv no screens okay they were like no screen right so i was like well

00:44:13.300 surely i can close my eyes and relax and rest by listening to dateline yeah and it's like no

00:44:21.580 And then it was like, some don't even recommend music.

00:44:24.000 So I was like, is this a joke?

00:44:25.800 And then I tumbled into like, you know, the most nightmarish, let's not, let's lie here

00:44:31.260 and with nothing.

00:44:32.620 Yeah.

00:44:33.980 And face consciousness.

00:44:35.620 Yeah.

00:44:36.600 With nothing.

00:44:38.180 Yeah.

00:44:38.660 No palliative insight.

00:44:41.080 But she said it wouldn't further.

00:44:43.600 Oh, and also it was like, you know, don't do anything that could risk another bonk in 0.98

00:44:51.020 this state that could really fuck you oh god and i was like do i need to be scared like oh it's like 0.96

00:44:55.600 no high impact to exercise like i was like how i was like do i need to be scared though like 0.99

00:45:01.140 riding home today like like a pot a pothole you know what i mean she's like no oh right just

00:45:05.880 you know and she also said like i like the concentrating thing like okay like if that

00:45:11.600 happens like she's like that won't cause further damage it will just slow down how long it takes

00:45:16.460 to heal okay holy that so i was actually comforted by the crazy though it's not permanent causing

00:45:23.400 permanent damage how many days are heavy thinking i think there was like an initial period that was

00:45:29.900 like 48 hours or something oh you know see how you feel kind of kind of thing and i was a little

00:45:36.040 i was a little dim and there's really nothing nothing interesting about it i mean well i'm

00:45:44.400 glad you're you're back bright as ever how many days do you have felt totally normal well now

00:45:51.580 now i'm i'm having that thing where i'm like am i in a constant state of like suddenly i'm like

00:46:00.820 have i been present for years or like not present like i'm just like like i don't know moments of

00:46:06.620 trying to go how am i perceiving and experiencing sort of can like oh make you like crazy it out

00:46:12.780 Yeah, of course.

00:46:13.360 Suddenly I'm like, what is my day-to-day?

00:46:16.460 Thoughts?

00:46:17.920 Consciousness?

00:46:18.400 Oh, but then I walked past a tree and I like sort of felt like I almost did it again.

00:46:24.400 Like, I screamed after the fact and I was like traumatized walking into trees.

00:46:32.320 Yeah, yeah.

00:46:32.860 And then I was wearing my visor and I had this moment where, I mean, just like me, like protecting the skin and then walks into a tree is...

00:46:41.860 is laughable yeah but i had this moment where i was crossing the street wearing the vajar again

00:46:46.380 okay and i felt like a car i felt like this weird feeling where like something about the visor like

00:46:53.080 like peripheral vision like something was off and i know i have to say i felt that even a baseball

00:46:58.360 hat because i don't like that and i even like wearing a hat walking around i don't like it i

00:47:04.400 took off my i was actually wearing a baseball hat in london walking around yeah i took it off because 0.75

00:47:08.300 I was like, I feel like I can't fucking see. 0.51

00:47:10.300 Yeah. 0.97

00:47:11.240 Like, we need to talk more about the hazards of hats.

00:47:13.700 Even though high...

00:47:14.660 Talk about what?

00:47:15.480 The hazards of hats.

00:47:17.040 Yeah.

00:47:18.040 When hats don't protect.

00:47:19.700 How about that?

00:47:20.140 Well, I mean, I just immediately started going,

00:47:22.200 how can a hat kill you?

00:47:23.160 And it's like, well, one, it blows off

00:47:25.260 and you dive into the street after it.

00:47:28.220 Yeah.

00:47:28.360 Like, how many deaths have been caused

00:47:30.480 by a hat blowing off?

00:47:32.120 Oh.

00:47:32.860 Interesting question.

00:47:33.940 By the way, definitely a few.

00:47:36.340 Definitely a few people have like,

00:47:38.300 run for their hat. Wasn't even her favorite hat. A hat you hate. Imagine dying and running

00:47:42.720 after a hat you hate. Yeah. Well, I'm glad you're okay. Jesus Christ.

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00:51:49.060 well and I'm so excited.

00:51:50.780 Here's my question.

00:51:51.840 What?

00:51:52.900 So they sent a 40% discount code

00:51:55.360 and I was like,

00:51:55.920 does this work for anything

00:51:56.880 on the verbal site?

00:51:58.060 It's got it, right?

00:51:58.760 Yeah.

00:51:59.060 There's no way they designed a

00:52:01.280 Bambino only code.

00:52:04.020 No.

00:52:04.700 And so I started going,

00:52:05.840 wait, is this my chance?

00:52:07.820 I'm like salivating about my Bambino.

00:52:09.640 Like I'm going to start crying

00:52:10.580 thinking about it.

00:52:11.120 I looked at every,

00:52:12.500 I think I looked at every device

00:52:13.820 on their website.

00:52:14.800 Yeah.

00:52:15.420 And I was like,

00:52:16.280 I'm just trying to see what I... 0.99

00:52:17.340 I'm getting a fucking juicer. 0.99

00:52:19.760 And guess what I'm juicing? 0.99

00:52:21.260 Turmeric.

00:52:22.140 Ginger.

00:52:23.780 Okay.

00:52:24.300 Those are already turmeric.

00:52:25.640 Oh.

00:52:26.740 Huh.

00:52:27.260 They're confused.

00:52:28.260 I'm going to be juicing.

00:52:30.180 I'm going to be the Breville Bambino is going to absolutely transform my life. 0.67

00:52:34.760 And I'm really excited.

00:52:35.760 Yeah, I'm really excited.

00:52:36.720 So you're excited to pull your own espresso shots?

00:52:39.960 Yay!

00:52:42.040 You're really like, you're not going to go tired of that?

00:52:45.120 We're going to find out.

00:52:46.100 i guess you've never had a you've never had a uh you know what i've heard though my research

00:52:51.000 machine no you know what i've heard my research the grinder because you hear about coffee grinder

00:52:55.860 you go uh the grinder might be the most important machine is what i'm hearing what interesting well

00:53:02.060 that's stressful and the grinders let me tell you not cheap that's a good another thing i'm

00:53:06.260 gonna get on the website these high quality grinders are saying they're a couple hundred 0.97

00:53:10.400 fucking bucks no yeah sweetheart i have a shit grinder from years ago let me just look at what 0.98

00:53:17.280 they have tea makers kettles breville it's breville fall who spoke out flower head yeah 0.99

00:53:24.620 flower head beautiful local tea company i want to physically go into the store i believe they're

00:53:29.900 open now yeah i uh i'm interested in trying the chai kit very excited i mean i website i was

00:53:37.540 too much video really oh wait i'm just looking because you know what i'm thinking of getting

00:53:44.940 back into what air frying okay so i want to talk about this so i've never owned an air fryer

00:53:50.540 needless to say very curious i have to look into this i was seeing something i didn't like about

00:53:56.600 air fryers in terms of toxic toxic something toxic yeah so they so part of the reason i'm

00:54:03.200 thinking of

00:54:04.480 investigating is that

00:54:07.080 the basket in my existing

00:54:08.860 air fryer is like

00:54:10.520 very non-stick

00:54:12.580 suspiciously non-stick

00:54:14.540 yeah there you go

00:54:15.660 well you know I've

00:54:17.120 you got some texts

00:54:20.920 about me turning to

00:54:22.500 we're talking about underwear

00:54:25.000 we need organic

00:54:26.120 non forever plastics

00:54:28.920 in our clothes

00:54:29.880 I'd rather like worry about my

00:54:32.700 tuna fish well i was just like because i have like i wear like the finks underwear whatever 0.90

00:54:38.440 it's like the free bleed shit and i guess those have pfas but i'm like apparently you wash them

00:54:43.680 a couple times you're kind of fine but i don't work out the way you do i'm not like sweating 0.99

00:54:47.660 for hours every day you lucky bitch um what is it i'm what is it i'm seeking like 0.99

00:54:57.240 what did I make in the air fryer? 0.99

00:54:58.880 It was so good.

00:55:00.260 I mean,

00:55:00.540 on Instagram,

00:55:01.660 I get fed these air fryer recipe videos.

00:55:04.180 They make me,

00:55:04.980 I get so excited.

00:55:06.040 By the way,

00:55:06.460 I did a major Instagram detox

00:55:07.880 when I was in London

00:55:08.720 and now I've relapsed

00:55:09.820 and I'm going to detox again.

00:55:10.960 Yeah.

00:55:11.560 And you talk about how.

00:55:12.420 We sent each other the same video again.

00:55:14.960 Oh yeah,

00:55:15.280 what was it?

00:55:15.880 We don't,

00:55:16.200 we don't respond.

00:55:17.460 Like you didn't see my,

00:55:18.820 that I'd sent it to you.

00:55:19.880 Was it the lymphatic one?

00:55:21.320 Yeah.

00:55:21.780 Yeah.

00:55:22.060 It's like,

00:55:22.640 is she wearing a suit

00:55:23.600 that demonstrates where the lymph is? 1.00

00:55:24.960 Melissa Wood Health does this

00:55:26.680 every night she elevates her legs oh against the wall yep every night okay i've seen this 1.00

00:55:31.780 promoted as major yeah i think we should start doing this as a as a hag community

00:55:37.960 seeing what happens probably nothing well just oh did i tell you about the visual or perceptible

00:55:44.020 i'm just sorry i'm just my eyes are just rolling over ovens um because the whole thing with an

00:55:52.260 air fryers that it's you know it's existed for years it's a convection oven okay okay it's just

00:55:58.540 a convection oven but it's like well do you have a convection oven yeah then why aren't you yeah

00:56:03.780 but i don't understand the technology it's like uh the air can move like a move around it in this

00:56:10.020 way that lets you throw in you know broccolini and spray it with some olive oil some salt and

00:56:16.560 pepper and it comes out in five minutes just like delicious from around it like it's edges

00:56:21.220 it's like you make a good french fry in there versus flipping like doing it on a skillet well

00:56:28.120 yeah or or in the oven i mean yeah you know like laying out a single fry by fry let's say you're

00:56:34.760 like making like one of these recipes oh i've done that i did that when i did whole 30 like

00:56:39.860 what did you make make the fries out of for whole 30 and not a lot of potatoes potato yeah

00:56:46.040 I can't remember

00:56:47.420 but it's

00:56:48.800 it's an odd experience

00:56:50.080 making something

00:56:50.760 that you're gonna eat

00:56:51.840 like

00:56:52.240 by the handful

00:56:53.780 where you have to

00:56:54.960 yeah yeah

00:56:55.680 like that's why I struggle

00:56:56.660 even with like

00:56:57.260 the idea of making like

00:56:58.160 gnocchi or something

00:56:59.060 because it's like

00:56:59.700 never

00:57:00.240 that's one bite

00:57:01.060 you're telling me

00:57:02.320 that takes

00:57:03.280 absolutely not

00:57:04.200 10 seconds

00:57:05.060 I saw someone on Instagram

00:57:06.540 this thing

00:57:07.660 oh it's so easy

00:57:08.720 to make gnocchi 0.99

00:57:09.480 looked like a fucking 0.99

00:57:12.040 it's more labor 0.99

00:57:13.220 I've ever seen

00:57:13.880 yeah

00:57:14.500 and then yeah

00:57:15.080 for a little poppable

00:57:15.840 I mean I'm kind of 1.00

00:57:16.560 anti gnocchi as we know 1.00

00:57:17.720 forget why

00:57:18.800 just not your favorite

00:57:20.380 I'm just like

00:57:21.400 I want pasta

00:57:22.260 the idea of ordering gnocchi

00:57:23.700 just

00:57:24.000 kind of an unimaginable

00:57:25.740 idea to me

00:57:26.800 sure it's good but

00:57:28.300 next to the other items

00:57:30.900 it hardly

00:57:31.420 stands up

00:57:32.320 have you seen this

00:57:32.840 to the heat

00:57:33.540 that the other items provide

00:57:34.600 these

00:57:35.040 these

00:57:35.480 devices now

00:57:37.100 it says like

00:57:39.000 like there's one on here

00:57:39.840 it says like the smart oven

00:57:41.060 air fryer

00:57:41.700 and then I see like

00:57:42.320 download on Android

00:57:43.440 download on whatever

00:57:44.880 and it's like

00:57:45.840 You know, you can operate it from whatever.

00:57:48.460 No, I don't want to sync to an app.

00:57:50.340 And I just feel that a lot of brands are racing forward with smart version of their thing. 0.96

00:57:58.060 It's pathetic. 0.97

00:57:58.560 And then it doesn't work. 0.99

00:58:00.260 Well, it definitely won't work.

00:58:01.600 If it's smart, if there's an app, it doesn't work.

00:58:04.720 Just guaranteed.

00:58:05.220 And then there's a sort of dead...

00:58:07.100 Then you have this thing that has this souped up sort of claim to it, but then doesn't work.

00:58:11.500 It happened to me with some kind of like Nespresso type machine where I went for the quote smart one and then like just doesn't work at all.

00:58:21.220 And I had to like, you know, it's like there's like a bad feeling about it.

00:58:25.240 I don't know.

00:58:25.820 It's like.

00:58:27.000 I agree.

00:58:27.980 This is hell.

00:58:29.100 So, by the way, in London, generally, I had some kind of bad food luck.

00:58:33.640 Oh, yeah.

00:58:34.660 Don't want to get into it too deeply.

00:58:35.940 Don't want to disparage businesses, but want to know what I got into hard.

00:58:39.720 You mean as a result?

00:58:41.500 Guess what I got in too hard

00:58:43.100 Wait let me think

00:58:44.160 Joe

00:58:44.600 Joe and the juice baby

00:58:49.300 That name has always bothered me

00:58:53.160 So me too

00:58:54.020 So this is a chain that I've seen in New York

00:58:56.780 I believe there's one in LA

00:58:58.200 I've seen it and I go

00:58:59.380 I think I went into one years ago wanting a green juice

00:59:02.160 And it was of course like

00:59:03.260 Our green juice is an entire pineapple

00:59:05.960 Yeah I was like 0.99

00:59:07.320 Left I was like what a shithole 0.99

00:59:10.160 Joe and the juice 0.99

00:59:11.620 A couple blocks away

00:59:12.520 From the wonderful

00:59:13.100 Soho theater in London

00:59:14.020 I go in one day

00:59:14.940 I go

00:59:16.140 This is crazy

00:59:16.800 I'm gonna get an acai bowl

00:59:17.760 It's not too sweet

00:59:19.620 In fact

00:59:20.240 I'm loving it

00:59:21.220 And then my friend goes

00:59:23.400 Oh well

00:59:24.020 You know what they're really famous for 0.78

00:59:25.520 They're little paninis there

00:59:27.200 They have these little paninis

00:59:28.420 Tuna

00:59:29.400 Turkey

00:59:30.200 Whatever

00:59:30.560 I get a tuna cotto

00:59:32.520 That's their big cult item 1.00

00:59:34.960 Slaps

00:59:36.960 Hard

00:59:37.840 Oh my god

00:59:38.340 I probably had

00:59:39.920 I probably had upwards of six of them.

00:59:42.360 Are they full-sized?

00:59:43.620 Yeah, but it's like this really thin bread.

00:59:46.160 It's like practically a cracker.

00:59:47.800 The bread is so thin and crispy. 0.97

00:59:49.920 And it's just like, it's fucking good. 0.88

00:59:53.560 It's a rectangle. 0.96

00:59:54.700 It's a rectangle and it comes in a pocket.

00:59:56.860 I do remember Cozy, but I never ate Cozy.

00:59:58.060 Do you remember those things?

00:59:59.560 No.

01:00:00.060 It was similar.

01:00:01.540 And I went through a period where I would get their tuna with cheddar and something else.

01:00:05.880 And it was so good.

01:00:08.640 Yeah, yeah.

01:00:09.000 You know what I made this week?

01:00:10.240 Really good.

01:00:11.120 What?

01:00:11.560 Tuna melts.

01:00:12.440 Oh.

01:00:12.940 Grilled cheese.

01:00:13.960 Oh, yeah.

01:00:14.380 Here we go.

01:00:15.260 Egg and cheese.

01:00:17.800 What do you mean egg and cheese?

01:00:20.120 An egg and cheese sandwich is in New York.

01:00:22.080 Okay, no.

01:00:22.560 No, I am dropping it.

01:00:23.820 You typically don't.

01:00:24.540 I think of you as not eating bread, so that's why I'm confused.

01:00:26.820 I know.

01:00:27.300 This is why I'm dropping this hysterically.

01:00:29.380 So, I ordered some bread that's like low carb.

01:00:32.660 Yeah.

01:00:33.860 They finally did it.

01:00:35.500 What?

01:00:35.980 They made it?

01:00:36.900 Yeah.

01:00:37.060 They did it?

01:00:37.520 They finally did it, like made it good.

01:00:40.400 What's the brand?

01:00:41.880 Hero.

01:00:43.480 Now there is canola oil in it.

01:00:45.360 Okay.

01:00:45.860 Oh, Jacqueline.

01:00:46.920 Now I don't know how much.

01:00:49.100 So I reached out to be like, and I also don't know anything about canola oil.

01:00:54.760 Okay.

01:00:55.600 Highly inflammatory.

01:00:56.800 You don't want it.

01:00:57.820 You really don't want it.

01:00:58.720 How inflamed am I?

01:00:59.980 You don't want to be doing that on a constant, you know, every now and then we're going to

01:01:03.340 ingest some canola oil.

01:01:05.400 But for a daily loaf, can't do it.

01:01:10.120 What if it's a tiny amount?

01:01:14.380 It's probably not a tiny amount.

01:01:18.320 Yeah. 1.00

01:01:20.340 God damn. 1.00

01:01:21.280 I always say, God, our tuna melt's good. 1.00

01:01:25.120 Tuna melt is one of my top 10 favorite foods.

01:01:27.660 Do you like it with American cheese or cheddar cheese?

01:01:31.480 Cheddar.

01:01:31.940 I'm a cheddar.

01:01:32.900 You know I'm cheddar above all else. 1.00

01:01:34.420 Although American has slipped into my ovra.

01:01:38.100 Because I used to just always choose cheddar.

01:01:42.780 Any situation where American was like on offer. 0.96

01:01:45.660 Because what is American? 0.76

01:01:46.740 It's like intentionally processed. 0.81

01:01:48.340 It's like intentionally weird.

01:01:50.240 I think there are versions now that are better.

01:01:54.060 If you're eating like a Kraft single,

01:01:57.240 it's like made of flour or something like that.

01:02:00.060 It's like something weird.

01:02:01.000 Yeah.

01:02:01.180 yeah

01:02:01.620 but

01:02:02.300 well

01:02:02.880 but it's

01:02:03.960 wow

01:02:04.880 bless you

01:02:05.620 that mild flavor

01:02:07.300 has just lived

01:02:09.160 in certain

01:02:09.700 American classics

01:02:10.760 so

01:02:12.220 it sort of

01:02:14.040 does something different

01:02:15.180 so

01:02:15.440 but yeah

01:02:17.700 the bite of cheddar

01:02:18.660 bite of sharp cheddar

01:02:19.920 nothing like it

01:02:20.900 nothing like it

01:02:21.660 what about cheddar

01:02:22.980 up against

01:02:24.060 and this is a question

01:02:25.680 a truly good tomato

01:02:27.380 like next

01:02:28.180 that's kind of something

01:02:28.840 I don't think about

01:02:29.860 wait

01:02:31.180 Have you never had a grilled cheese tomato sandwich?

01:02:34.600 I have.

01:02:35.180 I have.

01:02:35.760 Where the tomato is hot?

01:02:37.580 I don't love that.

01:02:39.860 What?

01:02:40.260 I prefer grilled onion and grilled cheese.

01:02:42.100 Well, I used to get both.

01:02:44.040 I wouldn't even want to go there yet.

01:02:46.920 Yum.

01:02:47.960 Remember we were at...

01:02:49.600 Oh, this was right before...

01:02:51.360 Oh my God.

01:02:51.840 You know what we haven't discussed?

01:02:53.380 What?

01:02:54.100 Our meetup at the airport.

01:02:56.220 Okay.

01:02:56.780 This will close us out.

01:02:57.580 Jacqueline and I

01:03:00.520 are both performing

01:03:01.300 at the Thing Fest

01:03:02.460 I actually

01:03:03.120 this is a

01:03:04.000 this might be a

01:03:05.080 read the text

01:03:06.060 because it was

01:03:07.120 an insane negotiation

01:03:08.600 you know what I think

01:03:09.380 we save it for next week

01:03:10.420 yeah

01:03:11.000 because this is probably

01:03:11.900 this is a long week

01:03:12.840 so stay tuned to next week

01:03:14.200 but I brought it up

01:03:15.300 just to say that you were

01:03:16.120 like you always order better

01:03:17.200 like

01:03:17.560 like

01:03:18.320 we both got something

01:03:20.100 I made a few tweaks

01:03:21.380 and then you were seeing

01:03:23.460 on mine

01:03:24.020 what you

01:03:25.000 what I did not have

01:03:25.960 the strength to ask for

01:03:26.880 well I've missed you

01:03:29.180 not again

01:03:30.100 not that I haven't

01:03:30.760 talked to you

01:03:31.220 but we have

01:03:31.700 I have to say

01:03:33.280 I've missed Pooke

01:03:34.120 I really have

01:03:34.960 I really have

01:03:35.600 yeah

01:03:36.140 we're back maybe

01:03:37.460 no a lot of stuff

01:03:38.740 slipped into the ocean

01:03:39.760 that would have made it

01:03:41.080 into

01:03:41.600 a weekly record

01:03:43.200 I did make notes

01:03:44.940 I have some notes here

01:03:46.040 I have some lying

01:03:47.020 sorry

01:03:47.320 I might make weird faces

01:03:48.320 because I'm really trying to

01:03:49.680 change the

01:03:50.660 frowning habit

01:03:51.860 really trying to

01:03:52.720 work the correct muscles

01:03:53.640 I was in London

01:03:54.200 five weeks

01:03:54.800 no device whatsoever

01:03:55.980 except for the zip

01:03:56.900 to take away

01:03:58.020 under sub-training zits.

01:03:59.540 By the way,

01:03:59.920 I want the new zip.

01:04:00.780 There's a new zip

01:04:01.460 and I really,

01:04:02.800 really,

01:04:03.120 really would love

01:04:04.660 the new model

01:04:07.320 considering we've

01:04:08.720 talked about zip

01:04:09.760 now for years.

01:04:11.380 They so kindly

01:04:12.020 sent the first model.

01:04:13.100 I think we've done

01:04:13.580 our work to deserve

01:04:14.460 the second.

01:04:15.600 So,

01:04:16.420 zip,

01:04:16.820 calling all zip

01:04:17.640 employees,

01:04:19.580 new model needed.

01:04:20.880 I also want

01:04:21.780 to try more

01:04:22.820 auto body,

01:04:24.660 organic

01:04:25.160 non-toxic cotton

01:04:27.240 underwear

01:04:29.180 I would love that too 0.90

01:04:30.520 they don't serve up thongs 1.00

01:04:33.160 you know why? 1.00

01:04:34.500 because they're not

01:04:38.000 healthy

01:04:39.020 oh no 1.00

01:04:40.540 they drag bacteria from the anus 1.00

01:04:43.920 they lead to better 0.97

01:04:46.060 transition of

01:04:47.980 bacteria 1.00

01:04:48.680 anal of shit 1.00

01:04:51.760 down to the genital 1.00

01:04:53.960 region because the thong is a highway it's a cotton highway fuck or often not cotton it's a 1.00

01:05:00.300 highway i wear thongs that aren't coded in shit i want to be clear but i understand 0.99

01:05:04.740 no it's on a microscopic level okay it's it's and oh revolting well it actually came with a like 0.98

01:05:17.260 vulva manual that i thought was pretty interesting i was like i read it i was like i bet i know

01:05:22.420 everything but i'm gonna read it and you learned a thing that was yeah yeah what did they say that

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Poog with Kate Berlant and Jacqueline Novak - October 10, 2023

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